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Coma cinema save me...

Save me coma cinema...

Coma Cinema - Blue Suicide

For people who like: Elliot Smith, Modest Mouse, Elvis Depressedly (same person), Eiafuawn, waveform*, Horse Jumper of Love, Car Seat Headrest and many more.

I respect this album heavily. Blue Suicide explodes out of it's confined genre tags. Not only does it ooze itself through the cracks of "indie pop" into "jangle pop", it has melted itself into my brain's crevices over the years and has created a mold that is a blueprint for my thoughts, emotions, and actions.

This is only how it affects me. Only a handful of tracks on the album are songs I've sought out repeatedly, and I think are worth seeking out. The rest are somewhat forgettable. To counter balance this, the handful of tracks that are worth it have sent out frequencies to my teenage brain that has altered my inner growth greatly. Business as Usual sets the pace with it's ticking metronome as the vocals along with lyrics explain how this album (if not apparent from it's name) is not about the joys of daily life, but about the Business, as Usual. With tambourines taking the place of the metronome, themes of anorexia, sleep deprivation, losing hope, and leaving it all are all embedded in lyrics that show their values not through obvious ways but personal, in depth, heartfelt experiences.

In difference with the user "lai" on RYM who reviews, "With the exception of "Caroline, Please Kill Me", you couldn't say any of the songs on here are bad", Caroline, Please Kill Me is my favourite track on the album. Breaking it down is more than difficult for me, rather that looking at it technically, this song is completely based on emotions. It's caressed me through difficult times, holding me close while I (embarrassingly) cried, rowing us across a river I could have never fully appreciated without it. The drums are the foundation of this track, the simple backing provides a bed for Mat Cothran to express himself about the girls we've had the pleasure of knowing.

Even with these incredible tracks, and more such as: Eva Angelina, Her Sinking Sun, and Whatevering the album falls short of being incredible. Though the rough edges are what give the album personality, it's also what forces the album to drain into the background. Without the amazing tracks that I listed above, the whole rest of this album can be weighted the same as one Car Seat Headrest song: Fill in the Blank, even after it's lost most of it's value to me due to overplaying. What allows this album to a prominent structure in my music world is it's history, and the time spent with me. Without the Caroline Please Kill Me, it would have far less value. I think it deserves 3/5.

lai's review: https://rateyourmusic.com/music-review/Iai/coma-cinema/blue-suicide/36197459

Crucified to my past life, be my blue suicide. Self-esteem makes little sense, primitive and malcontent. I guess a smile has it's place, but there's a skull under my face, and it's in control. I do what I'm told. Lovers in self-denial, fucking execution style. Drown the summer, burn the beach. Going under, drinking bleach. Can you stay legit and keep it real? While your hunger begs you for mass appeal, so you can hide from what time won't heal

Coma Cinema - Blue Suicide

Started listening 2 why? after u mentioned it (which rocks btw I’m thoroughly enjoyin it) but fatalist palmistry vaguely reminded me of smth on coma cinema’s blue suicide album

couldn’t remember which song it was reminding me of mayb it was “whatevering” but idk you might like it 👍👍

thing u gota know about me i will listen to fuckin any genre long as it bops and got me feelin some kinda way

so i listened to that song & im currently still listening 2 the album, its really good i def see what u mean bout the singing style being similar, yoni doesnt sing like dat often but whenever he does its such a treet.

i rlly like "wondering", "hell", "her sinking sun" as well as "whatevering". these are kool trax, thank u for sharing 🙂. good vibes for cloudgazing.

also id luv to hear bout which why? songs uve heard or which ones u enjoyed. funnily enuff "fatalist palmistry" is one of my absolute all time fav songs. like. defines my sense of self typa song

any time i can get sum1 to listen to whywithaquestionmark is a good fucking time so genuinely thank you. thanks for doing that

today's album of the day is Blue Suicide by Coma Cinema

a mistake (spotify wrapped 2023 on steroids)

here's the top 100 from both of my accounts. and i mean both. i used two different accounts this year. meaning it's a top 187 :3

