#go hug your mother!
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I just wanna talk about bill cipher for a minute.
Many people look at Bill Cipher and think "he is a pure evil villian". Well, yes and no. He is evil but is also broken. Let me explain.
From what we know of Bill Ciphers' backkstory. He killed his parents, destroyed the 2d dimension, and wanted to concour the 3d dimension because he hated the 2d dimension. He then went on to wait for years until he had met Ford and struck up a deal with him, then manipulating him into thinking he was a friend, then turned around and made a loop hole in the deal to get his own way.
Then, the events of gravity falls with weirdamegendan played down.
His personality is very intrusive, bold, care free and ofcourse evil in a way. But he also has shown through the show signs that he is not as evil as he seems.
I rewatched gravity falls for the first time in years and noticed things that I didn't notice when I first watched it.
Yes, Bill is evil. very evil, in fact, that he stands out a lot. There's no doubt that he did what he did because he is evil, or had a goal in mind.
But I also think he is a broken character as well. I believe that even though he is evil, he still feels guilt for what he did and is trying to hide it and ignore it like everything else.
Don't believe me?
What do you do when you are copeing with depression and/or guilt?
Party
He surrounds himself in people who are weird to make him feel better. Something he lost when he destroyed the 2d dimension. Partying is a way of distracting yourself from your problems and feelings.
And what comes hand in hand with partying?
Drinking
You can find him drinking in multiple episodes. Most specifically, this purple like liquid in a fancy cup, much like something you would get at a fancy bar. Drinking is something that is also a way of copeing
And another that is a way of copeing (in which this one is something you should NEVER do)
Self harm
He may think pain is hilarious. But why do you think he would think that? He gets a good laugh out of it because something funny distracts him from thinking about something he doesn't want to think about. A lot of people will self-harm (if you self-harm, please talk to someone for your safety) or do stupid stuff to make them laugh so they don't think about something. This frankly is a combination of both.
Ok I'm gonna let you sit with this information now
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I think the frustrating thing about Spotify recommendations is sometimes it really does introduce me to lots of cool Indie Bands that I really vibe with and allow me to try some new stuff and sometimes it keeps telling me that I need to Listen to Mother Mother (I have not listened to Mother Mother ever and at this point I never will because it is a pride thing.)
Or a random unfunny tiktok joke song from 3 years ago/ a viral YouTube song from over a decade ago.
#simon says#will probably delete this later#but yeah my recommendations are all mother mother and my spotify weekly is a mix between sweet ass new bands and unfunny bad joke songs#my spotify weekly has Cherry Bomb by the Runaways which is a good recommendation and then the Creative Song from don't hug me im scared#which is a bad recommendation to be clear#i know I have a couple of odd songs from things like shows or cartoon bumpers in my playlist (i got whats new scooby doo on there)#but that doesn't mean that I need to be recommended fuckin Death By Glamour??#like there's no videogame soundtracks in my playlist why the fuck is that there#If I wanna listen to Undertale music I would just listen to the vinyls I own!!#anyways this is just a vent against spotify#my weekly seems to have a LOT more indie stuff so imma check it out real fast#i want to discover more music because I do eventually want to just swap to mp3s and an mp3 player instead of spotify#that is one thing I like about Spotify the most is that it helps me find more bands that I like#but I could probably find stuff via looking up youtube playlists as well#so it's not worth paying for anymore#I asked for an mp3 player for Christmas so hopefully I get one and I can just start using that instead#i miss my mp3 these last 7 years without it have sucked I miss my designated music device#anyways dont have to worry about going ad free if you just have the digital files on your computer and put them directly in a player#😎👍
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orvphil: so real
for example used analysis on the following instances
orville's physical reluctance & difficulty kneeling to propose to jane vs. readily swinging right into such a kneel with phil during 'til we meet again
'til we meet again
(see above) noting the "both immediately becoming So happy to be doing this" and "staring at each other for an unbroken ten seconds after finishing the song which was evidently beyond simply a [hold for applause] thing"
having indeed an adorable little meet-cute, which may not be an integral part of every eventual writer/lyricist & composer partnership
