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ADHD Meds Help
...So I'm gonna run out of what I use to medicate my ADHD and I don't think we can afford getting more right now. Which, considering I've been consistent with it for the last two months and I've been able to exist for the most part again, is kind of a terrifying concept, haaah.
So I uh - I've put together an amaz*n wishlist, and a couple other ways to help. Some of the meds cannot be gotten via amaz*n, so I've included other ways to help. Links below and a disclaimer under the cut.
Amaz*n Wishlist: Here
Kofi: Here
Um, unsure how else to share links, so just these two for now..? If you send via Kofi, then I can buy them myself and get rewards points for it, but that's less of a concern at the moment while I'm going to run out x.x
I need at least four tubs - there are so many options there because those are all acceptable flavors! I'm not expecting to get them all.
0/4 tubs
0/$200
I use the contents of this wishlist to medicate my adhd. The other medicine I need to buy requires a card to get, and I have my card, just not the money. The other medicine is one of the most effective pain meds I have access to.
I know that at a glance the wishlist contents don't look like medication, but they're actually one of the most successful methods I've tried to medicate my ADHD with -- they don't interact seriously with my other meds, and I can adjust the doseage as needed. Plus - they give me a little bump of serotonin when I add the powder to water and see it change colors. This is a bonus.
If there are other ways I should include, pls tell me.
#boost#text#original post#i don't know what to tag this with negl#i'm just tired and spooked at the idea of trying to make anything happen without my meds after how the last two months have been
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🖇️BL WATCHLIST JANUARY
🎬Time - GAGAOOLALA - I'm giving this one more ep to change my mind. I've never been this confused by a series before.
🎬7 Days Before Valentine - WETV - The crispest sound I've ever heard in a Thai drama. And so much symbolism, I love it!
🎬Playboyy - GAGAOOLALA - 🍌🍍🍈🍎🍑🍐
🎬For Him - IQIYI - Messy uni bl my beloved.
🎬Pit Babe - IQIYI - What have I gotten myself into with this? And why is Way my fave character?
🎬The Sign - YOUTUBE - The fantasy lakorn BL of my dreams.
🎬Dead Friend Forever | DFF - IQIYI - This is messy aand unintentionally funny but that's very on point for the slasher horror genre so I'm not complaining.
🎬My Universe - IQIYI - Lots of couples each with their own self-contained mini series (if you can even call it that). I'm watching this selectively.
🎬The Whisperer - YOUTUBE - I'm all caught up even though I can't watch it live for extremely weird geolocking reasons. Negl I don't even mind the ghosts and the cheating but why does everyone except Kun frequent the same hair salon?
I'm keeping the calendar view for this year because it's so useful:
🖇️FINISHED
🎬 Beyond the Star - IQIYI - I feel like whatever happened with 9naa (surprise surprise!) completely massacred this series. I was watching for Bank Chanwut only so I got my money's worth but damn, what was that?
🎬Twins - GAGAOOLALA - I love this series with my whole heart.
🖇️ON HOLD (aka I love these shows, I just don't have the time😭)
🎬Absolute Zero - IQIYI - I want to love this show - it's beautiful and bittersweet - but some of the plot leaves me puzzled.
🎬Shadow - GAGAOOLALA - I've been waiting for this series for so long. 😭
🎬Last Twilight - YOUTUBE - I'll tentatively watch this for JimmySea.
🎬Cherry Magic Thailand - YOUTUBE - This is going to be unbearably cute, I just know it.
🎬The Middleman's Love - IQIYI + YOUTUBE - This is moving very very fast, much faster than the novel. Consequently, Jade is very, very unhinged but that's why I love him.
🎬Cooking Crush - 26 November | YOUTUBE - OffGun means I'm in.
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#jane watches stuff#bl watchlist#not sure i'll watch it's complicated#but i thought i'd at least list it#i'm glad january will have only one new show for me#because i desperately need to catch up
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looking forward to the document. i looked up to 🍉 since the pastel asriel days and im negl the truth is fucked up 💀😭 i literally feel bad for the ppl that she has affected :( i feel bad for believing she was completely innocent too uh 😭…
idk if this is a bad idea, but if i may share smth as witness, i remember in one of her recent streams, abt a month ago i think, there was this older man who started chatting in the chat section and showing interest in her, as well as putting his discord tag in the chat for other ppl to add him and stuff, and i know damn well a handful of her fanbase is minors
and the creep offered mel discord nitro or smth (idk i don’t use disc too much but im assuming it’s nitro) and yk what she did? she accepted his offer and actually expected to get it from him. the entire thing felt off, bc mel, who is almost an adult, should instead be rushing to protect the minors in her fanbase instead of just fuckin around. 💀‼️ the fact that she chose nitro over protecting minors says smth in my personal opinion but idk. like you can get nitro somewhere else girlie be so fr, remove the guy from your stream and ignore what he has to say… protect the damn minors dude. 😰
THANKFULLY it supposedly ended up being a troll, but even still, the entire thing just felt off, risky, and immature. i get that her streams are like a hang out thing where she chills with her fans n stuff so in her eyes it was prob just shits n giggles while trying to get discord nitro from a supposed older creep, but yeaa it’s a no for me. like i was on her side at that time thinking she was innocent and that STILL felt wrong 😭 thing is, there were like 2 other ppl there who thought it was wrong too, making me feel like “yea i’m not tripping this is kinda weird, the majority of ppl watching are prob teens or even younger (?) and you’re just gonna allow a creep to be here for a bit bc you want nitro???”
