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peoplesprincessgeorge · 3 months
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galex + txt posts = true <3
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bbq-potato-chip · 7 months
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i can't think about drawing right now I HAVE THINGS TO DO!!!
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mintsvnoo · 4 months
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ENHA REACTION TO A FANBOY !
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PAIRING maknae line! enha x mr
( hyung line ver, maknae line ver )
GENRE idol x fan, fluff
WARNING|S none
A. NOTE all writings and reactions from these idols are from MY imagination, it does not reflect their actions and reactions irl!
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more under the cut !
⋆。 ˚ sunoo
okay u cannot guarantee me that when u finally sat down at the chair in front of him, he'll not be acting n treating u like ur his gossip buddy. i mean who could blame him?? after rows n rows n ROWS of lovesick fangirls, there's finally a male that is in his presence! will spend like half of ur time getting to know you both, n quarter of the time signing ur albums n rare photocards n the remaining time gossiping about the other members to u. well not like the usual gossip that would reveal there actual hobbies n stuff, just on camera n the episodes stuff.
when it comes to the signing parts, he'll be so careful and neither do you n him know why!?!? (probably wouldn't want to cover his gorgeous face on that rare photocard of urs!!) also itll be so unique n neat omgg, hes not rushing like before when u noticed his hands where moving so fast during signing the girls albums n when u looked at it, it was literally like a child's hand writing ...
now when the staff told both of u its been already 2 mins past time, and that u needed to go cause there's other people (well now all girls) waiting in queue, he'll be all pouty and would probably reach out at ur hands to hold it as a goodbye, he'll be kinda sad??? but not that much, since he knows that you'll be there on his next fan sign, i mean youve always been there! on every concert, on every fancall. don't think he'll notice you hm? especially with some boy he considers a cutie.
⋆。 ˚ wang jungwon
he'll smile at you, no not the usual smile he gives to everyone but that big n cute smile of his that's showing his smile dimple ahh!!! he'd think that ur so adorable!! especially with you clutching your album like ur life depended on it while smiling brightly while introducing urself to him.
would ask tons of questions to you like whos ur bias n why, will be so happy and flustered that you can't even see his eyes because hes smiling so much, when you tell him that hes ur bias then going on to explain why. now when signing ur album he'll leave little messages and stuff like 'from your bias jungwon' will write it in korean if you tell you know korean.
hes so touched by your enthusiasm by talking to him and showing him ur drawings of him and the other members, literally showing ur efforts just to give him something! and when ur talking hed be listening so intently, nodding along and sharing stories about behind-the-scenes moments from the episodes youd watch.
after you got up to leave since the staff said so, he couldn't shake off your guys encounter!! he was so touched from your compliments and support to him that it was too much to just forget off. oh, how he was looking forward to seeing you again...
⋆。 ˚ ni-ki
hes smirking when he saw you, dont know, dont care if that makes a scandal, but hes smirking! the flirtatious way, probably be thinking, 'looks like i can attract more than just the opposite gender'. hes not the one to be first to give out compliments, but with you? he cant help it! his tongue is just slipping out truths coming straight from the heart.
hes going to question u like jungwon, 'who is ur bias?' but if it's not him he'll be so pouty, for example when you answered heeseung, he'll be like why? and when u say hes handsome he'll be pointing to himself and say what about me? am i more handsome then him? like boy, know ur limits, jk jk.
he'll be so impressed by ur pencil drawing of him, and seeing the effort on your handmade gifts makes his heart flutter, and his cheek a hue pink! maybe you'll be the one that inspires him to draw!!!
but boy hes a BIG tease when you're talking to him and suddenly stutter because ur flustered on the way hes looking at you with such interest!! like i said he can help it!! and when its time for you to leave, he'll give you a flying kiss BUT like when he touch his lips with his hand he'll quickly get the flying kiss to ur lips!!! while saying that he'll be looking forward on seeing u again enjoying the way your covering ur lips with your hands with a shock face not believing that his hand just touched your lips!!
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hot-take-tournament · 9 months
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I’m too late to submit, but with the shenanigans happening with takes that dont harm anyone, I’m curious. Are there any takes that you decided won’t be in the tournament?
You're not too late to submit! If there's something you want to get off your chest, the form is still open!
