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yeah sure there are cis girlie issues that trans girlies might not experience and there are trans girlie issues that cis girlies dont have to deal with but who the fuck decided femininity was about suffering and not about sleepovers and gossip and shopping like. wtf????
anyway on the behalf of ALL women (minus pickme terfs, ick) i'd be so much less offended if you just told me to get back into the kitchen
- sincerely a (kind of?) cis girlie who does not want a feminism that excludes trans women
#girlhood#womanhood#feminist#trans pride#trans ally#fuck this trans genocide shit i am getting so fed up#also been embracing being a girl a bit more :3#very fun and its a crime to rob people of their right to femininity#i am having a moment lmaoo#fuck terfs#hope someone sees this and gets mad🥰
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From this:
The most laughable one was the YunmengJiang Sect, the people of which either had been killed or had scattered, leaving only Jiang Cheng, who was younger than even Lan XiChen and was still a child born yesterday, who had nobody in his hands but still dared call himself sect leader, holding up the banner of rebellion as he recruited new disciples.
To this:
No matter which clan you chose to offend, you shouldn't offend the Jiang clan. No matter which person you chose to offend, you shouldn't offend Jiang Cheng
#That's so sexy of him#Someone one time wrote 'the impossible killed two of the jiang siblings leaving alone jc because he was the only one who could have#Managed that'#And it lives rent free in my head#I am always impressed when people criticized jc's skills in this even saying that others would do better#Love that for him#I wanted to collect all jc's moments being a good sect leader but I am lazy lol#Once again there's difference between having anger issue and being irrational/irresponsible lmaoo
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What a silly guy (he’s an eldritch horror beyond comprehension)
#his name is Marius#the dude with the long hair is my friends oc#they are dear to me#I’ll have more slenderverse stuff the moment I have time#for I am in school and have little free time 😔😔#my ocs#oc artwork#oc artist#idk how to tag this LMAOO#boinkus.hotline#boinkus draws
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the 100 should've been more horrific. gimme those kids being terrified when the dropship crashed, screaming in fear and holding onto each other before they step out onto Earth for the first time. Give me a little bit of radiation sickness from having to consume things on the ground. Have them look filthier, have them be filthier. Idk I get that it was on the CW and they were limited with what they could do but god, can you imagine?
#snail thoughts#carrie yaps about the 100#<- block this if u need to cause im gonna yap#i am. far too invested i fear#like genuinely its all ive been thinking about for a minute like#its good. ive come around to it. but i want it to be grittier and dirtier#less sanitized yk#i have been very spoiled by twd and fallout and whatever. that is very much clear lmaoo#i will say they do have their moments where i do get exactly what i want so i can't complain Too much
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Merry christmas/ happy holidays!!!
@p-riama @girlwiththepapatattoo
(Modern KenUno kiss methinks? Pretend there’s mistletoe above their heads 🙂)
#KenUno#unoken#kenhana#KenUno smut is good - but KenUno FLUFF?????? GIVE#just realized she’s kissing his scar AAAAAAAAAH#it’s 1 am here I’m half dead lmaoo#also I haven’t said this before but yes I draw Unohana with a little bit of toned muscle cause - she works out? so duh?#big tall scary husband cuddling his tiny wife???? and me projecting on the wife cause I want that too? wow#me🤝Unohana : liking big tall dumb ass men who don’t like to wear upper body clothing#please ignore these tags I’m having a moment AAKEJSS#(I’m also extra annoying cause I’m seeing my boyfriend today I miss him sm)#bleach#bleach tybw#Kenpachi Zaraki#retsu unohana
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I feel like life series fanon jimmy is kind of mischaracterized and there’s an easy way to make sure you’re doing it right: he has a lot of unearned confidence
