Not related to txt or writing content but to my people pleasing pals:
Sometimes, you may feel lost within yourself and lose any sense of identity. You forget what you mean to other people and forget who you are as a whole. But really, what do others mean to you?
You'll struggle eventually, as others do, but before crawling to other people, the braver thing you can do rather than reaching out to someone is reaching out to yourself.
Since when did I become that writer with 387 wips 😀😄😃
NO CUZ THE THING IS MY FICS ARE ALREADY WRITTEN BUT THEY'RE JUST NOT EDITED AND DECORATED AND PUBLISHED *bites into a pillow until the stuffing comes out*
Random thought I wanted to get out my chest. (Turned into a vent)
I consistently try to interact with my moots/ online friends every night, and it used to be something very easy for me to do, but as time goes on and I started consistently getting six or five hours of sleep everyday, and on top of that I have a family to care for and school, I feel more sluggish and. Well. When I talk it all feels half assed low-key, even if it doesn't seem that way, it feels soulless sometimes.
Please don't take it as me hating you!! My social battery just takes a while to charge and I'm confused sometimes 🏃♀️💨💨 (whether I want to socialize with people or not but like I know I want to socialize but I also know I'm tired)
I love you all so much though, I mean it. Just because I'm not online for long periods of time doesn't mean I hate you, I just need some rest. If this isn't the perfect definition of an ambivert LMFAOOO
I have no idea exactly when, but I'll be posting a drabble this month 😙😙🫶🫶 (Hint: 🐧)
I've been on and off Tumblr for a while now, I know 😭😭 BUT IT DOESNT MEAN I'VE VANISHED FROM THE FACE OF THE EARTH
If anything, I've been writing a couple fics in private as of now, IT JUST TAKES ME FOREVER TO POST IT 🤌🤌 BECAUSE IT HAS TO BE PERFECT AND I CANT JUST PUBLISH SOMETHING THAT ISNT PERFECT 😤😤😤
So to all my moots that think I'm dead, no, I'm just an introvert that needs recharging 🫶🫶 *bashes head onto pillow*
Amidst Uni hunting, I was contacting a few universities regarding several questions I had, right? And me being 17 and inexperienced, I have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA HOW TO CONTACT UNIVERSITIES T_T LORD HELP MEEE
so. I tried my best to formulate my inquiries only for the universities to send me Google forms to fill up, asking about my personal information.
... It's been a while and there's that voice in my head telling me I've given away precious information to hackers from the dark web and random men in black ski masks will bust my bedroom window open