when phil drops in at wingate manor and he an orville have a private little wave to each other like =)
sitting next to each other sharing a hay bale and orville gets drinks for them both and phil walks orville home
lucky day
the choreography where orville's at the piano and phil swings it out while rotating it and orville's "walking" while sitting to one side to help (my analysis: going ohhhhh ;w;)
both simultaneously answering "his" when asked whose song it is like the earnest effortless mutual admiration and appreciation huh fellas
margaret talking about protecting your heart from these theatricals; orville Is one of these theatricals, and he loves it; phil watching him / reacting in this moment including his little "hell yeah" move like he had for orville going off in lucky day
their general enthusiasm together / for each other / enjoyment of being around each other and increased ease of operating when around each other
phil wishing orville could hear his music and talking about how orville ruined his own night to save theirs, then remarking "...what a guy!" mmhm
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#orvphil#summer stock#orville wingate#also everyone was so funny & my god they were dancing & it's so true this show was a delight. i laughed smiled applauded effused enjoyed#shoutout to orville's escaping ''don't do Anything but get married have children'' through theatre; being gay; a little luck#it's so true: william (orville) & veanne (margaret) & gilbert (phil) were all so funny & great individually & in any combo#anthony/tony (montgomery) too lmao his ''....how dare you.'' iconic#shoutout to having orville show up for 1 Sec (in pajamas i believe) for the purposes of villain i have done thy mother. he just lives here#phil is great. trying to hold it together....writer's trick from my momma Use Your Words#and then with orville helping out he can chill out & enjoy his wins & orville can have any wins & enjoy them & chill & Do Things too#and everyone is so cool to him right away. why wouldn't they be. hugging like everybody hey besties#obviously corbin bleu is being his national treasure america's sweetheart leading role & Dancing....all the praises warranted#everyone crushes their role & is a delight. including any little moments w/the ensemble / all Ensembling things. go t.j.#it was great of course & a delight & again the orvphil is extremely real. 100% the textual intention & execution. thanks cheri love you#let's get that summer 2024 show if they can / wanna for real (they want to; let's just see it shake out. summer 2024 is pure speculation)#Oh Nooo if i forgot anything & have to reblog & add to this / rewatch & re/discover any delights
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where do you carry your pain?
your arms.
you have tried to hold onto what is dear to you, only for it to be wrenched from your hands...
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#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#rp memes.#oof... WELL. this one hurt a little JSJSJS#i mean the two people that misao loved more than ANYTHING ( her mother && her half-brother ) were both taken from in a way.#so i'd say this is pretty accurate NGL. i mean kaiyah misao's mother was forcibly taken from her by a hunter-#and she loved her SOOO much even despite all of the complexities within their relationship. thus misao would-#pretty much give anything to have her back tbh and with ryuuji or misao's half brother-#she feels as if he was taken from her by her own hand because misao felt all of this PRESSURE and responsibility to take care of him-#y'know? though misao knows that it wasn't kaiyah's fault of course that she couldn't take care of him that well. however regardless of-#whether it was or not it led her to feel like she DESPERATELY wanted to run away from her situation the more time went on-#and whenever kaiyah died that was kind of the straw that broke the camels back for her i think. like she couldn't-#deal with anything at that time and misao felt like she just HAD to leave even though she had someone depending on her.#and as a result she felt like she stripped both ryuuji of a good childhood + herself of a good relationship-#with her half-brother and it was all her fault. like if only she had been stronger then she could've stayed with him-#but she wasn't and misao honestly agonizes over that fact even though the situation is much more complicated-#than it being her fault because of everything that she was going through. and by that i mean the amount of despair-#she felt was IMMEASUREABLE + her emotional needs were not met so misao not knowing what to do when faced-#with a crisis as bad as your mother dying in front of you is honestly kind of understandable. so yeahhh#i feel like misao could really use a hug TBH but she probably wouldn't accept it even if someone offered one to her ):
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can not fathom why she thought shed be a good therapist. girl ive been responsible for your mental health in one way or another since the day i was born and i have never met a person as overwhelmingly pessimistic as you in my entire life.
