#how is it 4am already???
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All I can offer are stills from a video I took 🥹
#how is it 4am already???#I guess I’m pulling an all nighter then#käärijä#bojan cvjetićanin#bojere#käärijan#tavastia 2.0#nordic tour
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Villain-coded
#Kon: I'll absolutely hang up these posters for you#it'll piss Superman off#Booster. who already hung up posters: IT'LL PISS SUPERMAN OFF??? ;-;#Ted is teaching Tim how to do the puppydog eyes#he's such a good role model#ted kord#blue beetle#tim drake#my art#dc#trying to draw stuff without a sketch layer#because my sketch layers have Problems#so I'm happy with how this turned out! :]#if its incoherent thats bc I drew it at 1am#queued it at 4am so i can't tell if it makes sense
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Ed used to think he'd be massaged to death by mermaids, but in the end the most wonderful one of all saved his life.
#emynn.op#OFMD#Edward Teach#Stede Bonnet#Ed x Stede#OFMD Spoilers#OFMD S2 Spoilers#yes I made this post already but I was annoyed with how I worded it so this is take 2#perils of posting at 4AM with high emotions
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Nine of Eight
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Finally executed on a concept I had at the beginning of the year :D Our party’s lizardfolk cleric, Sikkuhl, is normally the one doing the resurrecting, but he was slain during the BBEG boss fight - so he had to be brought back by an NPC, who just barely cleared the DC of 8 with a roll of 9, represented by the vertical stars in the image. And Sikkuhl sacrificed his left eye during our adventures, so it’s all ~connected LOL I love doing these lithograph print-style drawings so I should really do more
#there are some other campaign-based symbols as well#the moons are Katha and Ruidus#the symbol in the bottom right is half of the symbol of the Claret Order#which is the group the NPC who raised him belongs to#and the little hexagons are me not knowing how to draw a dodecahedron LOL aka the Luxon beacon#Sikkuhl is a Luxon priest#also despite the fact that the concept that spurred this whole thing was ‘eight stars representing the DC and the ninth is his eye’#I counted completely wrong and did 8 stars at first LOL#it was 4am I’m blaming that#my art#Sikkuhl#DnD personal#I actually already did another litho style drawing for this campaign I should post it
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is it just me or have qprs become the nonbinary of relationship types: they originally described a much-needed in-between/outside-of type of experience, but now people have forced them into a strict box that sort of defeats the purpose of the descriptor in the first place
like, there are tons of posts out there bemoaning the creation of a gender trinary / reinventing the binary when it comes to how people treat nonbinary gender — and I'm not nonbinary, so i probably wouldn't be able to describe all the nuances with that as accurately as if i were, but it does feel very similar to how people often discuss qprs —
to me it seems that people have gotten in their heads the concept of a new kind of relationship, in addition to platonic, romantic and/or sexual. but instead of taking it as "some people find this to be useful to describe their relationship dynamic. some do not. all of these people may have very similar or very different relationships; what's important is how the people inside the relationship think of it, rather than how it looks to outsiders," people have added it to the list of relationships and treat it the same way they do the others, in an amatonormative way.
(and note — I've gotten that description of a qpr from reading aromantic stuff online. so it's not like an all-consuming type issue, I'm not parading myself as the sole voice of reason or anything, i just think the view I've seen expressed and paraphrased above should be a lot more common and accessible. bc in my experience it hasnt been, enough)
like, as an example of what I'm talking about: i often see an aro person expressing their difficulties with feeling alone/lonely because they can't or don't want to do romance, and that they wish friendships were taken more seriously — and then the person they're complaining to says something along the lines of "yeah, it really sucks that people prioritize romance so much. but also, have you thought about a qpr?" as if it's some sort of catch-all solution, or romance substitute for lonely aros.
and i know I'm by far not the first person to say this, but people seem to have just reshuffled the relationship hierarchy rather than throwing it out entirely. romance is still on the top, but since you probably don't do that if you're aro, you can have the next best thing, which is a qpr. and then after that is friendship (see: definitions of qprs which imply that friends can't get married, live together, have sex, etc). when really ofc the goal should be relationship anarchy, with none of those relationships being inherently more intimate or serious than any of the others
and i think that is people's goal; it's in human nature, i think, to like things to be in little orderly boxes, with nothing too complicated not to fit within a label and everything completely describable with a few pithy words. I'm guilty of that too, obviously (autistic brain like categorizing), but i think it's detrimental to our ability to actually make any progress dismantling the whole amatonormativity thing, if we just set up a new system that's slightly nicer to all the aros who want and can find a qpr.
#aromantic#i don't know how much any of that makes sense (it's 4am and i should go to sleep)‚ and i think most of it has already been said before#but i haven't really noticed people talking about how qprs are kinda used sometimes as an extension#of the romance-prioritizing system‚ when that runs counter to what the term was even made for in the first place
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I’m so obsessed with the Mario family and while I’m a very hard Uncle Tony stan I’m also insanely obsessed with Auntie Marie and her daughter. I want to know all about them.
