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dude so sorry about the weirdos :( i was super excited to see ur post-mcc takes and i hate to see people being ableist dicks for no reason hope ur doing ok !!
yeah honestly i just think most of them are so goddamn dumb n have no fucking reading comprehension and some of their attempts to ‘counter’ me are so bloody goddamn stupid that i am praying for themmmm i don’t wanna directly interact bc they’re dumb n they’ll probably cry about how they’re getting cyberbullied by anons (VERY ironic how some of them said i shouldn’t have posted a ‘bad take’ if i wasn’t ready to get ‘clowned’ like ok then don’t dogpile someone if ur weak ass doesn’t want anon ‘hate’? lmfao) but i remember one of them being like ‘ughhhhh 🙄 op ur so dumb if people are short in basketball that doesn’t mean we make the basketball hoop easier to reach!’ and that’s such a lousy comparison to make that completely LACKS compassion too like damn i’m sorry but when people have adhd or they’re colorblind schools that aren’t EVIL will be like oh i see! do you need extra time to complete assignments and exams? is there are anyway we can assist you on questions that have color identification involved?
and yes, mcc isn’t school but they are run by people with COMPASSION. and the willingness to make changes if they see how badly affected some of their players are? like, they’ve made changes to buildmart before, notably the subtitle that pops up n shows what the name of a block is when u go near to it! and that’s great! but some of you are acting like it’s laughable to want different/further changes upon review? its like giving someone a monocle and then laughing when they say ‘these help, but i think having something like prescription glasses can help even more’ and when people say shit like ‘god, x just affects a minority of the players. most of them are just fine’ DO YOU HEAR… YOURSELF
i don’t think i need to recontextualize that sentiment to show how devoid of awareness that is. who cares? who cares if the only issue w buildmart is how it disproportionately affects people with colorblindness and the only colorblind player was george? (he isn’t. btw. but he arguably has the worst case of colorblindness) or that buildmart disproportionately affects people w adhd n there was only one player who had it? scream and cry about how it’s not that deep all you want, i KNOW so many of the people who tried to mock me didn’t watch any of the povs i was talking about. like didn’t some of y’all cry about how parkour warrior supposedly gave someone a panic attack? if that’s valid criticism then (which i think it is! i do think that parkour warrior became flawed after all the difficulty reworks and if it was so upsetting to certain people then a rework of the game is needed) why isn’t any of this stuff valid now? and why is it so hard to believe that someone also had a similar reaction playing build mart?
and another thing. like i see ‘oh if it bothers you so much then don’t play mcc? every game gives u anxiety should they remove every game then?’ like look. i have anxiety and adhd. anxiety is Not neurodivergency. there is a big difference between an entire event being a huge trigger and giving you panic attacks at every potential turn and 1-2 games that you physically are unable to play like a neurotypical person because your brain structure prevents from doing things that could be CHANGED to help you and others like you. if someone just can’t handle the pressure of a competitive event like mcc and it makes them crack and suffer bouts of anxiety that is a Health issue. it is a health issue and if they want to step aside from something that hurts them in its Entirety, then that’s fine. but if someone can’t find sand blocks n cracked gold blocks bc they can’t detect the differentials in the shades of the colors n all that would need to be done was perhaps. changing the colors to be much more distinct or the textures of the blocks to be easier to identify without color then… why can’t people Want that. why can’t people ask for that