#the worst part about it is that no matter how angry i get or what reprieve those moments bring i always just end up feeling bad for her#after our fights when i see her next and shes sad i just want to comfort her and hug her and tell her im sorry and that its going to be okay#and i hate that i want to do that because she shouldve done that for me#i shouldnt have had to lie and tell you that youre a great mother even though im scared of you. but i did.#it wasnt my responsibility to talk you down from suicide when i was fucking 12. but i did.#and then when you find out ive been hurting myself your first instinct isnt to comfort me its to start fucking screaming at me#you were all i had for so long why couldnt you even be kind to me
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And then I finally end it off with some doodles of them… they make me feel things.
#ringmaster doodles#sona art#( they’re very much the theme of. love in the face of the neverending march of time. )#( being immortal and knowing you will outlive the man you love because someone else deemed he unworthy of eternal life. )#( he may still have tens of thousands of years left. sure. but you know that those will go by and he’ll disappear in the blink of an eye. )#( and you’ll sit there on his death bed. wondering why did things end up like this? )#( wondering what you did wrong. and if you could have done something different. you’ll always ask yourself. )#( if he lives a life of happiness and comfort or did he live a life as gruesome and miserable as the wars on earth? but you won’t know. )#( and the more you think about it. the more you realize it. how nihilistic he was. and how he never seemed to smile even in the good times.#he always seemed to have a frown or a scowl on his face. he always seems bothered and unhappy. )#( so you wonder if it was something you did. because you know you aren’t perfect. you’re hardly good. )#( you wonder if he’s mad at you. maybe he was. but he doesn’t have the heart to stay mad. )#( and that’s love in the face of adversity. knowing that no matter how bad it gets. he loves you as you love him. )#( and you wonder why he never smiles. because he truly never does. and so you ask him. honest and true. )#( and he tells you there isn’t anything worth smiling for. nothing in this whole world. )#( but he smiles at you. it’s always small. and it’s always brief. )#( but that smile. that smile means love. )#( that hug. as flimsy as it may be. that hug means love. )#( of course. he isn’t affectionate. if anything. he detests it. he hates physical contact of any kind. you’ve noticed. )#( which is a shame. you love your hugs and your kisses and your hand holding. )#( but even if he doesn’t like it. he lets you do it. because it makes you happy. )#( and you learn that when you’re happy. he’s a little less miserable. )#( of course. not all love is equal. and not all love is fair. )#( the love from a lover and the love from the father can never equate to one another. )#( no one will love you in the same way a father or mother loves you. in the same manner. no one will ever love you the way I do. )#( because my love will remain with you. long after I disappear. )#( and as bitter as the idea of my own existence coming to an end is. knowing I did all of this for. essentially nothing. )#( that I’ve gone through all this pain and suffering and hardship just for it to all amount to nothing. for it to be fucking useless to try.#I get to die knowing that you’ll always love and be loved. and that’s enough for me… )#( … maybe there is something worth smiling for after all. )
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ngl but i think if a kid wrote a letter to santa about wanting an abusive family member out of the house he’d slyly send the letter down some little magical mail chute and itd end up in hell where krampus would read it and then show up to that house on christmas eve to give that kid a nice new bike and a teddy bear under their tree before dragging their peice of shit dad down to the underworld for eternal torture.
