crying in the garden

Screencap from the psychology test vid but phil looks very scared and sad like a uhm like a burger king bag abandoned in a park :(

my favorite giirrrllllssss

leaked scene from my dream drop distance rewrite

ok i havent drawn a lot so ill do a big artdump of some stuff i abandoned or at the very least wont finish for a long while (id in alt and story/thoughts below the image)

In a server that I'm in, we briefly talked about Descole hypothetically returning in NWOS and somebody mentioned he should bring Keats along. Inspiration struck and I drew this. I was hoping I could use Blender to make the buildings and whatnot, but I was intimidated by the task and ultimately ended up dropping the entire thing.

The building that Keats and Descole are on is… Meant to be a rough placeholder, I didn't mind redoing the entire thing but I wanted to at least have a vague idea before the entire draft slipped from my mind.

(More images in cut that are either old or kinda detached. also theres crossover stuff in there. be warned)

HAHA YOU CLICKED READ MORE NOW I CAN SHOW MY INSANITY. MWHAHAHA. MWHAHHAHAHAHAHA. ok so errm this is campaign des that i mentioned a few times and yes that is The Mario from The Paper Mario. I think about them so much and its a bit pathetic bc its like "you're overthinking a kid's mascot" ITS SO SILLY YOU DONT GET IT...

Oh right the doodle uhh so I was thinking about them and just drew a hypothetical scene for funsies, it didn't happen in roleplay (and also because I wanted to draw paper mario without a reference and see where that went). It's an ex-villain and struggling hero dynamic and i love it sm

Segments of a comic I drew for a friend in a super silly AU with dante from the limbus company hand on hip . Id get super embarrassed if i shared the details of the au because we kinda said "fuck it we ball" and made up stuff that shouldn't work at all lol. It's also why there's no text in the speech bubbles.

But the general gist of why I drew this is because we kept discussing a scenario where Descole has to fix up something in Dante's clockhead (vaguely inspired by that april fools episode) and i had a strong vision ab the comic. Also I had to make their head in blender because i was struggling with the perspective and wanted a flexible reference. First time drawing something not made out of flesh fur or fabric!! had a blast rendering the fire and the shine though. SUPER fun super recommend

I just like this little doodle,,, the expression vaguely reminds me of a ghibli villain and it scratches my brain. im expecting him to move on twos at 24 fps very subtly at any moment now.

And finally... um... yeah. "draw a character in this pose" sort of beat. sometimes I alternate using the sketchbook and marker pens in firealpaca and this is one of my rare marker doodles. Also this is pretty old afaik but i still think about it sometimes

happy sycamore sunday (even though hes not anywhere to be seen in these doodles)

“errm actually trans men don’t like havihg-“ IDGAF ! I AM A TRANSMASC AND I LOVE MY BODY! CRY ABOUT IT!

also yeah this is piers . i’m a piers introject / alter and felt like drawing myself but this is fanart too anyways lol

Errm I'm low key obsessed with this flat screen TV man 👉👈

It has been awhile since I have done line art or any fan art lol

Dunno if I should colour it 🤔

Alcryst S rank support + S rank Ally Notebook (Fan-translated)

just me translating whatever i find interesting lol.

Alcryst: Divine One, umm... Alear: Alcryst? Is something wrong? Alcryst: Er... Errm... Uu... Well... Alear: Seems like you're back after gathering yourself. Alcryst: ...No. This isn't something I ask planting my head to the ground... This is the one time in my life where I have to be brave...! Alcryst: Divine One. Please take a look at this. Alear: What a beautiful jewel! It has a mysterious color. Alcryst: This is a jewel mined in the Kingdom of Brodia. Blue and red are mixed together so uniquely... Alcryst: Father gave this to me when I was born. Said it matched my hair and eye color. Alear: Yes, I can see it. Blue hair and red eyes, you have the color just like this jewel's. Alcryst: B-but... So do you, Divine One. The distribution of the colors aren't the same but, well... Alcryst: When I look at this, I think of you. You, who told me it's fine for me to remain as I am. The most important person in my life... Alear: ! Most important...? Alcryst: My father told me to give it to someone my heart chooses someday. Alcryst: I want you to have this, Divine One. This represents my feelings... towards you. Alear: ..... Alear: Thank you Alcryst. I gladly accept. Alcryst: ...! Alear: And from me, I'd like you to have this ring. Alcryst: This is... the Pact Ring. Alear: Yes. Alear: This ring is worthy of you. By my name as the Divine Dragon, I grant this special bond to you. Alear: Be my partner and let's live together, Alcyrst. Alcryst: Coo-... Alear: Coo-? Alcryst: You're so coooool!! That's mean of you, Divine One! Alcryst: I had to steel myself and all that, but you just come out and surpassed me by being cooler than I was! Alcryst: But, but I'm so happy! Thank you... Uuu..! Alear: H-hey, please don't cry. Alcryst: I'm not crying. I can't show you my pathetic side if I want to be your partner. Alcryst: As much as I can anyway. Alear: A-as much as you can... Alcryst: I'll get stronger, Divine One. The second Prince of Brodia you see before you... Alcryst: ...will grow stronger, into one befitting that of the kingdom of warriors. I'll become someone you can rely on... Always. Alcryst: And I'll protect you, Divine Dragon Alear. Alear: Alcryst... Alcryst: I promise you this in confidence. I swear it on this ring. Alear: Thank you.

