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fabulouslygaybean · 2 years

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ough. its apparently supposed to storm today so,, that's not gonna be fun

#this is gonna suck #i have one of those plastic rain ponchos or whatevrr but. i don't know if my mom or her friends do #so they'll probably wanna leave super early #and ill miss the maine and nine inch nails and midtown :(#and maybe even jimmy eat world #getting home is gonna be a nightmare too #like. it usually takes us 1-2 hours to get back because riot fest is really poorly set up and finding a ride is crazy hard

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scorpiusmalfoylovesoscarwilde · 8 months

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I didn't lock my front door and now I hear noises and can't tell if it's coming from next door or downstairs lmaaoo

#home invasion is literally my worst nightmare #id rather get set on fire repeatedly for hours #i wanna go downstairs to check but im also not tryna get murdered #im in the house alone my fiance is at work lmao cant wait to die bye #im too scared to check 🧍🏻‍♂️ i was gonna take a nap but now im afraid of getting stabbed in my sleep #omfg there were suddenly fireworks my heart cant take this

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dirt-str1der · 1 year

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just wanna say im obsessed with your mind and i read your posts about kiryu like the morning paper. thank you for your service

(Sweats) e-even the ones about him laying eggs ?

#Thanks for the ask !#HIIIIII thank you for reading my posts im really a serial rambler so that is no easy feat. i just had a lowkey nightmare that was insect #based so its nice to think about different kinds of eggs once in a while. sorry for the eggs i just learned the word gravid and i cant stop #saying it !!! i literally opened tumblr to make another post about kiryu i was gonna say he was probably antisocial in his childhood which #is really a miracle any girls managed to notice him at all. and i believe that he was very dismissive of his clothing and appearance because #you know when youre young and trans and havent realised it but you just randomly hate everything about your appearance and dont even knowwhy #i think his hair was always too long and too shaggy and he would let nishiki comb it sometimes because he really could not stand his mane #and sometimes when it gets wayy too long and shitty the sunflower caretaker would drag him outside and just cut a chunk of it off with a #knife and kiryu would have shoulder length hair for a little while... anyway i need to give him a little girlfriend like how rikiya had one #when he was in school because all trans guys need a little girlfriend or an all girl group of friends to be his girlfriends when hes a kid #so he can carry their shopping bags and wait for them outside the changing room etc and kiryu cant resist a girl so he gets a letter from #nishiki and he tells him yeah this is probably a prank to have you wait there for hours or there might be guys waiting to ambush you and #beat the crap out of you. and kiryus like Nobody beats the crap out of me except our dad. and goes to meet this girl and he actually agrees #to go out with her and this is the thing that keeps him in school because otherwise he would literally not go. like hed walk with yumi and #nishiki and the rest of the kids at sunflower that he doesnt care about to remember the names of. and he would just wave them off at the #gate and wander the town in his school uniform and then after school he’ll meet nishiki and possibly yumi at the gate (yumi probably makes #other friends but its a Must to walk nishiki home because he’ll get lonely) and when kiryu starts going out with this girl hes obligated to #walk her home so he already broke rule one but nishikis like happy for him But he has to walk home with some other random guys now and #eventually theyll broach the topic of ‘his psycho sister’ and nishiki literally has to beat a few guys up to defend kiryus honour and when #he comes back with news of how unpopular kiryu is with the rest of the guys because he looks better with short hair than they do and has a #girlfriend whos super cute. kiryu is just like damn did you commit social suicide to protect my honour? youre my best friend. but whatever #kids get over it fast. but parents dont!! and kiryu walks his girlfriend right to her front door and soon enough her parents are going to #find out that the boyfriend she keeps gushing about is a girl and straight up take her out of school to make her stop being gay and kiryus #like but ... im a boy ... punches the ground and screams to the sky. anyway enough about dysphoria simulator im here to talk about this guy #when hes a bit older because im salivating and shaking over the thought of his bootyass rip kiryu you woulda loved thongs. i think hed hate #ripped jeans but only because he thinks theyre a waste of manufacturing. its literally better for the world that kiryu decided 2 transition #because can you imagine if she was a girl and needed to wear a bra? like she would literally have an itchy back all the time which would #give her a hair trigger temper which means kamurocho a&e room will be very healthily plush indeed. god my battery is dying i need to take a #shower noww anyway really thank you for the nice message you are so sweet ... hi ...

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spotaus · 3 months

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Pt 10! (Very relevant to all their stories!)