But as for the other part of your question, that's something I've been thinking about as well.
Please read the whole thing - it's important, and there's a poll at the end because I need everyone's feedback.
From the beginning I wanted this blog to be a place where people can share any controversial opinion they have, and that hasn't changed. But at the same time, this is still a light-hearted tournament blog, and even though I've fucked up in the past, I always try desperately to make sure that no one ever feels uncomfortable on this blog because they see something potentially triggering.
And, even though it's been so long that I wouldn't blame you for forgetting, this is still technically a tournament blog, and there'll be a bracket with matchups at some point.
And there's no way I can include serious takes like those in a tournament bracket -
I'm not going to make you guys vote between mental health issues and homophobia, with the winner going on to face chicken smoothies in the finals.
I can't do that. I won't.
But at the same time, I also don't want to tell people they can't submit takes like that. Serious issues still deserve to be discussed, and from the beginning, I wanted this blog to be place where people can share any opinion on any topic, no matter what it is.
I've received a lot of takes relating to a number of very serious topics - including some extremely controversial takes on those issues, that many people would find offensive and/or triggering - and I think having a forum where people can share opinions, debate those takes and discuss more sensitive topics is important as well.
But I'm not willing to post those potentially offensive takes on this blog. I want everyone to be able to enjoy it.
So, here's the problem:
From the beginning I wanted this blog to be two things -
A place on the internet where no one would ever feel unsafe or unwelcome
A place where people feel comfortable sharing any opinion anonymously, no matter what it is.
And now I've come to the sobering realisation that those two things just cannot co-exist.
So, I've been torn for a while over how to deal with this - but now I think I might have thought of an alternative that I want to get everyone's opinions on.
I could create a side blog purely dedicated to submissions that I think are too sensitive for this main blog.
That way, people will still be able to submit and discuss those submissions - and anyone who doesn't want to see that kind of content can just block that blog and enjoy this one without worrying about seeing anything that they're not comfortable with.
When I say purely dedicated, I mean that other than an untagged master post explaining the purpose of the blog, it would only post polls and nothing else. It wouldn't be a tournament - just polls, like the ones we've been doing, except this time it would be about issues that should be taken seriously.
Asks would be closed, and all the polls would remain completely untagged other than a specific tag for the blog and any relevant content warnings. Also, there would be no posts from me, no pictures and no joke responses - just a simple 'Do you agree? Yes/No' for every poll.
It would just be a queue ticking along, posting maybe a poll a day at a scheduled time, and if you want to discuss those topics, you absolutely can - and if you don't want to see it, you don't have to.
Meanwhile, this blog can then be fully dedicated to goofy shenanigans and vicious ratios.
The only alternative would be just to update the rules and ban those kind of submissions outright - but I feel on some level that would go against the reason why I started this blog in the first place.
But I do want to get your opinions on this.
Please let me know what you guys think.
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applin-bottom-jeans · 4 months
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trying to reorganize my life for new years
through the power of agile brainrot i'm doing a new thing for time tracking and i kind of want to share it here (especially since i don't have a real update for pigeon-splice like i wanted)
so last year i tried to figure out organizational methods for the stuff i had in my life because my current system - writing down weekly todos and then breaking those into daily tasks - wasn't really working, both in the short term (large tasks that need to be done during the day get kicked, forever) and long term (no tracking for long term projects with deadlines)
but then two things happened
i read up on agile stuff
i got put on a better release type of my meds and holy shit i am less wiaefrjueiwahjfdeioswAFHeouihf (and then got put back on the old version because of a miscommunication between docs and then put back on the new version, more on that later)
I'm not a big fan of kanban because i feel like in card form seeing all of the cards you have in your queue gets extremely overwhelming, especially if you dont have a good way of organizing them by tag (so really, i just hate trello).
but scrum. im in a deep love-hate relationship with scrum. Here's my understanding of scrum, which may not be entirely accurate, with commentary -
Sprint - a length of time where work is measured, usually 2 weeks - no comment, perfect length of time, love that
scrum points - how much work you think a task will take, which will help determine the amount of work you have planned for a sprint - this can get ambiguous depending on the work you do. What happens if something goes wrong? What happens if you need more information and need more time? I understand that there are many tasks that you can learn to estimate well, but at what point is a bad estimation due to your performance or outside factors?