SO YEA, idk if this is exaggerated or if i am overreacting BUT i felt that every single thing might count. like, it’s good that the supposed creep was supposedly just a troll, but, like, still, no…
but one last small thing before i leave this for u, i admire that you and other people are speaking up about this. it’s wonderful that you’re standing up for other ppl who are being harassed by mel’s fans too (from what i’ve seen i think) so yea i think it’s very strong and courageous of you and the others. i wish you the best of luck /gen bc um yea, i think we all know by now how her and her fanbase can be… 💀😓
i appreciate you telling your story, anon <3 that's super creepy and i'm sorry that you had to witness that
your praise means the world to me :) i've heard that she's been shittalking me in her streams which is extremely funny to me. they've been off to me for a while now but since i was a fan for so long (like you), i didn't say anything because i didn't want anything bad to happen like me getting doxxed or something. her raging 100k+ fanbase of 12 year olds is highly amusing to me personally, but that doesn't mean that what they say can't hurt (pekoepeach.)
also, the fact that these 12 year olds STILL haven't come into my askbox tells me so much. they know i'm right, atp, they're just too scared to admit it.
to anyone who's struggled with feeling like you're going to get attacked by mel's fanbase, i see you. i know how it feels to be scared like that, and you don't deserve that. if you'd like to reach out anonymously, please, feel free! i am an open book and you are safe here unlike w mel <3
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HI KIRA thanks for tagging me in that thing about books etc etc but i'm just not reading too much recently and i reread that post every single day since you tagged me and had a crisis every time because i didn't know how to answer. so these are my apologies cause i can't answer it. yay. also how are you and what are your thoughts on a little life. and what do you think of lorde's tour outfits.
oh babe don't even apologize.. i totally get it and don't ever feel like you have to do those things
on a little life- i haven't read it yet (!!)even though it's been sitting on my shelf for a whileee (it's chunky and i feel like that's what's making me procrastinate) BUT i plan on getting to it after like two other books. thoughts on it rn are just that it looks like it'll be one of the only books that's popular on TikTok/ig/twt that i think i might actually like and i hopeee it doesn't disappoint
negl i don't really keep up with the tour?? like every so often I'll see pictures or a clip or something and that's about it. the few dresses that i remember seeing were cute, if simple and all kinda similar looking. very solar power era tho
feel like i gotta go do some research on the tour outfits now. (i already know none of them are going to be as ....iconic....as the sweatpants/dress outfit from like 2016)
#what do YOU think about the tour outfits#if you have favorites/ones you despised send them to me#there definitely have to be some awful ones from this era#<3
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Okay so we’re gonna talk about this because I keep seeing this shit come up on every social media source I’m on.
We are adults here. WE ARE WRITING FICTION. STOP GOING AFTER PEOPLE FOR WRITING FICTIONAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE.
More under the cut because this got long but mentions of: incest, rape, suicide, and basically every bad thing you can write. Short version: don’t be mean to people for their fiction.
I’m saying this especially because of Umbrella Academy and the current state of that fandom whenever I look at any media source. I saw shit about this on tiktok last night (over a joke using that one song from Dear Evan Hansen). So.
Yes. Incest is a bad thing. No one is saying it isn’t. Yes. I think the people shipping Luther and Allison (or any combo of those characters) know they are siblings– or at least consider themselves siblings– just like people who ship / write out (because sometimes we write ships we don’t ship for plot / dynamic purposes) any other incestuous relationship. You know what else has incest? Fucking Harry Potter with their intermarriage. Flowers in the Attic was a best seller and is still a popular book, and nothing in that book was written to imitate a healthy life. People know it isn’t healthy, they probably aren’t writing it to be healthy.
For instance: in the case of Luther and Allison (since we are here), we are looking at children raised in a highly toxic way. They were used as fucking weapons, and it doesn’t seem like they had any outside connection. In Flowers in the Attic a similar situation occurs. This is a real topic and if adults want to write about a very real topic in a serious manner, they can. If you don’t like it, you can stop reading it.
And this doesn’t just apply to incest. Child abuse, rape, suicide, self harm, domestic violence, cannibalism, terminal illness, torture, murder, any kind of intolerance: these are very serious topics and if you don’t like reading those things, block the source. Block the tags. Tumblr has given you the power to block shit. Use it. Most people put it in their rules if they write dark topics and it’s for a reason.
The thing is, we are writing fiction and things get dangerous when you can’t separate reality from fiction and when you can’t separate the muns from their muses. There are muses who are abusive (looking at my boy Orion), there are muses who are bigoted (TWD Merle comes to mind), there are muses who abuse their kids (looking at Walburga). People are allowed to write about that. There are books written about that.
