#finally seeing the end of the semester | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

brutulist · 1 year

Text

la fin is located in an abandoned cathedral, and i think about all the ways nature creeps in, how it ultimately takes over something that was man-made, and how that connects to the vampires that inhabit its halls, how nature has found a way to creep into their humanness and reclaim the body as its own; yes, vampires are abnormal from a human perspective, but to nature? aren't they part of the cycle?

#macrostructures mimicking microstructures #everything is interconnected & interrelated #patterns are always repeated in an infinite cycle #anw hello i will be here soon #finally seeing the end of the semester #TBT.

1 note · View note

novadorks · 8 months

Text

finally finished orv after two years . . . what do i do with my life now

#started in junior year hs dropped it for a while then started reading again at the start of this semester and now im finally done !#dont know whether to cheer or just crumple up and start crying bc wow that was a ride #i thought the ending was tragic but then i moved on to the epilogue and oh my godd #the way kdj was crying and miserable bc he missed his companions and he wanted to be with them so Badly #but when kimcom finally Finally chase him down and come back to him theyre too late and hes already disspitated into other world lines #and after that like. whenever kdj pulls some shit and dies the next chapter always starts with an ‘i’#and hes back and alive and kicking and Thinking but after that epilogue chapter there isnt a chapter in his pov theres no more ‘i’s and.#it just made me incredibly sad bc we dont get to see his pov ever again bc hes truly gone unless we as a reader can imagine him alive again #anyways sad things aside it is Incredibly funny that lee hyunsung just became a wanted man in the 1865th round lmaoo #+ uriel sun wukong and black flame dragon forming a band together ??? truly the most randomest thing in the epilogue #++ yoohankim need to stop beating the shit out of e/o and learn to talk their feelings out Please #+++ sooyoung’s love for dokja has me miserable o-|-< she would wait for him an eternity write for him an eternity im so sad #three times she endlessly wrote a novel for him to read three times she waited to see him for so long <//3 #you bet im imagining the happiest conclusion i can for them #they WILL live happily ever after in that big house together as long as i have something to say about it!#orv

27 notes · View notes

collecting--stardust · 2 months

Text

Can't fucking believe that I just spend hours researching about palliative care and lung cancer for a fic when I don't even do it when I'm learning about it last semester 💀

#finally i decide to put my degree in use #but its about oncology of all thing like im not interested about it at all 💀#if only i am this dedicated to my studies i would have had perfect GPA for all my semesters lol #like i dont even spend this long when i do my part of case study 💀#this is all because of the survey i need to fill for my senior who is doing their research about knowledge level of paliative care #was doing it and suddenly thought of a cool idea BUT my ass let it marinate so now i don't remember most of it #i also didnt write down the song i was listening to when i got that idea so im fucked #so now its most likley going to be one of my wip that will never see the light of the day (completed until the end)#anyway now i got a headache thanks to reading about the medicine and i was reminded on how i hate pharmacology bruh #personal.txt

3 notes · View notes

genspiel · 7 months

Text

sobbing abt the fact that the livestream started while i was at work and youtube won't let me rewind to the beginning

.............like realistically i probably wouldn't have watched the WHOLE thing live regardless (i like being able to pause and wander away from the computer and come back and pick up where i left off and rewind to listen to the same 5 seconds 82932478 times bc there was a good sound and other stuff like that), but. it's the principle of the thing y'know hjdskf

#tre watches #(or rather they don't watch)#critical role #i actually did try to stay up for the like 7+ hour mighty nein finale when it was live #and i made it farther than i expected!!!! ahaha #but eventually i did doze off #and it fucked up my sleep schedule for a while afterwards lmao #(fortunately it was like right at the end of the semester iirc so it didn't matter)#but. yehhhh. time to stare at lv20 caduceus for hours on end and hope the posts i see don't get too spoilery and wait for monday(?) for vod

4 notes · View notes

doghart · 1 year

Text

there are the horrors. but then also. t4t love.

#this is about the semester ending i have so many fucking things to do or i’m fucked #i’m still seeing my girlfriend though!!! ^_^#(guy who is juggling his finals in the air desperately)#ramblings

9 notes · View notes

shummthechumm · 6 months

Text

finals week has been kicking my ass so heres to finishing more art and updating howlclan

#ive already got some posts in drafts but i cannot allow myself to draw and procrastinate rn...#i had like three essays due last Wednesday and one due by the end of the week #plus a math exam in the morning which is where ive been all day #shummy screaming into the void #also got hired finally + a better paying job hit me up for an interview too so we'll see where this goes...#not having a car sucks cause i would lowkey take both jobs but now i have to plan how to fizzle out of this first one if i do get hired at #this second place. ive had a very busy week #RGAAAAHHHHH MANIFESTING A GOOD EXAM SCORE TOMORROW #ty to all of my commissioners for being patient this semester hit me like a fcking brick by golly

3 notes · View notes

mx-menace · 6 months

Text

going from having a SHITTON of stuff to do, to having nothing to do, is an incredibly strange experience

#like??#i was Hella behind on everything all semester #and now we're at the end of the semester #two of my classes are over #and all i have for the other two are the final #which i cant do yet cuz theyre both scheduled for Not Today #and i did both study guides #so like #what the Fuck do i DO now #i speaks #like if you see pls

2 notes · View notes

grimvestige · 1 year

Text

fuck it summary of art time, here you go.

template by @/necromosss on twt!

