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Beautiful Anomaly (Part 3): Morpheus x FReader

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Morpheus x FemReader (present day, its a little hard to explain)

A couple of disclaimers:

1.) This is all based on the Netflix show and I have 0 background on the graphic novel it is based on (so don't expect it to be faithful);

2.) This is a fan work, the only benefit I derive from this is sharing it with the community.

We now come to part 3! I will admit that this might not be my best work 😅 Because I'm mainly setting up for Part 4. I am hoping I will manage to finish this story without exceeding Part 5 (Like maybe there's a Part 6 for the NSFW scenes because I know not everyone wants to read Smut so I separated it from the main story).

Like with Part 2 I will be pinning this so that there is due notice to the entire world (Aka action in rem hahaha sorry remedial law joke).

If it's your first time seeing this I encourage you to read it from the very beginning because some things might be confusing for you (especially in this chapter since I've brought some stuff back from Part 1). You can read part 1 here:

And you can read part 2 here:

I made it big so you have no choice but to notice it 😂

Taglist (if you want to be a part of the taglist just comment requesting so) : @winxschester @true-queen-of-mischief @laydreams @memento-mora @daydreamin1220 @kuchokitty @fate-huntress @igotanidea

BANG!

You awaken from the memory of your traumatic death from your last lifetime. It has been awhile since you've had a memory of yours play out in a dream. You're not sure what to make of it since you could barely remember any of the dreams you've had. But this dream, or rather this memory recently started to appear. Each time it appeared, it became more vivid.

It's almost as if the fates were trying to tell you something, while also tormenting your psyche like the sadists that they are. You aren't sure what they want from you, or if they were taunting your failure right back at you. Morpheus was still imprisoned, and you don't know what happened to Jessamy. A part of you wants to believe that she managed to escape. But all other parts of you upon reviewing what the memory has shown, it was more likely that like you she ended up dead. How you don't know, but with you dead she was definitely no longer concealed. If she didn't leave right away, she would definitely have gotten caught.

You didn't need to imagine what people could and would do to any animal they've caught that was causing them a huge inconvenience. You've had too many memories of moments that you couldn't look away from.

BANG!

Thunder strikes as the downpour of rain increases. It was rainy season in the tropical country you now call your home. Based on how strong the sounds of the downpour is, and approximately how the sky was dark enough to deceive you into thinking that you slept the whole day if it weren't for your wall clock and phone. It's about 8:30 in the morning, but because of the downpour your law school has declared that there are no classes for everyone's safety.

It was fortunate that your next class was still the day after tomorrow, allowing you some free time to think of anything other than what the legal definition of what an obligation is. You decide to send a message to a friend of yours who was a psychologist and who also had a scientific approach to interpreting your dreams. She's been doing this since high school. And you hope that she's online or at least she sees the message you've left her.

Hey, Nadia if you're free and mentally and emotionally available to give a dream analysis; I had a dream that has been recurring for some sleeps now. It gets pretty dark: I was stabbed to death multiple times and the last thing I felt was someone shooting me from behind? Well it was more vivid the last time I slept. This time I was able to see my killer's face and hair. He had on glasses and was blonde. He had a grin on his face that was so human and yet so inhuman. That must sound really weird, but its the best way I could describe it. You might be unsurprised by this, but I didn't think that committing murder would bring that much joy to anyone. If it was revenge for something I did, I'm not sure what it is. And if I'm going to die because somebody wanted revenge on me, I would at least like to know what it was before I pass.

Wondering what your dream analysis might make of this. Take care.

You didn't add that it was more of a memory of your past life. You didn't need her influenced by that fact. Maybe there was something hidden that you just weren't seeing. If it still didn't make sense to her (which you highly doubt since if given the chance she would psychoanalyze almost everything), then you would add it to your discussion. You press send, and hope that your Wi-Fi connection wasn't compromised. Even if the weather wants you to go back to sleep, you're scared to do so too soon.

BANG!

Thunder strikes the ground again. A little too close for comfort near your window sill.

This won't do.

You grab your yoga mat and set it on the floor. If anything happens, its rubber and would serve as an inductor if ever some lightning just so happens to suddenly enter indoors.

Maybe a yoga session by Sarah Beth Yoga would clear up your mind.

After you finish your session you see a message appear from someone you haven't heard from in awhile.

VF: Hello, I'm not sure if you're even awake now given our different time zones. But if you do see this and we're both online, I would really like to talk to you. I need your advice on something.

VF: Btw I hope you don't mind me changing my username.

You take a moment to briefly stretch and wipe of some of the sweat from your forehead before checking to see if he was online (he was), and before replying back.

Sure, just give me 30 minutes, then I'll vidcon you through messenger. I just finished yoga and need to freshen up.

You do your best to make yourself presentable. You unfurl your long black hair from it's fishtail braid and applied moisturizer for the sake of your skincare. Thanks to the braid, your hair has molded into what you call "controlled curls" which may still be prone to frizz because you live in a tropical climate near the equator with high humidity. But at least this way, it was much more elegant than just a chaotic mess of frizzy hair.

You briefly glance out the window to check if the rain is still strong. From the looks of it, it has lightened up enough to allow some brightness outside, and the downpour has been reduced. Good. This means the internet will be stronger.

You begin the call and a young man who was about the same age as you currently were, of Indian descent is on the screen. You couldn't help but smile as you see how much he has grown over time.

"Hello Jared."

"Hello father-um I mean mother."

"Jared my son, you know I don't mind you calling me father. That is what you called me when I conceived you in your first lifetime with your mother. And its just the two of us here. Is there something wrong with your reincarnated life?"

"No-nothing majorly wrong with my life so far - and I know you don't mind, but I want to respect your current pronouns." You see him take a breath as you see him anxious.

"What's the problem?"

"Do you...do you think its possible to regret being born?" Your eyes narrow in concern.

"Jared, what is this about?"

"Father...I'm in love. But I'm not allowed to love this person." Ah, so that's what this is about. You feel yourself relax a bit as your fears that your son from a previous lifetime was not contemplating suicide.

"And why aren't you allowed to love this person?"

"Well she's agnostic - it doesn't bother me at all - but my biological parents in this lifetime wants her to convert. But I don't want to force her into something she doesn't believe in. But my parents who has control over plenty of things in my life says its my duty to do so. Honestly father, I think they are making my life harder for rejecting the girl they wanted me to marry." He takes a breath before continuing on his rant about his love dilemma. You acquire some of the details, but that was just to supplement in making the situation clearer.

"I know its all arbitrary. I know it's all just a societal fiction and that it's not perfect-but I can't help but feel like I'm being forced to choose between the person I love and my duty as an Indian son born into a conservative family...father, I know you can't directly help me in my dilemma. And I know ultimately it is I who must make the decision. But was there ever a time you were also forced to make this type of decision? To choose between duty and love?" You can see the desperation on his face as he awaits what you have to say.

Fortunately for him, you have had experience in this.

Unfortunately, your internet connection began wavering.

But you have a solution that could possibly do more.

"I'll show you my memories. My internet is wavering right now so we will need to go there anyway. Close your eyes and relax then reach into the bond we share as parent and child. I shall see you there." He nods before turning off his end of the call. You go to your sofa and lie down on it, closing your eyes and relaxing yourself you find the bond you share with Jared among the part of your mind that contained the bonds you share with all your other children. In your mind's eye, those that are colored are children from previous lifetimes that are still alive. But as of now the bonds are either gray which means they have died; or some of the grey bonds have a colored glow to them. These are the ones that have been reincarnated, and Jared's bond is grey with a glowing color that is in between yellow and orange. Or at least that's the closest description you can come up with.

You reach out and mentally touch the bond and it brings you into a sprawling garden. Jared was in the center seated on the ground with his back hunched forward.

"Stand up Jared, its time I showed you some of my memories." You wave a hand changing the environment into a starry night in a beach.

"Are you going to show me how you fell in love with Morpheus?" You chuckle with a bittersweet tone.

"I know its hard to believe, but I've had other loves before I realized my feelings for Morpheus. What I'm about to show you is probably one of my if not the first actual romance I've had in the early days of humanity." You see your past form, a clearly female warrior bringing her weapons to a hidden cave in the beach.

"I was the leader of my tribe's warriors. Everyone was counting on me for plenty of things, but most of all they were counting on me to give them a victory of any kind." You see your past self peek in to see if there was a fire, fortunately there was. It means he was inside.

"The man I fell in love with was in the same position as mine. His name was Orkis, and after having fought enough times on the battlefield and almost always ending in a stalemate, we decided to approach an alternative tactic to resolving the conflict between both of our tribes." Beside the fire that warmed the cave was an attractive man with lean muscle encased in a broad frame. His black hair was straight and went past his shoulders and ended in the middle of his upper arm. His eyes didn't part from the flames, but the moment your past self's steps were heard, the tension from his body was released.

"You're late." His baritone voice said. Loud enough for you to hear, but soft enough that it was only you who could hear.

"I can't just leave the festivities too early. Everyone will suspect I am up to something."

"Tsch, you are up to something. Secretly meeting with the leader of your rival tribe."

"Oh come on, is that all I am to you?" Your past self goes closer to Orkis, laying down her weapons as a sign of goodwill. Once she was close enough, he grabbed her waist and placed you on his lap and looks into her eyes.

"Hildiko, please don't ask me that ever again. If I could marry you right now, I would. If I could lay you down here and ravish you till you are pregnant with my child, I would..." A look of understanding was shared between them.

She sighs.

"...but we can't. We may have plans but they are still so fragile." She presses her forehead against his. You remember how hurt you were, you hate remembering how painful this is...

But Jared needs to know this lesson.

"What if we eloped? Started our own tribe?"

"You don't mean that. You love your brother. You're one of the few people he trusts. And even though he is my rival leader, I respect him enough not to steal his commander and sister away from him." She buries herself in his embrace, upset but understanding that he has seen through her. You take a glance at Jared who has a confused look on his face.

"The context is that my brother is technically the chief of our tribe."

"Technically?"

"His legs were amputated to prevent an infection of gangrene from his last raid. Because of that injury he gave the martial side over to me, his then second in command while he ruled over none martial matters in the tribe. Politically this also solved any dispute or issue since the power is still kept within our family." You both turn back to the scene unfolding before you.

"Do you think it's going to be our last night together?"

"If not tonight then one of these nights. Neither your brother or my best friend is willing to change their minds. No matter how much we've used our influence on them." She sighs as she straightens her back against his chest. He rests his head at the crook of her neck and shoulder.

"You know what pains me?"

"What?"

"I actually understand where both of them are coming from. And if our places had been switched, I may even probably make similar choices."

"Its why you haven't left your place by your brother's side." You feel yourself tear up as you watch your past self struggle to keep her despair within herself.

"Sometimes I ask myself why does it have to be this way? Why do we need to fight each other? Why do we need to die to protect our way of life?" She begins to shed tears as she turns to look at the man she has fallen in love with.

"And then...both you and my inner voice remind me why...we're simply doing what we believe is right. None of us wants to be treated as less than what we are. And both our people are too stubborn to give any of that up." Orkis smiles sadly at her.

"We're too selfless to serve anything lesser than the greater good." He places her back into his chest.

"Even if it means that we will have to endure this heartbreak."

"Father I don't understand. Why couldn't the two of you have just gotten married and united everyone into one tribe?"

"It's not that simple. My tribe sees women as equals and it is the reason why I am even considered a martial leader. The tribe of Orkis is patriarchal and to add to that, they have a history of enslaving and sacrificing survivors of defeated rival tribes. Even if I were to marry Orkis as a political move, it wouldn't be seen as an equal partnership. It would be seen as willing surrender and subjugation even though that is not the case. The quality of life of my tribe would still decline since people from his tribe may use me. That's not everything of course since I've forgotten many of it by now. But the point is that even a marriage still wouldn't solve anything."

"So what happened?" With a wave of your hand, the scene shifts to a battlefield. Among the many dead bodies was your past self lying on top of Orkis.

You wish you could turn your eyes, but you for Jared's sake you need to watch this alongside him.

Your past self reluctantly positions a dagger above your beloved's heart. His hand guiding yours.

"Hildiko...come on...you can do it." She begins to cry; this was going to be the last time.

"Beloved, you need to do it. You have defeated my forces...this is the only thing left to do before you can claim victory over us-"

"Can't I say a few words first?" He gives a small nod. The end was near for him, and he of all people knows that her confidence is a special thing to have earned.

"Someone once told me that when desires are left unchecked they lead to despair. And yet when I sacrifice my own desires for desires that I know serves the greater good, I still encounter despair anyway." She caresses his face, savoring the last few moments he will be alive.

"I knew that the moment I realized I loved you more than I should. And yet you've always somehow inspired me to keep doing the right thing, even if we both knew it might lead to this."

"There are some things that are more important than a forbidden love like ours."

"...I know." She takes a breath before looking back at his eyes.

"Hildiko, why are you delaying the inevitable?"

"Just give me a few more moments." You hear some warriors that are coming your way. They still have some distance to run or walk but they will be here soon.

"Thank you, Orkis." You see her give him one last kiss on the lips before she stabs the dagger into his heart.

You remembered how clean the cut was.

He wasn't in pain for long. You made sure of that.

"What are you trying to tell me? That I should obey my parents?" The environment returns to the garden that you've seen when you first entered.

"That is something for you to decide. I made my choices based on what I thought was right at that time. And a part of me regrets not doing more to seduce him into having a child with me. But Jared, I would like to point out something." He turns to look at you.

"The circumstances when I made that decision is entirely different from yours. Back then, the freedom of my tribe was at stake, among other things. But you don't have to endure that burden...even if you may feel like you do. Take some time away from both your parents and the person you love. Perhaps that may enlighten you."

"I'm still confused father, aren't there lifetimes wherein you definitely chose love over duty? I recall you saying that there were lifetimes wherein you had both a wife and a husband."

"Yes I did. My love is for all whom I give it to. And looking at it now after revisiting the first love that got away...some of those lifetimes wherein I chose the alternative-especially if I had no burden on my shoulders-was me trying to not make the same choice again when it wasn't necessary."

You both hear someone vaguely call out to him.

"It seems that is all the advice I could give you now. Either way, I hope you end up happy my son."

"...Thank you, Father" The two of you embrace before you gently guide his consciousness out of the bond. Once his consciousness was on its way to physically waking, you make your own exit from the bond.

You awaken and a glance to your window shows that the rain is starting to end since now it's more of a shower. And yet somehow you showing your son those early distant memories left you feeling more emotional than before.

Then a presence enters the room.

"How may I be of service Despair?" You didn't need to glance towards her to know she was delighted by your current mental and emotional state.

"Why, I am just here to be of service to you. After all you are the one who still has some regrets about Orkis." Oh please. as if that wasn't the most blatant half-truth that you've ever heard.

"As if you aren't planning something with Desire and probably using me. I may not know how-" You give her a sharp disapproving look.

"-but its not going to end well for me or for others."

"Now hold on Life." She replies louder than usual. It's been awhile since anyone has called you by that name.

"Your emotions were the one who called to me. I don't need to be here to reap its rewards."

"And yet you are here anyway." She grins at you. By its own nature it makes you uncomfortable.

"There's something blocking those cries of despair within you."

"I placed that block there, even I couldn't go on living if I just remained in the misery of what could have been instead of actually being present in the moment."

"Then maybe while you're free today, maybe you could remove that mental block of yours and finally let out those cries of yours." She didn't bother to hide her excitement at even just the concept of you actually doing that.

"Something's up. And you and Desire want me to go insane with any outward expression of what I thought about my time with Orkis."

"Well what do you have to lose? And is it really so hard to imagine that Desire and I are also doing this so you could be happier?"

"YES! It's very hard for me to imagine that right now. If this was in one of my earlier lifetimes then maybe I could give you two the benefit of the doubt. But even that has it's limit."

"Oh stop denying yourself Life. Inside you know you need to experience such heartbreak. Especially since you are responsible for the death of Jessamy."

Wait

What?

"What do you mean?"

"Oh you didn't know" Her grin widens as she sees the shock to your face.

"Jessamy died trying to break the glass cage which imprisoned Dream. The moment you started losing consciousness, she went to work trying to break it from the side - right on front of him might I add - and she was shot from behind by Alex Burgess."

No

NO

"No, No, this can't be - you're lying! You must be lying!" Despair begins laughing and it made you more uneasy.

"I'm just the one who delivered the message to you in this lifetime. If you don't want to believe me then ask Death." You feel a pain in your chest as you feel tears begin to shed once again.

The bullet you felt from the back.

That wasn't for you.

You were already dying.

It was because of your bond with Jessamy that you felt her final moments and together you died.

"Yes...that's it Life...release your despair for Jessamy." You feel her go nearer to you as you feel yourself become even more miserable.

Would she have still been alive if you had waited for more time?

Would she hate you for not being able to protect her?

"You fell in love with Orkis because both of you were too selfless to achieve your own desires. Both of you would do what you thought was right. And what happened now hmm?" Some memories from your past lives quickly flash through your mind.

