I'm left in this void screaming into the darkness, joined only by the howling wind. It tears through my soul and rips at my skin but but the static in my chest weighs more than it ever could.

My mind so filled yet so empty of words and an aching in my heart for what has been lost in a way I can not explain. And as I stand at the cusp of madness, three steps away from the end of it all, I realize that I am not alone in this terrible storm.

As the howl of the wind intertwines with my own and flowers intk a symphony of pain I recognize it as the shrieks of millions abandoned along side me.

My pain is not mine alone, but one felt by us all.

So anyways ao3 is down :(

There is literally NOTHING in the world that could have prepared me for the ammount of emotional turmoil HNOC live would cause me. IT ENDED. RIGHT BEFORE HANGED MAN RUSTS. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. TEARS IN MY EYES. ARE YOU KIDDING ME.

I WILL BE THINKING ABOUT THIS FOR THE NEXT 10 YEARS. I. JESUS, MAN. JESUS. COME OB. OH MY GOD. GOD. CHRIST.

GHEJFEJFJHE, WHEN LOKI'S VOICE GOES FROM: "Hey, I'm just a funny lil guy♡ Just a goofy god♥️A lil silly dude!" to "I'm about to carry this show and make you yearn for me with the passion of a 1000 suns-"

and I love him for it.

hi your art is super adorable! 🥺🤲 idk if you take requests but iruka taking care of baby sasuke is sth i would've loved to see in the series and your fanarts made me think of that love your art lots! 💖

AU where itachi observes iruka being emotionally intelligent and shoves sasuke into his arms

i’m literally in the same city as enhypen rn omg

“It’s a shame things turned out like this.”

~ Dazai Osamu, Bungou Stray Dogs (Chapter 101 || Episode 58)

me after immediately following someone who liked 1 of my posts and they don’t immediately follow me back:

formal literary analysis is just fanfic for nerds

“Don’t worry, the suspects can’t hurt you!”

The suspects:

i screamed.

the little prince is earnestly an extremely good movie except i can never watch it again bc the one time i did i fully cried for 30 straight minutes abt the ending

THIS WORLD IS SO CRUEL... NO SYMPATHY FOR THIS POOR SOUL!!!!

edit: I ended up getting it… peace and love on planet earth

see the reality is i post on my rps usually when nobodys been there a bit and nobody is probably online, but the mental illness in me keeps saying its bc everyone secretly hates me and i dont deserve love, and when i tell a gov doctor that, they basically just say ‘take your antidepressant’s and shut up’ which is also funny when said gov doctor wont refill my fucking antidepressants in the first place

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Finally going through all of Miraculous and so far my feelings:

I was going to post this a long time ago during the pandemic cause a lot of idols were just going on vlive and doing silly lil fun things and never did but I want something happy on my blog. I want something of Moonbin I can look at without crying so I want to post this lil video.

I think they were making chocolate and sanha just starts screaming and I thought it was really funny and chaotic.

I feel dumb to post stuff idk I don’t feel like talking or posting anything cause I keep seeing stuff on Moonbin and it just sucks. It sucks I keep thinking about Sua and how hurt she must be and for all of moonbin’s family I hate it so much it’s just not fair. I know everyone grieves and handles loss differently I’ve seen a lot of things like people still post to their social media and some of the artists I follow are releasing new music and all I can think about is how can you continue on after something like this but not everyone knows or cares and just because something like music gets put out even if the artist knows or heard doesn’t mean they don’t care. Idk. Anyway have this happy video and I hope it’ll make me smile or anyone else maybe idk