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@runfreebirdrun THREATENED me at GUNPOINT to do this drawing of GAY PEOPLE (🤢🤢🤢🤮🤮🤮) KISSING (??!?!!?!??!?)
his post of the same pose is here, and the image we both drew was sent to iwcat by @kurocyou
#verms stuff#verms cr#beauyasha#caleb widogast#fire emoji#every time im like okay listen#we're gonna do some simple colours for this#my brain hears “lets go ham with rendering”#and this isnt the worst of it at least#ive gotten better at handling that urge#anyways#critical role#critical role fanart#damn i just realised i didnt give any of them accessories#whatever i do not gaf
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destiel // i, carrion (icarian) - hozier // watch on youtube
#listen. if i had a nickel for every time i ended a video on 15x18 and/or paralleled 4x01 to 15x18 well. i would be rich#but like. the writers didn't do it when they should've and i need to make that everyone's problem forever#also if there are any glaring mistakes or it looks wonky im rusty okay i gotta get my groove back <- almost spelled goove#destiel#jamvs#spn amv#destiel amv
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Complicated Relationship with God (As Seen Through Lyrics in the Character's Playlist)
#my art#wc#weirdos class#seth#hes SO weird abt religion it drives me insaaaane every time i listen to his playlist im like aughhhh#the complicated relationship is basically 'god never answered my prayers im done trying to believe. i shall take his place#and burn this whole place to the ground to create a new world' hes not okay if u were wonderin <3#anyways. this collage is an epic rama vulnerable moment ( i am very reluctant to share what music i like beyond certain bands)#(its bc i got made fun of so much for my bad taste </3 so now im embarrassed abt every single thing i like)#showing someone music i enjoy is like. such a big thing for me its like. im entrusting u w rama secrets...#and if ur mean or dismissive i WILL be sads forever. that applies here btw <3#if any1 is mean abt my lyric choices ill. delete my blog and disappear off the internet forever. okay?#HOWEVER on the same vein. ur invited to tell me if u know the songs...and if u know more than 5 of them we shall have a summer wedding
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and you— you were happy.
#top one most heartbreaking scenes in the world.......................#m#gifs#billyhargroveedit#needed a break from trying to make palette sets and Colour Specific Gifs for billy week work and somehow thought /this/ would relax me??????#now im just fucking SAD#billy hargrove#its the WAY u can see him like. fucking PHYSICALLY reacting#to when el says 'she was pretty'#like he's fighting with himself SO HARD to like.#OKAY NO LISTEN! its the way that when el ventured into his head the first time#she saw him. on the beach#with his mumma. grinning from ear to fucking ear#but surrounded with The Neil Of IT All still#like even his happiest memories where clouded with neil#so like. even when billy retreats into his head- into his HAPPY place#its STILL got neil just on the outskirts........ always still there.....always overshadowing and like. eventually taking over.#so el!!!!!!! when el fucking looks up at him!!!!!!!!! crying and begging!!!!!!!!!! she just!!!!!!!!!!!#she brings forward all those memories!!!!!!!! except she cuts neil out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! focusing on his mum!!!!!!!!!!!#highlighting every single fucking detail!!!!!!!!!! that billy can never focus on!!!!! because even his happiest memory isn't safe#and els just like!!!!!! the wave was seven feet!!! u told her it was seven feet!!! and there was sand in her shoes!!! and she was pretty!!!#she was really pretty!!!!! and you WERE HAPPY.#the way billy fucking breaks??? after she says 'she was pretty'#and then the way his face Does That and he nods along with 'she was REALLY pretty'#then the 'and you- you were Happy.' part#like#i fukcing WISH i died instead
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any bitter choco decoration fans in chat
#fnaf#luca draws#william afton#henry emily#willry#helliam#ough..this one hurted. a little bit.#also sorry i never know what to caption these#i love you bitter choco decoration#i was listening to the mizuki alt cover while painting this. if you even care </3#also for ONCE i didn't forget the springlock scars that is INTENTIONAL OKAY!!!! this is prespringlock incident#every time i draw them kissing or holding hands or sitting in each others laps just know im lying#theyre both insanely repressed..theyd never get together..... to me.#i like to play pretend though#smashing them together like barbies rn#im gonna post this at 10pm when no one will see it because i promised you all willry for Christmas and i refuse to break my promise#oh my god my hands hurt so fucking bad#thats what i get for speedrunning this i GUESS#once again ignore the lighting okay for me heart emoji#IM BAD AT TAKING PICTURES#WAIT I FORGOT TO SAY#THE FUCKING UHH THE SHITTY LITTLE CRAYON DRAWING WAS INSPIRED BY MY DEAR FRIEND#@TOXIFOXX. SMILES CUTELY.
