Weekend Getaway | Eunhyuk (SuJu) Imagine

Pairing: Lee Hyukjae x Reader

Requested by @bokkibunny: Hi Fifi, I’d love to request a fluffy SuJu Eunhyuk imagine, please! He booked a Hanok AirB&B for a weekend to film one of his winter vlogs, and since he’s always busy, he thought he could kill two birds with one stone and have a romantic weekend with his non celebrity girlfriend too. I was inspired by this video of his https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ie0KTPraakM (or this too https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0thDUFNQ6Ng ) and I thought the one you’ll write about could have a fireplace so they could share romantic moments cozied up under a blanket or something. Super fluffy (you can also make it a little suggestive/smutty, if you want). Thank you!!

Genre: fluff, suggestive

Word Count: 748 words

A/n: currently having some pretty cold weather at the time of writing this and the only thing keeping me going is the throw blankets for a 24hr readathon with my friends tomorrow (at time of writing) with promised tea and coffee, along with the description of the fireplace and cuddles

Tunes: taylor swift playlist i found ( back in my swifty era )

“I’m not going in front of the camera,” you said as you got into the car, seeing the camera bags in the back seat as you walked to the front passenger seat. “And I’m serious this time Hyukjae, I’m not going on camera during this trip, regardless of the bribes you make.”

Hyukjae opened the door for you with a sly smile, “Oops.”

You looked at him in confusion before spotting the blinking red light of the camera filming where you would be seated for the duration of your drive to the AirBnB your boyfriend had rented for your weekend getaway ( and his holiday vlog ). “Hyukjae!”

“I’ll have it cut out!” he promised as he closed the door, rushing to the drivers side to avoid getting more snow on him. “It’ll be fun, I promise!”

~~~

The drive to the Hanok went by quickly as the two of you chatted away the entire drive, filling each other in on the work happenings during the week. Parking the car, Hyukjae was quick to unlock the doors of the rental before returning to the car and opening your door, moving to begin unloading your bags. You went inside taking the luggage he was leaving in the doorway and placing it further into the home. The interior of the traditional structure was quite modern. You noted the small fireplace in the sitting room opposite the glass doors decorated with elaborate woodwork. You would make sure to use that at some point during your stay. The kitchen also had a more contemporary-modern setup and was rather spacious, a butcher block island that doubled as a bar area, granting you the perfect opportunity to watch Hyukjae cook for both you and his viewers.

“There’s a fireplace?” Hyukjae asked as he finally entered with the camera bag. “We’re starting that up tonight and sitting next to it.”

You chuckled, “We really do share the same brian cell.”

~~~

Warm emanated from the now lit fireplace, heating up the few rooms closest to the sitting room - the kitchen being one of them. With a blanket draped over your shoulders you sat on a stool at the bar beside a camera - keeping an eye on the focus settings upon your boyfriend’s request, whilst he talked through his cooking process.

You interjected quite a bit questioning some of his actions, planting seeds of doubt when there was none all for the sake of seeing the ‘deer-in-headlights’ look he pulled off so well. You never said you weren’t willing to tease him off camera while it was still rolling.

“You’re doing good though,” you comforted after a few jabs. “Whatever you have on the stove is very aromatic.”

