Paramore performing at Download Festival at Donington Park by Adam Gasson (2007)

“will you do it? will you do it? i will help you.” this is it for me

ot7 enlistment reality is starting to sink in

ok. moving out update. today i:

talked to my beloved ex supervisor / mentor (<- SCARY!!!!!) to ask her about her experiences living by herself esp as a short woman (which is not a big deal except for how it is + how my parents think it is) and get her advice abt how to navigate that experience psychologically and practically. i asked her if we could talk abt this very impulsively on thursday after not having the courage to do it for almost a year btw (<- BRAVE!!!!!!!!) and i was still too scared / embarrassed to ask her some stuff abt safety / self defense lol but it mostly went really well!

started making a budget and determined that a) i may be getting overpaid somehow (😳) b) i may be getting double or even triple charged for my health and life insurance (😒) so now i need to call hr on monday and figure all of that out. and also c) i suck at math but we knew that. but i forced myself to figure out what i did wrong so that’s an achievement

made my first ever student loan payment 😀🔫

booked a tour of one apartment and attempted to book a tour of another (the same place i was looking at in may) but their website was glitching out and then they didn’t answer when i called to schedule it over the phone which. hm. 😒 but yeah the tour(s) will happen mid week next week and im going to ride the shuttle to the apartment complex(es) and back to campus to see what that’s like too!

posted on local subr*ddit asking for recommendations for those two apartments + other places in the area. haven’t gotten anything back bc i just made the post but 😎👍

read a bunch of old journal entries from 2021 to remind myself of what it was like to move onto campus and how i pushed through my family’s hurt and disapproval to live the way i needed to. haven’t finished reading it all yet but i will tomorrow (while also doing my stupid homework 🙄)

Happy Father’s Day to Brimstone from Daughter of Smoke and Bone <33

who the fuck needs sleep just stay up reading fanfic

it’s almost midnight and I might just post to be quirky because hey nobody REALLY CARES what I post anyways right? Please don’t care I just don’t know where else to post this atm maybe I’ll make a blog dedicated to my late night shit

getting tired of GCs on twitter endorsing trump i really think being a single issue voter on trans issues is stupid if it means voting for the party that sees women as baby factories

Art & Friends hosted by Paramore at the Nashville Municipal Auditorium in Nashville, Tennessee taken by Fellj01 (September 7th, 2018)

mental illnesses when they make me mentally ill: 😳😳

could a more perfect man exist

Thinking about how people get older and they change but it’s like for the worse lol

I don’t care that Fall Out Boy are performing in Phoenix Arizona in the middle of summer at an outdoor amphitheater at all by the way, it was a really great idea.

everyone who is shitty to natalie im running you through with my sword

in a weird headspace

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