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The thing thats consistently bothered me the most in the fallout show is the racism. I would hesitate to recommend it because of that alone. And there was obvious love that the set and prop designers, actors, costume department, and even maybe the writers put into the show! There are themes and characters in fallout that i'm certain would resonate with fans of color!
It KILLS me that so many of the fallout entries are damn well unplayable/watchable in this regard because the writers simply Don't Care how the people in their work are presented. That this like hugely popular world with a lot of worldbuilding and thought behind it does such wrong to so many people, fans and otherwise, that you cannot find any game in the series that does it right or well. It alienates a lot of people who might've been fans just because the majority white creators and fanbase don't give a shit, and I'm sick of it.
it's not enough to say "in the fallout in my head that racism doesn't happen," you actually have to put some things into PRACTICE. Allow space in your head, your games/show, your fan spaces for people of color! notice and say something when you see racism coming from media, yourself, and others!
#like its not AS bad as other fallout media but isnt that the fucking kicker. that its not AS bad#and in fact the games im thinking of that are most egregious in their racism ARE interplay/obsidians games.#bethesda is NOT free from criticism or racism. just look at the elder scrolls.#all of the fallout games have been terrible to different extents to their black characters#the games are TERRIBLY sinophobic. the great war being pinned on china allows for SO much racism in the writing and in fan spaces#but fallout 2 and new vegas specifically have awful and degrading representations of indigenous people. to the point where i wont play 2.#and now this show treating maximus nearly one to one with how star wars writers AND fans treated finn? its not okay#personal /#fallout show#fallout blogging#racism#antiblackness#colonialism#fallout#if not for this i would have thought that the show was GOOD. surprisingly compelling. anti capitalist messaging. but its just. all the time#and this is coming from a white person! i can only listen and imagine how painful it is to play these games or watch the show#and be the butt of the joke every time!!! or the villain or the fool or the one who dies or the nameless entry.#maximus gets to have Some time in the light as a protagonist but for the beginning half of it he's treated SO awfully by the writers#and the latter half does not do enough to make up for it#EDIT: I JUST FINISHED THE SHOW AND THEY FUCKING MADE IT WORSE....#taking max out and having lucy leave him. for what exactly. why did they have to undermine him and make him look stupid at every opportunit#AND. two of the more major black women being evil capitalists juxtaposed by some white guy who opposes? .........................#like im glad moldaver was there. i guess. but even she is posed as the villain for the good majority of it and kills innocent people#for no reason and. UGH
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HEY YOU SHOULD WATCH THE BRAVE LITTLE TOASTER
Oh nooooo if only there were an easy way to find it tho... if only... oh man... if only- oh oops sorry I tripped-
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Oh man if only it were easy to watch... oh man...................
