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My Wife (Conor x Reader)
Request - I SEE YOUR TAKING REQUESTS!!! I'm so excited!!!! I know you're going to be amazing! May I request one where your newlyweds with Conor? And it's super fluffy! I know you're going to be so great!!!!
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You didn't mind. You really, really didn't. In fact, your life had been a lot less stressful after deciding that you and Conor would keep your relationship private. You didn't have to deal with hate. You didn't have to duck paparazzi when you went out in public without Conor. You definitely didn't regret it.
That being said, it had been 4 years. You occasionally felt a little bummed you couldn't tell the world how much you loved him. You were always introduced as part of his management or his personal assistant or just a friend. There had even been rumors that you and Jack were dating. The two of you had just returned from your honeymoon and you were catching up with all of your friends/family.
"So how are you going to plan your big reveal?" Your mom had asked through your Skype video session.
"Mooooommm, stop. We haven't even talked about it." you replied.
"I know you've wanted to go public for a while, so i assumed you would after the wedding." she continued.
"I promise I'll talk to Conor about it later. I just don't want to immediately stress us out straight after our Honeymoon. Lets ease back into the real world." you said, saying goodbye and ending the conversation.
You didn't know it, but Conor had been listening to your conversation with your mom. He didn't know that you had wanted to go public. Conor had hated that he couldn't bring you to events and show you off to his fans. He kept it private because he thought that's what you wanted. After listening in on your conversation, he started planning.
Conor immediately set about texting your friends and family. He wanted any pictures and videos of the two of you that he could get his hands on.
"Hey babe, I need to run over to Joe's." Conor said, walking in the room while you were skyping your best friend.
"Okay, love." you said, kissing Conor when he leaned down into frame.
"Hey Conor!" your friend said, waving.
"What's up? When are you going to visit us? You know Jack always likes when you visit." He winked at the camera, sitting on your lap for a minute.
"Now that you're back, I'll try to come up sometime this month." she answered. You were grateful all of your friends and family got along. "And your brother likes when any girl visits." she laughed.
"Well I'll leave you two to it." Conor kissed you again before leaving.
He couldn't work on his next cover with you in the flat, so he had text Joe asking if he could set up his recording equipment in his house.
"So you're going to tell everyone?" Joe asked with a big smile on his face.
"Finally. I wish I would have just told everyone like 3 years ago, but now that we're married I'm done hiding it." Conor replied, figuring out where he was going to set up.
"I'm glad. You two are perfect for each other. I don't think you'll get as much hate as you thought you would." Joe said, helping Conor. "And I'm glad I get to post some footage that I couldn't show before since the two of you were snogging in it."
"I'm married. I'm really married." Conor laughed. "In every one of our 'most likely to' videos I always get the 'last to get married' card, but I'm fucking married." Conor had a massive smile on his face. He sent you a text telling you he'd be home really late.
"It's got a good ring to it." Joe laughed. "I'll start sorting through the pictures and clips and I'll leave you to record. Let me know if you need anything." Joe grabbed Conor's phone to start downloading what your friends and family had sent him.
"Thanks." Conor replied. "You have our wedding videos, right?"
"Yup. Oli sent me everything." Joe smiled at Conor.
About 12 hours later, Joe and Conor were working on making the clips and pictures fit the length of the song. "I think it's perfect." Joe yawned.
"I just hit upload." Conor sleepily smiled at his friend. "I just need to write the description."
"It won't finish uploading for at least an hour. Go home before you write it. I don't want you falling asleep in the car." Joe said, moving his laptop to the table. "You'll just have to log in from home to make it go live."
"Thank you so much." Conor said standing up.
"Just leave all of the equipment. You can get it later." Joe hugged his friend.
"Good idea." Conor said, hugging Joe. "Thanks again, buddy. I owe you."
When Conor got home, he opened his lap top and started writing the description.
"Hello everyone. I would like to introduce you to Y/n. Some of you know her as my assistant. Some people think she's my manager. Some of you even think she's sleeping with my brother haha. Well none of these are true. If you already watched the video, you'll know that Y/n is now my wife. That's right. Conor Maynard actually convinced someone to wake up next to his ugly mug every day. I know that some of you are going to be mad that I didn't share any of this earlier, but when I met y/n I knew I would do absolutely everything I could to keep our relationship happy and healthy. She is the most important person in my life and I know that you will all love her once you get to know her. I picked this song because it's the song we danced to at our wedding. Y/n, I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. You keep my life in order and you make me a better person. We both know I can't stay serious for more than 5 minutes at a time without cracking a joke, but I will always be there for you. I know this whole thing is sappy and I promise your regularly scheduled programming will continue, but I needed to share this part of my life with everyone.
Y/n, meet everyone. Everyone, meet my wife."
Conor made the video live and joined you in bed.
"Hey." you sleepily said, rolling over to snuggle against Conor. "Finish whatever you were working on?"
"Yup." Conor replied, wrapping his arms around you. "It's perfect." he said, leaning down to press a kiss to the top of your head. "I want you to see it tomorrow."
"Of course." you replied, nuzzling your face into Conor's chest.
"Goodnight, beautiful." Conor said, yawning, but you had already fallen back asleep.
When you woke up, you kissed a sleeping Conor on the cheek and rolled out of bed. You had gotten used to waking up before him. When you went to grab your phone you saw a note stuck to the screen. "Don't open your phone yet. Go into the living room"
"Well this is weird." you chucked, looking over a Conor peacefully sleeping. "What have you been up to?"
Walking down the stairs you saw more post-its on the wall.
"Good morning, beautiful"
"I love you so much"
"I can't believe I ended up with someone so amazing"
Walking into the living room, you saw Conor's lap top on the coffee table with another post-it on it. "Open me". Inside was a post-it that said "Play me".
Clicking play on the video titled "Thinking Out Loud" you watched bits of your 4 year relationship play on the screen. Ed Sheeran's "Thinking Out Loud" played in the background as you watched you and Conor dancing around like idiots at his parents house with his brother and sister. Conor pranking you. The first Christmas Conor spent at your parents house, opening presents and kissing under the mistletoe. Proposing to you on a secluded beach where you took your first trip alone as a couple. Pictures you and your friends had taken but never posted on any social media. A funny video of the two of you singing "final countdown" at a karaoke bar. You and Anna being caught having a food fight in the flat's kitchen when you realized you had mixed the cake batter wrong. And finally, clips from your wedding. Your friends sharing their toasts and the two of you sharing your first dance as husband and wife.
