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rowenas-megacoven · 3 months
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I’m scared for my lil guy Mobius on the timelines all by himself. What if some non-Kang related big bad who has managed to evade the reformed TVA’s watch and wants to control a bunch of timelines puts 2 and 2 together, realises that Möbius was a key player in helping establish Loki at the centre of the Yggdrasil (that Loki cares deeply about Mobius and visa versa) and comes after him in the hopes to oust Loki? Part of me feels like Mobius could handle it but Mobius doesn’t have big scary dog privileges anymore girlies, what with Loki being tangled up at the Citadel and it worries me. Sylvie is a slippery lil sword wielding snake (affectionate) who’s entire childhood WAS self-preservation and survival, she’ll be fine. B15, O.B and Casey are all somewhat afforded better protection from within the TVA but what about Mobius? He’s just a lil mourning retiree trying to make a new life for himself. What if danger finds him? I trust B15 to have some sort of protection and emergency measures in place for him but what if it’s not enough?
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writingithink · 3 years
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Tangled Timelines Chapter 4 Rated: T Chapter Word Count: 8,468 Chapter Summary: Their tour of Torchwood does not go well. Notes: Okay so it's been awhile, but I'm back! Life is still p busy and chaotic, buuut the muse is kinder to me when there's more sunshine, so ... *shrug* I can only hope the update is worth the wait XP Hopefully the fact that it's the longest chapter yet helps?
MASSIVE thanks to @hey-there-juliet for being an amazing beta, as always.
All mistakes are definitely mine, being as I cannot leave anything alone.
I own nothing.
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They left the warehouse through a dingy corridor, which the Doctor suspected was actually a tunnel. The air felt stale and damp despite the ventilation shafts running above them. Plus, Yvonne was currently silent, not giving them an enthusiastic description of where they were or where they were going - likely an attempt to disorient them. Cheeky, really.
“All those times I’ve been to Earth, I’ve never heard of you,” he told her, mostly trying to figure out how that was even possible, and partly because hearing nothing but their echoing footsteps was starting to get on his nerves.
Rose was quiet, both verbally and in his head, as she continuously looked around them. Being escorted by armed guards through a creepy tunnel was putting her on edge. He squeezed her hand, but had a difficult time trying to project reassurance across their bond.
“But of course not. You’re the enemy,” Yvonne said. “You’re actually named in the Torchwood Foundation Charter of 1879 as an enemy of the Crown.”
Wait, 1879?! Torchwood, 1879.
“1879,” the Doctor repeated aloud this time. “That was called Torchwood, that house in Scotland.”
Just you?!, Rose exclaimed, outrage flitting through their connection. They don’t even mention me? Oh, that is just- just typical Victorian. I bet it’s because you said you bought me or whatever. I was just- just a thing. Good enough to be knighted and banished, but don’t get even a teeny tiny mention on this Charter of theirs?
I’m sorry, do you want to be declared an enemy of the crown?, he asked her. While he was able to keep his amusement off of his face, it was very apparent over the bond.
“That’s right,” Yvonne was saying, “where you encountered Queen Victoria and the werewolf.”
“I guess she really was NOT amused,” Rose quipped.
“Her Majesty created the Torchwood Institute with the express intention of keeping Britain great, and fighting the alien horde,” Yvonne informed them.
Suppose it’s best that I wasn’t mentioned, his wife admitted over the bond. Imagine what would’ve happened if Torchwood did know about me and snatched me up, took me prisoner or something before we even met?
She actually made a very good point.
“But if I’m the enemy, does that mean that I’m a prisoner?” the Doctor asked, more than a little worried.
Earth during this time, from his perspective? Mostly harmless. Torchwood, however, had an awful lot of very not-harmless extraterrestrial technology. And while they couldn’t get into the TARDIS and couldn’t actually stop him from sensing where she was, they did seem to have a sporting chance of keeping them from reaching her.
“Oh yes,” Yvonne answered as they made a sharp turn and exited the tunnel to stop abruptly in front of a heavily enforced door. “But we’ll make you perfectly comfortable. And there is so much you can teach us. Starting with this.”
The door slid open and she led them into what appeared to be some sort of laboratory. 
“Now, what do you make of that?” she asked, not needing to be any more specific. There was no way that he couldn’t know what she was referring to, the way the sphere was hovering at the end of the narrow space, every single piece of equipment in the room trained on it. And it was decidedly wrong. More wrong than the ghosts, than Torchwood’s existence, than … anything on the planet , really.
The Doctor couldn’t take his eyes off it.
All of his senses were going haywire, forcing him to block out most of the bond in order to shield Rose from just how- how awful this thing was.
“You must be the Doctor,” he was dimly aware that someone was speaking to him. “Rajesh Singh. It’s an honor, sir.”
“Yeah,” he muttered, still unable to look away from the sphere.
The timelines were tangling up around it, some passing over it as if the sphere didn’t exist, others indicating direct consequences of its future actions, or inaction - who knows. But those timelines were the only real sign, aside from the fact that he could see it, that his senses were giving him to prove that it did, in fact, exist at all.
“What is that?” his bondmate asked, dropping his hand. “It’s- it’s-”
“We got no idea,” Yvonne had no qualms to admit.
The Doctor shut down even more of the bond (a difficult feat), activating senses that he rarely used and was sure would only serve to give Rose a headache (or worse) if they leeched over to her. He had some ideas, none of them good, but still needed to narrow it down.
“It’s wrong,” his wife proclaimed.