#tj talks#i just think. monsters are neat. especially holiday themed ones#krampus sets a nice new bike under the tree before going to kill somebody's deadbeat father. slay#i totally forgot about that one short story i tried to write like. two years ago about krampus visiting a little girl in place of santa#in a sort of 'you have the stomach to deal with this' type of way almost like krampus is a hitman for shitty parents. anyways <3#i should write that this season. as a treat#'santa?' 'no. but im a dear friend of his and he sent me personally' grins wide full of fangs but the little one trusts them nontheless#handing a soft nice teddy bear to her that she hugs to her chest#'but that wasn't the only thing on your list. was it?' and she slowly shakes her head#krampus sending her back to her room with a gentle pat on the head before walking *clopping?? because hoofs* to the parents room#she wakes up to plenty of presents under the tree and police in her hosue as her mother explains the sudden dissapearance and having#no idea what happened
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you wouldn't think so but this kpop phase makes it kinda really difficult to ignore the parental neglect
#two idol lads: casually sprawl on top of each other#me: well obviously it could be fanservice. purely professional sprawling#me: it could also be 0% professional and purely genuine because you can hug your Just Coworker all you want but you don't really get#matching tattoos. if the matching tattoos are there then the affection at least must be genuine#also me: i have never known love and i'm going to kill thousands about it#shrimp thoughts#yet another shitty thing about my father dying was that my aunt decided its her moment to Take Care Of Me (i'm 26)#and she was like well. your mother is kinda shitty and you're completely dependant on her. that's not good!#and the thing is she's absolutely correct but it hurt less when i was unaware of it. when i thought that well i'm just a freak!#like on my own! some people are naturally calm some are left-handed i'm a freak. n then she pointed out this little thing and i realized#i would be significantly less of a freak if the family i was raised in was a bit more NORMAL#anyway. it's monday. happy monday everyone! happy rest of the week as well
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happy new year especially to everyone recovering from an eating disorder. this is a hard time with the usual frenzy of advertisements pushing for you to ‘fix’ your body or diet talk. i hope you all know im sending you all my love and the reminder that it's going to be okay.
you don't need to diet or join a gym, you don't need to burn off any calories or weight you put on during the holidays or anything like that. your body is already valuable and enough as it is. you cant live a full, happy life with the restrictions of an eating disorder. you deserve better than what it demands.
you dont have to shame yourself for enjoying life and the food in it. you dont have to “earn” anything, you already deserve it. you deserve to eat. you deserve to be happy as yourself. you deserve to make memories and actually live. a ‘meaningful year’ or thriving life doesnt mean a skinny one.
surround yourself with friends and laughter and things that make you happy. know it doesnt have to be a special occasion to ‘treat yourself’ to delicious food. i hope you all get to the mental space to where you celebrate every day because its another day youre alive, but in the meantime try to remember that it may be difficult now but that doesnt mean it always will be 💗
#already getting ads for 'new year new you' body and diet apps#and hearing my mother (who gave me my e/d since i could even SPELL disorder) talk about it nonstop#and honestly?? yeah it is hard. it IS tempting to relapse and go back. but as scary as it may be to continue with recovery#a life with an eating disorder is even scarier. its hollow and restricted. your body is meant to sing and dance and create. its meant to#hug others and smile at babies and just exist. its the meat puppet that allows you to create memories and experience life#so yeah !! it's hard ! but so is my dick and my refusal to ever be that miserable again. so let's fucking do this; i know we can#itll get easier to exist as yourself as time goes on. life is possible and even better without it and recovery will be worth it – i promise
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"because im your mother"
#:( thats no excuse to force me into a hug. stop i dont want you to hug me right now. let go.#''i am going to hug you and you are going to embrace it because im your mother''#please stop. i told you to let me go and you outright said no.#:( am i really crying over this
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First I will say Names reaction though makes sense especially when his mom is telling him the reason em isn’t talking much to him, didn’t tell him he would be gone for awhile was his fault because he isn’t normal due to his actions of course make would take that as the truth and would see himself as a burden to em as much as he is to his mother (that’s how she makes it out to be) pushing him away and isolating himself makes sense because it’s to stop him from being even more hurt than he is, him telling em he can just tell him that doesn’t want to talk to him was because that’s how he made him feel but also how his mother made it seem I don’t think if name was able to speak he would feel this way but since he has his mother telling him that’s the reason he’s going to feel that way
On top of that with even their friends telling em he’s wrong for pushing name away also makes it worst idk how their friendship would make it through this because name is already in a mindset where em has moved on has new friends he can actually communicate with and can share things with while name is sitting here with nothing, mute and being told he’s the reason his best friend doesn’t talk to him much I do also think em makes it seem like name is being extra so along with that and his momma and him communicating with his mom I think that’s why name won’t share his feelings because it’s been made out to seem like it doesn’t matter and that he’s being extra I feel if his mother never tried to use em with her saying he’s the reason he’s not communicating because he’s not normal I think name would had told him his feelings But we also need to remember before name could even say how he felt the first time em finally contacted him he quickly shushed him and said he didn’t want to fight without letting name say his feelings on them two the broken promise that name held on is the main reason as well for him isolating himself and could u blame him?
