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So the Other Day, Mom bought me Care-A-Lot Bear but I wasn't allowed to open her Box because she was for the 40th Care Bears Anniversary but TODAY MOM BOUGHT ME A SECOND CARE A LOT BEAR THAT I OPENED FROM HER BOX!! But I had to keep her Butt-Tag (As I call it) and not lose her Certificate of Authenticity. But I GOT MY OWN CARE-A-LOT BEAR I CAN ACTUALLY CUDDLE WITH!! YAY!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!
#cheer bear#funshine bear#tenderheart bear#share bear#care bears friend bear#Care bears Care A Lot Bear#Secret Bear#cayden speaks#New Plushie!!
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#bro apparently I can still be squicked by ships#it feels really gross when someone takes to explicitly gay/lesbian characters and puts them in an exclusively heterosexual relationship#and on top of that just make them OOC and in the man’s case…vaguely predatory?#ship and let ship but loves…if you don’t like characters. don’t write them??#you have that option I promise#i really tried with this fic bc I loved the main ship in it#but yeah I’m noping out#cayden speaks
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heres the torture scene I've been looping. it's so viv n vex experimenting on emizel and i was encouraged not only to say that but phrase it that way by several people. take my hand and join my Perfect World (severe content warning ahead for graphic descriptions + realistic screaming + Literal Torture lmao proceed with caution)
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#tw manipulation#tw emotional abuse#tw abuse#tw blood#heed the warnings but it's more fucked up fun than anything . But They Are Here For A Reason#hyperventilating and visceral pain noises ahead#same with audio gore#loads of it#tw gaslighting#okay i think I've covered my bases. Enjoy because this is fun seriously#When I sent it to cayden she lost it with me and now we are gonna listen to the whole thing together#And I am HYPEEEDDDD#The voice in his head is shilo to me. Btw#vex is the one torturing since he's so fucking arrogant and speaks Like That#and viv is the one doing the real damage
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Playing a good dark urge tav as a bard adds a layer of tragedy with Alfria. I imagine my tav feeling regret and grief for her and thinking, "in another life, we could have been good friends I think" whenever they think about her
#agothorn speaks#agothorn plays#bg3#bg3 spoilers#Cayden writes a song about her and plays it when they think of her
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Sketches dump! Unintentionally having two OCs with very similar names is a little fun.
Anyways, y'all ever fought a deity to keep your clueless boyfriend safe?
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if youre a hardcore caffeine drinker and you also have anxiety, you probably don't realize how much caffeine is adding to your anxiety until you stop drinking it and then drink it again after months and you might not want to hear this because its what all the professionals tell you, but caffeine might actually be adding to your anxiety and it might actually help your anxiety to stop drinking it
#original content#speaking from personal expierence#since it feels like all of my nerves are on fire and i feel like i can barely breathe#cayden rambles#august 2023
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Pretty obvious which one of the two was bought and printed after the big hero forge update xd
#also which one was my first painted mini to count as painted#because I painted my actual first one 15 minutes before the session so it doesn't count for me xd#speaking of hero forge I actually bought the updated Cayden a long time ago but wanted to touch him up a lil#and idk how to approach this so he was never printed and painted... I should get to it...#pathfinder#cayden#victor#ttrpg
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behind the fame (1)
part one, part two
pairing: chris sturniolo x reader
summary: you are starting to drown in your life, from your job to your trauma— and don’t see a way out. then chris sturniolo comes into your life.
warnings: abusive behavior, inappropriate behavior, manipulation, abuse of authority (none of this is from chris)
notes: this is my first story/first time posting on tumblr so be nice :) and hopefully you guys like it
your heartbeat echoes in your ears as well as the loud commands from the photographer. your body moves on autopilot, listening to the strict instructions from your manager and photographer behind the expensive camera flashing into your eyes.
you uncomfortably shift, face crinkling in embarrassment as everyone looked at your exposed body. you wanted to cover yourself with your arms, but knew you would get punished for it. you also wanted to decline the shoot for the lingerie brand in the first place, but your manager had forced you to agree to it.