#tblt#the brave little toaster#nothing makes me want to make a youtube video essay than me autistically infodumping about every detail in this movie#i am not exaggerating: this is my favorite movie of all time#am i nostalgia biased? YES.#OKAY BUT SERIOUSLY#THE ANIMATION HOLDS UP REALLY WELL BY TODAYS STANDARDS#THE WRITING IS REALLY GOOD LIKE THE BANTER IS S-TIER AND SOME LINES STILL GET A LAUGH OUT OF ME#ITS SHOCKINGLY DARK FOR THOSE WHO ENJOY A FAMILY-FRIENDLY BUT-STILL-MESSED-UP MOVIE#also i had a WHOLE rant about how lampy isnt stupid hes autistic#also Cutting Edge gets funnier every year#like any time you talk about 'cutting edge' tech its great because this movie came out in 1987#ALSO yes the PAL version is also on youtube but but but#the PAL version plays EVER so slightly faster- like 0.4x faster or something#which probably wont make a difference for any of youse#but when youre me and you regularly listen to the OST it dips into uncanny valley a lil#... also if youre me and watch it so much you have like the whole movie memorized#im actually trying to commit every line in this movie to memory- im good at getting the general chunks but im trying to get EVERY line EXAC#Youtube
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guys i am trying Really hard not to have public opinions about of this morning... pray for me
#i work really hard not to do that. genuinely. every single time i reblog a meta or post my own opinion or write more serious tags#it is Vetted#i keep these things to my friends & my discord & such on purpose because. because. it's better for everyone#but im hanging on by a thread today i guess :')#for now.... just.... people need to remember that when youre debating fiction like this#the characters are fictional but the people listening aren't#and you can cause real fucking harm by talking about demographics the way people have been#rowan chatter#(if i see someone fucking say ray can't love again i'm going to kill. it's directly to murder i will be committing crimes)#(AND if i see another implication that he should've had to get sent to prison it'll be arson also)#fuck you all you dont get to have ray anymore. im taking him he's in my pocket now#do people even know how rehab & therapy fucking WORK#okay. okay. okay okk okokokkok mission failed a little#but we're far enough down in the tags now. reblogs are off. don't eat me
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Hob was taping cables to the floor, the first time he saw him.
The bassist for Endless, the local rock band who was set to open the show in about 20 minutes. Hob didn’t know his name– had only learned the opening band’s name hours ago– but his presence was striking. The man was tall, rail thin, and pale as a ghost. He was a stark contrast to their lead singer, who’s name Hob also for the life of him couldn’t be bothered to learn, an adrogenous presentation of ruby red lipstick, fishnets under a deep v-line leotard and platinum blond hair that left a trail of glitter wherever they walked.
The bassist, by contrast, looked better suited in an emo punk band, not the glam rock that Hob could only assume was the genre of Endless. He wore black on black on black, all the way to the top of his spidery head of hair. None of that caught Hob’s attention though. What made him hesitate, a piece of tape still stuck between his teeth, was the pale man’s unbelievably blue eyes, visible even under the dim lights of the backstage.
And those eyes had flicked down to him, briefly, but still long enough to give Hob pause. It was startling, his gaze, and not just because he wore no other color. It struck Hob down, pinned him to the floor, commanding but also curious, analytical. The bassist walked past him, taking his fixed stare elsewhere, leaving Hob to shake himself out of it, spitting the tape out and physically focusing his attention back to his work.
Read more on Ao3!
#dreamling#the sandman#okay so listen...#i read a post a while ago about a band au#and i just started writing#idk if its any good... which is why im posting a snippet here#if anyone wants to be my beta pls reach out lol#i have no idea what im doing#im thinking it'll go like this:#Endless is a small band that returns to this local venue every year#and thats the only time hob meets with dream#hob is a stagehand that is slowly promoted to manager to director#year after year until Endless becomes famous enough for a serious tour#could be fun#anyway might get this finished by the end of the week if im lucky#my writing#hob gadling#dream of the endless#fic: bolt in the blue
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i know the rare and epic bugs are supposed to be yknow,, rare and epic so it wouldn't make sense if they spawned all the time. that being said, it's bad enough that the game has time limits on certain bugs, adding super low spawn rates just makes it worse. imo players should never feel like they have to spend hours playing to catch one bug
#fishing is easier imo just because you can do the little bait and pull trick#so you dont waste as much time catching every single fish#but the bugs spawns are just Bad#i understand devs wanting to encourage players to play More like i get it#but players should never feel forced to do so because of annoying game mechanics#again its one of those quality of life things#plenty of games have low spawn rates for certain things#but when palia is mixing low spawn rates with time gates and location locks its just... dude.....#*game criticism#and listen im not saying that these bugs should be popping up everywhere#i like that there are different spawn rates#but rn the balance is bad imo#i feel like if players are rage quitting and going online to desperately ask for help catching a Rare bug.. maybe you should reconsider#like not even epic ones.. i see people complain about the duskwing butterfly too and that one is just uncommon!!#low spawn rates is fine but when you also have specific areas and time spawns.. those spawn rates should be a little higher imo#its bad if only one specific rare bug spawns in its allotted time frame and it doesnt respawn if it goes away#that means literally only one person on a server can catch certain bugs#thats bad game design devs i feel like im going crazy#okay im done ranting now back to simping for tish
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it is so insanely frustrating for me to be the only person working who has an ounce of Disaster Thinking because it means I'm the only person who says "hey, this has a possibility of not going well, we should be ready for that" and get dismissed out of hand because I'm thinking too hard about things. And then that eventuality HAPPENS and everyone's like oh no how unfortunate. Yeah if only someone saw that coming and proposed a solution beforehand.
