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pinkiealexie · 2 years

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𝐎𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐝 ♡ 𝘋𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘊𝘩𝘰𝘤𝘰 𝘊𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘦

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❥ WARNINGS: Neglection, angst, far from being fluffy, like a single crumb of fluff, abandonment, spoilers for Dark Mode, minor spoilers for episode 13 + 14, arguments, mentions of blood, Dark Choco chooses his pride over you lmao *SOBS VIOLENTLY*

[I literally thought of this during math class god help me]

♬𝐉𝐨𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐌𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐲♬

"𝙷𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎'𝚜 𝚊 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚗𝚍"

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Dark Choco loved you.

You loved him.

Though from another's perspective it seemed as if you were nothing more than a trophy to him, but you didn't know that as you were very naive during the relationship you had with the noble prince. Ah yes, during their youth there was a simple peasant whom he had fallen in love with, and you much like other people were all over him. The problem was that...he didn't know how to properly express his love for you.

Had he gotten that neglectful trait from his father? Perhaps.

The relationship you had established with each other wasn't good, nor was it the worst, but the cookies of his Kingdom said otherwise as in their eyes you were both viewed as the most perfect couple in all of Earthbread when in reality it wasn't all as well as they thought it was. No, it wasn't physically or mentally abusive, it just wasn't the happiest.

Dark Choco would make little to no room for you in his busy schedule as it was always full of tasks, quests, journeys, and other royal duties assigned by himself, or the king Dark Cacao, his father. You'd never bother to ask him to spend time, not after the last time you had tried to because instead of listening he just lectured you that you're not the only cookie in the world he has to worry about as they were other cookies that were in actual danger.

Understanding the first time you had left him alone as he was of course the son of not only an ancient, but also the prince of the strong and mighty Dark Cacao Kingdom, yet there was still a part of you that wanted to beg of him to at least spend a day, even just an hour with you but you brushed it aside like dust. You'll come off as selfish is what you always told yourself.

Sometimes Dark Choco would leave off to a journey without acknowledging you of his absence that would last for days, weeks, sometimes months only to leave you there to wait until his return much like a loyal puppy waiting for their owner to return.

When he did come back it'd always be late at night during that hours that you'd already be sleeping at so to apologize he'd hold your sleeping figure close to his body, whispering small apologies then promising that he'll next time push aside all of his duties just for you, but there was no next time. There was never a next time. There would never be a next time.

Some promises are meant to be broken for the sake of others.

It didn't make it any better that these would be some of the only times that he'd openly show you affection, of course it had to be when you weren't awake to see it.

There would be times where fellow maidens of foreign or his kingdom would flirt with him. Being the prideful prince he once was would flirt back with them, not thinking about how it would affect you. All you could do was stand there in his shadow, yes it did hurt...a lot...but you managed to convince yourself that he loved you and only you, as always. Was what you were convincing yourself true? You hoped, you weren't sure with all his mixed signals, but he did love you! Right?

...

The Dark Cacao Kingdom was not as strong as it used to, and it absolutely worried the charming prince. Dark Choco had spent countless days researching through ancient libraries, books, etc for any possible solution that could help heal his now failing kingdom. His father would not do a single goddamn thing about it so he had no other choice then to take matters into his own hands.

Dark Choco needed assistance, none of the watchers would help him as they only obeyed his father's commands so he turned to you. When he had asked for you to help him you wasted no time in saying yes! You saw this as the opportunity to spend time with Dark Choco, he finally got to be with you and you alone!

Staying up both day and night with him you'd assist him all you could, bring him coffee, bring him books of ancient relics, assisting the prince to get some rest as you'd do the rest for him. Someone would've thought that he'd at least urge you to get a good night's- rest as well. All the overworking had began to slowly get to you as deep dark eyebags had formed under your once vibrant eyes that were now quite dull due to lack of rest.

That one day, the day were Dark Choco had happily bursted through the chocolate doors with the brightest smile you've ever seen on him face. He had explained to you that he has found what will be the key to solving what his father Dark Cacao couldn't. Though you were very sleep deprived and in need of a long rest you wanted to match your lovers optimistic energy you forced a smile onto your face. That very smile did not last for long after you had asked him what the solution was, your smile immediately faltered upon hearing him reveal that it was the ancient relic The Strawberry Jam Sword.

You weren't big on history but you have heard the countless of myths, folktales, legends, stories about the unfortunate souls of the cookies who've stumbled upon it and all the tales had ended in nothing but fatality, tragedy, and consequence.

You heart ached at the thought of your seeing Dark Choco end up becoming the next tale of the cookie who went out seeking for the sword. Only worrying for the safety of him you had asked if he had ever even heard of the tales of those who had a hold of the sword and if there was any other alternative to saving his kingdom.

Dark Choco's enthusiastic state died down as he turned to made full on eye contact with you. Were you doubting him??? You didn't know that the prince would take offense to your two questions. Yes, he has heard of those silly false tales, and no there wasn't any other solution for his desperate situation.

It upset you that he had gotten mad over something so simple to answer, there was no reason for him to get all pissed off. Just by asking those questions it had escalated to an argument, first being opinions about the whole thing to throwing insults back and forth. He wanted to risk his life, you wanted the opposite of that.

"What's my favorite color?" Was all you asked, you weren't sure why but you did.

Dark Choco was about to answer but then paused, he thought for moments, he did know what your favorite color was didn't he..? He knew right? I-he..what was your favorite color?... He immediately went silent. He did not know a thing about you and he had just realized that, but he wouldn't admit it. Dark Choco only stayed silent as he walked pushed you aside and walked past you out of the room.

He did not have time to deal with this.

He did not want to deal with this.

He had a mission to carry out.

The fight had ended with you waking up the next morning to see that he was not there next to you as he had already left the kingdom in search of the sword. Not even bothering to say goodbye, not like he didn't already do that.

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Months passed after Dark Choco had left in search of the cursed sword as you could only think about was the fight. Guilt began to eat you alive as you wondered if the whole cause of it was actually your fault.

...

More months had passed by and when he finally did return to the kingdom it wasn't the prince you once knew. You had never even known the prince at all.

He was now a monster.

Dark Choco had struck down his own father, he had hurt other cookies, he had crumbled his very own kingdom all because of a sword.

Your only shook in fear as Dark Choco was kneeling down on both knees in front of you, tears pouring down his face mixing with the blood spilling out of what was once his eye. Dark Choco had a death grip on your wrist that you were sure it would leave a bruise, he was begging you to help him, save him, stay with him, comfort him, sympathize him, pity him for the destruction that he had caused.

The sight of seeing the prince in such a state like this was nerve wracking.

You weren't sure what had happened that day but something hit you like a brick, something in you had finally snapped. Realization had slapped you across the face...he was never there for you. Where was he in your time of need? Where was he when you needed him most? He only wanted you when he was in need of something such as right now.

Everything made sense now...

He was never there, so why should you do that for him?

Using all your might you ripped yourself from his painful grasp as you made a run for it before he could even have the chance catch up with you.

Yes, it shattered your heart that you had to leave the one you loved most but you didn't have much of an option.

The truth hurt. But living in a lie hurt even more.

Yet a large part of you wanted to turn back to him. You wanted to run into his arms and apologize for leaving him. Apologize for not helping him. Tell him how much you loved him and how you were just being stupid.

But sometimes what you want isn't what's best for you.

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