When the video ended, you wiped the tears off of your cheeks and started scrolling through the comments. There, of course, were mean comments, but you were surprised at how many people just seemed to be happy for the two of you. Closing the lap top, you walked back upstairs. Unlocking your phone, you were overwhelmed with texts and voicemails from your friends and family all telling you how cute Conor's video was and how happy they were for the two of you.
Crawling back into bed, you snuggled up against Conor. "Hey" he croaked, wiping the sleep from his eyes. "Good morning."
"Good morning, husband." you smiled up at him. "Thank you." you said, kissing
"Did you see it?" He asked, slipping his arms around you and rolling the two of you over.
leaning up to kiss Conor, you nodded. "It's beautiful." you said, pulling him to rest his weight against you. "It's perfect."
"I'm so happy you liked it." Conor said. "I finally get to tell people you're my wife." Conor ducked down to kiss you again.
"I like the sound of that." you replied.
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Seventeen Playlist
Aka: Songs that remind me of the members and why. (GIF credit to the original owners)
Master List
Hip Hop Unit:
S.Coups: Royalty- Conor Maynard
This song screams expensive sugar daddy. Its a little sexy, a little overconfident, and a little old school but overall, the song of someone who really loves their partner. The beat of the song reminds me of something you might have heard in an old school club or at least the movie version of one. Scoups has been shown to pay for people’s stuff all the time, and is obviously a very protective man. This song just feels like it was written by a younger version of himself, and I love it.
Wonwoo: Wanna Be Yours- Artic Monkeys
Wonwoo reminds me of so many Artic Monkey songs but Wanna Be Yours has the vibes that just feels like him. The song is a little dark and stormy, while being overwhelmingly loving and hopeful. Its a touch desperate, as though the singer can’t actually speak to the subject, and that feels very Wonu. Wonu is a quiet guy, less shy and more simply introverted, and a song so longing and desperate, feels like something he would write.
Mingyu: Stuck With You- Ariana Grande and Justin Bieber
This song is fun and upbeat, while still being a bit of a tease. Mingyu feels the same way. He’s a goof and strikes me as someone who would love this song, and the conversation it tells. For the sake of your heart, don’t imagine him dancing around the kitchen with his partner whilst singing along.
Vernon: Renegades- X Ambassadors
This is going to be super specific but both Vernon, and this song feel like sitting in the back of a loved one’s Subaru Legacy, watching the sunset over the ocean, after spending the day at the skate park. Its calming, with this rebellious undertone and a heart of love, and that just feels like Vernon to me.
Vocal Unit:
Jeonghan: Troublemaker- Oly Murz and Flo Rider
Troublemaker is definitely a word that can be used to describe Jeonghan, that’s something everyone knows. The song is about a person who is wholly aware of the power they hold over people, and sung by a person who is totally caught up in the spell. Jeonghan is a manipulator, and I mean that with love, but he knows exactly what he’s doing, and he’s going to use it for his own gain.
Shua: She Will Be Loved- Maroon 5
Maroon 5 and Joshua Hong go hand in hand, but specifically I think he feels like She Will Be Loved. The song feels like a promise someone is making to their lover’s parent, a promise that their daughter will always be loved. Joshua has a tendency to feel a little old school, like a gentleman, and strikes me as someone who would make this kind of promise. Also the image of him playing his guitar and singing this song with that soft “thinking of the person I love” smile, my heart can’t take it.
Woozi: Piano Man- Billy Joel
Lee Jihoon is made of music. He’s an old soul, and Piano Man feels like it was written by him a long time ago, and yet in a time still to come. There’s a love within the song, a love for music and the way it pulls you in. Jihoon was supposed to be a musician, and whether he’s performing as an idol, or simply playing the piano in a bar, he will always be a Piano Man.
DK: Honey, Honey- Abba
Not only can I see him bodying this song, but I can picture it being sung about him. I feel the Amada Seyfried version suits him best, with the teasing tones and childish vibes. Seokmin is duality personified. On stage he gets so sexy and confident, and offstage he’s cute and sweet. Honey Honey is as well, being about a very grown-up relationship but sung in a way a child might understand.
Seungkwan: Everything I Didn’t Say- 5SOS
Seungkwan has a lot to say, no one can doubt that, but I feel like he’s awful at talking about genuine, romantic love. Everything I Didn’t Say comes at the end of relationship, when the singer is reflecting on the things they wished they had said, and to me, this feels like something Seungkwan would sing. Not only would his voice fit the song beautifully, but I feel as though he understands the emotion behind it and could really bring it to life.
Performance Unit:
Jun: Horns-Bryce Fox
Hear me out. While the subject of the song doesn’t feel like Jun, the singer himself does. The song is about a woman who is, objectively, toxic as fuck. She’s akin to a demon or beast, and yet, the singer can’t get enough of her. She’s what keeps him alive. The fire in this song, the passion, and sheer lust, that’s what feels like Jun. Its feels like bearing your soul, feeling it burn, and cherishing the warmth you’re given in return, and I don’t know why, but to me, that screams Wen Junhui.
Hoshi: History Maker- Dean Fujioka
Is this song from an anime about figure skaters? Yes. Does it still feel like Hoshi? Yes! The song itself is super short, but its message is one of hope, and following your dreams. The song makes me feel confident, like I could change the world, and to me, that sounds like Hoshi. He too is confident and doing what he loves. He doesn’t let himself get dragged down by anything, and does his best to keep moving forward. If this song isn’t on his work out playlist, it should be.
Minghao: Uptown Girl- Billy Joel
Uptown Girl is a classic, its romantic, flirty, and such a tease. It feels like making fun of the person you love, and that is Minghao in a nutshell. He feels like classic love songs and being an ass to your lover. More than that, the song covers this underlying note of not feeling like enough, like you aren’t good enough for your partner, and that also feels like Minghao. Yeah, he’s confident, but he also strives to grown and be a better person, and to that extent, he probably worries that he’ll never be good enough for the person he falls for.
Dino: R.I.P. 2 my Youth- The Neighborhood
This song is about growing up and finding a world that doesn’t care about you, and how you don’t care in return. Though Chan still seems like he has some hope left, its obvious that he grew up too fast. This song feels like what he’s trying not to be. He’s only about a year older than me, but sometimes it feels like he’s lived so much longer. I’m not sure 100% why, but this song is Chan.
Let me know what you think! Do you agree, or are there any songs that you associate with the boys?
#seventeen scenarios#seventeen#seventeen headcanons#seventeen reactions#svt headcanons#svt reactions#svt hip hop unit#svt performance unit#svt vocal unit#goodwriterwithbadhabits
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Obey Me - Assigning Songs
Assigning songs to the Obey Me cast! Part two, the brothers.