“What makes you think there’s something wrong with it?” he vaguely heard the bloke - Rajesh - ask her.
“I … I can’t … I think I might be sick.”
His attention snapped back to his bondmate and the Doctor opened the bond a little bit more, as much he safely felt he could, attempting to comfort her while also determining exactly what she was sensing from the sphere. Rose was still new to telepathy, really, and there was a possibility that other senses were activating as well. Unfortunately, he also needed to figure out what the sphere really was, and couldn’t focus the majority of his attention on his wife as he walked up to the platform. All he could safely ascertain, without going too deep into her mind to focus on the task at hand, was that she wasn’t truly ill and that her mind wasn’t in any danger.
“Well, the sphere has that effect on everyone,” Yvonne said. “Makes you want to run and hide, like it’s forbidden.”
“We tried analyzing it using every device imaginable,” Rajesh explained as the Doctor re-blocked the bond and put on his 3D specs, hoping for once that he was wrong. “But according to our instruments, the sphere doesn’t exist.”
Oh, why couldn’t he have been wrong? The sphere was so steeped in Void particles that it almost looked as though it was made of the stuff.
Yvonne had said that the ghosts were a side effect. He was starting to get an idea of what may have happened.
“It weighs nothing,” Rajesh continued, “it doesn’t age. No heat, no radiation, and has no atomic mass.”
“But everyone can see it,” Rose pointed out in disbelief. “Touch it, I’m assuming. It’s there.”
“Fascinating, isn’t it? It upsets people because it gives off nothing. It is absent.”
The Doctor couldn’t stop looking at it. It was … well, obviously it wasn’t impossible, but it should be.
“Well, Doctor?” Yvonne asked, snapping him out of it.
“This is a Void Ship,” he admitted, refocusing on the weakening barriers he’d erected around their bond, trying to reinforce them in order to keep his anxiety and fear from crossing over. The blocks wouldn’t last much longer, the mental energy to keep them in place would be too great, but he just needed a little more time to get a handle on himself. They would figure this all out. They had to.
“And what is that?”
He could feel his wife attempting to reach him and hated that he was keeping her out. But really, they needed to avoid the inevitable negative feedback loop, especially since he had to do his best to appear calm and collected in front of these people. The Doctor took off his glasses, but still couldn’t stop looking at the ship.
“Well, it’s impossible for starters,” he told them, unable to think of a better word. “I always thought it was just a theory, but it’s a vessel designed to exist outside of time and space, traveling through the Void.”
Finally able to rip his gaze away from the sphere, he turned away, sitting down on the stairs leading up to the platform. Yvonne and Rajesh were quick to flank him, forcing Rose to squeeze past them in order to sit next to him. The Doctor put his arm around her automatically, and his barriers crumbled away. It was easier to keep himself calm (well, more calm) now that he wasn’t looking at the thing.
“And what’s the Void?” Rajesh asked.
It’s the space between parallel worlds, yeah?, his bondmate confirmed, attempting to send soothing waves of reassurance across their connection and dutifully not complaining about being cut off.
“The space between dimensions,” he explained to the others after mentally agreeing with his wife. “There’s all sorts of realities around us, different dimensions, billions of parallel universes all stacked up against each other. The Void is the space in between, containing absolutely nothing. Imagine that - nothing. No light, no dark, no up, no down, no life, no time.” The Doctor actually found himself feeling better, giving them a heavily edited lecture, separating himself from all of the potential ramifications for a moment. But only for a moment, before dread began to claw back up his spine. “My people called it the Void. The Eternals call it the Howling. But some people call it Hell.”
“But someone built the sphere,” Rajesh pointed out. “What for? Why go there?”
Oh, he did love it when people asked the important questions.
“To explore?” he hazarded. “To escape? You could sit inside that thing and eternity would pass you by. The Big Bang, end of the Universe, start of the next, wouldn’t even touch the sides. You’d exist outside the whole of creation.”
In a rare moment of complete synchronicity, he and Rose both thought of the Beast in the pit.
The Doctor hadn’t thought it possible, but the Void Ship suddenly seemed even more sinister.
Before time.
Perhaps a being could exist before time … if they crawled out of the Void. But how would that even work? He wanted to convince himself that it was impossible - had to be. But …
It doesn’t matter, Rose chimed in, easily getting his attention. We stopped him. Whatever’s in that thing, it isn’t that.
She seemed so certain of this that the Doctor couldn’t help but believe her.
“You see, we were right,” Yvonne said, smugly. “There is something inside there.”
“Oh, yes,” he agreed, frowning deeply as she smiled on.
His bondmate was now thinking of a different memory from Krop Tor. What the Beast had predicted for her.
The valiant child, who will die in battle so very soon.
He could feel the beginnings of the negative feedback loop that he’d been trying so hard to prevent.
I told you, it was wrong, the Doctor insisted, trying to project his complete certainty of this fact. Their timelines were entwined - it was all or nothing. And he still didn’t trust what he’d glimpsed at the Olympics, couldn’t allow that kind of hope to blind him of the danger of their current situation, but he played the memory for her anyway. He needed her to believe it. They just needed to get through this.
“So, how do we get in there?” Rajesh asked.
Oh, how he hated it when people asked the wrong questions.
“We don’t!” he ordered, launching himself up off the platform. “We send that thing back into Hell. How did it get here in the first place?”
There would have to be a tear in the fabric of reality for it to come through now that his people were gone. And he was going to have to figure out how to close it before it got bigger.
