Music Artists the MiraclesāØ listens to:
-Kagami
Kendrick Lamar (HEAVY ON HIM)
J.I.D.
some underground soundcloud shit like he would say āyeah was there when so and so been posting on soundcloudā type stuff
LATTO
NICKI MINAJ
MEGAN THEE STALION (thatās his wife, has to fight aomine all the time over her)
yk he gotta keep up with his black american girlies š«
he loves paramoreā¦ MISERY BUSINESS?!ā¦ shut him up
-Kuroko
lana del rayā¦ donāt ask me why, iāve never listened to her fr, but i see it for him
some pleasant smooth indie bands
Lake street drive, their song hypotheticals to be exact (very good song btw
anything easy listening honestly
80ās city pop
-Kise
def a kpop girlie
girl group stan
a blink and a ive girlie
takao HATES that heās a blink they donāt talk about it
loves wony VERY MUCH, does not play about her
but he also ADORESS KEP1LER
started listening to del ray recently, (tetsu put him on) likes her a lot
loves ice spice and pinkpantheress, together and separately
listen to a bit of t-swift, just a tiny bit
-Murasakibara
A LOT of underground indie bands
anything with a lot of percussions
atsushi is a drummer so yk he needs to hear a lot of dem drums
alt rock, or just alternative in general
PARAMOREā¦ he loves them found them before kagami mentioned them to him
FALL OUT BOY HEAVY ON THEM
loves skillet to went to see them in concert started crying
love the type of rap thatās like out of pocket but like who tf cares cause it goes hard
CHOCHISEā¦ LOVES THAT MAN
mura love to dance so yk
-Midorima
a swiftie but will never admit it, kise and takao found outā¦ GIRLLLLL
but all in all doesnāt really listen to a lot of music unless takao make him
so with that being said, he has been listening to kpop, female rappers, rap in general
he LOVES meg, he just loves how she tells her life through rap
and he just mesmerized by how it moves like waterš©
oh and he loves shakira for some reason, the guys donāt know why, but kagami understands and wonāt explain to the rest
loves the lo-fi girl instrumental study music, its soothing to him
-Aomine
yk he loves sexyy red š
āIM LOOKING FOR THE HOOOESSā
he just loves she donāt gaf
MONALEO LOVES THAT WOMAN DOWN
FLO MILLI
MEG, yk he tussles wit kagami
Cobra rock ver. ON REPEAT
HEAVY ON MR. JERMAINE COLE, cause yk he always talks about how he biracial, and aomine can relate with that
loves cardi so much, bongos š¤
YK HE HAS TO LISTEN TO KPOP BOYS
yk he got all the bts boys solo shit on REPEAT
ATEEZš£ļø
(aomine my twin so ykš«¶š¾)
-Akashi
ik itās cannon for him to listen to classical but i donāt think he be actually LIKING THAT SHIT MAN
like i do think itās brings him peace from a hard day and helps him to study but like to listen just to listen???
N O
HE LOVES HEAVY METAL
SLIPKNOTš«š«š«š«
Mibuchi got him on it
rock, alternative, 80s CITY POP
anything that reminds him of his mom
also anything that tries to reach his inner child since he never got the chance to be one
and kise and mura help him with that
AND HAYAMA
the veggietales and backyardagains soundtracks speaks to him he found out
also his dad also gave some of old music like bobby brown???? like okay mr masaomi
like ig you cool but you still suck as a daddy a person
so yk he LOVES WHITNEY HUSTON NOWADAYS
overall he needs to heal and is moving towards it
:)
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just wanted to take a moment to express my gratitude for your blog. :) you come across as so sincerely kind spirited and beautiful. i really, REALLY appreciate the fact that you donāt pretend to have known all this from the start. youāve been transparent about how you also initially fell into the trap of believing there to be an ego you had to let go of. i donāt know, itās just really nice to have someone with a platform whose illusory ājourneyā i can relate a lot to. i was reading through your blog and felt a rush of love & appreciation! like, i created this āmeā (the illusory person) to convince myself i was a little person lost in the world and to temporarily forget myself as the only authority, and i created āyouā as the person who would help remind me of it again. weāre really one and the same, itās so amazing when you really see it for yourself.