links will be supplied at the bottom in case you'd rather look at them that way

version one

1. ramen waitress - high sunn 2. hunter's moon - ghost 3. how to never stop being sad - dandelion hands 4. rats - ghost 5. ghuleh / zombie queen - ghost 6. the bug collector - haley heynderickx 7. nova scotia 500 - boyscott 8. ode to joy 2 - remo drive 9. per aspera ad inferi - ghost 10. where the sun sets - mars water 11. what a pleasure - beach fossils 12. seventeen (age) - mike krol 13. year zero - ghost 14. glass jaw - chokecherry 15. american spirits - inner wave 16. fifteen minutes - mike krol 17. kiss the go-goat - ghost 18. ever new - beverly glenn-copeland 19. visions - loving 20. dræm girl - no vacation 21. jigolo har megiddo - ghost 22. song for a guilty sadist - crywank 23. her sinking sun - coma cinema 24. lotus eater - foster the people 25. mummy dust - ghost 26. hospital beach - cottonwood firing squad 27. evergreen - richy mitch & the coal miners 28. what once was - her's 29. con clavi con dio - ghost 30. grade school love - mike krol 31. my blueberry life - current joys 32. clay pigeons - michael cera 33. call me little sunshine - ghost 34. the end - sisyphus 35. gnaw - alex g 36. i exist i exist i exist - flatsound 37. dance macabre - ghost 38. orgasm of death - the growlers 39. using - sorority noise 40. disco - surf curse 41. cirice - ghost 42. swing lynn - harmless 43. stress relief - late night drive home 44. boys - indigo de souza 45. jesus he knows me - ghost 46. red minivan - mike krol 47. blond hair, black lungs - sorority noise 48. smokey eyes - lincoln 49. twenties - ghost 50. ash in the sun - vundabar 51. kids - the frights 52. francis forever - mitski 53. square hammer - ghost 54. alien blues - vundabar 55. ***hidden track*** - prince daddy & the hyena 56. nostalgic feel - bedroom 57. faith - ghost 58. misty morning - travis bretzer 59. killing floor - subvision 60. fine, great - modern baseball 61. i'm a marionette - ghost 62. losing touch (nyc) - thanks for coming 63. make out song - the rosebuds 64. forever dumb - surf curse 65. monstrance clock - ghost 66. two weeks - grizzly bear 67. the gaping mouth - lowertown 68. art school wannabe - sorority noise 69. kaisarion - ghost 70. need 2 - pinegrove 71. you are going to hate this - the frights 72. velvet ring - big thief 73. ritual - ghost 74. rip van winkle - shannon & the clams 75. like a star - mike krol 76. i dreamt i saw you in a dream - sunbeam sound machine 77. watcher in the sky - ghost 78. maud gone - car seat headrest 79. natural disaster - mike krol 80. where'd all the time go? - dr. dog 81. griftwood - ghost 82. morning sun - dave bixby 83. glue - p.h.f. 84 idk - fake tides 85. stand by him - ghost 86. all alone - acid ghost 87. everything is going to hell - teen suicide 88. best supporting actor - good morning 89. spillways - ghost 90. cold weather - glass beach 91. woke up - olivia olson 92. heart attack - mike krol 93. from the pinnacle to the pit - ghost 94. nothing lasts - bedroom 95. enjoy yourself - saint pepsi 96. s.w.a.k. - luxary elite 97. crucified - ghost 98. resonance - home 99. 恢复 - 2 8 1 4 100. a sad song about a girl i no longer know - bedroom kites