"almost perfect pose! suck in your stomach a little more— yep! stay right there!"
you suck in your already (unhealthily) flat stomach and ignore the burning and aching pain of hunger shooting through you. you hadn't ate all day and don't remember the last time you had a full nutritional meal.
"alright, lunch break everyone! we'll have you try on one more set before being finished for the day. thank you for accepting this shoot, by the way. and sorry for being demanding, i was kind of taught to work that way." the man behind the camera smiles sheepishly, and you feel more at ease at his explanation.
you wave him off and finally relax your tense body. "ah, i get it. this industry needs strictness." you try and smile, but its strained.
your manager is silent as you make small conversation with the photographer, and you can't help but feel like its the calm before the storm. its always like that with him. it builds up so much until you were both alone and he releases all his pent up emotions.
your manager finally speaks up. "lets go to change into the next set, y/n." he says, then smiles at the photographer as you walk away to the changing rooms, his hand gripping onto your shoulder painfully.
you gulp at the silence as you open your changing room and close it behind the both of you. you remember to lock it like he taught you.
"did you eat before the set?" the question from him is random, but makes you nervous. you wonder if there is a right answer before deciding to be honest.
"no, i only drank water today." you whisper, now covering up your almost entirely exposed breasts with your arms. you don't miss the way his eyes dart across your body.
his dark eyes then glance down at your stomach and become narrowed. "it doesn't look like it. you have bloating in your lower stomach, its really visible."
it's humiliating and degrading, making your cheeks flush and small tears to fill your waterline. you make sure to keep them at bay so he doesn't notice. the last time he saw you cry didn't go well.
"uhm.. i'm sorry." you mutter, looking down at your stomach and frowning.
he sighs before patting your shoulder, keeping his hand there to massage it. you tensed and stayed frozen in your spot. "its alright, just remember to suck it in. and remember to not eat anything after 5pm tonight, and nothing tomorrow morning. we have another shoot at 7am."
you want to speak up for yourself. you want to say how absurd his demands are, but don't. you force the words down and instead obediently nod in agreement, making him grin. you'd rather sacrifice your own well being and make him happy than disagree with him and make him angry.
your managers name is cayden anderson. he was a couple years older than you, you are 21 and he is 26. you’ve known him since you were 16 though.
your mom had hired him after your modeling career had become a more serious thing. after that, you never really connected with either of your parents on a deeper level, so you didn’t feel like you could go to them for concerns or problems you had. you felt like you had to just do it yourself.
that mentality applies to your relationship with cayden. you just dealt with it yourself, and felt like you didn’t have anyone to turn to.
a knock on the door makes cayden step away from you, and to your relief, his cold hand leaves your shoulder as well. “yes?” he responds.
“shoot starts in 3 minutes.”
“she’ll be right out!”
cayden looks at you like your stupid. “well? get undressed, you have to wear the other lingerie set.”
you nod, but then pause, humiliation burning in your eyes as you look into his amused ones. “can you turn around?” you whisper.
he rolls his eyes before sighing and turning around. “its nothing i haven’t seen, but alright.”
your stomach churns from horrific memories popping up in your brain from his words. you shake your head and quickly get ready for the next shoot in silence.
