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mysticdreamcafe · 1 month

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Finding my MoJo with some mystic help

I'm going to put this out there...I'm an intuitive empath that loves her crystals and tarot cards. Pendant's, and rune stones.

So after my rows with nature, stress, family, Dr's, and all around ill health (I don't have many Immunoglobulin G's which I call goblin G troup). Thanks to Goblin Gs going AWOL I have been on antibiotics since July of 2023. 2 weeks on these massive combo pills and a week or two off, repeat either till I am antibiotic resistant or I can get the shots to force goblin G troups to join me and fight. Lets not forget inhalers, nasal sprays, pills both herbal and pharma. medications.

I am going to fight with everything I have through 2024 and if there isn't a significant improvement in at least one area I will stop any traditional medical practices I can and try for a more holistic approach.

Especially, after a bout with COVID-19 that took over 6mo to recover from I have learned to deal with energy syphons. You know, the people who make interaction challenging and tedious. I've always been able to gage a room and the people in it but never trusted my instincts. That has changed, I know am trying to trust my first impressions and inner voice now.

I said I'd mention Johhny Depp in this post so here it goes. It's nothing exciting but more annoying from my point of view.

During my "I quit and will just wait to die" moments during the end of 2023 I saw what my giving up was doing to my mother and daughter. That's when I decided to get through the holidays and then make some changes. So my fingers started typing in preparation things like... nutrition, keto, raw diet, balanced, yoga, brain eating itself, replacing white matter, and so on. Each time I searched a topic Johnny Depp showed up in a clip. There'd be a dog, guitar, baby, rants on his divorce, with his son, etc. His clips had nothing to do with what I was researching.

Let me refresh you...I DON'T CARE ABOUT FAMOUS PEOPLE SO i DON'T RESEARCH THEM. Though stuff does pop up occasionally it's not about one celeb over and over. During this time I had looked up why people couldn't leave Keanu Reeves and his girlfriend alone. My daughter brought it to my attention so I searched.

According to computer science if you search a topic either via typing it on a keyboard or verbally asking an AI like Alexa about it. Once you've selected the topic: famous name, raised garden beds, new roofs, dog characteristics, etc. the search engine (bing, google, etc) will flood you with ads regarding these specific topics.

Mr. Reeves plays bass in a band so why was Depp the one showing up?

After a few weeks of Johnny Depp ads annoying the crap out of me I went to bed irritated and with a killer migraine. That is until I remembered...things usually happen for a reason. What is the reason? So I asked Alexa...what instrument he plays, his band name, other members, play some of their songs.

I'll be honest and say the first song didn't resonate with me. I continued for a few more songs and one was an Alice Cooper remix. This brought nostalgia and emotion that I've missed since I stopped listening to music regularly. Migraines and music or any noise don't get along so I opted for quiet.

I asked for Alexa to switch to 80s rock and something clicked.

I've started this blog and not sure how often I'll post since I quit Social medias for the most part...esp FB, to limit screen times. I'm looking into a free course on coding through Stratford U. I have a BA in computers but it's been ages since I've written code or done anything with computers themselves due to illness.

Remember I am writing most things, except this blog, long hand.

Oh I want to say in case one of Johnny's people see this post that I wrote to him to thank him for reminding me about my love of music. I stopped listening again during a rough patch and he started popping up again! I grabbed my headphones and started listening to some Mozart. A day later the pop ups were back to normal.

I received a mass produced photo of him, I don't think he signed it and it was simply printed with photo but the gesture is nice. If one of his people read this tell him that even though we've never met I thank him for helping me out of a dark time via reminding me of my love of music and to keep spreading his energy.

When I wrote Johnny I didn't ask for anything but I just wanted him to know he'd made a difference in some ordinary persons life without even realizing it.

The writing of letters long hand, in cursive, has helped and if anyone wants to pen pal please let me know and I'll set up a PO Box. Assholes need not apply!

Time for a reading and meditation.

May you be grounded and good energy surround you

MV

#health #writing #Johhny Depp #self awareness #self forgiveness #deciding your own future #Humor #self peace

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reality-detective · 27 days

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— Military Insider —

They panicked when they saw the future — Project Lööking Glass 🤔

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piningprecussionist · 1 month

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Soooo for the future AU with married Kim and Ramona, who do you think would take whose last name?? Or would they double barrel them?? Or not mess with their last names at all? Was literally lying awake thinking about this last night it means far too much to me

Oh man... much to consider...

Obviously, the funny/correct (/j) answer is they end up hyphenating it as Pine-Flowers.