[Part 1 - Now dateable]
Lucifer
➤ Monster - Besomorph
“You made a monster, I’m your impostor”
➤ Stigma - Taehyung
“Are you calling me a sinner?”
➤ Mortals - Warriyo
“Stranded in the open, dried out tears of sorrow.”
➤ Awake - Jin
“I’m so afraid, still, I hold the six flower petals tightly in my hand.”
➤ Battlefield - Svrcina
“Nowhere to run from this, no way to forget.”
Mammon
➤ Greedy - Arianna Grande
“You know that I’m greedy for love”
➤ Money - Lisa
“I came here to drop some money”
➤ Cirque - Sub Urban
“No need to be in love to have a little romance.”
➤ Royalty - Conor Maynard
“Sit up in my palace and baby, you would be my queen.”
➤ Female Robbery - The Neighbourhood
“I think I found out that I have nothing.”
Leviathan
➤ Scream - Dreamcatcher
“Words that cut like a sharp.”
➤ Glitch - Kwon Eun-bi
“So catch me if you can, like a glitch.”
➤ Let Me In - Enhypen
“But don’t push me out, let me be there.”
➤ 10 Months - Enhypen
“I’ll protect you. All day, all night.”
➤ Piri - Dreamcatcher
“I only have you, save me now.”
Satan
➤ Paramour - Sub Urban
“Watching it unfold, playing my own role.”
➤ Daddy Issues - The Neighbourhood
“I’d run away and hide with you.”
➤ Careless Whisper - George Michael
“Though it’s easy to pretend, I know you’re not a fool.”
➤ Wires - The Neighbourhood
“You knew the game and played it.”
➤ Red Sun - Dreamcatcher
“Moon, stop your work. Keep the dark night dark.”
⅚Asmodeus
➤ Baby - Madison Beer
“Sugar coated, he says I’m the most sweet.”
➤ Pink Venom - Blackpink
“Everything is collapsing at the flick of my fingertip.”
➤ 7 Rings - Ariana Grande
“I want it, I got it.”
➤ Pacify Her - Melanie Martinez
“But was he yours, if he wanted me so bad?”
➤ Mad Hatter - Melanie Martinez
“You can be Alice, I'll be the Mad Hatter”
Beelzebub
➤ Don't you dare forget the sun - Get Scared
“You never knew your mind was dark, no!”
➤ Believer - Imagine Dragons
“Singing from heartache from the pain.”
➤ Jump - Bts
“Even if I live for a day, I’ll have no regrets.”
➤ Still with you - Jungkook
“Please call my name one more time”
➤ Not by the moon - Got7
“It’s meaningless without you”
Belphegor
➤ Sarcasm - Get Scared
“My heart is breaking but there's no use crying”
➤ Cradles - Sub Urban
“I live inside my own world of make-believe.”
➤ No More Dream - Bts
“Disobey the hell of a society, grant a special pardon to your dream”
➤ Lie - Jimin
“Caught in a lie, please find me bring me back again”
➤ Sweet Dreams - Eurythmics
“Sweet dreams are made of this.”
#obey me#obey me shall we date#shall we date#shall we date obey me#obey me nightbringer#nightbringer#lucifer#lucifer obey me#mammon#mammon obey me#Levi#Leviathan#Levi obey me#Leviathan obey me#Satan#Satan obey me#Asmo#Asmodeus#Asmodeus obey me#Asmo Obey me#Belphie#Beel#Beel obey me#belphie obey me#belphegor#beelzebub#beelzebub obey me#belphegor obey me
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music symbolism time!!
hi y'all, less complicated post for today because I need to prepare for a flight tomorrow!
aight so basically we got twelve completely thought out playlists for each of the zodiacs, as well as FIFTY songs for fifty constellation voice claims!! this post is also gonna serve as the official introduction to every single constellation that exists in this story. if they're in here, they're an official character.
@mythicalmagical-monkeyman if you need twelve hour and a half long playlists to listen to while you're doing shit, I got the stuff right here!!
previous posts are here
Playlists:
Aries
Taurus
Gemini
Cancer
Leo
Virgo
Libra
Scorpio
Sagittarius
Capricorn
Aquarius
Pisces
Voice Claims (basically what I think they'd sound like IRL):
(side note: every single one of these songs offers insight into the character's backstory or personality. if you'd like me to explain the symbolism and reasons why I chose each song for each character, just ask :D)
Andromeda, The Princess: Strange Love by Halsey
Aquarius, The Water-bearer: World We Used To Know by Alan Walker
Aquila, The Eagle: Playground by Bea Miller
Ara, The Altar: Dance in the Dark by Au/Ra
Aries, The Ram: Play With Fire by Sam Tinnesz
Auriga, The Charioteer: Willow Tree by Cadmium
Cancer, The Crab: Memories by YUNGBLUD
Canes Venatici, The Hunting Dog: THAT BITCH by Bea Miller
Capricorn, The Goat: Pomegranate Lips by Derivakat
Cassiopeia, The Queen: What I Know Now by Annapantsu
Centaurus, The Centaur: Sweet Dreams by Holly Henry
Cepheus, The King: Royalty by Conor Maynard
Cetus, The Whale: Toxic by Boywithuke
Chamaeleon, The Chameleon: sorry haha I fell asleep by Egg
Columba, The Dove: Are You Satisfied? by MARINA
Corona Australis, The Southern Crown: Mad World by 2WEI
Corona Borealis, The Northern Crown: What A Wonderful World by 2WEI
Corvus, The Crow: Underneath The Mask by Royal & the Serpent
Crux, The Cross: Saints by Echos
Cygnus, The Swan: Ordinary by Joriah Kwame
Delphinus, The Dolphin: Siren by Kailee Morgue
Draco, The Dragon: Crossfire by Stephen
Gemini, The Twins: Super Slaughter by Jazmin Bean
Hercules, The Warrior: Blood // Water by grandson
Hydra, The Water Snake: Streets by AViVA
Lacerta, The Lizard: Ship in a Bottle by fin
Leo, The Lion: Hate Me by Nico Collins
Leo Minor, The Little Lion: Daisy by Ashnikko
Lepus, The Rabbit: Boss Bitch by Doja Cat
Libra, The Scales: My Shoes by Veronica Bravo
Lupus, The Wolf: Living in a Nightmare by Blacklite District
Lynx, The Lynx: Redemption by Besomorph
Lyra, The Lyre: SOLO by Jennie
Ophiuchus, The Serpent-Bearer: ilomilo by Billie Eilish
Orion, The Hunter: Diablo by Simon Curtis
Pavo, The Peacock: Sweater Weather by The Neighbourhood
Pegasus, The Pegasus: UNDERGROUND by Neoni
Perseus, The Hero: Epoch by The Living Tombstone
Phoenix, The Phoenix: Sweet Hibiscus Tea by Penelope Scott
Pisces, The Fishes: cut my fingers off by Ethan Bortnick
Piscis Austrinus, The Southern Fish : we fell in love in october by girl in red
Sagitta, The Arrow: Photo ID by Remi Wolf
Sagittarius, The Archer: Burn The House Down by AJR
Scorpio, The Scorpion: agoraphobic by CORPSE
Serpens, The Serpent: The Search by NF
Taurus, The Bull: Meteor Shower by Cavetown
Ursa Major, The Big Bear: Pure Imagination by Kathleen
Ursa Minor, The Little Bear: No Friends by Cadmium
Virgo, The Virgin: Born Without A Heart by Faouzia
Vulapeca, The Fox: abcdefu by GAYLE
JESUS THIS TOOK SO LONG TO TYPE OUT
if any links don't work, please tell me and I will correct it!
