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dear writers who are slower/take more time with their writing or writers who are on hiatus or writers who are trying to find their voice again, i see you and i love you and you are valid
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inconsistent kennys
#godbless my soul he has never left my brain#like a damn parasite#some r old drawings#actually all of em i did before lol i just never shared them to the world#one thing that never disappeared is that pattern on his bangs#anime boy kenny what the hell#anyways just an art dump tehee#south park#south park fanart#kenny mccormick#sp kenny#sp fanart#milo art:3
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Think i've got too many character's in this story?
#my art#OCs#cork board#THE web#Keeping Crows#This is actually only the story relevant characters#this also doesn't include any of the 'spin off' or 'prequel' or 'sequel' characters#cause Maddie and Jet- Grey's parents- arn't on here. neither are Davis and Noxis#who would be connected to crow#But also Sterling- Duri's brother- isn't on here either cause he doesn't really show up in the story#so him and Griff arnt- tho Griff is in Klassroom Keepers#Also none of the 'next gen' kids- like Rusty or Cub w Zarah and Chime#but yah know... dont worry about all that.#Info dumping about the blorbos in my brain- i could talk for hours.#not sure about The Bramble being cannon or if they're even in the story. but i had the space i added em
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hii i need buckbucky or curtbucky or curtgalejohn art ideas and i'm blanking but i need something to work on tmrw afternoon </3
#shippy or not shippy idm#just dump em in my inbox or replies if u have any!#no promises i will get to them but i just need to get the brain juices flowing LOL#buckbucky#curtbucky#curtgalejohn#curtbuckbucky#johnslittlespoon yaps
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Adir:
Vabbian Royalty -> Priestess of Dwayna -> Village Protector -> Undead Warrior -> Asleep -> Wanderer
Finally finished drawing & Coloring my vampire cowboy. This fella has drummed up so much lore in my brain which I can't wait to share!
Bonus: his 'nude' reference with the various scars he's gotten (He is wearing underwear but boobies are out)
#gw2#my art#Adir#I'm still not fully convinced on his outfit colors but#that's just because pallets hard for me#No weapons yet bc I didn't want to figure out what his gun or scythe look like/draw em right now#god that stupid underwear I put him in looks so dumb#I drew it so fast#mostly because I was wanting to no longer be jumpscared by his pussy#anyways I got sooo much lore cooked up in my brain for him#but I don't really feel like dumping it all on this post so maybe I'll just make a separate lore dump one? Idk#there's still blanks but I got the gist of it
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go soft under touch
#crebsketch#ocs#andrea#kurt#dumping here for archival purposes again#ibis paint and a lot of determination is one hell of a tool#they are. im just being self indulgent. last week was ROUGH lmao but we get thru it i drew em as a reward#and then. my brain goes. and what if we colored it#i like the lines a lot?? from my sketch?? experimenting with paper scans is fun#it gives it. nice texture c: i like it#gestures vaguely to ocs. they have something goin on that is beyond me
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i have so so many lovely lovely followers here - every now and then i scroll through old posts and look through tags people leave and just,,,,, you guys are so so so sweet. I'm so lucky to have such a nice little community and gosh !! I'm so excited to show you all what I've been working on!
But just :') thank u for following me. I'm sorry I've been lacking in content right now - there's so much going on in my head at the minute its hard to get art out consistently - but knowing that I get to share what I do make with u guys makes me very happy :)
#but theres a handful of names that come up ALL the time saying nice stuff and hajkwjh guys i love u#and i know i know im saying it all the time but#NEW ART !!#basically ive been grinding to get prints done for patreon#so now i have like 5 or 6 still pieces done#which are good for prints but !! i gotta animate em before dumping them here !#o hopefully i can take a few days to sit and JUST animate then I'll have stuff ready to post#what else what else#oh a new sword !! a fun one!#some amphibia fan art (oooo aaaaa)#and a WHOLE bunch of sprout stuff !!!#that last one will mostly be for patrons ofc - i dont wanna give too much of the game away#but ill def be sharing some of my fave concept pieces#as well as a few animations that will hopefully make it in game !#but yes !!!! stuff is coming#just my brain has been feeling so overwhelmed as of late#but again#love u guys#so much#u rock !! <3#if ur reading this i hope u have a lovely day <3 <3
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mentally ILL?? more like mentally LLIving my best life😎😎😎😎
#it’s LLIt out here!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -me taking my meds again after being off them against my psychiatrist’s wishes#my friend gave me a berry immune drink packet mix it tastes like how those flintstone vitamins tasted from childhood#i’m trying not to let that thought enter my brain tho bc it makes me wanna puke but like i wanna drink the drink i think sooo…..#idk y i keep forcing myself to eat n drink stinky not good tasting things#it’s bc i have like no food lol or like no food i wanna eat smh but i am such a snacker#how am i a snacker w no snacks……MAKE IT MAKE SENSE🙄#anyways idk why i’m talking abt this#i just realized i haven’t taken my meds yet today hmmm i woke up at 4:30am so i was trying to like wait until the actual day started#i’m gonna take them w that nasty gross drink beverage mmmm 😋#shut up cianna#edit: just tried drinking the drink i can’t do it it’s literally like someone took those flintstone vitamins crushed em up into a powder#then said directions add water and i’m pissed bc i just wasted some#britta filter water on that nasty packet#oh well i’m dumping it out idc i would literally rather drink regular water than that dusty chalk fake berry shit ugh
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aaaaaand the last painting request for @insult2injuree thank u for the request & hope u like it!!