i understand! that people are being toxic and rude n overshadowing people’s victories n perhaps even shitting on the people that won on like, twitter or something. i get if you’re mad that people on dttwt are sending hate or something like that! but this isn’t twitter! i never once implied that mcc was a bad event or was being run by bad evil mean people who rig the whole thing. don’t take your grievances out on me! don’t interpret my posts in bad faith and then cower and cry wolf when u find out people who see sense are willing to stand up for me! and if u wanted to see if i was complaining about the winners of this mcc like some people were after the last few mccs as well then you could’ve scrolled down my blog and looked at my other posts instead of having weird preconceived notions about what i am or what i stand for. its possible to feel happy for others’ success while still wanting changes to be made to certain games. like. survival games gave mcc15 red rabbits the win. but i still think that the point system needed to be reworked after that bc it gave too many coins. u can be happy and still think things can change/improve to be more fair/make the event better. which is what noxcrew DOES. they want to make changes not because they think they’ll get hate if they don’t but because they care about their event being good and they have integrity about it and that’s why they take feedback on this stuff all the time. ultimately, the decisions they make as event organizers and minecraft developers are theirs, but it doesn’t mean people can’t speak their minds
#ask#sorry ik this was lomg#i just woke up from a 5 hour nap#and i thought all these things before but#sleeping did not change my mind 👍🏻#also yes i saw the 58384848 asks about ut#please give me time if u wanna see like. build mart change suggestions#im still not in the best head space to make it!#i was also busy eating n getting sleep earlier#hope thats understandable!#i need extra time to revise any ideas ive ever had#/come up with new ones if needed#i might possibly not post about my ideas!#i can’t make promises n i can’t say i might publish every idea i see about it in my invox#im sorry this place is not the most organized#n i gotta study soon then i have school n it gets busy so i might forget#feel free to post about it on ur own blogs tho!#also if ur hate following or hate reading my blog just get out#srsly idc how many new copypastas u wanna make out of my mental health issues of neurodivergencies#its not worth it. talk about ur own thoughts on ur blog if its so hard#just leave me alone i literally didn’t namedrop anyone#i could rb that stupid threat and attack people directly#but i don’t want to!#and i want to leave it alone now#just wanted one last Boost of my lingering thoughts regarding this#its early too so hopefully yall just dont see this#ok bye!#text#long post
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what ur favourite ahkj side character says about you:
pancho: you’re a furry
willie: your doctor is giving u free handout of adderall bc ur broke ass couldn’t afford it otherwise
ted: as a child you wanted to be a cowboy when you grew up before you realised you’re scared of horses
horst: you secretly like taylor swift
hector: httyd2 was your least favourite movie of all time and you want people to stop asking you about it
dorothy: you subscribe to men’s magazines and pretend they belong to your boyfriend/husband/male dog
xixi: you know all the lyrics to the pina colada song
dr. s: you are also a furry. are they called scalies if it’s a snake? is that’s what’s going on?
rob mctod: you have an embarrassing crush on your best friend & they WILL definitely think differently about you if you told them
timo: a jock literally gave you a swirly in high school
mary Ann: you have girlboss gaslight gatekeep in modern calligraphy on your living room wall
butterfish: you don’t even bother to crack the window when you’re smoking weed in your work’s bathroom and literally everyone knows what you’re doing in there for like half an hour Jesus Christ man, you’re lucky the manager thinks you’re cute
tammy: you bully children at the playground because you have no life outside of babysitting your nephew and you call it “character building” when the police are called for the fifth time this week
todd: your parents & your kindergarten teacher got you professional mental help because you always painted only in black but it was literally just because that was the only colour left at the end of the day when you remembered that you actually wanted to paint
karl: you get upset that your ninety five year old grandfather doesn’t know what anime is
chauncey: you make vague posts on twitter about how rude it is to reply “kill it with fire” to any non conventional pet because you’re too scared to call people out directly
bruce: you’re trying to get your friends into investing in bitcoin
Trent and whatever the other dolphin is called: ok but seriously no one’s fave is the dolphins
king shark: you need scocophobia tagged
tentacle: you think your posts of rupi kapur poetry and like screencaps from pride and prejudice are high art
hans: you haven’t heard of deodorant
crimson: you have deep worries about the state of the earth, and how everything feels like it’s going to shit but you’re so overwhelmed by the state of all you just sort of do nothing and then like order doordash for the fourth time this week because your vegan boyfriend has cooked tempeh and seaweed for dinner again.