#the tags is where I’m going to ACTUALLY say stuff LOL!!!#but like I love life series Jimmy mkay. he’s got that curse of dying first and all. which is what I mean by fanon cuz curses aren’t real#but a lot of fans make it like Jimmy accepts the curse? or even acknowledges that it’s real. which bugs me a bit cuz No He Does Not#(side note tho. I’m not mad about it. I know ppl wanna explore the concept of someone cursed to die first and that’s what they’re doing)#but like Jimmy would just be so in denial about it okay. even if you managed to convince him he would be like ‘..BUT SURELY THIS TIME’#and this relates to ranchers too. I love ranchers ok. mostly cuz my sister does tbh LMAOO she loves them. but ranchers fan content isn’t#what I’m looking for cuz it’s so often stuff like.. Jimmy being like ‘I’m sorry I’m cursed’ and Tango being like ‘it’s ok love u anyway’#but it’s really more like ‘CURSED?? NO! WE WILL WIN!’ which I think is MORE fun for the aftermath of their death. meeting in the afterlife.#I NEED to see ranchers content where they keep denying that the curse is real then Jimmy dies and they’re ghosts or whatever and Jimmy’s#like ‘oh no. we didn’t break the curse. tango probably hates me now. he only liked me cuz we thought the curse wasn’t real.’ and tango to be#like upset at first as anyone would be when they die. but then he like notices the way Jimmy is acting and he’s like ‘no.. ranchers 4 life’#???? what am I saying. hire me for writing fanfic I totally know what I’m doing.#anyways what I’m saying is Jimmy is the canary but he’s the canary that’s like ‘SURELY I can sing for the miners the whole way THIS time’#he is NOT the canary who says ‘WELL time to eventually stop singing in this cave’#HOWEVER I do think that although he has loads of unearned confidence and is in a constant state of denial. he does also have that crumble#sometimes. so it’s not totally ooc imo for him to act like that. but it would be rare moments and also mostly post death#ANOTHER SIDE NOTE I WANNA SAY. I HATE the way I’m saying this as if it’s fact. it’s my personal analysis and just because I think it’s right#doesn’t mean I want to present it as undeniable fact. I could be misinterpreting. if you want to interpret life!Jimmy’s character different#then go on ahead. I don’t hate fanon Jimmy I just wish I saw more like how I see him. that is all.#ok I lied I also wanna add that I’m bad at explaining things ESPECIALLY personalities so it’s possible that I didn’t convey what I wanted to#say properly too. sorry. OKAY NOW THAT IS ALL.
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it's the amoeba
#what#what tag am i using for this? uuh#ufo au#..space au?#brain amoeba au#amoeba au#what ever i decide to use it's that puyo au i keep talkin about#this is the criminal 'alien' ecolo who after some things hosts our brain amoeba black sig#like i want to tell the story#but i have little story telling...patience to tell#so this would have been one of those 'omg..!!' moments in the story#like a secret but meh#now you know the secret! it was black and unusual#puyo black sig#puyo unusual ecolo#enoch is his criminal name freeheart is his 'gang' title#because he freed himself from a collective/hivemind type species#he's unlocked free thought!! it's a mark of pride from 'em#there are others in his gang and the amoeba is the newest#lmaoo i should be sleepingggg#puyo puyo#hopefully all these tag bury it but if not hello main tag browsers!#i talk in tags about things!
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im this unhinged constantly i just don’t usually say it
#rambles#OR AM I THIS UNHINGED CONSTANTLY? AM I LYING?? i will never know#<— idk dude sounds pretty unhinged to me that’s not a normal person thing to say#<— shut up though actually just shut up#<— ..mean to me#i hope people who followed me for art or rain world are in a different timezone lmaoo#do not witness me#dramatically flips hair im having a MOMENT right now. sorry#i am Incurable just let me sit there and rot
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NO LISTEN. LISTEN. I CONCEALED THE TITLE ON PURPOSE BECAUSE... IDK what it is but I have a tendency to like things that would be hard to watch for one reason or another for MOST of the runtime but then by the end it's like Oh So This Was GOOD Actually? Oh So My Brain Is Rewired?
And then it just becomes IMPOSSIBLE to recommend because I have no idea if The Majority Of It would actually be worth the conclusion to anyone but me😭😭😭SP is along those lines, sort of, but I've at least seen success with that... but this is also the case for my favorite Tsutsumi movie of all time, actually... alas...
Nevertheless. The show is called After the Rain! I think it was originally a manga and it has a live-action adaptation too [criminal not to actually cast Tsutsumi in either In My Opinion but FINE I GUESS]. It's about a former track star in high school, Akira Tachibana, who works part-time at a restaurant and has the MOST EMBARRASSING crush on her manager, Masami Kondo, the character I showed you before, who is Tsutsumi But As A Middle-Aged Divorcee With A Son. They befriend each other and help each other come to grips with the future and the past, respectively.