burndown chart - how many scrum points you estimated vs how many you've actually done - this helps with the issue with points and i think its good in theory but also i really don't want a chart of how poorly im doing thats easily accessible by someone higher up in the food chain who might want to decide who to lay off
Sprint planning - a meeting where you plan what will be in a sprint - great. no commentary.
standup - a meeting with your team every day to discuss what you're working on - introspection is good but why do i have to tell my entire team this information every single day. i have an anxiety disorder
sprint review - discussing how the sprint went and how much you got done - good, great
sprint retrospective - basically the same as the review but with vibes - not sure why this is a different meeting but ok
Basically i like the idea of scrum and i really like the philosophy of its work tracking but i feel like the implementation of it in a team turns it into glorified micromanagement. But this is for personal use? Seems good, lets try it out
This still doesn't really help solve the long term project problem but for that i organized the year into financial quarters, like a completely normal person.
So for every quarter this year, i'm planning on having a set of quarter wide goals (duration measured in a month or more), a sprint level goal (duration of days - weekish), and a daily goal (should be as simple as possible).
My general goals for the year is get better at art to the point where i'm finally happy with it, get through all the craft supplies i've accumulated through the years, do big stupid projects, and get healthier i guess. This quarter I'm working on a big BD2 project, a couple of sweaters, a few art challenges, and cleaning my apartment. In the end, my breakdown for this looks like this:
Q1:
Quarter-wide
* BD2 Project
* Two sweaters
* 3 art challenges
* Deep Clean apartment
* Ramp up back to exercising regularly
* Get 6 pages into the pokemon cross stitch project
* Get 2 haircuts (usually i get 1.5 every 3 months...)
Every sprint
* Run 4 times
* Make 1 good painting
* Make 1 practice painting (Q1 emphasis on portraits)
* Make 1 jewelry set (necklace, or earrings, or whatever)
* Buy food
* Clean out previously cleaned parts of the apartment
Every day
* Draw a bird (practice painting)
For this sprint I'm about to start, Bidoof (I named my sprints after dinky pokemon), I have the following specific goals which may intersect with the list above:
Ooblets Painting
Carpenters Close To You Practice Painting
Ahmed Aldoori's 100 head challenge
Clear out my closets
Make a fish pendant and lil anchor earrings
Page 2 of the pokemon cross stitch
Make squares for the current sweater i'm making
"Wtf is LSDJ" and beg people to listen to what i come up with
Get the music plan into LSDJ
And for any tasks that I didn't finish, they either
get kicked to the next sprint, in this case Carbink
get obliterated to hell
so i have the flexibility sometimes to push things off if they're not working out. i have already kicked out a lot of the LSDJ stuff because last week i had to go back on my old meds so i had to transition to old antidepressants and then transition back again to the new antipressants and my brain didn't like that. but its fine, we're fine. help
I then have a todo list i make for the day in the morning and i try to grab whatever i can from the goals list.
and yeah. i hope this helps getting my stuff together for this year. i already feel more on top of things but that might just be the antidepressants so
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prettypangolins · 11 months
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just got a scam dm that said:
Yo hi there! I’m very sorry to bother you at this time but I’m hoping if you’d be so kind to check the post that I pinned on my blog and maybe give it a little help by boosting/sharing it? it’s for my cat who struggles to breathe :((( and we need help to get him the tests that he needs. Thank you if you do as it would really mean the world to me and I understand if you don’t, still appreciate you and stay safe! Btw, please do send me a msg to reply or answer the ask privately instead as I dont want other blogs to think im a spambot or what, sorry for asking this, praying you’d consider! 🥲🙏
however the blog has only been reblogging and posting for 14 hours i'm just like... go away????
