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chirpsythismorning · 3 months
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“Mike said his life started the day he found El in the woods, which was technically the following night. What he said had nothing to do with offending Will because he went missing the day before.”
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foursaints · 21 days
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i love every time you post art everyone i follow immediately reblogs and i just get to look at it over and over on the dash. then i reblog too.. doing my civic duty
oh there's no way that this is what it's like from the outside 😭 i'll fly into a tizzy!!!
i will say that the experience of camping out in my own notes & seeing familiar faces brings me a level of joy that is unmatched. it makes me genuinely glad to have been born just in time to be a terminally online yaoi artist :~)
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seaglass-skies · 9 months
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Hi hello I am writing Things for Danny Phantom Angstfest and prompts 1-3 will feature JAZZ
Set in the middle of what me and the Ectoberhaunt Dissec Chat folks call "bug au" AKA the GIW Found Out after capturing Danny and trying to control him - and now Jazz is on her way back home in the aftermath, looking for her brother, plotting the GIW's downfall, and... hiding a secret even Danny doesn't know about.
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posletsvet · 7 months
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Nothing from what I've learnt this morning is true, I'm gonna cuddle up with my cats and stay in bed all day and daydream about everyone being alive and happy
#jjk#jjk leaks#jjk 236#the most cruel thing of all is that gojo never got to claim the happiness of his youth back#all he ever knew in his life was being the strongest and fighting#gege goes around saying things like what gojo truly lacks is the sense of self#meanwhile gojo was othered throughout his entire life for what he is#he was slaughtered for what he is#he was sealed for what he is#he was left fighting alone because of what he is#gojo coveted change but he himself remains a static symbol etched into the narrative#and now he dies and his death is nothing but a symbol a cautionary tale for others to derive meaning from#at the end of the day gojo is a case study of a romantic hero archetype#he rejects established conventions because they suffocate him as much as his strength does only to be rejected by his society in return#he is the center of his own existence but still carries ideology which has others placed at its core#and he dies for his ideal forever estranged from the world he's put in#and it is all in vain#and it is the cruelest thing of all#and it can't be true it's not true it's not true it's not true it's not true#i need to go scream in the woods#me: it's devastating and terrible and makes me feel sick. i'm emotionally overwhelmed and would not be prepared to talk about it for weeks#my brain: okay but what if we analyze it–#apparently my coping machanism is compartmentalizing#the narrative never pretended to care about gojo as a person his character introduces a body of meaning and that's it#and it's how it's supposed to be honestly since he's not the main character he adds to the narrative but he isn't supposed to drive it#but it still aches so bad#he dies so that his ideal can live on he is not a person he is a narrative's symbol and this is as far as objectification can go
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bs-el · 2 months
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Burying the hatchet with my pretransition self by giving the OC i made to represent them a redemption arc
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[If you don't think this man won't try to get himself crt+alt deleted by an Entity rather than admit he isn't a God...]
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so sane. and normal.
tw // existentialism , derealisation , suicide ment , bright colours (?) for the drawing under the cut
(please dont read the text below too if youre not in a good state of mind)
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#vent art#derealisation#ive been told how this story ends and im still naively hoping for a better one like the fool i am#sorry . god sorry i know i should be normal and better than this#thank you ghost and judas and em for grounding me through this insanity with the convos im#ripping my hair out . im going to get coffee so i can properly think about this and then promptly ignore it#more derealisation in tags#more vents ahead cause i cant fucking. fuck. if i dont present this somewhere itll be forgotten and wiped off by force#if theres the chance that one person sees this or that its etched into the internet - then theres no point in forcing to erase it off so i#get to keep this process#okay more vent ->#okay im 19. nothing much has addressed It. so that means i should live my life as I have#ignoring It completely right?#if It was a crucial part of my life; surely something about It would be mentioned by now. surely.#so it doesn't matter if It stares at me for every waking moment. it doesn matter if It plays a crucial role in what I am and how I exist#it doesnt matter if once It is ripped away#so will my existence#It doesn't matter that its Incomprehensible yet I am forced to comprehend it in every waking moment#it doesn't matter that It is extremely tied into my existence. it doesn't matter that if It is gone - i will be too - and it doesn't matter#that its logical to assume that#its logic and it makes no sense#none of this makes any sense#but im 19 now. nothing has associated itself to It. nothig resembles It.#i should ignore it#me when the incomprehensible horror makes me go insane if i dont acknowledge or process it at least once a week I Am Doomed As A Human Bein#i will never be able to feel connected to living. i will never be able to feel connected to other people#pathetic ass life i need to get better at living actually AUAUUAAAAAAAAAAA
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198d · 2 months
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ive been playing kh2 pc with this roxas mod. and it would be great if playing as roxas was basically the only change it made + making the party members say roxas and all that shit. but god it switches out kairi for namine and riku for axel (but all the story cutscenes with axel are still axel, so riku just straight up doesn't exist) and it makes me so fucking mad. then there's shippy shit which i hate because roxas/namine is just such an awful underdeveloped afterthought that exists because 'well sora and kairi are in wuv' with roxas and namine's interactions basically summing up to 'well roxas, you have to die, kinda sucks doesn't it'.