#Mario Movie#I know I know she's called Mario and Luigi's 'Neice' but come on#This is a family of 9 we have two different full group scenes with them#there's no way there's a 10th family member we haven't seen who's this kid's parents#And she looks a LOT like Marie brown eyes and lighter reddish hair than everyone else's dark brown#She's their cousin but she's like 11 years younger than them so she's more like a niece do you understand#I've been calling her Louisianna in reference to their Super Show cousin Marianna#Because we already have too many Ma names in this family lets get another Lou#I would also be down for calling her Marilyn sense that's their Niece from the super Show#Whatever whatever I just adore them both to no end you don't understand#I'm also mental about the flower on the back of her hat is it a Daisy reference? Why??#It's 4am I'm trying not to go too insane about this whole thing#I ALSO love Uncle Arthur btw don't get me wrong he's INCREDIBLE#I love the stupid lean he does at the beginning of the scene I want him to fall out of his chair#I love that he and Tony play off each other SO hard they're SO mean#idk how people thought Arthur and Pa Mario were twins when Tony and Arthur are Right There being clearly stupid close knit#This entire family is so funny never change and also tell me everything about you#Give me the Super Show reboot Nintendo I am BEGGING
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Its one of those nights were you have to listen to Yugioh 5Ds OST and let all of your neurons activate at once
#its 4am rn and im sobbing over hopeless battle they put autism in that song#and looming threat def one of the osts ever#ough i love yugioh 5ds (said in a normal and allistic way)#i should sleep i have to celebrate christmas later (at 8pm so its okay)#anyways this is a#yugioh 5ds#music appreciation post (2 tracksL#but i could gush HOURS ABOUT how much they add to the duels specifically (and i know thats what ost is supposed to do)#(and i know its probably just yugioh being my sp/in cause otherwise i dont listen to music much)#but#oooooo my god guys.#its so oved for me#random ramble#twt heard me talk about this already but i needed to get it out again.#ah so sorry
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The meower
#Queued... technically March 23rd?#I mean its march 22nd in oregon. but im not there rn lolz#either way im late. SORRY !! i forfor to queue on the 20th then i was on planes for like 21 hrs total#well no 5 of those were a layover @ the airport but#ANYWAYYYYY hi future me !!!#Howww was the trip? im on my first (second actually- its 4am of the second day if u coukd the arrival) day in Hong Kong#Its rlly hot and humid so I think im gonna die. BUT ITS ALSO SUPER COOL !!#Even just from the few hours I had out earlier its amazingggg. The lights and the buildings are so cool and theres such a fun but chaotic#atmosphere - idk if its just bcs its a big city or specific to HK?#I loveee large cities in general. New york. Tokyo. HK. thats all of the ones ive been to ig#I havent seen even close to all of HK. Im in central rn but we're goin to other parts later#Dad says the other parts are totally different- Like theres LOADS of gisnt buildings here (WAY MORE THAN U SEE IN ******!!! u know that tho#and theyre almost all residential of the ones I passed. Im sure theres offices n stuff i just didnt see them in the likd 20 minutes cab#ride lolz. U know all tuis already tho#ig what im getting at is HOW WAS THE TRIP !!!!! How was the rest of HK? WHAT WAS KYOTO LIKE??#augh soo many cool things.....#Also also !! Have you learned any mire katakana?#ive JUST learned the vowel line so maybe u lesrned the k line now too?#I cant imagine school is any different. OHH DID U FINISH THE M P 10P COMIC??#I started it and got abt one page done on the plane#I think it should only end up being two or three pages idk#Ohh !! Hows the new meds going !! I think u should have ur blood test done by now so do u know if it helped at all?#I hope soooooooooooo#Mm I think thats all I have to say .... NO WAIT HAVE U HUNG OUT W/ JACKIE??#i rlly want to b friends with her ^.^#Alright Thats all !! HAVE A GOOD DAYYYYYY I LOVE U#queue drop#weather report#WAIT EDIT DID THE TRIGUN VOLUME COME. HOW IS IT
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How things are going again… update I guess? Still can’t figure out how to read more on mobile. I’m just typing this out so it can leave my head.