Times when you chose to become hedonistic and as a result, those who were close to you hated you or became envious of you.

Times when you chose to become selfish and the world ended up bringing you into despair anyway.

Despair, it lead there one way or the other.

It was unavoidable.

And you feel yourself crying out more and more.

"That's it Life... Those doubts that you have in your head... Those endless possibilities of what you could have done something differently...All those regrets...Let it feed your despair" You feel her satisfied with what she has made you do.

"You and other beings despair over the desires you can't have. Why not release the mental block in your mind? Release it while you are open to your emotions now."

"What...good...will that do me?" You ask in between sobs.

"Because once you have fueled me with the despair you have within you, for the choices you've made so far... you could finally feed your own selfish desires."

And then you woke up from your own self-pity.

So that's why they want you to remove your mental block.

Without the mental block you have placed on some memories and things about yourself, life would be more chaotic than it already was. Allowing the main fuels of life onwards to be more primal, more ruthless than it already was.

Despair and Desire would have more power.

But then again, you doubt that they know that there's more to life than that. It's why you fell in love with Orkis, even though your love did not produce a child. If life was only about an endless chain of self-pity and unhindered selfish desires then you lose the beauty and nuance of the bonds formed and shared.

The beauty in the little things like waking up to your favorite meal.

The beauty in achievements finally made after a long journey.

The beauty in the community that offers the social bonds that we crave for.

The beauty to dream of something better for yourself and for the world.

Would these still exist if you removed your mental blocks? Perhaps. But it would also be overshadowed by the paradigm that Desire and Despair have in mind if left unchecked and unbalanced by other things.

You calm yourself down and you notice that Despair was still there. But this time she wasn't as happy as she was earlier.

So, she has noticed that you've connected the dots too.

"I will admit, you've done a good job in almost convincing me to do something I will definitely regret later had I only listened to you." You grab a tissue nearby as you wipe away any remaining tears as you glare at her direction.

"I am well aware of the choices I've made. Do I regret some of them? Perhaps. And some people would choose to wallow in self-pity blinded by their past mistakes, hindering them from what they could have become." You stand up with your back straightened and your eyes narrowed.

It's about time to remind the twins about a few things.

"You have definitely made your points. And they are true, but not entirely. You and Desire seem to have forgotten that beings have the ability to choose not to pursuit life simply based on despair and desire." You feel yourself smirking as you see unease creep into her face.

"If the two of you were the only things that life is about - or that life should be about - then I wouldn't be this complicated in the first place. Yes, you two are near inevitable parts of life, but you are not the only ones that matter. Any being with the capacity to dream has the agency to choose what stories to tell themselves and how they should act upon it." You walk towards her, this time you feel your own rage and power fuels each step you make. And her body makes it way backwards in response.

"This, Despair dear, is why Dream is your older sibling. Born from the first subconscious thoughts I've made. And formed stories based on the stories I formed in the waking world as I lived my life. Which stories I chose to tell myself and which ones I continue believe in also resulted in yours and Desire's births. You two are only parts making up a whole of what beings experience in their lifetimes. Including your own. Take some time to remind this to Desire as you tell them of your failed attempt at convincing me to tear down all of my mental walls." You see her prepare to leave. If you were being honest with yourself you could have forced her out of there.

But a part of you wanted some sort of petty revenge for what she and Desire had almost made you do. You were still pissed off.

"Those mental blocks are there not simply because I don't want to visit those memories. As you've seen, I could visit them anytime, and have just done so with my son. Those boundaries are there to allow me to actually live. If all I did was contemplate about what could have been, then I couldn't actually live out what's happening in the moment. And if that were the case, then I wouldn't be fulfilling my duties. Without them I may have just simply become paralyzed and insane at replaying the same story over and over again...much like how you are stuck in the same story of your jealousy for me." To your satisfaction she reacts with unease even though she tried to control it on front of you.

"I'm-I'm not stuck. You're making things up now to escape your feelings."

"Oh I am very well aware of my feelings. I am empowered by the conscious mind remember? That includes yours, and your hidden jealousy at how in your flattering opinion, I am one of the few beings that actually looks good in the Crocs classic clog and your own insecurity at not being able to measure up to me. It's all about balancing your outfit Despair dear. Ah yes, balance, a concept that you and your twin seem to not fully understand." She abruptly leads. Pride severely wounded as she was fed with some little despair of her own.

That'll teach them for awhile.

It's time to do some actual work for awhile. Especially when you're trying to take a break from matters concerning Endless beings. Later just after you finish your dinner you receive a message from Nadia.

Nadia: A recurring dream may point to a memory. And it is common for victims to show signs of trauma. You say that this is a recent dream? Perhaps, it could be something unresolved deep within your subconscious. Trying to tell you to confront the source of your trauma (either recent or past trauma). The fact that this time you were able to make out details of your perpetrator may indicate that your subconscious is showing you that you know the source of your trauma that has lay untreated. That's so far what I could pick up from what you've told me.

Unresolved trauma. That seems to be the running theme for today.

You grab a candle from your stash. You aren't certain if what Despair told you was the entire truth about Jessamy, you were certain that your fears were confirmed.

It wasn't that Jessamy was never going to die. All things have an eventual end. It was that she died while trusting you to help her free Morpheus.

She had died in vain.

And you're not sure if Morpheus...if he would even speak to you again for your failure. A part of you hopes that at the very least he would tell you to never speak to him again. His anger would be easier over and dealt with so you wouldn't have to spend the rest of your relatively immortal life wondering.

A part of you is hoping to at least have the chance to apologize. He has every right to hate you, but you at least want to state your side.

With the candle lighted on your normally cluttered desk. You bow your head as you say a brief mental prayer for Jessamy. To whom, you're not sure anymore. Maybe to any God or being who governs over the souls of ravens. She deserved eternal rest. Her reward for dying doing what she believed to be right.

And before you knew it, you found yourself crying. This time in grief for Jessamy whom you knew was gone.

Grief which lead to the first time in awhile to a dreamless sleep.

It wasn't long before Death finally made a social visit to you. You thought the doorbell was your online order delivering the latest BYS eye cosmetics to your doorstep. You were rushing to get the cash you had prepared for this moment only to see a familiar face amused by your rush towards the door.

"I'm sorry I'm not your latest Shopee Mall order, but if its any compensation; I now understand why Despair was so jealous of your fashion sense in this lifetime."

"Oh come on in Death, there's a reason why the living room exists." You roll your eyes but you also couldn't hide the smile sneaking in your expression.

"Out of curiosity, was that a new acquisition that you've worn out by your almost endless walking in your apartment?" Her eyes were directed at the pair of baby blue crocs clogs on your feet.

"No. My father bought these back in around 2006 or 2007 when he was on a business trip to Singapore. Before leaving my mom drew an outline of my feet and cut it out for him to bring. And regardless of what everyone else thinks I refuse to stop wearing them. They still fit me and they still work. Not everyone may like how they look, but I'm one of the few who genuinely love them."

"As you are with all things you consider priceless valuables." She settles in the couch wherein you finally notice what type of bracelets she was wearing.

"You're copying me!"

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"I let the Lapis Lazuli bracelets go because they were in vogue during the Eastern Roman Empire and I was male back then so I had to live vicariously through you. But those-" you point to the two bracelets on her wrist.

"Are deliberate choices that I first showed off to you." You show off the bracelets you were wearing on your left wrist.

"Hmm and how do you know it's not just mere coincidence?" She raises an eyebrow, daring you to respond.

Oh come on. You weren't born yesterday.

"Because I can't think of why you would choose to wear bracelets that are made of Kunzite and Topaz beads other than me wearing them to show my love for Kunzite and Sailor Venus as a couple." A moment of silence followed before she resigned and leaned back at her seat.

"Okay, okay, you caught me. It's also to show my solidarity with you."

"There's more to it than that isn't there? Not to be judgmental but those two brightly colored bracelets aren't going well together with the rest of your casual goth outfit." Her expression slowly becomes a little more serious. It was still a pleasant one, but you could sense there was some news that may affect you.

"Are you sure you're okay? Revisiting those old memories with your first memorable romance must have brought up some feelings."

"Not you too"

"I'm just checking in. Orkis was one of your first memorable loves. And I can say he has had quite an impact on you till now whether you want to admit it or not."

"Death...doesn't all love, whether it's romantic or otherwise, impact a being one way or the other? You've said it yourself, just because they are gone, doesn't mean I've stopped loving them. Orkis wasn't the only love of mine who was 'the one who got away' but the time we did share was still important. And over time that value has grown." Her expression is that of contemplative understanding.

"Is this why you love the relationship between Kunzite and Venus?"

"Yes, and before you say anything I know I'm predictable." She raised her hands in surrender. As if saying she wasn't trying to say anything, but her eyes say otherwise.

"Both of them were in the same position of being leaders of their respective groups to guard the Prince Endymion of the Earth and Princess Serenity of the Moon. Both of them are serious about their duties. They share an understanding that if things were to go wrong, they would pick the sides of their lieges without any question...this may not all be canon. I know that Naoko Takeuchi wasn't given the time to truly explore their relationship. And the crumbs that we've been shown in Code name: Sailor V are simply prompts to fuel headcanons...but there is something familiar in the way that her story ends before meeting with the rest of the Inner Senshi." You take a sip of water and a deep breath before continuing.

"Throughout Code name: Sailor V Aino Minako had conflicting feelings about being an ordinary girl who dreams of one day being a pop idol and her call towards serving Princess Serenity. And all this time, Phantom Ace had played with her feelings-probably because he too was conflicted-and as luna-whiskers have said on a tumblr post; it was when she began to actually act like Sailor Venus in her past life that he simultaneously fell in love with her and experienced heartbreak." Your back straightens as you meet Death's eyes. Now is not the time for any doubts or ambiguities when it came to your feelings on this matter.

"That is how I feel about Orkis; the values that he had which made me fall in love with him is also what caused me heartbreak...and to become better than I was before. Unlike Phantom Ace I'm not bitter about it. I'm thankful that I had that love no matter how short it was. It's what reminds me that there are more important things than just selfish desire and despair. And while I may not be cursed to always choose duty over love - my own history could tell you otherwise of my selfish acts - sometimes I feel that the freedom of all life to make their own mistakes and achievements...is worth more than the post-coital bliss of a tryst or a romantic moment in a fair midday weather."

"And yet you have also experienced why sometimes people choose to be selfish."

"I never said I was immune to selfishness. My daughter Melike whom you've helped me give birth to was a product of such selfishness."

"My point is that out of all the anthropomorphic beings, you out of all of us have more insight and nuanced about these things. It is the nature of your function; to live life. And you've said it before, it is all about balance."

"I know, the extreme of one has dire consequences. And that's not even considering that life and the entire world is more nuanced than the mortal mind could comprehend...That's why I still fondly love Orkis. I hope he at least gets his rest after what we've had to endure in that lifetime. Had it not been for him, I think I would have been more susceptible to the whims of Desire and Despair."

"How about to the whims of Dream?" She has a knowing look that you do all that you can to resist from showing your annoyance.

"Morpheus is a storyteller. He governs the subconscious. I'd like to believe that if he was free from his imprisonment, his whims would affect my life and the lives of others the way he has always done. I don't think any change would come from that." You take another drink of your water.

And like many friends, that's when she tells you the news.

"He's free now."

You spit out the water that was in your mouth.

"What?"

"Ugh hand me a tissue please."

"That's what you get for your timing."

"I was curious if it would work on you. And I tried to dodge it."

"Serves you right." You place a box of tissue at the center of your table as you both wipe off the remnants of your reaction.

"How?"

"He broke himself free."

"Someone fell asleep in his presence?"

"Why don't you ask him yourself and summon him when you sleep?"

"No" You shake your head fervently.

"After my failure in my last lifetime, I highly doubt he wants to see me again."

"Huh, why? Because you weren't able to rescue him?"

"Jessamy died because of me." It comes out a little more harshly than you intended. But Death at least doesn't take notice and her expression becomes a mixture of confusion and annoyance.

"That wasn't your fault. And if you want to be really technical about it, she died because of him and Alex Burgess too."

"She was a dear friend of his and I failed to protect her. Why would he even talk to me in the first place?"

"Okay that's it." She stands up and walks on front of you.

"First off, you were his friend too, much longer before Jessamy even existed; Secondly, Jessamy would've attempted to help him and would've been a lot more reckless with it had she done so alone; and Finally, you, Life, were there. I may not know how he personally feels, but knowing him there is no way he would hold you in contempt."

"And if he does and it turns out he never wants to see me again unless its for professional concerns?"

"Agh-look if you want to know and settle this so you can finally move on, then summon him in your dreams."

"The last time we've talked in my dreams my feelings were hurt."

"That was plenty of lifetimes ago. And trust me, from what I've seen before he made his long overdue meeting with Hob Gadling, he has started to change. And from what I remember he left you alone upon your request the last time you two met in your dreams."

"Still-I don't feel ready for that yet." She crosses her arms and raises an eyebrow.

"He's not going to come unless you call him."

"Thank you, Death. But I'm not ready yet. Not now at least." At that moment, you both hear the doorbell ring. Your delivery has finally arrived.

"Look, the important thing is that he is starting to change. He has asked me how I cope and connect with humanity. He has been studying me intently as I do my work. He's starting to make a serious effort with it now." You turn back to her as you go back inside with a package in your hands.

"I need some time to process what I've learnt today." You see her sigh. Clearly this wasn't the result she wanted.

"Food for your thoughts before I leave. Maybe you thought you've found your Kunzite and have resigned to a fate like Sailor Venus. But maybe the answer was to be with someone who doesn't make you choose between your duty and love. Like what you've said to Despair, it's all about balance."

And she left.

So he was out.

Your emotions were mixed and sometimes conflicting. On one hand you were relieved that he finally was free and that you don't have to worry about him anymore. On the other hand, now that he was free and given the last time you were with him was when you died you feel reluctant in even contacting him. On one hand maybe he can give you insight on the recurring memory giving you nightmares. But on the other hand why would he bother helping you when you failed to help him?

These were the thoughts that dwelled in your mind as you took your time reflecting and healing. You've lately had semi-trouble getting to sleep which involved you searching up youtubers with calming voices and that had videos that were at least 20 minutes long to get you to become drowsy. Sleep podcast was really good. Sometimes you would put on one of illuminaughtii's videos since if you were drowsy her voice was really good in drowning out all other noise while not being too distracting. Asmr videos gave you a special kind of tingle that was too distracting for actual deep sleep.

As you drifted to sleep and allowed your subconscious to take over. Sometimes some words would linger that you vaguely remember.

Deep

Sacrifice

Shown

Moved

Change

Given how you tended to have a wild imagination anyways, a part of you wondered if it was just some remnants from your "Drift to sleep" videos that your brain just so happened to latch on to. You didn't think much of it. The human brain eagerly searches for patterns it could find in nature. It's what it was designed to do.

Even though sometimes words were simply what they are. No hidden message from the universe. Some words were more memorable to your brain and these just so happen to be some of them.

It wasn't until much later when after a family dinner and your parents brought you back to your solitary apartment that you've found an unexpected visitor sitting on your couch.

"Morpheus" He makes a move to stand.

"I'm here"

"...Yes you are." You place your handbag on a nearby wall hanger before turning back to him.

"I haven't called you."

"I've decided to come to you. You've said we have some things to discuss once I'm free of my imprisonment. And based on recent events a part of me thinks that you if I had just kept waiting for your call, you might either never use it or you may someday forget to."

"What made you think that?" He moves closer to you. Each step held a confidence that felt familiar and yet new to you.

"Because unlike Calliope, you aren't imprisoned. You could end this lifetime not even talking to me. Which is something that I could no longer bear."

"Then why here? In the waking world where my domain is, why come here? You could have easily just came into my dreams wherein I wouldn't have the power to stop you." He now stands before you. Close enough that you can feel some semblance of his breath, but far enough that you can feel your personal space is still present.

"So that you wouldn't think its just me playing with your mind. Or that its your own mind tricking you into imagining what I want to tell you." You nod. That's all you could do. One of the disadvantages of being in the waking world is that you couldn't just simply wake up and escape from it.

But if you were going to have this conversation you might as well get it over with.

Just like the last time you've talked face-to-face, you sit across each other with a coffee table in between the two of you. But this time no food or beverages were present. It was in the midst of night in the waking world, and somewhere either nearing to or just past midnight.

"I'm sorry" The two of you say at the same time. And from his expression, he was just as startled as you are.

"Why are you apologizing? You have nothing to apologize for."

"It's because of me that Jessamy died. And if you never want to speak to me again-"

"How could you think that? Have you not recalled all of your memories? It's not your fault that she died no matter how painful it is for the both of us."

"But we failed you - I failed you - you trusted me with her and yet she and I died at the same time. And we didn't even manage to set you free." He becomes increasingly astonished. You refuse to delude yourself into thinking that had it been a lighter subject perhaps he would have smiled. A small smile, but nevertheless a smile.