i am very thankful for ada because she was the first person to introduce me to āthisā, but i definitely fell into a trap of feeling stuck for a while. i clung to ideas she shared like her āscale of emotionsā or ādropping the mind so you can reinstall itā etc. i see now the message she was trying to share, and i think she did a wonderful job at introducing so much of the limited LOA community to our true limitless Self, but for me personally these ideas kept me constantly waiting for something to happen if that makes sense? like i thought because i was still experiencing thoughts, i wasnāt there yet. i know now that i donāt need to āfreeā myself of an ego or a person. just free yourself from the thought that youāre not already free! you are already that, LITERALLY. you neednāt reach a āthoughtlessā state of mind, you neednāt let go of ego bit by bit. just know youāre free now. see it for yourself, and all limits drop effortlessly. go within, and see how all the limitations you thought yourself to have are actually self-imposed and totally baseless. :)))
(btw, the stuff about ada is NOT meant as hate!! like i said, her blog was my first stepping stone so i will always love and appreciate everything she did for me !!)
Awww thank you so much! There's no need to pretend like I had everything down from the start, I think being transparent is important in helping seeming others and gaining their trust.
I can definitely relate! There's no hate for Ada on my part either but there were times where I felt like I was still waiting for materalization, or some grand "realization" moment. It is much better just to accept that you are free without the extra steps like silencing the mind, dropping ego, etc.
But at the end of the day, she is one of the first people that helped me and I'm grateful to her as well!
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hiii!! I love the AU for the Sinclair sister,
Can I request sister reader whom is jealous of Bo having a family and just left to be forgotten? And Lester also finds himself a family a wife and kids, and the reader has vin left and decided to move out with him because they both felt forgotten, and Lester and bo realized a piece of them was missing and that small piece was vin and the reader, angst to fluff
Love your content btwļ漚«¶š¾š«¶š¾
Hello sweetheart, thank you so much! Iām glad you enjoy my series <3 I did my best for your request so I hope youāll enjoy as well <3
If you had missed my latest fics about Sinclair Sister AU (House of Wax) or any other slashers, my masterlist is here.
BROKEN FAMILY
Warnings: hurt/comfort, angst, mention of murders, one or two strong words, maybe a bit rushed
It happened for you to be jealous when your brothers were starting to see someone, because you were always scared that one day you would be replaced.
But you never thought it would truly happen, because your brothers loved you so much.
You started to get worried when Bo didnāt kill that girl though, and even more when he started to talk about marrying her.
And before you knew it, the family man was finally having the family he always dreamt about.
He had a loving wife and kids.
You hated how it was upsetting you.
You truly wanted to be happy for your older brother, because he deserved it after everything that happened to him.
You tried to be involved in his family life, with the kids at least (who seemed to enjoy you), because you were terrified to be pushed away.
And then Lester met a girl on the road and fell in love with her.
Of course, Bo was really happy for him and he pushed them to get married and have kids as well, for a big family, and like that the cousins could play together in Ambrose.
Vincent was losing his mind with all the noises in the house because of the kids, and he couldn't focus on his work anymore.
He felt very unfitting in this new life.
And Bo seemed to not even care about him anymore, to the point Vincent started to miss when his twin was yelling at him.
He decided to move out of the house, and to find another place in Ambrose because he was clearly making everyone uncomfortable and because it didnāt feel like home anymore for him.
He took the best house he could find and started to amenage it the way he wanted.
He felt very lonely though, and upset.
You used to come by whenever you would feel like it, but Bo suddenly started to ask you to stop doing that because if he had a plan with his wife, he didnāt want you to interrupt them.