then it totally ruins the roxas battle by replacing the other promise (one of the best boss battle themes) with sora's theme (not even remotely suitable for a boss even if you are 'fighting' sora with the swap; sora is also used in the beginning of the game in place of roxas which is whatever) and i really fucking wished the mod maker just. made a version where roxas is playable with his fighting style without mucking with all the other shit. it made like a couple of funny jokes because it also swapped around the subtitles to say 'roxas' every time someone says sora among other things but it's really more of a headache than it needs to be.
anyway nobody may cry CLEARS because its actually nuts.
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cocrante · 3 months
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Every time I watch a video about art, dance, cooking, I always think that human existence is simply all here. In the joy brought by small things, in the fun we create even through mistakes. It drives me crazy when someone tries to take all of this away, turning the world into a gray, insignificant place to live
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okay
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nick wrote a proper archemorus/viktor fic out of the scene i wrote a script for and im
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funnybutsadalso · 1 month
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is it bad when i get mad when my friends hang out with and enjoy the company someone who literally almost killed me
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thefallofruins · 2 months
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First time dad! Sukuna
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“This is…mine?”
He looks down at the little wrapped bundle in his arms, a look of confusion etched onto his face. His eyebrows are furrowed as he looks at the little thing, who looks back at him with equal interest.
Except her eyes are filled with innocence. And they share a resemblance with his. Such a beautiful contrast, you think.
“She is.” You chuckle softly, correcting him, still incredibly tired from the pains of birthing his child. But the sight of the father holding his daughter for this first time was so amusing that you couldn’t help it. “She’s a beauty, isn’t she?”
Sukuna doesn’t respond immediately, still fixated on the small…tiny little thing he’s holding. He’s so uncharacteristically gentle with it…like one mistake and she’ll shatter. He raises a finger to her plump cheek, caressing her soft skin.
“Like you,” he finally responds, as the little girl’s tiny fingers immediately latch onto his, wrapping around them. A soft smile forms on his face as he looks at her, then at you. The wonderful woman who graced his cursed existence with such blessings.
He wants to say something, but a strange…slimy feeling of wetness on his finger prevents him from doing so. He looks at the little one in his arms, slurping on his fingers.
“Oh, so you’re a brat too?” He pulls his finger away, and hell breaks loose. He is even more confused now.
“She’s hungry, Kuna,” you pout, extending your arms from the bed, “Bring her here.”
He shuffles closer to you, his hand working surprisingly gently as he hands the little girl to you, and she immediately latches onto your breast as you loosen the robe to feed her.
“Has my appetite.” He grumbles, causing you to chuckle again. He stays for a while, internally swearing at the sight of you and your little girl— that if anything ever even tries to touch either of you, he will rip the world to shreds, and god knows what ends he’ll get to to keep you safe.
“Brat,” He mumbles, one of his hands resting on your head, making you look up to him as he ruffles your hair slightly. “Thank you.”
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idkhow-butyoufoundme · 6 months
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we need another vocalist like nick matthews tbh
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perplexities · 6 months
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losing my mind over jjk and i make no apologies for how much more unhinged im about to become
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