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Palworld fans, check out BUGSNAX, you won't regret it
Say hi to the precious Bunger)))
It's a creature-catcher-puzzle game, set in a delightfully weird and funny style, which comes as a given, after all it's the product of an Octodad developer team! The bugsnax ecosystem is surprisingly deep, and it's very easy to see how much thought the developers put into each creature. Figuring out how to catch each one and how they interact with each other is the core loop and it is extremely fun! It also has a super cozy atmosphere and a funky vibe to it, which I really enjoyed.
Bugsnax is very very good, don't miss out on it if you like creature-collectors or biology-themed games.
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#this is not a request go play bugsnax#i didn't mention it but the character writing and story is quite good too#though most of my fun came from the bugnsnax designs#btw that noclip interview is a fascinating watch give it a listen#the amount of love and adoration in the developers voice when he talks about the bugsnax gets to me okay#its so satisfying to see developers love their work and be passionate about it#palworld#bugsnax#fine ill risk it#pokemon
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"Rogue should be with Gambit!"
"Rogue should be with Magneto!"
Wrong. Rogue should be with ME.
#rogue#rogue xmen#rogue x gambit#rogue x magneto#anna marie lebeau#ill risk a coma for a kiss im fine with that
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constantly gaslighting myself into believing that my chronic migraines aren't even that bad. until i get one again and it's actively the worst experience of my life.
#repeat the cycle etc etc#like yeah i spend at least 4 hours of most days sitting in a dark room with the only source of light being my yellow-screen computer#having to ignore the ringing in my ears + the throbbing in my temples. barely being able to get up without my vision spinning#not being able to handle an ounce of auditory stimulation. or the pressure of my noise-cancelling headphones on my head#feeling sick and running a borderline temperature that. does not feel anywhere under 38 degrees. whilst simultaneously shivering#can't even take anything but over the counter painkillers for them because my neurologist considers me 'at-risk'#blehk#but its not even 'that bad' right???#it's fine though im coming down off this one. i can listen to music without actively wanting to gouge my eyeballs out with my fingers#chronic illness#?#gothihop speaks
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ok. washing the tablecloth I was using for the cloak has irreversibly changed the texture
the good news: i like it! it's less stiff now which improves the drape and the slight wrinkling even after ironing makes it seem weathered
the bad news: i may need to wash the hood thats already been sewn and french seamed -_-
#i hadnt planned on washing it at all. there was a review complaining about how washing#fucked it up. i understand why... if u were using it for its intended purpose LMAO#but for my purposes its fine. its one of those linen look cotton cloths#the bleach... is subtle LMAO but i like how its turned out and honestly am not#willing to risk washing it again just for a bleach lmao#its not totally dry... ill let it settle and see how it pins with the hood#hopefully i wont have to wash it..
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I am now obsessed with the idea of mama bear Zdog and is all because of your amazing posts 😂 Do you have anything else you want to share about her?🥺
I have had this one idea in my head for like a week now.
I don't know if you've seen bluey, but there's an episode about bluey and bingo's (the main child characters) aunt coming to visit after years of not seeing them, and its not straight out said, but heavily implied that she can't have kids of her own, and it makes her so sad that she couldn't visit her sister or the kids because it hurt too much (this is the episode Onesies), this is sorta how I imagine the relationship between paz, zdog, and spider is reminiscent of that.
like I can imagine that entire episode just switching out the characters, and tweaking the timeline.
paz and zdog had been friends since they got sent to this hellhole, maybe even before that, but when paz got pregnant, it made something ache in zdog, and she put a lot of distance between them. she assured paz it wasn't her fault, but some wounds never heal, sometimes they ache, and it was better that they stay distant so zdog didn't do or say something stupid in her grief and anger.
but then spider is born and she's invited to see him. her stomach rolls at the prospect, but she just can't not go see the baby, its her best friends spawn, so she goes. she falls in love immediately.
she gets to hold this little, fresh out the oven, baby. part of her cracks, the pain in her chest blossoms as she comes to terms that she will never have this. but part of her is just content to have this chance.
after that she becomes the go to nanny, paz finding ways to need a nanny more often then she actually needs one, just so zdog gets time with the baby.
she's a natural mom, baby touch and all, she's even got a good mom instinct. she can get him to stop crying the second she picks him up, can get him to smile and laugh. she knows how to tell the difference between his cries, what the different ones mean and how to rectify the situation. paz swears she's a better mom then her.
that's what hurts the most. she's good at this, she's really good at this. more often then not, when she has to hand him back over, they deep within a game or he's asleep on her chest. she hates having to give him back, she knows she has to, she doesn't see him as hers but a little voice in the back of her head screams every time she has to let go of him.
he is her salvation and her destruction.
