#get me smth too!!! 😔
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*solemn nod*
Yeah let's go
*walks in*
-Mitsuya
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poyt 5 is such a fucking rollercoaster, y’all! like i feel like people may not like it bc it’s so all over the place and it reads more like a book than a chapter 😭😭 in the sense that there isn’t just a beginning - middle - climax - end. It’s more like, a bazillion ups and downs, about three climaxes, three very emotional and poignant scenes (although I guess the main heart-wrenching scene is the big one in the middle, and then there’s a lot of mini heart-wrenches) and then there’s also a bit of comedic stuff which we haven’t seen in the other poyt parts, and some heavy romance stuff and revelation stuff, of course the main biggest climax, and then the ending and then the epilogue…
I guess I’m saying all this bc I feel like people will get bored halfway through bc it’s so super long 😭😭😭😭 I’m so so so anxious about people losing interest bc poyt 5 is very different structure wise 😭😭 I just threw EVERYTHING in without caution and now I’m editing and it’s like… some scenes are way too long but then I don’t want to cut anything, I feel like everything is so important to the story!!! And I keep thinking back to poyt 4 to reassure myself, bc it was 22k words long but I remember some of you saying that it didn’t FEEL like 22k words bc it went by quickly! I JUST HOPE y’all feel the same way about poyt 5😭
#god I’m so fuckign nervous about this you’d think I’m writing a bestselling novel or smth 😭#but no it’s just my silly little Steve Rogers fic 😭😭 which I am so attached to and I don’t want anything to go wrong#I’m already so scared bc half the poyt fanbase has vanished 😭#like they’ve left tumblr or some have even unfollowed me bc they didn’t like my views on chris musty evans#which is like fair but YALL USED TO LEAVE SUCH DETAILED REVIEWS on the other chapters#I hope this last chapter gets detailed reviews too bc it’s so long jsjsjsjsk and the finale!!!#also remember my 💙 anon they used to leave the most detailed reviews and I miss them 😔😔😔#anyways#my thoughts 💭
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gojo is just ijichi's high maintenance boyfriend
#literally obsessed with him forcing ijichi to go around in themiddle of the night to get smth sweet to eat bc he had smth spicy#satoru.........pls.........#someone pls take him away from ijichi#and give him to me jsdfhdsjfgs#id gladly take him to have desserts late at night. bc i love it too jfhdjhdsjf we are literally the same#jjk#ijigo#f.txt#the joy ijichi will experience when satoru finally gets a boyfriend to take him places#but also. it's just not the same without satoru tormenting him 😔😔😔#and satoru's new boyfriend doesn't know all the good places and their opening hours like ijichi does.........#it's just not the same#ohhhhhhhh ijigo angst............#and ESP if it's sukuna gskfhdjjf rip satoru this man can't even drive. u're both passenger princesses#GSJFHSJFHDKHD ijichi being forced to take sukugo on their dates lmaoooooo
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every year or so im like. im gonna try making a carrd again. and every time i get fed up within an hour
#even using a template 😔#i just havent had muse bios since i remade in like. october or whenever considering my old ones were all on my theme#and since themes are practically useless now on this stupid site they werent worth porting over so#guess ive gotta figure smth out with gdocs. which i also hate but. what can you do yknow#anyway. i think im gonna overhaul a lot in terms of aesthetics n such here too bc im hoping thatll get me back into the mindset here#which means. i think its time to say goodbye to toya theming.........im sorry my beautiful son its another fandoms turn#‧ miscellaneous. → 「 out. 」#tbd.