version two

1. the village - wrabel 2. get fucked - mustard service 3. unlucky - lunar vacation 4. dancing through the telephone - the axidents 5. i think it might be hell - clarence james 6. common sense - benches 7. want me - baby queen 8. a portrait of - sorority noise 9. like or like like - miniature tigers 10. keep two-stepping - pretoria 11. smokey eyes - lincoln (48) 12. hanging from the ceiling - the velveteins 13. eventualities - daddy's beemer 14. card declined for pizza & wine - stevie dinner 15. fear of heights - daddy's beemer 16. why do you lie - the grinns 17. stay - buddah trixie 18. jesus he knows me - ghost (45) 19. demons - m.a.g.s. 20. shrek~chic - winona forever 21. why am i like this? - orla gartland 22. dogs - nouns 23. drought - carpool tunnel 24. where did my pets go? - furnsss 25. sea dogs & pyrite - soft cough 26. a.c.l. - the symposium 27. jaded - near tears 28. cowboy hat - sea ghost 29. typical - goodbye honolulu 30. nova scotia 500 - boyscott (7) 31. red minivan - mike krol (46) 32. like i care - noah nolastname 33. girls - girls in red 34. corpse - franky flowers 35. grade school love - mike krol (30) 36. dance with me - beabadoobee 37. dover beach - baby queen 38. lovesick - peace 39. like a star - mike krol (75) 40. sappho - frankie cosmos 41. colours of you - baby queen 42. too close - sir chloe 43. easy eyes - archer oh 44. strawberry milk - deep sea peach tree 45. art school wannabe - sorority noise (68) 46. pine point - pup 47. 27 club - strange case 48. blackout control - spendtime palace 49. kids - the frights (51) 50. where the sun sets - mars water (10) 51. the spins - mac miller 52. shred cruz - mom jeans 53. evergreen - richy mitch & the coal miners (27) 54. my only friend - lll spector 55. kim - joy again 56. don't delete the kisses - wolf alice 57. grass eater - the mellowells 58. call me - elevator fight club 59. if you want to - beabadoobee 60. lucid - rina sawayama 61. don't leave me (chapter 1: despair) - hmltd 62. buzzkill - baby queen 63. any other way - tomberlin 64. because i love you - montaigne 65. fever dream - mxmtoon 66. alaska - maggie rogers, toby green 67. i want to be with you - chloe moriondo 68. paper mache world - matilda mann 69. close to you - dayglow 70. telephone - waterparks 71. 14 days - floral tattoo 72. april - beach bunny 73. let's go - stuck in the sound 74. d'you have a car - swrms 75. soapbox sunday - courier club 76. dance macabre (37) 77. ode to joy 2 - remo drive (8) 78. star catcher - vansire 79. cut your bangs - radiator hospital 80. our window - noah and the whale 81. yer killin' me - remo drive 82. my own person - ezra williams 83. angel - lava la rue 84 clearest blue - chvrches 85. flirting with her - sir babygirl 86. heart - flor 87. what's it gonna be - shura 88. tired - beabadoobee 89. urbanangel1999 - thomas headen 90. knock me off my feet - soak 91. you are going to hate this - the frights (71) 92. nothing else i can do - ella jane 93. moment in the sun - sunflower bean 94. bang bang bang - lauren hibberd 95. imposter syndrome - sidney gish 96. natalie portman 2002 - jason is 97. nobody loves you - similar kind 98. i want to kiss you - the spook school 99. turtleneck sweater - marinelli 100. satan's hands - sexy girls

links for the impatient :3

(answer any/all of these at ur convenience!)

band/artist: sleigh bells

song: do you realize?? by the flaming lips

album: blue suicide by coma cinema

sleigh bells!

Do I know them already?: yes | no 

First song youtube took me to: deliberately sought out comeback kid on recommendation finally 😭😭😭

First Impression: it reminded of some of the stuff i listened to like. 10 years ago :)

Do I like it?: ya !! :)

Would I listen to more from them?: im so bad at listening 2 new music so whos 2 say but perhaps........

Rate (from what I heard): 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 

do you realize??

couldn’t finish it | not my thing | it’s fine | I could get into this | ooo I like | oh hell yeah | fuck this is some good shit | there aren’t even words, this transcends words 

blue suicide

Opinion on cover design: its cool!!!!!!!! colours r v striking

Favourite song: ouhhh i liked them all but that long note in the bg of her sinking sun scratched an itch in my brain... similar one that olivia tremor control scratches i think..?

Least favourite song: noooo i dont wanna pick a last least fave

Underrated track: i dont go here so i think they r all perfectly rated (by me)

Overrated track: ☝️

Rate: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 

song recommendation of the day: Caroline, Please Kill Me by Coma Cinema

“Caroline, please kill me,” said my spirit to your mind / I will hang out on your feelings until the end of time

Sole band member Matt Cothran (who is also behind the band Elvis Depressedly) does an incredible job creating an indie/alternative pop-rock song which is both very catchy and equally very blue. With the tiny budget and small access to equipment Cothran had in its production, the songs on his album “Blue Suicide” have a simple, slightly rough-around-the-edges and homey feel to them that makes the sound just that much more impactful.

If you like homemade downer pop songs that you can sing along to, this is the track (and the album) for you. I love listening to this song with headphones in a car ride through the town, or playing it on acoustic guitar (the chord progression is easy to pick up and a good place for beginners getting started on barre chords).

tearing up. my dick is blown clean off my body.

Blue Suicide by Coma Cinema

Coma Cinema / Wrecked

Coma Cinema - Blue Suicide

Not sure if I'm doing this right or if there is a right way to do this, however, I wanted to find a place to post music. I'm sorry if this is a common occurrence on here, for some random person to declare they're doing something like people care, if anyone sees this.

I'm doing this to help myself. I'm enrolled in university attempting a difficult course. I need a way to express myself artistically to contrast the full days of technicality.

I don't even know what/who I'm writing to right now. To my blog (if that's what it's called)? To me? To other people? Either way, I'll be posting some music reviews. I'm sorry if this is a saturated market on here, I'm sure it is. Just realized I wrote that sentence for an audience. Maybe. I figure tags help discover blogs, won't be putting any of those on this post, because this for people to find out who I am after they get curious about a review.