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threepointseven · 2 years

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HIII LOVE YOUR POSTS:DD anyways can i request comfort fic with kaeya and childe x reader (separate) where reader is rlly smart and pretty, but they're extremely insecure bc of past bullying, so they always doubt themselves to point where they think they're worst and dont deserve them?? xoxo

When your insecure due to past bullying

🌺summary!🌺- your practically a local celebrity, your beauty and intelligence is no less than perfect but why cant you stop yourself from crying in front of that stupid mirror?

Type- scenario 🍄/ fic 🌻 (not proofread!)

Flowers included!🌼= kaeya x gn! Reader, childe x gn! Reader

Note🍀= HEY HEY WELL IM KINDA LAZY AND I HAD TO FORXE MYSELF THEOUGH THIS SO KAEYA IS KINDA OOC BUT WHATSVER ENJOYYY TY FOR LIKING MY WORK MWAH MWAH🥺

🥀Flower toxins!🥀- self-deprecation, mentions of family being mean, body shaming from a small group of people, bullying, violence(a tiny bit)

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Childe

A hoard of eyes was immediately glued to your frame as you walked through the fatui’s HQ, smiling awkwardly as you tried to find your boyfriend's office. The whispers chanting praise on how you moved, your hair, your body, they all went unnoticed as the fear of judgment crept its way into your mind. Are they looking at me? Is there something off about my outfit? Is it maybe cause I look bad? Ugly? Why are they staring? Your pace fastened as the worry kept growing and growing with each stare.

“Childe!” Your shaky voice slightly echoed through his office as you caught his attention with the jingles of your jewelry. “There you are! You took way too long!” In a singy song voice, he raced to you and pulled you into a playful hug while you sighed at the flashbacks of the spotlight on you at that moment. “The entire fatui HQ was staring at me.. is there something wrong with my outfit..?”

“Your outfit…? Pfft- of course not! God, you should listen to how much the agents talk about you, they’re all over you! It's like they forgot you’re the partner of the eleventh fatui harbinger or something” Maybe its the way he worded it, but those words soared into your mind with the idea that they were talking about you because you looked so terrible.

“Anyways…. Uhm Yun jin actually asked me to act in one of her operas this morning, I came her to tell you..” You nervously muttered out the news you had been waiting to tell your boyfriend, shame burned onto your throat as each and every inch of your being refused to think you're worthy of being in such an important show, “Seriously! Archons that's amazing baby!” The cheer and joy in his voice stung you even more before you looked into the long golden framed mirror in the office. “I-im declining.”

The statement seemed to surprise the man with auburn hair as he stood with a puzzled expression. “I mean… the opera is a big thing, id hate to ruin it with such unsightly looks. She probably asked me as a last resort anyways.. Im not exactly attractive or intelligent enough to act in an opera don’t you think…?” Each movement of your mouth swirled with self-deprecation as you traced each curve of your body with that consistent curse in your head shouting “You’re hideous, unworthy, stupid” and every insult in the book

Your mind flashed to your bullies in the past, they’d scream and curse at you, kick you onto the concrete with malice in their eyes as they pointed out each insecurity, and even led you to have more. You traced your hips, a section that had a scar due to the harassment, it was agonizing. Every day was just another day filled with the air filled with insults at your body. Maybe it was jealousy, maybe it was a genuine annoyance but to others, it was just another group of people jealous of someone better than them. “Hey hey, what makes you think that?! You are practically the most gorgeous person in the entire nation and half of Liyue is In love with you!” “Well… some people in the past…” You needn’t say no more as he already knew it was a couple of horrible bullies, most likely driven by envy. “They would scream and point my flaws out, and I guess I now realize that they’re right about them-“

“Do me a favor and never say anything like that again darling? A couple of annoyances that are jealous of you shouldn’t get to your head. There's always gonna be someone who resents you. But trust me this once and go act with Yun Jin in that opera..? Look away from the people insulting you for once and focus on the people that are screaming and shouting your name at how elegant and beautiful you look on that stage!” The man starts imitating operatic moves as he showers you in praise, it made your heart warmer than ever. “Your the most attractive most amazing person I’ve ever seen, your curves, your eyes, your arms, your hair, your thighs, your stomach, your personality, you as a person.. every inch of you is what keeps me smiling every day even as a horrible crude harbinger! So don’t bring your worth down like that alright?”

