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kahin · 9 months

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so now that i effectively watched atsv and was left shell shocked. i just thought it was a movie thing like "tbc" ohh its a cutscene haha What the movies actually over. uhmm the plot was maybe lacking a bit but i get that its a two-part so no comment there. i should say i yelled when i saw jess drew because what do you mean there is a pregnant spider-woman on a MOTORBIKE doing cool tricks. i had to stop myself from going "oh yeah jess drew is so cool and awesome haha" like every two seconds. i hope i get to see more of malala windsor too tbh... {hijabi spiderman}. the spot was such a silly guy and i kind of understand that IS how you're meant to view him n it also sorta reminds me how in itsv no one took miles seriously as spiderman they all insisted that THEY were the ones who'd do the job and stay behind. n it sorta loops back a bit as well cz in itsv they kept goin "hes just a kid" and in atsv when peter keeps going "kid" he goes "stop calling me that" before escaping.

miguel. ohohohho what is up with him. i cant even get into this guys head i cant even say anything. hes chasing down a 15 year old and was abt to kill him in that fucking go home machine Bless margo 4 not doing anything wi that system reboot because. uhm. 💀

prowler aaron-42 had me sort of shaking because he was about ot kill miles-1610 like 3an jad "like no i dont want to be a good person" tekram 3aynak sidi o7 any other orders. 42-miles and 1610-miles switching circumstances is a cool little thing to note too. the spider that bit miles-1610 was from d-42 meaning that prowler miles in 42 was supposed to be spiderman. which kind of explains too why jeff is dead in 42 as opposed to . well. aaron. also rio in 42 has lighter eyes than 1610. the scene where our miles was like pouring his heart out to her and she doesnt even believe him left me like

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hobie was so real also the entire movie cz during the "kid listen" scene i talked abt earlier he started motioning with his palms. i also had to stop myself from going "YOOO ITS HOBIE HEY GUYS LOOK HAVE OYU SEEN THIS"

anyway i dont get why you guys hated jess drew or margo kess. jess did barely anything except maybe be a TAD BIT harsh on gwen but she didnt. even lay a hand on miles meanwhile miguel was about to kill him like genuinely kill him probably at multiple times. margo i dont get the hate against her too i think it . listen im going to come up with a theory.... it might be antiblack racism.

i also rlly liked pavitr but the chai tea thing sends shivers up my spine because i know if i check his tag that'll be all i see. the moment he went "chai TEA?" i just went "yeah he sealed his fate forever. im so sorry pavitr this movie's first indian spider-man and they're gonna treat you badly. the fact they gave him like 100 or so unique signatures makes so much sense his moveset is so rad bro

In conclusion. uhm. MISSION STATUS: SICKK

#fisher's trek!

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caffeine-high · 8 months

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starting with a new psychologist today

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i fucking hate it

why everytime i just got used to someone do thay have to fucking switch me???

ive been in mental health care since i was 10, and so far ive never had a person in charge of me for more than a year (except my gender specialist, but that was tight, like one year and two months or so)

hey news flash people, maybe dont put the person who has traumatic experiences with metal healthcare professionals in a constant state of switching them??!!?

like i am Aware im not currently At Risk anymore, but guess what??? im the person who made it that way!!!

the psychologists at those times were just there to 'help' me pick up the pieces after (which, also important, but like??? i would have liked to have someone around during ya know???)

pleeeaaase jsut give me someone who stays for once!!! i feel like my dentist has better luck tracking my mental health at this rate

sometimes i feel as tho i would just have better luck quitting and doing everything on my own, but im also the person who got me in this mess, so while theoreticallly i could also get me out, i dont want to gamble it and then have to do the fucking waiting lists again

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

anyway, gonna try to go into it with an open mind, and at the very least im glad i have someone around atm

cz im not sure if playing omori was condusive in my bad state atm, or if it just made me aware of the fact that im Not good rn, but damn fuck im not ok right now

anyway like, if ur reading this? dont worry i guess? dont think im that bad overall, but like also just Not good atm

we'll be fine eventually and its nothing i havent been through before!

just needed to rant

#caffeines cackles #rant #personal #tw depression #tw mental healthcare

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unleashed-passion · 10 months

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Check out this listing I just added to my Poshmark closet: Vintage 1960s earrings goldtoned chain purple stone new.