questions about my lore are greatly appreciated!!!
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What music artists do you listen to?
My Spotify is literally so random.
I have everything from Lana del Rey to Disney 😂 Loveless, Conor Maynard, chase Atlantic, Emlyn, Natalie Jane, two feet, Tate McRae, Selena Gomez, voila, Nina nesbitt, nf, bad omens, ava max, imagine dragons, Stevie Howie, Halsey, def Leppard, frank Sinatra.
Those are just off the top of my head.
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When you get this, post 5 songs 🎵 you actually listen to. Then, send the ask to ten of you favourite people on here. ✨
Awww love you too❤️❤️
1. Dance with Somebody - Conor Maynard (You should hear this cover I am OBSESSED)
2. Dusk till dawn - ZAYN ft. Sia
3. Unstoppable - Sia
4. Not today - Imagine dragons
5. You are the reason - Calum Scott ( It reminds me of Elucien )
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Songs I associate with TFP Characters
Autobots~
Optimus:
“Centuries”-Fall out Boy
“Warriors”-Imagine dragons
“Cults”-Gilded Lily
Ratchet:
“you can be the boss”-Lana Del Ray
“Guys My Age”-Hey Violet
Arcee:
"In My Mind"-Lyn Lapid
“Till It Happens To You”-Lady Gaga
Bumble Bee:
“Teenagers”-My Chemical Romance
“American Idiot”-Green day
Bulkhead:
“Super Freaky Girl”-Nicki Minaj
“Lolly”-Maejor & Juicy J
Wheeljack:
"Shut Up And Drive"-Rihanna
“Cherry Bomb”-The Runaways
"She Keeps Me Up"-Nickelback
Smokescreen:
“18″ Anarbor
"Dear Maria, Count Me In"-All Time Low
“Royalty”-Conor Maynard
Ultra Magnus:
“Hall of Fame”-The Script
“Daniel In The Den”-BASTILLE
Decepticons~
Megatron:
“Feeling Good”-Michael Buble
“Arabian Knights”-Will Smith
“E-GIRLS ARE RUINING MY LIFE!”-CORPSE
Starscream:
“Queen”-Loren Gray
“Hiding In The Blue”-TheFatRat
"Blow My Brains Out"-Tikkle Me
Soundwave:
“Carnival Of Carnage”-CALYPSO
“They Call Me A God”-NEFFEX
”bad guy”-Billie Eilish
Knockout:
“Hit and Run”-LOLO
“UNHOLY”-Sam Smith
”Sucker for Pain”-Lil Wayne
Breakdown:
“Dance to Forget”-TryHardNinja
"I'll Be Good"-Jaymes Young
Arachnid:
“Dangerous Women”-Ariana Grande
“The Man”-Taylor Swift
“BOYTOY”-Halle Abadi
Dreadwing:
"Rockstar"-Post Malone
“Need To Know”-Doja Cat
“Lights Down Low”-Bei Maejor
Shockwave:
"HOT DEMON B!TCHES NEAR U!"-CORPSE
“Such A Whore”-jvla
“Misfit Toys”-Pusha T & Mako
Predaking:
“Replay”-Lady Gaga
“King For A day”-Pierce The Veil
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What if we could only communicate-first time type I managed to replace the "o" with a "u"-in song titles? Real good for breakups and meditations, but what else?? 🤔
Imagine:
Person A, coming home from work: "What's up?"
Person B, cooking: "I've always liked to play with fire....."
Person A: "R U Crazy?"
Person B: "Sweet But Psycho."
Person A: "911!"
Credit to 4 Non Blondes, Sam Tinnesz, Conor Maynard, Ava Max and Lady Gaga.
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A Memoir to my Soul Tie through the Use of Songs
(The Familiar Tragedy)
October 2005-April 2009...
I was his. His special girl. The one who listened. The one he looked forward hugging. The one he'd let piggy back ride on his back. The one he promised to come back to. The one he'd let ride shotgun with him in his camero just riding around. I felt safe. I felt seen. I felt like I mattered. I felt entranced. I felt a connection...a deep one that I'd never experience again.
Then, it all shattered..then my fairytale world was ripped away...
April 2009....
That moment. That moment when my heart was left in your arms in a bloody mess never to be given back to me. It was yours. And in that moment, I felt so abandoned by you. How you left me to join the army..how you left because you couldn't bare your parents or the underlying reason you couldn't bare to stay in one place..you had places to go and new experiences to feel without me..you left me haunted while you went out with so full of life.
April 2009-December 2017...
For years, I waited on you. I always dreamt of the day we'd be reunited. How you would say you'd love me, and how I could finally find my home back in your arms again. I always imagined you being on life missions. That you were Superman saving the day elsewhere while leaving me messages in the sky to let me know that one day you'd come and save my day. I looked for a hero in you during that time. But it turns out it was just your tattoo.
January 2018-June 2018
At last! My love. My soul tie. My hero. My other half. Our lips met. Our cores ached. Our fingers twisted sheets in pleasure. We came together. Making out like teenagers. Laughing together as friends. Intimate as lovers. Feeling together as soul mates. I gave every inch of me inside and out to you. My lover. I counted your scars and kissed each one so tenderly. Those 5 months were bliss. Until...
June 2018
..my world shattered..you cheated on me...used me to cheat on someone else. Everything I knew about you was a lie...you didn't love me as you said in your "I'll settle for a wedding band" message. Twisted. Gutted. How could you? Left my beating half on the ground that you still drag around. Don't you know my soul is attached to yours? Do you even feel it? Or do you ignore it like you did me at the end?
