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torimurphy · 20 hours
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drcranessweetestdoe · 2 months
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heyyyyy
could you do a Tommy shelby fic?
in which he fucks Ada's bestfriend when she is 18!
hii, love this idea xx I have been writing this all day, time to celebrate with a jam sandwich:) xx
Finally mine
warning: agegap!, Thomas lusts after her while she is underage, grooming, virginity loss, virginity kink, innocence kink, unprotected sex, Tommy being a softie, possessiveness
pairing: Thomas Shelby x Innocent!Reader
summary: ever since he came back from the war, Tommy found himself wanting his sister’s lovely and sweet best friend, too bad he has to wait until she is 18
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(Y/N) was the sweetest girl in the whole of Birmingham, always polite and kind. Thomas was smitten with her from day one. She and Ada met in school, she felt sorry that Ada was always alone, because everyone told their kids to stay away from the filthy Shelby’s. So, one day she gathered the courage and sat beside the sad girl, who was very excited to finally have a friend.
It was the age of war, so everyone was always on the edge of a meltdown. And money wasn’t exactly falling from the sky. While (Y/N)’s family weren’t considered aristocrats by any chance, she never had to worry about not getting fed, or not having a warm bed to sleep in. That was something that the Shelby’s couldn’t exactly relate to, there was little money and quite a few mouths to feed. Aunt Polly tried her best to feed the hungry children at the table, but she was failing more and succeeding less. Her sister-in-law’s three big boys were away at war, but they were always talked about.
One day, the thirteen year old (Y/N) plopped down beside her best friend Ada with a full lunch box in hand. She always had lunch packed with her, but Ada never did. For a long time, she just assumed that the malnourished girl was not hungry in school. While she was munching on her apple, she heard the growl of a hungry belly and Ada turned her head down in shame. While a girl is naive at 13, (Y/N) immediately knew that her friend was hungry, and that she probably didn’t get as much food at home as she did. When Ada looked back at her, she reacted with a wide smile to the outstretched hand towards her, holding a big red apple.
For the rest of the break, they just sat under their tree, silently chewing on their apples, with a smile on both faces.
That is how Ada knew that (Y/N) was going to be her lifelong best friend. She opened up to her when they were sharing a cigarette on the edge of the forest.
“We had more money before the war, if Tommy was here he would make sure that we have food.” Ada explained.
(Y/N) just blinked at her friend. “Who’s Tommy?”
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Three years later, the girls were now sixteen and the war was finally over. Because (Y/N) herself didn’t have any brothers, or sisters, she didn’t know how many families waited for this day to come.
It was a pretty summer day, and she made her way to the Shelby household, where she was always welcomed by Aunt Polly. Except, when she walked into the house, there was only one man sitting at the table. Her breath got stuck in her throat and she blushed heavily, he was very handsome. For a moment she believed that she walked into the wrong house, but the photographs on the walls proved otherwise. He was smoking a cigarette and staring at the wall blankly, he was so lost in his own thoughts that he didn’t even hear her come in.
Thomas just wanted a moment to himself in his childhood house before going back to the Garrison, he was not the same man anymore. Suddenly, he saw a figure in the corner of his eye. A second later, the two pairs of eyes met. His previously sad eyes lit up at the sight of her, but he tried to conceal it. She was so beautiful… Slender and weakish frame, something that made him eager to protect her. Her long and soft looking hair. And that face, oh god, that pretty face.
“H-Hi… I’m (Y/N).” She walked closer to him and stuck her hand out for him, she recognized him from the pictures, he was one of Ada’s brothers.
He heard about her, Aunt Pol always told him what was happening on Watery Lane in the letters she sent to Tommy. She had mentioned Ada’s lovely friend, multiple times. She told him that the girl was pretty, very kind, and that she went with her to church on Sundays when no one else wanted to, just so Polly didn’t have to go alone.
Tommy smiled at her, and she felt herself get lost in those bright blue gems of eyes. Instead of shaking her hand, he brought it to his lips and planted a little kiss on it. Her hand was soft and warm, it was a while since he felt the touch of a gentle female. He smiled when she blushed more at his kiss. “Thomas Shelby.”
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From that day on, Miss (Y/L/N) was under the protection of the Peaky Blinders. Thomas always had one of his men following her and Ada to school, and then back home. It killed him knowing that he couldn’t touch her, make her his, not yet anyway. That would have been immoral and awful, and he knew that aunt Pol would have broken his hand in two and cut off his cock. That didn’t mean he hadn’t spent too many night fucking his fist to the thought of her. Everyone in the Shelby clan could see how soft he was towards her, always making sure that she stays out of the bad things, and whenever she came over and he was working, his eyes basically formed into hearts and followed her everywhere. The family loved her, she enjoyed baking and she always made sure that at least once a week she turned up to the office with home-baked treats. Those kinds of sweet treats calmed everyone down, business was blooming after all.
Ever since Tommy came back from the war, he only let himself be pleasured by whores, the one girl he wanted was the one he had to wait for. He always hired prostitutes that resembled her even the slightest bit. He imagined that he was burying himself inside her wet and warm walls, he overheard her and Ada and he was very well aware that she was untouched, a sweet little virgin. In Small Heath, the girls started sleeping around in their teens, but she, at 17, didn’t care about the boys her age. She wanted a certain gangster, who was nearing his thirties.
He didn’t even claim her yet, but wherever she walked, everyone knew she was Tommy Shelby’s girl. He sent her gifts, and always a handwritten note. Her heart never failed to warm up when she saw the little T.S on the bottom of the cards. Flowers, chocolates, exotic spices that she could put in her sweet treats, jewellery, dresses, everything a 17 year old girl loves. She was spoiled by him. When she wore one of the dresses that he got for her, she always sent him a shy smile and a little nod.
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Tomorrow was going to be the day when she would finally become 18 years old, a young lady. She felt so antsy getting to bed, knowing that she would wake up as an adult. She also deeply hoped that Tommy would do something, after 2 years of gifts, protection and lustful gazes from distance. It was safe to say that her standards were very much heightened.
When she woke up, she noticed a big box on the chair of her vanity, tied up in one of those big ribbons. Her mother must have brought it up for her, as she always did when her daughter’s name was on the box, written by the familiar handwriting.
She was smiling widely when she opened the box up, it had a beautiful silky dress and a gold locket necklace. She marvelled at the divine fabric, but quickly blushed when she looked into the box again. There was a set of white lingerie and a note.
Tonight, I’ll send a car to pick you up at 7pm, be ready.
~T.S
She melted at that, and she felt her lower tummy warm up. This evening, she will finally be claimed.
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By the time 7pm rolled around, she did everything she could to make herself look pretty for him. She took a long hot bath, made sure she smelled good everywhere. She washed her hair and tied up half of it with a bow. She put lotion all over herself, sprayed herself with perfume and put the lovely dress on. Sitting in her vanity, she put on some makeup. She felt beautiful.
She got her light coat on, along with kitten heels and she was waiting for his car to come. When it did, she sat in the backseat and greeted the driver.
She got driven to Arrow house, which she only heard about before. It was so huge, and overwhelming, but very nice.
A maid took her coat and escorted her to the dining roomom. Just like the rest of the house, it was quite big, both the room itself and the table. It was decorated elegantly, the candlelight flooded the room. Just as she stepped in, Thomas walked in the room on the other door. He looked so handsome as always, with his muscular frame and his tailored suit.
His heart nearly jumped out of his chest, she looked like an angel, and she was standing in his house, wearing his gift. The maid left, now there were only two of them in the room, he walked up to her. With a gentle hand on her waist, he pulled her closer so he could plant a kiss on her cheek and whisper in her ear. “You look absolutely gorgeous.” He got even closer, her head was spinning with him so close, his masculine scent sent her hormones into overdrive. “I hope the dress isn’t the only gift of mine on you.”
He felt his dick twitch when she looked up at him like that, a gentle glint in her eyes. She shaked her head, too lost in his eyes to answer with words. To shake her out of her trance, he guided her to her seat, with his hand still on her slender waist.
He sat next to her, the maids kept on serving the finest of foods. Thomas also brought out a bottle of red wine. Both of them were surprised how easy it was for them to talk. They talked and ate, and Tommy even found himself laughing. He also found out how innocent she was, she wasn’t stupid, just inexperienced, and he was more than happy to give her experience. She also had a big heart, and a gentle soul, she was everything he needed.
While everyone in Small Heath tried to warn her about Thomas Shelby, she never understood why. He was just trying to protect his family and give them a chance at a better life, he was also an absolute softie for her. She could see that he had a lot of love to give, he enjoyed being the leader and defeating other gang leaders, but he must have been craving someone who could take care of him for once, she knew that she wanted to be that person.
When they finished dessert, he pulled her chair closer to his and cradled one of her blushing cheek into his palm.
“Are you aware of my intentions towards you?” He asked in a serious tone, she knew that he wasn’t fooling around. Now or never. She nodded as much as she could with the gentle hold on her face, but he wasn’t having it. “Answer me with words, I want to see if you really want this.” She felt dizzy by hearing his dominating tone.
“Yes, I know your intentions with me.” She replied shyly.
“What are they?” His fingers started to move her hair out of her face, caressing her in the process.
“Y-You want to make me yours.” She spoke lowly, it was hard to speak when he was looking at her as if he was seconds away from ravaging her.
“Yes, and do you want that, (Y/N)? Do you want me to make you mine?” He was even closer now, he whispered seductively in her ear, his full lips were nearly touching the shell of her ear. “Just say the word, sweetheart, and I will give you everything you crave. Please, let me give you the world.” Thomas Shelby barely used the word ‘please’, but he was nearly begging for her. She almost giggled, as if she really needed much convincing.
“I want it, I want it so bad, Tommy…” She was getting impatient, and he saw it on her.
“Shh, sweetheart… Don’t let your pretty head worry, I’m going to take care of you so nicely.” He stood up and stuck his hand out for her to take. “Come.”
He walked with her to his bedroom, she was walking behind him so she couldn’t see the wicked grin on his lips. When they stepped in the door, he just kept on walking, which caused her to walk backwards, until her knees hit the bed and she had fallen down on it.
He didn’t waste a second and crawled on top of her, his lips slowly finding hers. Their kiss started out slow, he guided her lips with his own. After a few minutes, noticing that she was starting to become more and more confident, he slipped his tongue into her open mouth. His hand wandered to her back, where the zipper was, his head pulled away so he could ask for silent permission. Once he got it, he helped her sit up and he removed the dress. Sitting back on his heels, he admired the sight in front of him, her young body was just begging to be ruined. She was wearing the lace, she looked exactly like an angel. His lips glued themselves to her neck and they sucked and bit, her noises were proof that she was enjoying his touch. He made sure to really mark her up, she wasn’t going to leave his mansion for a while, he needed his time with his new prize. She bit down on her lips to hide her moans, something he growled at.
“Don’t you dare. I want to hear you, don’t hold back, sweetheart.”
He went down to her breasts, he also reached under her arched back and unclasped her bra. She tried to cover herself, but he was having none of it. He slowly unpeeled her arms from her chest and kissed all around her breasts. “How beautiful! Such a nice pair of tits you have, the best I’ve seen.” He sucked a nipple into his mouth and she mewled loudly, she didn’t expect to feel so aroused while getting her nipples sucked at. He made sure that he gave both of her tits the same treatment before going lower.
Before he could do more, he stood up to remove his shirt and pants, her presence was making him hotter by the minute. He hooked his fingers into her panties and his cock nearly tore his underwear when he saw how the crotch was stuck to her entrance. She was already so ready for him. He yanked harder and they finally parted, he brought her panties up to his nose and inhaled deeply. “Mhm, so sweet… But, I think I need to feel this from the source.” Tommy dropped to his knees in front of her spread legs, her mind was making her doubt herself. What if she looked ugly down there? What if it smelled or tasted b—
“OH— Tommy!” She moaned loudly when his tongue licked a long stripe up her slit. He just chuckled into her pussy darkly, then he moved on to her pleasure. His mouth was sucking her throbbing clit, his fingers slowly circled her entrance, teasing her.
“Fuck… Your cunt tastes divine, and it’s only for my mouth to taste.” It wasn’t even a question. She was unable to form a coherent sentence, she could only moan and thrash on his tongue. He took one finger and he slowly eased it into her, she was so wet that it slipped right into her, he didn’t hesitate to add another one. “You’re going so good, I cannot wait to feel this tight virgin pussy on my cock.” He curled his fingers and rubbed them right into her spongy spot, her fingers grabbed his hair and tried to push his face more into her heat. He felt her clenching more and more, so he sped up his movements and grinned proudly when she came undone with a whiny moan and a desperate call of his name.
He kissed his way back up to her heaving chest and looked up at her flushed face. He talked her through it, until her breathing evened out again. He slowly slipped his underwear off, his back straightened out for her to see his big cock. It was veiny and thick and it made her nervous. He kept her legs spread, while he kneeled between them, one of his hand smoothing her face and the other one gripped himself at his base. “Want to give a little touch? Don’t be scared, I’m going to make this very pleasurable for you, my sweet girl.” He hissed when her fingertips made contact with his dripping tip, he was so pent up and her soft touch nearly made him blow his load all over her juicy tits, but he had to stay patient. “Are you ready? Ready to become mine?”
“Yes, Tommy, please, I want to feel you. I-I waited for you.” This caused him to grin and give her a deep kiss.
“I know you did, little one.” He positioned himself at her entrance and he slowly began pushing in, he felt a bit of resistance, but with a sharp thrust, he managed to break through it. He wrapped her up in his arms and whispered sweet nothings into her ear soothingly. “I know, I know. It will feel better in a minute, your pussy just has to adjust to my cock. Relax.” It didn’t hurt as much as she thought it would, but it still did, the girls in her class made it sound worse, or maybe their boyfriends didn’t take the time to prep them properly. That made her so proud, her Tommy made sure she was ready. She tried her best to relax her muscles and she felt the pain lessen. She planted a shy kiss on Tommy’s neck at which he chuckled at. “Good girl. You’re mine now, only mine.” He slowly began moving in and out of her.
