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coolauntlilith · 8 months

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So I finally watched Sense8. I regret not watching it sooner for a couple reasons. But I'm so glad I finally watched it.

#i dont know why it got canceled #but it ended well for being canceled #AND ITS SO QUEER. ITS SOOOOO QUEER #two confirmed bi women. amanita had bi colored hair but being exclusively wlw the whole show she could be lesbian. a trans lesbian!!!!#all the men are queer. they are. i love how comfortable they are with each other. and RAJAN IS A GODDAMN KING. ID DIE FOR THAT MAN #sun and mun 🥺🥺🥺 omfgggg i love them. i kinda headcanon sun as demi- or gray-aroace and mun 😭 HES A FUCKING KING TOO #and diego 🥺 and felix 🥺 and Rileys dad 🥺 and Caphaes' mom 🥺 and amanita's parents 🥺 nomi's sister 🥺 and Kala's parents 🥺#SO MANY CHARACTERS WERE AMAZING!!!!!#also lowkey still in awe that there was a polycule through the whole show and then in the end theres a second one??? whaaaaat!!! amaaazing #ALSO ⚠️ BEFORE ANY YELLS AT ME FOR MAYBE MISSING A DETAIL ⚠️ Im human. maybe i got up for a drink and didnt pause.#bc thats a crime i commit often lol. so if im misinterpreting something dont chop off my head ok? i saw polycules you didnt have to #i saw an aroace reading. i dont totally know if i sit by that any more bc i think sun x mun is built well. like dont attack me over musings #ok. done for now #sense8 #aunt posting

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luck-of-the-drawings · 2 months

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OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever

#jrwi fanart #cw blood #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #arthur bennett #OUHH THIS ONE WAS SITTING IN MY WIPS FOR SO LOOOONGwhen i took it out there was mould on it :sob:#BUT i think i was able to fix it up okay #i keep seeing SO MANY MISTAKES RRAAAHHH BUT YOU DONT SEE THEM RIGHT?? THATS ONLY ME. RIGHT?? EXACTLY.#THE KEY IS TO SAY. AND REPEAT AFTER ME. 'FUUUCK IT WE BALL #so anyway. arthur bennett huh? grizzly says that arthur is reaal fuckin difficult to play. and i SUPER get that. i mean LOOK AT HIM..#grizz often needs a minute to think abt what hes gonna say in a way that matches w that Stoic Personality. which is FAIR but also that #ends up making way for awkward confrontations like: the lady in the parky lot. he took too long to answer and scared her away.& I LOVE THAT #arthur is tragic and sad and cool and stoic but hes ALSO awkward and silly and kinda dumb and short sighted. HE HAS COMPLEXITIES #I LOVE WHEN TTRPG CHARACTERS HAVE A GOOD SET OF SHORTCOMINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN U FIND THEM ONLY AS U PLAY THEM.#I COULd go on and on saying the same things w different words abt arthurs intriguing and entertaining character but i shall spare u. for no #ILL ALSO MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE HIS FLAVOR THO.. I LOVE TALL HOT BOY WHOS ONE W THE DARKNESS.. I REMEMBER WHEN HE FIRST MENTIONED THE #BADLUCK. N I WAS LIKE OOOHH THATS WHY HIS DESIGN IS SO COOL N CHAOTIC N ASYMMETRICAL. HES UNLUCKY!!! i love love love his design so much...#GRaaauruguguraguhhghghgh what else what else is there for me to spew on abt...i think im reachin a limit here..OH MAGNUS. i hope that #we get to know more abt how magnus and arthur met.. like How they became besties... ouuhh... I ALSO WANNA KNOW MORE ABT MARY DAVIS. LIKEHOW #he also apparently spent alotta time in a zone dominated by edward twilight? all he remembers is constant partying? I WANNA KNOW MORE..#i think i got room 4 one more ramble SO. THE ART PIECE.as i said its gone a lil stale BUT. im still very proud o the bits where hes allScar #I WANNA SEE HIM GET SCARYMORE. I like the idea of shadows solidifying to make him strange and eerie.like TEETH n CLAWS n SPINES n YESS #also the SILVER EYES.no1 does silver eyes like the show Claymore. they make em look so striking and eerie...i also like to think that #human arthur had deep beautiful brown eyes.just in my beaitufl heart.i mean look at him..i wanna cook him n eat him.ANYWAY #i think thats all my ramblin for this piece. now i gotta go cancel a single day i had ata hotel bc my work schedule change last minute FUCK #feel free to ramble in my tags aswell tho i read all of them and i chew on thenm and i love them so sos os mcuh