But honestly like.. either of them taking the others name is also so cute? Kim Flowers, Ramona Pine.... they make me very 💞💞💞

(Flowers-Pine is also a fine order for the hyphenated take, and arguably more funny since Pine-Flowers is right there, but I think Pine-Flowers has better flow, ya know?)

Of course, this is taking at as a "legitimately married" au as I have taken you to posit here,, whenever I think about their future selves, personally, I've been thinking about it like "yeah Ramona's still married to Scott actually. This changes nothing for me" ahfduksfjdh

#like i see them still giving eachother rings and maybe calling eachother by their own respective last names while they go about whatever it+#+is they're doing...#they cant file formally since ramona isn't divorced but it only gnaws at Kim sometimes because it's Scott Fucking Pilgrim- Ramona otherwise+#+gives no indication that Kim has anything to worry about. and she doesn't! imo anyway #(idk so far as im concerned until bryan tells us what Future Kim is up to i am considering them Canon your honor shjfshjdhf and thats how +#+that works out in my mind considering canon statements made)#((plus is explains to me why even older scott would drag kim there for the final showdown...))#spto #kim pine #ramona flowers #ship stuff #kimona #pineflowers #ramkim #kimram #kim x ramona #ramona x kim #thats all im doing maybe. we'll see if i decide to add more/longer ones #ooc #txt #cassmouse #tysvm for the ask! <3 i also lay awake thinking abt them... they are everything to me....#((also i generally need to be thinking abt future kim for a Thing. sans pineflowers Tragically but For A Thinggg....))#asks #(forgot that. whoops.)

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revenantghost · 8 months

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To all the first-time readers of Trimax volume 10 who saw this/will see this and think, "I dun wanna ):<" Well... mood!

My first time through, I was so close to just dropping it after this point. But luckily I pushed through and used the forward momentum to keep reading because there are so many good moments to keep reading for. What will happen to Vash? What will happen to Knives? Will we get to know Livio/Razlo more? What about the rest of Team the Stampede, what happens to them? What are they even up to right now??? Not to mention, there are still a couple of other major characters to meet! Volume ten, for me, was by far the roughest to read out of any volume. It hurts so much to absorb, and as someone who loved Wolfwood deeply, just like any grief, it's hard to see the point in moving forward.

But I promise there is so much more to come, and it's worth it, or else I wouldn't have started @trigunbookclub

#Trigun #TrigunBookclub #Legitimately: if anyone needs future spoilers to take heart #And to keep going #(Or decide if you need to stop for your own needs)#Just send an ask #I know sometimes a spoiler or two is necessary for mental health reasons #So don't hesitate to hit me up #Also #I love having the freedom to just tag my own blog without having to worry if it's too much or I'm annoying the blog owner #IT'S JUST ME #I GET TO ANNOY ME AS MUCH AS I WANT #(FYI that I don't mind getting tagged in general; I do miss things sometimes but I love it when I see it)

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july-19th-club · 8 months

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nooooo not your first two reasons for staying in the city you are legally trapped in instead of absconding forever with billions of dollars worth of stolen art being the married couple who have slowly but surely absorbed you into their relationship and welcomed you into their life. a guy who has never had a place he wasn't obligated to leave feeling at first trapped by his circumstances but then coming to enjoy the idea of a permanent home and unwilling to be pressured away from it . surely no further events will transpire that might cause him to lose faith in this ideal and, feeling it necessary, strike out once again into the lonely world as a traveling thief with no port of call and no living name

#ive read the wiki!!!!! im not cool right now im not cool at all #can we PLEASE get this guy some stability and a chance at a future untethered to either institutions or sudden flight . can we please #white collar #dont let all the fun capers fool you this show is in many ways actually sort of a tragedy #people can change but the world and society might not. and in the end even though you would LIKE to have others. and they would like #to have you. the only thing you can fully expect to have at all times is yourself #therefore it is imperative that you get comfortable with your own company: someday it may be all you have left #home safety and family are wonderful things. sometimes they have chains on.#the freedom to go where you wish and do what you want without any strings at all is also a wonderful thing. sometimes it has no parachute #whats that thing jones says in as you were about all choices being sacrifice?#and neal's like whoa whoa slow down WHY. why CANT we have it all #and it's like well because any time you make a choice. ANY time. you must set aside one thing you want. for another thing you want more #every time you choose you have to decide which thing is the one you want more. oftentimes you will choose wrong #but not realize it until it is too late to take the choice back #this will continue as long as you live #good luck

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thetravelingymleader · 7 months