pam: you think anyone agreeing with someone else online and they follow each other is like, a secret cult
king joey: your favourite movie is wallace and gromit
karen: you are married to your childhood sweetheart, have three kids and a nursing degree
masakura: you think phoebe from friends is underrated and won’t stop telling people that
sage moondancer: you think you’re special because butterflies are your favourite animal and give unsolicited commentary about how you think they scream whilst in their pupa and present it like a real scientific fact
koto: idk some trump voter joke. #mmga
the crocodile ambassador: once you found a monogrammed handkerchief whilst op-shopping and you’re convinced it’s got your initials on it but really there’s a clothes moth hole and a weird stitch that doesn’t fit in and you throw a tantrum whenever one of your friends point this out
princess amy: you want your pet japanese spitz to be instafamous and you bully all your friends into liking and sharing all the photos you post
andy fairfax: you tell everyone you meet a different back story because the Heath Ledger joker is your icon and you will get into a fistfight with anyone who liked Joaquin Phoenix’ portrayal better
fred the giant scorpion: no one will watch movies with you because they hate having to explain that not every movie is a documentary
zora: you have a subscription beauty box addition and you won’t admit you need help
uncle king julien: you’re a simp for henry winkler and u know what? i respect that
grandma rose: you see a buff woman and you stan
butterfly queen: you unironically post “just because I’m beautiful doesn’t mean I’m not fierce” posts whilst you’re getting a manipedi and think that’s peak femininsm
prince barty: you think James Bond is a real man
princess julienne: you get mad when people think you “had” a superwholock teaboo phase. you’re still in it, it’s just called a dark academica now >:(
julien the terrible: as a child your friends dared you to eat a millipede and you did it but then they all called you millipede-breath and laughed about it and told everyone, and so you planned a years long revenge plan that you’re still slowly finalising to this day
becca: you have like ten brothers and you have to beat them at literally everything. you punch harder, spit farther, yell louder.
abner: you’re trying out a new clothing style and are disappointed that no ones noticed you look different
magic steve: you get mad when people can’t pick out the 42 ingredients you out into a soup you overpowered with garlic
brodney: you’re that sibling that’s like at least 10 years younger than your siblings so you know you were definitely a mistake and No! Of course it doesn’t affect you in any way! How dare anyone suggests that!
stanislove: you’re obsessed with the space race and goddamn i am SO damn sick of hearing about it
any of the pirates: you’re like 13
maggie the unwashed: you are literally 13 and you think fart jokes is peak humour
pineapple: you are allergic to strawberries and if you hear “oh, like pepper potts?” one more time you will commit murder and that just can’t happen because if you’re arrested then they’ll finally catch you for tax fraud
shrimp cocktail: your meat is huge
watermelon hawking: in your spare time you ponder the inner workings of the universe because you think it makes you seem very smart but the truth is no one literally has any idea what you’re thinking about so it’s not actually doing anything to impress anyone? if you’re gonna be like that why not at least ask fake deep questions to make sure everyone knows you think you’re big brained and you’re sure your name will be in history books.
wickman wilderbeast: once you beat an old lady at arm wrestling and you won’t let anyone forget
#not counting the four core & every single version of mort#also they have to have a name & king Joey is my limit of the rats ok#if I forget anyone rip there’s too many characters#I definitely have forgotten characters but ok#I’m tired it’s late#ahkj#shitpost#pot post
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So GingerBrave *does* have all that angst inside him? I always write him with a ton of self steem issues, but damn I didn't think it was canon-
I mean, makes sense, he's technically the weakest cookie. It's implied him being brought to life was an accident, so maybe the Witch didn't take any precautions or put as much magic in as a regular living cookie would have.
Maybe his body just has enough life magic to keep himself alive and that's it. The others can extend it to their environment and shoot laser beams, he can't .
Just a crazy theory of mine 😅 but his usual confident and prideful self being a facade to hide how little he thinks of himself for something out of his control is some high quality angst and I'm living for it-
op ur brain is huge that actually makes so much fucking sense-
all the other cookies have powers cause' maybe they were intended to be given life,, but the game literally points out that gingerbrave's life was an accident from part of the witch,, he barely has powers because he didn't mean to be there in first place,,
also his personality as a cover for his insecurities is a very good thought actually,, but since they ' lost ' the battle against dark enchantress he probably just felt so dissapointed on himself that he couldn't hold that up anymore,, he actually opened for the first time to reveal how he was feeling instead of just keep it for himself and that's kinda sad to be honest,,
also yea,, this is high quality angst and i'm also living for it-
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Starters From Shit Said In Gaming Streams:
Some NSFW and potentially triggering content
“Yeah sometimes those big zombies just don't take the hint and then half their bodies come after me.”
