something thats been in my head for a long time abt vulnerability and comfort and echoes of the past

my neurons are snapping like cat gut strings

im kind of a mom against weed i dont think its good for your mental health i think thats a big cope. getting so high you're dissociating through and emotionally numbing yourself isn't treating your mental illness, its abusing drugs. nobody says this about alcohol curing their depression even though it's used in the same way to cope and has (overall ) the same negative effects

oooh my god why would they do that. they could have just. not posted shirtless stories. thank you for answering my question i will be thinking about this.

great question. they love riling us up. always have.

thank you and curse you anon for revealing my trash history 😔 all a girl has is her fake reputation on dnp tumblr. there is absolutely no way you could ever guess this information has been seared into my brain (<- says the girl who's reputation is spouting off specific and detailed moments from their past and waxing poetic about it in her own posts and the tags of others')

Ignore all problems, post mango

oooh, i need to knit four (4) rows of this shawl every day until the end of the month to finish by the recipient's birthday. which isn't, like. bad. but it ALSO doesn't take into consideration that, a.) the early rows will be much quicker than the later rows, b.) i've got three (3) lil non-negotiable deadlines to hit by or before then, too, or c.) i've been backburnering the knitting and doing like. MAYBE. two rows a day so far.

really hard not to doomscroll on transphobia when its like headline news every day

whisper probably shouldve renamed hys psds before posting tbh

really wanna talk to him rn but its eben scaring me wanting that. im just angry rn lol

do you think once a new popular social media crops up we'll forget about tiktok and redirect all our hate towards it instead

friend: whiplash is too unrealistic no way is music school that abusive

me, having stress flashbacks the entire runtime: i once did a gig w/ my college jazz band while i had whooping cough (post viral shed, when it was safe to be around people) bc there are no understudies, i could barely walk and blacked out multiple times, and i felt SO COOl and SO TOUGH for pulling it off because this kind of suicidal pursuit of mastery is rewarded. i fucked up my hands more times than i can count w/ burst blisters after a 6 hour practice only to come into the weekly lesson and get praised for my dedication by my hardass professor who was more likely to yell at me than encourage me. and its not like you get a break to heal after that because you have 5 performances of opera pit this weekend and again there are no fucking understudies, so you bind up the blisters in liquid bandage and play through the pain; this is the bare minimum. there are plenty of teachers who expect you to shred yourself for your craft as a baseline; if they see you buckle, it's a reflection of your weakness, not their methods. and even though i no longer work as a musician i still cant stop applying this mindset to anything else i do, because i was raised in this world and it doesn't feel like im being serious about something unless im destroying myself in the pursuit

911twt is so funny I just saw someone post "kristen not writing a single ep of s6 but still being my worst nightmare" babe you're admitting to having beef with her when she hasn't done anything what do you think that SAYS

saw you in the scarian server on day one are your writing was so so good

AWWW ANON THANK YOU!!!! Thats so sweet omg❤️❤️❤️❤️

opinions that matter to me and me only Im So Fucking Miffed the common cut of the pork soda animationmeme used the clip of just the chorus when the BREAKDOWN is RIGHT THERE............

Anne for blorbo bingo

shes everything to me.

tumblr force converting my pngs to jpgs isnt something that usually happens to me nor is it something ive ever thought about bc that seems like an insane thing for a website to do without any kind of indication? i assume its bc of the file size which. its 4mb. really? really.

sometimes it shows up properly and sometimes it doesnt. if you notice i keep editing that last post its bc tumblr is being Fucking Obtuse. the closest thing to a solution i found was a tumblr post from 2016, so image posting has been fucked since i first joined the site apparently.