You hesitantly nodded as your eyes glossed, you were gonna show those jealous little immature kids that you were more than attractive and intelligent enough for an opera, for anything. And you bet your ass your little harbinger boyfriend was going to be watching you move in that opera the entire time with a loving smile on his face.

Kaeya

A gem you were, to others, you seemed no less than perfect. Each curve and each inch of skin on your body was flawless as if the archons themselves carved you with their bare hands. The saturation of your eyes to the color of your hair, it all complimented your appearance ever so perfectly. And your intelligence never betrayed your appearance, you were known in mondstat not only for looking so heavenly, but being incredibly intelligent too.

But the whispers and the praise failed to make you less insecure, as rather distasteful words from the past were drilled into your head. Even after weeks of having to deal with love letters, you can't help but stand in front of the mirror with an expression of disgust. You look at the outfit you were assigned to wear for a ball of Mondstat executives, some of the most well-known people in the nation. You being you, of course, you were invited to it, along with your boyfriend the infamous Calvary captain Kaeya.

“Another day of love letters I see? Your even more popular than me… I fear my own partner might be stolen away” He looks at the 3 envelopes with drawn-on pink hearts you accepted during the day. “Very funny, now go get ready the ball is in like an hour!”

You said it so confidently, your tone so sure you thought you looked gorgeous, yet when you looked into the mirror once more you could barely convince yourself you even look presentable! Maybe it was the hair? Was it too messy? Is it my chest? My stomach? My face? whatever it is, you just couldn’t build the confidence to think you look remotely attractive. Unknowing to you Kaeya was watching you as you stared with pure disappointment at your reflection. What could you even be seeing? The thought, the outfit was beautiful, elegant, everything about it screamed flawless, and with you wearing it? It brought hearts to his eyes.

Quickly taking notice of the insecurity that crept up on you he quickly slung his arms around your waist from behind, digging his head into your shoulder as he smiled. “Hmm? You're supposed to be getting ready this is super important you kno-!” Your thought was cut by the sudden squeeze of his arms on your waist followed by a giggle, “Why is it that your insecure sweetheart? You have the entirety of mondstat fawning over you?”

The silence was suffocating as your head flashed to moments where your family members would take no hesitation in poking at every insecurity, every imperfect piece of your body and mind. Maybe it was your stomach, maybe it was because you got a B in a test of yours, but each and every single flaw they found in you they would emphasize it to the point it would lead to nights of crying, days of studying so your test scores were painted in A+’s and gold stars.

All thee fights about your weight, your intelligence. Those words could never disappear from your mind. “Well, my dear kaeya- You should’ve seen what my parents said whenever they found something to insult me on..” You rolled your eyes, the playful tone in the sentence couldn't hide your eyes starting to brim with tears at the sudden flashback.

“You're perfect to me and to everyone in this nation Y/N, don’t let the mirror and your parents fool you. If anything theyre really just jealous of their kid looks 100 times better than them.” You chuckle at his sudden act of comfort before he turns your face towards him, looking at the stray tears. “Your a pretty crier but I hate knowing these tears are cause the mirror twists how you look at yourself so much.” You chuckle softly as he wipes you’re tears away with his thumb.

“Im sure this ball will let you realize how beautiful you are. And if that doesn’t work…I guess ill just have to break that mirror into millions of pieces and let you use me as a mirror.”

“Now how in the world would that work-“

“The point is, you’re more than smart enough and beautiful enough to go dancing around in that ball full of executives, you’re more than enough to be practically a celebrity in mondstat, And when you’re slow dancing with me, I promise you we’re gonna look 10 times sexier-“

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