It was the first time you felt like you were too much for him.
You were quite hurt and you stopped coming by, hoping he would send you a message asking you to come back home, because he was missing you.
But the message never came.
He was busy with his family, so he didn't want you anymore.
Usually you would have found Lester and talked about it to him for him to comfort you.
But Lester was in paradise with his wife, and you felt like you would bother him as well, and he also deserved that kind of happiness.
You were crying in your flat, when you realised Vincent was probably feeling the same as you, so you took your car and you went to find him.
You convinced him to come live with you in your flat that was big enough for two persons, with two rooms.
He finally agreed even if it was strange for him to be out of Ambrose, and that he was going to be in a real town, with people around.
He started to only leave your flat at night, until you found him a little studio nearby where he could sculpt.
He would sometimes come back to Ambrose to take care of the tourists and the House of Wax.
Lester was still bringing tourists in, and Bo was still killing them to rob them.
Lesterās wife didnāt know about it and Boās wife was a willing participant in all of this, unlike you.
You were jealous of her, you were jealous she could spend so much time with Bo and how she seemed perfect for him.
You also hated Lesterās wife for taking him away from you.
You were full of rage and despair, and you were happy Vincent was with you in this, or you would have gone insane.
You hoped you and Vincent would also find true love, so you could pretend you never had Bo and Lester in your life, but it was breaking your heart.
You refused to go back to Ambrose now, and Vincent was trying his best to work quickly so he would be able to get back to your shared flat before the end of the day.
When Bo and Lester organised a big family event, they called you at the last minute to know if you could come, and you said you werenāt sure.
They didnāt seem to care that much, so you didnāt show up.
They didnāt even ask Vincent if he wanted to come; they were worried his face would scare the children off, so it was better if he stayed away.
But as both Boās and Lesterās families went to sleep, they stayed in the kitchen, and the happiness disappeared.
āShouldāve asked Vince to comeā¦ Y/N wouldāve followedā Bo commented as he took two beers from the fridge and offered one to Lester who took it.
Lester nodded, a little bit sadly.
āWas a family reunion, weird to not have them for sureā¦ā he hummed and Bo felt like he was slapped across the face.
The family man forgot about his own siblings? His first family?
It felt very wrong and both the men fell silent for a while.
They drove their siblings away, and they were certain today would have been even better with them, because Vincent would have helped with the organisation and he would have kept an eye on everything, including the kids. And you would have been a sunshine around, as usual.
They didnāt even understand how you werenāt going along with their wives, actually. Boās wife was sometimes going crazy to not have another woman in the house. And Lesterās wife was sometimes a little bit shy and uneasy with Bo and his family, because she was a sweet woman. And you would have so easily put her at ease.
Vincent and you were needed.
The House of Wax wasnāt in its best shape and there were quite a lot of bodies waiting to get turned into wax sculptures.
And you were usually taking care of your people, and they all would be happy to have someone like you here.
Without even talking about it, Bo took his phone and called you.
You were watching a movie with Vince, playing with his hair as he was playing with your fingers, both looking for comfort. At least you had each other, and Vincent was so afraid you would find someone and you would ask him to go.
You both jumped at the sound of your phone and you reluctantly paused the movie and took it. You were quite surprised to see Boās ID so you answered.
āYes, Bo?ā you simply said.
Bo was so happy you answered.
āHey, love, ya didnāt come today?ā
You were so surprised by the nickname. It had been quite a while he hadnāt smoothly talked to you. It felt good, it felt like if things were back to normal, but you wouldnāt let him fool you so easily.
Vincent was listening to the conversation, his eye on you.
āWell, ya didnāt invite Vince, wasnāt goinā to leave him aloneā you replied and Vincent sent you a little smile at that. He brought your free hand to his lips to kiss; he was grateful to have you.
