#count them calories | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

s1l4s-l1k3s-t0m4t03s · 13 days

Text

im sorry i cant handle this

#i hate my irls so much #like so much its horrible i hate myself #all they do is talk abt weight and calories #and theyre both underweight (not by an ed btw)#they just talk abt weight by pointiny out mine and saying im thin while im barely less thsn them #and always looking at cals and giggling snd stsrjng at me when they dont even count cals #like a packet of my fav chocolate i was letting myself have on a meta day (reeses) and one took it snd went “is it a safefood 🥹🥹”#fuck off get your hands off my food??#i threw it away i was so sad #or one akways makes sh jokes #and no offence but god dont do that??#dont randomlt make jokes or pull up your sleeves to show me ur cvts #they saw my beans once and asked if i can teach them how to go that deep #fvxk off ive been doing this since i was 8 years old #you jumped on a month ago bc you literallt told me jts a trend #fvxk i hate my irls so so so much

16 notes · View notes

maretriarch · 2 months

Text

feeling really petite and fragile and damaged after slicing my finger open multiple times on a low fat zero sugar yogurt cup

#sleeping beauty and her spindle #why the fuck are these yogurt cups so goddamn sharp arent they for little grandmas gi-gis going to die #my fingernail also finally fell off from months ago when i completely crushed my fingers in a door so thats good literally im decaying #literally every day i look more and more like a fallout ghoul probably all the losfat yogurt it's ok you get more yogurt per yogurt #counting calories by envisioning them as like monopoly money you get for doing chores and stretching the buck as much as you possibly can #is kind of a fun and creative way to permanently warp your mind and body #like caught being good tickets from school you can exhange for a cool eraser or scented pencil you can smell instead of eating

11 notes · View notes

chipistrate · 7 months

Text

Thinking about the therapy tapes and specifically how fucked over Vanessa was with her parents-

Forced to lie about her mom in court which ended in her death and got stuck with her shit ass dad, and when she escaped her dad she ended up stuck with a virus mimicking a manipulative serial killer with a similar name and personality as her dad- like she just can NOT get a break,,,,

Makes me wonder if that had an effect on how she cares for Gregory after PQ ending- like she wants to be a good guardian/sibling to him and make sure nothing that happened to xem ever happens to him. He's already going through enough and xey want to help and be the support for him that she never got, but she's just never sure what to say or do.

#Chip Chatter #Also makes me wonder if it'd affect how she sees Freddy #he's like a father figure to Gregory #but Vanessa could never see him as such. She's not used to good father figures #and because of that it's weird for her to think of such a nice #kind #gentle person as a father instead of just a supportive friend.#I dunno if I'm wording my thoughts right but I'm just ruhfjigherjl.sfgherjfdc #Vanessa's therapy tapes make me so sad........ she literally never gets a break in them it's just one thing after another like wtf man #tw implied suicide #I feel like that's an appropriate tag #I feel like not enough people talk about Nessa's therapy tapes #they're so fucked up #therapist trying to talk to her about her severe parental issues/trauma while she's dealing with Glitchtrap and all his bullshit #SHE EVEN STARTS COUNTING HER CALORIES LIKE WTF GLITCHTRAP!!! WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM!!!!

24 notes · View notes

mrsterlingeverything · 2 months

Text

.

#theres this poll i just saw that was like do you expect your partner to maintain a certain weight or physique #and like........#yea.....#its not the most important thing ever but like i have to count calories to keep my weight up #and im pretty active even if i dont have like a strong gym routine #so... it doesnt sound great to say but i expect them to stay healthy or im not going to be as attracted to them sry #i want it to feel like a fair deal

9 notes · View notes

estonian-is-horrible · 4 months

Text

important pastry update

Rimi now sells Ukrainian pastry! cherry, kohupiim and minced meat. not all together of course.