Alcryst: I won't ever make you regret this. I'll stand by you proudly, as a great prince, all till the end - no, even past that, together.

[Daily life as your partner]

Breaks into a warm smile whenever he sees you, finally able to wave reservedly. He rarely talks himself down and conveys his honest affection towards you when together. Even though he claims the Pact Ring is precious for him to put on, he actually wears it to sleep every night in secret.

GSHSHEH ERRMM THIS IS 4 THE SHIP THING!!

5'2" , Dark blond/ brown hair, errm I DRESS LIKE EITHER ALLISON FROM THE BREAKFAST CLUB OR ADAM SANDLER LOL !! or just typical metalhead attire and ermm I HAVE BROWN EYES! Im an INFP and an ambivert 🗣🔥

Ok this is kinda tough you would work great with so many of them!

But I ship you with... Johnny!

Hes an ambivert just like you (some people would disagree but I stand by this claim). He also loves rock/metal music too (no one can change my mind)! He loves your style and thinks its so cute whether your all out in your Allison attire or laying low like Adam Sandler

i remember when i draw milesganke like everyday and idk why i stopped bcz i still liked them like alot LIKE I STILL LOVE THEM AND THEY R MY FAVES... i think i was just insane actually

crazaayyyyy

Can u summarize that Joyce (or mask) lore for me my memory is so shit actually

I wasn't specifically waiting for confirmation to send this one but I remembered now lol entertain ME !!

YES BOSS!!! I know you said summarise but errm. I yapped a lot. Long post incoming.

Joyce. I actually don't think often about her life before she worked for Walter Manor but she was born in 1988 and is a fat emo lesbian so I imagine people weren't very nice to it. 😕 But she was undoubtedly the smartest and coolest person around sooo suck it haters 💯

I think she started working for Walter Robotics around late 2013 / early 2014 maybe. Some time after Six's face exploded. Her unique specialisation being cybernetic enhancements, prosthetics, blue matter medicines ect ect medical used for blue matter. Its core purpose is always to help people, often at the expense of it's own well-being or comfort. She refuses to experiment on other living things and instead performs a lot of experiments on her own body, which obviously considering the nature of blue matter is a terrible idea, but it's hard to talk her out of things she has already made its mind up on. She is in. A lot of constant pain. But fuck it she balls.

As of currently in the timeline (like 2024) it has been working for Walter robotics for 10ish years !! She's like. 36.

Personality wise it's very fun 2 me. Bc I'm sure she comes off as a very stereotypical loving and sweet person, and she is both of those things, but honestly it's also... RIDICULOUSLY stubborn and easy to annoy WHAHWUAHWHAH if you piss her off once she will not like you forever and will tell you as much. Truly born to be married into the Walter family, the family of grade A haters. Although its irritability is likely due to her surplus of health issues and lack of sleep, it just feels   very sick 100% of the time. She's also a bit of a shut in, despite her friendliness she gets tired of talking to people easily and will often disappear for days on end to work or recover or both

Some fun Joyce Ferrer-Rosales trivia:

- It has superhuman strength as a result of her experiments and can easily lift the weight of a couple cars over her head

- She likes fishing. Her and Hatchworth go fishing together

- It finds boring people genuinely unbearable to talk to if you arent a freak do NOT interact

- I think she would really enjoy things that taste cheap and fake. Mmmm microplastics

TLDR: She wanted to make medicines and became a cyborg about it

Bonjour!

outofroses; Good morning, my darlings! It is such a pretty day outside. I hope everyone is doing well! I'll be around today! Continuing with replies and answering asks. I know I have a lot on my plate...sooo errm.