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2weekrule · 4 years

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#kinda stressed or worried idk bc when i was in Prague my laptop completely died so i had to buy a whole ass new one #freakin $1600 yikes and the salesperson was like u have 1 year to switch to apple care closer to home #or something like that #and i was like ok well since imma stay till may ill do it closer to when i have to go home #well obvi i left like 2 weeks later bc of the pandemic so i couldnt do that #so now im trying to i emailed the store in CZ to see if they can switch me if thats a thing #and i cant find my reciept anywhere in case they ask for it like #wtf @ me i mean when i was scrambling to pack to come home that reciept was the last thing on my mind lol #but ugh #also i could of used that reciept to get my $ back on taxes next year i think #idk this is just forst world problems haha but has been a stresser in my life for a while #cuz like whats gonna happen if i dont have apple care????#also i kinda wanna trade my macbook in to get one with more GB’s #idk

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forgedraptor · 4 years

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Okay in the perspective of Content and Story telling, ngl the whole fight at the Dream smp is kiiinda scuffed;

Like lets be real here, theres just so many people on Pogtopia's side: the ones that are loudly proclaiming it and the ones who are secretly doing it;

We have Tommy, Wilbur, Techno, Dream, Punz, Eret, Niki, Hbomb, Fundy (secretly), Tubbo (secretly), Antfrost (secretly) and Quackity (kinda/not sure) on Pogtopia's side

And then the Manburg's side is Schlatt, Quackity (kinda/not sure), George, Karl, Ponk, Sapnap, Skeppy and Badboyhalo

Like?? Do you see the difference??? Pogtopia has like 11-12 people on their side. Whats more they have 2 of the best pvp-ers on the team and especially now, most of them have netherite armour and weapons! They are literally most of the people in the dream smp! Ironically enough, they started as the underdogs but its quite certain that they are the opposite of that now.

And like, look at the Manburgs side; the only ones with proper gear are Sapnap, Skeppy, Bad, Karl and Ponk. Cz sadly George broke most of his netherite armour and we dont know if he had any spares yet, so we can say he isint fully stacked and only has is weapons for himself.

Like, I understand that yeah, these guys are good at pvp but not all of them are as good as the ones on Pogtopia's side. And against a whole team of like 10 people?? In a fight?? And two of the enemy team is Techno and Dream???

Thats really not fucking fair dont you think?

And then we have Schlatt and Quackity (if Quackity doesnt switch sides) who dont really have armour or fight pvp a lot in the game

Manburg has to really do some intensive grinding and trickery if they want to win the war and sadly i dont even know if they have the weapons or materials to get there. Especially in comparison to the well stocked arsenal that Pogtopia has.

Like these people are the supposed 'bad guys'. They are the 'threat' that the good guys have to 'defeat'. More and more they seem to look like the Underdogs of the story. The people from Manburg are only 7-8 people and against Pogtopia and their fighting prowess in all honesty, does not equal Pogtopia's at all.

And thats a problem.

Whats the point of having a vicious war, of having such an incredible and amazing villains in the plot of the story, if the bad guys dont even stand a chance at fighting in the war?

Like what??? Thats not fun at all.

Because in the end, the thing that really gets the story of the protagonist going, is having a great enemy to struggle against, to strive against. To win a fight that for the heroes, at first, feel like its impossible to accomplish but theyd push through it through perseverance and determination to win.

But it has to be a struggle. It has to be something they have to do work to win against. Because where is the drama, the plot going to be when they actually go into war and the heroes just get served their win on a silver platter? The whole story becomes anticlimactic. It gets predictable.

And right now, sadly, the fight is not even remotely equal in their strength. Yeah the Manburgs could put up a fight, and they could probably do some damn good damage; but really, we know that the odds are against them from the get go.

And like I said, unless they do some intense grinding or some really crafty shit in the sidelines, i really dont know how they would be able to fight one on one with the other group.

I just really hope that there would be more people siding on the Manburgs side, because good content and a proper war cant be given if the story was never equal in the first place.

Maybe a Techno reversal? Fundy preffering the side of the Manburgs side and being a double double agent? Maybe Tubbo succumbing to his more chaotic and evil side? Someone trying to bribe Dream to Manburg again? (*cough* the disks *cough*)

But yeah i just really hope the strength on both groups atleast get better enough for a fun, interesting and hard fight when the two finally go into war.

I just want a good bad guy team man

Please

#like yo i was so glad that bad sapnap and skeppy joined manburg #dream smp #pogtopia #manburg #lmanburg #dream team #my random thoughts on paper #fr rants

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dh-tan · 5 years

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Now for the actual Shinjuku stuff!

(Sorry if this is short, I keep forgetting to take screenshots of the actual battles...)

Honestly I found the first tow battles with Hessian & Lobo back when they were considered as the Rider class to be real fun. Having a friend with a lvl 100 Ass Shiki made real quick work of them the first time. The second fight was a bit trickier thanks to Jalter’s fire causing a gradual hp decrease.

During this fight my internet was super bad and I was stuck at the second pic for a while...:/

Other things that made this fight a cinch for me were Shuten with her debuff NP and King Hassan equipped with the Devilish Bodhisattva CE (right?)

[ Devilish Bodhisattva is a great CE to have cz it gives the servant equipped with it a 50% NP gauge and overcharges their NP by 2 stage for 1 time. It’s prefect to power up a servant’s NP, but even more effective if it’s equipped to one with a NP lvl over 1.]