#love them #cronch cronch #the rimi ones are kinda dry #the ones i had in kyiv were nice and soft #but somewhat greasy #not for peole counting calories #tastes kinda like childhood

7 notes · View notes

bluesundaymorn · 5 months

Text

every now and again that "medicine doesnt have calories" post i made a while ago gets some jackass in the responses trying to "uhmmm achtshully" me like.... obviously i know some medicines have calories you fucking melt the point is they are so negligible that you shouldn't feel guilty for trying to stay as healthy as you can or managing your other medical needs if you're chronically or mentally ill, not everyone wants to be as miserable as you

#''honey has 21 calories per spoonful if you think they don't count you're delusional and fat 🤓''#<- someone with ED honeymoon brain rot probably #anyway i always block them lol

10 notes · View notes

camembertlythere · 3 months

Text

Hate these styling vs wearing posts so much. Like I get it, but it's not a set of finite (and somehow still extremely arbitrary) rules that, if you follow them just like the tiktok girlies said, you'll look good. Style is understanding your own body and proportions, and then wearing things that make you happy and that fit your body in a way that gives you confidence! It's the confidence in your appearance!! It's the joy in decorating yourself because it's your body!!!

#idk dude #it's giving 25 step skincare routine #it's giving calorie counting instead of just eating your food bc some fitness turkey who you will never look like #told you that you Can look like them if you just try harder #also do much of Style is based in Not caring if you're doing trends correctly you know?#like all the youth asking about how to achieve goth/punk/grunge Aesthetic with none of the community engagement #this is part of why i dropped out of fashion school in 2008

5 notes · View notes

acoyote · 8 months

Text

the most annoying people on earth are the ones who act you’re completely obliterating any nutritional value of vegetables by cooking them with something “too fatty” like cheese or “too much” oil. fuck you. part of the reason i still struggle with motivation to improve my shitty diet is because so many people even my own damn doctors make it sound futile like ok i might as well just continue eating nothing but chicken nuggets if making a veggie palatable to me is going to sap all of its nutritional value and it's not any different

#i wish i liked raw or steamed veggies but right now i simply don't i've been picky my whole life and my parents just let me eat whatever #i will NOT eat them like that yet let me have them crispy and oily #i'm not necessarily trying to lose weight here i'm just trying to get some damn nutrience in my body #but all anyone cares about is the calorie count #anyway i'm eating a shit ton of kale chips because they're TASTY with OIL and SALT #food

9 notes · View notes

sexynetra · 10 days

Text

Tw: ED mention (not explicit)

I’m not gonna post screenshots bc I don’t want that shit on my page but I need drag queens on Twitter to stop posting wildly triggering ED content!!! This is the second time this week that that shit had found its way onto my dash and that’s just not okay!!!

#this is so serious to me like #I’ve got 10 years of work under my belt to help keep myself from being triggered into relapse but not everyone is so lucky #and also sometimes that’s not enough to stop me and then my mental space gets totally fucked up for a bit and I have to claw myself out #like fucking come on!#don’t make starving jokes! don’t link to pages that are basically recreations of proana tumblr in 2012 #I don’t need to see body checks and extreme calorie counts #eating disorders #tw eating disorders #ed #tw ed #also if I missed a trigger tag for this please lmk I tried to remember them #anyways I’m mad at Kerri and Eve rn and if I see another one I’m gonna fucking lose it

6 notes · View notes

depresseddepot · 2 years

Text

the way i try so SO hard to gain even a crumb of body neutrality only to then see some shit on twitter that remind me that oh yeah. a distinct portion of the population genuinely believes they are being discriminated against when they have to look at or be within 50 feet of a fat person