"You didn't fail me or Jessamy. Had you refused to help her she might have been more reckless than she would have been. And she might have been dead sooner than either of us would have liked."

"Still, being imprisoned for an entire century could not have been easy on you." He closed his eyes as if to restrain the painful memories associated with his experiences.

"It was torture."

"Which is why I'm surprised why you aren't angry at me. Maybe I should have just sneaked in and died sleeping within your presence."

"How-How could you undervalue yourself so?" His look shook his head and looked at you incredulously.

"Out of everyone who could have came to my aid, it was only you and Jessamy who did so. You were one of the last ones I would have thought who would, since our last meeting before then was..."

"I know...I was really upset with you."

"Which is why indirectly I've seen how you have truly done your best to not only free me, but to also keep Jessamy safe." You take a breath as you momentarily close your eyes.

"That doesn't change the fact that she would have been alive if I was the only one who -"

"Don't" His tone was semi-commanding. Not enough to be a direct order, but nevertheless there was authority in his voice.

"That was the one plan that I least favored. I never wanted to see you die, even though I knew it was part of your functions and that it was necessary for life to continue. It was painful the first time I saw you die not long after you've lost Orkis, and I knew I didn't want to see you go through with it again. Even if it was for my sake."

"Is that why both you and Death were there?"

"As you began to enter into the dreaming, you were stuck and began to flicker in and out. I decided to go to the waking world to see what might have been the cause. And in your sleep, assassins were killing you, and Death was simply waiting for you." Your eyes widen at this new information.

"I couldn't bear to see you suffer for long, at that point I thought the nightmares I've created were sufficient to frighten even the most stoic of mortals. But to see you being stabbed while gagged and blindfolded was just so painful for me; and so I asked my sister if I could give you a peaceful sleep since you were already in the dreaming." Realization dawns on you.

"And she allowed it."

"She did."

"Is this why she escorted me from the dreaming?"

"Yes, and I knew at that point that I couldn't see you die on front of me. Not again."

A moment of silence hangs in the air.

"Then when the Corinthian killed me..."

"It was worse. Unlike the first time I could feel your pain this time. And..." He momentarily bows his head.

"It was my own creation that killed you."

"Morpheus" Oh no, you knew where this was going. He didn't need to say it.

"You're not responsible for how your creations think. If that were the case then I wouldn't have had any arguments with my own children every now and then." From what you can see, the corner of his lips instinctively moved up.

"Lucienne told me something similar recently. When we were dealing with the Vortex." You feel anxiety rising in your heart.

"There's a vortex?"

"Don't worry, both it and the Corinthian has been dealt with." He tells you in a comforting tone.

"How come I wasn't pulled towards it?"

"You very rarely get involved when there is a vortex. It is mainly the Endless who do get involved most of the time."

"That doesn't mean I don't want to help. Especially since it potentially involves the eradication of all current life in this world and universe."

"It was not your battle to fight. The fates or whomever is responsible for assigning you your circumstances had deliberately placed you in a location that is far away from the conflict." No matter how comforting his tone was it still feels like you were left out of a problem that you may have helped in.

"Where did this happen exactly?"

"Florida, USA"

"Oh...you may be right. We're 12 hours ahead more or less." Briefly you recall something that he had just said.

"You say that the Corinthian has been dealt with? How?"

"He was manipulating the powers of the vortex for his own personal means. He inspired an entire generation of serial killers who sought joy in killing people." Blood drains from your face and a part of you feels that you are getting pale.

"Oh my."

"But I managed to reabsorb him. I hope to improve his creation the next time I find time to work on him." You feel yourself sigh in relief. At least that was dealt with. The air around you both had become so dour that you decide to lighten the mood a little.

"Is it strange that I feel upset that I wasn't allowed to punch him in the balls before then?" You see him make a small smile as his eyes gaze back at yours. But then his expression turns back to remorse.

"I am sorry for hurting you. Especially during our last conversation in your dreams." He stands up and slowly goes to your side.

"You've said that last time that unless I have an answer for you about why I didn't ask you first before going to Hob to learn about humanity...I should leave you alone." You feel your heart breaking and your eyes couldn't help but start to water a little bit.

"Morpheus that was in the past. I don't hate you anymore."

"Life...please allow me to make amends." This was the first time in a long time since he called you that. He normally sticks to calling whatever birth name you were given with the understanding that it's just you in a different form.

"I won't excuse myself for what I have done. You're right, I have no good reason not to talk to you when among all the beings personified, you out of everyone is the most tied with humanity. The rest of us Endless only have glimpses of what it could be like to be a part of humanity. But you actually live with them, know the nuances that I have just learned that I was ignorant of. While they are indeed mortal, they have their own wisdom which I am now trying to learn." He pauses briefly to gather his thoughts.

"And you were right, Hob is only one perspective...Will you help me learn more?"

Ba dum

Ba dum

This was unexpected. Never in eons have you thought he would ask this kind of request from you.

"Morpheus, I must warn you that even I don't know everything there is to life. My past lifetimes...sometimes they are books in a mental library that I have."

"That's more than fine. I want to know more."

"Listen, I don't know what you've experienced so far. But based on what you're doing, you have gained so much insight from your experience. Which is why if you want to know more, you will need to visit the waking world much more often. And if you need some clarification, I could tell you what I think." He nods but you can tell from the rest of his body that it wasn't the arrangement he was hoping for.

"I'm not asking you to neglect your duties in the dreaming, but I think frequent visits to the waking world every now and then would be instrumental to your education. And no, books cannot be a sufficient replacement for experience. They are a great supplement, yes, but they shouldn't be treated as a replacement for actual experience when possible."

"You expect me to just randomly observe humans in the waking world when I have just asked that you guide me?"

"Well unlike the other relatively immortal beings, I have a mortal life to live and law school to study for and graduate from. I'm not always available to your whims." He raises an eyebrow at you. Not in disbelief, but more of a reaction.

"And what if a large part of those visits would be visits to you? When you are free of course." Hmm that could work.

However

"If that's the case then we'll need to make up a story for you and how we came to know each other. Also no offense but your current appearance is going to make you stand out as some Caucasian foreigner here. I may not mind it, but you may want to adapt a form that would blend in well with everyone else. Maybe someone who is mestizo? That's mixed blood by the way. I'm considered a Chinese Mestiza because of my mother's side-"

"Easily solved, but to you I shall appear as I am." You nod and you briefly glance at the window and notice the sky slowly lightening up. Well it's a good thing that it was a national holiday and there was no classes for you to attend to.

"You say that I'm not a failure. How am I not?" This was the first time you've seen him give you a genuine smile.

"Where do I begin? You have kept me company during my confinement. I missed hearing you after your death. I missed listening to you think of ideas on how to help me escape. I missed you getting worried for both me and Jessamy but for some reason you've always placed yourself last. I even missed hearing about your thoughts outside of rescuing me. Such as how the bastardized Indian restaurant near the Inn was only a success because nobody has had genuine Indian cuisine. When you were gone, it was then that I realized how alone I was. It was your presence and your random observations that made being imprisoned much more bearable than I realized. Even when Roderick Burgess died soon after your final moments, somehow I suffered more having felt both you and Jessamy die." The room starts to light up as the sun slowly rises and the yellow hues begin entering from the windows.

"If you are looking for a more tactical answer, then you also provided me with valuable information that was instrumental to my escape and provided me a glimmer of hope for the rest of my imprisonment."

"And what was that?"

"The magical barriers in the minds of the occultist members. You've correctly deduced that this is what is protecting their subconscious from me, thus preventing me from entering the Dreaming even if they were to be asleep in my presence. One of the occultists have accidentally done so but when I even attempted to do so, it blocked me right away. I had to endure for a long time until they had decided to give me guards that didn't have the magical barriers." You feel your eyes widen an your mouth instinctively opens.

"You waited till the remaining occultists have died out and for ordinary people to be the ones guarding you."

"It also helped that Alex Burgess has accidentally broken the ritual circle containing me with his wheel chair. After that, all I had to do was wait for one of my guards to fall asleep. The moment I felt the subconscious act up, I immediately pulled him in and tricked him into breaking the glass." It was only then that you've noticed that he was a lot closer than you expected him to be. In your periphery, you notice that the room is now filled with natural early morning light.

"I did not expect that piece of information to have been so helpful. It seemed such an annoying obstacle when I was trying to make escape plans." He gives you a tender look. One that you almost don't recognize.

And yet he's here giving it to you now.

"Don't you see how you are the reason for my hope? You helped set me free. You managed to keep Jessamy safe for as long as you can. And when you had no reason to, you chose to help me, even if the only help you had was myself and Jessamy … why would I hate you?"

You didn't have an answer. And looking into his eyes, you want to believe that there may be a chance …

… but you have been burnt before. But this time, maybe instead of killing that hope, you can at least temper it with some realistic expectations.

Before you can reply and before he could add more, your phone vibrates.

You can check that later.

But it is time you've gotten some sleep.

"Thank you, for that insight. I didn't realize that's how you saw me."

"Those are facts." You stand up to stretch and allow movement back into your muscles. As much as you don't want to be rude to Morpheus, you couldn't help but be curious to what kind of message you've received.

A grin creeps into your face with a matching squeal.

Emira: Hey mom, it's me Melike. I'm officially a freshman in our Law School! So far the homework's been okay, but I'm hoping we could meet up. I screwed up my first recitations and I don't know my way around yet. When are you free? Also, I really loved your deep blue blazer.

"Something the matter?" You turn towards him not bothering to hide a smile.

"Not really. Melike, one of my children who has a reincarnation in this lifetime is now officially one of my schoolmates. She's the sultan's daughter that I died giving birth to. Her name in this time is Emira and she's just 2 years younger than me this time around."

"You spoke with her through your bond?"

"Yes, ever since she has started learning magic during puberty we've been talking. By any chance are you free later?"

"Are you sure you want me around?" He asks with a concerned look.

"Think of this as your first learning life experience with me. Meeting new people. If she's free for dinner then I'll sleep first then we'll meet up with her." His expression becomes tender and gentle.

"Very well then."

You then proceed to make arrangements to meet her for dinner. It turns out she was staying up all night too doing the last of her binging while she still can and was going to take a rest during the morning.

"Allow me to help you sleep. You've been having problems going to sleep lately."

"Thank you Morpheus, but I'd rather not be dependent on the sand. But I could think of another way you could help?" After taking a moment to change into your sleepwear and settling in your bed, Morpheus turns back towards you after you permit him so.

"Then how may I be of service?"

"Simple." You lie down and start to settle yourself in.

"Tell me a boring story. Or anything really, just make sure I actually lose consciousness."

"Hmm, very well."

You don't know if he told you a story or was just saying random words and phrases, but being the King of Dreams he made sure that you now had a good rest.

Author's Notes: Hey everyone so I hope the ending here makes up for Part 2's traumatic ending. Some notes from me:

1.) Orkis is a name I made up. It's a pun on "Or Kiss" because for a long time I thought the meme "Now Kiss" was actually "Or Kiss". Hildiko is just Ildiko Breckl from Witcher lore with an H to make it not obvious 😅;

2.) Yes I essentially wrote down why I ship Kunzite and Sailor Venus and somehow weaved it into the story. If you do happen to have some time, read Codename: Sailor V it's a prequel to the Sailor Moon manga, and honestly its one of the best spin-off stories from Naoko Takeuchi. Tumblr user luna-whiskers does an excellent analysis on Phantom Ace's role in the development of Sailor Venus, leader of the Sailor Senshi;

3.) I added Orkis as a first love because I don't want to give readers the delusion that "It has always been Morpheus". Much like how Morpheus has had other loves such as Nada and Calliope, Life also has had other very influential loves;

4.) Yes, I essentially placed Life in an idealized form of what I actually look like (see tumblr avatar for reference);

5.) Yes I also placed my biased love for Crocs and BYS cosmetics;

6.) Jared is the name he has when Life was his parent. Like his sister Emira, he goes by a different name currently. But because of the distance and he'll probably more of a cyber presence, its not relevant to know his current name;

7.) The pronunciation for Melike is Meh-lee-keh (According to the Turkish one at least). In Turkish it means Queen and Emira means Princess.

Hope you all enjoyed it :D

You said, “Jump” instead I fell hard for you. (Part 2.)

Pairing: Spirk

Universe: AOS, teen-fic.

A/n: This may or may not end up a series because...because...I...dunno we’ll see. Link to part one :https://minithefutureawaits09.tumblr.com/post/650840335516336128/another-drabble-cause-why-not-pairing-spirk

Any who’s, Let’s begin.

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Jim sat feeling awkward in the foyer of the Embassy. He’d been told by the woman at the desk that she’d sent a message and Spock would come down to retrieve him. This place was well-taken care of. From the shiny marble floors to the Vulcan script on the walls. Every detail in its place. He felt extremely underdressed.

With his plain brown jacket, black t-shirt, jeans, and worn tennis shoes. His hair he’d bothered to make look decent at least, rather than the messy unkempt style from day to day. The sofa was nice too, a simple blue color to complement the rest of the room. If he was being honest it reminded him of the Emerald City from "The Wizard of Oz," just with the way they had described it and the way this room looks. Just as he started to wonder if he’s been forgotten about a voice says his name,

“Jim?”

”Over here, Spock.”

He stands up and waves, shoving his free hand into his pocket. A smile tugged his lips upward as he eyed the other’s outfit. It was a set of robes, much more casual and comfortable looking but similar to the one that the receptionist was wearing. It was a solid black with soft grey designs over it and again, much nicer than what he was wearing. He held onto both of Spock’s arms loosely as he stood much closer. Taking in those brown orbs as they reflected the light, yet seemed to have a nervous glitz about them.

“I was beginning to wonder if you had forgotten about me,”

“I apologize, though I did not forget, the elevator took longer than anticipated arriving.”

“It’s alright. How’re you this morning?” “I am functioning adequately, and yourself?”

“I’m tired, but happy to see you.” “Did you not get enough sleep last night?”

“It’s from the trip here, it was a bit farther than I thought it was.” “I see. Though, I am pleased to see you as well.” “So...”

“Shall we head back for chess?”

“Sure. Lead the way, Spock.”

Jim took hold of Spock’s arm as though he was being escorted. He could see the way he seemed a little bothered, but didn’t say anything. Was he making him uncomfortable? He didn’t seem uncomfortable last night from his touch, in fact it was the opposite. Well...It also might have to do with the receptionist who seemed keen on staring at them, it was just them at the park last night. He made uncomfortable eye contact with her a couple of times.

Once in the safety of the elevator, Jim asked quietly,

“Spock, am I making you uncomfortable?”

“Not at all, Jim. It has just been a few years since I have been touched like that.”

“Alright. If you say so.”

It wasn’t a lie, etiquette classes had been almost 7.5 years ago. Though this was likely not what Jim was intending by his question. He knew was referring to the way Spock’s posture had stiffened which was actually a reaction he both couldn’t quite control in time and didn’t know he had. He also realized this may be an opportunity to talk to his partner about the differences in their culture.

They arrived at the door in silence, Spock put in the code, and it slid open. He followed him into the room. Wow. It looked similar to the apartment he and his mom were staying in, though arranged differently.

They were standing in a hallway-like area, on the right, were two small archways that lead to the kitchen and a dining room. On the left, there were three closed doors, he guessed one was the bathroom and had no idea what the others could be. At the end of the hall where it opened up, he guessed might be a living room and a couple of bedrooms.

Spock took his jacket, and he removed his shoes next to the Vulcan's.

“This way, ”

Jim nodded and he took hold of Spock’s hand, who warmly closed his hand around the human’s. He was lead into the open room. He smiled, he’d guessed right. The room was the living room. Decorated with a couple of black sofas, a glass coffee table, and a television on the wall. There were a couple of wide floor-to-ceiling windows on either side of the tv and they both had light grey curtains that appeared to be silk.

There was a small table that he hadn’t noticed, by one of the doors. It had two wooden chairs on either side. Spock let go of his hand and pulled out one of the chairs, gesturing for him to sit. So, he sat down and was effortlessly pushed in.

“If you will wait here, I will go retrieve the chess set.”

Jim nodded and Spock disappeared back down the hall. He heard a door open and close. He let out a sigh. He wondered if the Vulcan felt as out of place as he did at the moment. He likely didn’t the young human reasoned, and he seemed way stiffer than when they’d meet at the library. Did Spock even notice the change in his behavior or was Jim overthinking & over analyzing things that weren’t there? Was he trying to read the fine print that didn’t exist, or between the lines thinking some secret message is going to show? Maybe this wasn’t a good idea- No. He wouldn’t turn down an opportunity to hang out with his friend.

First the long and tedious walk here, then the awkward talk with the receptionist, the underdressed feeling, and now the stiff boyfriend. Could his day be going any more funky? He sighed again. The word pulled the boy up short now that he thought about it. Boyfriend. B-o-y-f-r-i-e-n-d. This was the first serious committed relationship in his life. Although his company was certainly not appriciated nor welcomed in the beginning he honestly isn’t sure what he’s going to do without it. Sure, he’s lived before without the Vulcan’s presence in his life but he’s not sure he can go back to doing so again.

