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have you read orv. will you read orv. when will you read orv.
#dont look at the page count look at me ok look at me#well written dynamic female characters. found family. mental illness. gay people.#canon transgender characters.#but none of that even matters those are just bullet points on a checklist thats jot what its about#what its about is sticking its dirty little hand right into my chest and ripping my heart out
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breaking my silence to say that this is how i feel about hit rpg in stars and time rn. i am so incredibly normal about this game idk what you’re talking about
#in stars and time#no but all jokes aside this game has consumed my life#and i need everyone seeing this to play it right now#the characters? incredibly likable. the story? literally ripped my heart out of my chest. the visuals? stunning chef’s kiss.#the MUSIC?? we are so BACK baby!!!!!!#might make more posts that delve deeper into this but this game came at a time of my life where i truly needed to hear the things being sai#anyways im normal again#cool game
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"They sent me for corrective surgery."
Tom Mercier as Fix in The Animal Kingdom (2023)
#the animal kingdom#le règne animal#tom mercier#aka rip my heart right out of my chest why don't you
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I’ve come to a conclusion:
There aren’t nearly enough fics where Volo is on his hands and knees pathetically groveling for Akari’s forgiveness.
I’m only aware of like two, actually.
And one of them is mine.
#wieldershipping#volo x akari#volokari#pokemon legends: arceus#my Akari is 21-22 by the way~#spoiler alert for my fic but...#Akari doesn't forgive him immediately#she even tells him to his face that if they were really friends then he won't come back#rips his little heart right out of his chest#and then she turns around and just leaves him there#...and then feels kind of bad about it#if you're curious about what happens next in the story then you'll just have to wait~
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felt every single emotion jn the span of 2 episodes what the fuck
#fionna and cake#i cried. everyone crode. we all crew#my heart felt like it was being ripped out of my chest#seeing bmo act like that... and the run down treehouse and everything#i felt genuine grief. thats crazy#but at least we have gay people right. right guys <- crying and throwing up
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went into asteroid city to see a pretty wes anderson film about space with an alien (played by jeff goldblum :)) and walked out wanting to cry
#am i doing this right? am i doing this right?#i think ripping my heart out of my chest would have been less painful#asteroid city
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I’m Sally Jackson’s son.
AHHHH im just i cant i-
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How do u know if its love or mental illness?
#I'm so fucked up in the head#so glad I have therapy later#love#bpd#bipolar#fawn response#like ugh I am so fucking afraid of myself#I take a look at my past 3 relationships and I have absolutely devastated all three of them and I don't want to hurt anyone else#but I'm literally 3 for 3 in the ruining lives department and like okay yeah 1 and 2 eventually got over it and moved on but what if 3#never does? I mean I guess its all so new and raw but like I feel so awful. I feel like I'm never allowed to love again until I can like#not hurt people? but I think we are all always gonna hurt people. ugh love is so stupid I wish I could just turn it off!!#I wish I could just rip it out of my chest and fucking kill fucking beat the shit out of my heart so it never dares to feel or want again#and then I get surprised when I tell people that and they look at me like they're going to cry#why in the world should I be allowed to love?? when it clearly does so much damage??#and then its worse right because then when I love someone I google the symptom of every fucking mental illness imaginable. bpd. bipolar.#adhd. autism. you name it I've searched it. and like I have bipolar so then I start invalidating my own love. I tell myself things like#oh youre just manic and thats making you think that this person is in love with you. oh you're just manic you think you are the center of#everyone's universe. oh you're just manic you aren't actually happy around them they just enable your ugly illness#and then like the things in question that are making me think this as like totally valid and normal things#like oh you're just manic you think they love you- my brother in christ they remember the smallest details about me and always know how to#make me laugh. we can't lock eyes longer than a few seconds before we both smile etc etc etc#but then it gets analytical- you know? bc then my brain is like ok we have to disprove our own personal bartholomuel that nafty brainworm#but you cant logically analyze something like love I don't think#right and then like I'm so deep in this hole of analyzing I start running the simulations of all the damage I'll do if/when it ends poorly#because I'm a piece of shit and I always always always go stir crazy and lose myself in it and panic and try to run and then bury my own#personality and wants and needs bc I want so badly to be loved I subconsciously shape shift myself into their ideal partner#right okay so then I'm minmaxing it- I'm speed running the imaginary relationship in my brain start to finish every single day and living#in a fake scenario where we break up every single day thousands and thousands of times over and none of that even happened#its like- because I have to prove to myself that its pure and genuine love and not mental illness or attachment or pure lust allows this#evil part of my brain to just take over and go hog wild torturing me with all these awful situations that don't even exist!!