i saw a post about scams like this a little while ago, so i'm wise to it but it feels HORRIBLE bc kitty. but it's usually a scam. if you get one of these, report and block. you're not a bad person for not engaging - even if it's legit, you don't have to reblog/boost/donate just because you feel bad or guilty. but also, if you're getting a dm request like the above it's very very very likely someone trying to make money by pretending to be a legit person asking for help in a way that seems genuine but isn't. i've never seen this person in my notes. idk who they are. the wording of the pinned post is designed to evoke that 'omfg i want to help!' sad response by telling you how bad things are, etc. and get you to act without thinking
but details with this one are off. i mean, the pinned post says 'next payday is on june 10th' but today is the 12th of june now and 14 hours ago in was the 11th. prior to the 'please help!' post, 9 posts were reblogged in the space of 2 minutes (not too unrealistic for tumblr), then there's the help request, followed immediately by 14 posts all with exactly the same timestamp, which... you're either reblogging desperately without looking at what you're posting from the 'for you' or 'explore' page, or that's a queue, set to dump those 15 posts at that specific time to make the blog look legit at a glance (most likely what happened). the posts after that are at more random (last post was 5 hours ago, the dm was 4 hours ago)
so yeah i feel kinda guilty, but there are people out there who rely on this to manipulate others and take advantage of our desire to help so that they can line their pockets
(also if you feel guilted into reblogging to 'signal boost' a post asking for money, it's going to be seen by followers who reblog for the same reason and maybe even give money to a total stranger who told us something bad happened and has then let our desire to help and guilt over not acting do the rest. it's okay to break the chain. we can't care about absolutely everything or help absolutely everyone, and we just burn ourselves out if we try to)
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lunawlw · 6 months
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a part of me feels a bit sorry that my blog isnt like how it usually is, but a majority of me feels no need to apologize at all.
lives are being murdered into the thousands. and sharing information is the absolute least i can do.
one might think "oh but everyone knows" but do they? do they really? twitter is so active on this situation where as tumblr (for me) has little information here and there.
most people on this site only really use tumblr too and nothing else. and for the love of god if you are from the usa you cannot trust any news outlet from there. at all.
a lovely friend of mine really reminded me how vocal people used to be on here abou issues in the world. that hell, the whole "sjw" came from here. but now adays, its just so hard to find people be as vocal.
it could be because people just moved to twitter or elsewhere. or that people just run on queue or are hardly on.
but man. i cant stress enough. find palestinian blogs to follow on here. share their words. uplift their voices.
you dont have to interact with gruesome imagery either if you cant stomach that. you can literally share text and links.
we musnt give up. we musnt be silent. there is love to be found and there is hope.
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sandwichfordinner · 1 year
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YIPPEE MATCHUPS! I hope you're having a good day! Just to let you know- it might help to have your masterlist pinned to the top otherwise people might not be able to see it! (Unless it is an I just can't see if for some reason... ✌️live laugh love) ANYWAY. YES. IDV. I have no hunter/survivor preference!!!
I am nonbinary and pan, no preference. Im tall- like 5'10 or something, brown eyes, dirty blonde usually long and fluffy with short bangs but I'm thinking about getting it layered short. my style varies, often I either dress quite formal and smart (smart trousers! Blouses and collard shirts! Sweaters!!!) But if im not going out i'll switch to a lot of oversized loose fitting clothes in LAYERS!!! SO MANY LAYERS!!! (im so glad flares are popular again!!!) I quite like clothes, I just refuse to wear dresses or shorts as I am quite insecure and uncomfortable in them.
I am a huge bookworm, passionate about a lot of humanities subjects, philosophy, art, history, sociology and psychology, law e.c.
People often times say I have good knowledge about a variety of subjects or have an opinion on everything.
But to be honest its either 0 or 100 with me. I'm autistic and typically go non verbal around people I am not comfortable with (i NEVER approach new people myself) and small talk is the devil i cannot do it. If I try to force myself at best I start stuttering badly 💀. I'm not too bothered by it, it's just frustrating. The only exception i'm fine 'approaching' is to talk to them is online/through writing as it puts concerns about reading social queues out the window.
However the 100 side of it, people that approach me and engage in topics i actually like... as well as people close to me, I'm the opposite, I have to have meaningful discussions and love to share ideas with people! It's like I do a complete 180! People oftentimes mistake me as being very confident if they catch me like this and dont know me very well but I think it's just because I'm moreso passionate and fixate a lot.
At my worst I become extremely avoidant and shut in, typically to be able to get out of my room I need someone I'm friends or close with that can drive me out or stay with me, otherwise I panic. (That includes ignoring basic needs, i will ignore them if i feel threatened) but so long as I have people close to me around I feel far more confident in being able to mask (for me its not always a bad thing if it helps me to be productive/actually stay alive). I cannot stand to be touched by others unless I'm expecting it but even then I'm still sensitive, but I am okay with touching others! Exihibit A! I love pampering friends and get compliments on my massages!!!! Do not do the same to me the devil takes over my body and I cannot control spasms i am not laughing of joy I am on the verge of a breakdown!!!!