But with that I don’t think ‘em is horrible I just think he’s enjoying his life while trying to hold onto a piece of who he was which is name I think he still cares for him but just doesn’t make the time to message him it’s not like their other friends where he can call them and just talk I don’t think he has a problem with names muteness but I do think it’s one of the reasons for their lack of communication he can’t just call name when he actually has free time he has to go all the way back to his dorm and watch his messages while on the phone I don’t think that makes em a bad person if names muteness is causing a problem in communication he’s just a human he has always supported name but now that they are far apart of course the muteness would become a problem when u can’t be at your computer 24/7 I just hope they can fix the situation idk if they will end up together or even be friends but I hope for name to find himself find his voice and be happy with just himself not needing anyone and I hope em can be happy and content with school
Hello my dear anon! I’m going to try to do my best to answer this completely but I’ll be answering it on my phone while at work/on my lunch/when I have time so it might be a little bit…incoherent. I feel like I’m in the weird position of being angry at Em, but needing to defend him because I have seen some HATE for him that I just don’t believe is warranted.
Anyway, I completely agree. Name’s reaction makes perfect sense. For all of the reasons you stated. I think part of my issue with how people are treating Em and hating on Em is we have that knowledge about Name and he does not. Name’s reaction to everything is so extremely human and completely reasonable considering…everything. He’s being abandoned, guilted, and shamed. His mother has made him feel less than simply because he’s mute. And that is unacceptable. Completely unacceptable.
For your next point, I think it’s important to note that again, Name is justified in feeling like Em is moving on with his life and leaving him behind. BUT, and this is very, extremely important that I think not a lot of people are getting: Em is not responsible for Name’s mental health. As a friend, even a best friend, he should be concerned for Name and his state of mind but he is not responsible for it. And I truly don’t know if I’m watching the same show as some people, especially the last episode because what I saw was Em trying. He was at his computer more. He tried to talk to Name more and Name shut him down. Again, completely understandable on Name’s part. But Em cannot know what Name doesn’t share. So to Em, Name IS being extra and IS overreacted because he doesn’t know. And Name is not in a space to be able to tell him or talk about it right now.
I also agree that Name’s muteness makes it more difficult and more complicated for Em to talk to and communicate with him. But Em has literally never shown any indication that he cares about that. He has constantly tried to find ways that work for them to communicate. I wish to god he would learn sign language, but I can’t have everything. And while it may be harder for Em with Name than it is for his other friends, he still tries and none of his exhaustion comes from needing to be at a computer to talk to Name. Em is exhausted from school and life and the fight with Name, but never how they communicate.
I feel like Em is getting a lot of flack that should be directed at Name’s mother. How much of the emotional burden did she place on Em growing up? I can’t really fault a guy for being exhausted and needing a break. Sometimes life is just too much. And let’s look at all of the others in the friend group. Nan is dealing with internalized ableism and trying to sort through that himself…with Em’s help and advice. Gun is dealing with massive insecurities and lying to Golf about who he is…and Em has offered advice and a sympathetic ear. Champ is dealing with school pressure and very likely the loss of his grandfather soon…and Em has constantly provided support and a cheerful demeanor for him. Em has been giving pieces of himself away to everyone since he was a child and because part of who he is is someone who takes care of others. But Em needs someone to look after him too. And that should be Name and most likely was before this current fight. Which was brought about by Name’s insecurities surrounding his muteness due to his mother. Without Name’s mother, I doubt this fight would be as prolonged. Em would have listened to Gun’s advice and been Moore proactive in contacting Name (which he did) and Name wouldn’t be blaming Em for what his mother has done.