Her walls gripped on him like a vice, he didn’t need any whores anymore, he had her now. His hands lifted her hips up a bit, so his cock was hitting her spot at every thrust. He went more and more faster, his fingers also began rubbing on her swollen clitoris.
“AH— Tommy, I’m going to—do that thing again.” His innocent little girl, so good for him.
“Good… I can feel you squeeze me, come on, sweet girl, come for me. Come on my cock. Let me fill you up. Let me make you mine.” With a shout of his name and a cry, she came around him. When he felt her walls pulsing around him, he let go too. His warm cum painted her walls, and it was such a delicious sensation. He stayed inside her for a few minutes, both of them trying to catch their breaths.
When he pulled out, he sat back so he could watch his cum leak out of her spent hole. He looked down proudly at his softening cock, which had some of her blood on it. Shit, he really filled her up with his load, there was so much of it. And the whiteness of him and the dark crimson of her virginity made such a lovely contrast together.
He took a rag from his bedside table and cleaned her up, making sure that he was gentle with her, the girl just got fucked and she was sensitive both physically and mentally, he had to be gentle.
After he made sure they were both clean, he once again brought her into his embrace. He smiled at her lovingly, which caused her to do the same. Her hair was all puffy from his touch, but he loved it.
“Are you okay? Does it hurt?” He cradled her cheek, and caressed her under eye area with his fingertip.
“I’m good, I feel a bit sore, but it’s okay.” She nuzzled into his neck and left little kisses. “I’m so happy to be here with you.”
He smiled in a way he didn’t for a long time, and he felt his heartbeat quicken. He wanted to give the world to the girl in his arms, and he felt the primal urge to protect her and keep her away from all the bad. “Me too. I’m happy to know that you’re finally mine.”
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darkacademiablues · 5 months
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Cillian Murphy in the see through shirt for Oppenheimer.
People died.
I’m people.
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your-nanas-house · 2 months
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Work, work... just work
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◇ Pairing: "Sub"!Tommy Shelby X wife!Reader
◇ Warnings: SMUT, humping, needy Tommy, nudity, work, tiredness and bit of angst, Tommy in " heat ", bit of degradation.
◇ Summary: Y/n finds her husband still in his office and wants to help him finish.
◇ Note: Sorry for the mistakes and the English. Also the writing lately.
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It was late, Y/n could tell by the darkness that swallowed Arrow House, a soft cold brize enveloped the corridors of the house due to the lack of fireplaces.
She was wearing just her nightgown and one of Tommy's shirts, which rested on her bare shoulders... her feet were bare and cold now that she was out of bed because of the same identical reason as almost every day.
Her husband was missing.... and she preferred getting out of bed into the cold a hundred times more than staying alone in a cold bed— their bed.
Even though she was still half asleep and was welcoming the slaps of cold air in the hope of fully waking up... her feet were carrying her on their own towards the destination that they... and she knew all too well.
That place where the young woman could already hear the tapping of the typewriter, the strong smell of smoke and the burning one of whiskey... mixed with the unique scent of her husband.
She knew, she knew where her missing husband was... exactly where he had been for the past weeks— no, months. But she felt empty at that moment, he emptied her from all the irritation, anger and sadness she used to feel. Letting place to pure neutrality and tiredness, because she was simply so exhausted.
The door was open so she just needed to give it a soft push before leaning against it, her head trying to find a support as her eyes remained fixed on his stressed sitting form.
"You shouldn't be awake, love" his low grumbled tone made space, dominating the noises that had now become part of the background "Just... like I should" he added after not receiving any reply from her.
His fingers were still moving and his light eyes were still following the words he was writing, till he came to the end of the sentence... just then Thomas allowed his gaze to travel up and stop on his wife.
As soon as he took her whole in his body relaxed a bit, moving automatically backwards to rest against the back of his chair... his legs slowly parting as he rested his calloused hands on the chair chops. Never looking away from her.
It was quite dark there, there was just a dim light that illuminated the room almost softly... sensually. Letting the man appreciate the curves of his woman and the way her silky nightgown was resting on her soft skin, dangerously holding itself, as best as it could, onto her hard nipples... while his shirt was now hanging lose on her forearms, exposing to him completely her upper body in a teasing but delicious way.
Her hair was down and her expression empty, a soft pout was adorning her lips but there was no glimpse in her eyes.
"I'm almost done, love" Tommy informed her as he fought his inner urges to focus his mind back on his work... even if his body was getting the better of his tired mind. Reacting at every single things she did, like the slow steps that she took to get closer or the intense gaze she was giving him— even the mere movements of her fingers was making his pants tighter enough to make it uncomfortable for his crotch.
His eyes met hers as he took one last drag of his cigarette and stubbed it out on the ashtray before exhaling the smoke in a slow, deliberate motion.
Then his body tensed softly as anticipation started to build inside of him, his tongue dared out to wet his bottom lip as Y/n moved in between his muscular legs.
Tommy could tell that she was tired as well, her body language was slower than usual but still alluring to him. He couldn't just stop thinking about the way the nightgown was teasing him in such an evil way... allowing him to peek but not look directly at the glory under it.
The fabric was soft under his abused skin as his hands remained busy massagging her hips, and his head rested tenderly against her lower stomach... placing light kisses slowly up to her cleavage.
A sweet silence surrounded them till Y/n moved her bare leg on his lap, making her husband inhale sharpy at the view and sudden feeling.
His grip tightened, and the young woman could feel every single muscle flex under her as his body leaned in even closer. His left hand traveled up her back to her neck. Causing her a feeling of goosebump all over before she pushed against him slightly, her hands moving inside his open shirt.
Her smaller body leaned down to brush tenderly her nose against his, her heart beating faster at the so craved closeness.
That's when Y/n noticed the way her husband's body was reacting at her, almost... animalisticly. The way he tilted his head to chase her lips, the heavy breathing and soft growls.
She sure could tell he’d been wanting this all day, and he had reached his breaking point.
His piercing light blue eyes kept sending shivers down her spine as the familiar feeling of butterflies in her stomach became more intense during the little game of soft caresses of their lips.
Her hands, which were formerly massaging the back of Thomas' neck and his right shoulder, were now moving teasingly down his torso, slowly unbuttoning the rest of the buttons as they reached his firm thighs.
A soft loud peck and her grip became tighter, her nails digging in the soft freckled skin so that she could easily spread them open and turn around to sit between his legs.
"Fookin' hell, woman" the older man growled out at the feeling of her smaller body pressed against his front.
He knew that his wife was trying to do and it was working pretty well since he couldn't even stop her... continuing to just breath heavily as his hand gripped her wrist more for support rather than anything else.
Her ass was swaying softly, creating a loving friction against his rock-hard boner, making his heart beat in his throat as he loosed his ability to speak.
"Come on, honey. Just take what you want, hump your wife like the horny dog you've been lately" Y/n mocked, pressing harder even if she knew oh too well the kind of game she was playing at.
A dangerous... and difficult game that made her pussy soaked and her breath hitch in her throat.
It took a lot of focus to the young woman to make her hand stop tremble enough so she could start tapping on the typewriter, her eyes focused only on the work ahead instead of the hot feeling of her husband's breath on the back of her neck... which caused goosebump to form all over her body.
His rough hands were already busy, one still holding her forearm tightly as the other slithered around... resting flat and open on her lower stomach to come back up, taking a hold of the silky fabric with such need that it made her nightgown fall off her shoulders revealing her breasts at the cold air.
His boner was pressing against her lower back, grinding and rubbing against her like an animal as grunts and harsh breaths kept interrupting the silence.
"Yeah.. just like that, honey" Y/n cooed at Tommy, holding back a yelp as he pressed her back forward so that he could place his already free cock wherever he wanted. His lenght finding now friction against her bare back as his hips snapped upwards shamelessly.
His Adam's apple bobbed as he dropped his head back in such a sinful way, his action now leaded by his pure animal instinct and dark lust.
There wasn't an exchange of words, no dirty talk or promises like when they made love... no it was just pure animalistic sex. Which remained just a harsh humping since in the throes of the heat Tommy came shortly after his hands brushed her erect nipples... painting her back with his seed.
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New taglist (let me know if I made any mistakes):
@hanawrites404 , @sleepycreativewriter, @r1errr, @ll4n4, @calmingmelody96, @neonpurplestars89-blog , @emilyrosier
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queenshelby · 3 months
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ONE SHOT: HIS LITTLE GIRL
PART TwO OF THE DARK & SEXY SERIES
NOTE: This is a series of one shots and mini series for Cillian Murphy & Tommy Shelby in which he acts totally off-canon. Most of these shots are very dark in nature and you should read their individual warnings. All of these shots are requests from readers. Co-written with @darkshelbyfiction! ALL CHARACTERS ARE OVER 18. MINORS DNI.
PAIRING: CILLIAN MURPHY X VIRGIN READER
WARNING: DUB-CON, LOSS OF VIRGINITY, FORCED BREEDING (SOMEWHAT), DDLG-STYLE STORY, HUGE AGE GAP
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It was Friday Evening, a few weeks after your 18th birthday and, as usual, you were out with friends when you ended up in some trouble. 
You were sitting at the bar, nursing a drink when a group of guys started harassing you. They kept commenting on how pretty you looked and wouldn't leave you alone.
You knew you couldn't handle them, so you did what you always do when you needed help and your father was away for work. You called your father's friend, Cillian who had been dealing with your misbehavior and troublesome nature for quite some time after your parents had divorced. 
He was an attractive man, in his mid-forties, with slightly greying hair and piercing blue eyes; he possessed a dominating and intimidating aura that seemed to command respect and when you saw him enter the bar, you were relieved. 
"Cillian! Thank God you're here! I was being harassed by these creeps," you said, your voice cracking slightly as you tried to maintain composure while still trembling from fear as he walked in. 
His eyes scanned the crowd, locking onto the group of men huddled together near the bar entrance.
"Y/N, let's get out of here," he said firmly, taking your hand and leading you away from the commotion. You felt a surge of relief, grateful that he had arrived just in time.
As you walked through the crowded bar, you could feel the stares of the other patrons on the back of your neck. You glanced sideways at Cillian, admiring his confident posture and the way he held his head high, as if daring anyone to challenge him. The mere thought of having someone take care of you sent a warm feeling coursing through your veins.
"What the fuck are you doing in a place like this anyway?" Cillian asked as he led you outside into the cool night air. "I mean, it's not like you've ever been much for restraint, but really now, Y/N?"
You didn't respond right away, instead opting to focus on breathing in the fresh breeze wafting over the cityscape. But then, you offered a sheepish smile and replied, "Well, I decided to try something new, and here we are."
Cillian snorted in response before offering to take you to his place since it was late and there wasn't any sense in letting you walk home alone, let alone allow you to stay in the empty house by yourself. 
"Okay, but can you not tell dad about this?" you asked hesitantly, looking up at Cillian.
"Sure, I will promise to keep quiet if you promise me to behave yourself the next time you go out and do not go to shady places like these," he replied gruffly, flashing a lopsided grin at you. His car was parked a few blocks away and the walk was a welcome change from the crowded bar. You chatted idly as you made your way to the vehicle, the tension from earlier beginning to dissipate.
Once inside the car, Cillian drove smoothly toward his apartment, and you couldn't help but admire the strength emanating from him despite his calm demeanor.
When you arrived at Cillian's place, he unlocked the door quietly, leading you upstairs to his living room with a protective hand on your lower back. You could feel his gaze lingering on you as he fumbled around in the dim light trying to find the switch for the lights.
Finally, the room lit up, revealing the tasteful decor and cozy furniture and, since he had only just moved into this new apartment, you took some time to assess your surroundings.
This place was a stark contrast to your father's modest abode - it was bigger, brighter, and filled with modern art pieces that hung on the walls. There was even a balcony overlooking the city, which would make for an amazing spot to watch the sunrise on lazy mornings. You realized that this was the first time you actually saw Cillian's home and it made you feel a bit awkward. However, you soon found your bearings and started making small talk with him as you waited for him to gather some blankets and pillows for you to sleep on the couch.
"Now tell me, how is school going for you?" Cillian asked casually, knowing that you were just about to sit your final exams, breaking the silence between you both as he took a seat next to you on the couch and handed you a glass of water. 
"Oh, same old stuff, you know, studying, taking tests," you replied nonchalantly, shrugging off the question.
"And that boyfriend of yours? How is he doing?" he continued, a hint of worry creeping into his tone after he had met this young man a few weeks ago. 
"We broke up last week," you admitted, feeling a pang of sadness. "It turned out that he was cheating on me all along."
Cillian placed a comforting hand on your shoulder, squeezing lightly.
"It's just. I never...I mean, I should have seen it coming," you mused aloud, swirling the ice around in your glass of water. 
"Listen Y/N, you are a good girl. There will be others, others who are much more deserving of you," Cillian murmured softly, his thumb caressing your cheek gently, sending shivers down your spine. "But until then, don't rush things; it isn't healthy. Take some time for yourself, figure out what you want in life, and go for it."
"I guess you're right, Cillian," you sighed wistfully, staring blankly at the floor in front of you.
"I know I am right. I am always right," he mused, running a finger along your arm. You flinched at first, startled by the unexpected touch, but gradually relaxed under his gentle guidance. "Like I said, you are a smart girl, Y/N, so don't waste your youth on boys who don't deserve you," he went on to say before leaning closer.
You could smell the faint scent of soap and shampoo on his skin, a mixture of spice and cleanliness that made you feel strangely comfortable.
His fingers grazed your arm gently, sending a lightning bolt of excitement racing through your body. You wanted to pull away and yet, something strange compelled you to stay put. 
"Thanks, Cillian," you managed to squeak out, your heart pounding loudly enough to drown out everything else.