RPS To Respond to:

A Meeting Of Kings @shiroi---kumo

The king & his bard @dragontamer05

When Winter Becomes Spring @moonsmultimusings

Something New Something Exciting @howlofthewolf

Running @a-basket-of-muses

A Girl Named Angel RP (we dont have a name! We need a name for the RP! lol) @a-girl-named-angel

Rainy RP @misterixn-islands

DnAngel RP @dnangelic

Edward and Al are teachers at Ouran??? @cursedalchemybrothers

RP w/ Mellie @ofteaandmagic

Starters that Need to be Written:

@lcnnypooh (I have to write a starter for you, darling!)

@ofsnarkandmagic (we talked about me writing a starter here, I think! I know I have an ask to answer for you!)

[[Insert surprise starter here for someone---its a secret lol]]

@txrmentedbydxrkness (YGO verse starter! Tamaki finally learns what Pot Of Greed does!)

I am putting this up because I want to make sure I havent missed anyone! I know I have a number of asks in my inbox to answer, as well. If I have missed you, let me know. Comment/like/DM me. I feel bad if I missed anyone xD I try to remember as much as possible.

I appreciate everyone's patience with me! I know I am not fast but I love you all and do want to interact as much as possible.

Also, idk why my tumblr doesnt save my tags. xD So annoying. literally am opening my notepad up again where I have all of my tags to copy and paste. Sometimes I wish it was like magic.

Edit:!!! I knew I'd forget but I havent forgotten because we've been chatting about ships this morning loL!!

RP w/ Yami and the Chaos Trio lol @kurai-honoo

Also, some of these have links, some don't. I have a rp tracker that doesnt track all of the rps fsr. So ..the ones that are unlinked I have a direct source to! Ones that are linked I don't have a direct source and do not want to lose!

I NEED y’all to understand that there is a difference between

“i don’t like taylor swift”

and

“eRRm…..ACTUally, 😭😭😔🥺🥺😒💞💘, I 🫢🤭🫣🥺🥺😩 I DON’T *hehe lol* 👉🏻👈🏻👉🏻👈🏻👉🏻👈🏻 ….like taylor swift😳😳😳😳😳😳😳 ik ik 😩😩😩😩😩🥺🥺🥺🥺 i’m just….not…*hehe sry awkward 😬 🥺* …basic ERRMM iggggg 😳😳😱😱😲😲😭😭😭😭😭💞💞✨✨✨✨✨ she’s…..KIIIIIIIINDA BORING 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭 haha XD 😝🤭🥱😝😝😝😝😝😩🫢”

it’s giving “middle school pick me girl” it’s giving “internalized mysogyny” it’s giving “understand that people have different tastes in music than you and that doesn’t make you superior to anyone actually” it’s giving “ick” it’s giving “annoying, whiny and obnoxious asf” it’s giving-

How would you describe your ‘aesthetic’ ? Like what kind of things do you find interest in? :)

Hmm, I'd say I'm quite eclectic in my aesthetic, but I have a preference for black, alot of stuff in my house isn't how I'd want things due to it being rented and something's I got for convenience, but I love black furniture, black stardust tiles, I love light silver glittery wallpaper, I'd have a wood feature wall in my bedroom if I could, like a dark mahogany... Errm, I love shiny stuff *whispers* I'm a magpie really...

But I have skulls, a tiger statue, a bronze rabbit, pocket watch, black faux roses in a crystal vase (I'm allergic to flowers yay another allergy 🤣) dragons, a grey rug, a blue Sherpa blanket, grey bedding, a massive TV (65 inches) cuz I love gaming lol 🤣, lava lamp, I have alot of smart tech in my house like lightbulbs, air purifiers, extension plugs, Google nest hubs... I also like Disney stuff, potter stuff, MCU, band stuff, my coffee pots are crushed diamond and so is my kitchen roll holder and I plan to get more stuff like that and replace the handles on my cabinets to gem ones and replace the doors to black glossy ones 💜

Clothing wise I like to wear black ribbed flared trousers, and black etc tops, but I do vary with shiny, glittery tops, not often colourful but I do have a few different coloured stuff in my wardrobe, I got a nice blue lurex top and a purple one too, I have a black glittery blazer, but I go for comfort over fashion, but I'd say I don't exactly look casual even though my clothes are really comfortable, oh and my trainers are black with black gemstones all over them... I love silver and black stuff... Also I'm a rabid Pokémon card collector (cuz shiny 🤣🤣 last count was 1925 cards currently but I've got several hundred coming in the post too 🤣🤣🤣💜)

(my Pokémon cards ^^)

A few pics of the vibes around my house 💜💜