A tear in the fabric of reality?!, Rose shouted in his mind as she got up to follow him.
“Well, that’s how it all started,” Yvonne unknowingly saved him from having to respond to his seething wife. “The sphere came through into this world and the ghosts followed in its wake.”
“Show me,” the Doctor demanded, voice clipped as he took Rose’s hand and marched out of the room.
You’ve known about this Void stuff the whole bloody time, she continued complaining over the bond. Why the HELL didn’t you say something sooner?
I didn’t want to worry you unless I had to, he admitted. When it was just those ghosts, I thought that maybe it would be a simple fix. But that ship is corporeal. It made it properly through. The ghosts haven’t, so I thought I might just be dealing with a potential crack in the Universe. An almost crack. Like when you drop a mug and it gets a tiny hairline fracture. It hasn’t actually broken, just damaged enough that bacteria can get caught in it. You shouldn’t really drink out of it anymore if you can help it, but if you wanted to you could still use it to store pencils.
They took a left and barely made it past the door before he heard Yvonne shout, “No, Doctor.”
He quickly pivoted, accidentally dragging his bondmate in a circle, and then purposefully held his head high as they walked past the door again.
So the ship broke the mug, then, Rose continued as Yvonne and one of the soldiers caught up to them.
Yup. The metaphor kind of falls apart a bit after that, though. I’ll think of something better, just give us a tick. And … I’m sorry. It’s not like I thought you couldn’t handle it or anything.
They were directed to a lift, and as soon as they got inside his bondmate let go of his hand and crossed her arms.
Honestly, the Doctor pleaded across their bond, I was hoping that I was wrong. That it just appeared like they’d crossed the Void.
She glanced his way before eyeing the screen that was tracking their progress up the floors at a rate that was much faster than he could recall lifts being in this time period. The further up they went, the more his senses were screaming at him that things were not right. Timelines were twisting into strange shapes, and what was an occasional flicker everywhere else was more like a strobe as they shifted in and out of existence. The Doctor felt increasingly grateful that the barriers around his senses were much stronger than the rest.
You really weren’t trying to keep me out of some plan you’re cookin’?
Absolutely not, he hastily agreed. Me? A plan? Bold of you to think I have one.
His bondmate covered her mouth with a hand as her laughter rang out over their connection. Much better. Well, relatively. They were still in the middle of a gigantic potentially-Universe-ending catastrophe, but who said he couldn’t still appreciate the little things?
Yvonne led them out at the 45th floor - the very top of the building. Or maybe skyscraper was a better word.
“Right this way, then,” she said, and while Yvonne had started off leading them, they soon matched her pace - the breach was so large that there was no way the Doctor could have missed it even without the escort. 
Within moments they turned a corner and there it was. Dormant, but there.
“The sphere came through here,” Yvonne stated. “A hole in the world.”
The Doctor dropped Rose’s hand as he approached the tear. Even in its current state, he could tell how large it was - that it had been growing. He reached up a hand, tracing its edge. Tingly. Tingly, but the bad kind. His hairs stood on end.
Is that safe? His wife’s worry coated their bond.
It’s fine, he assured her. It’s closed … for now.
“Not active at the moment,” Yvonne continued, “but when we fire particle engines at that exact spot, the breach opens up.”
So they made the hole, then? Why?!
He could tell that his bondmate was wondering the exact same thing.
“How did you even find it?” the Doctor asked, deciding to start at the beginning (so to speak), as he backed away to look at the rip in reality in its entirety.
“We were getting warning signs for years. A radar black spot. So we built this place, Torchwood Tower. The breach was six hundred feet above sea level. It was the only way to reach it,” Yvonne answered as he put on his 3D glasses.
Oh. Oh. The edges were steeped in just as much Void particles as the ship - which was just about what he’d been thinking, but still. Anticipating and then seeing were two very different things. He didn’t want to see what it was like when active. It should have never been active.
Do they just have an unlimited budget, then? Country spending all it’s money on this?
The Doctor could tell that his wife wasn’t actually talking to him, but the thought was quite loud and quite irritated. He glanced back to see Rose standing a few feet behind him with her arms crossed, frowning as she glared at the back of Yvonne Hartman’s head.
“You built a skyscraper just to reach a spatial disturbance?” he couldn’t help but ask. “How much money have you got?”
“Enough,” Yvonne blithely answered before walking away.
Well, that was … fair? He never had figured out all of the rules for money, especially for talking about money. Humans were just so … so weird. The Doctor took off his glasses and tried not to roll his eyes.
“Look who’s talking,” Rose whispered in his ear.
“Oh, speaking aloud now, are we?” he muttered back.
“Mmhmm,” she responded with a cheeky grin. “Gonna let me try out your 3D glasses? Aren’t these from when we saw It Came from Outer Space after the last time we failed to see Elvis?” Turns out third time isn’t the charm.
This time the Doctor really did roll his eyes as he passed his bondmate the glasses. It really shouldn’t be this difficult to see Elvis Presley, really it-
He stopped himself from going down that train of thought. Much more important things to think about. Rose tilted her head as she stared at the breach, then turned toward him. Her jaw dropped.
“Doc-”
“Come on now, Doctor,” Yvonne called before Rose could finish her sentence.
“Yup! Coming!”
They both turned and followed their ‘tour guide’ away from the rip in the multiverse, his wife passing back the glasses as they went.
Why are those black things all over you, too? The, er, Void stuff, Rose asked over the bond.
