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17. Nostalgic Freeflow

1:15 AM

And just like that.. another year has gone and it's time for my annual updates to the blog. This blog -- as cringey and cheesy as the posts are .. is so invaluable to me. Sitting here, on my (new!) couch, illuminated by christmas decorations and listening to the Bahamas croon in the background, rereading my posts from last year .. transport me back.

And what a bittersweet trip down memory lane that is.

It's so shocking to reread those posts. DRZ said he 'wants us to be in each other's lives for our entire lives'? A bich does NOT remember that...

Now... after nearly an entire year... it makes me think of him. And think not negative thoughts! Think about how our break up must have affected him. Think about whether or not he really meant those words. Think about whether or not what we had was really something special. Think about what he really thought about me .. and his perspective overall.

I know the rhetoric on this blog has always been that he's wronged me and he ain't shit -- and don't get me wrong, I do think he took some advantage of my good nature. But now.. nearly a year after the fallout ... I recognize that he never lied to me, never misled me. I simply settled for less than any person should accept and did not take his actions for what they were.

However, I refuse to feel badly about that. I read back through this blog -- all the way back to the Shanghai times... the Senior Diaz times... the Spencer/MS/SL/various other prospects times... the DRZ journey... and think about how each time, I leveled up.

I didn't know! Back in Shanghai, I didn't know what a proper date was. During Senior Diaz, I didn't know what dating looked like. During the prospects, I didn't know what I was looking for in a partner. During the DRZ times, I didn't know what was necessary for me in a relationship... and that's all led me to where i am. Every step has been hard earned knowledge.

And I am definitely not saying that I've figured it all out now.

There's simply too much to update on.

I said it in a previous blog post last year -- situationships simply prepare you for your relationship. And in so many ways, BL is a direct contrast to DRZ.

He's overly communicative of his feelings for me (which is a problem of it's own because it causes me to believe him less... or at least get used to hearing it), he's overly committed, he's willing to do anything that I request (kinda... I'm working on my boundaries).

It's really a mind f*ck to read my previous posts and compare where I'm at now vs where I was at this time last year. It's wild to me that one small tiny year could make such a huge difference.

And... I am happy. I have my reservations and I'm recognizing how my dating journey/situationship/general insecurities are affecting me and my relationship (wow that's crazy)... but he does make me happy .. and I'm happy!

I want to fully submerge myself -- I want to fall so deeply in love, I want to jump into the ocean, I want to let it just envelope me with zero apprehension.

But I can't.

I feel myself holding myself back -- I feel myself holding onto self doubt and insecurities.

Sure, maybe partially it's us and our communication and our struggles of 'medium' distance and transportation and etc.

But really, I think it's me. I think it's my indecision about whether or not I want this to be IT and for this to be my PERSON. I think it's my insecurities of never being loved before. I think it's my people-pleaser tendencies rearing their ugly head again -- which is really just a nice way to say that I don't want to give people a reason to leave me.

Not to be an overly optimistic b*tch but .. he is actually somewhat helping with the laundry list of items that I have discovered are right under the surface.

I know he loves me. I know he's ready for the commitment. I know he'll do what it takes. I know he wants this.

And that lends the ability to have disagreements. To know that every disagreement isn't going to be the end of our relationship. To know that our tenuous tie.. really isn't all that tenuous. As long as we both agree it to be so.

I think that's really the core of it.

I'm so afraid of people leaving me that disagreements and tiffs lead to me just brushing it under the rug and that leads to me feeling like my voice isn't being heard or that I'm being a doormat. And then that leads to fights down the line because I don't want my voice not to be heard.

And really, that fear is really from the countless (lol) men I've cycled through re: dating and the way .. DRZ was such a integral part of my life .. to the way he simply wasn't one day. It's still hard for me to wrap my head around.

I suppose that's the way it goes though.

I don't really have a point tonight.

I'm just reminiscing.

It's been a crazy year.

It's been a crazy 29 years.

I'm now just sitting here.. thinking about if I'm happy.

And really, I don't even want to think about it.

I want to just let myself fall freely in.

For all of my late night pondering and heavily discussed "moves".. it's not like it's protected me from heartache before, right?

No way out but through...

1:50 AM

P.S.: I just need to note this here.. that body dysmorphia is CRAZY!! There have been so many times this year (or recently?) where I've been hit on or had mutuals ask about my availability ... even when I was feeling like shit about my body! PP (@ a Slalom HH lol), the two unmentionables (lol) from FH+SP's wedding, technically DRZ... wow the brain really is so crazy... it simply won't let me see the facts...

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