This is a lot to say that Em should absolutely be held accountable for his actions and he owes Name an apology, not just brushing over everything, which is what he’s doing. But he’s still just a human. I know when I was Em’s age, I was an idiot and didn’t know how to act. I think both Name and Em are acting completely understandably given the problem their both facing. The issue is the audience can see and understand Name’s pain and Em cannot. Em doesn’t know and has no way to know and it’s killing me that people are blaming him for Name’s pain when he doesn’t know. And likely the only way he will know is what Name’s mother tells him which is not ideal. So he has incorrect information and cannot respond accordingly to help Name.
I also see a lot of people, not you though my dear anon, treat Name like he’s infallible just because he’s mute. And I’d caution against that. Name is human. His disability doesn’t make him perfect. His pain is real and it hurts and he should absolutely not be going through that, but he is allowed to make mistakes. He is lashing out at Em and that is a mistake. This can’t be resolved unless he allows himself to have a calm, open, and honest conversation with Em, that he is not letting happen.
#remember me#remember me the series#remember me bl#i hope this made sense it was hard to continually scroll on my phone#anyway I love you my dear remember me anon#sorry I kind of keep using your asks to defend Em#i know we’re all rightfully mad at him#but I just want to keep offering this perspective#anyway you and me anon we can go give name a hug and some hot chocolate#and kick his mother square in the shin#also I didn’t mention it in the post but Em definitely shouldn’t have shut down that fight the first time name was angry#Em should have apologized at least and then said he didn’t want to fight but does want to address the problem when he has more time#but he’s a kid and I can’t expect him to have that level of emotional maturity#it took me years to be able to do that and that was after college
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oh, wonwoo 😞
#tw: some discussion of death in the following tags pls don't read ahead if uncomfortable with such topics❗️❗️#didnt listen to this until today because the lord only knew i couldnt handle the emotions sitting in the college library#i dont think ive ever cried so hard to any other kpop song#wonwoo's cover of knees is so beautiful#his voice is so soft and quiet but the emotion in it is so overwhelming#and iu's lyrics are just so heartbreaking :(#and the fan art for it is just so gorgeous and soft#wonwoo has been so strong for us all#i felt the all the pain and sincerity and acceptance he's going through#turning a new page from something so tough must be so scary for him#but i just know that mrs jeon is looking down on him from up in the sky with a proud smile#so#everyone#if you can#go and give your mother a hug#or a call#or some reminder of how much she means to you#because we need to cherish our mums for who they are and everything they've sacrificed for us in life#and make sure they know that we love and appreciate them with all ours hearts#sorry this got really emotional but i just felt the need to say this#my heart goes out to wonwoo and anybody else who may be grieving the loss of a loved one#stay strong#because that's what they would have wanted you to do :)#medzmoodz.☁#svt.💙
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You ever miss being sick because people stopped caring right when you got better
#Ghshdjd i just want someone to hug me its fucking embarassing when you go over to hug your mother and she just stands there and doesn't#Return it
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Picked some flowers for my mum for Mother's Day :]
She loved them <3
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The things i never told my mother
Im sorry mom
I know I gave you a hard time, even if you say it was worth it. I know i disappointed you, even if you now say you're proud of me.
I know you spent nights crying over what to do to raise me better, you did the best you could.
I've never been greatful enough. You were barely and adult when you had me, but you were always strong, always loving, always willing to try and be better.
You were just learning, and you had to face the expectations others had on you too, you went through so much and you still gathered all your strength to give me a better life than you had.
I'll never be able to express how much I love you, how much I appreciate all you've done for us, and how much I'll miss you.