“Stop throwing up zombies. Its unsanitary.”
“Thigh highs fit for any _____.”
“BARREL ROLL.”
“Stop keeping quotes about the shit I say when I'm _________.”
“OH, RAPID FIRE. RAPID FIRE. LOOK AT THAT.”
“...whatever the fuck that shit is.”
*sarcastically* “Oh nooo... an ambush. Like, whatever will I do.”
“Y'know I would've fallen from whatever height that was and I would've gotten up.”
“OYNO. Where is it? KILL IT KILL IT KILL IT.”
“Ew it popped.”
“____lord disapproves.”
“Rocking that [name]licious scarf.”
“SHIT ITS BOY/GIRLFRIEND IS COMING.”
“Oh, shit, that's a lot.”
“Of course half of them had to live.”
“Oh did you die finally? Thanks for the money! Even if you only had ___.”
“You made people suffer enough when you were alive. Can't you, y'know, give it a rest?”
“I'm little red riding hood~”
" 'Just got [name]'d'. WOW. You really gonna go there?”
“Already went there.”
“Okay I'm bored. I'm gonna leave it. I'm gonna leave it alone.”
“Op she's vomitting zombies.”
“Deeeeaaaaaath.”
“[name]licious used Swift! Its super effective!”
“Please stop.”
“Whoa that star kinda freaked out.”
“Pop goes the zombubble.”
“Y'know whenever people say [ran him through with a sword] I think of someone like literally running and PLUNGING their sword through someone.”
“If ur sword-running game ain't as strong as Season 2 Suzaku's y'ain't doin it right.”
“We don't talk about that ending. That still hurts me.”
“OF COURSE WE DO. You know what we REALLY don't talk about?"
“WE DON’T TALK ABOUT _____.”
“The goat people!!! And the trees...”
“We've got demonic goat people, I think some frogs... yep, definitely a frog.”
“This house is on fire but it wasn't me.”
“Ooooo legendary shoulders.”
“Oh great, they explode.”
“Biiiirb. Birb birb birb birb. Caw caw motherclucker. BIIIIIRB.”
“I'm going to name this bird ______, and it will be the best ______.”
“Did you just name that ____ after [name]?”
“[name]licious and [name]. Nice(tm).”
“You could've lived if you just stayed still like a good tree.”
“Swift Game Intensifies.”
“Cat Fight!”
“Long time no dick shot.”
"[NAME] YOU ARE BANNED.”
“Holy shit that was a trip.”
“The sweet sound of projectile evisceration.”
“Anybody alive on this side? Okay good I don't need that kind of drama in my life.”
“I COULDN'T STOP PUNCHING HIM.”
“Story of my life.”
“I love how you got literally blown away.”
“Fuck your _____-- SHIT, FUCK--”
“We forgot to start a swear count.”
“Explode, explode, explode-- yyeeaaaaa.”
“I HATE LIFE WHAT IS THAT HOW DID I MISS”
“RIPPERONI SWISS CHEESE”
“Don't you give me your patronizing pats I don't need them.”
“See if I ever give you sympathy pats again.”
“I'm still keeping quotes just fyi.”
“Fucking gasp.”
“BLOWUP BLOWUP BLOWUP BLOWUP.”
“STOP TAKING QUOTES, [NAME] oh my god--”
“I need to take that guy over there with that freaking shotgun Hell nya.”
“YOINK.”
“Eeeeew he ragdolled...”
“Uuuh what did you guys see-- actually nope no I take it back I don't wanna know I don't wanna know what you guys saw.”
“2 much swear 4 utube.”