"You are welcome," he responded smoothly, reaching over to brush a stray lock of hair behind your ear. His fingers lingered against your cheek, and his scent enveloped you, leaving traces of warmth in your wake.
A soft sigh escaped your lips as you allowed yourself to lean into him, resting your head on his shoulder while his fingers traced undefined patterns over your skin.
His fingers eventually followed a trail from your neck down to your breasts, and as they reached your chest, he paused.
"You are beautiful, you know that right?" he whispered into your ear, his breath tickling your neck.
"I guess, yes," you muttered, your heart hammering wildly beneath your ribs as Cillian's fingers moved downward.
"Good," Cillian said and you could feel the heat rising within you, intensifying every sensation and emotion. His touch was almost too much to bear, yet it was also irresistible. You swallowed hard, unable to look away, captivated by the sensations coursing through your body.
"Let me ask you, Y/N, has your boyfriend ever touched you up here?" asked Cillian, his fingers tracing circles over your clothed breasts and your eyes widened, and you gulped nervously. "Yes, sometimes he has," you mumbled, biting your lip to suppress a moan.
"How about down there? Has he touched your special place?" Cillian's fingers danced provocatively, inching closer to your groin.
Your heart raced, palms sweating, as you shook your head in disbelief. You'd never imagined this kind of situation with Cillian, but his presence was intoxicating, overwhelming your senses.
"No, no one has," you finally mustered.
"Really?" Cillian's tone grew huskier, his fingers now brushing against your inner thigh. 
"I bet you're wet though, aren't you?" he asked you, smirking wickedly.
"No, I don't think so," you whimpered, but your voice lacked conviction as his fingers slid upwards, dangerously close to your panties.
"Come on, Y/N, admit it. I know you are aroused right now," Cillian coaxed, his voice low and seductive. "I have seen how you have been looking at me for years and now that you are old enough...," he then went on to say before trailing off and your face burned hot with embarrassment, but Cillian's fingers were relentless, dancing dangerously close to your panties.
"Cillian, we shouldn't," you protested weakly, but your heart raced and your breath quickened, betraying any attempt at resistance.
"Why not? Don't you want to be a good girl for me?" Cillian purred, his fingers teasing the edge of your panties.
"I do, but..." you trailed off, struggling to form coherent sentences.
"But what?" he prodded, his fingers slipping underneath the waistband of your panties. "Are you afraid of getting caught? Or maybe you think that you are still too young to have sex?" Cillian teased, his fingers expertly navigating through your underwear, his movements slow and deliberate. 
"No, but I am nervous," you admitted, your voice barely audible. The anticipation building within you was overwhelming, and you desperately wanted to feel his breath on your skin.
"Nervous about what?" Cillian taunted, his fingertips pressing lightly against your clitoris beneath your underwear.
"I am nervous about having sex. I am worried that it will hurt when you put your, you know....in there..." you murmured, causing Cillian to chuckle. 
"That's the thing, Y/N. The first time might be a little uncomfortable, but once you're used to it, it feels incredible. And trust me, I'll be gentle if you let me be your first," he assured you, his fingers now running over your wet slit, beneath your panties.
"I promise," he added, dipping one finger inside. You gasped softly, unprepared for the sudden intrusion.
"That feels weird," you gasped, gritting your teeth and clutching onto his arm for support.
"Because it's new," Cillian reassured you, his finger withdrawing briefly before sliding back in. "Try to relax, and breathe with me."
You nodded, closing your eyes and focusing on his voice, his rhythmic breathing. Slowly, you began to loosen up, allowing your muscles to unwind.
With each gentle thrust, you could feel his finger exploring deeper, discovering hidden depths within you.
You moaned softly, your hips undulating involuntarily, your breath becoming ragged.
Suddenly, he withdrew his finger, leaving you panting and wanting more.
"You are very wet now, Y/N," he murmured, his voice deepening even further as he pulled your panties down and slipped a digit back inside your folds. "And your pussy is so swollen, so ready for me. Please let me have sex with you," he begged you and your eyes shot open wide, and you gasped at the realization of what was about to happen if you said "yes"... You could feel your pulse throbbing in your veins, and your cheeks burning bright red.
"Come on Y/N. Let me put my cock inside that this little hole of yours. I promise it won't hurt for long," Cillian said, his voice dripping with lust. You glanced around nervously, aware that your heart was pounding uncontrollably and your breathing was heavy.
"You want to be my good girl, don't you?" Cillian whispered softly, his fingertip circling your nipple, creating a jolt of pleasure through your entire body. 
"Okay, but you need to wear a condom," you interjected, swallowing nervously.
"Of course," Cillian reassured you before reaching into his pocket and pulling out a small foil packet.
You watched intently as he undid his pants, pulled them down and then carefully removed the condom, rolling it onto his erect cock with practiced ease. Your heart hammered in your chest and your own juices pooled between your thighs at the sight of his engorged member.
"So beautiful. Now spread your legs for me, baby," Cillian instructed, his voice thick with desire. You did as you were told, your hands shaking with anticipation. Cillian knelt between your spread legs, his erection hovering just inches from your wet, eager pussy.
"Just like this, huh?" he asked, rubbing the tip of his cock against your soaked opening. You whimpered, unable to contain your nervousness. 
His cock looked huge in comparison to your small opening and the idea of having it inside you frightened you, but also excited you beyond belief.
"Relax, alright?" Cillian murmured softly, placing a supportive hand on your hip. "You might bleed a little, but it's completely normal. Trust me, it's nothing to worry about." His voice carried a soothing quality, and your heart rate gradually slowed down.
"Now, lift off the couch a little so that I can watch my cock go in," Cillian declared assertively, the intensity in his voice raising goosebumps across your arms.
You gulped, shifting uncomfortably on the couch.
"Do you want me to lie back?" you ventured, feeling exposed yet curious after you adjusted your position.
"No, I want you to stay exactly where you are," Cillian insisted, his hand gripping your knee firmly.
"Okay," you murmured and Cillian sensed your apprehension and gave you a sly glance.
"Relax, Y/N. We are going to do this right," he assured you, his eyes locked on you. "It is going to be fun, okay? Just trust me."
You gave a weak nod, your heartbeat echoing in your ears, and a thin film of perspiration formed on your forehead. Cillian leaned in, his breath hot on your skin as he whispered, "Ready?"
"Yeah," you managed to croak back, your voice hoarse from anxiety.
You shifted restlessly on the couch, your heart pounding in your chest like a jackhammer. Cillian's firm grip on your knee grounded you, and gradually, you began to settle into the moment.
"Don't worry, I'll go slow," Cillian whispered, his voice rich and husky as he pressed the head of his cock against your wet entrance. You inhaled, steadying yourself, bracing for the pain.
"Breathe with me, Y/N," Cillian coaxed, his breath hot on your skin. "Take a deep breath and push out your pelvis."
You complied, your eyes squeezed shut as you focused on relaxing your muscles. Cillian eased forward, and with a slight pop, his cock breached your tight barrier.
"Ow!" you cried out, instinctively tightening against the intrusion.
"It's okay, Y/N," Cillian murmured encouragingly, stroking your upper thigh. "Just relax and remember to breathe."
You took a deep breath, exhaling slowly as you forced yourself to relax. Cillian maintained a steady pressure, guiding his cock deeper into your slick, tight channel. Your heart hammered against your ribcage, threatening to burst free at any moment.
"Almost there," Cillian whispered, his voice sounding far away.
You grunted softly, feeling the stretch and burn intensify.
Cillian continued to guide his cock deeper, his pace steady and measured. The discomfort was overwhelming, but you focused on taking measured breaths, reminding yourself that this was part of the process.
"Alright, Y/N, we're halfway there," Cillian murmured, his voice low and soothing. "You're doing great."
"Is it supposed to hurt like this?" you whimpered, squirming uncomfortably.
"It is supposed to hurt a little," Cillian answered honestly before adding, "but it won't last forever. Just breathe and stay still for me. You will get used to the feeling soon," he reassured you and you took several deep breaths, willing yourself to relax. There was some blood on the cushion beneath you, but you pushed the image aside and focused on the task at hand. 
Eventually, you felt him bottom out inside you, his cock filling you up completely with a sensation you hadn't experienced before.
Your heart pounded furiously, and your breathing became ragged.
"You're so damn tight, it feels so fucking good," Cillian groaned, his voice strained and husky and, despite his efforts, his cock twitched inside you, growing harder.
"Please," you managed to whisper, unsure whether you were agreeing to continue or begging him to stop. You could feel your insides quivering, an unfamiliar sensation spreading throughout your body. It was pleasurable at last and this, mixed with the pain, confused you. 
Cillian's grip on your knee tightened slightly, steadying himself as he prepared to begin moving. He took a deep breath, holding it for a moment before releasing it slowly.
"Okay, Y/N, I'm going to start moving now," he warned, his voice husky and low. "Just relax and tell me if it hurts too much."
You managed a weak nod, squeezing your eyes shut and bracing yourself for the inevitable pain. Cillian began to move, his cock sliding back and forth inside you with agonizing slowness.
Each stroke sent waves of pleasure-pain coursing through your body, making you moan softly. You could feel his warm breath on your neck, and your heart pounded relentlessly in your chest. he growled in your ear, his voice low and gravelly.
"Oh, sweetheart, you're wound tighter than a spring. I can feel you clenching around me, fighting the urge to come undone."
You squirmed uneasily, your heart pounding like a war drum in your chest. "Cillian, please," you whimpered, your voice cracking like a gunshot. "Please, I can't," you moaned but he silenced you with a kiss, his tongue plunging into your mouth, tasting of salt and sin. His cock pulsed inside you, relentless as an iron fist.
It seemed to fill you up more fully with each passing second, and the exquisite torment it inflicted upon your tender flesh drove you to distraction.
"Feel it, Y/N?" Cillian whispered, his voice husky and low. "My cock is stretching you to your limits and it feels so good. You are so tight and so warm," he groaned and you could only nod in agreement, your breaths ragged and desperate. Cillian's cock surged inside you, thrusting deeper and harder with each passing moment.
Each movement sent delicious spasms through your body, making you moan helplessly. You could feel yourself unraveling around him, losing control of your inhibitions.
"Oh, God, Cillian," you whimpered, your voice cracking with desperation. "You feel so good inside me."
Cillian's eyes gleamed with triumph, his cock swelling larger and thicker. An insatiable hunger ignited within you, driving you to claw at his shoulders and squeeze his ass tightly.
"That's a good girl," Cillian rasped, his cock pulsing intensely within you. "Taking my cock like a champ."
You could feel the walls of your pussy clenching around his invading shaft, contracting rhythmically like a vise. Each contraction brought another wave of ecstasy, as you surrendered yourself to the blissful agony consuming you.
"Oh, fuck," Cillian groaned, his cock flexing powerfully within you. "So goddamn tight," he gasped before pulling out of you abruptly. "How about you turn around for me now and get on to your hands and knees," he ordered.
You hesitated for a moment, your heart pounding against your chest like a madman. But somehow, you trusted him. After all, he was Cillian Murphy—the man you've fantasized about for what felt like a lifetime. With a trembling hand, you slowly rotated your body until you were facing the opposite direction. You bent over, your hands supporting your weight on the couch cushions.
"Perfect," he praised. "Stay like that."
You heard him shuffling around behind you but did not pay much attention to what he was doing as, unbeknownst to you, he pulled the condom off his shaft and discarded it on the floor, wanting to fuck you bare. 
He then grabbed your hips roughly and pulled you back against him. His bare shaft entered you, feeling warmer and smoother than before. 
It slid effortlessly into your welcoming pussy, the sensation of his flesh against yours setting fire to your nerves.
"Something feels different," you gasped, confused, but Cillian silenced you. 
"Shh," Cillian hushed you, his warm breath fanning your ear. "Everything's fine," he said before he thrust into you again, his cock sliding deeply within you with a hungry growl. The sensation of his naked cock penetrating you felt amazing for him and you, but you still did not know why it felt different then before and put it down to the change in positioning.
For Cillian, this act was raw, primal, and absolutely thrilling. The thought of having his cum inside you thrilled him even more, claiming you as his. 
"God, Y/N," he gasped, his breath hot on your neck.
"Your pussy feels so fucking good," he groaned and you bit your lip, trying to stifle a moan.
"Cillian," you whimpered, your voice hoarse with desire, still unaware that he was now fucking you raw. His bare cock was inside you now just as he was getting ready to cum and you knew nothing about it. 
"I am close baby. So fucking close," Cillian muttered while slamming into you. Each thrust filled you with an intoxicating mix of pleasure and pain that left you breathless.
"Oh, God, Cillian," you moaned, your voice cracking with desperation.
You could feel the walls of your pussy clenching around his invading shaft, contracting rhythmically like a vice and, soon enough, you could not take it anymore and came undone. 
You orgasmed, spasming around his cock, milking him and forcing you both to shout out in euphoria.
You felt your inner walls tighten around him, and Cillian's cock swelled, spurting hot cum deep inside you. His seed mixing with your wetness, marking you as his.
"Fuck," he groaned, his seed bursting forth, painting your insides white. You gasped in shock, your body tensing up as his semen spilled into you.
You felt the warm sticky substance trickling down your inner thighs but did not think anything of it, ignoring it in post-orgasmic bliss. 
Then, after a few more thrusts, Cillian pulled out of you and collapsed beside you on the couch and, immediately, you sat up, your gaze landing on the spot where both of you had been lying.
You didn't notice it initially, but now, you couldn't help but stare at that spot while Cillian reached for a box of tissues and, without words, handing you a wad of paper towels.
"What for?" you asked, puzzled as and he gestured to your pussy, leaking his cum. 
You stared at your own pussy before registering what had taken place. He had ejaculated inside you. The thought made you blush profusely but you didn't say anything. 
You clean up the mess with the tissue, wiping up the remnants of his release  before tossing it in the trashcan.