Hyukjae smiled at your words, sending a quick kiss yourway, your cheeks warming despite not being visible in any of the camera angles. You really hoped dinner would be ready soon or at least before you died of second hand embarrassment as he attempted to cut something with the knife cover still on the knife.

~~~

With dinner resting happily in your stomach, you sat on the floor in between Hyukjae’s legs right in front of the fireplace, watching the flames dance as they licked at the logs of the wood fueling their heat and light. The blanket you had been using was now wrapped around him as he wrapped it over you. Your fingers toyed with the edges of his sweater as you leaned back into his chest, head resting on his shoulder. Turning your head, you pressed a kiss onto his sharp jawline.

“Next time we have a getaway, leave the cameras behind will you” you joked, looking up at him.

Hyukjae looked down at you, leaning down and pecking your lips. “I will.”

You let out a deep breath, letting your body rest against his warm one fully. Figuring it was safe to close your eyes for a few seconds, you did so, only for them to spring open as Hyukjae hands wandered down to your clothed crotch, pressing against the mound through the fabric of your jeans.

“Really? Here?” you asked, hand going to his wrist.

“It’s warm enough isn’t it?”

It’ll get warmer too, was left as an unspoken point.

One look into his lust filled eyes and you were in, quickly turning around and connecting your lips with his, both of your hands beginning to wander, removing article after article of clothing. There simply wasn’t a better way to end the first night of your weekend getaway.

I'm Mr. Cool and everyone's in love with me 🔥

Eunhyuk is still trying to find the fan that answered him with a barf expression on bubble. He’s even asking for that fan to send proof through Kwangya Club.

It is most likely that the fan will be invited to his birthday event.

Heaven - LHJ/EH

Pairing: Eunhyuk/Reader

Genre: Smutty but no penetration

Picture not mine/credit to owner

The chilly air of Seoul bit your cheeks making them stiff and the fog from your mouth that was a result of your breath mixing with the air outside was clearly visible.

You made your way towards the dance studio where you enrolled to learn the art of expression as much as you can. It was the only place where you felt the walls didn't have eyes or ears to judge you and constantly put you down.

Your mood was always positive inside the studio as you felt like you were doing something new or unique.

You had a good job that you were grateful because it paid the bills, put food on the table and also left some for you to have some luxury in life, but the life can be boring for people of your profession sometimes.

You always wanted to go on the stage, show your talent and get appreciated for it but your self confidence was very low partially due to some 'relatives' and 'friends' that thought they gave 'constructive criticism' but they were a bunch of bitches who were jealous of a normal human because you were damn sure they were not normal.

You realized that you missed the turn you were supposed to take to reach the dance studio because of the thoughts. You huffed and turned back to reach the dance studio.

Again, you were early but what can you do, it was in your blood to arrive so early that the receptionist in the studio gives you the key for the practice room with a awkward look that says "why is this bitch early and what am I supposed to say to her".

You went straight to the room and removed your coat. You shivered at the initial contact of the chilly air on your skin but you knew you would sweat like a swine once you did your routine.

You warmed up your thighs, calfs, neck, arms and shoulders before loosening your wrist by shaking them vigorously and you rotated your ankles to relax them. You went near the desk at the back corner of the room and connected your phone to the speaker.

You had this piece that you wanted to learn the choreography for, it was for the song Heaven by Julia Andrews. It was a slow song hence the choreography is not complicated but this song asks for gracefulness at its maximum.

You have to move like water to make the person watching fall in a trance. It was a sweet challenge that you wanted to ace and show it your Dance instructor Eunhyuk. His actual name is Lee Hyuk Jae but he preferred his students call him Eunhyuk for some reasons that he explained but you didn't listen.

He was HOT, like magma hot, his body when he danced is like water in the terms of fluidity and fire in terms of power and impact on the audience. You started to fall in his trance since he showed a piece to the whole class.

Many times you tried to shake these thoughts by saying to yourself that your life was not a fanficition. The need for him doubled every time you thought that way because you are an avid reader of fanfictions and every time the story goes for spicy events you immediately imagine Eunhyuk as the male lead and you as the female lead.

Your mind went for more spicy details and the mere thought of him involved in those dark fantasy of your immediately put in a mood and you knew you were ready to do your routine.

You played the song and the thoughts actually helped you to move with feelings that were very true.

You laid flat on the ground and slammed your ass into the ground while nearing the end and stood up gracefully before standing in your final position stationary.

"Very good L/n" said someone who broke your trance. You turned around your blood ran cold when you saw the man you imagined was touching your body instead of your hand, near the door.

He walked inside and closed the door. He came near you and turned you around, making you face the mirror with him behind you and his hands in your shoulder.

"One thing: try to keep your hands on your waist inverted and the hand in your head can tangle into your hair for real to get more seductive results " he said as he acted out his instructions, his hands on your waist burned your flesh beneath the cloth.

His large hands went into your hair and found their place on the back of your head.

You hands were awkwardly placed infront of you and you felt his breath in your neck which made your hairs to rise.

He looked at your dilated eyes, "Special night with your boyfriend?" He asked curiously.

"Don't have anyone special enough yet" you replied.

He murmered under his breath that felt like he said "thank god".

He raised his head again and looked at you slowly bringing the hand in your head to you waist.

"Were you practicing this for yourself or do you have any purpose with this?" He asked deeply.

You almost moaned at his voice but with a quiet voice you replied "I actually wanted it to show this to you during the student evaluation time".

He growled and attacked your neck without any warning and you immediately couldn't stop a moan.

He turned you around immediately, pushed your back to the mirror and continued his assault on your neck.

You grabbed his hair and immediately brought his lips to yours where you shared a passionate kiss with him dominating your mouth.

He tasted of nothing but still you were addicted.

He pulled back completely and his eyes resembled yours as they were dilated.

"Not here honey, I want to take you slow and rough, make you feel every inch of me and I want to feel every inch of you but I won't be able to do so here. People will arrive soon, make yourself decent and wash your face babydoll" he said.

"Okay Master" you said with a smirk and watched him smirk back

"You will screaming that when I have you on different positions and on different surface, kitten" he said.

You immediately tightened your thighs and moved to go out of the studio when he called you

"Don't you dare dance that on student evaluation time because I don't want other men to look at your body in a way only I am allowed to from today" he said.

You nodded softly

He smiled and said

"Good girl"

the #1 elf moment of all time for me was when beautiful night dropped and everyone ignored it and mass-streamed lost heart instead to the point it vastly out-performed BN and yesung was 🤨 at all us day

When Ryeowook suddenly grabbed Yesung's collar and Kyuhyun playfully "hit" him, he just laughed and smiled fondly 🥺 Just imagine if Hyukjae did that, it'll be another story 🤣

Yesung and his eternal soft spot for the baby maknaes 🥺 That's why Yesung is extra happy with KRY 😭 ⁽ˢᵃᵖᵖʰᶦʳᵉᶜˡᵒᵘᵈ¹⁾

Rest in Peace Lee Appa

Rest in Peace Lee Appa

Foto ini akan menjadi momen sedihnya ELF, disaat ada jadwal konser ke Philipine ada berita duka Lee Appa meninggal dunia. I even can not imagine kalau benar konsernya tetap dilaksanakan. Pura-pura bahagia apa gimana saat konser berlangsung. Untungnya konsernya di undur demi kebaikan bersama. Sedih banget setelah Park Appa di tahun 2014, tahun 2022 tahun sedihnya Hyukjae. Lihat mereka pada ga…

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“Bold of you to assume I even want to hear about it.”

hands raise, and Tai feigns disbelieving offense at Hyukjae's apathetic response to his story – like Hyukjae was a heckler in an unamused audience. a TOUGH CROWD, Hyukjae was. maybe it's because he had heard and composed one too many stories; enough that he had become hard to impress with just any old tale . . .      “ my bad; sorry to disappoint. what were you expecting me to say– a love story ? ”  yes, he’d like to imagine a grump like Hyukjae to be a secret softie, with a soft spot in his heart for a romantic tale . . .   “ sorry, but if I had a good one of those to talk about, I don't think I'd be here with you tonight, ”   he jests -- but his smile says the opposite of his words. he really rather enjoys Hyukjae's company, regardless of what he implies to the contrary. . .

You Appear On Weekly Idol ~ Lee Hyukjae

Your heart was pounding as you took your name badge from your manager and placed it onto your outfit, glancing up into the mirror to check how it looked, straightening out any of the creases that it made in your cardigan.

“Suits you,” a voice smiled from the doorway of your dressing room, causing your body to tense up as you glanced through the reflection of the mirror to see Hyukjae staring back at you.

He walked in straight away as he met your eyes, coming up alongside you as you turned back around to face him properly. The smile on his face grew as he looked at the badge that you wore, letting go of a chuckle as the moment he had dreamt about for so long finally came true.

As soon as you mentioned to Hyukjae that your group was making a comeback he was onto the producers of Weekly Idol. There was no way that he could let another promotion pass for you without getting you to appear on his show.

Luckily for him, the producers were just as keen to introduce the dynamic between the two of you on the show. Everyone seemed to love your relationship, which of course, meant that the ratings were about to go through the roof.

“How are you feeling?” Hyukjae asked you as his arm wrapped around your waist lightly.

A sheepish smile appeared on your face, “excited, nervous. I don’t really know what to expect.”

His head nodded back at you, keeping his eyes on you. “You know that I’ll look after you, it’ll just be like every other show that you guys have been on.”

Having already recorded Knowing Bros with Heechul, and an appearance on Jeongsu’s new show too, you were used to working with the group’s members. But Hyukjae was different, working with your partner was something that you’d never done before.

“I’m nervous too,” Hyukjae suddenly told you as you went silent, “I want to make sure I do a good job to make you guys look good too.”