The blonde was scared from his thoughts by a sniffle. He lifted his hands to his eyes to realize they were wet. Had he been crying? He doesn’t remember ever starting. He wiped the tears away with his hand, but they kept coming. He heard the door down the hall open and he started to panic. Jesus Christ, why can’t he hold it together all of a sudden?

He places his head down, face hidden by his arms as he hopes maybe his partner will think he fell asleep in the shot time from exhaustion. He’s saying a silent prayer his breathing isn’t going to be the thing to give it away. He could always blame it on a nightmare. Yeah, that’s what he’ll do. Say he fell asleep briefly after laying his head down and boom. Nightmare happened.

He heard footsteps and the faint noise of game pieces in a box coming toward his general direction and stopping closely.

“Jim?”

He opted not to respond. He’d have to come up with another excuse if he did.

He heard the box be sat down in front of him, and a gentle shake of his shoulder followed. Again no response. When the shake firmed up he moved quickly, wide-eyed and a gasp. The hand had shot back out of surprise as quickly as possible. He wiped at his eyes as a few tears continued to fall.

He glanced over at Spock and at first he saw a surprised look come across his face when he moved so suddenly before the Vulcan pulled whatever emotion he was feeling back under control.

“Jim, are you alright?“

“Y—Yeah, jus’ a Nightmare I suppose,”

God who’s cracking sad voice was that?

“Did you actually sleep adequately last night?”

“B—Best I could, I did have a few terrors last night too,”

And they were real bad, he was up for awhile after with his mom. Though why did he just admit that? He internally scolds himself. There was no reason for that.

“Come,”

Spock had taken one of his hands and was pulling him up and leading him to somewhere.

“But what about—”

“The chess game can wait,”

“But I-”

“Jim, please.”

Jim conceded the argument after that, and stood up. He felt an arm around his waist and was pulled close to the Vulcan, his free hand resting against the chest in front of him. Letting go of his hand momentarily, and with a gentle touch, the blonde felt his tears be wiped away. He looked up to meet the other’s concerned look. Though his face remained neutral for the most part, he could see the gloss of concern coating those chocolate like orbs he’s coming to adore, and the hint of a frown pulling at the corners of his mouth.

He looks away feeling ashamed, this was a stupid idea; his cheeks start prickling with warmth as he feels the tears form against his will in his eyes. Spock rests his forehead against his partner’s, and the floodgates open. He tries to shove away, to pull himself together and stop making an embarrassment of himself but the firm grasp around him only tightens.

“It is alright Jim,”

A firm but gentle voice tells him. He’s acutely aware of the swaying motion that started. It’s actually what got his attention; that and the warmth surrounding his thoughts. Emotions that are not his own flowing freely. Understanding, reassurance, were the strongest followed by one he’s unsure of. Admiration? What was admirable about his ugly crying, or the half lie he told? What was so admirable about him in this state?

The warmth around his thoughts pulled a little firmer as the voice whispered,

‘Nash-veh ashaya du,’

He opened his eyes, just as the action was mirrored by his partner.

“Is that you I’m feeling?”

He heard the chuckle in his head that confirmed his question. It was. A smile broke out on his face, even if it was still pink and puffy from his tears. He felt himself be guided over to one of the sofas.

His memory has a small gap. He’s not sure exactly how they got into this potion because in all honesty he was busy mentally talking with Spock. He was listening to his explanation what the difference of what their touch last night versus now was.

It was likely Jim was too out of it to really comprehend what Spock was saying. He wasn’t reacting at all like he’d calculated precisely, or maybe he had overestimate, or— That’s when he felt the leveled out breathing. The stilled mind under his fingers, which he withdrew for a much more comfortable position leaving behind a pleasant tingling sensation. Just picking up on Jim’s surface thoughts now, surface emotions. He closed his eyes and before he knew it, he too joined the other in sleep.

⭐️ N E W  V I D E O ⭐️ The Sims 4 | MAXIS MATCH SKIN DETAILS UPDATE | Custom Content Showcase + Links

Hey there! It's finally here! An update of all my maxis match skindetails that a lot of you have been asking for! Of course I added numbers for each cc item again to make it easier for you guys to find what you like! ♥

▶️https://youtu.be/NzJCgUifn3k

CC Links

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ON THE ROADS OF EQUESTRIA : Origin of the Rom, part 4 :  MLP Fan Fiction : Part 3 of 5

ON THE ROADS OF EQUESTRIA

The fourth part of the Origin of the Rom

ORIGIN OF THE ROM SERIES in reading order.  (will be completed as the stories are posted in linked form)

Part One : NORE’S CHOICE, which starts HERE

Part Two : WELCOME TO EQUESTRIA! which starts HERE

Part Three : FAIR AND UN-FAIR, which starts HERE

Part Four : ON THE ROADS OF EQUESTRIA, which starts HERE

Part Five : THE FIRST ROM HEARTHWARMING,  which starts HERE

Part Six : SANDO’S LAKE, which starts HERE

Part Seven : A BRIEF HISTORY OF THE ROM, which starts HERE

by

De Writer (Glen Ten-Eyck)

7755 words

© 2016 by Glen Ten-Eyck

Writing begun 01/08/16

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There was the sound of doors opening. Our caravans jostled and bounced as ponies jumped to the gravel of the road!  Armed Royal Road Police formed up behind us.

Foulip took one look and snarled, “Lex, take out that vile donkey now!”

One of the pike ponies lunged.  Nore screamed, “Love!  Night Horse, NO!”  Before I could stop her, she lunged forward along the extended pike.  The strain of her lunge, while still in harness, jolted our caravan fiercely!  She hit Lex just at the junction of windpipe and chest with an extended hoof.   He had almost enough time to look surprised as he collapsed to the gravel with a slight crunch.

Foulip was staring in horror at the scene as Sargent Convoy and his troopers charged forward and seized him, the other pike pony and his weapon.  Lex’s pike was leaning, butt in the road gravel, the point supported by the hole pierced through the chest of my broadweave sash.

Sniffling, Nore was holding me, looking at the deadly pike that appeared to be driven into me.  “Thank the Night Horse of Dreams that vile pony could not make you die a second time, my Love.”

Ignoring the pike, I looked up to my lovely wife and said, “Dear, I keep telling you, I would have noticed it if I had died, there in the desert.  I took a nap, that is all.  When I was rested, I caught up to you.”

Sargent Convoy removed the pike from my sash, careful not to tear the cloth further.  Dryly he remarked, “Some nap!”

The horrified Foulip, now in the solid iron grip of manacles, demanded,  “What in the name of Nightmare are you?  You gotta be dead!  What about Lex?  When is he going to wake up?”

Nore, still shuddering, replied, “That murderous pony will never wake up.  He tried to kill my husband and love.  Only the fact that our Ghost Who Guides has already been to the Lake of Paradise has allowed him to be with us still.”

Sargent Convoy nodded to himself as he absorbed what Nore said.  He simply asked, “Marchhare, you still hold your field surgery certification from the Royal Armored Pegassi, don’t you?”

“Yes, Sir, I do.”

“Will you certify Lex’s condition for our report?”

For an answer, I began releasing myself from our double tree and got my medical kit out of one of our caravan lockers.

My examination did not take long.  “The pony named Lex is dead, Sargent Convoy.  He has no pulse, no visible respiration, a mirror at the nostrils shows no sign of breath.  He has no reflex reactions at all.”

Sargent Convoy made notes and remarked, “Lucky for you that the pike only caught your sash.  That could have been a lethal wound.  Lex died while attempting to commit murder at the order of Foulip while on a Royal Road.”

Haulmarket had its fair closed by the RRP.  I heard the assembled exhibitors as they were informed, “I am sorry, but you have no choice about leaving the Fairground.  This fair was illegally scheduled to harm the Haymarket Fair which was created by a Royal Decree.”

“Well, what can we do?  We paid good bits to be here.  Who is going to pay us back?”

The RRP pony shook his head.  “About what you can do, there are only two ways open.  You can just leave or you can pack and go to the Haymarket Fair.  It is only about three hours of road time from here.

“As for getting paid back, demand your refunds from the Haulmarket Council.  They must pay you back or have embezzlement added to the charges that they already face for defying Royal Decree and Served Orders.”

It took awhile to get things straightened out but after a couple of hours, we were on the road again, headed to Haymarket and their first Fair.  

I caught young Shehan giving me amazed stares from time to time.  Couldn’t really blame her.  She had just seen somepony try to murder me by stabbing me with a foot long spike on an eight foot pole and fail totally.  That was going to play hob with my attempt to pretend to be a normal old donkey!

She also gave some very considering looks to Nore.  She was not alone in that.  We had mostly put aside that “Gyptian Death Touch” business of hers.  We had managed to not use it since the Haulmarket Summer Fair.  The others were totally mystified by it.  I had my own suspicions.

I remembered that I had showed her the gentle nerve pinch that had put Ground Nest into a paralyzed sleep while I did surgery on his wounds.  I suspected that she had expanded on that bit of knowledge.  If so, she was potentially one of the deadliest of beings.

Young Shehan led off our next road song.  She was making a version of the Shehan Ja Rom that had the proper cadence for our Pull.  It did a great job of getting us down the road AND kept certain recent events in the mind of every horse in the band!

In only three hours we pulled up at Haymarket.  Nothing was ready.  The pony that greeted us said with a sour tone, “Haulmarket hijacked our Fair Days.  Even got our Rom Dancers.  Says so right here on this flier.  They brought it around day before yesterday and laughed at us.”

Nore gave him a big grin and informed him, “They sort of fired their catapult a little too soon!  Their fair just got closed down by the Royal Road Police!  Foulip is under arrest for attempted murder and the whole town council is charged with violation of Royal Decree and Served Orders.

“We are here.  At least, many of those who were setting up or planning to will be coming here.  You had better get moving on setting up the Fairground.”

He looked down and scratched the dirt with a hoof as he admitted, “We got no firewood cut and no water supply.  We were going to fix things up, but Haulmarket was pulling the rug from under us.”

Little Shehan had gone exploring as soon as we came to hault.  She came back with muddy hooves and exclaimed, I found the water!  It is a little further than at most waysides, but it is a neat pool!  We can even partly dam it to make it even bigger!  Lots of rock in the stream bed to do it with!”

I gave him a curious look.  “Water problem is solved.  We have learned a lot about fairground layouts since Haulmarket’s Summer Fair.  We have been to Manehatten by the Sea and back.  Want help?”

He managed an almost hopeful look and asked, “How much is all this going to cost us?  We got almost nothing.”

Rom had joined the discussion.  He offered, “Our help will cost you nothing.  We have already signed our Fair Contract and paid you.  It is in our interest that the fair be a good one.  

“Firewood is the last obstacle.  We have still three days to solve it.  Can you get the wood cutters together?  We can help with that chore too.”

He looked up with real hope.  “Only problem is how to pay them.”

I chuckled.  “Not a problem.  There are regular report forms with the Royal Road Police.  You file how much was supplied and you will get a benefice from the Royal Road Funds to pay for it.  Same for all of your set up costs.  The only thing that you need to do is Deed Over your Fairground to the Royal Roads.

“You will get regular maintenance funds for the Fairground and for the Road Section.  It looks like Haulmarket has cut themselves out by the current mess so apply to take over their Section too.  It couldn’t happen to “nicer” ponies!”

By the time that we had finished he was looking delighted.  He turned and ran flat out for the Village Meeting Hall!  Soon we heard the peal of the Village Meeting Bell.

We went into the commons area that was originally planned to be the Fairgrounds and started to set up our encampment.

By the next morning, our booths and equipment were nearly ready.  Shehan and her mothers, Malit and Maina were mowing the unruly grass of the commons to a smooth and level dancing area.  

Maina pointed toward the entrance from the Road.   “We need to level that area too.  The Midway will need at least some clipping and leveling of clumps so no clumsy pony trips.”

Seeing an officious looking pony approaching, Shehan called out in cheerful Gyptian, “<<Look alive!  Here comes a vulture!>>”

Every horse in camp broke out in giggles.

The officious one held out a copy of the Haulmarket Flier and demanded, “You lot gotta get down there to Haulmarket.  They got you advertised to be there!”

I twitched an ear to Rom and said, “He’s the one you need to talk to.  Only one problem with going to Haulmarket.  We were there yesterday, about noon.”

Rom filled in, “This is the ONLY legal fair this weekend.  It is by Royal Decree and Haulmarket has now found out what happens when you get caught violating Royal Decrees.  The Royal Road Police have closed their fair and fairgrounds.  The whole Haulmarket Council have been arrested on multiple criminal charges.

“The exhibitors and sales booths that were setting up have been required to come here or just shut down. We came here.  We are simply the first ones, that is all.”

Rom gave him a copy of the RRP forced closure notice for the Haulmarket Fair.  He calmly pointed out, “Notice that it prominently mentions THIS fair as the proper alternative.  Now please leave us and go do some sort of honest work.”

Just then, Nore trotted past, her harness attached to a skid sled loaded with nicely cut firewood.  She had some longer poles on top of her load.  Partway up the Midway, but back from the booth line, she stopped.  She took her long poles and planted them, along with setting solid braces for them.

She was cheerfully stacking the firewood into the rick when stuffed shirt stuck his nose in.  “You messed up, but what can you expect from an uneducated monstrosity of pony!”

Nore continued to stack her load of firewood.  

“Didn’t you hear me, you brown and black freak?”

Nore nodded, “I heard you, you backwards built pile of pony parts.  I was waiting for you to say something either courteous or sensible.  It appears that you can do neither.”

Snarling, he pointed to our encampment. “You are putting your firewood too far from your camp!  Deny that!”

TO BE CONTINUED

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Traveling Home Chapter 5: The Temple

Notes: I have a Spanish to English translation at the end of the chapter. You’ll understand once you get to the end. I also made this a longer chapter than usual to make up for the lack of updates yesterday and the late update today. Happy Easter!

Summary: Donald tries to escape the temple with the Ahuizotl is giving chase. Scrooge and the others make it back to the plane and an amigo arrives at the village.

Previous Chapter: https://shadow-light19.tumblr.com/post/172389666097/traveling-home-chapter-4-the-quicksand

Next Chapter: https://shadow-light19.tumblr.com/post/172578583882/traveling-home-chapter-6-the-mansion-notes-at

Day 1

 “Can you hurry it up please?” Donald struggled to keep his voice calm. It pitched in panic at the end though.

He was already sunk to his chest. Scrooge twirled the rope and tossed it at the hiking stick. It missed. Scrooge reeled it in as he sunk a bit and twirled the rope again. Donald gripped his bag’s straps in anticipation. Scrooge had just hooked the rope on the stick when Donald felt something grab his leg. Before he could cry out in alarm, he was dragged under the quicksand. After a couple seconds, he hit solid ground with a resounding thud.

“Ow!” Donald sat up and rubbed his back.

“Where am I?”

~Grrrrrghrgh~

“Oh no...” Donald quickly stood and faced the direction the growl had come from.

The Ahuizotl glared back at him. It flexed its deadly claws.

~ROOOAAARRRR~

“Waaak!” Donald turned around and ran.

He didn’t know where he was going but he had to lose the creature. Each tunnel had several other tunnels connected and he ran until he found a door. He shouldered it open then held his breath as he shut the door, pressing his ear to it. Donald didn’t relax until he heard pounding pawsteps go past. Now that he was safe for the moment, he could try to figure out where he was. He turned away from the door.

“Wa-!” Donald clasped his beak shut with his hands.

Hopefully, the Ahuizotl didn’t hear that.

The chamber was filled with decaying bodies of fish and skeletons. Some skeletons were still wearing frayed or damaged clothing of villagers and sailors. Donald stumbled and vomited. He took a couple deep breaths to calm down before carefully tiptoeing his way through the chamber. The smell was horrible and he didn’t want to chance being in the same room for too long.

As he passed a pile midway through the chamber, a glimmer caught his attention. He turned back. There amidst a pile of dead fish, was a pile of stones. At the very top of the pile, was a gleaming blue topaz the size of a hairbrush.

That must be the Topaz!

Donald snagged it off the pile and shoved it into his bag. Since the chamber had three other doorways, he decided to go through the doorway directly across from where he entered.

Just as he closed the door behind him, he heard a thunderous bang from the chamber.

Oh no! It caught up with me!

Donald couldn’t stop to pull up the map on his phone. He would have to look at it after he got to a safer place. He took off through the tunnels again, crisscrossing in every direction. Donald must’ve been running and dodging through chambers and tunnels for hours, with short breaks in between, before he finally felt safe enough to rest awhile. Donald collapsed against the tunnel’s wall in exhaustion. He took a gulp of water from his water bottle and grabbed a granola bar from his bag.

Who knows how long I’m gonna be trapped in this tunnel? I have to make sure I ration everything just in case.

Donald had a couple extra water bottles in his bag as well as several bags of trail mix and a couple granola and protein bars. Launchpad had been carrying most of the supplies so Donald only had snacks on him. Once he was more rested, Donald pulled his phone out of his bag.