#utmv #oc #utmv sans #utmv oc #goldinsanity #I think many of these could go into depth so I'm gonna speedrun #Orchid: Trained by Nightmare to Kill and Maim and also has a thrill for it #Stereo: Hated fighting for a long time but grew to enjoy it when with Reset/Orchid #Shotput: Trained by Dream and Killer to fight. thinks it's mildly fun but mostly only sparring #N: Thinks of fighting like a Dance since she can't die. uses it to come up with unique dodge-moves #Ichor: very good at fighting but saw too much war and bloodshed to really enjoy it outside sparring #Haphazard: Decent Fighter (Trained by Blue) but would rather talk things out (Blue raised this boy when Ink forgor about him)#Monochrome: Wasn't taught to fight (in case he rebelled) but learned from Orchid. not a fan of fighting at all (Scary!)#Reset: Technically trained to fight but can't do any real damage thanks to his magic. would like it more if he could draw blood #Pretender: Not very good at fighting. prefers luring in enemies and killing them before a fight can start.#Lost: Bro has memory issues. he doesn't have time to be fighting! he's trying to get home!!

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doggerell · 4 months

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Thursday show fast approaching and Im getting SCARED

#so excited/nervous Im gonna spend all week shaking over it. its already started #literally shaking so hard on the drive home listening to them #speaking #thursday #my sunday is gonna be Fully occupied by the show like Im literally not gonna be able to do anything else. Im already planning to be #at the venue pretty early cause I want barricade #and unlike my usual left barricade I want.. I want center… geoffrey…. I wanna see him really good..#weak and shaking and scared and excited #I wanna draw smth from SWIM for him but thats so scary. hashtag What #getting too parasocial. nightmare. I care too much abt this guy augh.#also thot abt asking for a setlist thats so SCARY. I need anti anxiety meds so bad #drinking was my anti anxiety coping method but as we know Im not doing that anymore + was prob not great at settling it in the first place

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magnoliamyrrh · 8 months

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#kinda losing it because one grandmother asked me to go home bc its getting hard for her to live alone (which sounded more like #hey. i might not b around for too much longer maybe?) and the other one left my mother horrified when she saw her #described her state as utter agony every waking moment to the point where its better to be dead bc of her parkinsons and falls and injuries #and its just. ugHH #like i really should go home and help around until they pass however long that will be a year two three five #noone else is gonna do it. no one else is gonna do it #so how much does it matter that im fucked up and sick myself and tired and should probably do something else before my body fully goes to #shit #but its like. whats even the choice here exactly???#not to???#is that even on the list of choices?#dear god i dread it #dread it all #they all drive me so nuts and physically it would be a nightmare but id probably regret it to my grave if i didnt

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rucow · 10 months

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sorry ive been so inactive on here lately (and everywhere else tbh), i have a lot going on irl right now and i havent had the motivation to rly work on any art or writing this entire month 😔 but hopefully after things calm down i'll get to draw again 💔

#txt #nothing bad happened just. ive had to be at the vet a lot with one of my cats (shes ok she just had some minor procedures done)#and its been 37-40C every day and my bedroom gets as hot as 33C on the worst days and i just Cannot draw in a sauna #i havent even been turning my laptop on bc i dont want to fry it fhshdd #it has started to cool down now so i can finally!!!! clean my room without dying 😭 and also sit down and draw maybe #also. my mom is at the hospital for a few days (shes getting thyroid surgery) and by christ i loathe living alone #u forget u have psychosis until its nighttime and dark and ur alone and u get paranoid and fearful and cant sleep bc u see things OUGH #i!!! am!!! living!!! a literal!!! fnaf!!!! nightmare!!!! life!!! 😭😭😭#i survived my first night alone tho its gonna be ok #my mom should be home tomorrow :') i hope she recovers fast oof #i did have. two crying instances bc i hate being alone but im over it now the worst is behind me #(yes i know im 25 but i mentally cannot live alone its too dark and quiet and scary and i am Babey.)

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jorvikzelda · 10 months

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Goes to a single social event. yeah I’m gonna lock myself in my room for three days

#currently locked myself in the bathroom for reasons that were only Half needing to go to the bathroom #tuning out so fucking hard folks #19 people in one room? 5 of which are children below 5? and I know like 5 people total? nightmare. absolute nightmare #Not that I don’t like the people they’re LOVELY #But. Hooooooooly fuck. I forgot how awful this stuff made me feel (maybe because I have been avoiding it for years idk)#The exhaustion is hitting HARD like at this point I’m just dissociating a lil bit. I am gonna be ZONKED on the car ride home #Headache is fucking horrendous too #It does get a little better when I put in my earplugs but they’re a LITTLE bit too good so they make it hard to engage in conversation #Gotta get some of those that are more adapted for social settings #z talks #not horse game #Posts I’m gonna show to my therapist