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thinking about frankenstein a new musical (2008) once again and going Crazy
#carissa speaks#finally found the boots of the few songs that exist and.#I could stage it better#girl please ur score fuckin Bangs don’t do her dirty like that!!#victor frankenstein my little meow meow someone get this man to open up abt his feelings or smth#also if I was to direct frankenstein it would be so much fruitier#victor and henry were kissing on the regular TO ME#also the costumes????? the coming of the dawn fit fills me with rage the cut of the vest is all WRONG#and unbuttoned????? first and foremost king you are in the ARCTIC but also that would be like stripping!!! that’s not allowed!!#button ur vest up!!#idk if I was the directors of frankenstein a new musical 2008 I would simply up the energy levels#but maybe that’s just me#show fucks though do not get me wrong too 5 musicals of all time I am literally vibrating over here#but I did see those clips and every ounce of my theatre major brain took over#maybe a Would be a better techie#bc I know I could design the Hell out of this show#also- get rid of those fuckass stairs why the hell are there stairs they make for useless traveling#sorry not to be full of mt rage tonight I’m just so ??? they literally had it all how did they not follow through visually 😔#give me victorian gothic!!! please!!!!!!!!!!!!#I also think it’s really interesting now that I’ve actually gone through and fully perceived the book#the changes they made specifically in the instances of justine and Henry’s deaths and how that changes victors character#I like that victor gets to witness Henry’s death and I think the conflict there is neat#but I also enjoy the agency of victor deciding to take back his promise on his own#I feel in some ways him actually going through with a second one all the way to the end is a detriment to his character#like yeah he does Immediately regret it and kill her but the lack of consideration beforehand in the musical is interesting to me#it feels much more like the frenzy of the first creation whereas in the book it is a true concious choice which I think is interesting#both are good and valid takes I just think the discrepancies are neat#there are so many typos in these tags but I cannot be assed to fix them#so sorry#frankenstein musical
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u just want me to be shorter so u dont feel so tiny anymore....
bitch??????????????
#there goes me trying to do smth nice since u complained abt being too tall the other day and that’s what i get 😔#i change my answer you get the clown shoes#also no one has ever called me tiny before#sarah#mail
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just recently watched this is us with my college friends
#tbqh i found it kinda boring 😭#the louis clips were so not enough#ive watched some clips online prior to actually watching it (for the first time might i add)#one of my friends had a cousin who was crazyyy ab 1d so she dragged her out to the cinema to go watch it when it came out and in 3d lol 😭#the 3d schtick is so funny 2 me lmao 😭#my friend recalls freaking out in the movie theater bc she was a major niall fan at the time. she said 3d niall was so close 2 her face lol#anyway. ab how i watched some clips online prior#i was actually waiting for the louis n his sisters part or the one where he visits his school or smth#my friends.... they literally don't know a thing ab louis personality-wise so they didn't really get much from it#UGH i should download aotv and make them watch it that was way more interesting (but idk? smth about it feels like it's made for fans only?#but... i'll suggest it the next time we get together 🙏🏼#anyw back to my review.#simon cowell's face was a jumpscare what can i say. it was so evil how nicole scherzinger was just. completely written off#im from the future i Know things#<- and like. about this. i felt kinda bad being cynical about the movie when i know my friend is Still an ot5 at heart#i think i broke her 13-year old heart a little 😭#it's so weird how the movie keeps singling out zayn about him getting kicked out or him talking solo music etc kskdj. feels v pointed Lol#they really just documented the 1d-mania & madness they ensued huh.... i think 2 of my friends (bts fans) weren't as impressed LOL 😭#they kinda flamed their performances and stage outfits which is. yeah i agree. kpop idols do WAY more than just.... that (1d) kskskd#i guess i'll make them watch the extra clips next time (o haven't seen all the clips yet i think)#OH and 😭 why was martin scorsese in the film that was hilarious#didn't have a lot of realness to it. is what i thought of the film. yeah. this is(N'T) us ✊🏽😔#maybe... i am too much of a hater#i liked... the... um. it's hard to highlight things i liked ab the film when im Not a 1d fan 😭 like im a louie ONLY idgaf ab 1d 😔#the part ab louis audition.... im sorry babie the editors did u dirty but it was so funny........😭#<- though i imagine it solidified people's (wrong) opinions about him :/