“You’ve just got to do what you usually do; the girls and I always watch the show every week and laugh at how funny you are, don’t change just because I’m here Hyuk.”

Hyukjae nodded as he let go of a shaky breath, finding himself surprisingly overwhelmed all of a sudden. It was quickly beginning to sink in for him who he was presenting for, and who he needed to make standout in front of the camera too.

“You and Kwanghee are a great team,” you reminded him, resting your hand over his that was against your waist, “even if you make a few jokes at my expense, I won’t mind, you’ve just got to do what you need to do.”

Hyukjae smiled weakly back across at you, “I could never let you look bad, Kwanghee’s already shown me some of the jokes that he wants to make today.”

“And how many did you tell him to cut for being inappropriate?” You joked, knowing Hyukjae all too well.

Just like Hyukjae, Kwanghee also wanted to make the show perfect for you and your group. Through Hyukjae, he had struck up a close friendship too and didn’t want to let either of you down by saying the wrong thing.

Your relationship both complicated and excited things, whilst you were looking forward to showing a different side to the two of you, you didn’t want things to become awkward, or let the focus be on the two of you for too long.

“How’s everyone else feeling about being on the show? Are they nervous like you?” Hyukjae asked, spinning around to see your other members getting prepped by various members of staff.

Without them, you knew that Weekly Idol was a show that you wouldn’t find yourself on. They had been the driving forces to get you on the show and stop you fretting about appearing with Hyukjae for the first time.

“They’re excited to mess around with you,” you chuckled in reply to Hyukjae, “they’re hoping that you’ve picked some good games for us to play with you.”

“I picked ones that I knew you were good enough,” Hyukjae whispered.

“Are you trying to make me look good,” you laughed, tapping against his chest with your free hand, “you’ll get me into trouble.”

Hyukjae’s head shook with a teasing grin, “I’ve got to use my role as an MC to an advantage somehow, what better use than with you?”

Just as Hyukjae fell silent, several staff members began to call down the corridor for everyone to start with their finishing touches. With that, Hyukjae pressed a kiss to your cheek before leaving your dressing room so that you could get ready.

“What’s he up to?” Your leader laughed as she noticed Hyukjae running out of the dressing room to finish getting his makeup touched up before the start of filming.

“Just came to say that he hopes it goes well,” you shyly told her, deciding to keep quiet about the plan for games that Hyukjae had come up with.

They could all see how wide your smile was, excited for the chance to finally feature on Hyukjae’s show. “Are you still a little bit nervous to me on?”

“Honestly, I think I’m good,” you replied to your eldest member, wiping over your name badge. “Seeing Hyuk really just eased my mind, and if something goes wrong, between Kwanghee and Hyukjae, they’ll manage to make it funny.”

“We’ll be on our best behaviour in front of Hyukjae too,” your leader promised as one of the members of staff led you and the rest of the group out of your dressing room and through onto the set where the show would be filmed.

It was a set that you had seen several times before from your various visits to see Hyukjae whilst he filmed but knowing that you were going to be on the other side of the camera had your heart racing a little bit.

Hyukjae and Kwanghee were already in position as you were all led just to the side of the white set, waiting to be introduced. You talked amongst yourselves as the crew set the final bits up, waiting for your call to pay attention.

“He’s looking over here,” one of your members told you, catching Hyukjae’s eye as soon as they looked around the set, “or I think he’s more looking just at you Y/N.”

Your head snapped around to look across to Hyukjae, shaking your head as he offered you a wide smile, assuring you once again that you had nothing to worry about. A loud chuckle came from him as your eyes rolled, the noise enough for several staff members to look around.

“Sorry!” Hyukjae called out, holding his hand up apologetically to the members of staff.

The smile on your face was wide as you turned back around to face your group. “We can expect a lot of trouble with you two today, can’t we? We’ll pop because of this.”

“Blame Hyukjae, I have a feeling that he’ll be trouble,” you told them all, pointing across to where he was stood as you pleaded your innocence, “you guys knew what you were signing up for when you agreed to be on the show.

“I think we’ll get plenty of attention when this episode airs, because of you guys,” your leader chuckled across to you.

“Don’t say that, Hyukjae really will take all the credit.”

---

Masterlist

Duvet Days - Eunhyuk

A/N: Something fluffy and slice-of-life with Eunhyuk for you all. No idea where this inspo came from, but I’m happy with it :)

Finally, you had a day off. You had been so busy lately it felt like you hadn't had any time to yourself, so today you had big plans to do nothing.

Aside from getting up to get food, you spent the day in bed. When Eunhyuk got home and couldn't see you anywhere else, he figured that's where you would be.

"Have you moved at all today?" he chuckled after finding you where he left you that morning.

You simply nodded, pointing at your pile of snacks as proof.

"Now that I'm here, do you need anything else?" he offered. "I could make you some proper food, or a drink?"

"You can give me cuddles," you told him.

Eunhyuk smiled at you before climbing into bed beside you. Raising an arm, he made room for you to snuggle into his side.

"How was your day?" you asked as he squeezed your shoulder and pressed a kiss on top of your head.

"Busy but good," he replied. "We were very productive."

"Well, that makes one of us," you joked.

"You were productive in looking after yourself," he pointed out.

"That's true," you agreed. "I do feel much better after a lazy day."

"Exactly. And do you know what would make me feel better?"

You looked up at him quizzically.

"If you share your snacks."

You couldn't help but laugh, "Of course, they came from our shared kitchen anyway."

"We need to make time for days like this more often," he told you, reaching for a cookie.

"Yup," you agreed. "Recharge Days."

"I like that," he chuckled between mouthfuls. "Oh, but now you have cookie in your hair."

"Dammit, Hyuk," you exclaimed, wriggling out of his embrace and brushing your hair out over the side of the bed as he laughed.

"Don't laugh at me when it was your fault," you moaned, pushing him.

"I'm sorry," he said, despite still laughing. "But it's not like I was deliberately crumbling it over your head."

"Ok, new Recharge Day rule, no snacking while snuggling."

"Really? You're making me choose between you and food?" he whined.

"You can have both just- Hey!"

As you were talking, he reached over for another cookie.

"Did you just choose the cookie over me?"

"You said I can have both," he mumbled through a mouthful.

You pouted at him with a slight scowl on your face.

"Ok," he said once he'd finished eating. "Snuggle time now."

You continued to scowl even as you leant back into him allowing him to hold you again.

"I love you," he whispered against your hair.

"Ok," you pouted in response, fighting the smile that wanted to come through.

NAVIGATION  |  SUPER JUNIOR MASTERLIST

Supermarket Love | Eunhyuk (SuJu)

Pairing: Lee Hyukjae x Foreigner!Fem!Reader

Requested by @bokkibunny: Hi Fifi, could I please requestfor September a SuJu Eunhyuk imagine where he and the female reader have a meet-cute at the grocery store? She just moved to Seoul and doesn't really speak Korean (she’s a foreigner), but he was kind of cutely amused by her as she's been staring at some shelves for some time, taking something and putting it back multiple times because she doesn't understand if she's buying the right thing. Thank you!

Genre: fluff

Word Count: 731 words

A/n:

Hyukjae kept looking over at you whilst he looked at the different cooking sauces and wines holding your phone up to the label of each one before setting it back. You were obviously using a translating app to figure out what every item was judging by the way your eyebrows furrowed as you uttered the names of the different sauces under your breath. Not to mention the fact that he’d never seen you at the supermarket before. Of course it was quite possible that you simply did your grocery shopping at a different hour during the day or on a different day that he did, but given the fact that he tended to do his own shopping at completely different time and days frequently he doubted that that was the reason why he’d never seen you before.

Grabbing a bottle of fish sauce he pushed his cart moving to the next aisle continuing collecting the items on his list rather than staring at you. But no more than ten minutes later he found himself back at that aisle having realized he never grabbed a bottle of sesame oil. He’d hoped that you’d be there or in any one of the many aisles that he walked past, but he knew the chances were incredibly low. So you can imagine his shock when he turned down the aisle and there you were still standing in front of the diverse array of plastic and glass bottles grabbing items and staring at them intently before holding your phone to it frowning in confusion.

“This doesn’t look like fish sauce?” you mumbled in broken Korean mixed with English.

Grabbing the bottle of sesame oil, he placed it in his cart intending to just leave, but instead found himself pushing it in your direction stopping directly beside you.

“Are you looking for something?” he asked, startling you. “You’ve been in this aisle for a bit.”

Confusion registered on your face as you tried to decipher the rush of Korean language that had been thrown at you to come up with a response. He didn’t give you much however since he was soon asking the same thing in English, a bit broken and obviously out of practice but good enough to understand and allow relief to flood out of your body.

“Fish sauce,” you answered. “I don’t know if this is it. The app says it is, but it doesn’t look like the one my friend sent me.”

It took him a moment to decipher your own mixture of Korean and English but he eventually motioned for you to follow him up the aisle, stopping in front of an assortment of lighter colored sauces and oils. Hyukjae grabbed a bottle identical to the one in his cart and offered it to you.

“This one is the most popular and my favorite to use,” he explained. “Is it the one your friend sent you?”

You nodded immediately, recognizing the familiar bottle with light brown liquid inside.

“Yes! This is the one!” He couldn’t help but smile at the joy that was radiating from your face as you looked at him gratefully. “Thank you so much!”

He waved his hand before an idea popped into his head, “Do you need help finding anything else?”

“Oh!” You ran back to your cart coming back with a list of a bunch of other things he assumed you were intending to find. A number of items had already been crossed out, but the ones that were left were items that had many different options to choose from. “Do you mind helping me?”

Hyukjae smiled and shook his head walking back with you to your carts, “Not at all. This item is in the next aisle.”