Once you get to fighting Hessian & Lobo as an Avenger, then it gets a little hard. At the start of every turn they have evade due to being invisible on and off (yay gimmicks) but thankfully it’s only a temporary thing as it disappears after the first attack, so use your NPs on the second or third attack. Having a guts skill will also help since Hessian & Lobo’s NP grants them Sure Hit.

All I can say about the Phantom of the Opera and Christine fight is it’s not really very difficult. Just get rid of Phantom first, since he’s more effective on female servants and his NP in combination with Christine’s charged attack might get annoying. Christine by herself on the other hand isn’t much of a problem.

With Yan Qing’s fight, clear the first stage with Lancers and once you get to the second stage, your Lancer units will be damn near useless against Yan Qing so switch them out if you can, otherwise he’ll send them packing with his NP.

My strategy on this was to trap Yan Qing in Arts/status buff hell. The Arts Hell strategy is really effective to keeping your servants alive and spamming NPs, but it can prolong the battle for a while so be warned.

To do this have one servant with an NP that causes damage (Caster, Berserker, Avenger, Ruler) and have more than one unit that gives buffs in skills and NP and can heal. I used two Merlins for this one, which was super useful, but if you don’t have Merlin, you can use a friends. Waver is a good substitute if none of your friends have Merlin.

[List of servants that can heal/and or protect: Tamamo Caster, Hans Andersen, Medea Lily, Mash, Jeanne]

So I was still trying to roll for Moriarty, I accidentally whaled for a completely different servant....(I still love my identity crisis bandit)

I’m still rolling and I got spooked. Again.

Every time. Every time I try to roll for a hot dude or Enkidu, most of the time I get spooked by a beautiful lady. Thank you for giving me Sanzang, since she’s going to be useful later on. But damn, let have some good dudes!

So now I’m doing a small amount of solo yolos in the hopes to get either Bastard Grandpa and/or Headless Dog Rider and lo and behold:

It’s the bastard!

Asides from reaching lvl 130, I’m going about to clearing Shinjuku slowly because I don’t have enough AP to do both that and Daily Quests so I can get exp and mats (I ran out of apples). It’s challenging since I have 5 new servants, but I’m only focusing on one at a time.

Unfortunately I can’t get Yan Qing to max ascension or Moriarty to second stage due to not having enough feathers and pages. God what a vicious cycle. But I’m having fun with Shinjuku either way!

#it's nuts that the shinjuku banner is being so good to me #this must be an apology to me for not getting dantes #fgo #fate/grand order #liveblogging in fgo hell

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carterashofficial · 6 years

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Carter’s Guide to Credit Farming

So they released that spiffy new outfit, but.... you don’t exactly want to buy endless cartel packs to get it. Or you don’t have the CC to afford endless cartel packs (like me).

Here’s my basic guide to credit farming (note: these are just suggestions and i can’t promise anything except that it works for me)

Dailies: Section X, Ziost, Iokath (note: Iokath has a ten-mission bonus mission, so if you pick that up, about once a week or whenever you do 10 missions, you get a bonus) CZ-some-number (it’s the Czerka planet), Oricon, etc...

Do all the missions. Some missions have bonus missions. Do those too. I know on CZ-###, there’s a mission that requires you to do all the others (available once a week). Do that one. Most daily areas aren’t that bad if you’re level 65+, or if you’re in a group.

If you max out your influence/reputation thingy, you can sell the medallion/reputation things to vendors. For a decent amount, too

Heroics: I know, I know, ugh. Heroics. Grinding. But I’ve got a couple that are favorites because they’re very quick, and/or are right next to another. A lot of these have bonus missions (which provide EVEN MORE CREDITS) So here they are:

Imp Side:

Starter planet (either Hutta or Korriban. These you can cruise through unbelievably fast.

DK: Personal Challenge. No hunting through the ran for little artifact bits or waiting for that one boss to spawn in the tomb. This one is fast, you literally run down a hill killing mandos and then the boss. You can finish it with killing less than 10 enemies. Speedy.

Balmorra: Toxic Bombs. There’s a bonus mission to kill all the bomb makers. And if you want a little bit of a challenge or an extra couple thousand in creds, there’s a group of 3 gold-star enemies at the other entrance to the heroic. You can make 40k+ credits on this one mission.

Balmorra: Project Hexapod. I can’t remember if there is a bonus in this one, but you’ve gotta kill about 50-ish colicoids. Who drop loot. Loot that you can sell for credits. And to make it even better, there’s an adorable and friendly colicoid at the end. Yes please.

Voss: All of them. Plus the mission that you finish by essentially doing all the Voss heroics. I highly recommend doing with a friend because one of these missions triggers everyone’s favorite glitch of the companion lying on the ground. If there’s a bonus, do it

Optional: Corellia. the first two Corellia missions (not the wookie revolt or prison break, the other 2) spawn in the same area and you can knock them out real quick. It’s optional because.... well... I’m not the biggest fan of corellia because I get lost easily there

Pub Side:

Starter planet (either Ord Mantell or Tython). Once again you can cruise through. do the bonus missions. Pls. that’s like 14k credits a bonus mission. Why not

Coruscant: All of them. Seriously. There’s four. 4 easy ones. My biggest suggestion is to do the back sun one, face merchants, first. If you can’t get the bonus of killed the 15 enemies, then DO NOT go into the mission area. Do the other heroics. Teleport/quick-travel back to the area, finish the bonus, then go into the area.

