my fav kind of aftercare is when you’ve just cum so hard you can’t hardly tell where you are or breathe or move and they just caress you and support your body weight until you’re all there again yes yes
SCREAMING CRYING AND THROWING UP. Best friend made art for the f!cell/c!roier oneshot I wrote and IT'S SO AMAZING. They asked I don't tag them but GUYS LOOK AT THIS OMG. Under the cut because blood and also implication of dick. The blood, the biting, the hand under the hoodie I'M CRAZY
AAAHHHH!!?!??!?!? WHAT THE FUCK ?!?!?! HWAT !??!?! HUAHAH !??!?!?! HUBHUGUAH !?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!? HWHWHWH?!! ?!? BRO. BROOOOOOOO. THEY SHOULD PUT YOU DOWN. THEY SHOULD. HUWHUAHAAA AA AT HEY SHOULD PUT ME DOWN ALSO. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAAAT THE HELLLLLLLL KYP IN MY INBOX JUMPSCARE. CHEWING ON THIS WITH MY TEETH WHAT THE SHIT. GOD. FUCK. AAUUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A constant battle. One that is already lost. But can't help and fight more. It is the drizzle on a breezy day the one that feels like home, it is the downpour on a freezing night the one that takes away homes. It is the gust of wind that brings memories with itself, of the people who are there and of the ones who are a distant past, it is a hurricane that messes all that I intricately placed on my table. It is the sunshine that seeps through the clouds providing life to a dying flower, it is the sun that dries up another. It closes wounds, and pierces another. It heals my soul and sickens my heart.
Loving him is rolling my eyes thinking about him and his stupid detours, it is is also tripping on my own clothes thinking about that one day when I felt loved by him. It is cussing in the rain while getting late for work, it is singing in the shower on a weekend. It is a warm blanket which leaves me freezing when taken away. It is the chocolate I eat when I cry watching my favourite movie and it is the hurt that I feel when my favourite character dies.
It is a forbidden fruit that fell on my lap. How can I resist it when it calls my name more softly than death? It is the moon that shines through my darkness and it is the clouds that takes my light away. It twinkles like a star in the night of my life yet it fades away when I try to catch a glimpse. It is always just out of my reach. Almost in my grip but never really in my fist. Almost in my fate but not written in my destiny. Almost is my life but not a part of it exactly.
It kills me and it keeps me from dying. It makes me smile but nothing has else has ever made me cry so much either. It makes me feel alive yet at days I feel like dying. It builds me and it destroys my very being. It is the epitome of kindness but is the cruelty that can't be matched. It pulls me up from the water yet it was the one that pushed me down.
I hate him. I love him and I hate that I love him. Because loving him will save me and would be the one to bring my doom too. Loving him is my Achilles heel. Loving him is the flaw in my plan. Loving him is the fault in my wings that are dommed not to hold.
…. Imma… imma just go cry for a bit if that’s okay with you 😭
I AM GIGGLING THIS IS INCREDIBLE. cant believe my first piece of fanart is this beautiful AND this biblically accurate. edster nothing will beat this, i am forever grateful 🙏