July 2018 to present
This song speaks word for word. No need for explanation here.
Ope. Name dropped you. Still speaks word for word.
"Photogenic memory, past looks better than reality? Believe me, it's only an illusion."
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This Is My Version (Conor x Reader)
A/N - I had a hard time figuring out how to do this without a sad ending (because I hate sad endings) and this is what I came up with.
Yours and Conor's relationship had always been a passionate one. When you were happy, you were on cloud nine. When you fought, you were mean. When you made up, you didn't leave the bedroom. You were always the one to say sorry first. Young love isn't always as carefree as people say. Relationships like yours run high, but they fall hard. Your last fight had been ugly and after all of the hurtful words and yelling, you were both left in tears, just staring at each other. You grabbed your bag, slowly walking up to Conor and pressing a slow lingering kiss to his lips. You walked out the door and both of you acted like the other person didn't exist. Until Conor released his latest song, that is.
"THIS IS MY VERSION"
Four in the morning, staring at the ceiling
On my own, like I was last weekend
You left and I guess you had your reasons
Guess you had your reasons, yeah
I said things and I didn't really mean them
Kept going till I saw your heart bleeding
Ruining the only thing I ever believed in
Ever believed in, yeah
And even though you're gone
I'm gonna pretend there's nothing wrong
I'm fucking every girl that comes along
Anything is better than to face up to reality, oh oh
This is my version of heartbreak
This is how I get over you
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
This is my version of heartbreak
And it's all I know how to do
I don't wanna feel like this anymore
This is my version of a heartbreak
Clothes on the floor, and the beds all mine, yeah
And staying out 'till the sun starts rising
Free as a bird but I'm still not flying
God, I'm trying, yeah
And even though you're gone
I'm telling everyone there's nothing wrong
Until I can believe you're not the one
Anything is better than to face up to reality, oh oh
This is my version of heartbreak
This is how I get over you
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
This is my version of heartbreak
And it's all I know how to do
I don't wanna feel like this anymore
This is my version of a heartbreak
The night he released it, he went out with the boys and got shitfaced. You had been laying in bed wearing Conor's jumper, listening to it on repeat when he called you. You ignored the first two calls, but you answered the third.
"What do you want, Conor?" you asked, mad that you answered the phone.
"Did you hear it?" he asked, the background noise of whatever club he was in coming through the phone as well.
"About a hundred times. It's really good." you started to tear up again, having spent the majority of the night in tears.
"You should come out, Y/n." he said after a long pause.
"You don't want me there, Conor." You replied, knowing you weren't going to go meet him. No matter what.
"I've been staring at my phone contemplating whether or not you'd answer if I called. I obviously want you here." he said.
"No you don't. We'll both regret it, love." you replied.
"You're still the only person I want here with me." Conor spoke into the phone, but you could hear him talking to the people around him too.
"Congrats on your new song. You deserve a night out. I hope you have fun." you said and hung up.
Weeks later, the two of you ran into each other. In the daylight and with both of you sober, you were actually able to talk and laugh and catch up. You spent the rest of the day together at Conor's flat. Conor was in the middle of showing you some new stuff he had in the works when you realized the sun had gone down.
"I should go." you smiled over at him, catching him off guard.
"Why?" he asked, twining his fingers with yours.
"Because I don't want today to end like the last time we said goodbye." you answered, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his forehead.
You started to walk out of his room, but Conor pulled you back and captured your lips in a kiss. "Stay. Please, stay." he begged, slowly backing you up to the edge of the bed.
"Conor." you said, in a sad voice.
"I swear. No more fighting. I'm so sorry I ever let it get so bad between us. Please just stay." You could see the sincerity in his eyes. This was the first time Conor was the person to say sorry after one of your fights.
Instead of answering him, you pulled him into a kiss. You were reliving a favorite past time of yours...getting lost in Conor. After Conor had drifted off, you laid there watching him sleep. "This is my version" was still playing in your head. You hadn't listened to much else since the night he had drunk dialed you. Grabbing a notebook and a pencil, you started filling in your own lyrics. You knew you weren't going to stay until morning.
"THIS IS MY VERSION"
Four in the morning, staring at the ceiling
All alone and I hate that feeling
I left and you know I had my reasons
I can't hide these feelings, yeah
You said things then you said you didn't mean them
You didn't stop till I started to believe them
You ruined everything, I hope you had your reasons
I just can't believe it, yeah
And even though we're done
I cry every time I hear your songs
Wishing that it didn't all go wrong
Anything is better than to face up to reality, oh oh
This is my version of heartbreak
Wasting all my time missing you
Why'd you have to steal
What I thought was real
This is my version of heartbreak
I don't know how to get over you
I don't want to feel like this anymore
This is my version of heartbreak
Pictures on the walls, we were always smiling
Why did we stop, why did we start fighting?
You broke my heart but I wish you'd come and find me
Tell me to stop crying, yeah
And even though you called
Drunk and telling me I'm still the one
I knew you'd forget when you sobered up
Anything is better than to face up to reality, oh oh
This is my version of heartbreak
Wasting all my time missing you
Why'd you have to steal
What I thought was real
This is my version of heartbreak
I don't want to get over you
I don't want to feel like this anymore
This is my version of heartbreak
You ripped the page out of the notebook and folded it up. On the outside you wrote "If you really want to work on us, call me. I know we've got loads of baggage, but we have a lot of good memories too. If I don't hear from you, then I wish you the best. I love you." Sticking it under Conor's phone, you threw your skirt and one of Conor's shirts on. You leaned down to kiss his cheek and once again, left his flat.
You didn't hear from Conor the next day. No texts. No calls. No knocking on your door. You did, however, see him tweet a few lines from your altered version of his song. You would be okay if he didn't call, but of course you hoped he'd want to get back together. Laying in bed, unable to sleep, you heard your phone ring. Conor's face popping up on your screen.
"Hello." you said, wondering why he had taken so long to call.
"I don't know if you were awake, but it's four in the morning." Conor said. You could hear his bed linens rustle as he moved around.
You couldn't help but smile. "You've always been cheesy, but this takes the cake." you chuckled into the phone.
"I know." he laughed. Silence falling between the two of you. "Want to come stare at my ceiling with me?"
"Oh my god, I'm hanging up if you keep going." you laughed, getting out of bed to get dressed.
"Awww, don't hang up." Conor continued. "I just don't want to be alone like last weekend."
