dumping this here bc i'd feel like a jerk if i admitted this to any of my irls

there's this audition my friend and i did for an org in my uni,,, long story short i didn't get in but my friend did and i can't help but feel kinda jealous ??? bc 1. i've been waiting years for this opportunity to join an org like theirs and it's prolly the only thing i've ever truly wanted so far in my life, 2. my friend had better circumstances which made the audition kinda unfair (mine was in person which means time pressure/constraints + the venue lacked facilities that could've helped me practice meanwhile my friend did theirs online so they had more time + they had those facilities that i didn't have), 3. i hate to be that person but afaik i have had more training/experience than them and i know that doesn't necessarily mean i'm any better but i've seen their audition video,,, i think objectively speaking i'm at least a little better ?? i even tried to help them out by giving comments but i didn't want them to feel bad/overwhelmed or for me to come off as cocky/arrogant either .. only for me to be the one who doesn't get in 🥲 just feels rlly discouraging ig

and i hate my brain for this too bc i love my friend sm and they've been nothing but nice and understanding and supportive ever since ☹️

good morning, may i interest you in some giraffes

Damnit

not everything is abt you

can people stop fuckin bricking amazon for the tiktok water bottle I'm not a consumerist trendygirl I just live in texas.

hi im audrey those were my friends audrey and audrey were all french girls here i was just a boy

I used to like this person and now I'mma need them to shut the fuck up.

They're getting on my nerves.

.

damn i miss mid-2010 fandom culture

it feels like we went from “like whatever you want and have fun” to “like whatever you want but if you like this specific thing you will be publicly judged and made fun of”. like obviously we had a couple nuts making fun of others back then too but it wasnt as accepted as it is nowadays. seriously, take a fandom that has been declared cringy today and think about how it would be treated 10 years ago

Oh darling, Stand by me.

I'm trying to watch Alone Australia rn and girl. Girl i Cannot

Like idk, maybe i was expecting too much but for people to be freaked about the sound of the trees on day one. Day. One. GIRL. You are meant to be living on country alone for MONTHS, and you're acting like you've never even been camping in your own back yard. Girl i can't

rebirth!

.

for years my friends have tried to get me back into minecraft and idk how to explain to them that after tosoth the game will never be the same . it’s been A DECADE and this fic still rules over my brain

i was about to say i need to draw more designs for the armor but then i remembered there was this one design i was drawing that looked so sick. skeleton dragon the armor will be real

Shitty manchild uncle shut the fuck up about the monarchy challenge