As for specific hobbies: I like drawing/painting and sculpting! I LOVE board and tabletop games, chess, card games like blackjack. I like anything to do with watersports. I love to swim! Reading and writing is obviously a big one too and my most recent interest is learning to bake! (Because im dogshit at cooking)
I hope thats enough and that I did everythjng!!! Hope you have a lovely day!!!!
Note: I am not really sure what no binary pronouns use, I asked google and said that go by they, if it doesn’t go by they I am terribly sorry and please tell me if I did it wrong! Also have a nice day you too anon! 💝
And also I am so sorry If I skipped something 😞
I match you wiiith🥁🥁🥁…
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Galatea and Emil!
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Galatea:
The moment she heard that you like sculpting, she immediately wanted to know more about you!
Even chess?? THATS AMAZING !! She loves playing chess too!!
She was so scared to talk to you thought, she didn’t know how to start a conversation.
Wow she finally spoke to you! But it was in a match while you were chaired and Galatea was just staring at you a little creepy.. That made you uncomfortable and you looked away ‘when will I get sent back to the manor.’ You thought.
,,Your eyes are… pretty..’’ she quietly and softly said.
That caught you off guard and you looked back at her.
,,O-oh thank you! Uh your e- I mean your sculpture is nice!’’ ‘Oh nahh💀💀 why did I say this😭’
She looked confused at the Little rock of clay but smiled.
,,Thank you.. Can I.. talk to you more?’’
You nodded and smiled again.
,,M-maybe play some c-chess with me..?’’ She quietly spoke.
,,I’m sorry what did you say?’’
,,Nothing!’’ Her face was now hidden and you could only see the back of the wheelchair.
She was blushing, which left you confused.
,,Uh can we meet-‘’ But suddenly the rocket chair started spinning which you flew back to the manor, but before you flew she said more loudly: ,,Meet me a-after the match!!’’ ,,OK!’’
When both of you started dating she made you little sculptures of hearts or cute things you like.
BOTH OF YOU MAKING SCULPTURES <333
Walks! When the both of you aren’t in a match you would push the wheelchair while Galatea is on it around the manor. Usually Galatea starts the conversations because she knew that you really couldn’t start one. Such a nice and supportive gf 🫶
Give her a surprise kiss on her cheek and she’s blushing.
Emil
Oh this sweet little guy.
Another awkward shy introvert😭
To the moment he saw you , he felt funny in his stomach. And he could feel his cheeks red.
Would try to start a conversation with you.
But if you tried you would be a stuttering mess, really nervous too because of how much you stuttered.
He doesn’t find it funny tho, in fact he finds it cute. He would chuckle a little, but when he saw your face like it was about to cry he immediately stopped and looked at you in worry.
,,I-I am s-so sorry for laughing! I didn’t m-meant to , i-it’s not that I promise!’’ Okay he accidentally held your hands without noticing. Man was panicking 😭
Now both of you looked like a couple.
You started feeling more nervous at the sudden contact, which he realised too, quickly stopped holding your hands and running away none stop saying ‘I’m so sorry!’ Man it was sure something😭😭
Next day he came to apologise and said that he will never do it again.
This man is so sweet bro.. and respectful too..
He found himself getting more and more comfortable by the time.
But not too comfortable because he would blush sometimes, trying to hide his face while you were looking at him confused.
When both of you were finally dating he would get more protective, not obsessive! He is just worried about you getting hurt!
When people misgender you, he would confidently say: ,,If you didn’t know Y/N is not comfortable calling them he or she!’’
Ur biggest support!
Always asks you if you’re okay with it before he hugs you or kisses you!
When you’re feeling down and don’t want to talk to anyone he would slide down a letter under your door and leave.
There is written how much he loves you, that the others are just jerks and a bunch of more praises and nice things written. And he finished with a ‘please talk to me later, I am worried’.
If you kiss him or hug him he would have the biggest smile on his face with red face.