And so began your joint weekly grocery trips, during which he’d help you with your Korean, reading off the different items you buy and making his own recommendations of what would go well with them. But it didn’t stop there. You two quickly ended up going on a few other “trips” - dates - to coffee shops and restaurants under the premise of practicing your speaking and reading skills, resulting in many laughs and good memories being made. Before either of you knew it, you both confessed to each other in each other’s languages stumbling over words before eventually laughing it off and ending with a simple “I love you.”

Addiction [M]

Donghae poured himself another glassful of soju before just drinking the whole thing in one go. There wasn't a lot of people in the club today, probably because it was a Wednesday, so the silence around the room calmed him down. The bartender was on the other side cleaning glasses but was glancing over to him every now and then. 

Donghae tried to pour himself another glass full of drink but the bottle was already empty. He grunted in annoyance and motioned for the bartender to give him another one. The bartender hesitated for a moment, but before he can move from his spot, he was saved by Donghae's pick-up. Hyukjae sighed to himself as he entered the club. He could already smell the stench of cigarettes and booze from the outside and he could only imagine the smell inside. He carefully walked inside the place and looked for Donghae. It didn't take him long to find the growling man on the other end of the pub motioning for another round of drinks. Hyukjae made eye contact with the bartender and shook his head side to side, a signal that Donghae's already done drinking.  Hyukjae walked to where Donghae was at and frowned even more. He saw four bottles of soju already empty and about a dozen different soju glasses spread around the latter. He sighed and carefully walked up next to Donghae. He placed a hand on the latter's back to let him know if his presence right before he took the glass away from Donghae. Donghae looked at the person who had joined him fully intending to give that person a dirty look but upon seeing Hyukjae's face he broke into a drunken happy cheer. "Hyukkie!" Donghae opened his arms and brought one arm around Hyukjae's waist as he tried to motion for the bartender to come with his drinks. Hyukjae struggled to get free from Donghae's grip, but once he finally did, he simply sighed and tried to bring Donghae with him. "Donghae, let's go." Hyukjae grabbed Donghae's arm but the latter just pulled it back from him. Hyukjae was used to this kind of thing from Donghae. Sighing to himself one more time. Hyukjae mentally cursed to himself again for giving in . He took the seat beside Donghae and looked at him with sympathetic eyes. "What is it this time, Hae?" "Hmm? Oh, nothing. Just another heartbreak, you know, the usual." Another heartbreak for Donghae and another heartbreak for Hyukjae. "Yah! Where's my drink?!" Hyukjae sadly looked down at the table. He took a deep breathe and, even though he already knew the answer, asked "What happened?" "What happened?" Donghae repeated with a dry laugh. "You want to know what happened? She...She's been cheating on me, Hyuk. You were right." Donghae put his head on the table then looked sideways at Hyukjae. " You're always right. It's been going on for months. She said I didn't even try to make our 'relationship' work. Whatever the hell that means." Donghae ended bitterly. Hyukjae's heart broke every time he sees Donghae in this state. Hyukjae had never told anyone but he's been in love with Donghae for as long as he can remember. He can't remember when or where; not even the why since Donghae's been a pain in the butt to him most of the the time. All he knows is that his heart has been broken twice as much as Donghae's has.  "She said that I don't care for her. That I was just using her for show." Donghae leaned closer on Hyukjae and asked pitifully, "Am I that bad? Is that why they always leave me? What's wrong with me Hyukkie? Tell me." "Nothing's wrong with you, Donghae." Hyukjae pushed Donghae a few inches away from him to create some reasonable distance between them. He took his right arm and wrapped it around his neck. "Come on, let's go." Hyukjae grunted a little at Donghae's weight. He shifted the other so that they can both walk properly without Donghae's drunken state making them both fall on the ground. Guiding a drunk Donghae into one direction was no easy task. Hyukjae's car was parked at the closest corner from the club that shouldn't take no more than two minutes to walk. However, Donghae swaying side to side was really making things difficult for Hyukjae. The latter would try to keep him close so that he won't go too far out on the street and get hit by the cars passing through-probably driven by other drunk drivers as well.  "Hyukkie~ let's go have some fun," Donghae slurred against Hyukjae's neck. "No, we're -ugh- going home." Hyukjae responded with a grunt as he held Donghae tighter and closer to him. Once Hyukjae finally reached his car, he searched through his pocket for his keys while managing to keep Donghae in place. Once he finally got the doors unlocked he shoved Donghae inside, fastened his seat belt, and made sure that the other was settled before shutting the door after him and going on the driver's seat. The drive to Donghae's house was the next task Hyukjae had to tackle. He kept slapping Donghae's hand away from his face as he tried to keep his eyes on the road so that they don't get into any kind of accident while also dealing with his screaming/singing along with the radio's top 100 hit singles. Normally, he would love to hear the latter sing, but a drunk Donghae is, well, not a normal Donghae. "Baby baby baby~ Let us never break up," Donghae's voice got louder after every sentence that it made Hyukjae cringe a little bit. "Oh my lady lady lady I reeally lo~ove you~!!" Donghae, by now, has completely lost control of his voice that Hyukjae couldn't take it anymore. "Donghae," Hyukjae called but was obviously ignored by the latter's singing. "Donghae--Donghae!" "What?"  Hyukjae heaved a heavy sigh,and so, when he had to stop his car at the next red light, he grabbed Donghae by the shoulders, looked him straight in the eye, and yelled, "Snap out of it!" He pushed him against the door then frustratingly stepped on the gas as the light turned green. Donghae blinked for a few seconds; a little lost on what just happened. Silence reigned over them until they reached Donghae's house. Hyukjae stopped the car directly in front of Donghae's house, but neither one of them moved. Donghae tried to open his mouth to break the ice but no words came out. Finally, after what seemed to be hours but was actually just 5 minutes, Donghae got out of the car without a word. Hyukjae closed his eyes to prevent the tears from flowing but they did anyways. As soon as Donghae opened the gate to his house, Hyukjae drove away.

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"You weren't there, hyung," Hyukjae complained. "He was acting like a complete idiot!" "And, this time it's different because..." Kangin waited for Hyukjae to explain but, of course, all he got was a frustrated grunt and a secret eye roll "Hyuk." Leeteuk started carefully,"Donghae was just going through another breakup. He's done this before." "That's not my point." Hyukjae plopped himself on the nearest chair and faced Leeteuk. "He was talking about getting married to her! Having kids! Picking a house! And, then what? All of a sudden, poof! He's back to this annoying idiot that makes me want to punch him so bad!" Kangin and Leeteuk blinked at what Hyukjae had just said. They looked at each other in confusion then back at Hyukjae. "Wait a second, I'm confused." Leeteuk said. "Are you mad at Donghae or at the girl?" Kangin continued. "At Donghae, of course!" Hyukjae declared. "Why?" They simultaneously asked. "What do you mean 'why?'" "It's just," Leeteuk paused thinking of the right words to say as to not set off another rage-ranting from the other. "It's not Donghae's fault that she broke up with him, so why are you mad at him?" "Because, he's an idiot." Hyukjae answered but after seeing the blank look from the other two, he decided to explain himself. "Look, it's his fault for thinking that far ahead. I mean, how long has he known this girl, 2 months?" "Actually, I think they met in high school," Kangin informed. "He just introduced her to us 2 months ago." Hyukjae glared at him which made him raise his arms in defense. "I could be wrong. Continue." "2 months after introducing her to us and he's already talking about getting married! What kind of stupid-moron would think that far in that short period of time.Then, when things go down, what does he do? He drinks! That freaking moron drinks! As if he wasn't stupid enough, he decides to kill more of his freaking brain cells, and act even stupider." Hyukjae's adrenaline died down towards the end of his rant and ended up realeasing a heavy sigh to himself before leaning aggresively against his chair. 

Kangin and Leeteuk just watched him and, although they still don't understand why he was mad at Donghae, they understood why he was frustrated. Hyukjae was worried about him. Hyukjae's always been worried about Donghae no matter what the reason was. Plus, they were both aware of the amount of heartbreak Hyukjae had received because of the latter and was bound to reach his breaking point. Every time Donghae was in a relationship or has broken up with one, they knew Hyukjae's heart was breaking all over again. Leeteuk was beyond worried when it came to Donghae and Hyukjae. He looked at the drained state of Hyukja and realized how tired the other must be. He patted Kangin's back and told him that he would get Hyukjae some water to help cool himself down. Kangin nodded his head and once he was sure Leeteuk's out of earshot, he voiced out what he has been thinking all along. "You're still jealous." "Because I'm still in love with that idiot." Hyukjae stated with a groan. "Hyukjae-" Kangin started but was cut-off by Hyukjae complaining, "Why, hyung. Why does he have to always come to me? Why can't he call you? Or Leeteuk hyung? Anyone but me." Hyukjae complained while massaging his temples; already feeling that incoming headache. "Hyukjae-" "I mean, it's not like I'm doing anything different than what you guys would do. Doesn't he know what he's doing to me? Every freaking time he calls me, doesn't he know that he's killing me!" Hyukjae grabbed one of the couch pillows and tried to suffocate himself but, instead, he screamed all his frustrations in it until he can't anymore." "Hyukjae," Kangin slowly took the pillow away from his face and said,"how would he know if you won't tell him anything?" Hyukjae frowned and sat up straight. "Why do I have to tell him anything? You guys figured it out." "And you didn't realize it until we told you." Kangin retaliated. "Look, sometimes people on the outside can see more clearly than those on the inside, and that's normal. People tend to look a little too close than normal hoping to find something that's not there, and as a result, they miss the things that's actually there.Things that are right in front of their eyes. He's never going to know until you tell him." Hyukjae processed Kangin's words in his head and knew that he was right. Letting out another heavy sigh he leaned against his chair and massaged his aching forehead. "I hate it when you get all smart on me." "You're lucky that it doesn't happen too often." Leeteuk laughed as he handed Hyukjae his glass of water. Kangin just pouted and protested that his moments come more often than they think.