They’re also on you. We’ve been through, remember? But we’ve just got a light dusting. Everything else, you can barely see the thing for the Void, he explained as they caught up with Yvonne only to be led into an office.
Rose paused by a window, pressing her face up against the glass as she looked down at the streets below them, while the Doctor … for lack of a better way to phrase it … wandered off. It was different, though! The rule was for Rose not to wander away from him. That didn’t mean he couldn’t wander away from … uptight know-it-all heads of shadow organizations. Whom his wife was- was guarding. While he investigated!
Unfortunately, there wasn’t much of interest going on at the moment. And everyone was ignoring him. He was able to get a good look at their equipment, though, so at least there was that. It was simple enough, but he doubted he’d have enough time to dismantle it before a bunch of soldiers with guns came and stopped him.
“Oh!” he heard Rose exclaim from around the corner. “Look, we’re in Canary Wharf!”
The Doctor quickly placed them in his mental map of London. Good to know. He wasn’t yet sure why it would be good to know, but it couldn’t hurt. The ‘ghosts’ were everywhere, so it wouldn’t help with that, but if he needed to contact UNIT at any point, they would need to know his position.
“Well, that is the public name for it,” Yvonne was saying as he headed back toward them. “But to those in the know, it’s Torchwood.”
Right then. And now they were in the know, so it was time they listened.
“So,” he began as soon as he entered the room, “you find the breach, probe it, the sphere comes through six hundred feet above London, bam! It leaves a hole in the fabric of reality. And that hole, you think, oh, shall we leave it alone? Shall we back off? Shall we play it safe? Nah, you think let’s make it bigger!”
“It’s a massive source of energy,” Yvonne justified. “If we can harness that power, we need never depend on the Middle East again. Britain will become truly independent. Look, you can see for yourself. Next Ghost Shift’s in two minutes.”
She began leading them away, yet again, and he was tired of the tour.
“Cancel it,” he ordered as Yvonne walked past.
She’s not gonna listen to ya, his bondmate oh-so-helpfully pointed out.
“I don’t think so.”
The timelines were stretching taught all around him, blinking in and out even faster. He’d experienced temporal tipping points, he’d experienced fixed points, but he’d never experienced something like this. It was fraying his every nerve and it was taking most of his mental energy just to keep the effects of the anomaly from leaching across the bond.
“I’m warning you, cancel it,” he snarled. Why couldn’t she just listen? Why couldn’t she see that her actions right here, right now, could stop the Universe from being ripped apart?!
Rose, unaware of his mental turmoil, recoiled slightly, eyes widening. He could feel her prodding around the bond, trying to get further into his mind, asking what was wrong and baffled at his lack of response.
No no no no no. Not right now, not when he was constantly erecting and re-erecting barriers. It would be too much, if she got in his head fully. Too much, too much, too much.
Yvonne Hartman spun around, showing some real emotion for the first time since they landed at her precious headquarters that she had no idea may as well be a tomb.
“Oh, exactly as the legends would have it,” she said, voice dripping with condescension. “The Doctor, lording it over us, assuming alien authority over the Rights of Man.”
“Let me show you,” the Doctor panted, racing back behind a glass wall just as he succeeded in forcibly pushing Rose out of his head. Their bond went silent. A sinking feeling permeated his being, but … later. He’d deal with it later, explain later. One problem at a bloody time. “Sphere comes through,” he announced, pulling out his sonic and pointing it at the glass, making sure Hartman watched as it splintered around the initial impact site. “But when it made the hole, it cracked the world around it. The entire surface of this dimension splintered. And that’s how the ghosts get through. That’s how they get everywhere. They’re bleeding through the fault lines. Walking from their world, across the Void, and into yours, with the human race hoping and wishing and helping them along. But too many ghosts, and-” he gently poked the glass wall and the whole thing shattered onto the floor.
For a moment, everyone was silent. Maybe he’d gotten through to her.
“Well,” she finally said, “in that case, we’ll have to be more careful.”
He glanced at Rose, meeting her eyes for only a moment before she swallowed and looked away.
“Positions! Ghost Shift in one minute!”
In a few long strides, the Doctor avoided most of the glass, fully ready to beg.
“Miss Hartman, I am asking you, please don’t do it.”
“You’re putting everyone in danger,” his bondmate chimed in, and he didn’t like the panic and desperation in her voice, so he didn’t dare turn and try to look at her again. Seeing Rose upset wasn’t going to help. “Not just London or Britain, but the whole world! Maybe the whole Universe!”
“We have done this a thousand times!” Yvonne shot back, as if that somehow made it better.
“Then stop at a thousand!” he shouted, timelines strobing in and out so quickly that he could barely think straight, barriers beginning to crumble and he didn’t have the energy left to build more, not if he wanted to figure out how to stop whatever Miss Hartman seemed determined to start.
“We’re in control of the ghosts,” she tried to convince him. “The levers can open the breach, but equally they can close it.”
The Doctor stared at her, and came to a decision, though not the most ethical one. Still, desperate times called for desperate measures, and since he was no longer using all of his telepathic energy to keep his wife from stumbling into the minefield that was his mind, he could do something else. He could project towards Miss Yvonne Hartman. She worked right next to the breach, which means her brain was likely primed for this sort of thing. Universe ending? Fine. Fine. Let her end it, then. But could she make that call? Would she be able to live with herself … whether she lived at all?
“Okay,” he said brightly, breaking eye contact once the suggestion was made and practically skipping back toward the office.