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demadogs · 1 year

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ok the rate at which shows are being canceled after one season is becoming more and more ridiculous and excruciating to the point where they dont even give people TIME to watch the shows anymore!! i will be recommended a good show by a friend and think “ooo im excited to watch when im not super busy” and then just a month later before i even had the chance to watch it, its already canceled.

and these days whats considered a “successful show” has to surpass hundreds and hundreds of millions, sometimes over a BILLION hours streamed to be worthy of renewing but when shows get somewhere between 50 million and 100 million theyre treated like they were a complete flop even though that is STILL MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF PEOPLE WHO WERE INVESTED IN THE SHOW AND WOULD WATCH FUTURE SEASONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was going to watch that show. i was so beyond excited to watch that show. it had one of my favorite actors in it and it was produced by the same creators of my favorite show of all time. but because i have responsibilities from work and school like a normal fucking adult, i couldnt make the time to watch it and now only a week after i was recommended the show, it was already canceled.

i am used to mourning stories that ive become attached to that will never be complete, but this is altogether different. you didn’t even give me a chance to meet these characters or watch this story. a story that an entire cast and crew of probably thousands of people put all their hearts and soul and TIME into and yet you gave it just a fucking month before you decided it was unworthy of pursuing. even though tens of millions of people who were lucky enough to have been available to watch it at the time thought otherwise.

#im so mad im so mad im so mad #dark is my favorite show ever of all time ever ever ever and 1899 is made by the same creators #when i tell you i lost my shit i was so fucking excited but IM FILMING MY THESIS RIGHT NOW IM DOING WORK I DONT HAVE TIME #I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE AT LEAST THREE MOTNHS BEFORE THEY RENEWED IT OR NOT #i love wednesday but i feel like that show is a big reason why this one was canceled #it came out the same week and wednesday got over a billion streams so 1899 having only 87 million looks bad but THATS STILL 87 MILLION???#im so fucking pissed rn #if dark got canceled before s3 i would have fucking ended it all thank god at least i have that #but now ill probably never watch 1899 bc i dont want to love it and never know the ending #im so mad #1899 #netflix #byler #youll agree w me

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milkweedman · 9 months

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not gonna lie i am once again getting real sick of having a migraine every second of every day forever

#id like to crush my stupid brain with a hydraulic press into goo #goo with nerves no longer attached. painless goo.#its also very hard to be positive about things when you have a nonstop migraine for weeks and months on end #bc people will be 'oh i hope you have a good day !' which is a lovely sentiment but utterly divorced from the reality #of having a fucking migraine. 24/7.#i also recently discovered that all of my appointments have been canceled. and i dont know when or how or why #i have not yet fixed this bc i need to call each doctors office individually #and the thing is i am in so much pain. and i have no energy. or like will to live at all.#got home from gig work took a nap bc i was so hazy and in pain and woke up in much more pain right before i need to work again #which is great

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mayoiayasep · 2 years

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had a dream last night that ishikawa was getting cancelled on tumblr??? for what?? having dreams about his best friend being a catboy??