"Your pussy looks so good, leaking my cum," Cillian says, admiring your visibly flushed face and damp hair.
"Why did you do that?" you ask, knowing full well that he intentionally removed the condom. 
"I wanted to claim you," Cillian replies, his voice deep and resonant. "I needed to show you that you belong to me; that we are meant to be together," he told you while caressing your cheek gently with his thumb. "And now you are mine," he added confidently before forcefully kissing you again, his lips crushing yours hungrily till your body weakened under his passion.
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Like A Good Neighbor... | Cillian Murphy x fem!Reader
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Summary| She grew up next-door to Cillian Murphy and he was her first sexual awakening. When her dad hosts a promiscuous book club meeting, she decides she's waited long enough.
Warnings| Mentions of Lolita and plays heavily on Lolita-core and daddy-kinks. Large age-gap, dubious consent, p in v sex, stalking, smut. Please read with caution!
It Probably Matters- Interpol 🎶
Born Too Late- The Poni-Tails 🎵
The Perfect Girl- Mareux 🎶
word count: 3082k
Minors do not interact! Does not reflect Cillian Murphy as an actual person- this is pure imagination and projection. Don’t interact if you find mentions of “Lolita” upsetting.
She could see through the parted curtains in his kitchen window that he was home. He was at the sink washing dishes with a towel thrown over one shoulder. His tight black shirt showed the curve of muscles in his upper arms as he scrubbed the pan. She was the girl-next-door type, helplessly petite and needy. She was nineteen and finally getting the stereotypical sex-drive that teenagers were criticized for. She was always horny now, and it felt like an unwavering flaw or weakness that placed her at odds wherever she went. 
Her daddy issues obviously didn’t help the matter… or maybe it was because she was a scorpio.  
She lived alone with her delusional father, who was an Irish author and playwright. He taught literature at the local university and loved expensive liquor. She was going to university for free because her father worked there, but she also stayed at home, trapped in her sexually repressed childhood bedroom. She stayed out of her father’s way when he was home but whenever he hosted “book-club” at their house, she found herself sneaking down the stairs to chat (flirt) with her father’s friends. The “book-club” was for the men in the neighborhood, to give them a social circle of their own, keep them from joining scary alt-right reddit pages by establishing connections with the men around them, something like that she imagined. 
Cillian Murphy was part of this “book-club” that met once a month in her father’s house. He was a middle-aged actor with an A-list repertoire, and yet, he still socialized with the regular neighborhood men, as if he wasn’t acting out some of the books they read each month. 
He was also a bachelor and hideously attractive. She met him when she was much younger, still in highschool and convinced that she would be an actress but discovered quickly that she was more of an artist. He’d given her short acting lessons, reading recommendations, and advice whenever she asked. He was like a second father, a better father than her actual father ever could be. He was the first person she masturbated about. She learned at an early age that she could spy on him from her bedroom window. She watched him read at night on his sofa, she watched him take home other women and fuck them on the couch when he was too horny to take them to bed, and she’d watched him masturbate to porn he projected on his small flatscreen tv. His taste in porn was pretty vanilla and it bored her, but she liked watching him touch himself, indulge himself. It was a serious turn-on. 
And the cherry on top was the book they’d read for that month: Lo-fucking-lita. 
She imagined that he got off to reading about a girl and an older man, that he fisted himself after he read at night, and that he thought of her when he did it. She was his Lo-fucking-lita. She had purposefully avoided the meeting that night, staying upstairs in her bedroom while the men discussed “literature” (Lolita). She wanted them to worry that she would come downstairs any minute while they were discussing such a nasty, disturbing topic. She wanted them to speak haltingly and glance up at her bedroom, she wanted Cillian to think about her and how dirty it was that they had read such a book, all the while she was upstairs. She took a long shower and washed her hair with fragrant shampoo. She moisturized her legs and dabbed her neck with perfume. She changed into her pajamas (underwear, a big t-shirt she’d swiped from Cillian’s house during a neighborhood get-together and she’d ruined her dress with salsa). She let her hair air-dry and rolled on her socks. She heard the men begin to leave, somewhat intoxicated, and watched as Cillian cleaned up his dishes left in his sink. 
When he went back into his bedroom, she flew into action. She put on her slippers and sneaked down the staircase to the first floor. Her father was in the recliner, asleep, so she crept past and closed the side door behind her as she left. She walked the few feet separating the two houses and knocked lightly on Cillian’s door. She knocked again. And eventually, Cillian emerged from his bedroom in boxers and the same tight black shirt. He raised his eyebrow as he opened the door and let her in. 
“What’s wrong?” He asked, worried. He glanced over at her house. 
“Nothing, I just need some advice and my dad’s asleep.” She rolled her eyes and he nodded. 
“Yeah, yeah. Come in.” He waved her inside and locked the door behind them. She dragged a finger along the fabric of the couch, searching its surface for evidence of what she’d seen from her bedroom window. 
“This place has changed so much since I was a kid.” She observed (lying of course). 
“Yeh, I’ve tried to update everything, some remodeling.” He nodded. “So, what kind of advice do you need?” He sighed and leaned against the kitchen counter beside her. 
“Mmhm. Fatherly advice.” She shrugged. 
“Oh, so is this about a boy then?” He laughed and rubbed his eyes. 
“I don’t know how much help I can be. Boy’s your age are so much different than how I was.” He shook his head and rested it against his palm. 
“I know, that’s the problem.”
“Mhm?” 
“I don’t know. It’s embarrassing.” She laughed and crossed her arms across her breasts. He looked down at her shirt and pointed. 
“Hey, isn’t that my shirt?” 
“Mmhm no, it's mine.” She lied and pulled down the front hem to inspect the words “Yoko Ono” on the front. 
“I swear I have one just like that.” He walked off to his bedroom and she followed, a skip in her step. He opened his dresser and rummaged through the stack of neatly folded shirts. His clothes smelled like fabric softener and men’s deodorant. He didn’t find it and she gasped. 
“Oh my god, you’re right. I just remembered that you lent this to me when I was here years ago and spilled salsa or something on my dress!” She slapped a hand across her forehead and he nodded slowly. 
“Wow, that was so long ago. I’d completely forgotten.” 
“Here, you can have it back.” She said slowly and watched his eyes widen as she slipped it over her head and handed it to him. Her bare breasts shook from the movement and she smiled. “What?” She asked innocently. He looked away but it was too late, he’d already taken her in, his eyes lingering on her full breasts, waist, and wide hips. 
“What are you doing?” He hissed as if someone could hear and turned away from her. 
“Returning your shirt.” She answered nonchalantly and fixed her wedgie, letting the material snap back against her butt. 
“You can’t do that, Y/N. It isn’t appropriate.” His face reddened as he clutched the shirt in his fist. 
“You don’t like this?” She pouted. 
“Of course not. You’re young enough to be my daughter, I-” He spoke quickly. 
“I think you like it, Cillian.” She interrupted him and trailed a finger down his clothed back. 
“Why?” He sputtered innocently. 
“Because… you’re still holding my shirt.” She pointed to the shirt still in his hands. 
“Christ!” He covered his eyes and tossed the shirt onto the bed. She crawled onto the duvet, her knees sinking into the plush material. 
“If I put on the shirt, will you still give me the advice I needed?” She sat down on her knees and licked her lips. He sighed and nodded into his hands. 
“Yeh, yeh I guess so. Just put the shirt on.” 
When she had the shirt back on, she leaned up against the headboard. “Ok, you’re good.” 
He opened his eyes and exhaled loudly. “Alright, what is it?” His eyes were wildly dark and hungry but he used his acting talent to hide it. She saw right through his performance, namely because his erection grew inside his boxers. 
“It's more of a question than advice, really,” she started. 
“Ok.” He nodded, exhaling again. 
“What did you think of Lolita?” She shifted back into a sitting pose in front of him. “I wasn’t able to stop by during the meeting, so, I want to know.” 
“Fuck, Y/N. Why do I have the feeling that this isn’t what you’re really asking me?” He shook his head. 
“No, you’re right. What I really want to know, I guess, is did you masturbate while you read it? Did it turn you on when you thought about her? Did you touch yourself and think of fucking a younger girl like her,.... Or like me?” She rose onto her knees and breathed against his wide lips. “Would you be Humbert Humbert mhm?” She reached down and played gently with his erection. He withheld his moan, closing his eyes to show how they rolled to the back of his head. 
“Y/N, you can’t ask me things like that.” He protested, but didn’t push her away. 
“I’m sorry. Let me rephrase: Have you ever thought about fucking me?” She traced her tongue around his lips, her hands prodding his erection. 
“No.” He whispered unconfidently and she smiled.
“What’s this then?” She reached down into his boxers and took out his penis, running her hands along the length. He said nothing, fighting his internal desire to stay and come as she stroked him. 
“We-we can’t.” He opened his eyes abruptly and stepped away, still very much hard. 
“Yes, we can.” She reached for him and he reluctantly stepped forward again. “I’ve been thinking about you. I can’t stop thinking about you, Cillian. I get so wet when I think of you and my pussy throbs, I have to touch myself.” She whined softly.
He looked down at her lips and breathed shakily.  
“I think that you think about me too, don’t you?” She rose slowly on her knees and kissed him softly, her lips barely resting on his. She reached down to the hem of his shirt and pulled it up and over his head. 
“Touch me, please.” She whimpered and he looked down at her shirt, his hands shaking as they snaked up her chest. 
“If your father found out…” 
“I’m 19. I can make my own decisions.” She kissed him and sucked on his top lip. He moaned against her. 
“Fuck…” He grunted and gave in, abandoning his pitiful battle to deny her. He tugged off her shirt and pushed her back on the bed. 
“Do you want me to say that I’m a virgin? Does it turn you on to think that I’m a virgin?” She smiled and licked her lips seductively. 
“No, don’t say that, Y/N.” He pushed her farther onto the bed and climbed on top of her. 
“Well what do you want me to say, old man?” She laughed and wiggled beneath his weight. 
“Tell me that you want me.” His voice came out as a growl, as he held her down on the bed, his hands stretched out against her’s over her head. 
“Ooooo,” she purred against his lips, “I want you sooo bad, Cillian! Is that what you want?” She licked his lips childishly and rubbed the inside of her thigh up his leg. 
“Fuck, don’t do this, love. I don’t like it when you tease me.” He exhaled against her cheek, his nose running over her soft, plump cheekbones. His erection pressed against the seam of his boxers and he rubbed his crotch against her panties. He could feel how wet she was through the two layers of fabric. 
“I’m sorry, Cilian.” She pouted, her breasts bounced briefly against her open ribcage and he lowered his mouth to swirl his tongue around her nipple. She hummed in pleasure, squeezing her thighs around Cillian to keep him between her. He chuckled. 
“See, I don’t need you to tell me that you want me, I can already tell, but what I want is for you to beg me, practically fuck me by yourself because you so desperately need to feel me inside you.” He kneeled above her and placed his hand on her navel, his thumb teasing the fabric of her waistband. She blushed and wiggled again, her clit throbbing. His thigh was positioned right up against her sex, he looked down and chuckled. 
“I can feel your heartbeat through your cunt, darling.” His hand slid further down into her panties, brushing against the hair at her entrance. “It’s beating so fast, darling. Are you scared?” He pouted and cupped her cunt in his hand, gently. “Are you scared of me fucking you?” He rubbed her clit in small circles, his erection grew harder and she bit her lip. 
“No, I want you to make me feel good.” She raised her chin defiantly and he smiled. 
“Good girl.” He leaned over her and whispered in her ear, “call me daddy.” 
“Mhmm, please daddy.” She started to shake with need as he rubbed her clit. She sat up and forced him down on the bed, straddling him on her knees. He ran his hands up her warm thighs as she moved her hips back and forth against his erection. 
“Have you thought about me as much as I’ve thought about you?” She asked him between kisses.
“God, yes.” He groaned back and moved his hands up to the soft flesh of her stomach beneath her ribcage. 
“I’ve been so fucking horny, daddy.” She moaned dramatically and smiled when he closed his eyes and groaned, thrusting up into her underwear. “I see you when you fuck those women on your couch. I know they aren’t pleasing you like I could, daddy. I touch myself when you fuck them, it gets me so wet thinking of you inside me. I want to make you cum, daddy.” She slithered down his chest and licked the outside of his boxer shorts. He watched her, his pupils shot. 
“You have, eh?” He asked with a raised eyebrow. 
“Uh huh.” She mewed and pulled down the waistband of his underwear, exposing his large dick. She spat on it, a long string of drool dripping from her mouth. “I think you’re gonna be too big for me, daddy.” She licked the tip of his cock and he threw his head back, his mouth agape.
“Fucking hell. Look at what you’re doing to me and I haven’t even felt your fucking pussy yet.” He groaned and grabbed a fistfull of her hair, twirling it around his knuckles. She smiled and took him in her mouth, swirling her tongue around his shaft before pushing him down her throat. He moaned breathlessly and panted. She cupped his balls and hummed against his cock, drooling all over him. He pulled on her hair and his panting got quicker as he closed his eyes.
“Fuck, baby. Fuck… ah FUCK!” He cried as she went faster and squeezed at the base of his cock. “You’re such a good fucking girl. Come here.” He ordered and opened his arms to take her. She released him from her mouth and sat on his lap, facing him. 
“Sit on it.” He whispered and twirled a strand of her hair between his fingers. She gasped quietly as his other hand pulled her underwear to the side and directed her to sit on his erect cock. She raised herself up slightly before going back down on him. He slid roughly into her, his girth a little too large. 
“Fuck, daddy!” She cried and her hands steadied herself on his navel. 
“I know, I know, baby. You’re just so tight, yeh?” He pouted and moaned as she wiggled on him. “Take you time, darling. I love being inside you.” He whispered and kissed her roughly, surrounding her in his arms. He pulled her closer to his chest and pushed himself up further inside her and she squealed. She cried out as he started to move in and out of her. 