"I swear to god." you laughed, grabbing your purse but stopping at your front door. "Do you actually want me to come over?" you asked, your voice sounding unsure.
"As long as you don't leave, again." he replied sincerely before realizing it sounded like he was continuing on with his song and laughing. "I know that technically fit with the lyrics but I really do want you to come over."
"I'll be there in 10." you laughed.
"I'll be waiting, love." Conor replied, hanging up the phone.
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“Bachata suit” - 07.2021
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“Conor Maynard - Hollywood’s Bleeding (DJ Tunky Bachata Version)”
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2020 // Conor Maynard
It had been an interesting year to day the least, you'd been through so many ups and downs it was hard to even remember where last year ended and this year began.
Losses, isolation and pain. As you sat at the dinner table thinking of your 3 words to sum up the year for your family they were the ones that sprang to mind.
However, of course you couldn't share those. The sparkle had been lost from your eyes months ago and as obvious your misery seemed to you no one else had noticed.
Well, no one except Conor. You'd met him during a particularly low point in life, a point that he'd been experiencing too, and since then he'd been the sole reason for a smile appearing on your face.
You loved him but you weren't sure you'd ever be brave enough to tell him. Losing him would surely be the moment in 2020 to send you spiralling into the lowest point you'd ever hit.
But watching him smile and not being able to kiss him and having to keep your distance while watching Netflix instead of cuddling up to him just kept getting more and more impossible for you.
Your admiration for the blue eyed boy with the terrible jokes that you couldn't help but laugh at seemed to keep getting stronger everytime you saw his name light up your screen or opened your door to see him stood there.
As you sat at the dinner table on Christmas day surrounded by your closest family you realised you still felt alone because the one person you wanted, needed even wasn't there to light up the room. And as you swirled the wine around in your nearly empty glass you decided you had to tell him that he was the only thought that occupied your mind, he was all you needed.
Love, adoration and hope. The 3 words that really mattered for your 2020.
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I know its been FOREVER but I'm hopeful there's still someone out there who would like to see this. 2020 has been interesting for us all, so here's to a better 2021. Merry christmas!
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CM II
It’s down the street from the station. Next to the flower shop.
I glance at the text again and back to the building beside the flower shop but it looks empty. I walk up to the door and someone opens them, revealing the lit interior. I rush in, paranoid that somebody would tell me I didn’t belong and take the lift to where Conor said.
“Hey,” he spots me as soon as I enter the room. There’s two other guys in the room with him but he walks over to me before introducing me.
“Hey...” I say, slightly confused why I was getting such a big introduction.
“Alright,” one of the men looks from me to Conor and smiles. “We’ll check back in soon.”
“Did you want something to drink?” Conor asks, his voice a little higher than usual. “Or we could grab a bite later?”
“That sounds perfect,” I say. “Is somebody a little nervous?”
“Me?” Conor huffs. “No! No wa-okay maybe a little. It’s the first time I brought someone from the group here.”
“Hasn’t Sam been here?”
“Besides him. But it’s different with him. And you.”
“Right.” I shift as we make intense eye contact again. The energy in this room was going to make me crazy. “I saw the coffee on the way in-did you want anything.”
“Nope.” Conor picks up his guitar and sets it down again.
I give an awkward smile and rush out. Oh god I made the worst decision coming here!
I busy myself with the coffee but I keep thinking about the pain I was going to have to endure for the next few hours. I’ve only myself to blame.
When I get back to the room Conor’s back is to me and his headphones prevent him from noticing me. I take a seat on the couch and sip my coffee as I listen to him hum and press a few keys. I wonder how it sounded on headphones.
“Oh-you’re here.” Conor jumps when he spots me. “I’m working on the chorus wanna listen?”
“Yeah!” I grab the headphones he extends to me and the next few hours pass as he slowly builds the song and goofs off about lyrics in between. I have more fun than I thought and see a more focused and passionate Conor. It was really good to see.
“Was that a guitar or your stomach?” Conor asks later.
“Totally a guitar!” I joke.
“Let’s eat.” In a second he’s putting away his gear.
“But your song?” I ask.
“It’s basically done. Thanks to you.”
“I did nothing but make weird faces while you sang,” I laugh.
“Nah you helped the process. Helped with the flow.” Conor shrugs.
“The flow?” I snicker.
“Shut up,” he tugs my ponytail.
I tug my hair back and it falls silent between us as we enter the lift and down onto the street. It’s still oddly silent as we walk to a nearby cafe and still so as we order our food.
But it’s not uncomfortable. Just silent.
“So,” Conor begins when we sit. “You’re leaving on Sunday?”
“Yeah,” I reply. “I’ve got so many errands to run between now and the-“
“Do you think uh...can I drop you to the station? When does your train leave.”
The awkward interruption ripples between us and I feel a fuzzy feeling spreading from my stomach.
“Yeah! I leave at 8am so you might actually have to set an alarm this time.”
Conor groans, “Fine-I’ll wake up for you.”
I’m shocked for a moment. “Is this a prank? Where’s the real Conor?”
“No! I’ll set an alarm I swear on-on my next single!”
“That’s kind of sweet.” I smile at him.
“You’re just realising?” Conor bluffs.
“It took a long time to get past the sour exterior,” I wave my hand around him. “But who knew Conor Maynard could be sweet?”
“Hey um remember that text I sent you? About the last time we saw each other?”
I stare at Conor who’s ripping his napkin. Not this.
“Yeah,” I barely croak out.
“And what I said...I um...”
“It’s okay,” I rush in. “I forgot about it anyway.”
“You did?” Conor looks either surprised or annoyed but I wasn’t good at reading him.
“Oh yeah,” I lie. “All nonsense. We don’t need to talk it out.”
“Cool,” Conor nods. “Nonsense yeah, cool.”
It falls silent and I feel like someone’s punched me in the gut. We focus on our lunches but this time the silence feels heavier.
Conor and I only see each other when our friends went for drinks in the evening. We don’t hang alone or talk about the peculiar few days we had of getting along. Now, actually, he doesn’t even tease me and I wonder what I’d done.
So it’s due to that that I assume he’d forgotten about dropping me on Sunday yet at 7am I get a text from Conor to say he was parked in front of my complex.
It’s just a fifteen minute ride, I remind him.
I know, Conor responds.
When I make it down with my suitcase in tow he puts it in the back himself and we begin the ride in silence. I couldn’t take this.
“I thought you may have forgotten.” I start off. “With the complete radio silence on your end.”
“Just been busy,” Conor mumbles. “But I promised.”
“Yeah but I’m surprised you woke up this early.”