#dream talk #ishikawa tooru #horimiya #that was the weirdest fandom dream i have ever had #i remember what the post said even it was something like ''i dont know why people like ishikawa when he's done so many terriible things''#i woke up this morning so confused what the hell #barely anyone even talks about hm on here anymore. the only character that got close to being canceled was hori

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kiwidotcom · 3 months

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#ok cant sleep #keep crying #eyes hurt #why didnt meletonin work like it does every night #alarm going off in 6 hours #not enough sleep #dont feel tired at all #just anxious #so so so anxious #why is this feeling happening #i canceled plans with the guy earlier because anxiety was just not letting me leave my apartment #i got fully ready to go out and just couldnt do it #ngl i think a part of it is not having glasses #like there are much bigger fish to fry but i kind of feel like having my glasses is a little tiny piece of armor #((not to mention its super disorienting when everything is blurry))#((do you know how many times i poked myself in the face today because i kept trying to adjust my glasses that werent there))#i hate having my face exposed #its too real #tbh i would wear sunglasses 24/7 if it was normal #then people wouldnt give me shit all the damn time about eye contact #ppl call eyes the window to the soul then call ME weird for not wanting to look into them #sorry the WINDOWS to your SOUL are a little much for me #FUCK I NEED TO SLEEP #alarm in 5 hours and 55 mins

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themyscirah · 9 months

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Does anyone know if there was simonjess crumbs in the justice league book at the time or is it like just in their solo (meaning I need to reread that book again which I was already planning on doing but like still)

#bc from what ive heard its literally all like contained in that book #and then theres green lantern 2021 where they make her yellow and there was the panel where he didn't recognize her #abd like ive seen that. but id heard literally nothing else about that series and then i looked at solicits recently (for like the first #time ever tbh) and there was a totally diff GL book? on like issue no 4 or smth??? and ut looked like it was all about hal which like #LAME. and there was a john thing but im NOT up to date with modern lantern comics at all im still in the exploratory stage #like i feel like ive hit most of the standalone lantern stuff and now am diving into their biggest hits which is why im reading gl 1990 rn #and everything but like. did they really cancel that book only to immediately start a new one......#jfc i know number 1s sell better but just TRANSITION IN THE BOOK?????#i know dc has like forgotten or whatever but you can legit get a new authorial team and just like... swap things up.... its called having #more than 1 run in a book like jesus #look at me complaining when i dont know what im talking about haha 😐#i need to reread their book anyways thats been on my to do ever since i got out of my recent comics slump but still. i miss them #blah #simonjess #simon baz #jessica cruz #green lantern #dc comics

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the-kipsabian · 10 months

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my hotel backup plan after the first fuck up is also now fucked so i dont have a place to stay next month :))))

#im still waiting on the refund from the first place as that got sorted but booking another hotel is gonna cost way more than that #and apparently for whatever reason i cant make 'pay in parts' deals through this site so i need to pay everything in full #either during booking or at arrival and theres no fucking way i can afford that so uuuuuh #fellas i have no idea what the fuck im gonna do. i dont have this kind of money #'then why do you book trips like this if you cant afford it' yeah im aware shut up #i dont wanna bump up the ko-fi target by more than double than what it already is but i dont know what else im gonna do about this #paying in parts was my plan i could have afforded that. but i cant do that so im like #i dont know what im gonna do now. i guess everythings canceled. i dont know #will probably just have a mcfucking panic attack the next month and a half i dont know #night is an absolute mess on main

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cerealmonster15 · 10 months

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ougugugughghhh i get,,, so embarrassed when i try to be Earnest lol especially w/in the context of like fanart/fic like i LOVE when other people do it i LOVE reading earnest and vulnerable deep fics and seeing intense fanart etc etc etc. but then i do it i feel like i am Going To Be Killed LJFDKSLF SDJFLS

