the time has come where i have become DEEPLY BORED of my (not irl) name, wyrm. (i am also deeply bored of all 3 of my irl names but. that is whatever) beloved tumblr goers pls suggest any names you have pleading eyes emoji

I'm seeing that regular users are finally getting the new Discord username system I think I'm gonna be nauseoussssss..

@sa1fisher tagged me...so cool

What was your last 

Drink: water! Last phone call: charlie called me this morning and woke me up Last text: “nick.......” to my friend server, last text was “yay!!” Last song you listened to:  dead bird by mccafferty i think  Last time you cried: uhh not sure but i think it was over seeing a cat Have you ever dated someone: yes! Been cheated on: yeah lmao  Kissed someone and regretted it: yep! Lost someone special: yeah :( my cat :(  Been drunk and thrown up: yeah, once really badly List three fave colors: orange, black, and hmmmm red

In the last year have you…

Made a new friend: I have many new friends :D Fallen out of love: yes! Laughed until you cried: OH god yeah like almost every night it seems like Met someone that changed you: yeah! a few encounters have helped me grow as a person Found out who your true friends are: I think so, yes! Found out someone was talking about you: oh i bet this is often, good or bad lmao Kissed someone who follows you: (im facebookphobic frick u this is tumblr now) yes i have

General:

How many of your followers do you know irl: quite a few actually  Do you have any pets: i dont own any, but im living with two dogs :D  Do you want to change your name: i happen to like my name currently! What did you do for your last birthday: movie time with friends!! and then i had a blast with my dad and charlie  What time did you wake up today: uhhh like 11am What were you doing at midnight last night: hehe voice call babey  Name something you CANNOT wait for: ANIMAL CROSSING AND POKEMON AND BOTW2 AHHHH Last time you saw your mother: uhhhhh a good week or so  What is one thing you wish you could change about life: I wish i had no acne ever wtf What are you listening to right now: ceiling fan squeakin  Have you ever talked to a person with the name Tom: tom nook and I are best pals  What’s getting on your nerves: some people dont know how to stay to themselves. should go outside...breathe air... Most visited website: here, discord, annnd idk google dot com Nickname: i dont think i have a nickname besides Gaydrien 

Relationship status: single  Zodiac sign: taurus Pronouns: he / him Fave tv shows: law and order: SVU IG Hair color: black! Long or short: medium ish Height: 5′8ft Do you have a crush on someone: well i had a crush on two people at the same time for awhile but were gonna uhhhhh ignore that shit jfksdfk What do you like about yourself: im no longer keeping myself silent  Tattoos: like 8. i have one pro one and the rest are stick n poke done by me.  Righty or Lefty: right First surgery: ive only had toe surgery but like it was minor even though i had ut done like four times First piercing: ear lobes, i was baby  First best friend: technically emma from elementary, she was awesome. first genuine best friend i dont talk to anymore  First sport you joined: volleyball  First pair of shoes: idk i was an infant 

Right now

Eating: ooo i need to make food  Drinking: water!!!!! Listening to: nothing Want kids: no thanks  Career: i want to work with animals....

Which is better:

Lips or eyes: eyes (eye emoji) Hugs or kissed: hugs for sure Shorter or taller: uhh idc tbh  Romantic or spontaneous: I think a healthy mix of both  Nice stomach or nice arms: ARMS. fuck....arms. stomach has 25 feet of intestines, so imo its always nice  Sensitive or loud: i cant read suddenly.  Hook up or relationship: im fine with either i think  Troublemaker or hesitant: depends on what troublemaker means ig 

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger: nope Drank hard liquor: yes, prefer not to Lost glasses/contacts: yeah :( Sex on a first date: yep lmao Broke someone’s heart: i guess so  Had your own heart broken: multiple times, but wasnt all romantic  Been arrested: nope  Turned someone down: yep lmao  Cried when someone died: my cat :(  Fallen for a friend: yeah,,,,,,,

Do you believe in:

Yourself: im getting better at it  Miracles: no shit just happens sometimes Love at first sight: thats infatuation, which is a thing. but genuine love at first sight is only for cats and nature, thank u  Santa Claus: no Kiss on the first date: yeah if both parties are comfortable  Angels: otherworldly creatures with wings probably exist, but religious angels? nah 

I tag @clownapprentice @vampirigender @commoners-coffee @20biteen 

yall dont have to do this btw!! 

hey hey momo im gonna send this even though i know how little it probably helps. words do not feel like enough rn but im gonna try my best.