“I haven’t actually slept all night,” Conor glances at me and I notice the bags under his eyes.
“Aw,” I tease. “Too nervous seeing me?”
Conor chuckles. “I was finishing up that song we were working on. I wanted you to hear it before you left.”
“Oh wow yeah,” I’m at a loss for words. “I’d love that.”
“Good,” Conor glances at me again and we hold gazes before he breaks it to look at the road again. “It’s your song.”
We drive for a few minutes before he hands me his phone and instructs me on how to get to it, saying he might still make a few changes. It take a while as Conor’s organization was terrible but I find the file. “October Y/N” Before I play it he says he wants honest feedback and I agree, thinking I would be in a place to give any criticism but when it starts to play I don’t find a single flaw.
Even though I sat in on the chorus of the lyrics and caught a few lines as Conor tested it that day, nothing prepared me for the heartbreak of the song. It felt like Conor was revealing his underbelly, showing me his softer inside. It was a feeling of falling voluntarily to someone who’s arms were willing to catch me. When the last note sounds, I look at Conor and his eyes are challenging my own to say how I felt.
I look down at his hand and slip my own into it, giving it a squeeze. I catch him smiling, unable to reign in his happiness, and he brings my hand to his lips and kisses it.
We freeze.
“Shit I didn’t mean-“ Conor begins apologising as I let out a nervous laugh. “It was just the moment.”
“Was it?” I ask as Conor turns into the train station.
“Yeah the song was ending and I was hyped on excitement I-“
“Conor.” I stop him from rambling. “Did you mean what you said that night on my birthday.”
It’s always been hard to get Conor to stop talking but the simple question made him mute. He runs his fingers through his hair and avoids my gaze before staring at my collarbone.
“I meant it.”
He meets my eye and I smile to let him know I wasn’t upset about it. If anything I was relieved. It meant I wasn’t the only one and it meant that I might finally know what his felt like.
I lean forward an inch and Conor does too but he doesn’t stop there, he holds me by the neck and it happens. It finally happens.
I finally understood what girls meant when they were in love. There was a bounce to my step and a grin permanently plastered on my face. Conor and I texted always and Facetimed a few times a week. He even made the trip down to school a couple times and we’d gotten as close as we could get.
It was the first time he’d stayed over and we were getting dressed the next morning to go out for breakfast.
“When did you realise you liked me?” I asked Conor as he fussed with his hair.
“What?” He turns.
“We always had a hate relationship right? I didn’t realise until after my 20th. When did you realise?”
“Uh,” Conor doesn’t meet my eye. “I liked you for a while.”
“Yeah,” I grow a little frustrated. “But like, when? Why were you still so annoying after you realised?”
He shrugs. “I dunno. It was sort of our thing.”
“Okay.” I give up.
“What?” Conor senses my annoyance and walks towards me. “Do you want a specific time and date or something?”
“No! Don’t be ridiculous!” I turn away from him to put on my earrings. “I just wanted like, a vague time.”
“The day before I told you. I realised it’d been you all along.”
I pause, “What happened for you to realise that suddenly? Was it something I said?”
“Not exactly,” Conor wraps his arms around my waist and presses me to him. “Something someone else said made it click. That I loved you.”
My hands freeze on his around my waist. Although he’d said it that day he never used the L word after. Conor senses my discomfort as he removes his hands.
“Sorry is it too soon? I mean I’d already said it but-“
“No.” I face him. “I just didn’t expect to hear them.”
The shock of hearing my former frenemy turned lover saying that he loved me wears off by the time he had to leave Sunday night. Enough so that I said it to him back and he’d kissed me so intensely that someone waiting for his train had told us to get a room. I’d retreated, red faced and made sure to avoid eye contact as he left.
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Dating Conor Maynard might include...
cheesy pick-up lines
like literally all the time, if not in person than via whatsapp or snapchat
weird snapchats in general
memes
tagging you in funny videos
him always making you laugh
him laughing even more than you, because we all know he’s the one who laughs most at his jokes
but he’d love to see you laugh, even more if it was because of him
sometimes he’d even blush because of that
when you first started dating, he made sure that you only got to see his best side
although you guys got intimate in the sexual sense pretty quickly, he didn’t let you in at first
but deep down, you could feel that there was so much more that you hadn’t seen yet
patiently waiting until he was comfortable to share that with you, too
because you were here to stay, and he knew it
it just took him a bit longer to fully get comfortable
you respected that, knowing that he would do the exact same thing
but when you were on that deep level, there was so much to discover
working through issues together
because you were a team, and he made sure everybody knew that
getting on really well with the other boys, especially Jack
hanging out with him a lot
always cuddling when you were watching movies or a series
hand-holding
cheeky slaps on the butt, because he just loved your butt
you’d slowly learn to return them
him giggling in the most adorable way when you’d smack his bum
loving glances
like you could be at a party, chatting with different people and you’d feel him look at you
feeling all warm and bubbly inside
him giving you compliments all the time
because he wanted you to see yourself like he did
him being called whipped because he was so infatuated with you
but he didn’t mind being whipped for you
hugging the other from behind
him singing softly into your ear, just for you
helping him through his creative phases
being one of the first people to hear his new music
making sure he’d eat enough when he was writing music, because he would often forget that
generally taking care of him
sometimes feeling like you didn’t have a boyfriend, you merely got yourself a five year-old child
him being so attentive
like he would always get you something special when he was away
“I spotted this in a shop, and it made me think of you”
long-distance-relationship when he was away in LA
he still made sure that you wouldn’t feel lonely though
still managing to speak to each other at least once a week
facetiming until one of you fell asleep
checking the time-zone where he was in
goodbye-kisses that turned into a severe make-out session in the hallway when he was leaving
sending good-morning and good-night-texts to each other
him spending the first two days (at least) only with you when he was back
not letting go of each other until you really had to
reunion sex
at first having real passionate and eager sex, getting all the frustration out from being apart for so long
round two was much more vanilla, with slow kisses and loving glances
generally having sex on almost a daily basis
giggly sex in the bathtub
shower sex, although one of you almost always gets hurt
buying a non-slip-mat for this purpose only
morning sex
drunk sex
showering together afterwards
eating breakfast together
being the fan’s otp
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Spill it or Shot it? || Jack Maynard Imagine
Summary: Can you please do a Jack or Joe imagine where the reader and the guy are friends and they do a spill it or shoot it video together and embarrassing things and feelings are revealed? I love your writing so much!