#yknow like??? if i do ANYTHING other than my funny ha ha sillies <-which i love btw. my fave thing to do ever #but if i try something Different i feel like im CRINGE for trying bc im not. good at it??#or like im Trying Too Hard?? I GET SO EMBARRASSED #anyway i got jumpscared by a jami/azu i found from last year #and i mean /i/ like it but. i feel like i would die if i posted it #im p sure ididnt post that one i just sent it to my friend on discord #and then even that still made me Feel Embarrassed lol #SORRY GOD idk why im airing out so much internal feelings today lol #can i really blame it on the caffine. can i. god i really need to find a new therapist lol i cancelled the old one but #havent found a replacement yet jklfjsdl oopsie. but like how do u talk to a therapist about this shit anyway lol #i dont. WANT to tell them about tumblr thats EMBARRASSING #sorry this all boils down to im very insecure and always have been l o l #like it's FINE ill be FINE im just oughhghghghgh yknow?#i guess im better than i used to be bc. i post way more than i used to re:drawing and writing lol but #i do have fits of panic where im like #🧍‍♂️am i delusional. perhaps my mutuals/followers r just politely humoring me #and i am simply making A FOOL of myself #maybe!!!!!!!!!!! i dont know #not that i think anyones out to get me or anything i just hfhhhshhdhsghf #i lost track of what i was talking about #anyway shoutout to people who r nice sorry i have a hard time absorbing it lol thats a ME problem not anyone else

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year

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Oh...

#tho im confused bcs i dont remember my calender giving me notifs about fp1 and fp2 #but seeing this im like ....ah :(#also i dont think ill ever call this gp by its proper name #its either Imola or San Marino for me #(kinda laughing at myself from months ago when i was writing down race watch checklists)#(bcs sometimes id put the track name rather than the country)#(like writing down Nürburgring(Europe) rather than just Europe or writing down Suzuka(Japan) instead of just Japan)#(like bro those lists are only for my eyes why did i feel the need to flex that i know the track names LMAO)#(i understand writing Imola *now* instead lf Emilia Romangna bcs its a lot shorter)#(but why did i write Imola and Monza for my 2005 checklist rather than San Marino and Italy)#(again: flexing that i know the tracks but to myself i really dont understand my past thought processes sometimes)#but speaking of race checklists #I wrote down the schedule in my notebook before the season began like by a few months i think #i had to cross out the numberings bcs china got canceled AND UGHHHHHH NOW ITS EVEN MORE MESSED UP #i dont even reference that schedule bcs its all in my phone calender but just its mere messed up presence bothers me sm #so like its 22 races for sure now right? like i can call monaco round six yes? i think its 8 in my book lmao #but UGHHHHHH the fact that all the races are moved back one is gonna get on my nerves so badly #bcs i have a legitimate checklist i fill out and now its inacurate....i swear if imola gets rescheduled i will just burn the notebook #anyways :)#still havent done thst placement exam bcs i got sidetracked and now its 6:30 am! i need to sleep!#catie.rambling.txt

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isabelguerra · 1 year

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300 points for 'Isabel takes the L'?

the wizau isabel catches feelings fic :-)

#paranatural #asks #telephonestalker #wizard au #u sending this ask and making me go into the doc helped me solve a plot hole/characterization issue ive been struggling with for like #OVER A YEAR. so u get a little extra for that #the L in isabel takes the L stands for like-like. it stands for crush. it stands for losing her sanity #the OG writing (tht i really didnt like but couldnt figure out an alternative) was ‘johnny gets serious hurt and isabels stressed about it #because it impacts a bunch of stuff including a huge quidditch game they have coming up which is now in jeopardy since they dont know if #johnny will be able to play and since shes team captain she’ll be responsible for her team losing. but johnny does something idk what #bc he cares. its something heartfelt bc he felt bad abt being careless and causing her stress and that action makes her heart flutter’#and then i thought hm. i dont like this.#the angle just isnt the foundation i want to build a romance arc on. so now its much less about johnnys feelings and the actions they make #him take. and then isabels reaction TO those feelings/actions. and now much more feelings are gained because despite building a friendship #on teasing and tussling and violent sport partnership this is someone shes grown to care about and doesnt want to see hurt at all.#she’d cancel the game without a moment’s hesitation because thats her teammate and she’d do anything to keep them safe #but why does this worry feel different. why does something feel worse. she’d feel this way about any of their teemmates but #by now her nd johnny hang out together and walk to class together and study late together and practice 1on1 together and she likes it #she really cares and is suddenly freaked out bc she doesnt know when that started and how she didnt notice it. and now this is someone #she cares about that got actual-not-for-jokes-hurt and shes worried #hes fine btw. maybe hes got a broken arm but ultimately he spends a night in the informary and comes out of it with a cool new story #but even after hes fine isabels still left with the aftermath of her realization. and she marinates in it for a while #this was way more than i meant to write ANYWAY my point was #her crush isnt gained bc she realizes everything he does and cares abt her. her crush is gained bc she realizes SHE LIKES HIM #its about HER feelings. not her reaction to johnnys #this au makes me unwell #johnny does still do his little ‘heartfelt sorry my carelessness made you worry im ok see? bigger n badder than ever’ thing but rather than #‘apologizing for getting hurt’ which is STUPID its more about checking in on those u care about after u made a thoughtless action #it still makes her heart jump but for a different reason. idk im still working out the kinks