Taris: Knight Fall and Mutations. Both of these spawn in the same area, and you get a bonus with one. Do the bonus. Since they’re in the same area, it goes quick.

Alderaan: Proof of Treason. This one is also a quickie. run down, touch the probe droid, kill enemies, boom youre done. fast.

Crew Skills: the Gathering crew skils (slicing, archaeology, scavenging, bioanalysis) can let you dissect or collect from things you’ve killed. For example, killing silver or gold star Rakghouls with bioanalysis lets you get compounds that you can sell to vendors (scavenging works on droids). The higher-level the thing you’re scavenging/dissecting, the more each compound is worth. You can make some nice spare change.

Note: Slicing is the best. You can send your idle crew members to literally get credit boxes. You can turn a 1k profit with each at level 9 (about-ish, it varies). There are also wild credit boxes that spawn on planets. You can easily get a couple thousand creds from those (and once again, the higher the level of the box, the more credits)

Locked Supply Crates: Have you gotten to level 60 and realized that when you complete a heroic, you don’t get gear that you can sell for a nice profit, and instead get these.... crates? that you can’t open? To open these, you need to have completed Ch 9 of KOTFE, where you get Odessen Base. Take the crates (must be in inventory, and they’re also transferable across legacy) to Sana-Rae, Doctor Oggurobb, Admiral Aygo, or Hylo Visz. They’ll unlock them. Each box has -about- 2k credits, plus another 2-3 items. The items vary from gear to decor to speeders to comp gifts. Sell the speeders (they’re worth 25k each!), and any gear you don’t want (there’s 5 outfits per type of character, i.e. 5 trooper outfits, 5 warrior outfits, etc... and most are ugly. you dont need them unless you LOVE collecting things you’ll never use *cough me cough*). I don’t suggest selling the companion gifts, you’re better off actually giving them to your companions.

Warzones: If you can stomach PvP stuff (and it’s really nothing hard about it, you just attack other players and might have a jackass on your team who insults you for nothing), it can get you a pretty penny. I don’t suggest ranked unless you’re hardcore. There’s also warzone missions, like ‘complete 4 warzones’ where wins count twice. The warzones are straight-forward, and if someone is mean or being a bully, just tell them to go to ranked. It’ll shut them up.

Flashpoints: I know, playing with strangers again. If you want to run through with a friend (pick me, pick me!), it’s better. And comps are great healers. Some you can get through on story mode with just you and a comp, but others... you’ll need another person. the queue is good at balancing groups (usually... if you’re a healer/dps, unclick ‘healer’ otherwise you could be the sole healer and that usually doesn’t end well). Do the bonus missions (obviously, i sound like a broken record). If the bosses drop decor that you don’t want, sell it on the GTN.

Multiple Characters: You can run through and do all these with multiple characters, too. Do all the imp-side heroics on one character, and switch to another. The bonuses are still there. The bonuses are only available once a week, so being able to get them multiple times on different characters help. And the higher-level your character, the more credits they make on heroics (up to the current max level).

So that’s it.

If you’ve got any other advice, suggestions, feedback, whatnot (or more questions about my deep dark farming secrets that i’ve kept to myself), please feel free to let me know!

Enjoy swimming in your money.

#swtor #credit farming

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myrnaayubilqis · 5 years

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Sebuah cerita untuk dikenang

Halo, long time no post. Hari ini aku akan cerita seputar hidupku. cerita yang mungkin bisa aku kenang di beberapa tahun yang akan datang.

Cerita ini bermula dari sebuah percakapan singkat antara aku dan teman kuliahku. I had never imagine that it's happening to me after all. Awal mula percakapan kami hanya seputar permasalahan tingkat akhirku skripsi yang tak kunjung berakhir. Awalnya masih mikir biasa aja karena emg temen baik. Dan for sure emg dia kecengan sejuta umat gt karena temen2 aku juga banyak yang suka sama dia. Jadi awal2 masih biasa aja cuman karena satu organisasi yang sama.

Saya akhirnya lulus dan mulai mencari pekerjaan. Dia adalah orang yang sungguh memotivator saya untuk kerja memberi saran pada setiap hal yang perlu saya ambil keputusannya. Semakin lama semakin ngerasa kenapa ini orang jd org yang bisa di andalkan. Padahal saya bukan orang yang ketergantungan awalnya, karena ngerasa ada yang bisa bantu permasalahan hidup ini ya ngerasa beda aja ke dia. Tp jujur aku msh denial karena emg nganggep dia temen baik.