“Sorry?” Yvonne asked, just as confused as he figured she’d be.
“Never mind. As you were,” the Doctor smiled, grabbing the nearest chair and rolling it over towards where Rose was standing, still preternaturally silent in his head despite the fact that his barriers were now almost non-existent.
“What, is that it?”
“No, fair enough. Said my bit, don’t mind me,” he replied, taking a seat and turning toward the nearest worker. “Any chance for a cup of tea?”
The woman at the desk ignored him, but she did turn toward Miss Hartman and announce, “Ghost Shift in twenty seconds.”
“Mmm, can’t wait to see it,” the Doctor said, over exaggerating his excitement, his clenched fists the only thing giving him away.
“You can’t stop us, Doctor,” Yvonne declared, though it didn’t seem like her heart was in it. Good.
“No, absolutely not,” he agreed, crossing his arms. “Come here, Rose. Come and watch the fireworks.”
His bondmate finally walked over to him, and he was quick to weave their fingers together. And just like that, every barrier he had, even the ones that were normally easy to maintain, fell away as if they’d never existed in the first place. Her eyes widened, a barely audible gasp escaping before she moved even closer, stumbling before taking a seat on his lap.
I thought-
She didn’t give him time to finish the thought.
Sod it! If this is as long as our forever might be, I’m not gonna spend it pretending that we’re not together, her mental voice a disconcerting mix of defiance, anger, sorrow, and fear.
“Ghost shift in ten seconds,” the woman at the computer announced.
Rose’s grip on his hand tightened.
“Nine.”
The Doctor locked eyes with Miss. Hartman.
“Eight.”
He could see the fear there, just under the surface.
“Seven.”
He raised his eyebrows, daring her.
“Six.”
I love you, Rose’s mental voice whispered across the bond, tentative, afraid to mess up the game of chicken he’d started, but also desperate with the need to tell him.
“Five.”
I love you too, the Doctor replied, squeezing her hand, eyes still never leaving Yvonne’s, grin still plastered on his face.
“Four.”
It was a staring contest, with the entire Universe at stake, and he could tell that the fact that he didn’t actually have to blink was beginning to unnerve her.
“Three.”
C’mon c’mon c’mon c’mon !
“Two.”
His respiratory bypass kicked in, though his smile didn’t falter.
The word ‘one’ was about to pass through the worker’s lips.
“Stop the shift,” Yvonne ordered. “I said stop.”
“Thank you,” he said, managing to not let on just how worried he’d been there for a second.
“Yeah,” Rose seconded, “thank you.”
“I suppose it makes sense to get as much intelligence as possible,” Yvonne said, visibly shaken though doing a pretty good job of trying to hide it from her employees. “But the program will recommence, as soon as you’ve explained everything.”
“We’re glad to be of help,” the Doctor replied, not wanting to push her any farther. It wasn’t safe to use telepathy around humans at the best of times, and his mind was all over the place.
What?!, his wife screeched in his head.
Not you, he quickly backpedalled. We’ve been over this, remember? You’ve got the activated genes for it.
Not that, you plum! You went in her head?!
“And someone clear up this glass,” Miss. Hartman was saying, interrupting the silent row that was starting up between them. “They did warn me, Doctor. They said you like to make a mess.”
“They’re not wrong there,” Rose agreed, standing up awfully primly and crossing her arms.
The Doctor pouted up at her.
I wasn’t in her head, it was just a projected suggestion. Just- just like really loudly thinking in her direction, he tried to explain. I’m a touch telepath, I can’t properly enter another mind without direct contact. Well, aside from you, obviously.
And that works? Thinking loudly at someone?, his bondmate scoffed over their connection, disbelief apparent.
When you’re a telepath? Yes. Sometimes.
And in his case, with great difficulty. Really, he’d just gotten lucky.
It was just luck?
The Doctor sighed before finally standing, forced to move out of the way by the workers who had arrived surprisingly quickly to clean up the glass. Right, no barriers at all now, and no mental energy to make more. Rose obviously still had her own, since he wasn’t getting a stream of endless random thoughts and feelings. Well, this was going to be embarrassing. Actually-
Do you have a headache right now?, he asked her, briefly glancing at the workers around them before taking her hand. The ones that were obviously part of the Ghost Shift program had started typing on their computers again.
No, not really.
How’s that?
It didn’t make sense. He felt awful, the Void and the shifting, snarled up timelines constantly grating at his senses.
I mean, for a second there I thought I might pass out, but then I just kind of … I dunno, turned off the weird stuff?
And oh, how he wished he could figure out exactly what she meant by that, but now - unfortunately - wasn’t the time. Glass taken care of, Yvonne was now entering her office, nodding at them to follow. They both glanced back at the wall where the Void sat, waiting.
“C’mon,” his wife whispered, finally giving him a smile as she grabbed the chair and pushed it in front of her.
His gratitude, the Doctor was sure, must have been abundantly apparent. He took a deep breath before they both followed Yvonne into her office. Rose took a seat in what had been his chair, so the Doctor took the other.
“No,” Miss. Hartman was quick to correct, hands on her hips, “that’s my seat. We’ll get another.”
He turned to his wife just in time to see her rolling her eyes while failing to suppress a grin. Yvonne made the request, and by the time he walked around the desk again, a worker was rolling another chair in. They were quite efficient, he’d give them that. Then again, they had still not managed to get him his tea, so …
They’re not getting paid to listen to you, Rose commented. They’d be paid to bring Yvonne Hartman tea. 