I will post all of these together in just a bit
#that concludes tht folks! this was fun i will probably do more at a later date they fill lectures quite nicely lmfaooo#Im gonna dump em all into a singular post too because brain chemical go brrrr when engagement#rammstein
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I opened up the app to say that it is now technically my birthday just to see someone's untagged ideation posting
Can't get this social media experience anywhere else folks
#lynx thinks#hellsite#not affectionate#no tw or cw nothing just straight up ideation on my dash with no warning#cw suicide mention#indirectly but better safe than sorry#like geez get a secret side blog for brain dump posting where you dont have to worry about tagging anything like the rrst of us#blocked em tho so problem solved#anyway. happy birthday to me!#cw suicide#cw suicidal ideation#juuuust in case#the last thing i wanna do is subject someone to an experience even vaguely similar to the one i just had
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Steve Harrington Matilda AU??
#Em speaks#I’m brain dumping onto tumblr#but like. I choose to believe Steve is SO smart but has no common sense#also the whole absent parents thing#man idk maybe this has no validity to it but here is a thought for the void
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I'm having omegaverse brain rot....
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I swear this is a jumpscare every time
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I used to be very surprised when my brother would come back home from hostel and would have these random scratches and dents. And if you'd ask him how he got hurt, he'd just be like, 'eh, idk, must have hit something.'
And I would just be like, how? How do you randomly keep hitting yourself? And how does keep happening so frequently?
Been a month and a half since I started living by myself... And all I can say is, I got scratches but I did not get my answers.
And no, for the most part it doesn't pain. Probably cause plenty of other things do.
9:40 pm 18.07.23
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"What. The. Fuck."
Over years of living in a trailer park, Eddie has seen his fair share of weird shit. But this right here? This surpasses everything.
Wayne is sitting on the couch in the living room, with an actual baby in his lap and a completely deadpan expression on his face like this is something that happens every day.
"Hey, Ed. Meet Sasha Munson."
"Sasha Munson?" Eddie repeats, hoping that saying the name out loud will make this whole thing less surreal. It doesn't, so he automatically switches right into disbelieving panic mode instead. "Sasha Munson?! What the fuck? She isn't mine, I promise, it's literally impossible, someone must've - Wait, hold on - Is she yours? Aren't you like fifty years too old to knock someone up? What the fuck did you do? Who's the mother? What were you thinking, man, we can't take care of a -"
"Eddie, sit down."
"No, I'm not sitting down, this is ridiculous, what the fucking fuck, we can't -"
"She ain't mine and she ain't yours."
"What the-" It takes a few seconds before Wayne's words sink in. Then, Eddie freezes mid-sentence, giving his brain a second or two to catch up to what Wayne just said.
"Wait, what?" he asks.
He gives the sleeping baby a distrustful look. It's small - too small to be a human, if you asks Eddie. It scares him a little bit.
"Then whose is she?"
"I told ya to sit down, Ed."
And Wayne's voice is so strict and serious that Eddie can only obey.
"Your dad was here earlier."
Those few words are enough to tell Eddie exactly what happened. He immediately feels sick to his stomach. He wants to cover his ears, or walk out of the trailer and never come back. But instead, he keeps sitting, frozen in his chair, and listens to what Wayne tells him.