I was afraid of the obvious because a lot of media that tries to do this ends up making it fucking weird... like, this sort of dynamic means a lot to me for personal reasons and I've been burned too many times by characters I'd come to love and trust... but naw... my man Kondo is Normal About It that's all that matters to me... I had to breathe SUCH a sigh of relief...
I really don't like that the camera is sometimes not normal about Akira, though, it undermines the actual themes of the show a bit. IDK, I'm hypersensitive, I expect it's nothing super egregious compared to a lot of other media, but it's just disappointing because SOMETIMES there's artistic merit in terms of representing what Akira's feeling and other times it's just totally unnecessary and introduces a tonal clash... SPEAKING OF THERE IS A GUY WHO IS NOT NORMAL ABOUT AKIRA AND THE ENTIRE PLOT THREAD IS BASICALLY JUST DROPPED BECAUSE HE'S HARDLY EVEN IN THE SHOW AFTER THAT... I WANTED CONSEQUENCES...
But if nothing else, that's not even exactly why I said it's a hard watch, the actual reason is the NUCLEAR levels of secondhand embarrassment for like two thirds of the show. Like GIRL he is NOT INTO YOU AND HE SHOULDN'T BE... GET A GRIP OH MY GODDDDDDDD................. but like, I was That Girl when I was her age, right, so the fact it had me imploding thinking back on everything is a testament to its accuracy overall. Probably.
And NGL that type of dynamic is basically how I conceptualize RGGJo and Arakawa when they first met... Jo and Akira may be cringe-ass teens but I got a soft spot for it I do... it can be FUNNY... it can be WHOLESOME...
All of that being said, the last third or so might as well be a different show, and it kind of blows the rest out of the water for me. Maybe because it focuses on Kondo and Akira separately? But it's free of literally anything I could possibly complain about. I ain't mad about the first two thirds, it does set up a lot of what made the last third so enjoyable... buuut...
ANYWAY that's ENOUGH OF THAT I am CUTTING MYSELF OFF THERE I've gone on for WAY TOO LONG ABOUT SHIT NOBODY ASKED ABOUT☠️Not like you can say anything to All That I just don't have anybody to talk to about it☠️and despite the fact I'm still not REALLY Recommending It and don't think it sounds appealing from my description, I feel like I probably shouldn't talk about the endgame stuff I'm obsessed with so☠️☠️☠️Anyway. If NOTHING Else. Funny as hell to have Tsutsumi as the basis for The Perfect Middle-Aged Man... SOOO true...
YAYA the DQXI demo goes like, up to just after you get the? Twins? in your party. And you can keep playing the game without progressing the story + continue your save in the full game so technically speaking I COULD grind until I'm overpowered... but I shan't... I'm not positive when I'm getting it since I still wanna play the series in order... For Ichiban... [<- see this is RGG-related now]
It is SO sick to actually get to play though, that's awesome! Toriyama's worked on some bangers what can I say... My first DQ was one of the DS remakes, probably DQV, but the only DQ game I've ever actually finished was the Rocket Slime spinoff. Very Fun By The Way genuinely one of my favorite DS titles... but THAT'S NEITHER HERE NOR THERE... regardless... Arachtagon is not in the demo but I can believe he's a bitch to fight given one of the top results is this ☠️
So I'm glad you're past it and are having fun with the game :] I loved your comic SOOO SO SO much so having that bit of background on makes it all the more enjoyable! I had my own comic about RGGJo losing his mind "babysitting" Ichi and watching him grind for hours on end which was also lowkey about my experience with DQI... lol... lmao even...
I'M SORRYYYYYY THOUGH I TOLD YOU SP WAS SLOW TO START FOR A REASON 😭😭😭😭It took me a while to notice but title sequences are always something like Episode III Part I so they're almost all multi-ep arcs... threw me for a loop... Okay that's enough from me Jesus fucking Christ I am SORRY for going on this long but just I have to say:
inoue's chara is so funny like He's Super Human um doc… i think he's just autistic lowkey….. he still a baller regardless tho
REAL AND TRUE AND REAL AND TRUE AND REAL AND
and i've already added it to the To-Watch list :) NO BUT REAL I UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL- in trying to sell something but having to be like Here Me Out I Swear on it BUT I BELIEVE YOU THAT ITS GOOD. i know i can trust your word on something and i def appreciate the preemptive notes given before watching. im sure i'll enjoy it in the end: it looks cute and im glad it sounds like it's doing something better with a Touchy trope ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ biggest RIP to no tsutsumi in the live action but... cant be helped.....