“Ahh yeah! Oh, please fuck me!” She moaned against his shoulder. 
“Fuck, I love it when you plead me like that. You’re so fucking desperate.” He groaned and sped up, hitting the base of her uterus each time. Her walls swallowed him and squeezed him. It felt so good she couldn’t speak, she could only cry out with each hard thrust. He held her on his lap and he flipped them over and hovered above her. He pulled out and pulled down her panties impatiently and tossed them to the foot of his bed. He took one of her legs and put it over his freckled shoulder. 
“You’re going to take me like a good girl, understand?” He stayed inside her but didn’t move as he looked down at her red face. She nodded eagerly. 
“Yes, daddy.”
“Good girl.” He smiled and started thrusting deeply and quickly but with experienced skill. He looked up as he chased his orgasm, his brows furrowed as he moaned. She gripped his throat gently, encouraging him to fuck her faster. 
“Are you going to come, daddy?” She cried and he nodded. 
“Yeah, fuck yeah. I’m gonna fill you up. You and your little pussy.” He panted and looked down as his cock went in and out harshly against her cunt. He removed the leg from his shoulder and took a pillow from the bed. 
“Lift up your ass.” He ordered and she did as he asked, moaning against the pressure of his stiff cock. He put the pillow under her ass and pulled her hips right against his. He barely pulled out as he fucked her fast and hard. His balls slapped her loudly and she covered her mouth to keep from screaming. 
“That’s it, that’s it. Fuck yes!” He yelled as his movements spasmed. She felt him cum inside her, his hot cum spilling between his cock and her walls. She cried out as she organsmed and shook with each wave of lingering pleasure. Cillian slowly took out his cock and looked down at the cum spilling out of her. 
“That was so good, daddy.” She smiled breathlessly and he chucked. 
“You were so good, love. You were such a good girl for me. So grown up.” He teased her and kissed her, his hands finding the handles of her hips. “You’re such a fucking pillow princess.” He laughed and went back to kissing her. 
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rosiemarieyn · 17 days
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Lying Love
pairing: Thomas Shelby x Reader
Summary: You need his sinful love to surround you while you slowly crumble into pieces.
Genre: Angst, lovers to strangers
Word count: 2.1k
Note: The feminine urge to pray and sob uncontrolably.
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You were not a religious woman, no. But at times like these sometimes you have to go out of your belief system.
We, humans, are always dependent on a higher being because we believe we cannot fathom the struggles we go through ourselves.
That is exactly what you were doing at this very gruesome moment, begging and weeping for him to come back, to the very God you left in your past.
Bringing your hands together, holding onto the little hope you had within your soul, being God's servant once again. Being what you feared the most. Dependent on someone, something- anything.
"Lord Jesus, son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner…please…bring back my dirty pleasure, The one I can't comprehend to lose, make him crave my touch once again. I need his sinful love, I can bear his sorrows if it means I'll get to spend one more minute with him. Amen."
I'm on my own, again.
Finishing your prayer, you stood up, getting ready to leave. You stopped walking and saw someone walk in through the cathedral's big wooden doors and saw him, the one you needed to guide you into the darkest pits of hell for making you his. He had the eyes that could be described as the "Gates of Heaven", a man with an ethereal beauty, here on earth to seduce his preys to commit the most unforgivable of sins.
"It has been a while, hasn't it?" hearing his honeyed voice could be described as a nice melody you hear once in a lifetime and have it engraved into the furthest corner of your brain. All the memories flooding through your brain once again.
"I can't love you any more," he spoke adoringly whilst waltzing around the room with you in his arms. "I can't live without you." was all you could say, completely mesmerised by his breathtaking adoration for you alone.
you snapped out of your daydream, staring at him with built-up rage inside you. He spoke calmly, making you understand that Thomas Shelby could not be loved, even if someone wanted to love him. He would always push them away, and in this scenario, it was you.
"I can't love you anymore,"
"I can't live with you."
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lucyswinter · 2 months
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request!!! the nightmare trope with cilly. reader wakes up scared in the middle of the night and he comforts her 💖
pairing: cillian murphy x fem!reader
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genre: fluff
warnings: none! <3
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(a/n): thank you so much for the request ml!!!! alsooo new divider!! creds to @/saradika-graphics 💗💗 this was not proofread, but ava got a sneak peak and liked it so lmk if there’s any grammatical errors lol
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You let out a sharp breath as you jolt up into a sitting position, dry sobs echoing the walls of your bedroom as you cross your arms and grip the opposite forearm for support. You don’t even notice that you’ve woken Cillian until he made himself known.
“Lovey? What is it?” he asked you worriedly, eyes wide, slowly sitting up and leaning on his arm so that he could see you properly.
“I-I…” you manage to pant out, eyes watering.
“Love, you need to use your words. What’s wrong?” He puts a hand to your cheek and softly strokes your face with his thumb in a comforting rhythm. He always knew exactly what to do to calm you down, even when you didn’t.
“I had um.” You pause to take a nervous gulp, eyes now overflowing enough for a few tears to race down your cheeks, some pooling up around Cillian’s thumb. “I had a nightmare…” a sob punctuates your sentence, prompting Cillian to furrow his brow with worry.
“Ohhh my poor sweet girl” he laughs, his hand moving down to rub your shoulder and pull your head against his chest. “I’m so sorry”
You try to lift your head from his chest. “Cill i’m going to get your shirt all wet with tears” you sniffle, another sob of guilt coming on.
“Shh it’s alright love. I can change later. This is about you right now. I’ll be fine.” He pulls you back on his chest and continues rubbing your shoulders. “Now, would you like to talk about what happened, or no? I won’t pressure you, but I’m here if you need me baby.”
You let out a few more soft sobs before wiping your cheeks and lifting your head to look at him. A sense of relief washes over you as soon as you meet his bright blue gaze.
“I just…I was being chased by this monster and he chased me into this house, and when I got into one of the rooms I-“ you’re cut off by a slightly more violent sob, the tears returning your cheeks, your eyes squeezed shut in an attempt to make them stop.
“Shhh take your time, sweet girl. Poor baby.” His lips connect with yours, and linger for a few seconds before he pulls back to give you his attention.
You take a deep breath out and continue to explain to him what happened. “And when I got into this room you were there but…but you were dead” you wail, the tears streaming down your cheeks like a waterfall.
“Oh my sweet caring girl. I’m so sorry you had to think about that. Ohhh poor girl.” He wiped tears from your now puffy eyes to reveal red cheeks. “But I’m here. And I’m not dead, lovey. You don’t need to worry about that.” He places a kiss on your cheek, and begins to rub your shoulders again. “I must say, angel, that sounds an awful lot like the movie we watched tonight…I don’t mean to jump to conclusions, but is there a possibility you got a bit frightened by the movie and that’s why you had this nightmare?”
You nod, ashamed to admit that a silly movie scared you.
He let out a soft chuckle, more pitiful than condescending. “Well why don’t we go back to sleep, baby.”
You lie down on your side and snuggle up closer to him so that his chin is above your head. He puts his arms around you and gentle rubs his thumb against your back, causing a tingly sensation to spread through your body in waves, lulling you closer to sleep. Your eyes flutter, and eventually close. You let out a soft sigh, and he leans his lips close to your ear, tickling the sensetive skin with his warm breath.
“No more scary movies for you, sweet angel. I hate seein’ you all scared.” He whispered. “Sleep now, love. Dream sweet things”. He planted a soft kiss on your forehead as you slowly drifted into a peaceful slumber.
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(a/n): ty for reading!! next up is a neil lewis oneshot and a hotch oneshot!! <33
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look-at-the-soul · 4 months
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The Photoshoot - When we were young
(Golden Globes special edition)✨
Request: by my dear @zablife as part of my Adele challenge but also + Grandma’s series ♥️
The Photoshoot 2014, 2015
Lee, when you sent in the “When we were young” song I knew right away it would be one of the most special parts of this series, I knew I wanted them to go back in time but I still wasn’t sure where/when/how to add it to the series as it could easily fit into any part. Then when things happened, I remembered I had your requests in my drafts, I knew I had to add some Grandma into the mix, as it’d give me a different approach 🥰
If you don’t read this series, don’t worry! No spoilers!! You just need to know that Yael Murphy is a photographer and Cillian just won his first Golden Globe award.
Word count: 1,175
Based on Adele’s song “When we were young”
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Knocking on the door, Yael looked at her husband, a smile growing in her lips.
“Your social battery is still low huh?”
Everybody loves the things you do
From the way you talk
To the way you move
Cillian chuckled and moved on the bed to make room for her.
“How do you know?” He accepted the cup of hot chocolate she was offering him, grateful for the warmth the cup was providing.
“Well you’re hiding in your old bedroom while everyone is downstairs.” She pointed out resting her head on his shoulder.
After the Golden Globes win, they flew back to Ireland and Cillian wanted to go straight home, but one look later from his wife and they were on their way to his parents house for a little family gathering. The Murphy family wanted to celebrate the award with him, but he was worn out, and not because of the jet lag.
Everybody here is watching you
'Cause you feel like home
You're like a dream come true
“You’re adorable, I swear.” Yael teased stealing a quick peck.
Cillian chuckled in response, she knew him so well. He wanted to hide underground after being exposed to cameras, the press and all the people gathered for the awards.
“No matter what you say, wining that Golden Globe it’s huge, and I’m so fucking proud of you and all you’ve done.” Something on his lap catching her eye. “You look just like her.”
Cillian shot her a look, surprised by her words. “It’s my grandma, you think…?”
“Totally, same nose, lips, her eyes were bigger but it’s the same kind, if she didn’t have curly hair I’d thought it was you dressed as a woman.”
A content sigh escaped Cillian’s lips and his eyes went back to the photograph he had found in that old album. His grandmother was wearing a floral dress while holding his mother as they stared at the cake. He had been looking at the albums his Mum had been showing everyone earlier and he couldn’t help but let his mind wander back in time, to his childhood around his Ma.
“She was adorable.” He added with a hint of nostalgia, his mind and heart going back in time too the townhouse property, where he spent a huge part of his life. “I remember being so nervous about a stupid prom thing, so one afternoon she was knitting something and I asked her if she knew how to dance…” Yael saw the way his eyes lit by the memories, his soft voice murmuring the little treasure he just remembered, “she stopped and almost threw the needles and yarn, and went straight to the living and started playing music, she showed me where to place my hands, how to guide-you know, lead the way… she made me hear the beat, but she said you need to feel the music.” He added mimicking a femenin voice with a chuckle.
“That’s beautiful.”
But if by chance you're here alone
Can I have a moment?
Before I go?
“She somehow is responsible of who I am today, you know? Those early years while my parents were working all day…” his voice went dry, “she was with me, we went together to the grocery store, we cooked together, the park, she even took me to church.”
Yael chuckled and made a funny face at his last statement.
“That was probably the last time you showed up.” She teased.
Her heart filled with even more love as she saw how tender his expression grew by the memories.
“When I started acting, she always asked me for the script so I could rehearse with her.”
Yael nodded, thinking how much it meant to him.
“And when I did this film The wind that shakes the Barley, the post office released some commemorative stamps, she went and bought a bunch and she’d say to her friends this is my Cill, my grandson.”
You look like a movie
You sound like a song
My God this reminds me, of when we were young
Yael got lost in his velvety voice, it was so immersive, driving her into the memory lane with him.
“The movie had a huge impact in her, since her father passed away in that very same war, trying to defend Ireland, she never got to meet him.”
“I guess in a way, you portrayed that for her, and gave her a closure.”
Cillian tilted his head towards his wife. “You think so?”
“Absolutely sweetheart, books, movies and music, have a way to heal us from the pain we didn’t even know we were carrying…” She squeezed his hand.
Let me photograph you in this light
In case it is the last time
That we might be exactly like we were
Before we realized
Turning on the next page, Yael stared at an image of a woman leaned against a convertible.
“The quality of these photos it’s incredible.” She couldn’t help but admire not only the beauty of the shoot, but the angle and background.
“This must be from my grandparents honeymoon.” Cillian frowned removing the film that protected the photographs. “Yup… I recall grandma saying they didn’t have a budget to go in a trip somewhere ese, so my grandad drove all around the coast.”
“That’s lovely.” Yael murmured placing the photo closer to have a better look. “They’re together in that one.” She then pointed out.
“That’s why they wanted to go back to Kerry every summer.” Cillian sighed. “He built a small house later and I remember staying over there for the holidays every single time, they had to sell it though.”
“Remember when we went? That was a long time ago.” Yael moved her hair away. “Haven’t been there in ages.”
“Time to plan a little holiday?” Cillian gave her his signature eyebrow raised.
“Should I start packing?” She teased, knowing he was eager to disappear for a couple of days. “I’ll book us a place.”
We were scared of getting old
It made us restless
It was just like a movie
It was just like a song
Moving onto the next page, Yael found the cutest photo from all times.
“Oh man! I can’t believe this!” Cillian laughed out loud, dimples showing.
“How come I’ve never seen this one?!” Yael’s cheeks hurt from smiling so much. “You’re the cutest little boy! Look at you!”
You still look like a movie
You still sound like a song
My God, this reminds me, of when we were young
She looked at her husband and then back at the photograph.
There he was, with the biggest smiles of them all with half his body inside of a vintage mailbox.
“I love every bit of this photograph. It’s perfect.” She beamed at her husband’s portrait. Pure joy and love oozing from every fiber of him.
He looked so carefree and happy.
Let me photograph you in this light
In case it is the last time
That we might be exactly like we were
Before we realized
“Wouldn’t it be amazing to bottle up that little one?” Yael expressed, thinking of her own childhood. “I loved spending the weekends at the cottage with grandma, she played a huge part in my recovery, always looking after me so my Mum could take care of everything else.”
Scrolling through her phone, she found a photo her Mum shared over the holidays.
As a child she loved playing dress up with her cousin, Val.
