waitttttt fuckkkkkk I avoided recruiting Karlach before I raided the Grove on my evil run but turns out she just Knows anyway lol ☹️
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HOW CAN YOU GET THREE FEVERS AND STILL NOT GET THREE STARS!! HOW! HOW!! HOOWWWWW!! HOWWWWWWWWWWW!! HOWWWWWWW!!!!!!! HOOOOOOWWWWWWW!!! HOWWWWWWWWW!!!!! Imm gonna kill the motherfucker who made Im gonna make her mine I’m gonna kill himmm I’m gonna kill him with a rock. He will die on the 14 of august this year. DONT try to 100 a yakuza game WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE!!! WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! I’m gonna be sick #gamerrage #gamervent #ventpost #gamer #suicidewatch
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dude how would people even live without music i dont understand the people that have spotify wrapped of like. 100 minutes of music listenend to. howwwwwwwwwww music is everything
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Name: Dixon
“””Otto Sneer has been like a father to me since my mum and dad had (doesent say) underlands.”””
EHAT EHAT WHAT WHAT WGAT 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 WHAT W HAPEN EHAT WHAT WTFFF HOWWWWWWWWWWW HOW IN TGA W- 😵😵
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Girl. You wrote 65k words this year. WTFFFFFFF HOW DID YOU DO THAT. HOWWWWWWWWWWW. I rarely ever complete one chapter because then I start hating it.
Sweet anon, this ask is taking me ✨places✨ so please bear with me.
First, the how - I wrote 65k this year because I love writing (and there goes my comparing brain again - I'm sure my word count isn't even that impressive compared to others). There's nothing like the high of an idea striking you out of the blue like lightning, that compels you to chase the storyline in your head until you have a whole fic written out in your mind, even if it's 4am in the morning. Every single fic I've written has come from a moment like that, and it can be addictive.
Now, I kind of get you on the hate part - ok, maybe hate is a strong word, but there are definitely parts of writing that I don't love. And a lot of it comes from my own personality because I can't do anything by halves. When I started writing again last year, I would obsess over every single word and spend a whole week editing, moving the needle one word or one turn of phrase at a time. In the early days, I think I'd re-read a fic 10-15 times for edits before I would even think about posting.
I've mellowed a bit since, but I still have an incredibly long and rigorous editing process that honestly isn't much fun. But that's the way I'm built - deep down, I know a certain word or structure of a sentence wouldn't make much of a difference to the reader, but I owe it to the story to make sure it's as perfect as I can get it, especially when it's a fic as important to me as Palomino. The last edit for the finale alone took me 2 hours as I read every single word out loud during final revisions.
Writing just takes so much out of me every single time. I know we're meant to have fun, that this is a hobby, but for me, it's also way more than that? Like, yes, it's a hobby, but it's important to me that I give it everything I got. So yes, the stress is self-inflicted, but it's just who I am, and I don't know how to write any other way. And at the end of the day, that’s why I’m proud of everything I write, and why I’ll stand by my stories no matter what. Because I know I gave it everything.
Ok I don't know where all of that came from, excuse the word vomit, but I guess what I want to say is that I'm sure many, if not most, writers have a complicated relationship with writing. Sweet anon, I hope you find a way to write without hating it, know that deep down, we all have some sort of an antagonistic relationship with writing that ultimately comes from a place of love.
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IT’S REAL???? AS IN IT’S A REAL SCENE IN THE SHOW????? THIS IS A ‘LEAK’? HOWWWWWWWWWWW
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HOWWWWWWWWWWW TF DID YOU GET IT IN SECONDS????????????? WHATTTTTTTTTT????? ARE YOU FOR REAL MEG😭😭😭😭😭 I WANNA KNOW HOW PLEASEEEE!!!!!!!!
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AKSJSJIS I FOUND A COUPLE CODES THAT MADE EVERYTHING MAKE SENSE ALSO A FUCK TON OF CAFFEINE AND SLEEP DEPRIVATION
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HOWWWWWWWWWWW??????????????????
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i just have to write the smut but the smut isnt smutting. which means i should just replace it but idk howwwwwwwwwww i hate it here
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