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Donghae drank another bottle of beer as he flipped through another channel. His body felt heavy and he has no idea what was going on around him. He could hear the TV playing but wasn't able to comprehend a single word they were saying. He finally gave up trying to watch TV and just laid on the floor drinking more alcohol.  Donghae's head started to feel heavy from all the alcohol he was consuming. Nothing registered in his mind. In the midst of his heavy drinking, he was able to hear the doorbell and repeated knocks on the door. He could somewhat make out the voice of someone screaming outside but couldn't register who it was. Donghae grudgingly stood up and swayed his way to the door.  Hyukjae waited impatientently for Donghae to open the door as he kept pounding against it while shouting Donghae's name. He's been trying to call the other's cell since yesterday but received no answer. After hours of complaining over at Leeteuk's and Kangin's place, they finally convinced him to just check on Donghae personally. Hyukjae continued to abuse the doorbell already feeling anxious as his brain conjured up different possible worst case scenarios in his head. Once Donghae finally did answer the door, Hyukjae immediately scrunched his nose away in disgust from the reeking smell of alcohol coming from Donghae's place. "Ugh, Hae." Hyukjae grunted, "What have you been doing?" "Drinking." Donghae answered then walked back inside. He left the door open as a sign for Hyukjae to enter. Hyukjae slowly entered Donghae's house and carefully looked around. The house was trashed, not from broken glass or thrown out chairs, but from bottles of alcohol and, from what Hyukjae guessed to be Donghae's only meal, boxes of pizza. He looked at the broken boy opening another bottle and frowned. "Don't you think you've had enough?" "Nope." Donghae drank half-way through the bottle before lazily giving Hyukjae the look. "What are you doing here?" "I was just checking up on you." Hyukjae kicked some of the bottles on the ground and sat next to Donghae. "Your boss asked me how you were feeling. He said you're taking a sick leave from work." "Yeah, and?" "Donghae, making yourself sick doesn't make you sick!" Hyukjae reasoned. "Why are you doing this to yourself?" "It helps me forget." "Obviously," Hyukjae scoffed. "You forgot to clean. You forgot to shave; to take a shower. Heck, I think you've also forgotten how to pick out a clean shirt. When was the last time you changed?" "Ugh. I don't know." Donghae groaned in annoyance. "Three days ago?" Hyukjae shook his head at him and nudged him out the sofa. "You're hopeless." "Then why are you here?" Donghae asked seriously. "I'm here because...," Hyukjae paused as he tried to think of a reason he can give Donghae.  "...because I'm your friend." "Psh. Sure." Donghae drank the remaining contents of his bottle before throwing it away with the others. He made a move to get another one but Hyukjae stopped him. "You need to stop." "No, I don't." "Yes, you do." Hyukjae grabbed Donghae's bottle out of his hand and looked him straight in the eyes. "Hae, you don't need this." "Yes, I do." "None of these bottles will help you. They're just empty bottles!" "Just like I'm an empty shell." "Argh! Spare me of your cliché lines." Hyukjae frustratingly said. Donghae laughed at him which only angered the other more. He pushed Donghae hard against the couch and crossed his arms against his chest. "Yah! I'm being serious here!" Donghae didn't bother replying to Hyukjae and just kept on laughing. Hyukjae pursed his lips together in annoyance and roughly pushed Donghae against the couch. He stood up and walked away from the other into the kitchen. Donghae was still busy laughing but was curiously following him with his eyes. Once Donghae was able to get a hold of himself, he prompted himself to stand up and once everything stopped spinning, he staggered his way to the kitchen. He leaned against the wall and watched Hyukjae busily go through his cabinets. "What are you doing?" "Making hot water." Hyukjae answered without looking at Donghae. "Why?" "Because I need you sober if we're going to talk about this." "Tsk. Good luck," Donghae muttered under his breath and just kept on watching Hyukjae. As Donghae was watching Hyukjae move around his kitchen, he was able to notice things he wasn't able to see before. It may still be the alcohol fogging up his mind but he was seeing Hyukjae differently. For example, he was able to notice how Hyukjae's really not that tall trying to reach for the coffee pouch at the lower level of the top shelf or like how Hyukjae has really nice facial features or even how his waist was really slim that just made him want to wrap his arms around him.  Before Donghae even knew what he was doing he was already making his way towards Hyukjae. The latter was too busy moving around the kitchen to notice the hungry predator about to pounce on him. Once he finally did,however, it was too late to run away. He was caught inside the trap. "Donghae, where's that coffee I bought you a week ago. Didn't I tell you not to--ohmygosh!" Hyukjae exclaimed as soon as he turned around and saw that Donghae was barely an inch away. "What are you doing?!" He made an attempt to move away but was trapped inside Donghae's arms. "You need to leave." "And you need a shower." Hyukjae retaliated. Donghae leaned closer to Hyukjae and whispered, "I'm serious." "So am I." Hyukjae didn't move nor looked away from Donghae. He could still smell the alcohol from his breath but was so entranced by his eyes that he wasn't able to find the strength to look away. Donghae got closer and closer and just when their lips were about to touch, the kettle started making its shrill noise. A signal that tells them the water's already hot and a wake up call to snap them from their trance. Hyukjae pushed Donghae away and quickly turned the stove off. Hyukjae stood by the sink trying to calm his heart and to cool himself off. He could literally feel himself burning up like fire. He gave Donghae a side-way glance and frowned when he saw that he still hasn't moved from his spot.

He probably regrets it already. "I'm...I'm gonna go." Hyukjae muttered under his breath. Right before he was out of earshot, he looked back at Donghae and said, "don't forget to drink your coffee. I told your boss that you'll be back tomorrow." Donghae mentally kicked himself as soon as he heard the front door close. He slid against the cabinet to the floor and lightly banged his head against it. After punishing himself, he buried his head against his arms propped on his knees. He took a deep breath before letting out a heavy sigh. I'm an idiot.

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Hyukjae sighed to himself for the millionth time before going inside yet another club. He was just about to go home when he got another call that a certain Lee Donghae was beyond drunk and asked if he could pick him up. Of course, instead of saying no he asked for their address and quickly went to Donghae's aid. As usual, he found Donghae sitting at the corner of the pub, by himself, surrounded by soju bottles. "Donghae," Hyukjae called once he was close enough. Donghae looked up mid-shot and smiled seeing Hyukjae.

"Hyukkie! Wh-hat are you doing he-ere?" "I'm here to take you home." Hyukjae grabbed Donghae's arm and lightly pulled it. "Come on; let's go." "But I'm not doone yettt~" Donghae slurred.  "Yes, you are." Hyukjae put his arms around his waist and dragged him to his car. He was lucky that the club allowed him to park right in front of their entrance or else he would have faced a lot of trouble.  They did their usual routine heading to Donghae's house. Hyukjae drove and Donghae sang like a madman. Hyukjae had to park his car by Donghae's house since he knows that the other would probably get into some sort-of accident if he let him walk by himself.  Hyukjae opened the door for Donghae, and just like any other drunk would do, Donghae latched himself onto Hyukjae. The latter grunted a little by the sudden weight but was able to quickly adjust to it. Donghae wrapped his arms around Hyukjae and snuggled close to him. Hyukjae had a hard time leading Donghae in but was somehow able to do it. "Alright, Hae," Hyukjae groaned as he tried to balance Donghae with one arm and opened the door with the other. "Come on. Let's go inside." "You smell like strawberries~" Donghae giggled. "I like strawberries." "I know you do." Hyukjae made his way to Donghae's room with much difficulty. The usual average sized apartment seemed like a mansion as he walked through the never ending hallway. Once he finally did manage to get inside Donghae's room, he was more than relieved to drop off the heavy weight off of his shoulders. "Do it again~!" Donghae giggled once he was plopped down on his bed. Hyukjae shook his head at him and scowled. He stretched his arms and twisted his back side-to-side to loosen up his muscles. He looked back at the giggling drunk on the bed and shook his head disapprovingly.  "Hyukkie~," Donghae called childishly,"it's hot in here. I wanna go outside~." "No, Hae, you can't. You need to sleep." "But I'm not sleepy~." Donghae rolled around his bed like a child and Hyukjae just shook his head at him. "Hyukkie, I'm thirsty." Hyukjae heaved a heavy sigh before going out to the kitchen. "Stay here. I'm going to go get you some water." Hyukjae was able to hear a muffled "Thank You" from behind but he chose to ignore it. He was mentally cursing and yelling at Donghae for his childish behaviors and at himself for letting himself get dragged along with it all over again. Hyukjae walked back to Donghae's room with a glass of water in his hand and a wet towel on the other. He found the other sitting calmly on his bed with his top off. Hyukjae froze for a split second seeing a half-naked Donghae but shook his head side-to-side in order to snap himself back to earth. He was able to calmly hand the other his water but unfortunately for him, Donghae had other things in his mind. "Donghae!" Hyukjae exclaimed after being grabbed by the other. The glass fell from his hands and broke, but neither one of them cared about that. Hyukjae stared at Donghae in shock as he tried to free himself from his grip. "Donghae, what are you doing?!" "You have really pretty skin." Hyukjae paused for a second trying to process in his brain what Donghae was talking about. However, he didn't have much time to dwell on it when he saw Donghae lean closer to him. "And a really cute nose." "Donghae, what are you=" "And inviting lips." Hyukjae was starting to get nervous as Donghae became dangerously close to him. Donghae stopped an inch away from Hyukjae's lips. Hyukjae took a deep breath, an action he secretly regretted considering the amount of alcohol Donghae had consumed, and tried to look away but couldn't. Then, Donghae stopped. He got off Hyukjae, went to the other side of the bed, and lied on the floor. Hyukjae had to blink several times before he could even think about what just happened. As much as he loved the other, he could't help but feel that the other was toying with his feelings. And, even then, he still couldn't find it in him to hate or leave Donghae behind.  "Hae," Hyukjae called slowly as he went to checkup on the other. "Are you okay?" "You have to leave." "I can't leave you like this." Hyukjae grabbed Donghae's arms and tried to pull the other back on the bed but Donghae refused. "Come on, Hae, stop being childish." "Aren't you scared of me yet?" Hyukjae scoffed and laughed. "Why would I be scared of you?" At this, Donghae immediately sat up, an action he should've thought twice about to avoid the stinging pain of headache that surged through him, and gave Hyukjae a look of disbelief.  "I almost raped you!" "No, you didn't." "Yes, I did." Hyukjae rolled his eyes at him and tried to pull him back on the bed again. "But you didn't." "No...but I could have." "But you didn't."  Hyukjae tried to make Donghae lie down but the other refused him. Hyukjae shook his head and simply tried to reach for him again. Instead, the other retaliated by grabbing both of Hyukjae's arms and forced him to look into his eyes to show how serious he was. "Do you know what I think about all day? Do you know why I drink all the time?" "Because you-" Donghae didn't let Hyukjae finish because he knew that there was no way Hyukjae could possibly know the right answer.