“I... read that as [do you know how many brain dead dick heads I've hung in my life] and I was like... since when did you kill people?”
“If I killed people you would know because I wouldn't be able to keep my disgusting disection pictures to my fucking self.”
"[CHECK OUT THIS ORGAN LOOK HOW WEIRD IT IS].”
“I was going to laugh if you pole-vaulted to your doom.”
“Well, no, you can swing across. Me? I'm gonna get fUCKED.”
“HIS LEG WORK.”
“I'M IN ATUAL TEARS.”
“I'm like... expecting something to blow up at this poi-- aaand there it is.”
“I don't know what you're reaching for cuz God ain't gonna help you.”
“Wouldn't it be funny if he hit the window and he just... didn't go through it. Just hit the window with a loud THUNK like a bird hitting glass.”
“That rocket launcher is gonna become my best friend.”
“YOU STILL FUCKING SURVIVED THAT SHIT? YOU TOOK IT TO THE /FACE/.”
“Fuck off, I don't want what you're selling-- I DON'T WANT WHAT YOU'RE SELLING.”
“Fuck your turret gun.”
“Fuck it.”
“YEAA-- NOOOOO.”
“How did that not just shove his nose into his skull?”
“I wouldn't have gotten back up, I would've been down. I would've probably been knocked out or... winded... and crying.”
“Yea fuck you _______ I don't like you either.”
“Her name is _____ lady and _____ lady it shall stay.”
“I can't wait to-- Oh look another fucking _______.”
“MAN, HE TWIRLLLED.”
“When I die, I want to ragdoll.”
“Why ragdoll like an Uncharted NPC when you can ragdoll like a Skyrim character leaping off the top of the Throat of the World on the back of a horse.”
“The music is so nice when you don't pay attention to the destruction around you.”
“I want to glitch through the ground, stretching for miles across the land while twitching enough to unnerve the most bad ass fucker before flipping off into space like a goddamn hyper speed rubber band.”
“You want the weirdest things...”
“But they are simple things.”
“How is her makeup still straight. Eye liner still on point.”
“HEY LOOK ITS YOU-- I'm just kidding.”
“You hurt my feelings, that IS totally me.”
“Worship me and my big blue ball.”
“Oh that werewolf fucker. Fucking closet furry.”
“Manicure my _____ nails.”
“I know, I have to fix your ass because all your shit is where its not supposed to be.”
“WELL ITS NOT FUN IF I MAKE IT EASY.”
“DO U THINK I WANT PEOPLE IN HERE TOUCHING ALL MY SECRET SHIT.”
“I GOT PORN MAGS IN HERE.”
“You know I just kinda realized how weird of a pose that is.”
“Tbh -- its taking a huge shit.”
“For some reason I forgot the water drains and thought the statue's loin cloth lifts to reveal a doorway between its legs.”
“God damn it, tired of your bullshit. Have to keep fixing your stuff. Keep fixing your ______...”
“This isn't a dagger. Its a _____. But I'd still stab someone with it.”
*Opens my chastity belt.*
“You know its actually kinda romantic down here---no its not.”
“I transcended the ban like a boss.”
“YOU'RE STILL BANNED, [NAME].”
“GET VORED BY THE STATUE.”
“WE ARE NOT TALKING ABOUT THIS.”
“I really hope I get that job so I can buy that shirt that says [_______] I've been wanting.”
“No, the part with the ice caves, before you meet Furry McFuckgoat.”
“While that is a very metal fucking way to die -- it also seems extremely uncomfortable.”
“I was surprised there wasn't anything supernatural... or weird. I mean besides the exploding mummies.”
“WE DON'T TALK ABOUT THOSE GOLEM POSERS.”
“What a dick! Making me throw that grenade without meaning to!”
“You know I just shot him... a clip full... in the dick. I didn't mean to but... it happened.” ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
“Have a grenade.”
“Yeah you're not allowed up here. You have a ______. We don't serve your kind here.”
“New user -- who dis”
“I might regret this decision later.”
“[Name], please, stop playing peek-a-boo.”
“That dead guy just... waves goodbye as he ragdolls.”