Best bf material😻
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plural-affirmations · 7 months
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(tumblr)/blog/view/plural-affirmations/729436828141322240 hey its the people from this ask, i dont know if the willogenic post about being more distinct was meant to be for us for our request, or if it was someone elses but we missed ours, but. if it was, we're actually more than likely traumatic, rather than anything else, we're just very nearly discovered (as in like. 2 months, newly)
i also looked into what people said their experiences being monoconsious were, based on your advice, and while in theory the label seems fitting (something we. really really dont want actually), peoples experiences seem very different, for example, theres talk of extremely rapid switching to communicate, and we. dont have that. we can hear each other in the headspace almost like another train of thought, not the same as whoevers fronting, no need for anyone to front, its just rare to have any sort of communication
Oh, jeez, I'm so incredibly sorry, I think I either forgot to write the posts you requested or they got deleted from the queue somehow and I didn't notice. The willogenic post was indeed someone else's.
It's only one person (well. system.) running this blog, and I am not immune to human error. I have a few medical things that make me very forgetful. You have my deepest apologies, and I will try very, very hard to not do this again.
I'll go ahead and write your posts and post them outside of my normal schedule, if that's ok.
Second, rapid switching is definitely not a requirement to be monoconscious. It's common, sure, but not required; if you experience plurality as sharing one singular mind/consciousness, you're most likely monoconscious. Of course, I'm not trying to imply you have to take on labels you're not comfortable with, but it's there if you do resonate with it.
Again, you're free to be upset, this was my bad entirely! I hope this mix-up doesn't sour your view of this blog, but I understand if it does. :(
🖤💜💙💚💛
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t4lon · 1 year
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"David" | 24 | they/them
Cat & crow therian; fictionkin; plural
Running on an untagged queue.
This is a personal account, mostly for reblogging our interests and talking about kin memories.
We have DID. We'll probably talk about it.
We are autistic. We often use pretentious language big words. If you need us to rephrase, let us know; a simple "rephrase please" is sufficient, and we will not be offended!
Anyone can follow and interact, but keep in mind:
- We support systems of all origins (and we think people who don't are annoying)
- We will not use tone tags; if we do not explicitly state our tone in our correspondence, assume good faith (or just ask)
- We have very limited patience for gatekeeping or "my experience is more legitimate because [xyz]" mentalities
- We are very direct, but rarely hostile; feel free to ask for clarification
More info, including kintypes and individual alter bios, under the cut. Thanks for reading!
MORE ABOUT US:
- We are studying computer info science
- More will be here later
THE WHOLE OVERWATCH THING
We (as a system) share a cohesive Overwatch canon, and corroborate each others' memories. We have reason to believe anyone who is currently "missing" will be introjected in the future, and as a result we tend not to seek "canonmates" for this specific source. We're always happy to make new OW kin friends, though!
ALTER BIOS
Moira; she/her; transmasc woman
Kins: Moira O'Deorain (OW), Khadgar (WoW), Dismas (DD/DD2), Audrey (DD/DD2)?, A Wizard With A Gun?? (WWAG), 9th Doctor (DW)
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Maggie; she/her; girl; you can call me bug :3
Kins: Niffty (Hazbin Hotel), Fluttershy (MLP)
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Jake; he/him; male
Kins: Cole Cassidy (OW), A Wizard With A Gun (a different one) (WWAG)
horse
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Hex; she/her; ???
im sombra overwatch, i dont kin otherwise tho lol. i like numbers and video games
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anantaru · 2 years
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TW VENTING ETC / TRAUMA DUMPING IN MY ASKS:
Hi everyone, so to the person who sent me the venting post (re. trauma dumping); first of all i‘m sorry for what you‘ve been through and i‘m happy though you do not like all my content, some of it you liked and may have helped you! (I‘m not going to answer your ask because it‘s heavily triggering)
Though please, i dont want to sound insensitive whatsoever, like that would be the last thing i would want to be or want to be come across as. But please before you send me asks/interact with me, READ MY RULES, PLEASE, - AND THATS SOMETHING YOU SHOULD DO WITH EVERY WRITER BEFORE INTERACTING,
so in my rules one of them is "do not trauma dump in my asks" i did this because although i do want to be open to all your questions and asks because i‘m very comfy in my skin and an overly open person, very heavy triggering stuff such as (p3dophilia etc) can not only be triggering to some of you but do remember that i‘m also just a person, you don‘t know what triggers me, you don‘t know me, you don‘t know what i‘ve been through or what‘s going on in my life.