āIā¦ Lester and Iāve been dickheads'' Bo admitted and before you could express how shocked you were he continued āmaybe ya couldāve breakfasts with us tomorrow morninā?ā he offered
āDonāt want to intrudeā you replied with a shrug, even though you really wanted to go.
āPleaseā Bo simply said, as Lester was watching his big brother with hope. They needed to make things better.
You looked at Vincent who nodded and you bit your bottom lip before finally agreeing.
The next morning, you and Vincent got ready and went back to Ambrose for breakfast.
The kids were still resting as the four adults were eating at the kitchen table.
When you arrived, Bo and Lester got up to give you a warm welcome and hugs. Vince and you exchanged a surprised look but you didnāt comment.
You sat and at first it was quite an awkward silence.
Until Boās wife started to talk to you, because she was quite curious how you survived among three big brothers.Ā
You were quite happy to start telling embarrassing stories about Bo, as pay back.Ā
Lesterās wife shyly asked you about Lester, because she also wanted to know, and you obliged with a smirk on your face.
Bo wasnāt too happy but deep down he was so relieved things were starting to get as it was supposed to be.Ā
He nodded for his twin to follow him in the living room. He needed to make things better with him as well. It was strange for him to apologise to Vincent but they both needed it.
Lester was laughing at the stories with you, not mad at all. He quite liked how you seemed to get along with his wife, because he knew she could feel a little lonely sometimes as she didnāt have a lot of friends and even less now she had chosen to marry him.Ā
You realised you never spent time with either of the two women in front of you, and you thought it was a shame but you didnāt want to intrude.
When Bo and Vincent came back in the kitchen, Bo said the original Sinclair family (aka his siblings) needed some alone time together today, and thus they would go for a little road trip.Ā
The wives werenāt too happy to be left alone with the kids, but they didnāt say anything.Ā
This day was one of the happiest you all had, and when you went back home, things were how it was supposed to be: Vincent and you slept home, with Boās wife and kids, as Lester went back to his own place with his people.Ā
The next day, you were already planning stuff with the two wives; you were now three girls up to no good with the boys and you couldnāt wait for some fun together.
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Dating Mitch headcanons i love your ficsšš«¶š¾
OFC!!! Xx I love Mitch so much so I love writing for him!!TYSM btw!<3
TWDG Dating Mitch head canons!
His love language is quality time and gift giving!
Heās never been good with words lmao and physical contact isnāt his strong suit
So instead he gives you wooden carvings, knifes, ect!
Going back to physical contact though this man hates PDA
The only time itās ok is when heās jealous then heād wrap his arms around you in front of everyone
But if you want physical intimacy in public? Not gonna happen sorry
But how about when your alone? Now thatās more like it!
The man feels way better letting you cuddle up to him or kiss him when your alone
His favourite type of relationship is the one where āeveryone knows about us dating but no one knows about your relationship.ā
I messed up a wee bit there but technically itās like everyone knows your dating but you keep the aspects of your relationship private <3
This man gets so easily jealous though! I mean even if you say a flower is pretty mans about to go and step on it!
Itās somewhat easy to calm him down though, if it was a stupid reason why he was jealous just bring him back to your room and give him a kiss
But If it was a serious reason? Let him brake their nose or just threaten them and then take him off and give him a kiss/ hj
But fr like let him do what he needs to do and just try and show him that youād never leave him and that you love him a lot <3
Mitch is one over protective mf though you and Willy will always have your own personal body guard!
Speaking of Willy he will be with you guys 8/10 times lmao
Your a very close little trio :)
Mitch never to rarely uses pet names.
I doubt heād call you anything other than your name and a popular nickname you have
I feel like this man did fuck all first, tbh itās a 50/50 on who made the first move
But first kiss? Thatās on you mate
This man is a lot 100% the big spoon whenever you guys cuddle.
Also you guys always take walks around Ericssonās or the safe zone at night because then itās just you too and itās all sweet and romantic (minus the walking corpses)
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