first part of this story! be patient with me i don’t know how to really work tumblr yet lol, and yes i know we dont get chris yet but you will soon ;)
#christopher sturniolo#chris sturniolo imagine#christopher sturniolo x reader#chris sturniolo x reader#sturniolo triplets#matt sturniolo#nick sturniolo#first post#nicolas sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#chris sturniolo x you#sturniolo fanfic#sturniolo x reader#sturniolo smut#chris sturniolo#smut
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Wolves (movie) - Cayden
When they’re speaking and get cut off by a gag… GOTTA be one of my favorite tropes (see also Quentin in the Magicians, which is one of my favorite emeto scenes ever, and also Dean in Supernatural after he gets food poisoning)
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into (please read)
heya, im story. or adam. or colin. (spelled either colin or collin i don't care) im gay + asexual, i use they/he/xe/silly/moon, and i am a MINOR!!!!! also im sex repulsed. im demiromantic but still PLEASE DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT ROMANCE DIRECTED TOWARDS ME IT MAKES ME FEEL YUCKY. Tw for suicide mention but I have trauma related to December 16th so. Maybe I won't be active every December 16th idk. or maybe ill need help getting over being told to
kill myself on december 16th 2022 idk
nsfw, proship, kink/fetish blogs, pedo, zoos, zionist, homophobic, terf, anti-furry, dni. get away. you're yucky. DNI VORE IN GENERAL. I DON'T CARE IF ITS SFW. I'VE SEEN SOME SHIT. btw im atheist and someone has tried to convert me to christianity. fuck you if you do that to me. also don't hate satanists here!! id most likely be satanist so. don't hate them. if i refer to a character as my child then don't comment on it. it's affectionate and i might just. do that with characters like lampert or arts and crafters. same if i refer to them as my boyfriend or husband. if you use my art as a pfp, banner or anything else, give me credit pleasey. no more commissions from untrusted people. my friends / mutuals can commission me for free though. all commissions are free btw.
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STUFF TO NOT TALK TO ME ABOUT!!!!
don't talk to me about the amazing digital circus, warrior cats, hazbin hotel (kinda,) or helluva boss. trauma n shit.
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Uh.
im a system consisting of 3 alters so far i think. host is adam. other two are purple (pftg) and blackyear (byatr/byat/batr/bat). collective they/them, host, you already saw, purple uses any/all and blackyear uses he/him. ALSO I DONT LIKE USING WE/US SORRY.... Also keep in mind that the only adult is Purple. And none of us like people being weird around us... (sad i had to use we/us it makes me feel uncomfy using we/us)
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INTERESTS!!!! (Purple = ILY YOU'RE SO COOL)
Baldi's Basics in Education and Learning
Dave's Fun Algebra Class
Garrett's Funny Animal Game
Carl's Dwindling Game
Dane's Dinning Game
Cayden's Mods and Edits/ThatCoolModderGuy's Basics in Mods and Edits
Alex Basics in Biology and Zoology + Advanced Education with Viktor Strobovski
Billy's Basic Educational Game
Captain's Basic Adventure in a Broken Underwater Ship
Denied's Basics
Sticky in: Fun With Numbers!
Professor Whatshisname's Science Learning Game
Purple's Fun Trivia Game (i have a massive obsession with this guy it's not even funny)
Juan's Tower of Tomfoolery
+ Most of BBAU!!
Splatoon
Pokémon
Regretavator
Object Shows
and more...
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TAGS!!
Art tag -> #story's fuckass sillies
Mentions of Purple's Fun Trivia Game -> #purple posting #pftg posting
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Xtra ztuff...
I'm transmasc.
I have anxiety, and most likely autism or ADHD.
I use tone tags.
My mental health is NOT good. Expect venting from time to time.
Also. A lot of trauma. Yeah.
I have issues with speaking and stuff...
I'm partially a scenekid, but I can't read 8s, 2s, 5s and 4s as letters. Be patient.
Sometimes I use the z typing quirk. Sorry if you use a screen reader.
if you give me a like or a reblog I'll check your account to see if it's sfw. if i like the content i'll follow. don't be scared if you see me follow you it's normal
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SIDEBLOGS I'LL SHARE
I have A LOT of sideblogs, but here are the ones I'll share. Yes I own these. Woah.
@storys-alt
@ask-lampert
@ask-staticschoolhouse
@totally-real-scholastic ( https://www.tumblr.com/totally-real-scholastic?source=share )
@garretts-funny-askblog
@ask-the-schoolplace ( https://www.tumblr.com/ask-the-schoolplace?source=share )
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Xtra...