“I HAVE REGRETS.”
“You know what, just as well. I have regrets. I didn't mean to throw that grenade.”
“PANICKING. PANICKING.”
“THINK YOU'RE FUCKING FANCY WITH YOUR ROLLING?”
“Okay that guy was defying gravity for a while there, that was kinda weird.”
“YOU'RE NOT FANCY-- Oh my god he twirled.”
“I FOUND WHAT I WANT.” *runs*
“REGRETS. Aaaah, regrets. A lot of regrets.”
“That death twitch... as seen on Twitch TV.”
“Little man, compensating much.”
“Right in the Shnoz.”
“ZIG ZAG, ZIG ZAG.”
“I DON'T THINK ZIG ZAG WORKS WITH MILITARY RPGS.”
“Make-up still on point. Hair still flawless.”
“LAMINATE YOUR FUCKING MAP. ITS RAINING. IS THAT MAP EVEN RELIABLE AT THIS POINT.”
“Where would you laminate a map in ______? What do you think there's a Kinkos around the corner?
“GOD IDK, BUT PUT IT IN SOMETHING MORE WATERPROOF THAN YOUR ASS POCKET.”
“Oh man that is the best twirl I have ever seen.”
“Fab. He practiced.”
“I just had to process Impressed because I heard it as Imp Breasts.”
“Drama queen. Fucking clutching his chest to die. Just ragdoll like everyone else.”
“Hey, what has more brains than the gunmen right now? The wall behind them.”
"[that didn't attract too much attention] YOU RAN A TRAIN THROUGH A BUILDING.”
“I am just a soggy man.”
“I have water logged fingers.”
“Yeah. YEAH. I forgot about these actually. Ah... ha ha... I forgot about these...” *cries*
“Her tits are always bigger from the side. The fuck is with that. They never the same size either. Watch. Watch them titties grow.”
“All Aboard the Pain Train.”
“Push your ass off the train-- BYE.”
“REALLY. YOU-- who has the strength of a shit ton of fucking monkeys... can't kick that through?”
“My heart just did A Thing at being called [they].”
“I never actually see the scenery on this train because I'm always dying.”
“BANE OF MY EXISTENCE RIGHT HERE. Guess my streak of Not Dying is gonna end right here.”
“AAH I ALMOST DIED-- I almost died there too.”
“SPLAT.”
“Railroaded.”
“Oh, I'm gonna have to fight a big guy. I really-- please don't make me fight a big guy.”
“Damn he thicc.”
“Here, its a present~” *throws a grenade*
“I think they want a receipt for their present so they can return it.”
“Bye-- I think that was a dick shot.”
“I love the sound of glass breaking.”
“I missed...” *tsk* “That's a problem.”
“Hey. For stress relief, fling yourself. Right there. To the left.”
“LAAAAAAAAUNCH.”
“Just fucking launch into oblivion for stress relief.”
“I just ate someone else’s half eaten burger like the trash goblin I am.”
“I am both mildly disgusted with myself and yet satisfied because it was a good burger.”
“Oblivion is to the left. Just launch into it. Embrace it. Fly like the majestic fucking eagle you are.”
*singing* “Life... hates me. I hate life.”
“Did he just die crab walking.”
“Died doing what he loved. Being a crab. Snip snap.”
“Am I the only one here who sees perfect opportunities to fling myself off a cliff and actually does it?”
*whimpers* “WELLIguessitwasallfornothingbecausenowIhavetodiebecausethisasshole--”
“That's the sound of when you get your ass shredded.”
“Good lord--”
“Shredded Wheat [name]s.”
“I hope if I ever die by gun, its to one of those. I wanna look and feel like swiss cheese.”
“You gonna one-punch fuck me like jason borne?”
“ONE PAAAUUUUUUUUNCH.”
“FUCK I got stuck in the wall...”
“HOW THICK THAT DUDES ARMS ARE.”
“STAY AWAY FROM ME I was trying to get away from you.”
“That cat is looking at me like [Why are you yelling so much?]”
“Man you eat more bullets than dogs in Resident Evil.”