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i need you to know how grateful i am that there are still thanos/adam enthusiasts out there.. my people
Wahhhhh anon ilu <333 fear not even if I'm the last thanos/adam enthusiast in existence I will never shut up about them they consume my every waking hour
#I've been too depressed to function recently but I gotta get back to drawing/posting more I miss my boys 😔#HAVE to finish my fanfic it's been at like 90% done for a year or smth at this point oopsies#don't be scared to talk to me off anon too every thadam shipper is my bff 🫶 pspspspsps#anonymous#text
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i thought this was the toxic friendships blood and homoeroticism website. and yet my web weaving post for a bad movie has only 5 notes 🤨
#rosalieee i kep reading the tags you left on there it's so 🩷🩷🩷❤️❤️❤️❤️🩷❤️🩷❤️🩷🩷❤️🩷🩷❤️❤️❤️❤️🩷🩷❤️🩷#this post all in jest btw. i get why people dont care 😔#anyways! i had so much fun making that :) but i will throw up if i think about it too much. it did smth to me and im not proud of it#🌬️#i put GILGAMESH in there. HELP
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wearing headphones all the time can be very nicey bc no sounds but watch out!! oh no your ears are sweating. oh no they feel gross oh no they hurt ow ow ow
#i'm not even allowed to wear headphones too often bc. ear problems 😔#BUT THERE ARE VOICES. VOICES!!!!!#my headmate had to force me to go and get smth to eat and take my meds. why am i listening to an anime boy in my head again#it's just. idk so sad. like everything is FINE. i am SAFE. why the fuck am i acting like this.#really putting illness in mental illness 😔#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]
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boygroups just arent having cringefail eras with their whole chests like they used to
#making/updating my niche playlists and they r just not making silly goofy cringefail bg songs like they used to#they cant all be girls girls girls by got7 😔😔#truly one of my favorite eras was when they were just putting whatever the fuck they wanted in the english lyrics of these songs#every lady wants a piece of me! mark tuan u are like 16 do ur math homework#i know you want me lets start talkin 😏 mark tuan u r like 17 pls go play gta or smth#and then they made mark and jackson do all those flips too!!!!! agh who is doing it like debut got7??#two members were literally getting into physical fights over how to sleep on a mat another only trained for 3 months and their rent was DUE#talk#text#mine#not nct#ignore.mel
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#hey y'know what#i normally fall asleep holding beyonce (my favorite lil guy)#at least lately#it's just nice to hold smth#i dunno what it is about tonight but i wish i were beyonce y'know#i haven't felt that in a minute. it was too uncomfortable of a feeling y'know so i pushed it away for a bit but#dunno. smth about here and now#i would not mind being a bit vulnerable#i would like 2 curl up w someone or people that care abt me and rest for a bit#smth about love or whatever it's 3 am and i'm tired and feeling a lil small#but it's alright it's not too bad right now#just a lil achey. i reread that cat poem i keep with me on my phone and started feeling things again bc God if that isn't me#so unrelated but i'm a lil sad i had to clean up my nails bc i tried repainting them like 5 times before i realized i was#getting bubbles bc the. polish has gone bad shdjfhg#no cool black nails 2 go w my ken fit but that's okay 😔#anyways#g'night#sap says
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hey just wanted to let you know that your art is amazing, you're a really cool person, and you deserve to have a great day. hope things get better for you happy birthday :]
Ty :] and I think things should get better dw ^-^
#rat answers#I think Ill be fine later today hopefully just need to wait for my sibling who abandoned me for a sleepover to come home tomorrow /j /lh#were also having tostadas tomorrow so thats smth to look forward too :>#amd presents ofc I doubt Ill be getting a whole lot since I didnt ask for a whole lot but Im still excited noneoftheless#well not fully rn just because of brain stuff but I have been and hopegully will be more so later#oh also cake but I will say I kind of wish I could have a cake without frosting but alas bday tradition needs it 😔#for context on each of our bdays me and my siblings decorate the bday persobs cake#I dont rly like most frustings and the homemade one we will be using as the main frosting is good but I preffer cake without it still#its ok though as long as they keep the frosting doodles contained fndkfbd#I dont like the taste of decorative frosting at all lol#I also asked for an electric bass so if I get that that will be incredibly pog but I dont wanna get my hopes too high fjfndjd#I should rly try to just sleep now sorry for rambling abt bday plans fkgndjd