BlackYear made his own account when I was asleep. Uh. @blackyears-stuff
(i tag things as #blackyear ramblinggg and #🎨 if he's talking or something.) anyways
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I'm. Getting. NSFW. BOTS. FOLLOWING. ME. A. LOT. I. HAD. JUST. BLOCKED. AND. REPORTED. 3. OF. EM. THIS. IS. GETTING. ANNOYING! I. WANT. TO. ENJOY. TUMBLR. BUT. THESE. BOTS. ARE. SO. ANNOYING. MAKE. IT. STOP!! You know the Gif of Eddie Munson holding the Walkie Talkie, rubbing a hand down his face? Well this is me EVERY. DAMN TIME I SEE MY NEW "FOLLOWERS" ARE JUST THOSE GODDAMN BOTS!!
#these bots are getting out of hand#these bots are out of control#these bots are annoying!#cayden talks#cayden speaks#cayden
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Seeing pornbots randomly following my account here because I’m active again is like watching nature returning after nuclear fallout.
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sorry for posting about characters no one cares about. i physically Have To or my brain will explode on account of the i miss them. sad!
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#sorry cayden got sad! into my vocab#somehow#speaking of cayden she said to check my email and im scared to
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I like durge tav bc I can make the most poor lil meow meow of a character and watch them do everything they can to be a better person in the most pathetic and bloody way possible
and by making them a bard is funnier bc they don't remember fuck all about themself other than their name, about like 4 songs on their favorite instrument, and apparently murder I guess
#agothorn speaks#agothorn plays#bg3#bg3 spoilers#Cayden stressfully plays their lute in attempt to resist his urge to kill#their hands itch to dig and rip flesh but he doesn't want that at all so he'll play songs over and over again until the tips of his#finger feel raw and sore and when he places their lute on the ground and lay in their bedroll for the night he hopes it was enough to sate#their bloodlust for the night#Cayden rn is ping ponging in my head now I'm done with Aster's campaign
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For your final thoughts on PD once you finish, I present to thee:
This ramble ask
How ya feeling?
HOOOOOOOOOOOLY SHITTTTTTTTTTTT ENDYYYYY
ENDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY IT. I WAS NOTTTT EXPECTING ANYYYY OF THISSSS AAAAAAAAAAJRGBTJKWEFREGTKWEFREGTKRFGNYT
YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU'RE ASKING FOR BY SENDING IN THIS ASK. KJREHKJERHD
this is probably gonna be even longer than my ramble after completing the greyscale series so once again i dont expect you to read all of this but OHHH YM GODDD i need to dump my thoughts somewhere cause HOLY SHITTT
after writing this out i really only managed to touch on the last 2-3 episodes but yk. there are my thoughts on the ending so it makes sense. i dont think we wanna see how big my ramble on the entire fucking series could get
spoilers ahead for anyone else who sees this: literally all of prime defenders s1 and s2
ashe came home.
ashe fucking CAME HOME.
now, i had a feeling since about episode 35 that ashe was certainly coming home, because there was so much buildup, yakko did an ashe cosplay, etc. like it would have been stupid for her not to return at that point. plus i kept seeing people drawing a post-trickster ashe and was like huh.
so essentially, i thought that because i Knew, i wouldn't get blindsided by these final episodes. in fact, knowing almost made it more... bearable? i guess, because i could hold onto the light at the end of the tunnel that ashe was 100% coming home. it almost made me feel the same hope that the group was feeling about ashe, because i had that certainty and faith in the good ending.
and then william wisp fucking died. again.
i was really sleepy when i was listening to that scene but still persisting because my anxiety was slowly increasing as the episode went on, but when the trickster just. plunged his hands through william's chest i was FULLY awake just sitting in absolute shock. i'm not the kind of person to cry huge tears over media (i think the only time i non-happy cried watching riptide was ep 53), but when william died For Real i actually gave a good few sobs. i was no longer sleepy i was just in shock and then in grief.
and i was like. oh shit. maybe there is no good ending.
something like that ENTIRELY blindsided me in such a crazy way that it had me doubting ashe would even come home.
and i kept thinking, hey, no, he's risen before, he'll be okay! but then he went to the fucking spirit realm. he got dispensed there with kumori and began the first day of forever and i was like oh. shit.
william was gone.
and the REACTIONS from dakota and vyncent were both so guttural and real and true to their characters in their own ways. like so good it's nearly painful to think about.
dakota's loud. he's loud and he's rambunctious because he's dakota. he never speaks below a shout.