#the amount of times ive heard my skinny friends call themselves fat and disgusting to my face without considering the implications #i saw some tweet that just like. had a fat person in the video and ALL of the responses were men making fun of her #like. yes i realize my life would be so much better if i was born with a faster metabolism. thank you for reminding me #yes i realize i am not treated seriously because i am fat #that sort of incredulous look skinny people give you when you have the audacity to sit near them on the bus or ask for directions #like they're shocked you weren't some round thing that was in their sights for 2 seconds to make fun but disappeared #i am trying very hard not to let it get to me but when so many people seem to think the same thing it feels stupid #likei know i dont see people the way allosexuals do but are fat people really so disgusting that they feel like they can say shit like that #its so so frustrating #if i am going to die alone because of my own failings i can learn to accept that #but if i die alone because i can't find anybody that doesn't think fat people are worthless then what is the fucking point lmao #''people irl dont actually think that'' i cant count on 1 hand the amount of skinny people who have lamented about their weight to my face #someone brings in cookies to work and as im eating one someone skinny says ''well. i really don't need the extra calories so ill pass''#someone skinny checking out diet/exercise books because they ''REALLY have to lose some weight''#no they aren't talking about me/to me but how detached from your surroundings do you have to be to shit on yourself for your weight #like. even if i was skinny they're still talking about how gross and ugly they are around kids #''love your body and your self!!!1!!1'' okay then stop calling yourself disgusting regardless of how much you weigh.#you can think if if you want but god that 12 year old girl in line behind you is going to remember that forever #she is going to internalize ''oh okay. thats what a disgusting body looks like''#andthen she'll grow up and hate herself and continue the fucking cycle #just stop. stop talking about your weight around kids. i dont need 60 yo women telling me they're gross when they weigh maybe 150 lbs #i know this is super unhealthy but i literally cannot wait until i can move out and isolate myself from society #because every second i try to engage with it is literal torture #yall are so mean for no reason #i dont really have much to live for #but it would be helpful if skinny people didn't constantly reiterate that there's no point to living if you aren't skinny #im so tired #vent

26 notes · View notes

rulesforthedance · 1 year

Text

“Forget fad diets and go with our fad diet”

#bold af. just straight up lying #'not a diet' they literally have you counting calories (so you can restrict them) how tf would they define a diet then #ed cw

4 notes · View notes

neutroiis · 2 years

Text

executive dysfunction tip: if you use a med reminder app u can also use that to track meals if you forget to eat.

i have a pill called “breakfast” in my pill tracking app and while my urge to eat isn’t reliable, my desire to have a 100% completion score in the app is as reliable as the sun rising and setting

#ik meal tracking apps exist but most of then count calories so i don’t like them

11 notes · View notes

rubenesque-as-fuck · 2 years

Text

Weekends are just a never-ending argument with myself about why I need to stop spending money on things in what feels like a Sisyphusian effort to feel less sad

#it doesn't MATTER that those cute heels are on super sale dumbass!!#because you never fucking go anywhere to wear heels and have nobody to wear them for so they languish in your closet 99% of the time #you don't NEED another tattoo no matter how fun they are or how happy the idea makes you #you SHOULDN'T go get fancy weekend food there's cheap shit at home aren't you supposed to be on a budget idiot #you have ENOUGH random hobby distractions you don't need another one to add to the stack you never even finished that last jigsaw puzzle #but then like counter-argument... when I don't do things that make me feel better at least for a little while then i just think about dying #and being empty and alone and having my whole life stretching ahead of me in a featureless fog until i die anyway #so maybe it's ok to say fuck my budget and go get that nice sandwich and maybe see how much a small new tattoo might cost #because it's not like my budget will matter if I just Succumb To The Horrors #retail therapy #depression #honestly money spent and calories consumed on the weekends just shouldn't count 😤

7 notes · View notes

vampacidic · 2 years

Note

what are your thoughts on suou tsukasa. i think she is very egglike and also chubby

uu i've acfually never really dug into tsukasa lore LMAO she's just not a character my brain attached to.. i feel like i'd be obsessed with her if i dug into her maybe 2 years agai bc her struggle with expectations reeeeally would've reflected my own at the time but i never did.. i think she's cute. a bit of a try hard but in the cutest way possible. for some reason i have all of her gacha five stars on both music and basic.... i'm squeezing her like this