And finally. Do not assume you know the reason someone is writing something. People write about their experiences to heal more often than not, and trying to suppress that can be harmful. You don’t know the person on the other side of the screen. You don’t know what they’re going through. So unfollow, block, and move on if you’re that bothered. Or have an adult conversation. You might learn a little more about someone.
That’s the tea, y’all. Have a nice day.
#Anonymous#i'm gonna scream if i see anyone shame someone for what they write im negl#if it is two adults writing fiction? either accept it or block it#block the tags#i have just seen like several people in the past few days and more incidents on other websites#like yall#don't tell people what they can't write if it isn't effecting you because yOU DONT KNOW WHY THEY ARE WRITING IT#sometimes its to work through things. sometimes its to understand someone. sometimes its just because people enjoy writing serious topics.#i write abuse because i was abused in a relationship.#i write a lot about suicide because i've had relatives commit suicide and i need to work through that still.#i write murder because i like writing murder.#don't be mean to people you don't know on the damn internet. it's not that important.
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#manda rambles#(manda's posts)#(anyway i updated my full profile and faq sections in the last couple days)#(please take the time to read them if you're an active follower)#(if you do too can you like this post maybe?)#(i am so tired)#(why are people like radfems and exclusionists still following me)#(i wasn't going to comment on the discourse because i hate discourse but at this point i'm fed up)#(i'm sorry for the bit of negativity lately i'm hoping to turn this into more positivity)#(but there's definitely -phobes and exclusionists following me that have been irritating me so maybe note all that in my bio yeah)#(i'm willing to give other chances too as said like if you recognize what counts as that rhetoric)#(but some people just. keep. missing. the point. completely and still follow me and tag their reblogs like)#(i don't want to block you please don't make me block you)#(because i tend to like some of your content otherwise and i know you're probably nice just)#(i'm so tired i can barely find the words to describe why lately)#(sometimes i think about taking a break from fandom because of all the negativity wearing on me and my conditions)#(but then i'd feel upset because i love sharing positive content and creative works with other fans!!)#(I LOVE ALL OF YOU WHO ARE POSITIVE I LOVE YOU I REALLY LOVE)#(especially those who keep my rare otps and favs alive!!)#(so negl i'll probably never truly leave still even now)#(just... please... please understand my views if you're following me)#(i already had to deal with a radfem exclusionist in kagepro fandom just I AM SO DONE)#(who also was approving of death threats and false callouts and cyberbullying just I AM SO DONE THEIR HEADCANON ISN'T EVEN CANON)#(THERE'S MULTIPLE INTERPRETATIONS J U S T)#(also them just totally disregarding important information about other things too in favor of bullying just)#(fortunately they listened when i asked them to stop BUT STILL I'M MAD)#negativity //#(but again i'm hoping to turn it into positivity yeah I WANT TO)#(just THE KAGEPRO THING WAS EVEN ABOUT A SHIP THAT'S NOT EVEN ONE I ACTIVELY SHIP LIKE I ACKNOWLEDGE IT BUT STILL J U S T)#(anyway. this... might also go for you if you're the type to engage in this stuff often. just. please read my bios)
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🖇️BL WATCHLIST MAY
🎬My Stand-In - IQIYI - I'm just over here waving my little Winner flag and thoroughly enjoying myself.
🎬You Made My Day - YOUTUBE - This is an ad dressed up as a BL but at least there's more Tar and Bom.
🎬Wandee Goodday - VIU | YOUTUBE - I'm hoping this will make me fall in love gmmtv shows all over again. Because negl it's been a while. But also: GreatInn my beloveds!
🎬OMG! Vampire - WeTV - It's so silly... I love it!
🎬Only Boo! - YOUTUBE - I'm casually watching this a few days after each ep is released and I'm really enjoying myself so far.
🖇️COMING UP
⭐Knock Knock, Boys! - WeTV - I'm here for Best and Seng, and Kongthup productions.
🖇️FINISHED
🎬1000 Years Old - GAGAOOLALA - I'll miss this show so much. It definitely was my highlight of the week.
🎬Memory in the Letter - WeTV - I might not be the biggest fan of the fated lovers age gap trope but I think this little show did incredibly well. I liked it.
🎬 Love Syndrome: The Beginning - WeTV - If I did guilty pleasures, Love Syndrome would probably be it. Don't watch this unless you know what's coming. Personally, I really liked it, and I kind of wish they'd have focused more on Day and Itt because the actors did incredibly well.
🎬Two Worlds - IQIYI - Here for my cheesy mystical fantasy lakorn with Gun and Pak (yes, I'm aware that I'm watching an entirely different show than everyone else).
🖇️ON HOLD
🎬 We Are - IQIYI | YOUTUBE - I decided to drop this (at least for now) because it just doesn't interest me at all. I thought I could watch it for Marc but it's just turning into a giffing obligation at this point .
➕ MDL | ABOUT | ALL WATCHLISTS | COMMENTARY TAG | THAI BL NOVELS
#bl watchlist#jane watches stuff#only two new thai bl this month?#there might be some more announcements#but for now that's it it seems#i'm surprisingly okay with that#i still haven't recovered from my november watchlist
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