Pada bulan september saya mengikuti seleksi salah satu perusahaan swasta di indonesia salah satunya perusahaan tempat dia bekerja. Tahap awal seleksi saya pikir saya tdk akan lolos karena ujiannya cukup sulit tp ternyata saya lulus. Setelah itu intensitas ngobrol kita lebih sering karena saya suka bertanya seputar seleksi pegawai. Kayaknya udh berapa banyak lowongan yang aku tanyain ke dia dan minta saran kedia mending kayak gimana kalo jadi aku posisinya.

Setelah wawancara seringkali saya tlp cuman cerita perihal yang terjadi hari ini, begitu pun sebaliknya. Sering denger seberapa struggle hidup dia kerja ketemu orang2. Suatu waktu dia ada di pilihan untuk seleksi di salah satu perusahaan BUMN tapi saat itu juga bertepatan dengan pengangkatannya sebagai pegawai permanen. Seneng banget hari itu karena bisa jadi orang yang nyumbang saran perihal keputusan hidupnya. Jujur jarang aja gt yang nanya perihal keputusan untuk hidupnya ke aku apalagi cowo.

Jujur lagi kita ga seintense orang2 pdkt atau gimana karena kadang emg chat hari ini di bales hari besoknya atau 2 hari kemudian. Aku jg bukan orang yang ketergantungan harus chat 1*24jam karena lebih suka ya yaudah tau kegiatan dia apa, tapi selalu ada pas kita butuh. Dia bisa memenuhi harapan aku ini, hubungan yang cukup kooperatif.

Pernah suatu waktu kita emg lagi bahas cpns karena sama2 tes cpns.. pas waktu itu aku udh mulai suka sih kadang suka bercanda kalo dia lembur aku bilang ngopi dan janji buat ngasih kopi.. udh beli juga waktu itu tapi malah diminum ibu aku karena ga ketemu2 terus sama ini orang *plis kalo baca inget km hutang kopi* plg cpns ketemu awalnya mau berdua doang aku blg gpp banyakan juga *pa dahal ingin berdua aja hahaha* pas waktu itu malah aku yang di tlaktir kopi. Hari itu ada sahabat dia juga..

Sahabatnya pasti sadar sih aku posisinya duduk sebelahan dan intens kalo kita ngobrol. Pas plg ditanya lah tuh sama sahabatnya aku ada perasaan sama dia atau engga karena gabisa boong juga akhirnya aku bilang iya ada. Karena katanya keliatan kayak aku suka. Ya emang iya jd gimana lagi :(

Setelah ngopi sebelum pulang aku cuman bilang salam buat ibu, hati2 dijalan. Ya Allah dia nyampe rumah ngabarin ke aku kalo dia udh sampe jujur baper kak saya. Ya gimana ya udh lama juga ga ada yang ngabarin tiba ngabarin.

Kadang setiap kali dia bales lama i mean 2 hari kemudian (padahal udh di read) atau kadang seminggu kemudian, rasanya kapok aja gamau lg ngobrol. Tp setiap kali dia ngajak ngobrol ujung2nya masih aja diladenin dasar aku.

Kisah ini berjalan hingga sekitar bulan november, aku mulai cape hati bagel sendiri ngerasa baper tp kayaknya dia ga peka dsb udh ketergantungan parah pertengahan desember aku minta ketemu beberapa kali karena emg ingin bilang how i felt about him gt.

Tapi dia ga selalu ada di saat aku butuh ko. Ada kalanya aku kecewa besar karena waktu bulan desember akhir nenek meninggal dimana aku bener2 butuh semangat dari dia motivasi dsb. Tapi ya i have nothing to blame him cz we dont even have any relationship at that moment. Bulat pikiran untuk yaudah udahan aja disini karena tau dia ga ada pas kita lg terpuruk.

Pergantian tahun 2019

Di bulan januari ditawarin untuk kerja di sebuah perusahaan swasta di jakarta. Kerja sebagai intern karena ga ada kerjaan juga akhirnya nekad ke jkt. Terus udh gt kerja hampir sebulan ngeliat dia update salah aku emang akhirnya kita ngobrol lagi dan ternyata dia juga switch untuk pindah ke jkt sementara.

Selama dia di jakarta aku udh berkali2 berharap bisa ketemu sama dia karena ingin ngejelasin semua yang ada di otak dan hati ini biar set me free. Suatu waktu dia setuju untuk ketemu di hari sabtu. Posisi aku di jaksel dan dia di jakut.

Kita chat di hari senin, rencana ngingetin di hari jumat... Tapi disitu aku ragu aku ingin tau dia bakal nanyain aku atau engga, karena dia emg orang yang tepat janji. Hari sabtu aku msh nunggu kabar dia pagi2 jadi atau engganya... Disuruh ibu pergi ke bogor ke rumah sodara biar ada temen daripada di kosan... Udh nanya temen mending gimana kata temen2 mending pergi aja ke bogor.. tp tau aku disitu msh nunggu dia minimal ngabarin jadi atau engganya.