IT’S 9:45 PM?! Donald was dumbfounded. He didn’t realize that a whole day had passed by.

Everyone must be so worried! I hope Uncle Scrooge took the kids home. I don’t want them anywhere near this temple.

Donald noticed that his phone battery was at 78%. He would need to conserve it until he could get to the surface and call his family. He unlocked his phone and pulled up the photo of the map. He scanned it for any chamber he recognized but couldn’t find anything remotely similar to where he was.

Looks like I’m in one of the unexplored areas. I wonder how big this temple actually is?

 Day 3 - Morning 

 It took Scrooge and the gang about 2 days to make it back to the little village that they had landed the plane by. Everyone was tired and heartbroken from their adventure and the villagers picked up on it. They noticed how that one duck with the black sailor suit was absent and that the rest of the travelers looked worn.

“If there is anything this village can do for you all please let us know. We give you our condolences for your friend.” The head of the village offered. He was a large dog with a gray mustache.

“Thanks, man, but I think we all really just want to go home now. It’s hitting everyone hard right now.” Launchpad replied.

Scrooge and the kids didn’t even notice that they were being spoken to.

“Have a safe journey home, travelers.” The villagers departed to their homes or nearby buildings to let them be.

Launchpad turned back to the group. They were heading for the plane on the outskirts of the village. The whole trip back had been quiet and depressing. Even now Launchpad wasn’t sure how to help them. He was struggling to keep himself composed enough to get them home.

I hope Mrs. Beakley knows how to help everyone. I don’t even know how we’re going to be able to handle this, let alone inform Donald’s friends and family about his passing.

   Panchito Romero Miguel Junipero Francisco Quintero Gonzales and his trusty steed, Señor Martinez, were traveling alongside a mountain range. The two had been traveling for some time, seeking adventure and fortune so that Panchito could build his own Rancho.

“Hey look Señor Martinez! Es un cuidadito!”

The two were still a couple of miles from the village.

“Let’s ride!” Señor Martinez whinnied in agreement and took off running.

As they were approaching the village, they noticed a big red plane taking off from the left-side outskirts.

“That’s pretty fancy Señor! I wonder who they are aye? We’ll ask the aldeanos when we arrive.”

The two were surprised when they saw that most of the villagers were not outside when they rode into the village center. Panchito guided Señor Martinez to a trough filled with water and walked into the bar. He found several villagers inside having a drink.

“Hola Señora!” Panchito greeted as he pulled up a chair to a pretty dog.

“What was up with the fancy plane?”

The woman smiled sadly at Panchito.

“It was a group of travelers that just left. They wanted to find a treasure that is in a nearby temple, even though we warned them that many adventurers have been lost in their journey. It seems the same consequence beheld them.”

Panchito took his sombrero off his head and held it to his chest.

“Aye, it is a sad day indeed to lose an amigo. Tan triste de hecho.”

“I’m sure it sounds horrible but I sort of expected it. It was a duck that was dressed in a black sailor suit and sailor hat. The Ahuizotl is known to take sailors and fishermen.”

Panchito froze at the description.

No, I’m being dramático. Just because it sounds like Donaldo doesn’t mean it is.

“Can you tell me what the travelers looked like?”

The woman could tell that something was wrong since Panchito’s tone changed.

“… There was a tall pato wearing a pilot’s suit, an older pato with a thick accent wearing a top hat and holding a cane, three pequeño patos wearing red, blue, and green, and una pequeña pato wearing a purple and pink blouse and skirt. The one that never returned had the worst temperamento.”

Panchito quickly placed the hat on his head.

“The one that went missing, that is one of mi mejores amigos! I have to go look for him! Where is the temple?!”

The woman got up from her seat.

“I’ll show you where to go, but first you’re gonna need some supplies.

  Translations

 “Rancho” - Ranch

“Es un cuidadito” – It’s a little town.

“Aldeanos” – Villagers

“Señora” – Miss

“Amigo” – Friend

 “Tan triste de hecho.” – So sad indeed.

"Pato" - Duck

“Pequeño/Pequeña pato” – Little boy/girl

“Temperamento” – Temper

“Mejores amigos” – Best friends

  On the other side of town the lumbering giant Ramsay finds a blocked entrance to another alleyway. Effortlessly, he pulls apart the loose boards and makes his entrance. A grin spreads across his face as the time to see his daughter for the first time in awhile draws closer. Deep inside, he notices a large mound rising up from the surrounding clutter to his arrival. Large crooked teeth and yellow eyes lock with Ramsay’s. Suddenly, the mound stopped and shook off the remaining clutter and stepped into the light.

   “I say, Ramsay, is that you, old boy?” the large wrinkle faced dog asked.

   “Good to see you too, Reggie.” Ramsay replied warmly.

   “Welcome back, Ramsay! Haven't seen you in quite some time. Still knocking heads with rambunctious pups, are you?”

   Ramsay laughed, “Just like the day you and I first met you mangy mutt! Did you retire? You look a little bound in this alley way here.”

   Reggie guffawed, “Nonsense dear boy. You'd be surprised how many creatures the humans deem unworthy come through here. I chase any ne'er do wells out, and the humans treat me to some tasty morsels at times… when they’re brave enough, but I leave when I please!”

   “Oh thank goodness, they haven't made a house dog of you yet.” Ramsay chuckled as Reggie grumbled to himself. “So what sort of news has been about town?”

   “Ramsay, don't even remind me!”, Reggie jeered,“Remember that gang of rapscallions led by, oh what was his name, Buster, I recall? Well, they all came bursting into MY humble abode, stealing MY things,and then they get me caught by the dog catcher!” Reggie began to bellow and froth at the mouth. “Later, in the pen, it turned out that not only was one of Buster’s lackeys my cell mate, but he was the Tramp’s son!”

   “Is that so?” Ramsay raised his eyebrows at this curious tale.

   “It is! When I go to teach the brat a lesson for the damages of my property, and bringing me into that horrible mess, the Tramp comes out of nowhere and starts attacking me! And then- AND THEN-” Reggie’s breath grew short, his eyes bloodshot. His words degraded into snarls and ravenous snappings.

   “Reggie, settle down!” Ramsay barked stiffly and with authority. At first only his ears flicked at the call, but after a few moments, his breathing slowed and his slobber cleared. With a long final breath, Reggie sat down to continue.

   “I beg your pardon, old boy.” Reggie said lowly, dramatically placing the back of his paw to his forehead.

   “You're going to give yourself a heart attack, Reggie.” smirked Ramsay, “Why not continue then?”

   “Indeed. Well, lets just say they got the jump on me. By the time I came to, it was the following day. I awoke to being dragged to a sterile room that had a smell of misery in the air. The dog catcher had wrappings around his head and constantly held it, loosening his grip on me. When I finally had my wits about me, and with a good tug, I was able to make my escape! After I made it back here, it seems the Tramp and his son made short work of Buster, leaving him under a pile of garbage” chortled Reggie, “where he belongs of course.”

   “Hmm. Well so much for that. I wouldn't want Meera to return with the likes of him around.” Ramsay murmured.

   “Ah! Young Meera is making her return! Is she meeting you here?” asked Reggie

   “Yes, last I saw her, she said she wanted to see how you were doing. So I told her to meet us here.”

   “Splendid, I can't wait to see how she is either! Will she be arriving soon?”

   “Now that you mention it, I think that's her coming into the alley now.”

   The light clicking of multiple paws on the concrete gave away any sign of surprise. Meera happily trotted into the opening, “Hey dad, hi uncle Reggie!” behind her, slightly shaking, was what both Ramsay and Reggie considered the worst case scenario.

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Phew, finally got this finished. The floor took me forever to make, but it was worth it! I would've uploaded it last night, but my boyfriend was very insistent that I included a can in there, since Reggie had one in the film that Scamp tried to steal. Specifically, he wanted it to have a cute chicken on it for whatever reason, so there you go! xP

Anyways, I had always wondered what kind of personality Reggie would have when he wasn't angry and defensive (since that's pretty much all he was in the movie). So, I decided to make it that Reggie is actually very sophisticated, dramatic and posh, but with a very quick and savage temper that makes him almost lose himself entirely.

Previous: http://silverwolf866.tumblr.com/post/165927362182/the-sun-peaked-over-the-horizon-and-its-warm

Next: http://silverwolf866.tumblr.com/post/166205947642/with-their-eyes-like-saucers-and-their-jaws

Lady and the Tramp and its characters © Disney

The same to you - all of them 🎃

200: My crush’s name is: Ryan, Eli, Claire, several others I cant name for complicated reasons 

199: I was born in: 1997/a hospital 

198: I am really: Intense weather in my calmness or excitement 

197: My cellphone company is: T-Mobile

196: My eye color is: Light green

195: My shoe size is: 9 1/2 wide (i usually have to do like a 11 for high heals)

194: My ring size is: ??????? probably big I have chubby fingers

193: My height is: 5′ 6″

192: I am allergic to: nothing unless you count idiocy 

191: My 1st car was: A blue 2007 Ford Focus and I LOVED her

190: My 1st job was: A server for Cheddar’s Casual Cafe 

189: Last book you read: How to Ruin Everything by George Watsky 10/10

188: My bed is: A king with lots o’ pillows and blankets and is very comfy

187: My pet: 2 cats, 5 kittens, 6 dogs, 2 snakes, 1 bearded dragon, 1 leopard gecko, 4 turtles, 1 bullfrog tadpole, and bunches of fish

186: My best friend: is a boy i met a month ago because i have intimacy issues

185: My favorite shampoo is: Dead Sea’s Argon oil shampoo is so good to my poor dry curls

184: Xbox or ps3: I use an Xbox to watch Netflix but I don’t play video games

183: Piggy banks are: Cute decorations but go unused

182: In my pockets: $2, some lint, a rubber band, and something weird i took out of my dog’s mouth earlier

181: On my calendar: I have nothing written in it but it has cool pictures of bears

180: Marriage is: Cool because of the financial benefits but other than that unnecessary to prove one’s love. I want a wedding though because I want a pretty dress

179: Spongebob can: Make me hate my life a 3am

178: My mom: Died of breast cancer and smoked a lot of pot

177: The last three songs I bought were? I can’t remember ever paying for music but the last three i listened to are: Cherry Wine by Hozier, Strong As An Oak by Watsky, and San Cristobal by Mal Blum

176: Last YouTube video watched: A slam poem by Neil Hilborn called Liminality

175: How many cousins do you have? I have no clue? At least 10 on each side, but i’m sure there’s way more than that

174: Do you have any siblings? 2 older brothers, 2 older sisters, ans one younger sister 

173: Are your parents divorced? They were never married

172: Are you taller than your mom? Nope! She was like 5′10′

171: Do you play an instrument? I can play hot cross buns on the recorder and thats the best i can do

170: What did you do yesterday? I slept and ate beef jerky[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: No, but i do believe in lust and infatuation at first site. I think  love takes time to grow.

168: Luck: Yes like, as in karma

167: Fate: Catch me in the right mood and i do

166: Yourself: NOOOOOPE

165: Aliens: Yes

164: Heaven: No

163: Hell: Yes, it’s called Texas

162: God: Naaaaah

161: Horoscopes: I think they’re accurate generalizations

160: Soul mates: Yeah but not like the traditional; kind of way, i think we have lots of people we’re meant to be with in various ways

159: Ghosts: Yes and No i go back and forth

158: Gay Marriage: 100%

157: War:0%

156: Orbs: Idk what this is talking about but sure, ill root for them

155: Magic: No, Im a science gal[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: Hugs

153: Drunk or High: High, drinking gives me a tummy ache

152: Phone or Online: Online

151: Red heads or Black haired: Red heads

150: Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes

149: Hot or cold: Cold

148: Summer or winter: Winter

147: Autumn or Spring: Autumn

146: Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla

145: Night or Day: Night

144: Oranges or Apples: Apples

143: Curly or Straight hair: Curly

142: McDonalds or Burger King: Mcdonald’s

141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: White Chocolate is the key to my heart

140: Mac or PC: PC

139: Flip flops or high heels: HIgh heels even though i cant walk in them

138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: Sweet and poor

137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke

136: Hillary or Obama: Obama

135: Burried or cremated: Cremated, the idea of rotting creeps me out

134: Singing or Dancing: Dancing but im bad at both

133: Coach or Chanel: Idgaf

132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: ??????

131: Small town or Big city: Big city

130: Wal-Mart or Target: Wal-Mart

129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: I hate Adam Sandler

128: Manicure or Pedicure: Manicure

127: East Coast or West Coast: West Coast

126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas all the waaaaaay

125: Chocolate or Flowers: Flowers, preferably potted

124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney i’m scared of roller coasters

123: Yankees or Red Sox: I dont sports[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: Its stupid and bad and i hate violence 

121: George W. Bush: Okay, looook, i dig his paintings, okay???

120: Gay Marriage: gimme that shit i want that shit

119: The presidential election: I could be down for violence against trump

118: Abortion: everyone should have safe access to abortions, they save lives

117: MySpace: I never had one? Does it still exist? I may make one for fun? 

116: Reality TV: i dont ever watch it, i avoid it like the plauge

115: Parents: Mine were grade A shit

114: Back stabbers: What goes around comes around

113: Ebay: I use Amazon

112: Facebook: Its filled with my racist family, i avoid it 

111: Work: I watch my niece and nephew (twins) and i love it

110: My Neighbors: I don’t interact with them ever

109: Gas Prices: why so expensive pls give me break

108: Designer Clothes: catch me in wal-mart clothes i bough 4 years ago

107: College: I want but cant afford halp

106: Sports: no

105: My family: I love them but they fkn annoy the shit out of me with their political views

104: The future: stop.[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: My niece yesterday

102: Last time you ate: I am eating a bowl of mac n’ cheese right now

101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: I saw my sister’s in-laws last week and i loooooove them! I made slime with the kids

100: Cried in front of someone: When i found out my ex was cheating on me like two months ago

99: Went to a movie theater: Went on a date with a cute boi like a month ago and w saw Baby Driver it was so good

98: Took a vacation: The only vacation ive ever took in my life was with my ex and his family to Florida last summer

97: Swam in a pool: Less than a week ago

96: Changed a diaper: Yesterday, i change them for a living

95: Got my nails done:last summer

94: Went to a wedding: My oldest sister got married last week!

93: Broke a bone: when i was like 3????

92: Got a peircing: two weeks ago i got my nipples done

91: Broke the law: this morning when i got high

90: Texted: Im texting cute bbs  right now[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: My boi Ryan who is a fkn idiot i love him

88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: I already left home and only miss having someone else cook and clean because my roomates are hopeless

87: The last movie I saw: The Last Five Years

86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: When i can move far north and start a loving and respectful communist sex cult

85: The thing im not looking forward to: Getting up for work at 5 in the morning

84: People call me: lame

83: The most difficult thing to do is: exist

82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: i sure haven’t i’m Safe

81: My zodiac sign is: Libra

80: The first person i talked to today was: Ryan

79: First time you had a crush: i liked a boy named Antonio in second grade

78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: no one? 

77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: Ryan last night when we said a stupid Ricks and Morty quote at the same time

76: Right now I am talking to: my cat Beatrice 

75: What are you going to do when you grow up: probably cry a lot

74: I have/will get a job: working with kids!

73: Tomorrow: I will be very tired

72: Today: I am very tired

71: Next Summer: I will be very hot

70: Next Weekend: Im going to tie ppl up with rope

69: I have these pets: see 187

68: The worst sound in the world: A baby crying because they’re hurt or sad

67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my ex inbox me for his url so you can tell him hes a meanie

66: People that make you happy: My nieces and nephews and also my bff

65: Last time I cried: last night because the damn dog was so cute

64: My friends are: amazing and deserve the world

63: My computer is: slow and bad but i still love her

62: My School: was down the road from a prison, which my mom was in years ago

61: My Car: is old and smells like my mom’s cigarettes 

60: I lose all respect for people who: are racist, homophobic, sexist, trans-phobic, Islamophobic, anti-semetic, ect. 

59: The movie I cried at was: the beginning of Guardians of the Galaxy

58: Your hair color is: Auburn

57: TV shows you watch: Game of Thrones, Criminal Minds, Sense 8

56: Favorite web site: tumblr.com

55: Your dream vacation: stargazing in Alaska 

54: The worst pain I was ever in was: when i fucked up my siatic nerve in a car wreck in January 

53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium-well

52: My room is: cold and messy and covered in kittens

51: My favorite celebrity is: Harry Styles

50: Where would you like to be: on a beach in Iceland with a person playing a ukulele 

49: Do you want children: Only if i have more than one long term partner living with me 

48: Ever been in love: Yes 

47: Who’s your best friend: see 186 its Ryan

46: More guy friends or girl friends: no

45: One thing that makes you feel great is: when my cat comes to me and just lays where shes barely touching me 

44: One person that you wish you could see right now: My best friend from high school who committed suicide 

43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no

42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: no

41: Have you pre-named your children: I want to name my kid Coraline but id also like to do something not defined by a single gender?