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Tiphereth suppression finally complete babeyyyy
#rat rambles#lisa my beloved <3#her brother also exists ig.#I did it first try too which honestly is a relief it took forever idk how many times I could handle doing all that#which also means that the other two are now ready for their core suppressions which is both exiting and scary#exciting because it means that I can tell alruine to fuck off#scary because red mist boss fight 😔#I have no idea what to expect but tbh I rly cant be any more prepared than I already am#I have all the aleph gear not counting apocalypse bird and white night gear#and I have all the waw gear except for the one waw I havent gotten yet#in fact there's only 4 abnos I havent gotten yet I think and two of those are toold#I might stall a bit by memory repositing until I get those out of the way but I also might not idk#what I am starting to have to think abt tho is the two side bosses I previously mentioned#I do think apocalypse bird might be doable for me rn but white knight is a more tricky story#mostly because quite frankly I dont have 12 employees available to sacrifice to start the fight#I can obviously just make some new throaway guys but still#now setting up apocalypse bird would also be annoying since I currently only have judgement bird in my facility#rly Im just not sure which of my guys can or cant handle either boss#cause I do need the manpower but I also just am not confident that most of the gear my guys have will do them much good#now one thing that may be kind of pointless but I still wanna do is get silent orchestras ego gift on one of my guys#because god damn is that a powerful buff even if white damage isnt that common outside of anbno breaches#it would be fun in the sense that thatd make my girl able to solo any abnos that deal white damage#again its good dont get me wrong its just definitely smth that isnt as widly applicable as youd think#but yeah ideally I dont wanna do another day one reset and I rly do think this could be the run#the only reason I reset my first one rly was because I had gotten bored grinding for gear and also just wanted to finish my abno info#collection easier since there was a shit load of low level abnos I was missing#now the only ''''low level'''' abno Im missing is plague doctor for well. obvious reasons.#so yeah I should be pretty good and done with my info gathering within a session or two#tbh I dont even know what the wellfare meltdown looks like but Im much less scared of it than the boss fights I have up ahead#stinky b is also going to be tricky but Im hoping it wont be too bad
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this is one of those sketches where i stop halfway through and go "IS THIS ALLOWED???"
#ALSO I TRIED TO MAKE THE CUP LOOK LIKE A BURMY BUT ITS TOO SMALL. I'll design a proper one later fhdkdl#i unfortunately cannot attach the reference image of Hook from AE.W because the OP took the photo down before I downloaded it 😔#the great spirit of faggotry overtook me and next thing u know i was finishing drawing this (/silly) SBSJDJSML#this is mostly just a ''hey u should try to draw smth quickly and loosely'' than anything Proper™ so it was rly fun :3#ALSO I WANT TO COMPILE ALL THE GUZ BODY STUDY SKETCHES INTO ONE POST AT SOME POINT. keep meaning to do that and then forgetting djdksl#idk what to call them like. body studies ig but its honestly mostly just me going YIPPEEEEEE THAT BOY HAS BODY FAT AND I GET TO DRAW IT!!#<- i am very gay for this man. btw. SBSHDHDNL if u couldnt tell LMAO#dandy.cmd#💜so good at being in trouble#doodlebug.png#suggestive#JUST IN CASE IDK
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the final count is 132 albums across 40 different artists, purchased in the span of like 3 - 3 1/2 years (im estimating, i can find my last album purchase in dec 2020 but i cant find my first, im just guessing that it was spring or fall of 2017)
good jesus 🥴🥴
#goddamn....#i mean if you do the math it averages out to like 3-4 albums a month#but also i definitely for a stretch there was buying way more than that at once#and there were lulls and peaks depending on comebacks#anyway ive got some other stuff to do before i actually out these up for sale#itll b on mercari i think!#ive got 17 nct albums + 1 kun photo light keyring thing#and then all the other stuff#lots of obscure(?) groups imo#some disbanded ones 😔😔#feel free to ask me qs if u have them ahead of time but itll still be a few weeks before anything is ready!!#talk#text#mine#ignore.mel#not nct#also like im not embarassed or too terribly regretful of my time collecting albums#it was smth i enjoyed and im in a phase rn where im doing a radical acceptance and radical love for the me of the past thing#esp the mes that im now so far removed from so like w/e#but also.....now the me now has to get rid of all of these albums lmao#tag talk
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