The Doctor smiled at her sarcasm as he got comfortable in his new chair, putting his feet up on the desk and leaning back. Blimey, he was tired.
“So these ghosts, whatever they are,” Yvonne asked, getting straight back into it, “did they build the sphere?”
“Must have,” he replied, not that he really knew. “Aimed it at this dimension like a cannonball.”
Though if the ‘ghosts’ were following in the void ship’s wake, he was partly curious and mostly terrified to find out what was actually inside the craft. Hopefully just more of whatever the ghosts really were, but possibly some sort of weapon. Who knew? Hopefully they would never have to find out.
Rose began chewing at a fingernail, looking out the window.
“And the energy?”
He raised both eyebrows, though wasn’t completely surprised that these humans would gladly siphon power even while not understanding how it was being generated. Problem was, they shouldn’t be able to do any of it and wouldn’t be able to do any of it without the alien technology they had stolen. Timelines strobed in and out, faster and faster and faster.
“I could use some energy,” the Doctor replied. “Quite the day I’ve been having. Where is that tea?”
His wife took his hand, weaving their fingers together as Miss. Hartman gazed skyward for a moment before (finally) ordering the tea.
Is there anything I can do to help?,  Rose asked.
I doubt it. Since you can’t sense all of this, and I would not want to show you, it’s not as if I can even-
Before he could finish the thought, his mind was suddenly full of Rose and light and love and over half of his senses cut off. There were no more tangling timelines blinking in and out of existence - there were no more timelines at all . 
The Doctor blinked, trying not to panic.
Yvonne said something, but he wasn’t sure what. Wasn’t paying attention, as he realized that his wife wasn’t in his head. 
No.
She had pulled him into hers.
“I’m sorry, what was that?” he asked, wiggling his fingers in front of his face. It was so strange. His mind was still in his body, but yet … not? There was a slight lag between thought and action - about 5 picoseconds. 
You are amazing, he exclaimed over the bond.
Rose grinned, mind radiating smugness.
How did you even figure out how to do this?
They certainly hadn’t gone over it during any of their telepathy lessons. And he hadn’t yet had the chance to look for more specific information, being as he’d only just found out how it all worked. 
I don’t know, Rose’s mental voice admitted, uncertainty coating the words. I just kinda imagined what I wanted to do and then … I don’t know.
Blimey, she was going to be a much stronger telepath than he was.
“I asked what you would have us do if you had your way. You said send it back, but how exactly do you propose we do that?”
Ah. Good question. And where things got downright complicated (not that they weren’t already). The Doctor gave Rose’s hand a squeeze and then let go, wanting to determine if touch was a factor in this newfound ability of hers? Theirs? He wasn’t sure, had only ever done anything remotely similar when invasively telepathically connected with someone, touching their psi-points. This was much, much different.
The connection held.
And most importantly, for the moment - overall it was completely unsustainable, not having access to most of his senses - he could think clearly.
“I’ll need access to your equipment, and a comprehensive list of exactly what alien technologies you have at your disposal, because there’s a chance you may have what I need to properly seal and contain excess void particles. And I’ll need the TARDIS.”
“A comprehensive list? Hah! Nice try, Doctor. The relevant equipment, I may be able to allow.”
“May?”
“Torchwood serves Queen and Country, and there are calls I would have to make.” Now she didn’t look amused.
“Make them,” he urged.
“And when they ask about the energy?” she requested, eyebrows raised.
Calculations raced through his head.
“Well, there’d have to be energy sending them back. So you’d have that, right?” Rose piped in before he could compare the results with historical precedence - took longer without his time senses.
Point was, his wife was right, pretty much. And now wasn’t really the time to get picky. They were going to have to compromise.
“A lot of energy in the transfer,” he agreed, nodding enthusiastically. “Run the maths yourself, but reversing all of the particles will take up the energy of key commands, power usage normal, and the energy created by all of the particles reversing at once would be massive. Long term may not be what you wanted, but I also doubt you wanted to annihilate the planet and potentially destroy all of reality, so …”
The Doctor shrugged.
Got a little rude, there, Rose oh so helpfully pointed out.
“We’ll just have to see what they say,” Yvonne said, though she didn’t look convinced, even as she began typing quickly on her computer.
You’ve got to admit, at least it’s progress, he had to point out.
Yvonne looked away from her computer, immediately turning toward the ghost shift control area right outside.
“Excuse me?” she called, getting up from her desk, “Everyone? I thought I said ‘stop the ghost shift’.”
Both he and Rose turned toward where she was now shouting out of the doorway.
“Who started the program?”
Not a single person was reacting. The Doctor stood up, taking his wife’s hand as they slowly followed Miss. Hartman out of her office. This was not good not good not good, and he could really use access to a few more senses right about now.
“But I ordered you to stop? Who’s doing this? Right, step away from the monitors, everyone.”
I’ve not exactly trapped you here, y’know, Rose pointed out, thoughts laced with anxiety as she looked from person to person, blankly typing at their monitors.
“Gareth, Addy, stop what you’re doing right now,” Yvonne ordered, the words having no effect. “Matt, step away from your desk.”
The Doctor stretched his awareness, finding that he had more energy than he thought he’d had as he tentatively shifted across their bond, the action feeling like simply walking through a door in his own mind for all of the effort it took. With great care, he was able to selectively access more of his senses without too much discomfort from all of his time senses.
“Matt, step away from your desk! That’s an order!” Yvonne shouted, and he now sensed her building panic. “Stop the levers! Andrew!”