When we were young
“I remember the very same day my grandma made this dress for me.” Cillian offered his hand to her, to stare at the photo. “She made it out of a nightgown she loved.”
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“Is that a Polaroid?” He asked looking back at his wife.
“Yes, my grandpa carried his everywhere.”
“Isn’t it great? How a photograph can take you back in time all the way down?”
Yael smiled proudly.
“That’s the magic of photography… in just one click, you can turn something into a lifetime memory.”
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Thank you for reading!!
I hope you liked this ✨♥️
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And yes, the part of the stamps is real, I read it somewhere and I loved the idea of his grandma buying Cillian’s stamps 💝♥️
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willsdreamgirl · 1 month
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HELLO PEOPLE IN MY PHONE 🎀
if you don’t know, i’m the author who wrote this tommy shelby x nurse!reader fanfic:
since a lot of you liked it, DO WE WANT A PART 2 TO THIS? (like an epilogue??) MAYBE ILL MAKE IT A SERIES???
let me know!! <3333
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torimurphy · 2 months
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shut up boy, you bananas!
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drcranessweetestdoe · 2 months
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Hiii😻
I’ve got an idea as well: Older husband Cillian showing his young wife how to please him properly xx
Hii, thank you for the request!<3 I am always a sucker for some older husband Cillian:)
Hands on mine
warning: age gap, first time bj, oral (m), dirty and sweet talk, nothing too filthy:)
pairing: older husband!Cillian x younger wife!Reader
summary: Cillian teaches his little wife how to please him
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The marriage between them caused a bit of a stir within the crowd, the big age gap was there, but who cares as long as you are utterly in love? Their chemistry was undeniable and the sex was amazing.
But as she was soaking in her bath, she couldn’t stop thinking about one thing. Cillian was always down to keep with his younger wife’s big appetite, doing his best to please her and fuck her until both of their bodies were spent. However, he never asked for her to please him back. It’s not like she didn’t want to, she did, but she was so scared of hurting him in some way. It soothed her that he was perfectly satisfied with her pussy, but sometimes she wished that he would just grab her head and shove his cock down her throat.
Cillian was her first in everything, which meant that she never sucked cock before. She jerked him off for half minutes just before he was about to penetrate her, but nothing more.
As she thought more about it, the more she felt her mouth salivating at the thought of pleasing him. She got out of her bath, dried herself and put on a lacy tank top and cotton panties. She knew that Cill would be in the living room, reading a book on his beloved armchair.
And of course, there he was. In sweatpants and a thin shirt, his reading glasses sat on top of his nose and his face was one of concentration. God, he looked so good.
While he was lost in his book, he suddenly noticed a pair of feet padding into his peripheral vision, before he knew it, his sweet little wife was making herself comfortable on his lap, demanding his complete attention without any words. With his book now put aside on the side table, he wrapped his arms around her, kissing the top of her head.
“Hello there, sweetheart.” He whispered into her ear. He was so smitten with her, he could smell the sweet vanilla scent of her bodywash and his hands caressed her skin that was barely covered. His brows furrowed when he noticed the slight pout on her lips. “What’s wrong?”
She moved to straddle him and moved her face close to his, she looked deeply into his baby blues and said. “I want you to teach me.”
Her closeness made his body warm up. “Teach you what, darling?” He whispered, her cotton clad pussy was sitting right on top of his hardening cock, he could even feel her warm heat.
“I want to please you, suck your cock.” She murmured shyly, which made him chuckle and caress her hair lovingly.
“Oh, my little doe, you had me worried there. But, you just want to be good for daddy, eh?” She just nodded eagerly.
“I-I want to learn how to make you feel good, because you always make me feel so good with your mouth, daddy. I want to do the same thing.” Her hand wandered down to his crotch and started palming him through the thin fabric. He hissed at the sudden contact, her clever little hands felt so good on him.
Before she could take him out, his hands grabbed her face. “Are you sure, little doe? I don’t want you to feel like you have to do this.”
She just giggled and kissed him. “I’m sure, daddy.”
“Well, then… On your knees.” He said to her in a deeper voice, the voice when she knew not to disobey him or she would be punished. In contrast to his voice, he planted a kiss on her temple, just so she knew that they could stop anytime.
She dropped to her knees and started to pull his pants down, along with his underwear. Cillian was petting her while she was doing it. “Very good, take me out, my pet.”
His demanding voice made her feel more excited to be finally doing it. When his nearly fully hard dick sprang up in her face and against his stomach, she grabbed it with her delicate hand and started jerking him off slowly. He grunted at the contact, never taking his eyes off of her. “Spit in your palm, it’s going to be better for me and easier for you.” She did as he told her and it actually was better, her hand now gilded easily up and down his member. “You can do it more tightly—“ he put his hands on hers, guiding her. “—just like that. Hands on mine, let’s go a bit faster, hm?” He put his hand back on her head when she had the perfect grip on him.
“Just stay calm and do what feels natural for you.” He sensed her nervousness.
“I-I don’t really know what to do, daddy…” She looked up at him sadly from her kneeling position and he felt his heart melting.
“Okay, so… Start with little kisses, and an occasional little licks here and there.” His voice was laced with pleasure, especially when she planted a kiss on his tip. “Oh, fuck—right there, doe, that is where it feels good for me the most.” She kept on kissing and licking at his tip, tasting the precum that was beading from his slit. His tip was smooth and warm, she enjoyed having it in her mouth. She suddenly had an idea, she ran her wet tongue from his base to his tip, when she got up to the top, she took his pulsing tip into her mouth and sucked on it. “OH—- You’re doing so good… So, so very good for daddy. Keep on sucking.” His hand tangled itself into her silky soft hair. After a few minutes, she let him slip into her mouth a bit more, with hollowing her cheeks she started to bobbing her head up and down on his cock. Her lips smiled around him when she heard his moaning and his fingers tightening in her hair, it felt so rewarding.
She still didn’t relax completely, she was constantly careful not to scrape his sensitive skin with her teeth and she was doing very well.
Feeling his palm pushing her even more down, she was trying to fight the urge to gag. She took a deep sigh and relaxed her throat, letting his big cock slip into her throat. “My god, doe, you are doing amazing! You are pleasing daddy so much!”
She deepthroated him a few times before he pulled her head off of him by her hair. He chuckled darkly when he heard her whining. “Hush, sweetheart. I’m going to show you another thing you can do to make daddy feel good.” Now she was listening with big eyes. “Touch me lower, touch my balls. Lick them, fondle them or suck them.” She lowered her hair to kiss all around his testicles. She gently palmed them and started to kiss them, occasionally letting her tongue dart out for a taste.
When his moans faltered and she got bored, her slightly swollen lips wrapped around his dick again. She let his hand dictate the pace, he was rough and gentle at the same time, something only her husband was capable of doing.
“Just a bit more, my little love.” He urged, barely being able to talk, the feeling of her warm and wet mouth all around him was swallowing him up. He didn’t let her break eye contact, he needed to see his pretty little wife to be able to cum.
He warned her before he came, giving her time to pull off, even if he wanted nothing more than to paint her mouth with his seed and have himself deep in her tummy. To his surprise, she kept on sucking on him and using her hands at the same time. Of course she would swallow, she was his good little girl who was always hungry for his load.
“I’m there! I’m coming, my darling— OHH YES!” She felt her mouth fill with his thick and warm load. She gulped it down eagerly, enjoying the feeling of her belly filling up with him. She pulled off when his meaty thighs twitched from sensitivity, then she gave him one last peck and tucked him back into his pants.
He smiled when she wiped the remaining cum off the corners of her mouth with her fingers, only to lick them clean.
He reached down and put her back in his lap, kissing her all around her face at which she giggled at. He saw that he tired her out, so he gently cooed to her.
“My good little wife, always so good to me. You did so well, the best blowie I ever got. Thank you, my darling.”
She nuzzled her face into his neck, smiling softly and enjoying his gentle caressing.
“Rest now, sweetheart. You deserve it.”
When he felt her nearly falling asleep, he kissed her hair again before picking his book up. His little wife asleep in his lap, with her tummy full of his seed, he smiled knowing that she was his.
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taglist: @your-nanas-house @red-riding-wood
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darkacademiablues · 5 months
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Cillian Murphy & Margot Robbie for Variety’s Actors on Actors.
Blur - Girls & Boys edit. Thoughts?
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your-nanas-house · 2 months
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"Good night, love"
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◇ Pairing: Cillian Murphy X wife!Reader
◇ Warnings: smut, handjob, blowjob, fluff, slepless Cillian
◇ Summary: Cillian can't sleep and Y/n is turned on by his latest photoshoot.
◇ Note: Sorry for the mistakes and the English. Didn't re-read it and wrote it quickly in the bus. Based on @r1errr 's idea!
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A soft sigh left Cillian's lips, he was lying in his bed enjoying silently the warmth of the covers which were brushing tenderly against his bare skin and his pajamas fabric.
He had been having some troubles to fall asleep even if he had a long day ahead the day after and he was really craving some hours of sleep.
The empty cup of camomile was resting on his night table, since he had finished it sip by sip as his baby blue eyes read a book in an attempt to fall asleep.
Luckily his wife was still awake, her eyes busy scanning a magazine after she had put her book aside... she was quite focused and it looked pretty funny.
He didn't even know what she was looking at, not that he minded though.
"Can't sleep" the older man rasped out as his hands rubbed his face tiredly, in an attempt to relax his whole body to get some sleep. His gaze remained on the ceiling for little time before he turned towards her after not receiving any response.
"Love" Cillian called out, brushing her bare should with his fingertips to catch her attention before repeating himself.
She barely turned around before moving under the covers as if she was in mission. The serious and focus face still on which made Cillian chuckle softly not really knowing what to expect now.
He kept staring at the bulge created by her crawling body, before glancing at the magazine she was previously looking... filled with pictures of his latest photoshoot for GQ.
The older man was about to reach for it when he felt his wife mouthing on his covered crotch. Her tongue daring out to lick and tease the fabric of his pajamas pants making his patience grow thinner pretty quickly.
His fingers moved away eagerly from the magazine to pull down his attire and expose his half-hard cock. His back arched slightly and his hands moved quickly back out of under the covers as he waited for her next move.
His baby blue eyes pierced the ceiling as the anticipation made his breath hitch in his throat. The need to just grab her hair and push her head against his cock and balls was pretty high but he didn't dare to do anything... opting to stay frozen in place.
Little time passed and he felt her soft breath against the tip of his length, her wet tongue started to travel from the base to the end and then down to his balls so that she could wrap her soft lips around one and suckle while licking.
"Fuck...love" Her husband cursed as his breath got heavier, his teeth caging his bottom lip as his fingers twitched before grabbing the sheets tightly.
Her lips started to leave wet kisses up till the lip, her tongue tasting his precum as her hands worked on it all to get him fully hard.
Then.. she stopped suddenly, making him frown in confusion and anticipation. What was she planning? What exactly was running in that dirty mind of hers? He wondered silently before he saw her next movements.
His eyes rolled back, he stopper breathing and a cracked whine left his body at the new feeling of being squeezes and deepthroated without warning.
Cillian could feel her hands work on his balls as she relaxed her throat not yet moving... the waiting was becoming almost painful though. So the last crumbles of self control in his body completely disappeared and his hand moved nearly on his own.
He pushed her head down as he tried to take a hold of it above the covers, opting to keep his hand there as his hips snapped upwards so that he could fuck her throat at the speed he craved.
The loud sounds of slurping made his body shake even more, till it tensed... hot ropes of cum filling her mouth and down her throat making her swallow everything.
"Goodnight, love" Y/n hummed out, popping out of the covers with a naughty smile on her face "Really love your last photoshoot by the way" she added, kissing him softly as he relaxed slowly a lazy decorating his handsome face.
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queenshelby · 4 months
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An Illicit Affair
Part Four: Mistakes
Pairing: Cillian Murphy (46) x Reader (23)
Warning: Age-Gap, Taboo Relationship, Infidelity
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You wanted this just as much as he did, if not even more and, with that in mind, you stripped off your dress and let pool on the bathroom floor, leaving just you in just your bra and panties. Then you opened the door, pretending to be confident while, internally, you were more nervous than ever before.
"Fuck," Cillian whispered hoarsely as soon as he saw you standing at the threshold, wearing nothing but black lace lingerie.
His eyes widened, scanning every inch of your body from head to toe, appreciating your curves, your toned legs, and the way your cleavage peeked out from underneath your lacy bra.
His pupils dilated visibly, his jaw hanging slack as he approached you. His motions were almost robotic and without thought, making you realize how much he truly wanted this.
"You are a vision," he then breathed, reaching out to trace his finger along your collarbone. "A beautiful, enticing vision," he murmured, his voice strained with desire.
"Is this what you want?" you ought to confirm hesitantly, backing away slightly from his touch.
"Yes, I think so," he confessed, stepping closer until your bodies touched.
"But you are married," you reminded him weakly allowing him the chance to change his mind as you felt his breath fan over your skin. 
"I know," he rasped, his eyes smoldering with lust. "I shouldn't be doing this," he groaned, reaching out to brush a stray lock of hair from your face. His fingertips grazed your cheek, sending shivers down your spine. 
"I know it's wrong," he murmured, his voice quivering slightly. "And yet I want this so badly," he confessed, pressing his lips against your neck, sending sparks of pleasure coursing through your veins.
"I want this too," you whispered, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and pulling him closely. "But we shouldn't," you whimpered, a lump swelling in your throat. "Should we?" you stammered, kissing his cheek lovingly.
"Maybe not," he murmured, his breath fanning your face as you shivered, feeling his warm breath on your skin.
His words resonated within you, echoing your own sentiments. And yet, despite the physical attraction and undeniable chemistry, you couldn't shake off the guilt and apprehension that weighed heavily on your conscience.
"You know, I don't want to cause any trouble for you or your family," you said earnestly, squeezing his hand reassuringly, your voice barely above a whisper as Cillian gazed deeply into your eyes, his brows furrowed.