“Fuck my life, Terminator.”
“That's not his liver...”
“That's totally his liver.”
“Well that's what you get for not paying for your train ticket.”
“Train stops here.”
“Guess they got... sidetracked.”
“You could say he's got a one-track mind.”
“You could say its been derailed.”
“I don't think this is the best train of thought for this situation.”
"I think I can, I think I can...”
“YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE, SNEAKING UP ON ME LIKE THAT.”
“I hope I took them out wiTH MY DEATH.”
“Fucking gave him a sliding icy nut shot.”
“Packed some powder onto those donut holes.”
“I didn't say I was coming naked to this place.”
“Just barrel roll over a fucking corpse it coo'l.”
“Where do these fuckers get grenades at like... they need to shove their grenades up their ass.”
“I don't know what the fuck you think you saw but it wasn't me.”
*Hands you voreos*
“Get out of here with your voreos.”
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ooc week: day three
RAPID FIRE:
Tea or coffee? tbh lately it’s been coffee bc i’m getting old and need a kick in the ass to get through the day, so. coffee.
Stars or planets? planets.
Sun or moon? moon.
Black or white? black.
The zoo or the aquarium? the zoo!!!!!!!!!
Drama or comedy? kdrama :}
Thriller or adventure? adventure. i can’t watch scary movies bc even though i’m not scared at the time, it tends to stick in my brain and i get zero sleep bc of bad dreams.
Short walks to the fridge or long walks on the beach? short walks to the fridge. [anakin skywalker voice] i hate sand.
Indoors or outdoors? indoors. outdoor has too many variables.
Animals or plants? animals. i used to want to be a veterinarian!!
Time alone or time with others? time alone 100%%%%%
Introvert or extrovert? introvert.
Silence or music? i’m very fine with silence but i love singing badly to music too. i also need music if i’m writing or being creative, so i def couldn’t live without music.
Darkness or light? darkness.
Cats or dogs? i can never decide. i love my cat, and i prefer their independence.
Dancing or being the wallflower? wallflower. i don’t think my self-esteem would allow me to dance in public lol
Right or left? i’m right handed and always take right-optioned choices but i always make my characters lefties.
Werewolves or vampires? ;) honestly.......... vampires. (says me who made a whole rp about werewolves)
Dressing stylishly or dressing comfortably? comfortably omg i don’t change out of pyjamas all day if i don’t have to.
Sunrise or sunset? sunrise.
Lead or follow? leadership is something i can and will do if i don’t feel satisfied with someone else’s leadership, but i can follow just fine. this is why i admin a roleplay i crave control goodbye
Optimist or pessimist? pessimism is my default.
Staying up late or waking up early? literally both. catch four hours of sleep and do it all over again.
Speaking up or staying silent? i speak up in my head, plan what i would say, and then open my mouth and almost burst into tears lmao i can’t argue to save my life, but i feel like my ideas are good so i’d much rather speak up through text.
White lies or brutal honesty? tbh white lies.
Ask for permission before doing the stupid thing or ask for forgiveness after doing the stupid thing? permission tbh i need peer reviews, ratings, signed permission slips, the WORKS before i do anything ever. catch me texting my friends “do you think i should do this?” or “can we talk about what would happen if i did this” just bc i’d rather be logical and rational than jumping into something too quickly. quintessential ravenclaw trait.
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Pet peeves: FEET. IN ALL FORMS. LITERALLY DO NOT SHOW ME YOUR FEET. also something that pisses me off is when i’m told information i already know.... like if someone repeats a story to me, i have zero patience.... or if they rehash information prior to adding new information, i will cut them off, fill it in with a brief explanation to show i understand, before letting them continue. idk why i think just hearing things for the second, third, fourth time always feels like wasting time? i can’t do it. people who cough and sneeze and don’t make an effort to cover their mouth/nose with something other than their damn hands. slow internet. NO INTERNET.
Bad habits: like above, a bad habit is cutting people who off who are rehashing a story or information. i don’t cut them off in general, only in that situation, but i could def work on that lol. chewing my nails. buying shit that i don’t need, especially books.