Workers ran in, trying to manually stop the levers without much success.
He could sense nothing from the employees controlling the program. 
“Look at their ears,” Rose breathed, memories from their own trip across the void engulfing the part of his awareness still resting deeply within her mind. 
Their ears.
He listened for another moment before pinpointing the one typing the fastest.
“What’s she doing?” the Doctor wondered aloud as he marched over to the one who Rose identified as Addy, making note of how deeply connected they still were but unable to properly address it. Didn’t have the time.
“Addy, step away from the desk,” Yvonne urged as both she and Rose followed him.
He snapped his fingers in front of Addy’s eyes, not getting a single reaction. 
No one home.
“Listen to me,” Yvonne continued as Rose stifled a gasp before turning and waving her hand in front of the man across the aisle, “Step away from the desk - oh! The call’s connected!”
“She can’t hear you anyway,” he told her, dread forming in the pit of his stomach as he turned toward the monitor. “They’re overriding the system. We’re going into ghost shift.”
With great reluctance, well aware that the results would be exceedingly unpleasant, the Doctor reactivated his time senses. Because he needed to know what exactly was happening in order to fully monitor the situation.
“Hello, this is Torchwood One, calling mayday, threat level alpha, activation code eight- four- delta- whisky- zero- seven- foxtrot,” Yvonne recited over her comm.
Sensations slammed into him all at once, timelines knotted together and breaking off, the spin of the planet speeding up and slowing down at a rate unnoticeable to the humans. He zeroed in on the devices attached to Addy’s ears. 
“It’s the ear piece,” he bit out, swiftly becoming overwhelmed by the activating void but unable to retreat. He couldn’t afford the luxury. “It’s controlling them. I’ve seen this before.”
Of all the parallel worlds, really.
“Situation is dire,” Hartman continued into the phone. “We are requesting backup immediately. The Ghost Shift has been compromised, the Doctor is assisting.”
Hey, that’s where Mickey is, his wife pointed out even as she placed a hand between his shoulder blades, offering him comfort for what would have to come next. With great reluctance, the Doctor took out his sonic screwdriver.
“Sorry. I’m so sorry.”
He sonicked Addy’s ear pod, and within moments she and all of the other partially converted Torchwood employees screamed before collapsing at their desks.
“What happened?” Yvonne demanded, eyes wide in terror as she likely realized she’d lost complete control over the situation - welcome to his world, really. Typical Tuesday, that. “What did you just do?”
“They’re dead,” he informed her, not having time to sugar coat it.
Despite their connected minds, Rose reached down and felt around for Addy’s pulse point.
“Is it really …” his wife paused, finding herself unable to say it all out loud. “Again, but here? Or …”
The Doctor could feel her mind racing as he attempted to gain control of the ghost shift program. Yvonne’s attention returned to her call, though he stopped paying attention.
“I think I know exactly where they’re coming from,” he admitted, loathe to be the one to confirm her fears, but unwilling (not to mention completely unable) to lie to her.
“But … Mickey was- and Jake, and-”
An image of her parallel father flashed through both their minds as Rose clenched her jaw.
Every sense the Doctor had was positively screaming as the seconds ticked on by and the tear widened.
“We’ll figure it out,” he near shouted as it all became too much. 
Just as he managed to apologize mentally, Rose seemed to breach his mind even as a large portion of his consciousness remained in hers. The pain seemed to dull, sensations cushioned by the added presence.
Please, please tell me you can’t feel this, he found himself pleading, both grateful for the respite and horrified that the pain might simply be being transferred.
M’fine, his bondmate assured him. I’m just trying to help you make barriers.
Oh.
Well.
Huh.
While he had helped her construct some in their initial training, the Doctor had to admit that the sensation of someone doing it for him was novel.
“They’re patching into our systems. What are those ear pieces?” Yvonne asked.
“Don’t,” he ordered as he continued entering commands into the system. It wasn’t overly complex, but the time crunch was a bit of an ask. As much as he wanted to spare her the horror, he couldn’t afford to make time for sentiment.
“But they’re standard comms devices,” Miss. Hartman insisted as Rose stepped away from the desk, getting a better look at the levers.
“Trust me, leave them alone,” the Doctor insisted as he raced over to another terminal.
“But what are they?” he heard her ask, but ignored the question.
There were multiple universes on the line, after all. And nothing he tried was working.
“Ugh!” Yvonne’s exclaimed. “Oh, God!” He had warned her. “It goes inside their brain!”
“What about the Ghost Shift?” he asked, needing their host-slash-captor back on track. The Doctor looked up from the monitor at the bright, terrifying tear in spacetime opening up mere feet away from them all.
“Ninety percent there and still running,” she replied, quickly joining him at the desk. “Can’t you stop it?”
“They’re still controlling it, they’ve hijacked the system,” the Doctor quickly explained, standing up and pulling out his sonic screwdriver.
“Who’s they?” Yvonne asked, and nope! No time to get into that.
“It might be a remote transmitter,” he continued as he scanned the area, “but it’s got to be close by. I can trace it.”
With that, he ran, following the signal, dimly aware that Yvonne Hartman was tagging along. 
“Keep those levers down,” she ordered as they raced out of the room. “Keep them offline! Help is coming.”
Rose broke away from where she’d been helping the others holding the levers back, quickly overtaking Miss. Hartman but still hanging back slightly.
You weren’t tryin’ ta leave without me, were you?,  his wife asked, her mental landscape pulsing with agitation.
