Took advantage of the new year to paint over an old faith painting. Lesson: progress is slow, but there! Now to keep chugging along, I suppose...

the long awaited Dragon Alastor ✨✨

I miss seeing BC live and the way it makes me feel

Do you ever just cry about Leonardo? Because I'm crying about Leonardo.

BRUH…………

Sou’s acting in that last part of Mary Jane 👁️👄👁️

Also I love the Quartz crew so much! This sweet and funny and absolutely precious gang, they are all angels and I love their relationships with each other so much and and and and AAAAAAAAHHHH!!!! I love you Quartz!!!!!!! (Jury’s still out on you for the moment Otori…)

my coworkers are having a laugh together or smtn like TELL ME THATS THE CASE bc why TWO of them start trying to flirt w me yesterday 😭😭

Romantic/dating anxiety is definitely a thing (to me). I just steed into the dating world for the first time last year at the ripe age of 26 and when I tell you I’ve been anxious every time I’ve matched with someone/received a message complimenting me before we can even have a conversation/agreed to a date… it’s intense to say the least but I believe in us!

Definitely definitely a thing, like I’ve managed to give myself a decent stomachache just by overthinking this since it happened.

I don’t know what to do lmao because I have 0 experience, and like I just texted my best friend about, I shoot down every person that ever asks for my number or shows interest in me but then I also literally am always like…. looking for someone to be interested in me, but also like as soon as I know for sure they’re interested I don’t want them to be, and also I think I just feel awkward if the person is younger than me, so like when one of my coworkers clearly had a crush on me but he was like 5 or 6 years younger than me so I felt that was weird, and then this guy I don’t even know how old he is either so like that feels fucking awkward to me because nobody ever thinks I am my age, which right now I’m 27 😭 and the other day a girl I work with thought I was 23, which is a compliment but also like I don’t want to be in a relationship with someone that much younger than me 😭😭

least favorite bedtime game to play, recently: open windows and risk allergies suffering, OR keep allergies out but risk death by heat stroke in the middle of the night because SOMEbody refuses to adjust the fucking thermostat

Could I PLEASE catch a fuckin break for once? I tried to go get caught up on work tonight and instead my stupid fibro decided my chest, shoulders, arms, hands, and blasted right leg needed to feel a little extra pain tonight. And by extra pain I mean going from maybe a 3 to a 7 or 8 in a matter of a half hour. Can't even hold my fuckin tablet pen and draw a straight line due to the tremors. And cramping. And I can't miss work tomorrow night because I'm broke AF and need the hours. But also we're holding a star party which means I'll be standing around outside for 5hrs and if I'm in this much pain still tomorrow I'm not sure how I'm gonna handle 150+ people.

Fruit Tart~ 🍓🥝

ffxv makes me so emotional oh my god 🥹🫶🏼

so the show i was working on got ..cancelled by netflix. not immediately out of a job but idk what’s gonna happen and i’ve been waiting for over a week 🥴

college sucks college tours suck the northeast sucks and FUCK YALE

you guys, i took a hot hula fitness class last night and don’t have anymore ass or thighs to give they’re sore as shit in ways i have never been sore before

hey <3

everyone had relatively normal 3rd grade classes while mine was licking everything, eating and smelling glue, there was always at least one kid crying (usually me lol) and then throwing dance parties and jumping up on the desks whenever we can