Akhirnya jam 12 aku pergi ke bogor msh berharap dia ngasih kabar ke aku kenapa dia ga bisa atau apapun alasannya juga aku ikhlas. Sampe hari minggu sore ga ada info dari dia sedikitpun.... Disitu kecewa parah aku memuncak, maki2 diri sendiri kenapa sebego itu kenapa kenapa kenapa.

Aku akhirnya chat di hari minggu malem kenapa ga ngabarin kalo gajadi dll. Dia jawab dengan mudahnya lupa tapi tanpa minta maaf.... Padahal aku udh nunggu dia berapa hari berharap dia juga ngasih info gt kenapa gabisa minimal inget udh ada janji sama aku ternyata cuman halusinasi aku aja haha.

Setelah itu bener2 fix ingin ngomong langsung ke dia soal perasaan yang ngegantung ini. Beberapa kali sampr bilang ke sahabatnya untuk ngajak temu tp emg blm ketemu moment untuk ketemu dia.

Beberapa bulan terakhir msh ngobrol tapi ya cuman sepintas2 kadang karena snapgram kadang juga emg karena organisasi kadang emg cerita seputar kerjaan.. hari aku ulang tahun ga ngucapin di hari H. Tp beberapa hari kemudian dia bilang masih boleh ga ngucapin aku ingin ngepost ini awalnya dia ngedit foto aku yang pernah aku *pap* ke dia jujur seneng mah ada..

Pas kemarin dia ulang tahun aku seniat itu sampe ngumpulin foto dia terus aku edit terus aku scrapbook. Sampe kata temen2 aku aku seniat itu. Karena emg seniat itu aku ngasih ke dia pdhl cuman foto doang.

Bulan juli kemarin adalah bulan yang menegangkan akhirnya hari dimana aku bulat mau ngomong ke dia perhal selama ini gimana perasaan aku. Karena kita ketemu di tempat yang sama. Padahal hari itu sebenernya bukan waktu yg baik karena kumpul reuni dengan temen2 lainnya cuman ya aku gamau berlarut2 ga jelas kayak gini.

Pertama kali datang udh mikir gimana cara ngomongnya akhirnya aku bilang nanti plg mau ngobrol ya ingetin. For sure dia kayaknya paham karena mukanya panik. Dia bilang kalo inget ya aku juga. Sepanjang hari mikir gimana caranya aku bilang pusing 7 keliling takut salah ngomong.

Kemungkinan cuman 2 dia sans aja dan msh jd temen baik aku atau dia bener2 lost ga jadi temen aku lg karena ngerasa ga enak. Dan aku udh siap sama dua kemungkinan itu.

Malem setelah acara org2 pada pulang cuman ada sebagian temen2 aja aku duduk sendiri dia akhirnya duduk di sebelah aku tp aku tau dia gamau mulai duluan akhirnya aku ngomong duluan

Aku bilang aku mau ngomong tp ga enak banget takut berkali kali aku ngomong gt, akhirnya karna ga siap diliatin banyak orang aku ga cerita kita malah cerita seputar kehidupan kita yanv udh jarang ngobrol hanya ngobrol sebagian2 doang. Seneng jujur ngobrol berdua quality time banget menurutku sebelum aku jujur ke dia dan emg moment itu kemungkinan terkahir ketemu yang gatau ketemu lagi kapannya.

Plg dr kampus kita ( aku, dia dan temen2) cari tempat ngopi untuk chitchat seputar keperluan organisasi jam 12 malem kita cabs untuk pamit plg karena berhubung rumah kita jauh. Pas pulang masih bercanda bilang gmn kalo aku dikunci diluar rumah mau ngegembel dimana dll. Kayaknya itu terakhir aku liat muka bercanda dia.

Konsul sama sahabatnya baiknya aku kapan ngomong by chat kedia. Katanya mending di hari minggu aja, aku hari minggu harus balik lagi ke jkt, memutuskan untuk ngasih info di hari minggu malem supaya dramanya sendiri ga keliatan orang2 rumah

Selama ngetik jujur haru sedih bangga galau di waktu yang sama siap ga sama resiko2nya. Akhirnya sampe dimana aku berkaca2 ngirimin text jujur ke dia.

Aku bilang *Idk how to say it yesterday, but i have to. Aku mau jujur biar enak aja gt, ganjel ga jelas, selama dr thn lalu itu pas aku msh struggle in life ngurusin TA dan lain-lainnya awalnya msh biasa aja ga ada rasa apa2 karena mikirnya ya yaudah gt kita emg temen biasa. Tp lama kelamaan asa aneh aku sendiri ngerasanya. Gatau anehnya km yg selalu aku cari pertama kalo ada struggle in life, happy nya aku gmn, kerjaan aku gimana dan km bisa solve problem yg aku laluin. Gatau kenapa aku sayang gt sama km, sampe sekarang for sure, ngedenger cerita struggle km ngasih saran perihal kesulitan hidup km, aku suka. Ga enak mau bilang krn tau kita dr awal juga emg udh temenan baik takutnya aku bikin km risih atau kayak gimana, tp kalo aku ga bilang juga aku jd bagel bener bener bagel. Aku ngomong gini bukan ingin jd beban buat kamu, cuman aku juga ga ingin terlarut2 ga bilang karena ga enak aja gt rasanya, di aku. Maaf ga ngomong langsung kemarin.."