I try to be friendly with everyone and have a good time because that‘s what i want this blog to be, build a safespace for nsfw content and just thirsting for 2d characters without feeling disgusted or whatever, since we all share the love for anime/games etc.
With that being said i will not be answering your asks for like a day or two, today it happened like 6 times that people either requested stuff although the requests being closed, requesting dark content or content i do not write (i dont have anything against dark content but i do not write it myself) or trauma dump and make me uncomfortable/trigger me.
Yeah that‘s all i have to say, to the person who traumadumped to me, i hope you‘ll be able to heal even though that‘s pretty lackluster and cliche to say i know, but i do mean it with all of my heart. I‘m gonna log off for the day now, thank you if you made it this far, i think i have a post coming up soon, its in my queue but i need to check. Yeah that‘s all :) thank you for reading ily all and i‘ll be reblogging the rules and dni/byi for people who didnt read it yet and hope you‘ll understand and respect me.
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zedxspacess · 1 year
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forgot i had that last post up in my queue, but seeing it again reminded me of one of the many things i feel like i didnt share with a lot of the fanbase.
 Pert’s not an “uwu must protect, if he was in a better environment he wouldnt be like this!!” kind of character to me, nor is he a completely irredeemable asshole manchild (tho i will admit i can lean more to the latter than former but either take is frustrating and makes my eyes roll so hard bc it just washes away the nuance). 
He’d still be a stubborn, anti-social jerk even if raised under better circumstances. only slightly better. and i dont think any sweet talking from either good or bad side will get him to be necessarily better or worse (but most likely worse) because he’s that selfish and petty. He only thinks about himself and what interests are in his periphery. His appeal to me is that he has the potential to do good/make wise decisions, but his inherent selfishness and arrogance blinds him. You don’t need any interference from anyone to get Pert to be an interesting character, because in a very Grecian tragedy way, he is his own worse enemy but also best self motivator. Ultimately up to him if he wants to continue to fall victim to his mentalities that hurt himself and others around him, or do some self reflection and grow from it (which does happen a bit). Bc lord knows if anyone tries to “help” him or give him accolades, he’ll lash out or try to spin it as an attack on him. It feels more triumphant that he shapes his character, for better and for worse, out of his own will. He can be an intelligent, creative individual that was treated like shit, but also an arrogant, emotional, paranoid, self martyring asshole. And all of this about him is what makes him feel so human and believable, I’ve met and heard people who are just like that. So trying to sandpaper him down or downplay the positive sides of him irritates me to no end because that’s just removing what makes him so compelling. 
None of this “i can make him better/i can make him worse”, more “i want to put him under a microscope and watch as he’s stuck making circles in a rut, hurting himself in the process, until he suddenly goes ‘fuck this’ and climbs out or brings out a shovel and digs deeper”. 
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elytrafemme · 2 years
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you've talked about switching a lot recently but i've only just now been able to sit down and give my own little account 👍 yippie 🎉
however tbh if you're like "i'm donee talking about this tehehe" throw this ask out the window. shatter the glass for fun either way
anyways!! switching is so freaking funky, especially recently for us because it's been a lot of blurry and stressful switches.. probably due to midterms season? not too sure but also it's october so the mind is becoming full bonkers mode ya know
anyways, for us switches can either be super obvious or just go completely under the radar. there's no i between, and the easier the switch is, the less likely we are to like register that one happened.
well, specifically me because i have a tendency to stay around in co con a lot. when someone switches into co con with me it's usually pretty smooth, and fast, being brought about by very like random things. a song or an image or maybe how someone worded something! ya know
anyways, longer and more difficult switches which can get really rough. i think it's just, we have a really hard time with someone going from not in or near front just coming in full swing. that and also just needing to get someone out and they don't want to be.
but longer switches usually cause us to get really tired and dizzy (and usually an assortment of varying kinds of dissociative) and there's a weird like mental sensation almost like being dragged under into a swamp or being buried in pillows? it's like brain fog turned up an extreme amount
but there's on occasional full switch without all of that, but those are few and far i between. usually these are like zoning out but like for 10 minutes. like a shut down and reboot bust someone else hit the power on button ig.