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cdelphiki · 2 years

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Someone tell my brain it has to work on my actual WIPs and not a new scene in the same AU as A Hero Lost

#I’ve got a school board meeting at 6 #and I get home from work at 5:15 #but the church is 10 minutes from home #or same distance from work #so I got a coffee at McDonald’s and came over for the meeting #and am sitting here #30 minutes early because there’s not enough time to go home #but too much time before the meeting #and I’m bored #and writing out Bruce’s first nightmare scene after Jason comes back lol #we will see if anything actually comes from this #or if I’m just gonna scribble and then never write it LOL

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nocherryblood · 1 year

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Okay now Welcome Home is gonna give me the fkn creeps SO SO bad but do I love it? ...Mmmyes.

#welcome home #feel like this is a good time to remind myself and others that even if you really like something and find it cool #that you need to remember to take care of yourself whilst doing so and take a break from it ESPECIALLY if it's a crapsaccharine-type horror #like i love other similar ones like dhmis too but i have to remind myself just to take a step back and make sure im not #frightening myself unintentionally. like at the point where you know you're gonna be having nightmares or spooks or paranoia #then just remember to take a break for a bit #it's not bad it's not stupid it's just. enjoy it whilst it's entitely enjoyable and take a break when it's not so #i... feel like that doesn't get said nearly enough

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hobisexually · 1 year

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#y’all I’m exhausted #my cat keeps going on the litter box but not doing anything #and I think she just doesn’t like the stuff in it and the box is too small so I ordered a new one but it will take two days to get here and #I don’t know what to do!!!!!!!#and I keep waking up when I hear she gets on it in the middle of the night in stress checking whether she’s doing something #and she isn’t #and I keep having nightmares of her dying and having to tell her owner she didn’t last a week with me and she never should’ve brought her #last time she went on it was what? Sunday early morning?#its Tuesday it’ll be fine #but you know?????????#I also had to leave her behind for the first time today because I need to go to work #I stretched it by one day by working from home yesterday but yk #im so FRANTIC and I’m so stressed and my supervisor is leaving on holiday for three weeks so I’m in charge of the big stuff suddenly #which I’m not stable enough for atm at all I shouldn’t be in charge of anything in this state of mind #also apparently my dad is hurting a lot over not speaking to me and yeah my man same but ?????? what am I gonna do huh #it took me a WHOLE month to feel normal again after the disaster that was December we can’t keep doing this #I cried in the middle of a fancy restaurant last night #and then as if that wasn’t bad enough had to have a talk with my mum about racism and body image and religious trauma and how she can’t keep #getting in the middle of my dad and me and then it spiralled into a conversation abojt how my dad impacted HER #and how the divorce was hell for her for a reason because the emotional abuse was. hm.#and hearing that! also how much weight she lost then which I always thought was because she was sick but no it was him #very difficult to hear #fuuuuckkkkk meeeeeee y’all #and I can Feel my brain going around in circles like it’s anxiety central and I can’t stop it atm #shit man.#UGH #I HATE THIS SOMEONE KNOCK ME THE FUCK OUT #@ [redacted] go ahead honestly

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therealvalkyrie · 2 years

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ignore this i just need to vent somewhere alkdjcmksd

#so i have two dogs #and the younger one is essentially a rescue #we got him from family friends who somehow accidentally traumatized him slash didn't train him well as a puppy #and long story short now he's a bit of a nightmare #very sweet to me and people he knows but not good with new people or kids or being in a public space with lots of people etc etc #and one of the more obnoxious things he does is he barks VEHEMENTLY every single time someone comes home #he barks at me at my moms at the fedex guy EVERYONE #it's annoying #so anyway today my mom comes home from work and as usual he's barkin up a storm and I'm trying to distract him but it's not working #and my mom SLAMS open the door and yells at him to shut up and I just jump a FOOT in the air #because that shit's startling! i'm startled!#and little idiot dog is startled into silence too and shows his belly and finally shuts up #and yeah i guess it's effective #but like #he's already traumatized. do we have to traumatize him more? he's not gonna start being quiet if you scare him MORE #i'm just frustrated.#it's just this pattern of behavior where SHE gets frustrated and gets really loud at him (which I don't think is helpful at ALL)#and then i get startled and on edge bc I don't fucking like when people yell!! sorry!#and then i'll point out that there's a better way and get dismissed and I'm just.#sigh #just frustrated #like there's no need to raise your voice.#for fucks sake #okay /end rant #sorry haha #valkyrie talks #tag rant

