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Evelin 🧡
IG: Eveliinushkaa
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#fanart#tmc#catalogue mandela#mandela catalogue#the mandela catalogue#alt cesar#cesar tmc#cesar torres#tmc mark#mark heathcliff#tmc adam murray#adam murray#tmc jonah#jonah#tmc evelin#evelin#tmc thatcher#thatcher davis#gabriel tmc#alt gabriel#six tmc#stanley tmc#tv cat tmc
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Evelin
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hi I made refs for a silly au (they are all sopping wet cats)
#mandela catalogue#tmc au#holy shit the fish investigators are QUEER#I am begging Adam to get some brown contacts im literally shaking /ref#feel free to ask about them lol (I am insane)#fucked up looking fish#oh yeah Evelin stole the uniforms from the tcpd and then tailored them to fit each of them#she’s Just cool like that#thalasso county au#the mandela catalogue#adam#jonah#sarah#evelin#cesar
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Adam trying to find out if he’s a human or alternate is so sad, also when he went to Evelin’s place to find out his true extent
#adam murray#mandela catalogue adam#Evelin#tmc adam#tmc evelin#the mandela catalogue#the mandela catalyst#the mandela catalog Evelin
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Assurance
Characters: Eli, Evelin (@nimue-hidden-lake)
Series: Evelin Anniversary
This one's a little more self indulgent than usual. I know this whole thing is self indulgent, but it's been on my mind so...
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It was 7pm on a Sunday...or...was it 5am on a Saturday...?
Eli wasn't paying attention, his mind flooded with preoccupied thoughts and questions. He'd been laying there for hours, the dim glow of the neon string of lights above washing over his body. The lights' fade function was set, and Eli had counted the cycles as the colors rotated between each other. He didn't move, and he barely blinked...
Red...yellow...green...blue...purple...
His expression was unmoving, eyes glassy. Mere minutes seemed like hours.
Red...yellow...green...blue...purple...
He barely left his room all day...in fact, he forgot if he even left at all. All he could recall was laying there, entranced by his lights as he fixated on questions and machinations as they swirled about his headspace, crashing into each other, and against the walls of his psyche.
Red...yellow...green...blue...purple...
He was tired, but couldn't sleep. Maybe exhausted was a better word. He hadn't done anything, but he was spent.
Red...yellow...green...blue...purple-
The spell was broken as a new light creeped in from the corner of his vision. He looked over at the door and there he saw Evelin. He shook off the feeling and sat up in his bed.
"Anything I can do for you this evening?" he tried to smile.
Evelin shook her head and sat on the bedside.
"I figured I should check on you. Pinro has been wondering where you've been all day. And so have I"
He sighed and sat his head back down. staring back at the ceiling and the lights.
Red...yellow...green...blue...purple...
"You ever feel like anything and everything you do is not enough...? Like there's some arbitrary expectation you're supposed to meet, but you don't know how high it is so you just keep climbing...?"
She nodded along.
Red...yellow...green...blue...purple...
"And then you're stuck wondering what to do, because what you're climbing's turned into a tree, and there's a whole bunch of branches you gotta consider? And then the fact that picking the wrong one will cause you to end up right back where you started , or lower...?"
She nodded again, listening intently.
Red...yellow...green...blue...purple...
As he thought of hypotheticals in his mind, he finally relented, and decided to try once more.
"I still can't figure it out...why...? Why me?" he finally asked.
"Ah, so that's what this is about" she nodded again.
"All this time and I still can't figure it out...why'd you choose me?"
This question haunted him off and on. Was it insecurity? Maybe, but it sparked alot of introspection, and more questions. Eli never thought highly of himself. He wasn't anything special. He was just him. No outstanding talents, or abilities. He wasn't particularly charismatic or sociable.
It made him question...'why?'
Why settle for him?
"Do you want the answer?" she shot straight.
He nodded, at a loss still.
"I chose you...for you" she said simply.
"But...there's nothing really great about me. I'm just me"
She nodded.
"You can't see it can you...?" she inquired.
He shook his head.
"No...I've always tried to prove I'm worthy of those around me. But, sometimes I wonder if I truly am. I...just want to match expectations"
He felt his head lift up, and then back down as he found himself being straddled, looking up into her eyes.
"And what expectations would you say others have of you?"
"Well...I...I don't know anymore..." he sounded lost.
"Maybe that's because there's nothing to match" she replied as she gently caressed his hair. "Sometimes we delude ourselves with our own outlooks and opinions of ourselves...often depriving ourselves of the truth of what those important to us say and think"
"You sound like you've been down this road before..." he sighed.
She nodded.
"Inadequacy...thoughts of 'not good enough'...envy of those who match the image we want for ourselves..." she recalled like it was yesterday.
"Exactly...that's exactly what I've been thinking..." his eyes widened as she spoke exactly what was on his mind.
She continued to caress his hair, running her fingers through it's fibers as she spoke.
"Regardless of your own opinions and thoughts, I want you to know this" she bent over and kissed his forehead. "Even if you feel like you haven't matched or met your own expectations...know that you never needed to for me" she smiled. "I chose you for you. Not who you think you are, or what others say you are. Eli...is Eli...and that's all you'll ever need"
His mind was slowly put at ease as her words impacted him. Such a simple answer and concept...but it was profound, at least to him, to hear it from another's lips. Especially hers.