#my art #summary of art #dnd #dnd art #she ra #spop #she ra catadora #catradora #i am...very bad at seeing my own improvement so i just aaaaaa i have very mixed feelings on this #also I kinda hate that I can see how overworked and busy I was for the first 4 months because of my final semester of school #like all of my finished work was schoolwork for march and april bc of finals #also going slightly insane bc I have like a million nice pieces for the last 3 months of the year but theres only 1 month #and some are tiarnan spoilers #ANYWAY #end of that ramble #I need to work on being nicer to my own work and actually liking it #but I just feel so neutral about it most of the time

9 notes · View notes

girlwithfish · 2 years

Text

i only had two friends in hs and thats a lot but it was for under two yrs and then i talked to no one for the restof hs after i moved. i dont understand people who can be in big friend groups it seems a little exhausting but nice if theres no drama and such. i think id like a small friend group but i made no friends at college 😭 i also barely had friends in middle school. i think its just been hard for me to make friends in general and maybe that makes me a loser but im pretty content w isolating myself as an adult and adult friendships are harder to find. i could have tried harder at the hs i finished hs at but i spent 3-4 yr just being alone and listening to music and going to class and talking to no one

#i talked to one person in passing at my hs graduation when everyone was taking photos w huge groups of friends. i guess i just dont under #understand how that stuff works how do people function in huge groups and maintain an identity and value in a big group i feel id get lost #and be ignored #this isnt meant to be edgy i just am pondering. im also not going to my college graduation i really hate big organized events out of anxiet #anxiety #ik my parents will want me to but i dont see a point. im proud im finishing college soon hopefully if i dont fuck up my last semesters but #i had such a bad experience at my hs graduation not to still b annoyed but i spent over an hr looking for my family at the venue after #outside in like june heat and my whole family left besides my mom and i had no phone #bc my dress didnt have pockets so my mom had my phone and #i had to keep asking to use strangers phones to try to call my mom and i was very anxious shed be mad at me or annoyed #and idk #i have an aversion to graduations nd organized events in general. i will be relieved to just rest in the spring after #its all over and my bday is a week after my final semester ends #i hope i cN do something fun nd that i want to do next yr if i make it to my bday. i really want to go to the zoo or go on a small trip #somewhere or just do something i dont normally do like a small outing or go to a nice restaurant w just me n my bf or go to an exhibit or #idk

11 notes · View notes

trashpremiium · 1 year

Text

kills college. kills finals. killing maiming biting

#literally going to lose my mind <3 #i hate finals #i hate being stressed i hate having to sit here and study i hate that it means the semester is ending #i hate that all my friends also have finals so they can't talk to me #i hate that i can't spend time with my partner #i literally saw her on friday and i feel like i'm losing it #well. we were at work lol. it's been a little over a week since i've actually gotten to spend a significant amount of time with her #and not to be sappy on main or anything but i want literally nothing more in this world than to just have her lay directly on top of me #i think it would fix me. at least temporarily #we're getting dinner on tuesday (it's our last tuesday dinner :( at least for the summer) and i'm excited hmmhmmmgm #anyway hiiiiii eli if you see this i'm glad you're studying and resisting my attempts to get us to spend time procrastinating together #still sad about it tho :(#zephyr talks

6 notes · View notes

drlavenderpepper · 1 year

Text

i've watched/rewatched so many fucking million hour video essays over this past week while writing these stupid fucking lab reports 🥴

#like my youtube screen times are in the tens of hours on some days and all of that is video essays #cause lab reports are all i've been doing this week #and that's not even an exaggeration. i went to see the nutcracker with my mom and grandma on friday and aside from that #the only time i've spent out is for getting groceries or going to a cafe to do the lab reports when i got tired of my room #it's hell. it's abolute hell. i'm halfway through the last one of the 8 that i had to write #i am NOT doing this again i swear to fucking god i'm never leaving all of them to the very end of the semester like this #like yesterday i slept like 3 and a half hours somewhere between 6 am and 10 am cause it was the deadline day and i had to finish two #cause i only asked one of the lab assistants for an extra day. but yeah the most i've slept this week is like a little over 6 hours #it's almost over though FINALLY and i'm so happy i could cry lol