NO BUT IT'S SO FUNNY CAUSE FOR MY COMIC I WANTED TO SEE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE'S 'HARDEST BOSSES' WERE AND I FELT SO SEEN IN SEEING ARACHTAGON AS AN OPTION..... funnily enough tho when i redid the fight it wasnt nearly as nightmarish as it was when i first did it but Again i think i was just better prepared... (also during my first attempt i had Literally the most fuck ass luck where my team kept getting stunned and dying but rab kept bringing them back to life and i Just Couldnt Die or even move so... Horrible First Experience Ruined A Game For Seven Months For Me ( ￣▽￣ ;;;;)). the first instance of DQ i remember seeing was DQIX and being liek 'hey they looks familiar :)' and ive just been watchin it since 🤭 ROCKET SLIME IS SO CUTE THOUGH if you had to finish ANY of the games im glad it was that one... i wish i got to play the series in order since I Like Doing That but im annoying about wanting to play things on The Official Console...
AH BUT IVE ALWAYS LIKED THE IDEA OF JO WATCHING ICHI PLAY A GAME i mentioned i had an abandoned comic about it but its still such a silly and cute idea.. id very much like to do something with it someday if not see others have fun with it cause i think they should have them silly family moments too..
NO IT'S OK I JUST FOUND IT FUNNY AN ARC WAS LIKE. 3-4 EPS WHEN AT MOST THEY'RE LIKE TWO i'm just about rapping up the ohashi arc and its SOOOOO good... i also love how the drama has a pretty diverse soundtrack that i notice a lot of other jdramas lack so thats DEF been a bonus plus all of the choreography (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) and real. inoue Is Just Neurodivergent that got solidified within me after seeing him mess around with that riddle book ☠️
#long post#snap chats#but SPEAAAAKING of cutting of asks im cutting it here good GOD this is long#its accurate that tsutsumi is just Iconic for being A Middle Aged Man that's just accurate.. cant explain it but i know its true..#i mean to save most of my chatter for the tags but. oops LMAO so i have nothing else left to say#other than im gonna start ep 8 now :) i really wanna see how this arc ends...#and then i just have three more episoes weh... but then i can start After The Rain :)#GETTING BACK TO THAT NOOOO ITS SOOO FUNNY cause i remember seeing the title of this drama#and being like 'what in the fresh hell is this' thinking itd be weird or just. What The Fuck#and i mean it WAS to an extent but no overall i left it just. ABSOLUTELY in love with it... it was really touching and light hearted#no freak shit moments either.. just ended up being a I Think This Is Whole story..#so uh yeah. i totally get how you feel tryna talk bout this LMAOO BUT AGAIN i know not to judge quickly#i always stick out to the end of shows and movies before making an opinion and Again i trust you for it to be good....#plus masami really is cute 😔 who am i to turn away an endearing middle aged divorced father 😔#OK I GOTTA GO NOW IVE REALLY GON ON TOO LONG BYYYE#THANK YOU FOR THE NEW SHOW REC :)))
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#i’ve realized that i am crazy lol but not in like the funny weird crazy just the crazy lmaoo#idek how to explain it you just have to witness it#and what makes it worse is i don’t even realize it in the moment I think im being so real#but then afterwards i realize and omg i be so embarrassed 😭😭#anyways working on that 🥴
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i’m creating, just not posting ✌🏽
#i don’t mean to gatekeep posts lmaoo i’ve just been doing a lot of edits and am picky about WHEN i wanna post em#you feel me#like sometimes it gotta be the Right moment#anyway i may or may not finally have something to post tomorrow#aliya.txt
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also sorry for constantly disappearing on here then i come on to vent like idk i’m going through it but i know i need to stop doing that lmao
#leah.txt#feeling a lot of pressure lately about being behind as i always am and it’s just very frustrating so 🤷🏼#and like i know people tell me like hey it’s creative stuff you don’t need to like push yourself and i know that and tell myself that but#what people don’t get is like. i don’t work. i don’t go to uni. so the one thing that i have any sense of fulfilment or purpose with i just#cant do at the moment and it’s making me so upset so idk it’s weird but oh well#one day i hope i can do those things but rn i can’t even get dressed or have a shower without feeling like i ran a marathon 👍🏼#idk why i’m even apologising like everyone ignores me on here anyways lmaoo
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all my self ships hear “listen to this track, bitch” in the club and either IMMEDIATELY go find me or refuse to let me out of their sight