"Sasha is his daughter. He had this girlfriend, Melody, 'bout a year ago. She's much younger than him, is all I know 'bout her. I think they were kinda serious at the time. But Clyde went and messed it up, of course. Cheated on her. She dumped him. Then showed up again a few weeks later all sobered up and told him she was pregnant. Far as I know, things went okay for a while after that. But she caved right after she gave birth. It took a toll on her, Clyde said. So she needed the drugs again. He left her; he didn't see a way to help her and he was worried 'bout Sasha's safety. So he took Sasha with him and brought her to me. Said he couldn't take care of a baby and that was that."
It is a story eerily similar to what Wayne told Eddie about his own early years, whenever he'd ask him questions about his parents.
Eddie looks at the tiny human in Wayne's arms. Her eyes are closed and her mouth is just slightly agape. She's wrapped in a blanket that has a soft shade of pink, with tiny elephants printed across it.
"He never learns, does he?" Eddie remarks with a sigh.
"He doesn't," Wayne affirms in a soft voice, shaking his head. "But you know what, if these are the consequences of his actions..." He first looks up at Eddie, then down at the baby in his lap again. "I can't even be too mad at him for it."
"Jesus Christ, what a mess."
"Don't think too badly of him, Ed," Wayne says. "He wanted to help them. Both of 'em. But he didn't know how. He did what he thought was gonna be best for Sasha. Just like he did with you. He ain't evil. Just a coward who makes bad decisions."
Eddie swallows thickly.
"We'll make it work," Wayne says with certainty in his voice. "It'll be tight, but we'll survive. We did it before, we can do it again."
Eddie nods.
"You wanna hold her?"
He shifts uneasily. She seems so fragile. He doesn't know a single thing about babies; he is his father's son, after all, not Wayne's, no matter how much he wishes he were.
"C'mon, Ed, she's your sister."
It's only now that Eddie notices how well it fits, Wayne with a baby in his arms. Like he was made to be a father. Like Sasha belongs there. There aren't any pictures of Eddie as a baby, as far as he knows, but he imagines it must've looked somewhat like this scene: the exact same couch, a different blanket, and a younger version of Wayne. One with less wrinkles and more hair; less worn-out by the sorrows Eddie has given him over the years. It's simple for Wayne, in a way it isn't for Eddie's father, and in a way that Eddie fears it won't be for him. To hold her gently and let her sleep to the rhythm of his heartbeat. To sit with her quietly and do nothing else. To give love and patience without expecting anything in return.
Eddie rises from his chair and sits down next to Wayne on the couch. He utters a shaky breath, trying not to show his nerves, and wipes his sweaty hands over his jeans before holding out his arms.
“Just like that,” says Wayne softly while he places Sasha in Eddie's arms.
She's warm and has that specific newborn baby scent clinging around her. She's heavier than Eddie expected. She stirs a little bit and makes a tiny sound, but then she continues her peaceful sleep. He studies her: her closed eyes, her tiny nose, the way her head rolls around helplessly if he doesn't support her steadily enough; the hand that's hanging out of the blanket, with minuscule but fully developed fingers that grab around nothing. He listens to the steady sound of her breathing and imagines the tiny lungs inside her body working on pure instinct to keep her alive. His sister.
He looks up and finds Wayne staring at the two of them with tears in his eyes. He only catches Eddie's gaze for a fraction of a second, then he looks away, to the window on his right side.
“You're wrong, you know,” Eddie says.
Wayne turns his head back to him.
“Bout what?”
“She isn't his. Neither am I.” He looks up from the girl in his hands to meet Wayne's eyes. “We're both yours. He didn't do jackshit for us, just dropped us here with you and ran away. You're the one who raised me, Uncle Wayne, and that makes me yours way more than his. And Sasha? We're both gonna be here for her, every step of the way. We're gonna change her diapers and feed her milk - I don't really know anything else about babies, but we're gonna do all of that, together. We're gonna see her grow up and become a person. She's ours.”
Wayne produces a noise that sounds somewhat like a choked-off sob. He puts an arm around Eddie and drags him closer towards him. He doesn't say anything, but Eddie didn't expect him to. He understands.
#wayne munson was in dire need of an accidental baby acquisition trope okay#i said so#i know we all love steve accidentally becoming a parent to a baby half sibling but#consider this please#don't mind me rambling about stranger things#eddie munson#wayne munson#stranger things#fruity ficlet
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