2 notes · View notes

fallingbyjuleecruise · 2 years

Text

#i’m really going through it right now but i can’t even afford therapy anymore bc even tho i’ve been applying for jobs since May #only one got back to me but they said they weren’t interested in hiring only seasonal even tho they said it was a good job for students #or temporary workers to pad their resumes after long gaps which i have bc after i had to leave my job to go to chicago for school i’ve been #unemployed and constantly applying for work w absolutely no responses for the last 2 years #which was easier when i was getting unemployment but i used all of that up a long time ago and i keep getting hit w weird charges whenever #i manage to save up any money and i keep being put in the negative in my account #and i tried to open a threadless store just to get SOME money ANY money but no one really bought anything so i've lost all motivation to #add designs bc it's a lot of effort for no reward and i can't think of what to add that would interest ppl in buying my stuff so i can get #pocket change essentially and i'm about to enter my final semester and i have to put together my bfa show at the end of it and i don't have #any money to create anything that's worth anything or that would be a good representation of my ability as an artist bc everything costs #money and i think i made a mistake deciding to go to art school instead of doing literally anything else but i don't have any other skills #and i now i'm wondering if all that time i spent cultivating art skills i should've been learning a vocation so i could actually have a #future and i hate all of my classmates bc they're getting gallery jobs or work in the field and i'm just trying to get trying to see if i #can get a host position at a shitty restaurant again bc i just need any sort of paycheck so that i can scrape by #my posts #.jpg

4 notes · View notes

emometalhead · 2 years

Text

I just remembered that I started writing an evermore analysis essay when the album came out, but never finished it because I accidentally stabbed my eye with a straw 😭

#that was a wild day #I was completing finals because it was the last day of that school semester #I had evermore on loop while working and started drafting an analysis essay #I had an outline done and wrote a few paragraphs but then my clumsy self literally ended up with a straw in my eyeball #my eye hurt so much!!#I couldn't really keep it open and everything was blurry for like 2 days #I was so excited about the essay and it never got completed because trying to focus on my laptop with blurry vision + pain wasn't working #it's lost to time now #plenty of other amazing people have made full analysis posts + essays about the album so unless I can do it for a class it's not necessary #oh well #also I went through my archive to see if I ever posted an essay snippet (I didn't) but I was sent graphic asks that I forgot about #that was wild #multiple people seriously sent 17 year old me asks about... toys... and full on detailed smut #probably the most insane things I've ever been sent here to date #which says a lot considering some of the asks I've received #ashley rambles

4 notes · View notes

easeupkid · 2 years

Text

sometimes i really am as dense as a brick

#am getting ready to go back to school and i’m anxious so i’m trying to get myself to focus on the nice things and i’m like oh i can see #some people who i haven’t seen in a while i feel like i was laying the foundations last semester i hope i can resurrect them from summer #slump and so i was thinking about some people i would like to get to know better + i was thinking about this guy from my es class who i #buddied around w/ and some of our interactions and like literally . i think we were flirting i wish i wasn’t dumb #LIKE….. some examples so i can determine if i am gnawing my own arm off over nothing or not like one time i was at an event doing my #reporter job and after i finished doing interviews + stuff i was just like at the event at as a normal person and he was tabling so i was #talking to him and he was like oh i saw you talking to a bunch of people + figured you were working and i was really hoping you would come #talk to me and i was like oh cool we’re buds he wanted to talk to me :) and then we hung out for the rest of the time like maybe that was a #statement made from a more than buds perspective BECAUSE I WAS LITERALLY THINKING THE SAME THING ABOUT THE GIRL I HAD A CRUSH ON AT THE TIME #WHO WAS RUNNING THE EVENT #and then there’s other stuff too like one time we were doing some group project in class where we had to debate other groups and i was like #oh this will be easy because i like to argue and he was like oh do you now ??? like in a way that could be interpreted to be flirty #and one day we literally went wading in the creek in the park together and were picking up rocks off the stream bed to show each other like #hmmmmmm much to think about #makes me angry @ myself for not picking up on it because i thought he was cute too but like #idk if we will have a lot of other overlap because we’re in diff major areas and i’m finished w/ most of my gen eds so like #unless he just happens to be in my final poli sci gen ed this semester like…….#+ i thought about asking for his number in a FRIEND WAY at the end of the semester because he was cool but then i just didn’t lol because i #chickened out omfgggggggggg but like even if i am misinterpreting this i still wanna be friends with him he was cool #ANYWAYS sorry guys needed to get this off my chest #sorry for treating tumblr like a diary it WILL happen again #i’ll delete this later #c speaks

6 notes · View notes

arnold-layne · 2 years

Text

today I picked up a wip I abandoned a year ago!

#we'll see how it goes but you know....i remembered how smoothly and pleasantly the writing went back then #and how happy i was finally writing something worthwhile #and i wrote 75 pages of this stuff and them school started and you can guess the rest :)#i swear its ALWAYS school that kills off my poor wips. lets see:#wilwif? wrote it happily all over the summer before 11th grade. school started and at the end of September it was dead #we the psychos? started when i was aick and in the hospital. once i was back to school i abandoned it #war? stopped writing because end of semester = exams #my very very old vinikki sex worker au? same story as wilwif #pirate au is still hanging by god knows what means #my another old vampire vinikki au i just remembered? AGAIN abandoned when summer ended #literally i wonder how is getting a lot of rest and time to recharge and consume media affecting my creativity and productivity hmm 🤔🤔🤔

3 notes · View notes

shroomsnail · 2 years

Text

cant fucking wait to graduate i am 5 courses away from graduating i am SUPER excited jfc

#5 courses but a still two semesters lol i am almost there AKJDHKJSHDKAJ #6 years man SIX fucking years i am finally seeing the end of it

2 notes · View notes