Ga dibaca semaleman padahal aku tau dia udh baca cmn gatau mau bales apa udh ikhlas ga dibales juga. Pas besok siang tiba2 udh di read jam 11an tp tetep dibales malem.

Dibales " Myrr mbb myr..

Myr sebelumnya aku mau minta maaf dulu, kalo selama ini mungkin udh bikin kamu bagel ngeganjel ga jelas 🙏🏻

Btw, makasih loh udh mau bilang jujur kaya gini.. Ya kalo boleh jujur sih, i feel the same as you, ngerasa aneh mungkin beberapa moment, nyaman aja gitu kalo ngobrol sama myrna minta saran pendapat, sifat kamu yg ke ibuan bgt aku suka, tapi yaa mungkin karna udh temen baik kali yah.

Aku ga risih kok, cuma malah aku takut malah jadi kehilangan sosok myrna sebagai teman baik ku hehe..

Maafin yah myr.. 🙏🏻"

Jadi menurut kalian dia kayak gimana ???? Hahahaha

Aku gamau bikin semua makin rumit dan aku nganggep ini emg udh penolakan mikirnya walau temen2 deket aku bilang dia ambigu. Tapi ya akhirnya aku bercandain karena gamau canggung kedepannya.

Aku jawab "Wkwkkwkw bodor, keibuan banget akutu emang wkwkw, but thank you for your understanding. Aku juga cuman ingin ngomong aja sih hehe biar lega aja dan malah aku yg takut km jd canggung gt awkward kalo ada acara jadi gamau dtg krn aku dtg hahaha, jgn minta maaf wk krn aku apreciate semua hal yg km lakuin ke aku. Jgn canggung ya setelah ini.. terus Jangan sungkan kalo mau cerita cerita, also aku juga boleh kan msh cerita cerita kronik hidup aku wkwk"

Akhirnya dia juga kayak bilang iya aku yg takut km yg berubah dll. Intinya ya kita udh nyelesaiin masalah risalah hati ini. Berujung aku di read aja untuk kesekian kalinya.

Kadang mikir ya emg sepait itu kenyataan yg ga sesuai harapan. Tp ya namanya juga hidup perlu disyukuri atau di syukurin ????

Emg ga gampang sih karena aku setelah itu masih cerita masalah kerjaan minta saran ke dia, ya semoga ya aku ga ketergantungan kamu lagi...

Tp kadang mikir setelah dia tau aku syg dia, dia gmn ya kadang msh suka bales snapgram aku yang kebetulan gaperlu di bales juga ????

Jadi ya yaudah akusih intinya jalanin aja so far udh tau juga hal terburuknya emg kita gabisa juga bareng2 tapi ya maaf aku juga ga segampang itu cari sosok yang bisa gantiin kamu di hidup aku, maaf ya, semoga segera aku ga ketergantungan lagi sama kamu. Makasih juga udah jadi lovelife yang bisa gantiin sosok "dia" semasa SMA.

Semangat myr!

-09082019-

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Chan Zuckerberg Initiative announces $3 billion investment to cure disease

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Chan Zuckerberg Initiative announces $3 billion investment to cure disease

The Chan Zuckerberg Initiative just announced a brand new program informally known as Chan Zuckerberg Science to take a position $3 billion within the next decade to assist cure, prevent, or manage all disease. The cash originates from the $45 billion organization Mark Zuckerberg and the wife Priscilla Chan began this past year to succeed human potential and equality. The work brings together groups of scientists and engineers to construct new tools for that scientific community Priscilla Chan stated on stage in an event in Bay Area.

You can view the announcement here:

Area of the $3 billion will visit a $600 million purchase of Biohub, a brand new location which will unite researchers from Stanford, Berkeley, and UCSF with elite engineers to locate new methods to treat disease.

Very well be purchasing fundamental science research with the aim of curing disease, Chan described.Like a doctor Ive labored with families at most difficult moments of the livesChan stated, shedding tears on stage as she recounted people hearing a family member had cancer. Chan Zuckerberg Science will aim to eliminate individuals moments.

Mark Zuckerberg arrived on the scene on stage to recognize the main health issues facing the planet, and just how the brand new program will address them.

Nearly all deaths are caused off by heart disease, infectious disease, nerve disease, and cancer, so individuals would be the places that this program will concentrate its efforts.