"It's not because of the breakups, Hyuk." Donghae's hold on Hyukjae tightened as he said his next words, "it's because of you." After that Donghae let Hyukjae go and went to stand on the other side of the room.  "Because of me?" Hyukjae asked; confused. "What do you mean because of me? What the hell did I do?" "It's not you, it's--agh!" Donghae punched the wall in frustration which frightened Hyukjae. He immediately walked towards him to check his hand but Donghae stopped him before he could get any closer. "Don't! Stop right there!" "Hae, I-" "Don't you understand? I can't control myself anymore." Donghae didn't care about his fist anymore and walked towards Hyukjae with an unreadable expression.  Hyukjae wasn't sure how to deal with Donghae at the momen and was on alert. Every time Donghae took a step towards him, he took a step back. "Every single day all I can think about is you. Every time someone breaks up with me it's because of you. I drink because I know they're right. I know that I'm a lousy boyfriend because when I'm with them, I think of you." "Donghae-" Hyukjae called but stopped as he hit the wall. He looked around for an escape, but seeing the way Donghae was walking towards him made him stop dead cold. "I drink because if you asked me why? Then I would have to tell you the truth." Donghae caressed Hyukjae's cheeks and spoke in a much softer tone, but it only made Hyukjae nervous, "I can never lie to you, Hyuk, but I also can't tell you the truth. You're the one person I can't live without."  Donghae stared at Hyukjae for a while, but after getting a hold of himself, he let Hyukjae go and walked away. Hyukjae remained frozen on his spot. He didn't know how to react to what Donghae had just said, or what to take it for. Was it a confession? Or was it just him drunk talking again? He looked at Donghae sitting on the bed and thought that if there's ever a right time to confess, this was as good as any. He tried walking closer to Donghae, but got cold feet three steps in. He was ready to leave but was somehow able to convince himself to stay where he was at and say the words that's been running on his mind. He took a deep breath before starting. "Donghae, I-I-" Hyukjae stuttered which gave Donghae the wrong impression. "Just go, Hyuk. Pretend I never said anything." "No!" Hyukjae said in frustration. Donghae was surprised by his answer and looked at him ready to say anything to make him leave, but the other beat him to it. "Do you have any idea what you put me through everyday? When you ask me to set you up with someone or call me because you two broke up? Do you think that's easy for me? I didn't do any of that because I'm a good friend. I did it because I care about you! Because I love you! Every time someone calls me to pick you up, do you have any idea how much I want to just hang up and leave you there?! But, guess what? I don't! You know why? Because no matter how hard I try, all I could ever think about is how miserable you must be and how pathetic I am for still even caring about you." Donghae kept on staring at a very frustrated Hyukjae with only one sentence going through his mind. Out of all the things Hyukjae said, the only thing Donghae was able to catch was "Because I love you!" It echoed though his mind as he tried to process if this was a dream or reality. I love you. I love you. I love you. Silence reigned over them as they continued to just stare at one another. Finally, after what seemed to be an eternity, Donghae broke it by saying the only thing that was on his mind. "I love you." "I knew you were going to say that!" Hyukjae flipped without fully processing what Donghae said. "That's exactly why I didn't want to--wait, what did you just say?" "I love you," Donghae repeated. Hyukjae remained still and silent for five seconds before shaking his head and making his move to leave. "Okay, fine, I get it. You're drunk. Let's talk about this some other time." He was about to open the door when Donghae kept it shut for him. He turned around to yell at him, but gasped in surprise instead seeing their close proximity, again. "Didn't you say you love me?" Donghae whispered by Hyukjae's lips. Hyukjae opened his mouth to answer but no words came out. He kept trying to back away against the door, hoping for some miracle that he would magically be able to go through it and escape. Donghae leaned closer at Hyukjae and asked his question again. This time, Hyukjae answered with a shaky "yes." Donghae smiled fully satisfied before, finally, closing the proximity between them. Hyukjae closed his eyes and slowly wrapped his arms, this time, his arms around Donghae's neck. The other wrapped his arms around Hyukjae's waist as their innocent kiss slowly turned passionate and sloppy. Once they pulled away from each other, only for the sole reason they bothr needed to breath, a string of saliva can be seen connecting from their lips. Hyukjae blushed and immediately wiped his lips. Donghae just laughed at the cute display but frowned when he saw the other about to leave.  "Where are you going?" "Home." Hyukjae answered. "You need to rest. Let's talk about this tomorrow, okay?" "No." Donghae replied and pushed the door shut once again. "No?" Hyukjae repeated in confusion. "No, you're not going home." "I'm not?" "Nope. You're staying here." "I am?" "Yes," Donghae said with an obvious hidden agenda. "You are." Donghae grabbed Hyukjae wrist and pulled him towards his bed and pushing him on it. Hyukjae was confused for a second but after seeing Donghae on top of him once again, he knew there's no way the other was stopping. He started to become nervous but this time, for a very different reason. He tried pushing Donghae away but the other simply held his hands together over his head.  "H-Hae, I-I don't think this is a g-good idea." "Why not?" Donghae whispered on his right ear. "B-Because-" "Don't you want to?" "W-Well, n-no-" Donghae didn't let Hyukjae finish his sentence and stopped him from saying anymore using his lips. "Great." Donghae kissed Hyukjae on the lips and didn't wait for the other to respond before he bit his lower lip. He slipped in his tongue inside Hyukjae's cavern. The other couldn't resist and immediately responded to Donghae's kiss. Hyukjae was already a moaning mess from the kiss, but Donghae wasn't satisfied. He lightly grind his knee against Hyukjae which earned him a gasp from the other. Donghae smirked against Hyukjae's lips as he dragged his lips down his neck. "Jerk." Hyukjae muttered under his breath. Donghae just laughed before sucking on Hyukjae's neck. He made sure to leave an evident mark to show that he has already claimed the other, or at least, was about to. Hyukjae just moaned from the feeling before he felt Donghae's hands slipping inside his shirt. He widened his eyes and made a move to stop it. "H-Hae! Wh-What are you-" "Hyukkie, don't you think it's unfair that you still have your shirt on?" Donghae asked with an obviously fake pout. Hyukjae glared at him and said, "I didn't ask you to remove yours." "Which is why I'm not asking you either." Donghae replied before grinding his knee against Hyukjae's crotch once again. Hyukjae  gasped in surprised, and by some sort-of magic, Donghae was able to magically slip his shirt off him. "Much better." Hyukjae opened his mouth to say something but was sealed by Donghae's lips over him. Everything he wanted to say slowly slipped away from his mind as he got distracted by the other. Donghae's hand, however, wasn't distracted at all and kept busy. He roamed Hyukjae's upper torso from his waist, to his abs, all the way up to his nipples. He tweaked the left one with his fingers. Hyukjae was surprised by the sudden action that he had to pull away from the other just to catch his breath. "H-Hae, W-What are you-ngh!" Hyukjae closed his eyes as Donghae did it again.  "Has anyone ever told you, you talk too much?" Donghae asked as he lightly pinched one of Hyukjae's nipples. Hyukjae moaned and arched his back at the mixed feeling he felt from the other. Donghae smirked seeing the sexy sight before him. But none of that was enough for Donghae. Besides, he has his own little problem he needs to take care of. After he was satisfied enough, he stopped using his hand to play with Hyukjae's now sensitive nubs and replaced it with his tongue.  Hyukjae moaned a little louder at the slick organ swirling around his hardened nubs. All thoughts of pushing Donghae away vanished and was replaced by how much he wanted the other to take him. Donghae was having fun playing with Hyukjae but was curious about something else. He let his hand wander down on Hyukjae's hard-on, and the second  he stroked it, Hyukjae let out a gasp; the same time Donghae decided to lightly bite on Hyukjae's nipple. Hyukjae was overwhelmed by the overflowing pleasure. He started to feel shaky as his clothes began to bother him. Not to mention that Donghae was doing all the work. He began to feel a little selfish and decided to return the favor by surprising Donghae and flipping them over. Donghae was about to ask Hyukjae what he was doing when he saw the smug look on his face that answered all his question. "What happened to my innocent Hyukkie?" Donghae asked while trying to sit up, but was pushed down by the other. Hyukjae leaned closer to him and whispered, "You're about to find out." He gave Donghae's lips a short kiss before dragging it down his neck. At the same time, his hands were wondering around Donghae's torso. Completely tured on by how firm and hard he felt in his hands. His hands went from his chest, around his nipples, thenall the way down to his pelvis. Hyukjae teased Donghae by creating imaginary lines along the path that drove the other crazy.  "D-Damn! Hyuk, s-stop teasing me already," Donghae complained through labored breath. "As you wish." Hyukjae smirked and unzipped Donghae's pants as he pulled away from the other. Donghae looked at him in confusion and was about to ask what he was doing when the other answered him by slipping his hand inside Donghae's undergarment and stroking his hard member. Donghae gasped and bit his lower lip letting out a very muffled groan as he tried not to moan too loud. Hyukjae was not pleased. He wanted to hear Donghae moan for him and that's just what he's going to get.  He stroked Donghae's member a few more times before blowing hot air around it. Donghae shivered from the sudden blow before completely gasping for air once he felt Hyukjae's lips wrap around him. The other licked the base of Hyukjae's member before swirling it around up at the head. Hyukjae made sure to wet it before slowly putting it inside his mouth. Donghae could feel Hyukjae's hollowed cheeks as the other bobbed his head up and down; bringing Donghae to the edge.  Donghae tried his best not to buck his hips against Hyukjae but he couldn't help himself. He could feel himself on the edge as he continued to abuse Hyukjae's mouth and, as if Hyukjae hadn't done enough, Donghae heard Hyukjae moan while swallowing him deep. The vibrations that came from his voice sent chills down Donghae's spine. He opened his eyes and took a peek at what Hyukjae was doing and felt himself harden even more at the sight.  