#z dog#recom z dog#zdog#mama bear zdog#recom zdog#spider socorro#miles socorro#miles spider socorro#paz socorro#this got so much angstier then I meant it#the more I write about mama z dog#the more infertile coded she gets#now I'm thinking about her risking it all to have her own kid in a moment of desperation only to find out she never will#no matter how hard she works to win herself a new world#one she would bring a kid into#she can't#gods#ill be fine#eventually
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Gojo is literally so sweet and caring like he let Shoko play with his glasses, gave up his chair for Nobara, bought popsicles for his friends and dinners for his students, played with Riko in the beach so she can have one last day of fun like??? He is the type of person that will never say no to you, no one can convince me otherwise
#of course geto loves him like who wouldnt#he is a narcissistic idiot but he is so caring and mindful and has incredible morals#he is literally SO CARING toward the students#goooooddddd just the way that gojo talks to yuji#in that ‘dont worryyyy stay close to me ill protect you and youll be fine’ manner#like he is overconfident but he would genuinely die before risking his students’ lives#geto’s loss honestly. geto lost the fucking jackpot when he left#jjk
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“explode someones head by pointing out that access to substances can sometimes be a form of harm reduction” <- SO TRUE BESTIE. I hate that in some (particularly internet) spaces, “harm reduction” has come to mean “temporary and non-ideal stage between addiction and sobriety”. what if…,,.. we understood substance use complexly….. and we actually cared more about addict safety than abolishing substance use….. god.
LITERALLLY !!!!
Ive straight up had people tell me "oh, [harm reduction method/strategy] isnt really harm reduction though, is it?" because what they mean is that they dont see it as being a clear, measurable "forward step" on a path to recovery (by which they mean sobriety).
Like. its called HARM REDUCTION. Because the intent is to REDUCE HARM, both current and potential. if doing a harmful behaviour means avoiding a more harmful one than thats harm reduction...its reducing harm....
"“harm reduction” has come to mean “temporary and non-ideal stage between addiction and sobriety”" is such a good way of putting it
#also like#even outside the context of substance use purely within the context of addiction...#like when the potential harm being mitigated is not even due to substance use. people also get so fucking !!! argh !!! about it. like.#i get a really bad cough every year. inherited that from my mum lol. and most years it gets severe enough to be dangerous#and the only thing that will help is codeine syrup.#but ive had ppl be like 'nooo you shouldnt do that because its against recovery' and its like. even if sobriety were my immediate current..#...goal. the fact remains that if i have coedine syrup to give my body a few nights without coughing and making it worse. and so that i ...#...can sleep and my body can recover. I'll be able to get better pretty quickly (for my bodys standards ofc lol)#without it ?? ill take massive unsafe doses of nyquil and get no sleep for three days and then cough so hard i throw up all day. for weeks.#and all that will eventually send me into adrenal crisis. so now im at risk of death.#when if i just had a three day supply of coedine syrup id be fine.#but people are so obstinate abt this stuff theyd rather risk my potential death than my theoretical sobriety#like thats just one example.#anyway. sorry this is so long i just ahhhh !!! have so many thoughts#adc#addiction#ceci says stuff#asks#griffin
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Feeling a debilitating sense of dread and despair 🤨 Which probably means nothing😍👍
#girl help i cant get out of bed i feel so so awful for no reason at all#literally my soul is gone or something#i have no desires and no joys and no sense of being blessed#which is crazy bc i love life and im so blessed ! usually.#ig i should do something abt it tomorrow if it doesn't get better#alternatively get back into therapy bc tbh... after that horrible sex thing ive felt kinda off#like even after i was able to eat and sleep and function normally without the tremors and head jerks and whatnot#like its not dramatic anymore but i kinda feel drained of life and joy#moments of genuine happiness and fulfillment are ... ? idk. i did feel happy once this week and that was nice but it didnt last obviously#but like ! im not depressed in a depressed way. i take good care of myself and i read my books and eat food and hang out with friends#i just kinda dont recognise myself ig. i mean i know ill get my spark back but maybe i need some professional help#idk !! it kinda feels very silly tho#like ive been in and out of therapy for more than half of my life. and being one year therapy free was a big step for me !#so going back for this little ridiculous freakout feels like a setback#kinda like im making up things to be wrong with me just so that ill have someone to talk to ? or to have attention idk#it doesn't make sense bc i really was proud for getting bettter and i rly dont want to be in therapy anymore#but who knows 🤷♀️#there is also this slight risk. just clinically speaking by purely looking at symptoms of certain things. with no stake in the matter! lol#that there might be something bad and [lets not think too hard about it] that lies as a root cause of my little mental breakdown#like according to my sex having friends losing your virginity is awful but not THAT awful and not in THAT way#and my friend kinda said i scared her with how i was acting when i talked to her abt it. like my demeanour and body language and whatever#and i do trust her to know whats normal versus concerning when i dont have my own stable grip of reality#plus. if i was an outside party and applied my psych education on myself. i would say its not looking super good#but i cant really do that bc im not some random patient. im me myself and I 😩✋️ thank you#but whatever. itll be fine. tomorrow will be a better day ! yay !
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I want to rewatch m.ad me..n but I'm worried I'll get fixated on that instead of obey and I don't wanna...