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Indecisive

So, I was thinking of doing one of two events happening around Alola, this year for halloween (and probably asking a certain someone if they wanna go with me), but I can't decide which would be more fun for the two of us:

#poll start #nox posts #pkmn irl #pkmn rp #//these are NOT official irl events #//These are made up for a closed future rp #//I just can't decide the setting #//Yes it's a 'date' for Guzma and Nox lol #//You can use these ideas for your own RPs though go nuts~

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social-cocoon · 7 months

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People will really say ascended Astarion isn't abusive with their whole chest huh

#You tell him you want to be a true vampire and he only ever says he'll do it later despite there being no good reason not to do it now #He keeps you as a spawn even though HE HAS STRAIGHT UP SAID that spawn are less than slaves #He breaks up with you if you don't want to be a spawn. Repeat. He breaks up with you if he cannot own and control you #If you refuse the bite he'll later say he should have turned you anyway to teach you a lesson #He's pretty aggressive if you break up with him pre-endgame. Compare this to spawn Astarion who is hurt but respects your decision #If you try to break up with him in the endgame he laughs and calls you stupid and says that your future is his to decide #He doesn't even say a genuine 'I love you'. He says 'I love you. Isn't that what you've been wanting to hear?'#If Karlach is the PC he will try to turn her and when that doesn't work he'll blame her and call her broken #Like. Headcanon away. Write fix-it fics. Whatever #But ascended Astarion as he is in the game is not a good person and not a good partner #Also interesting to note wrt the pre-endgame breakup #Unless you're Durge or eat the astral tadpole you can't back out of breaking up with spawn Astarion once it's started #But you can back out of breaking up with ascended Astarion

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catboyfurina · 3 months

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One of the really irritating things about that 'oh QPR is just friendship, clearly you've never had friends, lmao loser' discourse is that (and there are many irritating things this is just one of them) even in QPRs that ARE just friendships with a new fancy label.... like...? There are many kinds of friendship that people just have because it's easier than not. And there are friendships that you think are going to be incredibly lasting, but then they date someone new and suddenly you're no longer a priority. The QPR label lets people attach an intentionality and priority to their friendship that really is not guaranteed..... like also not every QPR is this way etc etc but even when it is Just Friendship T M its still like entirely reasonable to want to use that label to signify that it isn't casual

#beeep #like this isnt to say casual friendships are BAD but for alloros its kinda like. there is a typical way to denote a relationship #is intended to be very lasting and very stable and it has its own special word and its normal to look for it etc etc and #like why are u begrudging aros the same thing. just cus they dont wanna kiss??? ridiculous #<-guy who was having Emotions about how boyfriend is a really nice label cus it lets me know its On Purpose and not just Convenient #but like yeah. idk if im arospec or not im kinda giving up on the having a solid orientation thing cus thats hard but... the knowledge that #your loved ones will move on and find someone they love the most and then in the future youre nobodys priority and u cant blame them but it #hurts. well thats really scary. like constant unrequited love but nobody understands because the unrequited love is friendship and they lov #you like a friend ! except they don't realize how different the intensities are anyway. this was a fear of mine when i was id'ing as aro an #it isnt an unreasonable one i think. also may have been somewhat sponsored by being the Convenient Friend and not ever a Best Friend but #yeah. in conclusion. even if a qpr is just another name for a friendship there is a REASON they want to use that term for it and its not #just lmao shitty losers. its because the world is really hard to navigate alone and people want to signify that commitment ! raaaaaaargh #anyway im probably not fully aro ive decided. like probably the cupio label is not correct like i previously thought. but i think that #people are ridiculously mean to aros and like. kinda treat them like they are stupid????? or childish??? anyway #turns out i may not be aro however i believe in their beliefs (i could elaborate more on that but i suspect im running out of tags)

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walmart-miku · 3 months

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I just had the most experience today.

So it's like 4 pm I'm at panera meeting up with friends and when I get to the booth there's this kid there talking to my friends so naturally I show up and I'm like

Me: who's the kid?

Everyone: that's Mr. President

Me: ok

Mr. President: Hello would you like to participate in a social experiment?

Me: yeah sure

Mr. President: *proceeds to have me take a quiz verbally it's very similar to uquizzes*

Mr. President: ok so according to your answers you are degenerative.

Me: ok? What's that mean?

Mr. President: *proceeds to accurately assess my entire personality and life*

Me: huh

Mr. President: *leaves to go eat dinner with his parents because we are in a panera bread*

Me: what the fuck just happened

Friend: I told you that's Mr. President. He shows up every Tuesday and Thursday and asks people questions.