Hyukjae was stroking himself the same time he was giving Donghae his blowjob. Then, somehow, Donghae found the strength to push Hyukjae away and flip their positions, so that he was once again the one on top hovering over the other. His eyes was completely clouded by lust and desire. Hyukjae saw this and smirked. It's exactly what he wanted. "You've been a naughty boy, haven't you?" Donghae asked while sneaking his hands behind Hyukjae's ass. "So, are you going to punish me?" Hyukjae dared Donghae boldly. Donghae smirked and slipped a finger inside Hyukjae's hole as he said, "Oh, I plan to." Hyukjae closed his eyes from the sudden intrusion. His hands immediately grabbed Donghae's shoulders and dug his nails against his skin while he forced himself to not squirm too much from Donghae's surprised penetration.  "What's this? My Hyukkie's not used to this kind of thing yet?" Donghae slipped another finger inside Hyukjae which illicited another whispered gasped and a groan from the latter. Donghae was starting to enjoy those noises and felt the need to hear more of it. "O-Of c-course, not...ugh!" Hyukjae informed shakily. "You seemed like an expert a second ago." "Doesn't m-mean...ahh...y-you're n-not my first," Hyukjae moaned out loud after Donghae slipped in a third. Donghae, on the other hand, was completely surprised by the new information. He felt his heart skip a beat as he looked at the person under him moaning his name. That was the final straw for him. He slowly pulled his fingers out of Hyukjae and secretly smiled upon hearing the disappointed groan that came from the other. He wrapped Hyukjae's arms around his neck as he positioned himself in front of the latter's entrance. "I'll make sure you'll remember this then," Donghae whispered before slowly entering Hyukjae. Donghae moaned at how and tight Hyukjae was around him. The other was no better. The pain was unbearable but having Donghae close to him more than made up for it. Hyukjae wrapped his arms around Donghae's neck while also wrapping his legs around his waist pulling Donghae further inside him. They were both having a hard time breathing from the contact. Hyukjae felt so full while Donghae tried his best to wait for Hyukjae to adjust to his size. Hyukjae was breathing hard from being filled. He felt Donghae tremble a little against him and peeked to see how hard Donghae was holding himself back from thrusting in him. Hyukjae smiled appreciatively and buckled a little to let Donghae know he could start moving. Quicky picking up on his signal, Donghae started at a slow pace. It took all of Donghae's self-control to maintain that slow pace keeping in mind Hyukjae's pleasure first in his head, but the latter felt so good around him that Donghae was finding it difficult to not go faster. His body was slowly starting to speed up by itself, and Hyukjae was able to sense his hesitation. "Hae...ugh--ahh--...f-faster," he whispered hotly against Donghae's ear. "M-Move..aahh...fa-faster."

"Are you sure?"

Hyukjae answered him by kissing him on the lips and tightening his legs around him. "I want to still feel you when we're done, Hae. Please- ugh! F-Fuck me! aah!"

Donghae didn't need to be told twice and immediately complied with his request. He held Hyukjae's waist and switched their position. He had his back against the headboard while Hyukjae was on his lap. He thrusted himself all the way inside Hyukjae, hard and fast while his hands held Hyukjae's hips in place. He kept thrusting into him repreatedly until he found that special spot that had the other screaming his name so loud that he wouldn't be surprised if his neighbors started knocking at his door.

"Donghae! F-Fuck! Yes! M-More...d-don't stop..aah!"

Donghae felt his cock twitch inside Hyukjae hearing the latter moan in pleasure like that. Cursing out all forms of self control, Donghae harshly flipped them once more started ramming into Hyukjae faster. He lifted Hyukjae's leg over his shoulder while thrusting in and out of him, loving every single sound the latter made because of him. The image of Hyukjae's closed eyes and arched back was such a perfect sight for Donghae that he wished he could take a picture to capture the moment.

He kept on thrusting inside the other until he felt that familiar pooling on his stomach once again.

"Fuck, Hyukjae, I'm about to cum," Donghae groaned as his thrusts became shallower and deeper. He started to stroke Hyukjae's member at the same pace as his thrusts causing Hyukjae's mind to completely blank out from the pleasure. The only thing that came out of him were a string of moans and Donghae's name. "I-I'm...ahh..H-Hae...c-cl-close! Ahh!" Hyukjae closed his eyes and completely gave himself to Donghae. He could feel himself cumming and Donghae's hot breath by his right ear only brought him to the edge. "Cum for me, Hyukkie." Hyukjae released himself on his stomach and on the sheets while shouting Donghae's name. The intense feeling of unloading himself caused him to clench tighter around Donghae. The other grunted from the sudden tightness around him and before Donghae knew it he was already releasing himself inside the other. Hyukjae moaned from the hot feeling of Donghae's seed inside him.  They were both pretty much out of breath after that. Hyukjae lost all his energy and limped against Donghae. The other just chuckled as he laid next to Hyukjae on the bed. Donghae slowly pulled himself out of Hyukjae, causing the other to whimper from the loss, and wrapped his arms around Hyukjae. They were both exhausted but neither one of them were able to sleep. Thick silence reigned over them until Donghae decided to break the ice. "Where do we go from here?" "I don't know." Hyukjae responded.  "I meant it, you know," Donghae said out of nowhere. "When I said that 'I love you' I really meant it." Hyukjae looked at Donghae and smiled. "And I meant it when I said I love you." Donghae smiled upon hearing Hyukjae's words and intertwined their hands together.  "I guess that means you're mine now." Hyukjae squeezed Donghae's hands and smiled even wider. "If you're sure you're not gonna regret this tomorrow." "Of course not." Donghae kissed Hyukjae on the lips and brought him closer. "And just so you know, there's no way I'm letting you go. No matter what happens or what you say, you'll be stuck with me forever." "You promise?" Hyukjae taunted right before chuckling when Donghae kissed him on the lips as a sign that he was sealing that promise. He laid beside Donghae with the latter's arms wrapped tightly around him. They both slowly felt the exhaustion of their recent activity take over them and both fell asleep in each others arms, hearts finally content and satisfied.

Ice Princess - Eunhyuk

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“She’s impossible,” Donghae says nodding in the direction of where you were, which is where Hyukjae was staring, Hyukjae turns towards Donghae, “she has a sharp tongue and hardly talks to anyone,” Donghae complains.

“We’ll see,” Hyukjae sits his glass down heading towards where you were DJing.

You send a quick glare towards him when he gets beside you, other than that you ignore his presence.

“Ms. DJ,” Hyukjae says over the music stepping closer to you.

“I’m not interested,” you mutter focusing more on the board in front of you.

“What if I just want to request a song,” he quirks an eyebrow in your direction waiting on your response.

“Tell me the song and leave,” you mumble, glancing towards him once more, “have I seen you before, you look familiar?” He lets out a small laugh.

“I would remember a pretty face like yours,” he reaches towards you, but you quickly knock his hand away.

“What’s your name?” You ask, he steps closer to you to look at the songs you have on your computer.

“What’s yours?” He asks back.

“I asked first,” you sigh crossing your arms, he clicks his tongue.

“You got me there,” he says with a laugh, “Hyukjae,” he answers, “this song,” he says, you nod looking at what he picked.

“Good choice, Hyukjae,” you smile putting your headphones on and changing the song, you change the balance to fit the song, your eyes scanning for Hyukjae.

You find him dancing in the middle of a space that had opened up around him. He was good, his dancing was eye-catching and you could feel his passion for dance by watching him, you smirk to yourself looking down to focus on your job and not him. You continue to steal glances at him occasionally during the song, while you move along with it yourself, your headphones on ignoring most of your surroundings.

When the song ends you change it to a more club best song adjusting the bass once more. You glance over at Hyukjae when he walks back up beside you.

“Does that justify you telling me your name?” He sounds hopeful

“You’re good at dancing,” you admit taking your headphones off, “you’re passionate,” you hum pondering over telling him your name, “I’m Y’N,” you laugh out holding your hand out to him.

“Oh, that’s progress,” Hyukjae says with a smile shaking your hand.

“Do you always use your dancing to charm girls?” You question, rolling your eyes slightly.

“It works doesn’t it,” Hyukjae response sitting in the chair beside you, “you told me your name.”

“You’re acting like I gave you my number, you just got my name, don’t get too cocky,” you mumble, it was barely audible over the loud music.

“I think we’d make a good pair, you can DJ, I can dance,” Hyukjae trails off leaning back in the chair, you pick u the unopened bottle of water by your stand handing it to him.

“Don’t get your hopes up dancing king,” you can't help the smile that covers your lips.

“Dancing king and the ice princess,” he laughs, you glance over at him, he has a very unique look to him and a very confident presence he was intriguing in an odd way.

“Do you have any other songs you want me to play?” You ask softly, Hyukjae smiles standing up, he walks behind you leaning against you slightly to look at your computer screen.

He points towards a song that has a strong bass, you turn the bass down in anticipation starting the song.

“The floor’s yours,” you laugh.

“Do you know who he is?” Your friend hits your arm, you nod.

“Hyukjae, a dancer,” you say monotonously, she shakes her head.

“Do you know how many girls would kill to have him walk up to them the way he did to you?” She whisper-shouts, you cock your head to the side motioning for her to continue, “he’s one of them, but he never leaves with a girl like Donghae or Heechul would,” she explains, “he just flirts with them and disappears,” she complains.

“That’s why he looks familiar,” you mumble, “he knows them,” you motion towards the group that was sitting on their own scouting out who they would leave with for the night, “he doesn’t seem like them,” you mumble to yourself more than her.

“Don’t get too attached to him,” she warns, you scoff at the thought.

“I’m not attached, he’s just a good dancer is all,” you mumble looking towards him, she pats your shoulder before walking off to where the rest of your friends were.

“Are you really one of them?” You ask gesturing towards the group of guys when Hyukjae got back, he nods.

“Have they all tried to go after you?” He asks with a small laugh, you frown.

“Is it a bet between you guys, is that why you’re up here?” You ask bluntly, Hyukjae looks taken aback, shaking his head.

“No there’s no bet,” he says putting his hands up in defense, “I promise,” he says softly.

“I’ll believe you, but if I find out there was a bet made, or that you do this with every girl, it won’t be good,” you warn, Hyukjae smiles.