40: Last person I got mad at: My sister because she left the dogs inside all day while i was at work even though shes a stay at home mom and so the poor things had accidents and no one was happy

39: I would like to move to: Canada

38: I wish I was a professional: mom[ My Favorites ]37: Candy: white chocolate truffles 

36: Vehicle: vintage beatles 

35: President: Alexander Hamilton

34: State visited: Florida

33: Cellphone provider: ?????

32: Athlete: ?????

31: Actor: Nat Wolf

30: Actress: Maise willams

29: Singer: Radical Face/Hozier

28: Band: Bad Books

27: Clothing store: Wal-mart

26: Grocery store: Joe-V’s Smart Shop

25: TV show: Game of Thrones

24: Movie: Swiss Army Man

23: Website: see 56

22: Animal:  Monitors 

21: Theme park: i dont do theme parks

20: Holiday: Halloween

19: Sport to watch: does Yuri on Ice count?

18: Sport to play: no

17: Magazine: i don’t read magazines but i heard Teen Vogue is doing wonders

16: Book: The Kite Runner

15: Day of the week: Wednesday’s Child is Full of Woe

14: Beach: wherever i was in Florida 

13: Concert attended: Warped Tour 2015 there was a band called Onwards ect. it was so good

12: Thing to cook: homemade flour tortillas 

11: Food: Cheese enchiladas

10: Restaurant: This cute little place named Marianne’s thats down the road from my house she makes the best tamales 

9: Radio station: 94.5 The Buzz

8: Yankee candle scent: Clean Linen 

7: Perfume: i dont

6: Flower: Lilies 

5: Color: pink

4: Talk show host: Steve Harvey

3: Comedian: John Mulaney

2: Dog breed: Pit Bulls

1: Did you answer all these truthfully? 100%

Link For CC Swap

LINK TO MY CHANNEL WHERE YOU CAN FIND THE VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCs82SzKvvj-7Kk-akiWMD-w

These are links to every peice of CC that was in my game in this video - so all of the stuff I used and more! :)

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MO ASTOR- CHAPTER 19

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                                                    Chapter 19

Lee

My body aches deliciously as I stretch my arms above my head and open my eyes to the sunlight streaming through the window. I blink, slowly adjusting. I’m shocked I’m not still sleeping. The buzz of the phone beside the bed catches my attention. That’s why. Oh my, God, it’s got to be Journee. I wiggle free from the band of Jax’s arm and grab the phone.

J: The V-Card is gone and oh my God. It was everything I hoped it would be. I’m literally texting you from the bathtub I’m currently soaking in because Chibs put in work.

I giggle.

L: Babe, I’m so happy for you. Poor pretty Kitty got wrecked, didn’t it?

J: Deliciously so. But I’m assuming yours is the same?

L: I’m not in a bath yet, but I will be soon.

J: Yay! Did you like my gift?

L: Yes, you meddlesome bastard. It was a nice touch.

J: Good. I hope you can walk okay because we got to do this shit all over again at sunset.

I laugh out loud.

“Hmm?” Jax grumbles sleepily.

“It’s nothing I’m talking to Baby J.”

“Tell her congrats,” he mumbles as he snuggles in behind me.

L: J says congrats on losing the V-Card.

J: Tell that punk I said, you’re welcome.

“She says you’re welcome,” I say laughing.

“Aww come on, that brat knows I love her by now,” He mutters, his lips ghost across my neck.

L: He says you know he loves you.

J: Just tell him you need to be able to actually walk down the aisle again today.

L: Pot meet kettle.

J: Why do you think I’m in the tub? :P

L: You’re ridiculous, and I love you, Mrs. Telford.

J: That’s never going to get old. Gotta go Daddy said my wifey time is up for now…

Her happiness is radiating through the phone, and it makes me grin. She deserved this. They both do. I snuggle back into Jax and groan as I realize it’s already eleven.

“Babe we have to get up. We got to do shit for the Samcro wedding.

“Fucking hell. If I didn’t love her…”

“The fear of your mother would still make you do it.”

He pokes my side, and I giggle.

“Shut it you.” He rolls me over onto my back. “ I ain’t the only one afraid of hell on wheels. Good morning.” He places a sweet kiss on my lips.

“Morning,” I say as I run my hands through his soft hair.

“Last night was amazing.”

“I know. So amazing I need to soak in a bath.”

He laughs.

“Room service?”

“Only way we’re not going be horrifically late,” I say.

“You call and order. I’ll start the bath.”

“Perfect.” He rolls out of bed, and I admire his ass as he walks across the room. “And I want bubbles.”

“Yes, your highness,” he tosses over his shoulder with a laugh.

“It would be only fitting Little Prince.”

I order two breakfast platters with eggs, bacon, toast, oatmeal and fresh fruit. We’ve worked up an appetite, and I know I’m going to need to be fortified to get through this grand production. Yesterday ran smoother because Sugar took the lead. She has an easy going style that trickled down. Gemma… does not. She’s high energy without being perky and has a way of making everything seem urgent. This is the first chance she’s ever gotten to play the mother of the bride, and see one of her “Boys” married , so she’s living up to her role of Momster.

“Bath’s ready baby.” Jax’s voice calls to me.

I push myself to a sitting position and wince gingerly as I crawl out of bed. I wasn’t kidding about needing the hot water. It's been awhile since I had a dick inside me, and we didn’t stop until we literally passed out. I lost track of how many times we went at it. That’s what happen when you have years of build-up. I walk in, and he narrows his gaze.

“You okay?”

“Yeah, just a little sore in the best possible way. Don’t worry. The hot water will do the trick. It’s just been a long time since I was with anyone other than J.”

“Other than J. Still getting used to that plot twist. Should’ve known, though. You two are abnormally close.”

I pout. “No, we’re not.”

“Hey. She’s the only person I’d ever share you with, and I get to enjoy it. I’m not complaining.”

“You need an ally to survive around here.”

“That’s true.” He holds out his hand and helps me step into the water. I moan as the heat penetrates my skin and my muscles begin to relax.

“Too hot?”

“No, just right.”

He grins. “Scoot up.”

If you’d told me I’d be in a tub with my boyfriend, Jackson Teller, a year ago I would’ve laughed in your face, now I can’t think of anywhere I’d rather be.

I lean back against his solid chest and enjoy the silence before the craziness to come. “Your mother is going to grill us.” I say with a sigh.

“Yeah, but not today. She’ll be too busy making sure everything is perfect. Believe me, I calculated this before I made my decision to come out.”

“You little schemer.”

He chuckles and the vibration works its way through me. Silence falls as we soap one another and wash off.

“I’ll get out to get the food you relax.” He places a kiss on my forehead as he climbs from the bath.

I nod happily and add more hot water. Jackson isn’t small. It’ll take some adjusting to his size, and I am so okay with that.

I slip out of the tub when the water turns cold and dry off. Jax is dressed in jeans and a t-shirt with breakfast set on the table.

“You trying to get back into my pants, Teller?”

“Pretty much my main goal from here on out.”

I laugh. “Let me get dressed. Then we can eat and join the insanity.”

It feels good to be at the table with Jax like this. I rest my feet in his lap and soak up his presence as I demolish everything on my plate. A girl could get used to this.

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“Well look who decided to show up,” Gemma says as we enter the building.

I bat my lashes.

“Hey, Mama Gem.”

“Don’t you think you got away with anything, I’m just too damn busy to have the conversation I want to with you. Don’t worry we’ll be doing it later,” She says as she hugs me and kisses my cheek. “You hear from your sister? Is she still alive? Is Chibs? He’s got his hands full there.”

I laugh. “Both are alive and blissfully happy.”

“Good.” She moves on to hug Jax, and I breathe a sigh of relief. Jax winks at me over her shoulder, and I roll my eyes. Cocky shit.

“What do you need us to do, Ma?” he asks.

“You are going to make sure those Prospects don’t’ fuck anything up, and when I get Chibs here, you need to keep him away from his bride until the ceremony, or they may never make it down the aisle. I ain’t never seen a man so damn besotted.” She shakes her head, and I laugh.

“And you giggles...” She points at me. “You go collect her and start getting her ready for her big day.”

My laughter stops. Daddy is going to love this interruption.

“Alright. Let me go now. This might take awhile.  I may need to borrow a pry bar from the garage too,” I say.

“See you later baby,” Jax says planting a sweet kiss on my lips I know is for his mother. I hide my chuckle as she melts and head out to my car, which I left parked here. I’m excited to see Journee and truth be told I’m glad I’m the first one to get to see her post a v-card loss. I just know she’ll have a special kind of glow. I start up the car and pull away from the lot, happy to be leaving the craziness.

Brothers have poured in from all the nearest charters, the crows are out full force trying to be taken home when they go, and in some instances, tempers are flaring. The only thing keeping Tig from punching Koz out right now is his love for Chibs. He wouldn’t do anything to ruin his best friend’s wedding day or their “wifey’s”.  It makes me happy that the people I love most care so much about one another. A small, loyal circle is the only thing I’ve ever wanted. I’d rather have four quarters than one-hundred pennies as Gram used to say.

I knock on the door shocked I’m not hearing animalistic sounds coming through the wall. Journee opens the door in a white velour jumpsuit I swear I haven’t seen before. Her face is lit with the glow from within, and for a moment I’m speechless.

“Journee you look so beautiful.”

She laughs. “What? I don’t have any makeup on. You just saw me all dolled up to the nines.”

“Can’t hold a candle to you right now.” I pull her into a tight hug.

“I can say the same for you , Harley Haven. Jesus. He must have put it down too.”

“Oh yeah.” We both giggle before she pulls away and invites me in.

“New outfit?”

She squeals. “Yes, Look.” She turns and I laugh at the Mrs. Teleford written on the back in rhinestones and Just Married across her thick ass. I pat her ass gently. “Very nice. From Mr. Telford I assume.”

She nods her head. “He knew my size and everything. Can you believe it?”

“With the way that man is. I’d be shocked if he didn’t know your damn period cycle.”

She glances away, and I laugh. “Oh, he does. Where is the Mr.?”

“Finishing getting ready in the bathroom. I had to bribe him with a little present to hold him over to get out of bed,” She says tapping her lips. I laugh. Now that they’re married it looked like the shoe was on the other foot. He’s the one who’s done giving a fuck about wedding and ceremonies.

“Already getting sneaky and persuasive,” I tease.

She shook her head. “NO, the sooner we get it done, the sooner we can come back here.”

I laugh. “I think he’s created a monster.”

She nods happily. “Oh my God, we left after the kiss. Thank you for the cover by the way. How did everyone take it?”

“Mixed bag of shock, I knew its and congratulations. All positive.”

“Damn I bet Gem was gloating.” “Oh, hell yeah. She’s as pleased as a pig in mud right now. Her girls are paired off with Sons.”

“Only took thirty years,” Journee said dryly.

“Is that your wife I hear?” Chibs asks strolling out of the bathroom looking like a completely different man. His hair is starting to grow out from his close cut, and he looks younger than I’ve seen him look in years. I struggle to keep my jaw from dropping at the transformation.

“Congrats Mr. Journee,” I say

He chuckles. “Aye. Laugh it up. I’ll be her bitch any time as long as she remembers who her Daddy is.” My eyes bulge, married has changed him in more ways than appearance.

She laughs. “Wicked Scotsman.”

“Don’t ye forget it. They sent you to collect us I keen?”

I nod my head. “Yeah, but I was happy to go. It’s a mad house.”

“Which is why we’ve been hiding out here.”

“OH, I’m sure that’s why ” I say as he smirks and gives me a playful wink.

“You ready for me to deliver you to Jax. He’s supposed to keep the two of you separated. Gem’s orders, so don’t shoot the messenger.”

“Jesus, Christ, we’re already married. I don’t wanna be apart from her any more than I have to.”

“I know. You know how Gem is, though.”

“Aye. A right devil woman when she wants something. I’ll say me goodbyes now and ride me bike there. I’ll need the peace on the road to keep from blowing up on someone today.”

Journee pouts. “Ahh none of that now,” he says pinching her chin lightly.

“I’m going to miss you.”

“I’m going to miss you too, love. But soon I promise you there’ll be nothing but time for us.”

She cocks her head to the side, and I bite my inner cheek to hide my grin. It’s hard to surprise her, but this we nailed.

“Give Daddy a kiss love and don’t make it too hard on me.” He twines his fingers in her hair and pulls her to him. He tugs her down and devours her mouth with a passion that has my libido thrumming. Yeah, they won’t be leaving the bed for half of their honeymoon. He stands her back on her feet and lifts her hand to kiss her ring finger. “Love you, “

“Love you too. Wait, Filip, Shouldn’t you take my ring.”

He scowls. “No. I’ll take it off when I meet you at the altar. I don’t want it off your finger for that long. Keep her company and don’t let Gem drive her crazy today, eh?”

“I’m on it Chibby.” He kisses my cheek and walks out with a new confident swagger I swear he didn’t possess before.

The door closes behind him, and I turn to Journee. “Jesus is your vagina magical? He’s like a brand new man.”

She laughs. “He’s just showing you what I’ve gotten to see for years. He’s private is all. I can’t wait to see J.” She rubs her hands together. “I’m going to give him so much shit. All those years of telling me to shut up J, when I pointed out, he was acting like a jealous boyfriend instead of a bestie.”

“Evil woman. What do we need to get out of here?”

She shakes her head. “Nothing Gem has everything because, you know why wouldn’t she?”  Journee grabs her purse off the table, and we head out of the hotel.

“I want to hear more about you and J.”

“Um no V-card loss tops that. How was it?”

“God everything. I was nervous, but he had me so damn hot for him, I quickly forgot that. He didn’t even take off my dress Lee.”

“What!” The picture she painted was straight out of old-fashioned romance. “Your man is one romantic motherfucker.”

She laughs “ I know. I can’t believe he’s finally mine.”

“I know the feeling. Jax is by far the biggest man I’ve ever been with. My kitty was crying uncle this morning before I got into the tub.”

Journee laughs, and we link arms as we headed towards the elevator.

“I know that feeling well, my friend,” she says. “I bet. Chibs got a big one?”

“Big, thick, and damn tasty.”

I laugh. “You were always such a cum whore.”

“What? I like what I like.”

“I know.”

“Sides, Chibs has some very specific ideas for that cum.”

“Oh my God. Are you two trying?” I whisper.

“Shit. Ma and Pa Telford are ready to move on from their firstborn to baby number two?” “I think he’s more afraid it’ll take awhile. Normally it does take up to a year to be successful, and I know he’s worried about his age being a factor. It’s been a dream of mine for years. I’m ready when it happens, and if it doesn’t yet, I’m having a shit ton of fun trying.”

We step into the elevator, and I can’t stop grinning. Considering her Juice’s mom might be off to outsiders, but to us it’s normal. He was looking for a motherly figure, and Chibs is like a father to so many of the brothers, why wouldn’t she take on that role? Hell, now that my mind is wired to think it I swear their smiles have started to look identical. It's like when someone adopts a child, and suddenly you realize all the similarities they have with their non-birth parents.

“What about you and J? In it for the long run?”

“That remains to be seen. You know me and my luck with men, or should I say lack of.”

“No, this is different, and to be fair, all my predictions have come true. I’m Mrs. Chibs Telford, and you are so head over heels for Jackson Teller it isn’t funny, and vice versa.”

“Dude you were fifteen when you said that.”

“U-huh. Doesn’t make me any less right.”

“Okay, Gemma,” I say sarcastically as we reach the ground floor and walk out toward the car.

“Oh no, that was just a mean pot shot.”

“No, I’m just telling you who you sound like.”

“Humph.”

***

Journee

I can’t even put the way I feel into words. I’m married. Filip is not just my boyfriend or my old man. He’s my husband. He married me in a full-scale Catholic ceremony with all the trimmings in a Kilt. Not even my fifteen-year-old brain could make that up. I run my fingers over the bags as we prepare for the wedding in one of the many bungalows we’ve rented out by the beach. Yesterday I was still a girl. I wore a white dress and a veil, and my parents gave me away. Today is different. I’m a married woman being given away by Gemma and Clay because as the King and Queen of Samcro it’s their right. I have GB’ ties, but Chibs is my old man.

I unzip the dress and trail my fingers down the pale blue dress adorned with pink, pale blue and pale purple 3d applique flowers. It’s no secret what went on last night. This is my way to announce it to the world. Journee Telford is all woman, and all her old man’s. The deep V put the first dresses dip to shame and has to be secured by carefully placed double sided tape.

“Are you ready to get dressed, baby girl?” Gemma asks.

“I’m so ready.”

“I think what she’s ready for is the honeymoon,” My mother says.

“Ma.”

“I’m sure she got a preview last night,” Gemma says dryly.

“Can we not talk about my sex life?” I ask as they all laugh.