The roadmap for that program includes three parts:

Bring scientists and engineers together

Build tools and technology

Grow the movement to finance science

Zuckerberg demonstrated visible gusto, noting how our country spends 50x more about treating those who are sick than curing illnesses so people dont become ill. Are going to much better than that! he announced. To alter this, Zuckerberg described there has to be a shift towards lengthy-term thinking for research that needs more funding than typical academic grants can sustain. Thats where his $45 billion fortune is available in.

Cori Bargmann, a neuroscientist in the Rockefeller College and also the new mind of Chan Zuckerbergs science program, arrived on the scene to describe the way the $3 billion is going to be spent.

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Cori Bargmann walks the crowd at UCSF with the CZS playbook

Biohub

Biohub is going to be found at 499 Illinois St.in San Franciscos Mission Bay district, alongside UCSF and comparatively accessible to another universities. The area is going to be brought by UCSFs Joe DeRisi and Stanfords Stephen Quake, professors recognized for their knowledge of biophysics and bioengineering. All of the research and output in the organization is going to be freely open to all doctors and researchers everywhere.

Biohub may also staff researchers and equipment on hands for rapid reaction to emerging dangers such as the Zika virus. This way, instead of getting to hold back for debates on how to fund a remedy or vaccine for any new threat, the CZS can instantly start locating a solution, described DeRisi.

Transformational Technologies

The CZS will concentrate on building transformational technologies that may drive significant leaps in prevention and treatment. Zuckerberg stated Its really pretty simple to imagine what new tools we have to develop to create progress around the four major disease groups.

The technologies Zuckerberg listed were AI software to assist with imaging the brainto make progress on nerve illnesses, machine understanding how to evaluate large databases of cancer genomes, a nick so that you can identify any infectious disease, continuous blood stream monitoring so that you can identify and catch any disease early, or perhaps a map of all the types of cell types within our physiques and also the different states that they’ll maintain to ensure that those who are designing drugs can reference that to rapidly design something for just about any given disease thats available.

Zuckerberg and Chan

That 4g iphone, known as a cell atlas, could be an essential breakthrough. Nobody can tell the number of cell types you will find within your body stated Quake. Understanding them through singular cell sequencing technologies and genome editing could improve strategy to cancer, diabetes, infection, and much more.

Challenge Systems

The CZS will fund virtual institutes known as challenge systems that unite experts from around the globe to operate on especially urgent problems. For instance, genes have been located that have an affect on neurodegenerative illnesses, nevertheless its unclear which genes map that results. The task network will discover the very best doctors, scientists, and engineers within the field and make communication channels together to switch research, for both remote collaboration as well as in-person summits.

The task systems is going to be put together to deal with certain illnesses, build specific technologies, and lengthy-term investigations like why neurons die because of neurodegenerative disease, or the way the defense mechanisms attacks infections although not your body. Reward and incentive structures is going to be designed to allow researchers to show the work they do for that Chan Zuckerberg Initiative right into a career.

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Bill Gates commends Chan Zuckerberg Science

This works, Bargmann concluded. And also to allay fears that Chan and Zuckerberg will spend profit areas it normally won’t understand, a core critique from the $45 billion organization, Bargmann stated they’ll constantly consult with experts concerning the best projects to operate on.

Mark concluded the big event by presenting his mentor and philanthropic inspiration, , who known as the initiative very bold, very ambitious. He stated We want more science!, encouraging more philanthropists to obtain involved. Gates described the world got lucky that Ebola didnt spread, but we want organizations ready with funding to battle back rapidly.

We spoke to Gates following the event, asking his advice with other philanthropists searching to create an effect. He suggested talking with both health care providers on the floor, and solution-makers and researchers who know where theres possibility to do good. Many people come in internet marketing from likely to Africa to see the necessity, and a few have it by listening to great science. Clearly Mark and Priscilla do each of individuals things, and i believe that can help a great deal, in which you see both possibility which unbelievable need.

Broadening The CZI

Todays new programs all draw funding in the Chan Zuckerberg Initiative, that was first announced in December plus the birth from the couples daughter Max. Structured being an LLC, Mark will donate 99% of his Facebook shares, or about $45 billion, towards the organization throughout his lifetime. By establishing the CZI being an LLC rather of the traditional charitable organization, Zuckerberg still controls his shares, and may spend set for-profit companies, political campaigns, and policy lobbying in addition to non-profits. The particular groups goal would be to advance human potential and equality.

The CZIs first investment first viewed it lead a $24 million Series B in June for Andela, a startup that can help train and put African engineers with tech companies. After that it brought a $50 million purchase of Indian video learning startup Byju earlier this year.

While individuals investments centered on education, this latest program will place the familys money into research to tackle disease prior to the finish from the century. You want to dramatically improve every existence in Maxs generation and make certain we dont miss just one soul Chan stated.

Find out more: https://techcrunch.com/2016/09/21/chan-zuckerberg-initiative-announces-investment-to-cure-disease/

#chan zuckerberg initiative #Mark Zuckerberg #priscilla chan

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