“Does that mean the ice princess is going to see me again?” He leans against the side of your table, making sure to not press anything, you hold out your hand for his phone.

“I’ll give you my number,” you roll your lips together, “tell me what songs to get for you to dance too,” you say with a laugh.

“Of course I’ll send you all of them,” he teases, you out your number in his phone then hand it back to him, he sits back in the chair beside your table, “this is your actual number? Not a fake one?” He questions, you nod putting your headphones on to focus on your job again.

“I don’t lie,” you mumble, Hyukjae barely hears you over the music, but he smiles to himself looking at his phone.

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dont ever leave me again - eunhyuk

genre - angst, fluff

wc - 700

- sequel to i loved you too much

once hyukjae read the note he saw on the tabletop, he rushed to the bedroom to get his phone and immediately dialed his mother. 

“eomma, what did you tell y/n yesterday? why did you tell her that? is what you said tru-” hyukjae bombarded his mother with his questions while he walked around the house, panicking and wondering where is y/n at the same time. 

“yes, it is true. i want her to break up with you rather than asking you to do it. i know you cant bear to break up with her but what im doing for you now is for your future, for your life. you are getting married to the heiress of ELF Media Company, you wont have to worry about money ever again, dont you think it is a good id-” hyukjae’s mother was trying to speak some sense into her son before his anger burst and took over him.

“im never breaking up with y/n and i would never let her do so. i’ll never let the courage i took to confess go into the drain. breaking up with her is my worse nightmare. she is my everything, my light that leads me through the darkness. if it is not her that i am marrying, i’ll rather not marry anyone. im never letting her go.” he tried his best not to shout at his mother and ended the call straightaway, preventing himself from lashing out at her. he stared at the messages he sent to y/n which was all unanswered. 

“babe, where are you?

“pls reply to my messages”

“dont leave me” 

“even if you let me marry someone else, i would never let myself marry anyone if it is not you.”

y/n opened the message hyukjae had sent her and she started crying instantly. she never thought that this day would ever happen, how she was now his ex. they had even joked about what were their vows. 

“i, l/n y/n, never thought i would marry lee hyukjae since he is such a bad boyfriend for always bullying me.” you said sarcastically while he shot you a glare. 

“i, lee hyukjae, always thought i would marry l/n y/n as she had already fallen for my charms ever since grade school.” hyukjae said proudly and you burst out laughing for his words. 

“your charms? if i had fallen for your charms, i am blind for sure!” you taunted him while standing on the sofa and laughed out loud.

“ya, l/n y/n!” he picked you up from the sofa and spun you around. 

“i cant wait till you are officially lee y/n.”

those words echoed in her mind and she was interrupted by her mother, who opened the door. 

“y/n ah, there is someone standing in the living room. he wants to talk to you.”

oh, how much you hoped it wasnt him. you couldnt face him knowing that emotions would be rushing through mind even if you saw a picture of him. 

“y/n ah.”

speak of the devil, such a coincidence.

you turned around to face the door and you saw him staring at you with his eyes filled with tears. it was so painful for you to see him like this. it made you so guilty and you wanted to give him a hug to replace his dejected expression with a smile. 

“please leave, i-” 

“i cant wait for the chance to come, i would rather get it now” he mumbled. 

the word ‘chance’ finally made sense to you after you saw the note in his hand.

may fate bring us together again if i still stand a chance, and if i do, i would not let go of it.

the thought of that sentence made you break your stoic expression and let the tears run down your face. 

hyukjae rushed towards you and embraced you into a hug. 

“i dont care what my mother says, i have already told her through my words.”

“what did you tell her?” you looked at him with your tears still dropping like pearls from your eyes.

he wiped your tears and said ;

“if it is not you that im marrying, i’ll rather not marry anyone”

It’s You!

This scenario was requested by @usernameloaa​​ I hope you like it! 

> About my writing

Genre: Angst, fluff

Warnings: —

Word Count: 1251

Characters: Eunhyuk (Super Junior)/Lee Hyukjae x Fem!Reader

*The image doesn’t belong to me, credits to the owner.*

"I'm going to get some coffee, anyone wanna come?" Kyuhyun questioned retrieving his wallet from his bag when they decided to take a break from practice.

"Yep, I'm going with you," Eunhyuk spoke, jumping up from his sitting position on the ground to get his wallet as well.

The two members walked out of their practice room making their way towards the cafeteria, bumping into their hoobae group Red Velvet on the way.

"Hi Yerim-ah, how are you?" Hyukjae questioned, completely ignoring his own girlfriend's existence. The girl scowled and bowed to Kyuhyun silently before storming off. Yeri called after her bandmate but to no avail, the girl had been hurt by her boyfriend's actions and was getting tired from dealing with such immaturity coming from someone whom she loved and was older than her.

"I'm so sorry, it's been a hard day for us today... We have also been trying on the outfits for the SM Town stage." Yeri giggled nervously. "If you'll excuse me." The younger bowed before hopping her way back to the fitting room.

Kyuhyun looked back at the girl before returning his gaze to his hyung.

"What the hell just happened?" Eunhyuk sighed and turned walking to the SM coffee machine, ignoring Kyuhyun, who followed right behind him.

"We've been arguing." He muttered after a while feeling too bothered and uncomfortable with the situation. The man inserted a coin into the machine and pressed the button for his desired beverage.

"And why is that?" The younger questioned.

"Well, you would understand if you saw the outfits they want them to wear for their stage." The older one stated with an annoyed expression plastered on his face. Kyuhyun chuckled half incredulous.

"You are annoyed because of that? We've been in the industry longer than any other active band in the agency, it's not like you're not aware the artists don't get much of a say when it comes to wardrobe picking."

"Whatever, Y/N has a boyfriend she could at least try to oppose." He muttered through gritted teeth.

"And how do you know she hasn't? Have you at their meetings?" Kyuhyun pointed out making his hyung even more annoyed. Eunhyuk huffed, going back to the practice room without waiting for the maknae.

"Are you serious?" Kyuhyun questioned gobsmacked by the reaction. "Is this what Y/N deals with every day? How old are you Lee Hyukjae-ah?" He screamed at his hyung, laughing as the man rounded the corner and walked faster, getting even more annoyed that his bandmate and friend was siding with his significant other.

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That night he arrived at home exhausted from dance practice. The sight of his girlfriend sitting on the couch of their shared apartment watching a series didn't make him halt for a second when he went to place his belongings on the armchair even to greet her. The man walked straight past her and into the kitchen. The man opened the fridge to get some cold water and was surprised by a lunch box full of jajangmyeon with a yellow sticky note reading 'I love you. Please eat and don't be sick.' - Y/N.

He grabbed the plastic container and stared at it for a couple of seconds before hearing sniffles in the hallway and quick steps making their way up the stairs.

"Fuck" He muttered throwing the container back into the fridge and closing it before running up the stairs and into their room.

When he opened the door he was greeted by Y/N's red and swollen eyes, her arms hugging her knees to her chest.

"How long are we gonna be like this?" The girl questioned, tears running down her face. "Why can't you understand my position when we have the exact same job and go through the exact same things? Because a man showing his abs is alright but if a girl shows a little more skin it's a crime and a sin she'll never be forgiven for?"

"The situation here, Y/N, is that you have a boyfriend."

"Well, you have a girlfriend, too. Whom you aren't respecting if I'm honest. Dammit Hyukjae, have I ever given you reasons not to trust me? Have I ever disrespected you in any kind of way? If I have please enlighten me because it honestly went past me." The girl sniffed, rubbing her eyes with the back of her hands and looking back at the male.

"No, that's not it at all. I just don't like MY girlfriend showing skin to others." The girl shook her head in defeat as she heard her boyfriend's words.

"You know what? Forget this, Hyukjae." She stated, laying down on the bed and covering herself up as she curled up in a way to try to comfort herself and forget all the mean things she'd heard from her lover's mouth the past couple of days.

Eunhyuk sighed and went to the wardrobe to grab some pj's to change into. Walking to his side of the bed Hyukjae laid down on the bed next to his lover, he couldn't help but feel saddened that they couldn't solve their problem earlier.

Was he being too stubborn?

The man sighed, inching closer to the girl and hugging her from the back, feeling her sleeping self subconsciously curl herself into his body a little more. He chuckled softly before pressing a kiss to the back of her neck and allowing himself to fall into a deep sleep.

The next day when he awoke, Y/N has already left to get ready for her band's stage which would be the first of the night at SM Town. Hyukjae stretched and rubbed his eyes, finding the courage to get up and get himself ready for the day.

After a refreshing shower and eating some pancakes Y/N had left for him on the kitchen counter, the man left for the venue where he met his members for another round of practice before the real thing happened.

Already in the waiting room backstage being one of the first members to have gotten ready, Hyukjae saw as Y/N and the rest of Red Velvet walked to position themselves for their entree. It was unexpected to the man when his girlfriend stopped in front of him and tiptoed, holding his cheeks roughly and attacking his lips in a kiss.

"Oppa, I want you to understand this very well: Others can look or stare all they want because only you get to touch. It's you, only you, can't you see that?" She questioned, looking him dead in the eyes. Hyukjae melted hearing her words and stole another kiss before hugging her tightly in a silent 'good luck' wish.

"I fucking love you so much, Y/N. I can't wait for us to get home tonight." He whispered in her ear so no one could hear them. The girl laughed and bit his bottom lip slightly before placing one last kiss on his cheek before letting go of him.

"I have to go now, wish me good luck!" She said excitedly.

"Good luck baby and I'm sorry." The man said feeling sad about the way he had behaved and what he'd put her through in those few days. Y/N smiled and shook her head, caressing his cheek and waving goodbye to his members, before running to her members as her boyfriend looked at her proudly standing right where she left him.

"She has you whipped," Ryeowook laughed. Hyukjae smiled.

"She really does and I wouldn't have it any other way."

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