#alda rambling#Ok yeah I am riddled with the anxieties and a lot of the time I AM thinking way too hard.#But not at work! And also Im logical! We are working with PEOPLE I feel like its okay to be extra cautious-#-when things going wrong means people feel bad and potentially we have to send in a notice#Also boss I respect you but you're in the office#You do not have the same experience as the people who work the actual job all day every week.#So just fffffffucking listen to me.#'Hey this means i wont be able to step out unless someone else covers me.' 'Its NOT that big of a DEAL-'#I KNOW ITS NOT IM LITERALLY JUST SAYING. WE TALKED ABOUT INFORMATION SHARING IN THE MEETING I AM JUST FUCKING SAYING IT.#Ok I'm done. God damn. Mondays am I right
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Y'all ever stopped listening to your favorite bands for about 2 years for reasons you don't even know yourself. Maybe it's because you're busy. Maybe it's because you thought you've acquired new tastes. You really don't know. But then suddenly you listened to one song of theirs again and now you're sobbing over how good the songwriting was? And now that you're not a dumb High Schooler without much experience you understand the lyrics even more?
Anyways that's me with Fall Out Boy right now lmao. It's high time I listen to their new album later.
#incoherent rambles#ansy-stalks#confession: would yall kill me if my fave album of theirs is MANIA hAHAHAHHA—#LISTEN#NONE OF THE SONGS WERE A MISS— lord i remember how people criticized that album in its release and how fans are worried about the dubstep-y#vibe (me too cuz “yo idk much about music but how will andy & joe do this live im sorry im dumb 😭”)#then again none of their songs in their wholeass discography is a fricking miss anyways /absolutely biased#even their covers are fun to listen like I Wanna Be Like You??? That sht is on repeat lmao. I Wann Dance With Somebody?? good sht dawg#I think my second fave album is either Folie & Save Rock and Roll? Just cuz Folie is my vibe and SRAR were all dhxjkwjfiaokeixiw <33#Every fan loves Infinity On High for sure— Golden & ILALWTWIATTGYO (me & you) makes me sob every time#broooo the raw ass line of “I saw God crying at the reflection of my enemies and all the lovers with no time for me”#and “the best way to make it through with hearts & wrists intact is to realize two of the three ain't bad. aaaIIINT BAAAAAADDD—”#for folie a deux there's not a damm instance where I did not feel sadness over What A Catch Donnie. Dawg. The way Elton John sings his part#too bro 😭😭😭😭#AND HOLYYY SHT THE AFTER(LIFE) OF A PARTY PHCCKKK I FORGOT HOW THAT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME HOLD IT IN HSJDJKSOSID#i would skip that song cuz it makes me so sad sometimes 😭😭😭😭#OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT LET ME RETHINK MY ORDER OF FAVE ALBUMS HAHAHAHHAHA#“I'm a stitch away from making it AND A SCAR AWAY FROM FALLING APART. APART. BLOOD CELLS PIXELATE AND EEEYEESS DILATE- KISS AWAY THE TEARS#AND KILLS ON THE MOUTH OF AAAALLLL. MY FRIIIEEENDS—“ PHHHHCCKCKKKSIEOS 😭😭😭😭😭😭#JDJAI WAIT AND THE ENTIRETY OF SOPHOMORE SLUMP#OKAY I NEED TO STFU IN THESE TAGS HAHAHAHAHHA#okay to defend my MANIA adoration (do people still hate this album? hope not). ***Bishop's knife trick.***#“I'm sifting through the sand.Looking for pieces of broken hourglass.Trying to get it all back—put it back together—As if the time#had never passed. I know I should walk away but I just want to let you break my brain and I can't seem to get a grip. no. no matter how I#live with it. thESE ARE THE LAST—“#I'm sorry. the delivery is just too delicious.#MANIA is a fricking mixbag of weirdly mainstream inspirational songs- to suddenly; drugs- to actually being unhinged- to one of the saddest#“im tryina redeem myself” song(s) (heaven's gate- church- and bishop's)#okay i really need to shut up 😭#aight. i will stop.