"I know. We should stop this. Right now," he asserted, his voice quavering.
Despite Cillian's determination, you couldn't help but pull him closer, his scent enveloping you. You felt an inexplicable connection that transcended mere physical attraction. It was deeper and more profound than either of you anticipated and, at this point, something inside him snapped.
Cillian cupped your face, his hands trembling as he pulled you close to finally press his lips against yours. 
Your heart raced as you tasted him, his warm embrace engulfing you in a cloud of forbidden passion as your lips and tongues began to dance in sync with each other.
"I can't believe this is happening," he murmured between kisses, his mouth tasting sweet and intoxicating and you responded by moaning into his mouth while running your fingers through his soft curls.
"I need you," he growled, tugging at your bra strap impatiently.
"Now," he added, biting his lower lip, his eyes locked on your breasts.
You nodded wordlessly, unhooking your bra with a flick of your wrist, tossing it aside. Cillian sucked in a sharp breath, his gaze raking over your naked torso, his cock throbbing beneath his trousers.
"Take off your shirt," you told him, nodding toward his chest.
He hesitated only for a brief second before ripping his shirt over his head, revealing his lean torso dusted in a fine layer of golden freckles and featuring a small patch of chest-hair which was slightly greying. 
"I've always liked your freckles," you murmured, running your fingers over his chest tracing them delicately with your fingertips.
"Ever since I saw you shirtless, at the pool, over year ago," you confessed, your voice wavering slightly. "But lets not talk about the past," you quickly added, biting your lip. 
"Agreed," Cillian sighed, pulling you closer to kiss your neck, sucking and nibbling on your pulse point. The sensation sent electricity surging through your body, igniting a fire in your loins. "Let's take this to the bed," he suggested, his voice husky and eager and you agreed breathlessly, trailing your fingers down his chest, admiring the intricate pattern of freckles dotting his skin.
Guiding you backwards towards the king-sized bed, Cillian maneuvered you until you landed lightly on the soft mattress, sinking into the plush duvet.
Your breath quickened as you watched him undress, removing his pants swiftly, baring his lean, muscular form.
"Beautiful," you murmured, tracing your gaze over his sculpted physique, his erection pressing against his black CK briefs, a testament to his arousal.
"I'd say the same about you," he returned, his words heavy with lust as he crawled onto the bed, hovering over you.
You swallowed nervously, his heated breath ghosting over your bare skin, the faint tang of alcohol and mint filling your nostrils.
"I want you so bad," he breathed, his voice rough, the intensity of his stare burning into you like a brand before his lips traced patterns down your chest, stopping at your breasts.
"You're stunning," he murmured before running his tongue over your left nipple gently while moving one of his hands over your thighs, sliding the lace of your panties downwards.
You bit your lip, the anticipation building inside you like a crescendo of unbridled lust. "Show me how much you want me," you challenged him, arching your back as he sucked in a sharp breath, his erection growing harder against his briefs.
Cillian traced his fingers over your abdomen, the tip of his index finger grazing your navel softly before dipping lower. "I've dreamt of this day since I first laid eyes on you," he confessed, his voice husky as he brushed his thumb over your swollen clitoris, causing your hips to buck involuntarily.
"You're driving me wild," you gasped, writhing beneath him as he expertly massaged your sensitive nub.
"Good," Cillian growled, his voice vibrating with arousal, the heat of his breath caressing your earlobe.
Cillian then moved downwards, kissing your stomach before reaching the insides of your thighs tenderly. He removed your panties, peeling them off your legs and tossing them onto the nearby chair. As he ran his fingers along your inner thigh, you could feel a familiar wetness pooling between your legs. You arched your back, thrusting your pelvis upwards, craving the sensation of his touch.
"You're so wet," he observed, his eyes sparkling with mischief as he kissed your inner thigh softly. "Tell me what you want," he urged, his tone hushed but commanding.
Your breath caught in your throat, the raw hunger reflected in his eyes consuming you whole. "I want you to make me cum," you blurted out, your voice low and strained.
Cillian's eyes lit up, a predatory gleam dancing in his irises. "How?" he teased. "How do you want me to make you cum?"
Cillian murmured softly, his breath tickling your sensitive spot, raising goosebumps on your skin.
"I want you to eat me out," you blurted out, surprised at your boldness despite a wave of embarrassment washing over you.
"Now that would be my pleasure," Cillian declared confidently, moving backwards and pulling you towards the edge of the bed before kneeling on the floor between your spread legs. He stared at your swollen vulva hungrily, his eyes shining with lust.
"I can't wait to taste you," he groaned, his eyes fixed on your swollen labia.
You squirmed beneath him, the anticipation building with every passing second. "Please," you pleaded, your voice barely audible. "I need it so bad," you whimpered, grinding your hips against the sheets.
Cillian smiled wickedly, his eyes shining with excitement. "With pleasure," he murmured, leaning in closer.
He parted your moist folds with his thumbs, savoring the unique scent of your arousal.
His eyes sparkled with excitement as he lowered his mouth to your pulsing clitoris. He swirled his tongue around it, flicking it gently. Your body reacted instinctively, your hips bucking upward, seeking more contact.
"Ah!" you cried out, unable to contain the pleasurable sensation that shot through your nerves. "Oh God, that feels amazing," you moaned, clutching the sheets tightly as you writhed beneath him.
Cillian chuckled softly, his voice husky as you moaned his name.
He plunged his tongue deep into your slick entrance, probing you relentlessly. You screamed in ecstasy, thrashing your head from side to side. He moved in slow circles, your inner walls clamping down on his invading tongue.
"You taste so fucking good," he muttered, slurping up your juices greedily. "You're dripping wet, baby," he groaned, his voice low and strained. 
His tongue delved deeper, exploring every crevice of your sex as you writhed beneath him, your moans growing louder. He sucked on your clit, drawing it into his mouth and swirling his tongue around it while squeezing your asscheeks roughly. You screamed in pleasure, your pussy convulsing around his tongue desperately.
"Oh, God!" you yelled, your nails digging into the sheets. "Don't stop!" The pressure built within you, threatening to erupt in a tidal wave of pleasure.
"Keep going," you demanded, panting heavily. "Please, don't stop," you begged, clawing at the sheet beneath you.
Your fingers dug into the bedding, your breaths becoming ragged as she fought to regain control amidst the overwhelming sensations coursing through your body. You tried to suppress the desperate cries escaping your lips, but they slipped out regardless, punctuating the silence of the dimly lit bedroom.
The muscles in your thighs contracted, quivering as you struggled to remain still, resisting the mounting urge to buck wildly beneath him.
However, Cillian was relentless, mercilessly devouring your essence as he expertly probed your depths, forcing you to submit completely to his dominance. His tongue danced around your throbbing clit, tormenting you with exquisite pleasure. 
"I am so close," you panted, your grip tightening on the sheets.
"Then cum for me, baby," Cillian urged, his voice vibrating with urgency.
His skilled tongue worked tirelessly, flicking, lapping, and sucking at your sensitive bud. Each movement brought you closer to the brink, your body quivering with anticipation.
"Oh, yes Cillian, Fuck," you moaned, your hips bucking wildly as you arched your back off the bed.
"I'm gonna cum," you screamed, your voice echoing in the silent room.
Your body shook uncontrollably, your heart thumping loudly in your chest.
Cillian chuckled softly, his voice husky as a ripple of orgasm washed over you. You screamed, your voice cracking with ecstasy as your body convulsed in waves of pleasure.
Cillian reveled in your reaction, his lips glistening with your juices as he lifted his head, smiling triumphantly.
"That was incredible," you managed to utter, catching your breath while Cillian wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, grinning broadly.
"Thank you," he said humbly, his eyes twinkling mischievously. "I had fun too," he added with a wink, prompting you to roll your eyes playfully.
"You really know how to work magic with your tongue," you complimented him, propping yourself up on your elbows and watching him intently as he crawled eagerly up the bed towards you.
"I suppose I had years of practice," he teased, brushing a strand of hair from your face affectionately while you reached for the bulge in his briefs, giving it a gentle squeeze.
"I hope you won't mind if I return the favor," you coaxed him seductively, biting your lip as you stroked his length suggestively.
"Not at all," he replied eagerly, his breathing shallow as he grabbed his briefs with shaking hands, struggling to remove them hastily.
"Let me help you with that," you offered, pushing him onto his back before helping him to pull off his briefs and leaving him fully exposed before you.
Cillian gazed up at you helplessly, his erection standing tall and firm, his balls drawn tight and heavy.
"Fuck," he muttered, running his hands through his hair in frustration. "I haven't been this hard in years," he confessed, his voice low and strained.
"Don't worry," you assured him, taking hold of his shaft firmly. "I'll take care of this for you," you promised, running your hands over his length before you shifted downward, positioning your mouth over his tip.
Cillian let out a sharp, surprised intake of breath, his body stiffening as you encircled his erection with your lips, your tongue swirling around the sensitive underside.
"Oh fuck," he moaned aloud, his fingers digging into the sheets. "Just like that," he encouraged, thrusting himself into your mouth.
You maintained steady suction around his rigid flesh, applying just enough pressure to ensure a perfect fit while alternating between sucking and licking.
Your pace gradually increased in rhythmic harmony with Cillian's escalating moans, matching the tempo of his rising excitement.
"Uh, that feels amazing," Cillian groaned, his eyes rolling back in ecstasy. "Oh, yeah, right there," he panted, arching his back as you licked his crown delicately.
You listened attentively to his reactions, adjusting your technique accordingly. You slid your tongue around his veined rod, tasting the pre-cum oozing from his slit.
You moaned softly, enjoying the musky flavor of his arousal. With each lick, Cillian's moans grew louder, his hips bucking involuntarily. You took him deeper, swallowing half of his length before pulling back and sucking hard on his sensitive head.
"Jesus," Cillian groaned, his voice strained. "You're killing me," he whimpered, clutching onto the sheets. "Slow down, I might not last long if you keep going like this," he warned, his breathing ragged.
"That's alright. Just let go. We've got all night, and you can cum more than once, can't you?" you paused, searching for the right words.
"Of course I can," he managed to utter, his voice cracking slightly.
"Mmm, that's good," you purred, your voice muffled as you continued to suck and lap at his cock expertly. "In that case, I plan on milking you dry," you teased, pausing briefly to glance up at him sultrily.
Cillian groaned, his eyes rolling back into his head, his erection throbbing in your mouth.
"Y-you are going to make me cum," he panted, thrusting his hips into your mouth desperately. The sight of his struggle filled you with a strange sense of power, and you sucked and licked at his cock harder, determined to bring him to his knees.
"Oh, f-fuck," he moaned, the sounds of your combined efforts mingling together into a symphony of pleasure. 
"God, yes," he moaned, his fingers gripping the sheets tightly while thrusting his hips into your mouth frantically.
You held onto his shaft with both hands, your lips wrapped tightly around his base. Your tongue swirled around his crown, flicking his most sensitive spots repeatedly. His cock pulsed in your mouth, throbbing with anticipation. You sensed his growing tension, his moans becoming louder and more urgent.
"So good," he whimpered, thrusting deeper into your mouth. He moaned loudly, his eyes squeezed shut, his knuckles white from gripping the sheets.
"So fucking good," he repeated, his voice strained and raw.
You slowed down, letting him savor the feeling of your hot, wet mouth enveloping his throbbing member. You laved and sucked him gently, enjoying the taste of his precum.
"What are you doing to me?" he gasped, his hips involuntarily bucking against your grasp while you were licking his cockhead with a teasing stroke.
His whole body seemed to shudder, his erection throbbing in your mouth. You eased up, letting go of the pressure, allowing his cock to slide effortlessly across your tongue.
"I didn't expect it to be this intense," he admitted, his breaths coming out in ragged gasps.
"Why wouldn't it be?" you taunted back, relishing the feeling of complete control over a man like Cillian. "I've been dreaming about this moment for a while," you confessed, pulling his erection out of your mouth abruptly as you watched his face contort in agony.
"Ah, please don't stop," he begged, squirming uncomfortably before thrusting his erection back into your willing mouth.
Your lips formed a tight seal around his throbbing member as you flicked your tongue rapidly, swirling it around his sensitive underside, lapping up his salty precum eagerly.
"Fuck," he groaned again, thrusting himself deeper into your mouth until he could not hold it anymore and you released him, swallowing the generous load of cum he produced with practiced ease. You looked up at him, wiping some excess semen from your chin with the back of your hand.
"How did that feel?" you asked him casually, enjoying the way his chest heaved up and down with exhaustion.
"Like a fucking dream come true," he grinned, pulling you up and pressing his lips against yours, tasting the remnants of his seed on your tongue, causing you to moan in suprise.
You had not expected him to kiss you like this shortly after he came in your mouth but, clearly, he was unbothered by it; on the contrary, he seemed to enjoy it even more.
As you tasted the remnants of his seed, your heart hammered violently against your chest, while you melted into his embrace. His lips, though warm, seemed to carry a different kind of warmth - a warmth fueled by the sexual satisfaction you gave him. The idea made you flush with pride and pleasure.
The way Cillian looked at you now—with admiration and desire—made you feel incredibly powerful. This wasn't just about the sex; it was about control, confidence, and knowing that you could get anything you wanted and that included a night full of heated sex.
"You have no idea how badly I needed that," Cillian whispered, his lips still lingering on yours.
You grinned, your heart still pounding against your chest. "It looks like we're both getting what we want tonight, aren't we?"
Cillian nodded, his eyes dark and hungry. "Definitely," he murmured, pushing you down onto the bed and covering your body with his own.
The air in the room crackled with tension, thickened by the smell of sweat and sex. Your heart rate gradually normalized while Cillian's arm snaked around your waist, holding you close to his chest.
"Don't you need a break?" you asked Cillian, noting the satisfied smile on his face.