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feeling very
#do you ever just [TWO ENTIRE SENTENCES EXPUNGED]. it’s like my heart being ripped out of my chest so genuinely. i have serious psychological#issues and i need to be happily married with 2 pets and maybe a kid and a mortgage right this second or i will start frothing at the mouth.#purrs#*experiences the events of dec 14 2022 6 - 6:20 p.m. est* *immediately shoves half a chocolate bar in my mouth to cope*#food#the experience was good btw i just am a deeply deranged and broken person and i need to be held redacted redacted redacted redacted for like#6 hours straight and i am experiencing the exquisite pain of knowing such a thing has never been and will never be possible and also i am#alone and lonely and will probably be for the foreseeable future so! 🤑🤘
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Me last weekend: I'm watching bnha just to feel something
Me right now: 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#im feeling it now Mr. Krabs#im feeling a lot of emotions and theyre all over the place#can i just hold my children?#i forgot how emo it got#i keep blaming the boring beginning of season 5 but im right#its a turn off#but season 6?#season 6 is where its at#season 6 said hey i got you and it went and ripped my heart out my chest#just so i could feel things#ice knows
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@stupidcampervantales
The person running this blog is very lovely, supportive, and kind. Not to mention an incredible writer and video editor.
@jodiethecomer and I are worried about @stupidcamervantales because her blog has suddenly disappeared today. We’d like to be here for her just as she was here for us, and now there’s simply no way to reach out.
We’re both extremely distressed and devastated. Personally, I’ve been crying all afternoon.
If anyone knows anything about what happened to this blog, please let us know.
And if you’re reading this @stupidcampervantales, please come back. We miss you dearly.
#I feel like my heart is ripped right out of my chest#god I hope she's okay#@jodiethecomer#@stupidcampervantales
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harry is so good at the emotional bits of the movie and the chemistry with david, i'm really really impressed
he was amazing, they all were 🥹
#can we talk about that bit after tom and marion have sex for the 1st time#‘was it alright? i’ll be better next time’ 🥺😔#and that 2nd time too after patrick leaves like tom’s FACE#rips ya heart right out of ur chest my dudes#ask#mp
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lauren baby you can't pay me to forget that that scene is etched into my brain until the day i die i have been crying ever since
at least we'll cry together we're all widows now
that scene will literally live rent free in my head causing me nothing but harm and hurt and chaos ok, my eyes are literally bloodshot from crying IM STILL CRYING
who am i without him??!?!!!
#it’s probably not normal for me to feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and shit on#but bestie i literally am feeling the absolute worst right now lmaokillme#stranger things spoilers#▸ laur answers#/ luiza
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WAIT ANGELO BADALAMENTI DIED??????
#oh god y’all my heart’s been ripped right out of my chest#oh no :(((((#aw man this sucks#My Mummy Dust#Angelo Badalamenti#Vent#Not Ghost#I will be taking a drive while blasting the entirety of fire walk with me
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#sometimes i really REALLY want to steal my parents' cat elvis from them#he's so fat he can't walk right#and his front legs are like...bending weird in a way that sends sympathy pain ripping through my chest every time he walks#like honestly we're past the point of fat to he's morbidly obese and it makes me so fucking sad#like he has to be in a world of pain he's that fat#but i have no way of actually taking him and :(#and then there's luna#who has something wrong with her to the point where she's just skin and bones#but my fucking dad just....wont take them to the vet#they have 4 cats and something is wrong with all of them#but he fucking wont take them and it's like....#its abuse at this point#its flat out animal abuse#no matter what me and my mom tell him he just shuts down and then gets mad and just...fucking wont do anything#they aren't vaccinated so i can't just take them with me bc they have to be fully vaccinated to get on a plane and it's just#it's breaking my heart to the point where i dont want to come home again until they're all dead#bc looking at them every day like this breaks my fucking heart#negative#animal abuse mention
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after at long last finishing Babel, heart wrenched in two, a bit traumatized and deeply emotional:
me *kicking down a03's doors*: WHERE THE F**K ARE THE FANFICS AT?!?!?! I NEED COMFORT THERAPY!!!!
#babel#rf kuang#books#bookcore#i am that picture of colbert screaming 'why dont you rip my heart out of my chest and eat it in front of me?!'#i oddly enough want to read it again now that i know whats coming#i want more from this world but i dont see how thats possible#im gonna read a fluffy book after this#i made the mistake of finishing it right before going into work i was a wreck haha#schnick rambles#reading
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