(you don't owe me a single thing. and i don't want you to feel like you even have to respond or even read this. do what you need to do for yourself)

wajawj insert readmore here ASHD I WISH I COULD DO THAT RN

momo i really don't have the words to express it, and i know how empty it can sound but you are incredible. i genuinely think that. i remember finding your blog in march (wait - dude, three months ago?) and it was because i was scrolling through the kageyama x reader tag and i saw this post. im not kidding i just read that and went 🥺 write it write it. im pretty sure that's how we met, and LITERALLy OH My GOSH imagine, me looking through for that specific tag at the specific time. imagine if you'd left off that tag that day. or i'd gotten cut off a few minutes before. but i did meet you, and i instantly began to associate your username with feeling safe and accepted and happy.

listen, i know how useless words, even ones you know are well-meant, can feel. i hope i don't sound like im assuming anything when im saying that i understand that you feel like words from someone you've only known a few weeks aren't really that important. i love you and i understand that you're probably going through a lot rn but the fact that me or anyone else is too doesn't mean we care less. our discord server? everyone there cares about you. we're always willing to listen, and although we might not see it right away your feelings and stuff going on in your life aren't less important than anyone else's. damn, momo, if there was anything i could do to make you feel better i would. just let me know. and please don't feel bad asking for help from me or isa or kaillei or anyone.

you must be so tired. you must be tired of putting up with shit and being the bigger person and trying so hard every day. of feeling like you're not good enough no matter how much effort you put into every day.

fuckk i wish i could say this and have it sound like it has the meaning that is behind it. it's just words in a tumblr ask. i know. but i'm on the other end, wishing with everything i have that i could help you more. you are so deserving of happiness and love and tobio kageyama's hugs and so much more.

i love you so much and i love you for your incredible heart. i love how hard working you are. and i promise from the bottom of my heart that you are enough and you don't have to push yourself to be enough. no one expects you to work yourself to the bone writing when you're not feeling the inspo. we want you to be happy. please keep doing what makes you happy. i loved the setter's help for many, many reasons (including kageyama's excellent characterization and him being the cutest human being ever and also y/n's determination and the whole time me fangirling over your fantastic writing) but the main reason was because i could tell you, for the most part, really liked that story and enjoyed writing it. and that's all i want. i want you to do what makes you happy and take care of yourself. if we have to wait a year for the epilogue of the setter's help? sounds good. i'll grab my lawn chairs. if it's a decade? i'll reread it once a year and imagine an ending until then. you decide not to write it at all? great, i'm proud of you for making a decision that feels right for you. i know this isn't about TSH, but it's a small way for me to say i love you and you amaze me every single day.

help this got so long but i wanna say it again. i love you. i know this might not change your life or even encourage you a little, but i hope it does.

pls don't feel pressure to respond or anything !! i promise that, from here on out, nothing you ever do can make me love you less.

here's hoping none of this made you uncomfy. ILYA AGAIN AND IF YOU NEED A BREAK FROM ME OR ANYTHING JUST PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO SAY SOMETHING. I WISH I COULD DO MORE.

LITERALLY I CANNOT SHUT UP ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU OKAY GN

ELEK IM FUCKING CRYING- NO REALLY IM ACTUALLY CRYING WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE YOU HOLY SHIT-

i have no words to express how thankful i am that you are in my life and that you even sent this bc holy god im- i just- *cries*

i love you sara, and thank you so much <333