#its also a bit too realistic and grim for my current interests#but I miss Kenny and Joanie#and ngl obey is kinda on thin ice atm like my interest feels like this 📉#not for my f/os but for the actual game itselt#it's giving me nothing to really be invested in tbh#they need to update the main story pronto#so like Im at high risk of defecting to something else#fortunately I have very little time to play around lately so as long as I avoid potential pitfalls Ill be fine#sunny speaks
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Did I already tell you all that I’ve learned from my doctor that a part of my brain may be pathologically enlarged (the amygdala)? I guess this gives me the ultimate opportunity to make “big brain” jokes
#In more serious terms it’s (as far as I’ve been told) not really dangerous and also doesn’t increase the risk for brain tumors or anything#It does however significantly increase the risk of mental illness which… well.. I already got#It may actually also explain my very bad fine motor skills and my frequent falling/walking into things#Oliver talks#I’ve been trying to research it more but I can’t find much on it except that it may be common in autistic people?#Which checks out I also got the autism
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#my digestive issues are literally under the most control they have ever been in my life and they are still ruining my life#woke up fine today. went to a coffee shop. had to leave after an hour#i had so many plans for today and now i'm stuck at home because i can't be too far away from a bathroom#i didn't eat anything that would trigger this. my gut just hates me i guess#earlier this month i have a risk food but i thought i took enough precautions to be safe and it fucked me up for like#2 weeks straight#i wonder what its like for people to not have to wonder about bathroom access every time they leave the house#i wonder what its like to eat normal foods without calculating how sick its going to make you#i wonder what its like to not have entire plans tossed out the window for reasons beyond your control#fucking sucks man#i hate ibs#in exchange for my terrible gut i do have a fantastic immune system somehow but weirdly that means i never take time off work?#ok so i am so good at just managing my issues that i just power through whenever im sick.#it's not like i can afford to take time off whenever i feel sick anyway and besides once you have to take multiple AP tests in high school#while in the middle of an episode you grow a lot of tolerance for being functional while sick#but then. i just i could have excuses to take days off because i have a cold or something. get a rest every now and then#but what illnesses i get beyond digestion issues are so slight that i can just. power through. i am never ill enough to take time off#and i get so worried that one day I will need that PTO that I can't convince myself to use it for like mental health days and ugh#this is more of a personal problem than anything but still. i wish i got sick like a normal person
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from Is deep brain stimulation a treatment option for anorexia nervosa?
#ok well#this is weird and interesting#in some cases whatever works is worth it i guess but i can just see them rolling this out for everyone like they did with SSRIs#you say they want to implant electrodes in my brain? hm. this will make me no longer mentally ill you say? hm. ok yeah#there is definitely no way this could be misused or go awry. definitely drill some holes in my skull and mess with shit you half understand#sure that's fine. but drugs are bad. make those illegal. can't have people altering their moods with substances. better to let them run#the risk of altering their personalities permanently from brain surgery (a real risk) rather than allow them effective drug treatment#drugs that work are likely to make citizens poor consumers! studies show satisfied people buy less junk! oh no! enemy incoming#foe detected. use weapon LAW to attack threat to power DRUG USE. direct hit. foe sustains damage. foe flees battle.#foe will now proceed to transform into a variety of societal problems that show up for the rest of the game in different forms#things like OVERCROWDED PRISONS and PREVENTABLE FENT EPIDEMIC accompanied by ACCIDENTAL OVERDOSE that could have been defeated with a simpl#LEGALIZE AND REGULATE spell. maybe they'll get it right on the second playthrough.#i swear i wouldn't be half this annoying if i could ever achieve regular sleep#z#workmoronal
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#really negative vent ahead so Read At Your Own Risk. im being very insufferable rn#spiraling so hard. cant tell u why though#ive genuinely ruined every last one of my relationships#not but doing anything in particular. but thats the problem#*by#im not Doing Anything#im so uninteresting??#like im barely even a person#i dont feel real. no one gains anything from being around me#every time i force myself back into reality im reminded of how fleeting it all is#so i spend all my time in my own mind#and thus let all of my relationships collect dust#i keep telling myself that i can be better that ill be there for people in the morning but i never am#and no one else is living the way i am. i have no excuse for not answering texts#every interaction feels like a burden. i dont want to live like this but i dont see any way out#im not living im just surviving. its day to day. and i dont know how to support others when im struggling to even keep myself alive rn#im fine. this is fine 🙂
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i have to do an experiment for one of my psych classes that involves deception and i have to pretend to be interviewing one of my friends abt something but what im actually doing is trying to subtly reinforce her behavior when she speaks and im so scared... i dont like lying...
#its minimal risk so like . its fine#but im scared ill make it halfway through and be like. i cant do this
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#Why is admiral holdo a character in this story i just wanna know#to risk sounding grumpy and nitpicky again. why is her character design like that. why the effie trinket hair. why the ill fitting dress#if it's purposeful (she's supposed to look like she's doing a terrible job at leading the rebels) then i'm fine with it#but if they're trying to present her as a leader who is as competent authoritative deserving of respect and SERIOUS about the cause as leia#(i don't know if they are. this movie is confusing and the script goes around in circles) this is not it#tlj liveblog
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Got my covid booster today and now I'm trying to decide where to sleep
#i've gotten violently ill with every covid shot before but i feel fine-ish now#do i take the risk and sleep in my bed or do i sleep on the couch#took talks#shut up took
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