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Happy Birthday, Montana! You would be 31 today. You were 28 when we recorded this on February 15th, 2020. It was almost 9 years ago to the day when we recorded our first song together. That was the first time I met Montana Elliot, your endlessly powerful alter-ego, and I learned that I was actually recording a powerful laser beam that could split open reality and pull everyone in earshot into another world.
Grief eventually calcifies into a reduction. Images, words, and songs to compartmentalize the full human being we miss. We all need to do this to survive, because it’s impossible to replicate a soul. It can be scary to watch these concentrations and symbols of a person stack up, while real and cherished memories of them stay locked in to a fixed amount. It’s natural, required to heal, and understandably harrowing to navigate. Ultimately, it’s deeply comforting. It creates a language for all of us to remember you. Grief also means learning so much more about a person through fragments and memories that don’t belong to you. We’ve all become this incredible coalition of Montana Experts. We’re always researching you and sharing our findings with each other.
These connections and conversations are an essential reminder that none of us are broken for loving you so much. If we were broken our love would drain out and disappear, but we’ve been walking around with our hearts filled to the brim and we haven’t spilled a drop. We continue to pour all of our love for you, and all the love you have for us, into each other. Forever and ever.
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Forever and ever and ever.
Woke up tangled up
In every charger that I've ever plugged in
Feeling capable
Of giving love I thought I once abandoned
The window was hot from the sun
And the trees make warmer colors Just to show how long we're lovers
Leaves live up to their namesake
I can wait
I can wait
For as long as it takes
Cause
Can't think of anyone else worth knowing
My hearts a cup that you filled up
And now it's overflowing
Your jawline pressing up to mine
Singing unison
On every line
Two people in love
Just screaming
There are things
Still worth believing in
Can we stay together
Forever and ever and ever
Woke up feeling good
Like any falling brick could bounce right off me
Feeling understood
Like maybe there are secret codes in melody
Twisting the radio knobs
Making static sounds just to turn you around
I see you smile from the back of your head
The most beautiful songs have a sense of humor I guess
Can't think of anyone else worth knowing
My hearts a cup that you filled up
And now it's overflowing
Your jawline pressing up to mine
Singing unison
On every line
Two people in love
Just screaming
There are things
Still worth believing in
Why can bad habits easily come back to life
When something healthy can just drive away at night
Why do I always feel like love is not enough
Why do I always feel like
It's not
Why do I always feel like love is not enough?
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✨💖Whiteboard Fox Doodle Dump💜✨
Man… It’s been almost a day that it’s almost our spring break in school!! LAMOOOOOO :o Plus, I think it is time to show you our doodles and roleplays we did from Whiteboard Fox!
Plus, I would like to say thanks to @jav-animations @innocent-angel-girl @lil-bits-of-stuff @pocket-watch-world & @marabethandholly for making tons of roleplays from Whiteboard Fox!! XD
Anyways, here are all the doodles, and RPs we have in Whiteboard Fox! :3
💜Snugglings💜
First panel: Me, Rosaline, Pocket, Locket, Kitty, & Holly
Second panel: Me, Rosaline, Pocket, Peppino, Trix, Marabeth & Holly
Third panel: Me, Jack, Rosaline, Nathan, Peppino, Trix, Pocket, Robert, Kitty, Holly & Diva
LAMOOOO, I been waiting for this moment for making tons of roleplays with my friends, and I just want to say I wanna see more cuddles for our husbandos… (^~^)
💙Secret Agents💙
Dang, I never seen this scene before when I was a little girl, for over the years… Anyways, his reference scene was from “Secret Spy Daisy” from Mickey Mouse Clubhouse! Plus, I like the fact that me and Jack were like a couple because, we’ve both got kill counts, and same things like before! (U=>=U)
🩷Aftercare + Couples🩷
First panel: Me & Jack in my slumber party room, cuddling and snuggling in my house
Second panel: Rosaline & Nathan, we’re together like a couple
Man… I’ve been so tired of making this roleplay with my friends, that we’re tickling our voodoo dolls of our crushes for days… Plus, it turned out swell, and adorable!! [>//3//<]
✨Fluff up your Crush🪶
First panel: Holly & Diva
Second panel: Rosaline & Nathan
Third panel: Me, Jack & John
Dang, I thought I had to get a long way to make tons of doodles, for ages… But I think it turned good! Plus, I was able to do make more doodles for someday… (U//3//U)
💖Voodoo Husbandos💖
Wowee, I’m so proud that me, and my friends made a cutest tickle roleplay that was thinking of… Plus, I am so excited for making some more roleplays for me, and my friends who have been working hard on making roleplays… (AwA)
💘Tickle your Crush💘
Wow… It’s so long that we’ve made a Voodoo doll tickle roleplay, that we have to tickle our husbandos, in their Voodoo Dolls for today… And I’m loving this, to the point that I’ve been able to make more than ever!!! (OvO)
🩵Bonus🩵
First panel: Jav & Peppino, chilling and Laying down on the field
Second panel: Me, Rosaline, Pocket, Kitty & Holly with a “Best Humans Ever” cake, that she made for me, and the Whiteboard friendos
Third panel: Me, Rosaline, Jav, & Jack walking back to Jack’s car, after getting some donuts
So yeah, for anyone who wants to make some doodles in Whiteboard Fox, I hope you like it, and thanks for your support! I love you all!! X3
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