#you guys dont understand #this kid was absolutely amazing #meeting this kid gives me hope for the future #if he ever decides to become president i am so voting for him #mr. president would do numbers on tumblr #i dont even know what this guys name is #also degenerative apparently means that i am a leader and follower (correct)#not morally good or bad but a secret third thing where i stick to my own moral code (also correct)#and some other stuff that i dont remember but was definitely me #yknow if this is what working at panera gets me then sign me up #all my friends work there and ive applied and done an interview so now im just waiting for them to finish processing paperwork #also the questions were like “whats ur favorite shoe brand? whats your favorite color? are you part of the lgbtq community?”#idk guys i gotta meet this kid again #other results were positive (follower) and negative (leader)#iris rambles #iris lore #personal post

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eorzeashan · 6 months

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Eight is more than just a sword. He's a test of conviction for all those who want to change the world. He sees if you are worthy of sacrifice and change. He asks if you are willing to trade lives for the sake of ideals, and how far you are willing to go for them. He measures your life and your death, the strength of your beliefs against your belief in them; a proverbial sword in the stone. "A woman once taught me that the most important mission I would have... would be testing the hearts of others. If you cannot abide by the world you wish to create, I will stand against you.

If your ideals can stand against the world, there is nothing my sword will not cut for you."

In essence, he does this by offering himself as the first tool to be used for another's ideals. If those ideals turn out to be flawed and weak, the battles he fights under such a banner will make it evident. Yet it is not his place to judge; only to measure the strength of a person's character, the test of the steel in their soul.

#swtor #ooc #he's a bit of a kingmaker from being taught to test all future revolutions #this is also why he's an executioner. rather than having personal biases himself he can only decide the worthiness of their character #because all ideals and men are equal in death.#it's funny that he's so aloof and blunt when he's not doing his duty #but the minute he's serious he's *very* eloquent #eight 78% of the time: •_• no i wont work today. im making a sandwich #eight when it's time to call someone's ideals into question: do you have the strength to keep those beliefs when they are bloodied #or will you die like a dog unable to stand your own weakness #theron: wtf you never talked this much before-#eight; you are dodging the question. will you save others knowing that is not their wish or is your moral self aggrandizing more important #theron: HELLO???

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lycan-trophy-wife · 1 year

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what is the difference btwn landscape architecture and architecture? =D

So architects design buildings and landscape architects design basically anything outside of those buildings. Public parks & squares, private gardens, Parking spaces, sidewalks and much more.

Landezine is a website where you can find a lot of notable projects & get an idea for what landscape architects plan. Looking in the 'projects' section on there will usually show you a pretty diverse range of projects from different studios.

In university we do have classes together with architecture students, tough that's mostly for basic design & drawing stuff. Most of my classes are specific to outside areas, like 'plant planning' (which plants work for certain areas and how can I include them in those areas?) or 'garden monument care' (researching a historic outdoor space/park/garden by taking stock of what is there right now and finding sources on its history, then evaluating the current state in regards to the original plans / historic layers, and then deciding what needs to be done to honor the history but also make it suitable for the current conditions and use)

#landscape architecture #The planning for certain places is usually decided through competitions #Where multiple studios will create their own design for the space and then present that through drawn plans. Digital or physical models.#And sketches / collages / photoshopped images #Buuut im not even sure I want to work for a studio like that in the future. It's supposedly very crunch-y/overtime heavy when it comes to #Competition deadlines #And theres plenty of other areas you can go in #Like im still in my bachelor program so ofc there's a bit of everything in there #But with the landscape architecture master you can pick your classes to focus on certain topics or even do a different masters program #Depends on what the universities have to offer. I've seen something along the lines of #'city planning in historic city districts'#As an example #Yah that's preddy much the basics #From someone who didn't know landscape architects even existed until they saw it #On a list of a universitys available bachelor programs

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stairset · 9 months

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I decided I'm taking the L and applying for the car part assembly place that my former neighbor works at cause A) she can vouch for me which increases my chances of actually getting it, B) all the places I actually wanted to work at either aren't hiring or never got back to me but this place is always hiring, and C) it's full-time and pays $17.75 an hour and I've looked at the rent prices for nearby apartments and calculated that with that pay I should be able to move out in about a year give or take so even though I won't enjoy it it'll be worth it in the long run.