#nights are really hard for me#mornings are also really hard for me#I think my jobs burning me out#and I haven’t been able to sleep very well much at all#I’ve only been getting 3-5 hours if I’m lucky because my nightmares are really bad so I usually just stay awake#I mean I have to get up at 4am anyway so what’s the point#do you know how it feels to be in pain but you can’t cry because your body’s grown so used to it?#so it feels like crying because it’s Wednesday again#which I can’t justify because tommorrow is Thursday and that is your new normal#your new normal is working so hard you don’t have the time to see your dog and your cars ac is out and you spend all your money on the room#you sleep in 15 minutes away from the office you are stuck at more than 11hoirs a day#you ask your job to adjust your schedule and they say they can’t without cutting your hours and you need the money to survive#it’s too much#but feeling this way or not feeling this way won’t make a difference because the only other options will make your living situation harder#I’m so tired but I don’t have any better options right now so I have to keep waking up and working#I feel horrible spending time with me friends because I get tired after an hour and I worry that I’ve become#too flaky or something#I can’t stay up late and I’m already stressed out so I just can’t keep up with everyone and I don’t want to be a drain#I wish my heart would just stop some times#my meds stop me from hurting myself or crying or sleeping too long but these feelings always come to me when I wake up#I’m disappointed I woke up again#I don’t want to keep doing this I don’t know how long I can keep going#my body is breaking down like my car is breaking down#I don’t want to keep doing this I need more than a day off work a week I want to see my dog I don’t want to be poor but I don’t want to#wake up just to spend all day in an office getting yelled at while my coworkers come in and leave before me#I know I can do this I know I need to keep doing this I know there’s nothing better for me than this#I shouldn’t say these horrible things out loud because they’ll just wear me down faster#there’s nothing that will help me I need to help myself#this is en endurance test and I need to keep it up because if I fail I will lose so much more than I have#I wish I could cry I wish I could break down and scream but what would be the point? it won’t help it won’t fix anything m
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the urge to write the saddest piece of writing known to man out of nowhere then disappear and do it again
#cant write the saddest thing ever cos mitski already did when she said Now ive no one to tell how i lost my best friend#but you get the point#i need to write sad things#im going insane#i already am writing sad things dont lie#but i need to be able to write it FASTER and NOT at 4am#blah blah!
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hi 🥺🥺 it's my birthday !!
if you'd like to help give a lil queer guy some more distractions from the hell world / have the opportunity to do so, please check out my stinky steam wishlist and my equally stinky xbox wishlist* 💕
* this wishlist doesn't automatically remove things when brought, so i'll try to post about / remove stuff as needed!
#txt#wishlist tag#yes some of these games i already have and that's intentional: i want to mod them-#JLKFJALFDJAJF#but uhh this isn't obligatory or nothin#and i usually hate like. putting myself out there but we stay silly ♡#i've already had a few people do some stuff for me and i'm very 🥺🥺💕#steam list should be sorted by name#and xbox wishlist is just. how it is. you can't do much with it :(#i may also rb this a few times it's almost 4am when i'm posting it ODJDKXKXK
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I'm convinced England cricket fans must not watch any other sport bc fuck me, watching them lose but at least try to attack is a lot more fun than watching, say, Southgate's England pass it round the back for 90 minutes and scrape a 1-0 win over teams they should be easily beating
#Maybe other sport just got me down bad anf they're the normal ones#Winnings fun but I'd rather an entertaining loss than a depressing slog that might result in a win but will probably still result in a loss#Idk of that even made sense but it's 4am and i already watched nre zealand forget how to cricket tonight l#Cricket talk
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I like him soooo much🫶
#and by like I mean total and complete obsession in all forms#by like I mean he consumes my every thought he is the object of all my affections and desire I need him more than I need water or air#<3thanks for ur time how is it 4am already#ghost thoughts
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Ok so im probably gonna do it anyway but I dont make my own polls often and im curious so
#ive already written out a summary of the first book from memory#its 4am so who knows if ill ever actually do it lol#this may just be 4am brain hyperfixating on a random thing and ill have no drive to do it tomorrow#the series is the grey wolves series by quinn loftis btw#its 18 books long but if i do this ill probably only review the first 7 cuz those are the ones i own and read all the way through#fun fact i used to be twitter mutuals with the author#we never spoke to each other but i followed her at some point after finishing all the books that were rel#out at the time so i could get updates on the next one and she followed me back#i also wrote one of the only crossover fics for the series on fanfiction dot net#it is unfinished and like one chapter long and when i published it the series didnt even have a tag on ff.net yet#there are only 10 fics under the tag on ff.net#and 6 on ao3#not even crossovers specifically. just in general thats how many fics there for this 18 book series#(theres also a spinoff series thats 5 books long)
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#agreeing to a 7am shift an hour bus ride away on a double exam day when I've been in a habit of waking up at 1-2pm was such a fucking stupid#and dangerous idea ughhh i direly need the money what with overdrafted accounts and several looming bills and it does pay well#but like very possibly at the cost of my classes lol. if i can even wake up in time given it's already 4am#in which grades should prob be at least kind of ok but at the likely cost of being fired#not that this job has been particularly worth it with how fucking sparse and chaotic the scheduling has been but still#idk. ugh#oh and of course I'm out of fucking coffee and the money to buy more on the day i only get one (1) hour of sleep for too 🙃🙃
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imagine Vanitas coming back in kh4 or a side game and he’s just like “hey besties!” as if the keyblade graveyard shit never happened and he didn’t claim himself as darkness and Ventus and Sora are just standing there confused
#he’s drinking a latte or smth with new boots that look like uggs bc fall girl vanitas is 100% a thing#for some reason i’m also thinking of vanitas calling them bros but specifically how pewdiepie used to say it in the intros of his videos#it’s 4am and I forgot to take my meds already 🫣#kingdom hearts
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