#oda is calm asf moving to a spot where he can see me#atsushi feels his heart skip a beat#his anxiety returning full swing LMAOO#jokes on them bc the moment i see them i am throwing EVERY ounce of ass on them#they’re out here just trying to make sure i’m safe and i have very different plans for them#i wish i could properly articulate the surge of ungodly confidence and sluttiness that fills my ENTIRE body when i hear those five words
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I’m here sending you all these in-depth anons and also immediately reblogging dnf so let’s go together also I should probably just ago ahead and use my normal tag with how much I see myself being here now so djxhxh hi I’m punz brain rot anon I usually just do -PBA to save time tho
we honestly love to see it lmao
ALSO WAIT OMG PBA IVE SEEN YOU AROUND FOR LIKE OVER A YEAR NOW THIS IS SUCH A W THATS SO COOL OMG THIS IS LIKE THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE
#sorry huge fan btw <3#you've been a staple of my dtblr experience for REAL#WAIT SORRY IM HAVING SUCH A FANBOY MOMENT IM ALL :DDDD#im literally chanting 'play it cool' in my head right now lmaoo#and i am in fact not playing it cool#beloved pba
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#i really fucking hate how hard i was dissociating in class#and it happened before too when i wasnt on these meds yet#i wasn't even high.#i rly hate having to acknowledge that im like this. over and over again. that this is a reality#. and i hate having to acknowledge that im disabled in public#like im in pain in public. or occasionally limping. or needing to sit down. or looking half dead. or god worst of all being visibility#mentally ill that one makes me wanna dig myself into the dirt and never come out#i hate that im not all there. that i cant be no matter how hard i try. and then im in the middle of fucking class like#who am i?#im so used to it but its still so much to put up with all the goddd damn time and all the time having to pretend that im ok or sane or#remotely funcitoning and not lowkey having a flashback in the middle of fucking class for unknown reasons. while this brain works overtime#to mask it take it to the inner and shove someone else in the front#......... god this is why ive actually kinda enjoyed my self imposed period of solitude#and even so when my parents are sround i still have to do thst almost 24/7#like i just wanna be insane in peace fjkdd left in my own soup as we say in romanian.... it takes too much effort to mask with strangers#... idk it makes it hard too when i meet people in person sometimes? because the moment the conversation gets past casual its like...#i want to answer your questions. i do not want to lie. but i also dont particularly want to tell the truth... tho i am not fond of telling#half truths either#... this is why over the years ive prefered 2 places to meet people 1)tumblr 2)psych ward lmaoo but fr. its the same vibe#because in a ward people are at their realest. no bullshit. all vulnerability. some of the realest most genuine impactful connections ive#made w ppl have been in wards.... and. tumblr is the one place outside or wards lmao. or my own brain. where im..... where i dont mask#where i dont put an effort to mask#... so when ppl start talking to me on here (even tho im at times bad at replying sorry idk why its so hard for me i need to work on it)#its like. well. you already have likely known for months or years that im fucking insane so 🤷♀️#.......... i didnt used to be this anxious. and to be honest im not quite sure i seem anxious either because i have been told too often i#seem confident? charasmatic? self assured? bitch fucking where i feel like slippery cold noodles inside from anxiety#.... its partially that im not used to being around so many ppl anymore. its partially the more severe trust issues ive developed again as#of late... but at the same time probability my general fedupness thsts been brewing for 12 years with a lotta the culture here isnt helping#either... but... I also think ive just.... ive become incredibly incredibly frustrated with my mental and physical illnesses lately.. very#and their(my) limitations which i hate acknowledging. and all this fucking shame i got too over it. when i accepted it myself i did no care
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HMMMM should i stream today or keep playing my bideo game HMMMM
#i am having some what of a blast but havent drawn in a few days either 👁 👁#i wanna make that unguligrade army#friendly horror deer party COMERE 🖐✊️#but i also love cleaning gore LMAOO#btwbtw vcd has multiplayer so like if anyone else has the game on steam im down to play together 👀#gamer moment#grrr
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