Wouldn’t dream of it, the Doctor assured her. After all, she had complete access to every single thought in his head now. He was fine to leave it entirely up to Rose, whether or not to follow him into near certain death. Not like he could stop her any other time.
“You two, you come with us,” Yvonne ordered a pair of soldiers walking past, not that it would do them any good.
They all slowed down, following his lead as they neared the source of the signal.
“What’s down here?” he asked as they reached a section of hall blocked off by plastic.
“I don’t- I don’t know,” Yvonne admitted. “I think it’s building work. It’s just renovations.”
“You should go back,” the Doctor told her, taking his wife’s hand before carefully passing into the cordoned off area.
“Think again,” Miss. Hartman scoffed, once again ignoring his advice. It’s as if she truly didn’t understand that he was trying to help her.
We’ll figure this out, Rose assured him this time, despite knowing that he was completely aware of the terror and doubt pulsing through her headspace.
I love you, the Doctor told her, hoping that it wouldn’t be his last chance to say it.
I love you, too.
It wasn’t long before they reached the source … though he couldn’t see anything. At least, nothing obvious.
“What is it?” Yvonne asked. “What’s down here?”
“Ear pieces, ear pods,” he finally began to explain. “This world’s colliding with another, and I think I know which one.”
“We’ve met them before,” Rose continued, just as metal footsteps began clanging from every direction, shadows appearing to circle them behind the flimsy curtains.
“Fell through a crack on accident. Should have been impossible. Now we know why,” the Doctor elaborated, shifting so that his wife was directly behind him - connected lifespans or not, he was the one who could regenerate (hopefully).
“What are they?”
“They came through first. The advanced guard,” he told her, trying to keep the fear out of his voice and doing a rather poor job of it as the creatures surrounding them ripped through the plastic. “Cybermen.”
Rose and Yvonne both ducked as the soldiers began to open fire, and he grabbed both their hands in an attempt to get away that was thwarted before they’d even managed to move more than a few feet.
“We surrender!” the Doctor quickly announced, raising his hands above his head to show he was unarmed as the sounds of gunfire faded. He swallowed, blinking a few times and not allowing himself to turn around.
“Yeah, we surrender!” Rose quickly followed suit, gaze straight forward.
He turned to Yvonne, raising his eyebrows and giving her a slight wave.
“I surrender,” she - finally - agreed through gritted teeth, throwing up her hands.
They were quickly marched back to the Ghost Shift area, escorted into the room with guns to their backs.
“Get away from the machines,” the Doctor shouted. “Do what they say. Don’t fight them!”
Before the scientists at the levers had time to move, they were shot down.
“We are the Cyberman,” one of their captors announced - likely the Cyberleader. “The Ghost Shift will be increased to one hundred percent.”
The timelines around them had become utter chaos within the past fifteen minutes - the Doctor wasn’t sure how he would possibly be able to see straight, never mind think properly once the breach was fully opened. 
If it’s not helping, just let go, his wife insisted, tugging him back toward her mind. Despite the fight or flight responses bombarding her systems, it was still much simpler in there, cut off from the nauseating sensations of slowly crumbling dimensions.
Glad my primitive human brain can help, Rose’s (slightly sarcastic) mental voice echoed around him as the levers raised.
“Here come the ghosts,” he warned, bracing himself.
Even cut off from his time senses, the full activation was brutal. The Doctor could sense the barriers Rose had made earlier shatter, despite his primary consciousness being nowhere near them. He grimaced, doing his best to keep the pain of it from touching his wife’s mind. No wonder it was so easy for her to move him telepathically - he no longer had any defenses.
They shielded their eyes, watching as a growing number of spectral figures approached through the rift.
“What are we going to do?” Rose asked, clinging to his side as the strain of protecting them both inside her head began to wear on her.
His precious girl. So, so strong. The last thing he wanted to tell her was that he didn’t know, but the most he could do was not say the words. The last thing he wanted her to feel was his own fear, but all he could do was put on a brave face. Everything else was transparent, an open book.
“Achieving full transfer,” the Cyberleader declared.
The Doctor watched as the forms solidified. “They’re Cybermen. All of the ghosts are Cybermen. Millions of them, right across the world.”
“They’re invading the whole planet,” Yvonne stated, and he noticed the blinking light on her ear piece indicating that she was still in a call.
“It’s not an invasion,” he corrected. “It’s too late for that. It’s a victory.”
“You’re the ones who gave it to them,” Rose couldn’t help but point out.
Yvonne opened her mouth only to clamp it shut again as the nearest computer began to repeat ‘Sphere Activated’ on a loop, claiming each of their attentions as data flashed on the screen. The Doctor frowned, eyes widening as he tried to make sense of it all.
How did a Cyber Invasion lead to a Void ship?
How did a Void ship lead to a Cyber Invasion?
Calculation after calculation, and none of them added up. 
“But I don’t understand,” the Doctor stepped forward, commanding notice, needing to know. “The Cybermen don’t have the technology to build a void ship. That’s way beyond you. How did you create the sphere?”
“The sphere is not ours,” the nearest Cyberman replied.
“What?”
But … it was active.
It had activated precisely when the Cybermen fully manifested out of the void.
Sure, it didn’t make much sense for it to be theirs, but if not …
“The sphere broke down the barriers between worlds. We only followed. Its origin is unknown,” the Cyberman continued.
“Then what’s inside it?” the Doctor asked, despite knowing that the answer wasn’t coming.
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