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I know there’s been surveys or other posts asking about the inspiration for blog titles…
but does anyone else have a title that has deep meaning to them?
my main’s isn’t that deeply meaningful but I did decide on it for a few reasons:
1. シンゴペーション or Shingopation is the name of one of Shingo’s songs…which should be enough said cuz cute but…
2. Shingopation was the first SMAP (…SMAP-adjacent…) song that earned a spot on “What’s Alex overplaying?”
3. For some reason, syncopation is probably one of my most favorite words becsuse of how satisfying it is to say… “sin-co-pay-shun”
I don’t know it’s always made my brain happy since I heard Selena Gomez use “syncopate” in Good for You which is still kind of a bop?!
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my sideblog’s though…
朝が来る or Asa ga Kuru (“morning will come”) is from one of Takuya’s songs and it had such a profound effect when I first heard it…and honestly continues to have one
long story short, there’s a reason why Karei naru Ichizoku is probably always going to be one of the greatest pieces of media I’ve ever watched (and why I really, really recommend watching it)
even if you feel like it’s impossible to get back up…morning will come again…
…morning will wait for you…
(by the way, as far as I’m aware the song doesn’t [intentionally] have this meaning but the lyrics really spin it that direction unless you take them literally)
#ramblin but not a gamblin man#also ive wrote about 朝が来る a few times so i know im a broken record about it#but i cant actually express how deeply i took that…#like karei DID something to my brain because i cant listen to the song without thinking about THAT moment…#okay gonna go cry but its good to have a really nice cry every now and then#wait actually let me re-find the lyrics#then i cry#we organized chaos here
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i feel like a fake fan sometimes 😭
#okay story time#before covid i knew every word to every taylor song biggest fan you know???#but then covid hit and i stopped listening to taylor fulltime bc i fell into my kpop phase#and so i come back to taylor after redtv comes out and suddenly im good with everything#but then i go and listen to her earlier songs again and even albums like evermore and even SOME songs from my top album folklore#and i cant remember the lyrics 😭#rip
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devastating. someone has consumed the entirety of a media just to interpret it shallowly
#not even a right or wrong interpretation cos that's not really it#it's like. when someone takes what they watched/read/listened to and goes#okay i will not explore or dig deeper at all#character did something i dont like they are bad the author is bad and people who like this content are bad#LIKE BRO. BRO STOP KNIVES TO MY CHEST#obviously ur allowed to look at thkngs however u want that's the beauty of art#but you're not really looking at all if that's how you view what you consume#this point has been made to death obviously but every time i see it im like oh my god please for the love of god#i saw one person comment about how the phantom was obsessed with christine he's bad why do people like him ew#like dude no offense but did you absorb a single thing from what you watched#that's the whole point of his story like. he was never shown real love so he had no idea what it even really was#it's not about whether he was good or bad but NO there's always people that put#a black and white filter on everything they consume and it makes me want to skydive with no parachute#this is about more than poto ofc but that's just the most recent example I saw
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