"A break?" Cillian echoed, looking down at you incredulously. There was a hint of amusement in his voice as he leaned forwards, resting his weight on his elbow to look down at you, his blue eyes glittering with mirth as he guided one of your hands to his swollen cock. 
"Oh my god. You are so hard again already," you marveled seeing that he had cum inside your mouth less than five minutes ago. "Looks like you're ready for round two," you teased, wrapping your fingers around his engorged cock, feeling it throbbing feverishly under your touch.
"I don't think I'm ever going to get tired of this," Cillian groaned, his voice low and raspy. "I never thought I'd be able to experience something like this, especially with someone as beautiful as you," he admitted, his gaze sweeping over your body, making you blush under his scrutiny.
"Oh stop it, you could literally have anyone you want," you scoffed, your cheeks heating up from his compliments.
"Not anyone," he groaned. "Despite, you are confident, sexy, and smart. It's intoxicating," he insisted, his voice dropping to a whisper, by which point you could feel the tip of his member against your wet folds. 
"Cillian," you gasped, throwing your head back, releasing a soft moan. You couldn't believe how much his words resonated with you, nor how strongly you desired this man. "I need you inside of me," you murmured, arching your back invitingly to allow him access.
Cillian wasted no time. He grasped your hips tightly and carefully inserted the head of his cock into your wet entrance, teasing you with only the tip.
"Please, Cillian," you whined, arching your back and spreading your legs wider, practically begging for him to fill you up. Yet, he simply smirked and kept thrusting in and out of you, barely penetrating you enough to give you any relief.
This game quickly turned into torture for you, but it was exactly what you needed.
The teasing, the anticipation, and the pure desperation of wanting him inside you made everything ten times more thrilling.
Every nerve-ending in your body was alive and buzzing with electric energy, begging for release.
"Stop teasing me," you pleaded, your voice hoarse with desperation and, immediately, he stopped and his blue eyes locked on yours, filled with a mixture of lust and amusement. "I need you inside of me. I am begging you,"  you whined, your voice cracking with desperation and, finally, Cillian obliged.
He gripped your hips tightly and slowly pushed himself further into your wet entrance, easing you open.
You felt an overwhelming rush of pleasure course through your entire body as his erection breached your entrance, straining against your tight tunnel. He pulled back slightly, then thrust back in, and you let out a guttural cry of pleasure and pain.
"Oh, God," you gasped, your voice breaking as a wave of intense pleasure overwhelmed you.
Cillian responded with a slow, deliberate thrust, filling you completely, his cock stretching your tunnel wide.
"That's it," he murmured, his voice low and seductive. "Take it all in," he encouraged, grabbing your hips and guiding your movements, controlling the depth and speed of his penetration.
"You are so tight," he groaned, burying his face in your neck, his teeth grazing your shoulder lightly. "I could lose myself in you forever," he breathed out, his voice low and heated.
"God, I feel so full," you gasped, arching your back as he continued to pump his erection into you ruthlessly.
"Your cock feels amazing in me," you groaned, your voice thick with lust while Cillian adjusted his position before reaching down in between you to rub your clit roughly.
"Ooh," you yelped, your whole body jolting in response as a sudden burst of pleasure coursed through you. "Fuck," you exhaled, feeling Cillian's erection stretch you wide open, his thick cock throbbing and swelling inside you, filling you to capacity.
"Are you going to cum inside me?" you moaned, the heat pooling between your legs intensifying with every thrust.
"Do you want me to?" he asked, the roughness of his voice sending tremors down your spine. He pulled out almost entirely, leaving only the swollen head of his member nestled inside your wet channel, the broad ridge rubbing tantalizingly against your clit. Then, he surged back inside you, thrusting deeply, claiming your body with each entry.
"Oh god yes!" you screamed. "I want you to cum inside of me!" you moaned, reaching up to run your fingers through Cillian's hair. He grabbed your wrists, pulling your arms above your head and pinning them to the mattress before picking up speed.
"I am so close," you whimpered, your body shaking uncontrollably beneath him.
"I can feel it," Cillian groaned, his thrusts becoming faster and deeper as he finally brought you to climax.
You threw your head back, screaming loudly and gripping the sheets tightly as you orgasmed, your pussy clenching around his cock forcefully, causing Cillian to loose control also.
"Fuck, Y/N," he grunted, his hips bucking wildly, his cock pulsing inside you as he spurted streams of hot cum deep inside you. You moaned loudly, your body jerking beneath him as you soaked up his seed before, finally, he collapsed on top of you, his weight pressing you into the mattress. "That was incredible," he panted, kissing your forehead tenderly.
You sighed contentedly, enjoying the feel of his warm skin pressed against yours.
"This was the best sex I ever had," you whispered, closing your eyes and basking in the aftermath of your shared passion.
"Had?" Cillian chuckled, his breath tickling your ear as he nuzzled behind your earlobe before trailing kisses along your jawline. "I am not done with you yet," he murmured, his voice dripping with promise.
He kissed you deeply, slipping his tongue past your parted lips, dancing and entwining with yours and, with that, you did spent the next two hours entangled in a blissful and passionate lovemaking session that left you breathless and utterly satisfied. 
It was around 4 o'clock in the morning when, finally, the two of you fell asleep in each other's arms, completely satiated and drained.
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You woke up the next morning to the sound of his alarm clock ringing loudly, prompting you to toss and turn.
"Ugh," you groaned, turning onto your side, trying to shield your eyes from the bright sunlight streaming through the window, but your efforts were futile. 
You rubbed your eyes, waking up slowly as you noticed that Cillian was already awake, sitting up and staring blankly at the ceiling, lost in thought.
You watched him quietly, curious about what was on his mind. Eventually, he noticed you watching him and smiled sheepishly.
"Are you having regrets?" you asked Cillian, who remained quiet and expressionless, deep in thought as you traced circles on his bare back, causing him to turn around. 
"No, I'm not regretting last night," he reassured you, placing a tender kiss on your forehead. "But I know things will change after today." Cillian spoke softly, caressing your cheek lovingly. "We shouldn't have let it happen," he said. 
"I know," you respond hesitantly, feeling guilty. "So, I take it that I won't see you again after this?" you asked Cillian, feeling a lump forming in your throat.
His expression hardened, and he looked away, avoiding eye contact. 
"No," he finally answered, his voice strained. "I am sorry, but I am married. I have responsibilities. And my wife is not exactly a forgiving woman," he explained, and you stared at him, your heart sinking.
You knew you should have expected this, but hearing it from his mouth hurt more than you had anticipated. "I understand," you whispered nonetheless, feeling defeated before Cillian laid back down, staring at you in silence for a few moments.
"Max can never find out about this," he stated matter-of-factly, interrupting the deafening silence. "He would never forgive me," he added, his voice low and somber.
"Well, I won't tell him about us if you don't," you agreed, a bitter taste in your mouth.
"It's not fair to him," Cillian said, looking down at the blankets. 
"No, it isn't," you agreed, feeling a heavy knot form in your stomach. "But it was a mutual drunk decision we made and there is literally no point dwelling on it now," you reminded him, reaching out to caress his face, in response of which he kissed you deeply one last time.
To be continued...
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cillianmesoftlyyy · 5 months
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Under the Weather | Cillian Murphy x Reader
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Summary | It's your one-year anniversary with Cillian and he's just finished filming The Party but as the night goes on, you begin to feel feverish and sick. Cillian comes home and takes care of you.
Warnings | fluff lol; age-gap.
Pale Blue Eyes- The Velvet Underground 🎶
word count: 1421
Don't interact if you're a Yvonne hater. This is a completely fictional piece and does not reflect Cillian or his family in reality. Read with the assumption that Cillian is not married and does not have children.
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She started to feel sick around noon, the inklings of fatigue and fever creeping up into her head. She went to dinner with Cillian as she said she would for their one-year anniversary but her pearl earrings felt colder than usual against her feverish skin and she shivered when she had pulled on her dark green dress with the boat neck that exposed her collarbones to the chilly air. Curling her hair was too much, and the heat had left her exhausted and sweaty, even though she was cold. She tightened her green buckled flats and sat up in her chair at the vanity, placing a warm hand against her hot forehead and sighed. She wasn’t sure if she was actually sick or just anxious from the weeks of filming that Cillian had been preoccupied with for The Party. But he was done now and focused on his private life, the life that included her now. 
He was 41 and she was 28, and already the media had a lot to say about their relationship. She was young but not that much so, she’d gone from crappy sitcoms and low-budget movies to blockbuster films and award shows. She was just as relevant as Cillian, though she may be a decade younger. She loved Cillian and the way that he helped her with her rehearsals and her anxieties. She confided in him and spilled her guts and he listened, his eyes gentle and validating. He was quiet and reserved when she had first met him on set for Peaky Blinders as one of Micheal Gray’s love-interests. She was almost never in the same scene as him so they never had a moment to speak until an interview that she was invited to attend with the main cast. She was seated next to him on the raised platform in front of the cameras when the clip keeping the back of her dress together broke and nearly unraveled in front of everyone. Without hesitation, CIllian had reached over and pulled the two ends of fabric together, keeping her dress from falling down her chest. He kept his hand against her back for the remainder of the interview, and still added to the discussion and smiled when prompted to. When the cameras stopped, he helped her get up from her seat, still holding her dress together and helped her off. He only left once a crew member had successfully pinned her dress, giving her a kind smile and a nod.
And now here they were. 
She checked Cillian’s watch on the bedside table and hurried to finish getting ready before he arrived at 7. He’d made reservations at a small restaurant in Dublin where he knew the owners and their children. Smoothing down her short emerald green dress, she hurried down the stairs to the first floor of the walkup she shared with Cillian in Dublin and waited anxiously by the door for the familiar sound of footsteps on the granite steps. She saw his silhouette through the textured glass on the front door and threw it open before he could knock. He was startled but smiled when he saw who was waiting for him. 
“My God, you look lovely darling!” He smiled and closed the door behind him, blocking out the summer breeze. He put each hand on her waist and turned her around slowly to see what she was wearing. He’d finished an interview for The Party and changed into his suit in the dressing room before driving back, so he looked slightly rumpled but unmistakingly beautiful.
“How was the interview?” She asked, her hands clasped around his neck.
“Eh, I’m happy it's all over with ya’ know?” The wrinkles around his eyes crinkled as he smiled. 
He kissed her head but when he pulled away, he frowned down at her. 
“You feel warm.” He put the back of his hand against her cheek and moved it to her forehead, clucking his tongue. “Do you feel alright, love?” 
“I thought I might be getting sick but it's not bad, I can still go.” She waved him off. 
“Ah ah ah, not so fast. I think you have a fever.” He took her hand and led her to the kitchen and picked her up, setting her down gently on the countertop. 
“You mustn’t make such a fuss, Cillian.” She sighed defeatedly, her hands clasped either side of the cold marble countertop.  
“Hush, love.” He rummaged through the medicinal cabinet in the kitchen and retrieved the mercury thermometer that they had bought at a drugstore as a house-warming gift for themselves. “Open your mouth for me,” she complied, touching her tongue to the roof of her mouth, “good girl.” He praised her. 
“This is ridiculous. I feel fine, Cillian!” She mumbled around the thermometer. He rested his arms on either side of her body, his legs planted firmly between her knees. He said nothing but glanced down at his watch every few seconds to check the time. When it was done he pulled the thermometer from her mouth and read it to her. 
“100.3. You’re sick, love.” He laughed softly and placed the thermometer on a folded cloth by the sink to wash later. “Come on.” He spread his arms and she reluctantly hugged him around his shoulders so that he could pick her up. He sighed softly as he arranged her in his arms and climbed the short flight of steps to the second floor. 
“What about the dinner reservations?” She whined into his shoulder, her nose crushed against the soft fabric of his suit. 
“It'll be fine, darling. Let me worry about that.” He passed through the doorway into their bedroom and laid her down on the bed. She squirmed in protest when he went left, going down the stairs quickly. She could hear him moving around the kitchen for a while before coming back up the stairs, a glass of water and Tylenol in his hands. She sat up against the pillows at the headboard and curled her knees into her chest. He sat on the edge of the bed and gave her two of the distinct white chalky pills. 
“Take these.” He ordered softly and waited. 
“Yes, sir.” She grumbled and swallowed the pills, downing them with water. He took the empty glass from her hand and placed it on the nightstand. 
“Let me get you out of these” He unbuckled her shoes and tossed them aside, his hands patting each ankle as he did so. 
“I’m sorry, Cillian.” She whispered, her arms held up in the air in a pitiful request for affection. He leaned over and hugged her. 
“For what, darling?” He furrowed his brow and stroked her hair. 
“For being sick on our anniversary.” She sniffed and fought back childish tears. He pulled away and rubbed his thumb over her feverish cheek. 
“That’s nothing to be sorry for, love. We still get to spend the evening together, right?” He smiled and kissed the top of her head. 
“Ok.” She nodded and allowed him to remove her earrings, sliding the backings off into his hand and returning them to her jewelry box. She turned to the side as his hands found the top of her zipper. As he pulled, her skin tingled with goosebumps all the way down to her tailbone. His hands slid the dress off her shoulders and pulled it over her head. She was naked besides her underwear and sensitive to the cold. Cillian quickly took one of his long sleeve shirts and pulled it down over her head. She slid her arms through the sleeves and curled into his side as he leaned over, resting the dress carefully on the arm of a chair. When he straightened back up, he put one arm around her shoulders and the other one on his stomach. She nestled beneath the sheets and wool blankets beside him and breathed him in. 
As she started to fall asleep, he cradled her in his arms, holding onto her with security and love. He waited patiently as she slept before changing out of his suit. He turned off the lights and applied a cold washcloth to her head as she slept soundly beside him. He laughed softly when her nose was congested and she started breathing through her mouth, drooling slightly on her pillow. He combed his fingers through her hair and kissed the crown of her head into the night before he fell asleep himself, his arms tightly around her.
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