Favourite scents (your amortentia!): coconut, vanilla, the smell of clothes when they come out of the dryer.
Favourite animal: tbh either lions or owls. at a zoo, i’d ideally spend the whole day at the lion enclosure, watching them sleep.
Favourite colour: green!!!!
Favourite place to go (local or otherwise) (photos get bonus points): about five minutes from my house is the beach and a cliff that overlooks the beach. there’s a watch tower there, and beneath the hill is actually these tunnels that they used during WW2 bc they thought Japan was going to invade so they stored weapons and ammo there. anyway, sitting up on the hill and looking out across the water is my favourite place to go to think, and i usually always go there with my mum to talk. i’ll include some pictures at the end!!
Favourite meme: honestly, i love the “tag yourself, i’m ____” meme. whether that’s when people make the photos and poorly spelt options, or even just when someone posts a photo/text post and drags the OP by saying “tag yourself, i’m the ___”
Do you have any creative or artistic abilities? so i write, and i’m hopefully alright at that. i used to do art, and i’m mediocre at drawing but i don’t do it to create, i usually draw to express story ideas or a character’s look/feel. i can crochet, idk if that’s necessarily creative or artistic. i can play the harmonica parts for “piano man” by billy joel!!!
Talk about something that made you happy today, yesterday, this week: a few things did!! i went to a bookstore and bought some books, so that made me feel materialistically happy. right after that i got sick at my friend’s house with a cold that came on within a few hours and that wasn’t great but it made me happy that i had a friend who would take care of me lol. also i’ve been very productive this week despite illness, so that made me happy upon reflection!!
Talk about an experience that made you feel proud or confident: tbh when i feel very bad about my confidence, i remember this one time when i was in high school (so i was 17) and we had mentor groups, which is when the ~smart kids~ are assigned to a teacher and mentored for the year. (the teacher basically just asks how you’re doing lol) ANYWAY we had a mentor day at a camp-like place, where there’s archery and games and shit. being a bigger girl in these kind of places = anxiety in the first place, and there was a zipline thing where you climb a telegraph pole (with no ropes? wtf?), strap into the zipline, and then they push you off and you fly down a rope for a few hundred metres. anyway, all my friends had gone, and time was running out, and i WANTED to do it, but my anxiety was like..... ur literally too big... also if you do, everyone will laugh.... and then i was just like ? fuck it???????? so i climbed the shit out of that terrifying pole, i strapped myself in, and i went down that zipline like Tris from Divergent and like. no one laughed? they were cheering? it was one of the most liberating moments of my life, just bc i realised that a lot of my fears are only in my head and not actually reality, and that if you want something, even if its small, you should go for it. i’m proud of myself for doing it.
Talk about something/someone that makes you feel relaxed: my bed makes me feel relaxed, but also probably talking to my mum - if i have a problem, i know that she’ll listen and help if she can.
Talk about something you’re yet to try for the first time but want to: everything i want to do is simply just so i can write about it better? lmao???? so i’d want to kiss someone so i could write about it more accurately, i’d want to get high so i could write about it better. i can’t drink bc of health reasons, but if i could, i’d like to get drunk to write about it better. mostly everything is just so i can be a better, more rounded writer.
Who are your role models and why: tbh idk if i have role models. i used to, but the older i get, the more i feel as though i rely less on looking up to people?? i really admire a lot of writers though, like Neil Gaiman and Leigh Bardugo and even J.K Rowling. also even though she’s a youtuber, i admire Zoe Sugg bc she just seems like a good person with a good heart? she’s been very open about mental illness and she’s written books and released a make up line and she’s... just normal? that’s a great role model, esp for younger people, so i’m glad she’s got a huge audience.
Talk about something you want to do this year: this year!!! this year is going to be organisation central, hopefully. i want to start/restart my book review blog where i write about books because that’s what makes me happy. i also have some RP goals, and they’ll hopefully be fulfilled very soon. i want to write more original fiction this year, and i want to read a lot more widely than i did last year.
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