Today is for my Samcro family. I’ll have Lee at my side, and Chibs will have Tig. I knew yesterday was for me. It’s why Jax was at his side instead of his bestie. This way everyone will be happy. It’s funny how particular these men can be. People think they’re unfeeling, but they couldn’t be more mistaken. I slip out of my jogging suit and the ladies begin to giggle.

“Damn Savage Scot,” Gemma says as she clucks her tongue.

“You’re right we don’t need to talk about your sex life when we can see it.”

“What?”

I twist to the left and right scanning my body.

“Oh, babe. Your man is wicked,” Lee says.

“Tell me.”

“He left you a little present,” Gemma says.

Lee takes my hand and guides me to the bathroom. I glance in the window and giggle at the hickeys in the shape of a heart on my back.

“She’s not even upset. How is that going to look when she walks down the aisle?” Gemma asks.

“Like she got loved well last night,” Mom says.

“When he said he was possessive, I should’ve listened,” I say dryly.

“We need to send a Crow to go get some cover up,” Gemma says.

“No. It stays. He did for a reason,” I say.

“Is your dress going to cover that?” Gemma asks.

“Nope.” I pop the p and ignore her muttering. I like being claimed. Chibs never makes me feel less then or undeserving of his love. If others can’t understand that. It’s on them, not me.

“Let’s get you dressed pretty girl. It’ going to take a lot of taping to keep those mountains from being on display,” Lee says.

“You should talk chesty La rue.”

“Yeah but my dress doesn’t have a v to my belly button,” she teased as she runs her hands down the dark blue material of the dress with a sheer back of the same color and a hem adorned with blue roses that matches my dress.

“Hey, I gave you pockets.”

“You did, and the dress is gorgeous by the way.”

“Only the best for you,” I say blowing her a kiss.

“This generation always has to do it their way,” Gemma mumbles as she comes over and pulls out the dress. “This is beautiful, baby.”

“Thanks, Ma,” I say as her irritation slips away. Gem’s funny like that. She gets upset, but she doesn’t hold on to it…not for her girls.

They help me in my dress, and I swear it’s an entire lifetime since I did this last night. I don’t feel like the same person.

“You want me to put your hair up?” My mother asks.

“No, he’d want it down,” I say shyly.

“Oh My God, you two are so sweet you’re going to give me cavities,” Gemma says with a grin.

“You told me to take care off your boy didn’t you?” I ask.

“I never even had to ask with you,” She says pulling me into a hug.

“Crown,” My mother say as she walks over with the crown made from white roses, thistles, and a tiny purple flower I’m not familiar with. Once I’m dressed and draped in a black robe, Aunt Luanne comes in with her makeup artist.

“Baby you look beautiful!”

“Thanks, Aunt Luanne.”

“Wait till you see the present her old man left her,” Gemma mumbles.

I roll my eyes and Lee smirks, glad for once she’s not taking the brunt of Gemma’s helpful comments.

“I think it’s sweet,” My mom says.

“Thank you, Mama.”

“It’s nice to know your old man is so passionate about you,” she says with a wink. “Not sure your Dad will agree.”

“Oh, God,” I fight the urge to cover my face as the makeup artist begins to work. Twenty minutes later I have a beachy glow, kissable lips, and wide eyes. My mother Steps up fluffing, wetting my hair with a spray bottle full of water and curl activator, and arranging my curls carefully before she places the crown on my head.

“You’re all done baby, and you are stunning.”

I kiss her cheek. “Thank you, Mama.”

“Are you wearing shoes?” Gemma asks.

I shake my head, pull up my dress and show her my bare feet that read Just Married… Again.

She laughs. “Only you. Come on, let’s get down there. We don’t want to miss the sunset.”

I’m surrounded by an entourage of women who’ve meant everything to me growing up, and it makes my throat swell and my eyes water. It feels like a different sort of giving away today. We reach the end of the makeshift wooden aisle on the beach, and I’m astonished by the sight of rows, and rows and rows of cut wearing brothers spread out over the sand in white folding chairs. The end of the aisles are adorned with simple floral displays made of the same thistle and white roses. They dangle on hooks and create a classic, rustic, and natural vibe that remind me so much of my husband. Husband, I love this word.

I spot Juice over by the side manning the music and a video camera. He aims at me and waves. I blow him a kiss. The maternal feelings I hold toward that boy grows by the day. If he was closer, I’d be kissing his cheek. Lee kisses my cheek as Tig walks over and offers her his arm.

“You look gorgeous, Lips,” he says kissing my cheek.

“Thanks, Tiggy. Go keep my man from sneaking a peak will you?”

He chuckles. “I’ll do my best. You ready baby doll? You look beautiful. ” He says to Lee.

“I am,” she says.

They nod to Juicy who cues up White Wedding by Billy Idol. I giggle along with the others attending as I remain around the curb where Filip can’t see me just yet.

“Jesus, the marriage and the ring the size of a small planet wasn’t enough to let everyone know you were his,” Clay says as he walks up beside me.

I give a small laugh. “Apparently not.”

“Oh, hush, I think it’s sweet,” Gem says as I choke on my tongue trying not to laugh. That woman was one of a kind.

Tig and Lee take their place and Juice fades out and starts Walk the Line. Filip turns and the dropped jaw and sparkle in his brown eyes compel me from all the way down the aisle. The bikers stand, and we begin the walk. The murmur and chuckles tell me the heart’s been noticed. Clay laughs beside me, and we’re all grinning when we reach the end, and I’m given away. He pulls my ring off and holds it in his hand as we turn to the priest. The rest is a blur as his eyes smolder with the promise of all the naughty things we’re going to do tonight. My pussy slicks and suddenly he’s reciting the biker oath, and I have no clue how we breezed through the ceremony. He dips me and kisses me deep, fucking me with his mouth. I dig my nails into the back of his neck and respond in kind. Whistles and claps go up as he rights me and  grabs my hand. All you Need is Love plays as we make our way down the aisle to thunderous applause. You forget how big the SONs are until you get them all in one place.  We reach the end of the aisle, and I lift my dress to walk over toward the area where the photographer is literally waiting, camera in hand.

“Love, I have to tell you something.”

“What’s that?” I ask.

“We’re leaving for our honeymoon tomorrow to Scotland.”

My jaw drops and the camera begins to click. I throw myself into his arms as he laughs and spins me around. “ You’re the fucking best.” I cover his face with kisses and fall even deeper in love with the man whom I now share a last name with.

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War of Illusion part 7/8

The prior parts of this story can be found at the following link: http://sageclover61.tumblr.com/post/176111579487/spn-fic-prompt

Part 7 was already posted, but due to this prompt fill being written out of order, a little bit was added after it was posted that needed to have its own warnings included.

Trigger Warning: Mentions of Suicidal Thoughts

Word Count: 3744 Words

Story and tag list below the cut. 

When he landed, Sam was sitting on the floor in front of the couch, smiling widely, a half empty bottle of scotch next to him, amid a myriad of other bottles. It took awhile for Gabriel to figure out how to react. “Hey Sam, what are you doing down there?” he asked, perching on the couch and looking down at his older brother as his head slowly fell to lean against Gabriel’s leg.

Sam laughed bitterly, reaching clumsily for the bottle to take another drink from it. “-fell offa the couch.” His voice slurred, and Gabriel nodded softly.

“And why would you do something like that? The floor doesn't seem anywhere near as comfy as the couch, or a bed, or basically anything else.” Gabe hated that Sam was so hurt by the death of Dean that he felt the need to drink so much, and he really did hope that his plan regarding introducing Sam to Adam would help, but he couldn’t do that if Sam was drunk off his ass. There was just no sense in trying to reason with a drunk Winchester, regardless of which one it was.

Sam mumbled something that was indecipherable, a hand slowly reaching around to grab at Gabriel’s pant leg as he leaned more of his weight on him. “‘It’s Dean’s birthday, an’ I didn’ wanna be upset, but then I just started drinkin’ an’ now I can’t be upset, but I don’ wanna be like this, but I don’ know what to do an’ I don’ wanna be sad but I’m always sad if I don’ drink, but if I don’ drink than I just feel worse and then I start wantin; to jus’ end it, but then everyone else will be sad, and I don’ wanna make everyone sad, but I do anyway when I drink, and…” Sam carried on for a while, unaware that he was repeating himself in his drunken state.

Gabriel’s heart broke for his brother, knowing that this was a combination of Sam’s own sorrow at the loss of Dean, and Lucifer’s deep seated regret for the actions that had led to both him and Michael running from their home to escape the wrath of a Father that claimed to have endless mercy and love for all, yet still threatened death to the one he had once said he loved the most.

It would have been hard enough to deal with everything had it only been Sam’s sorrow, but the recent acquisition of all of Lucifer’s memories had only made the problem worse. And from the look of things, Sam had seen no other option to cope with his pain than to drown it in a bottle before it grew so great that he would see fit to join his brother in Hell.

With a heavy sigh, Gabriel carefully stood, bending down to pick Sam up, paying no mind to the size difference. There was no way that Sam would be able to stand on his own, let alone walk all the way from the couch to the bed, where Gabriel wanted him. “Come on kiddo, that’s more than enough drinking for today. It’s time for you to sleep some of this off before you say or do anything else that you’ll regret later.”

Sam was still mumbling as Gabriel laid him on the bed, only pausing to yawn, before reaching out and grabbing at Gabriel’s shirt and pulling at it. “Oh Sam, you’re breaking my heart here. Alright, move over. I’m not leaving, I promise. Not after what you just admitted.” Shifting Sam over so he could sit next to him, Gabriel smiled sadly as the tall man tried his hardest to get as close to him as possible, slowly falling into a light doze.

There was so much that needed to be done, not only to attempt to prepare for when Dean would return from Hell, but also to even attempt to begin to help Sam recover from the vast amount of pain that he had suffered over his lifetime, as well as from his recently remembered past as Lucifer, that Gabriel didn’t even know where to begin. All he could do was hope that trying to bring Adam into Sam’s life would make things a touch better, but even that was a long stretch. He had tried his hardest, but he couldn’t try to keep Sam afloat any longer by himself. Sam needed Dean, even more than Lucifer had needed Michael all those years ago in Heaven, but there was no way for Gabriel to free Dean without incurring vastly more problems for everyone involved.

But as Sam shifted, burying his head in Gabriel’s side, Gabriel shook his head, running a hand through his hair. There would be plenty enough time to struggle to find a way to keep Sam afloat tomorrow. For tonight, he would watch over Sam, and in the morning, he would take him to meet Adam. And after that?

Well, only the future would tell.

“You’re probably not going to like this, but you should know about it.” Gabriel wasn’t quite sure how to phrase it. How did you tell someone they had a half sibling they’d never known about? He had waited for Sam to wake up, and the hunter had even left his room without being asked, dragged, or threatened.

There was a movie playing in the background, but Sam didn’t know what movie it was. He was lying on the couch staring at his eyelids. He did that a lot, but he never saw what he was looking for. No surprises there. Sam opened his eyes and looked over at Gabriel. “Yeah?”

Gabriel walked over to the couch and sat down on the arm by Sam’s head. Sam’s legs were taking up all the rest of the couch. “When you and Dean were kids, John got involved with a woman when he was on a hunt and had another kid.”

Sam frowned. “Really?”

“He’s a good kid, name’s Adam. He graduated early, top of his class, and now he’s attending medical school. No one told him and his mother that John Winchester died. You guys don’t exactly have a list of people to notify in case of emergency. I gave him my condolences and mentioned he’s not the only child of John Winchester. He’s willing to meet you and I think you should.”

Sam agreed, so Gabriel flew him directly to the front porch of the Milligan household. “He’s expecting us,” Gabriel whispered when Sam tensed.

The front door flew open. “You must be Sam!” the teenager exclaimed. “I’m Adam!”

Sam gave the kid a weak smile and held out a hand. “Yes, I am Sam. It’s nice to meet you, Adam.”

Adam shook the proffered hand. “Did Gabriel mention I have a ghoul problem?”

“He did,” Sam replied. “I was curious about how you knew it was a ghoul.”

“Dad met Mom when she stitched him up after he’d hunted a ghoul, so I’ve done research on them. It seems highly coincidental that there would be more, but Dad only killed one and for how obvious they were being, I’d guess there were more. In some of my research, I found something about how they'll seek revenge if a family member is killed, which could explain why they’re here. I think they’ve been following me and Mom. She didn’t come home from work last night.”

Sam nodded. “May we come inside?”

“Of course.” Adam led the way towards the living room.

Sam hung back, whispering to Gabriel. “You’re sure he’s not a ghoul?”

Adam pretended not to hear and Gabriel answered, “Of course he isn’t. I already checked.”

“And the ghoul story?”

“For what it’s worth, I think there’s two. But I’m not doing your hunting for you. I think it’ll be a good bonding experience between you and your brother.” Gabriel sped up, forcing Sam to move faster.

Adam sat in the chair again and Gabriel crowded Sam on the couch. “I’ve done some research for the area. There’s been reports of frequent grave robbing.”

“That would fit with the idea that it’s ghouls,” Sam agreed. “They’re scavengers, but they can shapeshift to look like anything they’ve eaten, whether it’s bodies of the deceased or people they’ve attacked even if they don’t kill.”

“If they’re scavengers, why would they come after me and Mom?” Adam asked.

“Most likely for the reason you suspected: Revenge.They could also intend to use you to get to John. He’s dead, but they don’t know that.”

“How do you think we should hunt them?” Adam asked.

Sam looked at Adam and what he was was a kid who wanted to make everyone happy. Curses on John Winchester for introducing him to this life. Curses on him for ever having children. He wanted to tell his brother that he would handle it, but that would be unfair for other reasons. The kid wanted to help. So he’d have to let him and keep him safe. “They have to be killed by decapitation.” He smiled sadly. “Dean, my older brother, his favorite way was bashing in their brains. But decapitation is better, more thorough. But first we have to find them.”

Adam nodded and looked thoughtful. “If they’re after me, you could use me as bait!”

“No!” Sam howled, almost beyond thought. Gabriel gripped his knee sharply to keep him from bolting. “No,” Sam repeated gentler. “I’m sure you’re capable, but we never use someone as bait. We need weapons first. Machetes are good for ghouls.”

The teen considered, then nodded. “There’s one upstairs you can use. I’ve got a good long knife that I’ve had lots of practice with, can I use that?”

“That’s a good idea,” Sam agreed. A machete would have been better, but a weapon he already knew how to use would be safer. And hopefully Sam could kill it without Adam needing to get involved.

“Okay! I’ll go get them.” Adam jumped up and purposefully walked towards the next room.

The hairs on the back of Sam’s neck bristled. “Go with him,” Sam whispered. Something was wrong here. “If anything happens to him, I will stab you.”

Gabriel raised an eyebrow at Sam. He couldn’t feel any changes but chose not to question Sam. He got up. Raphael turned to look at him, but he didn’t say anything, just shrugged and continued towards the stairs. “What happened? Raphael asked when they were out of earshot of Sam.

“I’m not sure,” Gabriel replied. “He’s good at identifying things out of place, but I don’t feel anything, so I don’t know. It could be an overprotective big brother thing.” He shrugged. “A long knife? Raph, you wouldn’t happen to be talking about your blade would you?”

“Swords are good for decapitation. But I’d rather not have to explain that to Sam. Then again, fencing is a thing.”

“You can hardly decapitate a person with a foil.”

When Adam and Gabriel were out of sight, Sam stood. Gabriel had been certain nothing was out of the usual for this house. So why did it feel like he was being watched?

Sam closed his eyes. The wall Azazel had put up had been pretty sturdy. But he was an archangel and some preternatural senses would be pretty useful right about now. This was about keeping family safe, and when it comes to family, anything goes.

The smell hit Sam like a bag of bricks. It was death and decay, rotting corpses and the things that feast on them.

He let the barrier fall back into place and resisted the urge to run. He was being watched the only thing that runs is prey. Adam and Gabriel were elsewhere, so they were safe, because it was watching him.

Sam cast his gaze around the room. It wasn't an invisible creature and if it was in the house properly, then Gabriel would have noticed. As he looked, he found a grate in the wall. He didn’t have a weapon, not a physical one, but he couldn’t let it find another way out or give it time to kill Adam. He would not lose another one. Not today.

Focus, Sam. Pushing the grate telepathically was easy. He remembered what it felt like when he’d shoved the wardrobe. Archangels didn’t need their grace to retain their photographic memories, he just had to know what he was looking for. Finding the ghoul was even easier. Sam would have been a psychic in any life, but demon blood did weird things to natural abilities, and acted weirder still when angelic predispositions existed.

The ghoul jumped through the hole in the wall where the grate had been. It must have recognized the danger it was in. Sam had been born a dangerous predator. Everything that happened since then didn’t make that any less true.

Sam gave a mental push. He couldn't let the ghoul touch him. Gabriel would recognize any imposter, but Adam wouldn’t. The pictures on the wall shook, but the ghoul kept coming. There was a rush in Sam’s ears and he was certain that was blood dripping from his nose. He lost his balance when the floor vibrated in unison with what almost sounded like voices too loud and far away from him to make out any words.