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cappucosmico · 4 days

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the most devastating shit on earth is that i had a friend in middle school who was like my ride or die. but her only "social media" was Google Fucking Plus. so naturally i have lost her in the wastelands of that shitstorm. but i cannot find her ever again bc she has like The most common name on god's green earth so one facebook search for people with her name in the bronx yields like a million fucking results. so imagine if she's not even in the bronx anymore. 10 million results

#and if by some will from god she's out there wondering about me occasionally too She'd also be shit out of luck #bc my first name is different now. not even close to my birthname. and my last name is a nightmare #i didn't learn how to spell that shit until i was 6 and only so soon bc my mother set aside time to teach me specifically how to spell it #like it was its own school lesson. How to spell my own last name. so i'm not going to imagine someone could ever just Remember That #a decade down the fucking line #but i miss her often. she showed me inuyasha for the first time before rodan even did #we had the most awkward innocent scared quivering animal type lesbianism happening.#i would walk her home even though it meant making my 10 minute walk home into like 45 minutes #she lived in one of the projects and she snuck me in her apartment a few times when her dad wasn't home. that's when we watched inuyasha #one of my ''gifts'' i remember so specifically when we had decided we were dating is. i gave her. a tiny bag of chips.#blinks for a long time at you. i got her A Bag Of Chips.#💀😭 She should've killed me where i stood........#we once kissed because someone said they'd give us 20 dollars for it. We did not get the 20 dollars.#i was mad bc i wanted to split it with her and get snackies at the deli after school together or something. kills my elf #WAAAH i miss her. i miss da bronx too. one day i'm gonna drag rodan downstate to see it all #i want to take him to the bronx zoo and the botanical gardens. but also i just checked and nearly scumpt at the prices #37 DOLLARS..... 💀⁉️ i remember. (said oldly) i remember when it was. SEVEN DOLLARS!!!#whstever fucking happened to wednesdays you get in free. huh #i'm too scared to even look at the gardens now bc Nearly 40 tickets a person. oh My God. vomitworthy #wait oh my god what do thebuses and subway cost now. oh no oh no oh no #okay it's okay. it's a 40 cent difference. idr what a metrocard used to cost so it means nothing that it's a dollar now #but also Why the fuck do the express buses cost SEVEN DOLLARS.... 😭 brother bring that shit back down to five NEOW!!!#it's not even double the standard fare anymore. even if i round up the standard fare That's More Than Double. what #i hate inflation i hate inflation i hate #i'm rambling. walks away fast And my ass

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batqueers · 2 months

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what yall know about alex’s paralyzing nightmares about being left behind and forgotten

#and when hes away from henry its worse 🕺🕺🕺#alex travels with flash (his service dog) so when hes away from home he helps a lot #flashll Immediately get up when alex wakes up from a nightmare and calms him down (and sometimes nugget (his esa cat) will too when hes-#-home)#i still need to design flash and nugget AUGH #🔑💍b #i was gonna say more but i FORGOT cause i was looking for nug and flashes names. and got wicked distracted.

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lord-rain-master · 9 months

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annabelle comes home is such a sweet name for a horror movie,, it's like "she's been through a lot in the last 2 movies so we've decided that she finally needs a place where she feels like she can belong, a place where she will not be judged for her actions but instead met with only understanding and patience"

and then she tries to kill every human in the house

#that was the first thing that came to my mind when i first heard thr movie name tbh #it's like ''aww lil baby just needs a place to rest 🥺🥺''#am i reading way too much into this? yes but it doesn't matter #rav's watching: annabelle comes home #watched the movie equipped with my sister's account of the first two movies #and after revenant i think i may have developed an interest for horror?#butttt yeahhh i think i'll stick to the ''we're NOT gonna use an insane amount of halloween props to scare you 😈😈'' sub genre of horror #genuinely don't think any horror can scare me as much as arundathi scared lil old me tho literally had nightmares about it #i can watch it NOW but only if someone else watches it with me #but anyways being sick might suck but hey at least i get to watch stuff i wouldn't have watched otherwise

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rubys-domain · 10 months

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okay wtf

#⇢₊˚⊹ 🩷∥ruby∥yo，ide yo !!#i couldn't complete that quest because my damage is still ass #so you're telling me i'm gonna be blocked from getting two fates (inversion of genesis + caribert) because of this?#i already completed caribert but i still can't claim my free fate. so i have to complete inversion of genesis #but to complete inversion of genesis i need to complete tatara tales #which again，i'm too much of a scrub to complete #xingqiu jUST COME HOME ALREADY #YOU ABSOLUTE MOTHERFUCKER #i highly suspect it's because of him that i had zero issues completing tatara tales on main #working around not having him is an absolute nightmare #seriously i have plans to main your ass on main what more do you fucking want #great; i lost my motivation to grind primos again

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