"Hey, Evelin...?"
"Hm?"
"You're the best anyone could ever ask for..."
"Anytime"
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#Archives of Camelot#fanfic#fanfiction#fic#selfship community#self ship community#f/o community#romantic f/o#f/o x s/i#s/i x f/o#oc x oc#male original character#original male character#female original character#original female character#male oc#female oc#Evelot#Evelin#Evelin Month
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"Mas o pior é o súbito cansaço de tudo. Parece uma fartura, parece que já se teve tudo e que não se quer mais nada." Clarice Lispector
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Some of my school doodles😅
#my drawings#artists on tumblr#random doodles#my sketchbook#alt adam#evelin#the mandela catalogue#tmc#my classmate wanted me to draw buff SpongeBob so I did and I love it#school doodles
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Evelin 🧡
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the kittens @fl33tway-sup3r-s0n1c
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#alucard's art#art#artists on tumblr#pico's school#picos school#pico school#pico pico's school#pico newgrounds#the mandela catalogue#mandela catalogue#tmc#tmc evelin#evelin miller#evelin#pico#cat#kitty
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B and L for the fanfic asks 💓
Hello love! Hope you're doing well <3
B: Any of your stories inspired by personal experience?
Ah haha... maybe? Well, not directly personal experience, well sometimes I do some trauma dumping so when you see someone going through it that was probably me sharing some trauma, but I do get inspired by my fantasies. Things I want to happen in my life especially the smutty bits lol. It is nice to look back and see my dreams come to life hehe.
L: How many times do you usually revise your fic/chapter before posting?
Not that many times, unless it's a very long fic (which I don't write lol). I usually write everything in one go, read and edit it, send it to my beta, change the things my beta commented on, then it's done. Sometimes I go back in the middle of writing the first draft, because I'm stuck, so I can get the... idk vibes back.
Ask me some fan fic questions <3
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Lying
Characters: Eli, Evelin (@nimue-hidden-lake)
Series: Evelin Anniversary
These prompts have been on the shorter side for the last few days.
But I hope the quality is decent at least. I also find myself thinking very hard for Evelin's dialogue and reactions, as this is untapped territory for me. Not just because this is something I've never written before, but also having to conjure an unknown side of her that still makes sense.
To her creator, I just hope she's still accurate on my end.
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Click clack click click
The sounds of work once again filled the room as Eli was hunched over his work. More clients, more editing. The cycle never stopped.
Clicking, sliding, reviewing, and listening. For multiple hours.
The longest and most demanding projects were the reviews and documentaries. Audio had to be synced, but before anything it had to be cut down to exclude any mistakes. And the sheer length ensured it would take even longer to process and render.
Not to mention he had to submit previews to check that everything was as the client wanted. And sometimes he had to restart due to dissatisfaction. He enjoyed making and editing videos, but it was very time consuming.
His work was interrupted when the sound he was ignoring finally became too loud to disregard. His stomach.
"Guh, fine...if it'll keep you quiet" he mumbled to himself as he poked his empty belly.
He finished up an edit and made his way downstairs.
Upon reaching the landing, he was about to head into the kitchen when-
"Good afternoon"
He turned around and was met with Evelin, just getting done from feeding Pinro.
"Afternoon...?" he looked confused.
"Yes" she pointed to the clock. 1PM.
"O-Oh, right. Uh...I lost track of time" he nervously shrugged as his stomach rumbled again.
"Did you even eat yet today?"
"U-Uh, of course! Was...just about to get lunch!"
Evelin stared at him skeptically. He was a terrible liar...yet he tried anyway.
"Really?" she stepped closer.
"Y-Yeah!" he took a step back.
She wasn't convinced. Why did he even try? Who could say. Not even he knew exactly. The outcome was always the same, yet he persisted.
"Do you want to try again?" she said as she took a few steps closer.
He felt his back press against the wall as there wasn't much room to go anywhere else. And even then, she'd just catch or chase him. It was just one meal, it wasn't that big of a deal, right?
"I-I didn't miss breakfast, honest!" he was sweating.
"You don't sound very convincing" as she pressed herself against him. Nowhere to go. "This doesn't need to be difficult"
"A-Alright alright, I...might have forgot breakfast. It was just one meal though!" he finally gave in.
"There..." she backed up.
He sighed with relief. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad after all.
"But now you need to be punished" she added stoically.
He thought too soon.
"P-Punished?"
"Yes" she nodded. "You lied, and skipped a meal. That makes me very angry" she may say, but kept her stoic expression and voice. Was she really? Whose to say. Maybe it was a blend of making sure he took care of himself, and also taking the chance to mess with him. It was one of her favorite things to do after all. His reactions were priceless to her.
"I just got distracted from my work! I'll...try and remember for next time" he tried to reason, as usual. There was no reasoning with her. She made up her mind already.
"I'm sure. But that can wait for after"
"A-After? B-But...I still got work to do!"
"But you'd love it"
He looked to the side as she called him out. Part of the reason he'd sometimes get into 'trouble'. But she had no complaints.
Before anything else could be said, she lead him into the kitchen to make sure he was fed, before taking 'disciplinary' action.
Eli forgot all about his editing for that day.
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