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softavasilva · 2 years

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watching old pll vids and i dont think i recovered from the trauma i received as a young lesbian watching maya get killed off and emily breaking down with the most utterly heartbreaking scene </3

#literally i was just coming getting into my questioning phase and this particular event held so much pain hurt and devestation #i didnt know why it had impacted me so much until a couple years later where i was finally coming to terms with my sexuality #and up until that point all i was seeing in media was gays getting killed off being cheated u know the whole tragedy thing #and this is why positive wlw representation matters #and im so tired of having to fight so hard wheether that be getting a show saved from cancellation getting a show pas its first season #getting poper promotion getting proper treatment etc etc #i think bly manor was the only wlw centric show that got justice through storytelling acting and overall masterpiece of it #^^^ fhe only one i can think of anyways #but like thoi crush wn which are all wlw centric shows get shitty promotions thus being called a 'flop' like no its not #its just hasnt been given the right opportunities treatment and recognition it deserves #and dont even get me started on having to just project queer coding onto certain chars/non canon ships #cause its the best/closest thing to ''representation'' jgnjf #anyways rant over i just want my gay lil shows pls #txt*

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cobaltfluff · 10 days

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rip... iceado....

#dust bunny #ngl i am mad about this #obviously we have no idea WHY it was cancelled #and we have no idea how far along it actually got #but i am still mad #i can only hope that by some other miracle #another studio will be allowed to pick this up if this is a problem with mappa #i doubt it was to do with the director?? she's the one who pushed for the og in the first place #lmao im clenching my fist so hard #wikipedia already has it listed as cancelled #idk man i just feel like the original tv series was so loved #and im sure it brought mappa to the forefront #that i dont understand why it had to be this way #i wonder if mappa just wasnt putting in the effort that the director wanted #maybe she was trying to get things just right #I DON'T KNOW GUYS i am in my anger phase of dabda #GUYS YOI MOVED MOUNTAINS WHY IS IT GETTING SHELVEDDDD #it makes me happy that suwabe also seemed kind of upset by the situation #he didnt have to say anything on it yanno but he did #maybe just pr but like... it makes me a bit more angry but also a bit more placated

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pointless-adhd-thoughts · 3 months

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#genuinely I feel like any time i mention Im depressed or going through something my friends just laugh it off #cause the funny one cant possibly be actually depressed again #right?#they fixed that in High School no way they'd be depressed again #but i am #passively suicidal beyond means #like everything fucking hurts #and i was going to go to dinner and get drink with friends but that got cancelled #at least i think #when i asked if it was actually cancelled and if i was drinking by myself i just got fucking ignored haha #and they know i like to stick to a plan #like ive been in waiting mode since 3 #ugh anyways #i just feel super alone a lot #like theres 1 person that i feel actually cares #maybe 2 #but i dont want to suffocate them with venting how i feel #cause its really suffocating for me so of course itll be for them #and why would i put them through that #i would be awful if i did that #sometimes i dont want to be the funny friend #sometimes i want to be the friend that they reach out to #i know im being annoying #ugh

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