actually tbh we see a lot of your system things in a very like computer sorta since?? we have a memory/trauma holder who like will create like "firewalls" to block information and sometimes even like shut down a chess to leave/get into front. it's kinda funny now that i'm thinking about it, the whole computer theming
anyways it's also important to note that we have an awful time of realizing who's in front until there's something very distinctly that alter that gets thought/done. that could be due to the heavy mental ick for a past bit, but it also might be a general thing. in fairness we haven't been tracking too long so it's hard to say.
however all around it's like... we struggle finding the queues as to who's in front, especially cuz i am usually there co con and conducting what like i think is best sorta thing. but hm yea i'm loosing the point i'm trying to say to sleepy soupy brain. anyways
i hope you are doing well! and if not that you are able to find contentment soon! i hope today will be a good day, because you deserve it!
HEY ITS BEEN A BIT SINCE U SENT THIS SRRY im having another lunarbloom nightmare switch moments so this is relevant once more and in fact probably will always be relevant bc this is lik daily fdshk
okay i had never thought about it like that as like. the easier the switch the less likely its noticeable. because im thinking now like there have been a lot of times where i abruptly start acting different but dont remember switching but maybe i did? but its just seamless. hm
handshake u and me being hosts that frequent co conning
OH INTERESTING !! despite being a pretty brain foggy individual i dont notice a tonnn of brain fog when i swtich so that is really interesting to note :o plus the synonyms u use those r so interesting
haunted by the metaphors and symbolism <- assigned computer at system
sorry if this is like all over the place as a response but overall this is so so interesting ty for sharing :O always interesting to see how ppl switch since it varies sm!
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rusted-sun · 2 years
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yo @112-writes,,,, b u d d y,, dude you just gave me brainrot that i Did Not Need (affectionate)
now all i can think about is that roommates AU of dark, SBH, actor and 112, ESPECIALLY when dark finds out SBH aint human. yknow them shapeshifting n whatnot.
like dude. imagine SBH just poofing away without a trace for *any* of them to follow, not knowing where the hell they’re off to OR if they’re even gonna come back. and they’ve been gone for *days* at this point. still not even a trace of them has been found by anyone.
this probably makes everyone involved question what the fuck SBH actually is because.. 1. they grew spaghetti arms... 2. they teleport???? what???
or imagine when (or if) SBH ends up returning to their little shared house, full of shame and regret about running away from their problems, just being wrapped in a hug by dark instantly cuz. holy shit. he thought they were *dead* or *worse*.
queue a group hug and sobbed out apologies from SBH cuz they were being a coward. maybe we get that rare hug from actor as well cuz jesus christ, if he isnt a softie under all that egotistical bullshit. i dont think SBH is getting outta anyones sight for the next few days. fuck i love angst w a happy ending.
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iwishuaway · 2 years
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Can you share your experience with queuing for mcr? Like tips and stuff? I’ve never done it before but will be soon!
hi of course! this is only my first time queuing, so i’ll definitely have better advice after my next shows
as for right now, the most important things are staying hydrated, having a restroom is helpful (one of the main reasons i booked a hotel room), and obviously respecting the numbering system by not leaving your spot for long periods of time or overnight. you can definitely leave to get food/shower/take a quick nap but if youre gone all day and people arrive after you, your number will be probably be given to them. there was a group that stayed for an hour, we numbered them, and they left about 10 hours ago and havent come back lol. if you need to leave the line let people around you know, and tell them when you’ll be back and stick to it
in my queue bag i brought hand sanitizer, sharpie to rewrite numbers, pain and allergy meds, wet wipes, SUN SCREEN FOR SURE, even if its not sunny. 2 portable chargers and cords, bandaids, chapstick, lots of water. i brought a tent and sleeping bag but if its not raining and you feel safe enough, tent totally isnt necessary
my experience has been super chill everyone is so friendly and helpful. offer the people next to you hand sanitizer if they need some! dont be afraid to ask for something if you need it! etc etc definitely just talk to people and make friends, youre all there for the same reason and its really easy to find tons of common interests beyond mcr. stay organized
if you have any other specific questions you can dm me! this was just a really general outline of the most important points i can think of right now also i havent slept okay love u
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butchtoads · 10 months
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