Request: yes
Word count: 1483 words
Authors Note: Yes guys I wrote a fic, a miracle really xx, I've missed you. ENJOY xx
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A soft smile graced my lips, as Jack slams his body down into his bed, softly patting the space next to him. I rake my eyes over the group of boys sitting around the 'set' before taking a seat next to him.
"So what's going on everybody and welcome back to my channel," Jack shouts making you jump slightly, "As you can see I'm joined by Y/N."
"What are we doing today, Jack?" I question, a giggle escaping my lips as the boys roll their eyes.
"Why, I'm glad you asked, Y/N, today we're doing the spill it or shot it challenge," He gestures down towards the table in front of him, "As you can see there are a bunch of shot glasses with different mystery liquid inside, its just vodka. Basically, the rules answer the question asked or take a shot."
I make a face at the camera and look back towards Jack as he reaches forward to a shot of clear liquid, "I'll start," You say regretfully. A chorus of 'oohs' echo from the boys sat in front of you.
"Brave," Jack laughs, "Okay, your shot is this mystery liquid. Your question is..." he trials off scrolling through his phone, "What was your last dream about?"
My eyes go wide, I had been joking around with jack about a dream I had the night before, "You're joking," I stammer, Joe lets out a laugh, "Fuck sakes. Fine, it was about a date, and that's all you're getting."
"Bullshit, we need more," Caspar laughs.
I shake my head. "No fairs fair, I asked what it was about not specifics," Jack says sliding the liquid back towards the others.
"For this shot, I ask you Jack, Who was your last hook up?" I say winking at the camera.
Jacks face pales, "Nope," is al he says as he raises the shot and downs it. He grimaces and pulls forward another shot, "Out of all our mates, who would you most likely snog?"
"You," I admit, but take the shot anyway. The liquid burnt as it went down. Vodka, perfect, I take a second, wanting to ignore the pit forming in your stomach. Just don't let it on that you're into him Y/N. "Who here are you most jealous of?" You splutter, trying to distract all the eyes on you from your previous statement.
"Jealous in what way?" He asks, I just shrug in reply, "Probably Joe, I don't know. When was the last time you were drunk?"
"I'm going to sound like such an alcoholic," I laugh, "I was actually drunk last night, just by myself in my apartment." I quickly grab another shot and down it. A couple of the boys' wolf whistle and start making comments about me not playing by the rules.
"Y/N, remember you take a shot when you don't want to answer," Jack jokes placing his hand on my thigh under the table and out of view. My breath catches in my throat and I nod my head softly.
"Who is your best friend?" I ask.
"Y/N, really?" He asks I nod, "Okay, then you. What was the last text you sent?"
My hands immediately reach out to a shot each and I drink them both, a conversation with my best friend about Jack? Yeah, not going to read that out. "Who is your biggest off-limits crush, Jack?" You ask leaning in towards him.
The boys immediately go silent. "And that's all for this video guys. I gotta go put 'drunky' to bed." Jack says pointing towards me as I grab another shot, confusion evident on my face. "Like, follow my social media, I'll link Y/N in the description, check her out, subscribe and I'll see you all next week."
"Wait why are we finishing?" I ask as Jack gets up to shut off the camera, I tip the glass up and swallow the liquid inside it. My eyes meet Joe's. "Joe! Come take a shot with me!" I shout giggling.
"You're such a lightweight," Jack states moving the shots away from me, "Seriously no more alcohol."
"Surely someone else will get drunk with me though, I don't want to be the only girl and the only drunk one," I say my words slurring slightly. I begin to stand up and feel the effects of the shots hit me, "Oh fuck." I giggle.
All the boys stand around me, basically forming a human barrier between me and the floor.
"Jack, I think I should go home," I say stumbling ever so slightly. I close my eyes to stop the spinning around me, "Less likely to be a mess there."
"Okay, Y/N." Jack says linking his hand through mine as he leads me through the apartment, "Better off to not be around those lot anyway. Although I wish you weren't such a lightweight so we could actually hang out."
"We hang out all the time," I say as we exit his front door, leaving the boys inside, "Aren't they going to make a mess? I can take myself home, or ill call a taxi."
"I'm not letting you go home by yourself, you're tipsy," Jack says.
We reach the street and exit the apartment complex. The cold London air enveloping us, I tuck myself closer to Jack and I feel my heart rate increase. We walk together in silence, the alcohol not affecting me as much anymore. A man on the corner of the street, holding bunches of roses, calls out to us, "A beautiful flower for your beautiful lady, huh sir?"
I let out a slight giggle as we get closer the man hands me the flower, "No we're-" I'm cut off with soft lips pressing themselves to my forehead.
"She is quite beautiful isn't she?" Jack says softly. I feel his eyes burning into my skull, but I don't look up at him. I begin to hand the flower back to the man and he pushes it back towards me.
"You made me smile tonight, keep the flower with no charge, you're love is beautiful," He says, bowing his head slightly. We both thank the man and continue down the street. It seems as though fate is pushing us towards hanging out for as long as we can manage that night. But it felt like no time had passed at all, Jack was my best friend and I had feelings for him.
"We've finally made it," Jack jokes, motioning toward the building, his other arm linked around my shoulders, just as it had been most of the night. I felt my heart drop, he didn't want to spend more time with me. It wasn't even past midnight yet and he was eggar to get rid of me. "Can I stay at your place tonight? I don't want to deal with the mess right now."
I nod my head softly, "Yeah, of course." I say dazed. A few moments of silence pass and we make our way up to my apartment. I pull my key out of my pocket, and shakily unlock the door. I take a step inside and motion for Jack to come inside. Once he steps inside I close and lock the door.
"Hey Y/N?" Jack calls out, I mumble in acknowledgement and turn around to face him, "I really care about you."
"Awe, Jack," I coo, moving closer to him to poke his cheek, "I care about you too."
Jack shakes his head no, a sexy smirk on his lips. I allow my hands to rest on his face as his arms curl around my waist. His eyes rake across my face before our eyes meet. His blue orbs pierce into my soul.
"I don't think you understand what I'm trying to say, love," He says endearingly, one of his hands trailing up from my waist to my face. He gently cups my face.
"If you do this Jack, you can't back out," I say as our foreheads press together, "I want this, as long as you're serious."
"I don't want to just be friends with you anymore," He confesses, my heart swells in my chest in excitement. I run my tongue over my lips ever so softly as my eyes rake toward Jack's.
Everything in me tells me that I shouldn't kiss him, that we shouldn't cross that line. But then it happens, our lips connect. It feels like magic, it begins in my stomach and flows all through my body making me feel like I'm on fire. Our lips moved in a perfect symphony, it feels like everything fell perfectly into place.
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