#i also decided recently that freelance graphic artist is the career path i wanna take #so while i'm working there i'm gonna look for a good online graphic design course i can take #and then maybe while i'm at it i'll finally learn how to do digital art #and then i can actually start using my deviantart account and take commissions #y'know to make some extra money on the side #and then eventually when i get all that off the ground i can find an apartment over in kansas city and move there cause blue springs sucks #this is like the first time in my life i've actually had a long-term game plan for the foreseeable future so hopefully it actually works ou #but yeah the evening shift at this car place is from 2 pm to 10 pm #so i'm gonna find one of those online courses where you can do everything at your own pace #so that way i can do that in the mornings and work in the afternoons #also i'd be able to keep a consistent gym schedule #cause i could go to the gym early in the morning #i prefer going to the gym like as soon as it opens cause that's when it's the least crowded #so yeah fingers crossed all this shit goes according to plan i guess #former neighbor gave me a number to call some lady but obviously i'll have to wait til monday for that #cause she definitely won't be there on the weekend #shut up tristan

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reality-detective · 12 days

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The Future 🤔

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jamiethebeeart · 1 year

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Apparently 15/? Spinaraki kisses

#shigaraki what are you doing #im kissing your papercut better obviously #shigaraki tomura #shuichi iguchi #spinner #spinaraki #spinneraki #mha spinner #bnha spinner #spinner and shigaraki mutual pining idiots #i was thinking about the princess diaries leg pop thing but then decided i was not up to full body and said fuck it #i know that kissing a boo boo better is probably not a part of japanese culture but leave me alone #you think they wouldve picked it up from a video game????#imagine having to google that because its not part of your society/cultures hivemind #i AM rambling in my own tags fucking sue me or whatever.... anyways this probably the last one. it was a good run #i feel like i could do a quick google search to find out the info but speculation is fun and in this case its so relatively minor #im keeping these tags 😤 future me dont delete them you coward

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saevus-brutalis · 2 years

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Vincent quality lore part 3/??

#oh youre eating good TONIGHT #yes he listens to podcasts and YES he went on one as a guest #its some undeground gossip/standup/general talk abt shit happening in the NC show; lots of listeners but not really mainstream #not on the radio or anything; gotta dig a little to find it but its v popular amongst certain groups #and for like their 500th episode as a special they decided to reach out to some of the underground legends/pop culture figures/merc wtvr #and invite them onto the show; they invite V (Vincent) kinda as a joke; not really expecting him to agree but jokes one them coz he did #since he listens to their show #on top ot that that during that 500th special they all would smoke blunts and just have fun; make it really chill and funny ep #also in the future once he retires; moves out to montana he starts his own podcast basically talking abt everything and nothing #mostly abt his job and shit thats happening and his take on it #lore: vincent e. vahn #oc: vincent elijah vahn

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b-rainlet · 1 year

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When you wrote about Helaena being created for Aegon, I suddenly remembered this line in the actual book that had Alysanne (grandmother of Viserys and Daemon) say this: “Alyssa is for Baelon” when talking about the possible match between Alyssa and Aemon (not sure how familiar you are with the books but Aemon was the heir and Baelon the second son. Jahaerys and Alysanne wanted to wed the oldest daughter to Aemond while the second daughter Alyssa was promised to the second son but shit happened and the first daughter died, hence this conversation between the king and queen). Which means that Targaryens also believed that certain siblings were created for each other, complemented each other and were destined to wed. So yes, Alicent and Aegon thinking that Helaena is Aegon’s second half, literally created for him and him alone is not such a far fetched idea.

That's just incredible!

Tbh, I never thought my horny postings would be backed up by the actual text, that's really cool :D

(Also, I am pretty unfamiliar with all the books, whether it's the main series or Fire&Blood because I've read the first one - partly - years ago but! If I've read "Alyssa is for Baelon" with my own two eyes in the actual text, I would've probably lost my mind over that. Full on squealing, biting my fingers, vibrating in my chair).

Makes me wonder - there are probably so many Tagaryen ships I would be obsessed with if I would only know about them, I should further educate myself on that.

#This actually makes me vaquely think of Soulmate aus??#But...in a restricting way #Idk maybe I am just confusing arranged marriage vibes here BUT #Being bound to somebody - in a deeper way maybe through blood magic #and you CANNOT leave you CANNOT hurt or kill them #your future is decided for you and you can't get out of that but it runs so much deeper than it does within the show right now #Gaining a soulmate as a violent and bloody act #potentially a ritual you need to kill something for?? Lose something else you love for??#Soulmates as a weapon and a way of further controlling - mostly women - by making them complicit in their own destruction #I'm just <3 thinking <3 #ask tag

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