The ghoul was right there and unaffected, so Sam reached out with his hands- those were his hands, right?- and shoved. It wasn’t so much a physical blow as a mental zap that vaporized the creature.

Sam was already half on the floor and he decided that it would be just as comfortable as a bed.

Gabriel and Raphael were upstairs when they heard the crash from the metal grate. They materialized their blades and hurried back downstairs in time to feel the house shaking, and then to see Sam smite the ghoul. “I thought you said he could handle a hunt,” Raphael said.

‘If I had thought this could happen, I would have recommended a coffee shop. Why was the ghoul that probably ate your mother in the wall?”

“I had no idea it was there.”

They stepped into the living room. Sam was lying on the floor, unmoving except for the rise and fall of his chest and the blood dripping from his nose. Gabriel looked to run forward, but Raphael stopped him. “Let me.”

Raphael approached Sam slowly. The hunter was human, but he was also Lucifer and Lucifer had never been someone you’d want to startle when he was sleeping and/or injured. This human had also been raised not to allow anyone to catch him unawares.

The archangel of healing knelt by Sam’s head and touched his forehead. The bloody nose was easy to stop. He wouldn’t know about the possible lingering headache until Sam told him about it. If he told him about it.

“Tell me what really happened.” Raphael looked over his shoulder at Gabriel. ‘I expect him to give me a modified explanation, but I can’t really make sure he’s alright if I don’t know the details.”

“He was fed demon blood by Azazel as an infant. The powers affected by that had started acting up, but when Azazel was killed, they had seemed to be gone. Michael put his and Lucifer’s grace into the amulet he’s wearing. I think he may have found a way to use both powers to find and smite the ghoul. When he used the psychic powers before, they have resulted in his nose bleeding. The demon plan was for Sam to be the boy king of Hell, but no one seems to know Sam very well at all. He never would have gone for it.”

Raphael nodded. “He may have tried to act as a conduit for the grace in the amulet. He’s lucky he didn’t fry himself, but I think he’ll be fine. We’ll know more when he wakes up.”

The archangels sat on the sofa while they waited for Sam to wake up. He slept soundly and without being plagued by nightmares. “We should wake him,” Gabriel suggested after the sky had turned dark. “He really shouldn’t sleep on the floor.”

“Let him sleep,” his brother replied. “From what you said yesterday, he needs some sleep without worrying about anything.”

“But, Raph, what if something’s wrong?”

Sam drifted into awareness when there were voices in the background of the pain in his head. Gabriel’s voice he recognized with certainty; the second voice was fuzzier. He thought he heard Gabriel say, “Raphael,” but that didn’t make sense. Raph was still in heaven so they were estranged from him. Right? Except then he said it again, so Sam sat up, looking for his other other little brother. He only saw Gabriel and Adam. Who had Gabriel been talking to? Maybe if he could see…

“Whoa! Sam, don’t do that!” Adam moved towards him. “You almost fried your brain once today, you don’t need to do it again.”

Sam could feel the wall between him and the demon powers. If he could just push it, then maybe he could see Raphael.

Gabriel crouched next to Sam. “Sam, stop, you’re going to hurt yourself and I need to you to not, okay?”

Sam blinked. He could almost see the wall as a physical structure and if he could just… A cold hand clasped his arm, causing the wall to disappear.

“Luci,” Adam said. “Regardless of why you think frying your brain is an acceptable risk, it’s not. I did not spend the last two decades down here just so Micahel can find me in negligence because you fried yourself.”

“Raph?” Sam blinked past the pounding in his head as he tried to see what he knew was there.

“Yes, it’s me,” Adam, Raphael, whispered. He leaned forward so he could lie down next to Sam. “Does your head hurt?”

Sam shrugged, but Raphael recognized the body language. It was Lucifer’s, “Something might hurt but I don’t care to talk about it because I’d rather suffer in silence,” shrug. Gabriel laid down on Sam’s other side and Raphael put a finger on Sam’s forehead.

Sam didn’t try to resist Raphael. It was nice having Raphael on one side and Gabriel on the other. I was almost like old times in their nest, except for the most important thing. They were missing their brother. Sam still felt like half of him was missing. Not the grace that hung safely around his neck.

“Was that necessary?” Gabriel asked after Raphael had knocked Sam out.

“I couldn’t figure out why his head hurts if he kept going on about missing Michael. You would think they were supposed to be one person, the way they’re so codependent.”

“Do you think Father intended to make two? Mica and Luci always talked about it as though they’d been created in the same instant.”

“Only Father knows what Father wanted, and I guess that if he wanted us to know, then he would have told us himself.”

“I think he did, though. His last words to us were to love humanity more than we love him. The apocalypse would destroy them and I don’t think he’d want us to destroy his favorite creation. Especially not in hopes of getting him to come home. He would just be angry. As angry or angrier than when Luci told him they were destroying the planet.”

“They are! But I get your point.” The two awake archangels laid in silence listening to the third sleep. Michael would come back to them, just they needed to have patience.

Chuck studied the pages he’d just written. Adam, who wasn’t supposed to make an appearance until after he had died, had already shown up. Why had the Trickster come back? He wasn’t supposed to make another appearance until he tried to get the boys to say yes! He knew where the road with Lilith was supposed to go, Sam was supposed to get addicted to demon blood so he could both kill Lilith and house an archangel. Except he already was.

It wasn’t what was supposed to happen, but Chuck decided that if you liked stories with redemption, this wasn’t too bad. Except he knew that Dean, Sam, and Adam weren’t supposed to be actual archangels, they were just supposed to be vessels. He’d tried to fix it! Ruby was supposed to kill some demons for Sam while Gabriel was busy keeping Dean alive, but nothing had changed! Gabriel killed the Wrong Demon and saved the Wrong Winchester and everything had only gotten more off track from there! The boys weren't supposed to know that Gabriel was an archangel, and now Sam knew Adam was also an archangel. He and Dean had not been supposed to ever meet the real Adam.

He was sure he could fix this though. Chuck was not going to subject his readers to Sam Winchester trying to join his brother in Hell. Lucifer really should have known better, but Chuck had left that part out of the novels because it wouldn’t make any sense for there to be two copies of three of the four archangels running around. He could just say that their memories were in that damn amulet, along with their powers.

But first he had to stop Sam from the dark track he was spiraling down. It was hardly like his ill-thought out suicide attempt would be successful, but still, none of his children should have to suffer like that. Raphael and Gabriel would find him and fix it, probably, but there had to be a way to stop him from reaching that mindset in the first place, and since the introduction of Raphael had not fixed it, which it should have. So, what could he do? Sam would be fine as soon as Michael came back, but Dean had to be in hell for four months and at the time of Dean’s birthday, it hadn’t even been one. So what could he- The thought came to him in a sudden moment of clarity, as if it’d been there all along and he simply hadn’t been looking at it from the right angle. Stasis. If Sam and Lucifer were in stasis until Dean walked through that door, then he would be fine!

Turning back to his computer with a satisfied smile, he began to write once more. And as he wrote, so it happened.

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COLD WEATHER: Jacket: https://darte77.blogspot.com/2019/05/leather-jacket-hoodie.html Jeans: https://okruee.tumblr.com/post/188658622396/followers-gift-set-i-passed-a-milestone-and

Shoes: https://mmsims.tumblr.com/post/183417028551/s4cc-mmsims-dr-martens-molly-enjoy-male

KARLEY:

GENERAL: Eyes: https://baieyu.tumblr.com/post/179216040640/still-feel-eyes-previews-heavily-insp-by Hair: https://aharris00britney.tumblr.com/post/189456863120/karley-hair Lashes: http://kijiko-catfood.com/3d-lashes-version2-for-skin-detail-experimental/ Lip Preset: https://stretchskeleton.tumblr.com/post/187172222703/some-mouth-presets-that-i-havent-posted-yet Nosemask: https://brntwaffles.tumblr.com/post/157021939147/found-in-the-skin-details-thumbnails-for-each-nose Eyebags: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-makeup-female-skindetails/title/eyebags-n09/id/1335431/ Skinblend: https://viiavi.tumblr.com/post/183382856408/papillon-default-nondefault-skin-blend-for-all Skindetail Highlighter: https://nesurii.tumblr.com/post/182508085171/amaryllis Eyebrows: https://adiec.tumblr.com/post/185708180915/eyebrow-set-1-some-cute-lil-eyebrows-i-made-in Freckles: https://joviean.tumblr.com/post/186573920181/maple-freckles Tattoos: https://fernpots.tumblr.com/post/171598292642/moth-boy-tats-2-semi-mm-full-body-tats-one Earrings: https://wildlyminiaturesandwich.tumblr.com/post/149258915734/a-second-version-of-these-earrings-that-i-edited Nails: https://simlaughlove.tumblr.com/post/163327412088/sll-rainbownails Lipstick: https://love4sims4.tumblr.com/post/165931634543/aprisims-kylie-lip-kits-fall-shades-sims-4 Lipgloss: https://raiichuu.tumblr.com/post/189556737324/advent-calendar-day-8-fruitcake-lipgloss-just-a Lipstick: https://alhajero.tumblr.com/post/184959100825/a-little-hi-how-have-you-been-hopefully Eyeshadow: https://dear-solar.tumblr.com/post/187076819275/the-chuuuuu-collab-this-is-a-korean-beauty-and Eyeliner: https://simandy.tumblr.com/post/171605780781/made-an-eyeliner-actually-4-but-yea

EVERYDAY: Shirt: https://kimoanasims.tumblr.com/post/183201014697/5000-followers-gift-whateva-collection-thank Jeans: https://tajsiwel.tumblr.com/post/167928709375/tajsiwel-chrissy-23-swatches-custom Shoes: https://madlensims.tumblr.com/post/182216831210/madlen-roberto-boots-high-quality-leather-boots Necklace: https://kumikya.tumblr.com/post/188336354646/moon-shard-jewellery-set-simblreen-pt-1-hi-i

FORMAL: Hair: https://www.saurussims.com/post/185953051413/prom-2019-collection-by-joliebean Dress: https://www.patreon.com/posts/30351413 Shoes: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-shoes-female-teenadultelder/title/madlen-attila-shoes/id/1325644/ Necklace: https://bethsims4love.tumblr.com/post/160823033598/so-i-have-been-messing-around-in-blender-and Bracelet: https://veranka-s4cc.tumblr.com/post/142800259050/claire-necklace-bracelets-i-did-some-simple Earrings: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-earrings/title/fan-earrings-revamped/id/1457307/

ACTIVE: Shirt: https://moontrait.tumblr.com/post/175148225998/moontrait-long-sleeve-layered-top-ea-mesh-bgc-21 Pants: https://pleyita.tumblr.com/day/2019/07/16/ Shoes: https://kedluu.tumblr.com/post/131967017923/kedluu-simple-sneakers-monochrome-running-shoes

SLEEP: Nightgown: https://kumikya.tumblr.com/post/185442507651/poppy-jasmine-sleepwear-i-made-these-a-little

PARTY: Outfit: https://honey-moth.tumblr.com/post/189513363916 Shoes: https://madlensims.tumblr.com/post/182216831210/madlen-roberto-boots-high-quality-leather-boots

SWIM: Swimsuit: https://gvbesims.tumblr.com/post/185126083949/inakhs-80s-swimsuit-recolors-i-absolutely

HOT WEATHER: Top & Shorts: https://kumikya.tumblr.com/post/189401305261/kumikyas-summer-basics-collection-its-suuuuper Shoes: https://gloomfish.tumblr.com/post/187789866948/birkenstocks-for-all-your-sksksksks-and-i-oop

COLD WEATHER: Sweater: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-everyday/title/trillyke--winter-heat-sweater-dress/id/1435983/ Socks: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-everyday/title/trillyke--run-away-socks/id/1469854/ Beret: https://casteru.tumblr.com/post/187221101262/cc-dump-tou-i-fixed-18-of-my-old-cc

NORA: GENERAL: Eyes: https://baieyu.tumblr.com/post/179216040640/still-feel-eyes-previews-heavily-insp-by Hair: https://naevys-sims.tumblr.com/post/181974167109/greenllamas-winter-hair-okruee-lizzie-hair Bangs: https://atashi77.tumblr.com/post/184987287173/nayla-accessory-bangs-a-couple-of-people-asked Lashes: http://kijiko-catfood.com/3d-lashes-version2-for-kids/ Skinblend: https://oasisgoth.tumblr.com/post/175646311686/new-dna-skin-revamped-by-oasisgoth-i-got Skinblend: https://sammmi-xox.tumblr.com/post/173100202612/hello-my-lovelys-its-been-awhile-but-i-come-with Skindetail Highlighter: https://nesurii.tumblr.com/post/182508085171/amaryllis Moles: https://cakenoodles.tumblr.com/post/169814596326/so-this-was-requested-by-an-anon-they-just-wanted

EVERYDAY: Shirt: http://onyxsims.blogspot.com/2019/02/mya-blouse.html Jeans: http://onyxsims.blogspot.com/2019/09/back-2-school-collection.html Shoes: https://simblob.tumblr.com/post/138158191799/happy-2016-deeetron-i-got-matched-up-with Patched Knee: https://ratboysims.tumblr.com/post/168471097775/download-pls-dont-reupload-or-claim-as-ur-own

FORMAL: Dress: https://plumbobteasociety.tumblr.com/post/166361358489/cottage-garden-stuff-for-sims-4-a-collaboration

ACTIVE: Hoodie: https://jinskookie.tumblr.com/post/188009516846/the-parenthoodie-for-children-version-5-i-am Pants: http://onyxsims.blogspot.com/2018/08/abena-athletic-set.html Shoes: https://pleyita.tumblr.com/post/184432141250/the-basic-sneaker-these-are-two-perfectly-good

SLEEP: couldn't find

PARTY: Shirt: https://margosims.tumblr.com/post/186092730799/kiseki-top-recolor-theweebsimmer-mesh-is-needed Jeans: https://theweebsimmer.tumblr.com/post/182026814581/mini-kids-pack-made-two-more-things-for-kids

HOT WEATHER: Shirt: https://theweebsimmer.tumblr.com/post/181929709471/4k-followers-gift-first-of-all-let-me-thank Skirt: https://clumsyalienn.tumblr.com/post/181245667075/christmas-pack-by-amelylina-and-clumsyalienn-you

COLD WEATHER: Shirt: https://sisselin.tumblr.com/post/182255980829/my-part-of-the-playtime-stuffpack-me-and Jeans: http://onyxsims.blogspot.com/2018/12/holiday-gift-2.html

The Sims 4 | REALM OF MAGIC: SPELLCASTER 🧙🏽‍♀️⚡️| CAS + CC Links

I’d love for you to check out the video: https://youtu.be/nsDFwvLxI00

CC Links:

Skinblend: https://sammmi-xox.tumblr.com/post/173100202612/hello-my-lovelys-its-been-awhile-but-i-come-with Skintone: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-skintones/title/skintone-set-v3/id/1346781/ Moles: https://cruisinfdr.tumblr.com/post/180623186108/holy-mole-y-hi-finally-worked-up-the-courage-to Lashes: http://kijiko-catfood.com/3d-lashes-version2-for-skin-detail-experimental/ SOL injuries: https://www.kawaiistaciemods.com/post/slice-of-life-mod Eyes: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-makeup-female-costumemakeup/title/crybabies--paradise-eyes/id/1391086/ Teeth: https://snagglefuster.tumblr.com/post/185955734615/uxuie-more-teeth-downloads-bgc-new-meshes-all Eyebags: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-makeup-female-skindetails/title/eyebags-n09/id/1335431/ Eyebrows: https://adiec.tumblr.com/post/185708180915/eyebrow-set-1-some-cute-lil-eyebrows-i-made-in Hair: https://simandy.tumblr.com/post/187242213666/polls-1st-ive-been-working-on-this-hair-since-i Hairline: https://setsuki.tumblr.com/post/178307334864/full-scalp-with-edges-skin-detail-version-1-6 Eyeshadow: https://weepingsimmer.tumblr.com/post/157025428181/zenithar-eyeshadow-eyeshadow-its-subtle-its Liner (ADFLY WARNING): https://goppolsme.wixsite.com/goppolsme/single-post/2018/06/06/GPME-Liner-cc10 Lipstick: https://wrenpity.tumblr.com/post/162468921544/soft-satin-lipstains-heres-my-first-piece-of-cc Nails: https://simlaughlove.tumblr.com/post/163327412088/sll-rainbownails Tattoos: https://justkala-peacelovecc.tumblr.com/post/187333918616/witchy-woman-body-tattoos-i-am-releasing-these-a Piercing: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-earrings/title/bad-dream-nose-ring-piercing-set/id/1444328/ Necklace: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-necklaces/title/shanna-necklace--heavendy-cc/id/1393756/ Top: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-everyday/title/trillyke--sunny-side-up-top/id/1454552/ Skirt: https://love4sims4.tumblr.com/post/183391450158/glumbut-cargo-skirt-what-do-you-call-this-a Shoes: https://www.patreon.com/posts/25334773