Please, when my time to cross the brige comes, come to greet me, give me one of those hugs that can heal a broken soul, for if theres another life I would choose to be your daughter again
#she's fine im just emotional#i'm crying at 3 am bcs of this#please if u can#go and hug your mothers#or your dads#they need love too
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Yandere Imposter
Imagine a yandere that pretends to be someone else...
You and your husband hadn't been close in years. A rotten drunkard that spent all day rotting away on the couch. When the two of you got married, you genuinely thought things would be perfect, he was such a sweet guy. But things just went downhill from there.
He was a sleeze bag. Spending all day drinking and refusing to work. Forcing you to get a job to support you both, but he couldn't even bother being somekind of househusband. No, he expected you to get off of work clean the house for him and still cook him dinner everyday. You felt more like his mother than his wife. And it was getting on your last nerve.
So imagine your surprise when you walk into the house one day, the smell of cheap booze and cigarette smoke gone. Instead replaced with the smell of soup?
The place was oddly spotless as you made your way into the kitchen, and there standing at the stove was your husband. Wearing an apron as he stirred the food in the pot. It was unnerving, if you knew anything about your husband it was that he refused to even step foot in the kitchen unless it was to eat. As if sensing your presence, he quickly turned around a smile spreading on his face. Was it just you or were his teeth whiter than usual?
Walking over he wrapped his arms around you in a tight hug, burying his face into your neck. A look of happiness on his face as he held you close.
"I'm so happy you're finally home, Dear. I went ahead and made dinner, you just go sit down and I'll be right over."
Since when had he called you pet names? You couldn't help but check his tempature, wondering if he was running a fever of somekind. Why else would he be acting so out of character suddenly. But he simply laughed off your worry and ushered you towards your seat. Immediantly serving you dinner with a blissful smile, a smile you had never seen on his face. You were so confused...
The night just continued on like that. One weird occurance after another. It felt like you were with a stranger, someone nothing like your husband yet identical to him. You felt like you were going mad, until night eventually came. Bringing you to bed, you and your husband lied down together. Except unlike everynight since your honeymoon, he pulled you closer. Snuggled up next to you as he whispered softly in your ear, almost bringing tears to your eyes.
"I'm so sorry for the way things have been all these years. You never deserved any of it. But as long as I'm here, I'll treat you perfect..."
Edan had always hated his brother. Despite looking identical, they couldn't have been more different. And it felt like his brother was always out to make his life difficult. If Edan got on the football team, his brother was the quaterback. If Edan got a B, his brother got an A. If Edan got honor roll, his brother got valedictorian. And eventually when Edan felt like he had met his soulmate his dear brother had to marry them. He could never win. It was all too much.
Especially when Edan began to take a closer look into the life his brother had stolen away from him. He was disgusted. Working his beloved like a dog day and night. Treating them as nothing more than a servant meant to do whatever was demanded of them, not giving them the life they deserved. The day he snapped came when he saw his beloved leave for work, continuing to stay near the house. He watched as his brother stepped out of the house hours later, walking over to one of the neighboring apartment doors and knocked on it. A scantily clad individual opening the door and ushering him inside. He saw red...
How foolish did that idiot have to be. Stealing away the life that Edan deserved, only to not even appreciate it. He got the privilege to lay beside perfection every night, and he still ran into the arms of some worthless harlot. He couldn't stand it. His beloved didn't deserve this mistreatment, and his brother didn't deserve their love. But what was he supposed to do about it...
He had never been so happy that the two were identical...
All it took was a little makeover and a swap of IDs for the two to look the exact same again. Now if he was ever found, Edan would be dead. He had to clean up all the blood from the floor, he might have gone a bit overboard but years of hatred and frustration will do that to a person.
But it was all worth it in this moment. Holding his beloved close to his chest as the two lay together, it was a dream come true. Burying his face in their hair, he continued to whisper to them, arms wrapped tightly around their body so that they couldn't get up. They never had to know.
" You'll get the life you deserve. We'll both get the lives we deserve, no matter what..."
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