but when william was torn in half, he wasn't shouting, he was wailing. the absolute shock and denial he was in haunts me dude.
dakota's was begging william not to do this to him. he could forgive william for so much-- for lying to him, for not asking for his help, for fucking killing jade, but he could never forgive william for dying.
dakota's not the kind of kid to ask, y'know? if something doesn't go the way it should to him then he'll fight abrasively and outwardly for what he believes is right, or in the harder cases he'll bite the bullet and take the fall.
but here, he was pleading with william to just. not die.
and i think the final thing that shattered my faith that hey, maybe william wasn't gone was that tide was so accepting of it. he fell to his knees, he grieved and he was torn apart for a second, but then he was back up, holding dakota, going as far as to use a whole turn in initiative to only hug his boy despite the deadly circumstances. despite the world falling apart around them. to loosely quote my other mutual cayden (<333), "at the end of everything hold onto something and dakota had to hold onto tide because it was the end of everything for him" and i think that's just. the only way i can really phrase it. top 10 moments that rewired my brain chemistry
and dont get me started on dakota LITERALLY JUMPING THROUGH HELL FOR EVERYBODY. JUMPING THROUGH HELL, LOOKING THE TRICKSTER IN THE EYES AS HE DID SO. LIKE I'VE SAID THIS BEFORE BUT SOARING THROUGH THE BURNING SKIES OF THE CHAOS REALM? THE REALM THAT CORRUPTS AND WARPS EVEN THE STRONGEST DEMONS? AND STILL COMING OUT ON THE OTHER SIDE BECAUSE YOU'RE DAKOTA MOTHERFUCKING COLE AND YOU SIMPLY REFUSE TO SUCCUMB?? FUCKING INSANEEE.
and. fucking. fuck.
vyncent. MOTHERFUCKING. sol.
when i fucking catch condifiction.
vyncent sol is such an interesting fucking character. most of the time i'm like "there is something deeply wrong with him <3" in an endearing sense because yknow. he's a little strange. he's not from around here.
but oh my god.
vyncent sol, THE character development guy ever.
he starts off season 1 violent, unable to control his powers. he's violent, and he's scared, and he's homesick, and he's like a skittish dog who bites when it gets nervous because he doesn't know what the fuck he's doing here.
but he changes. he grows.
he gets his closure with fauna, yeah, but then he finds a new home. he finds himself in a flying car, chasing after the fucking lich, watching william and dakota fighting in the front seat like a married couple, and he just thinks yeah. this is home.
and he doesn't quite unlearn his violence or his vengeance but they do certainly shift gears (also tidbit-- the 'fatal flaw' of justice is vengeance which is part of why i chose him for that human soul in the undertale shit i was telling you about :D).
his character is about balance. he has to learn not to be reckless and violent like in season 1, while also not apathetic and taking inaction like he did in s2 episodes 31 and 32.
at the end of everything, he protects william with his life, ready to interpose any attack. he thinks that he can do right by somebody this time, act now so that there aren't any consequences later (y'know, like he never did with jade, or ashe, or the lich).
but william. still. dies.
the sheer anger that vyncent felt in that moment was overshadowed so strongly by his grief, but it was still there. i can't even put it into words without going on a whole nother tangent but oh my fucking god. dude. vyncent sol has irreparably rewired my brain he is all i'm gonna think about.
prime defenders honestly is just THE character development show in general. i haven't even touched on william's development, on how he put faith in his friends over mal even if he knew it was going to make things much harder because he trusted dakota and vyncent so much. on how he literally got killed, repeatedly, over and over, in the spirit realm for 12 hours straight. on how he dirtied his hands during the greyscale arc out of fear.
on how he finally. stopped. running. stopped trying to escape who he was. but still won't come out of the closet
and god this is a looooong fucking ramble and i haven't even said much yet, this is only me screaming about the last two episodes really, but so much has happened in them that i just AUUUUGUGHGGHGHJKTEHRKJ
and. holy fucking shit.
JADE??? MAY STILL BE ALIVE??? D OYOU UNDERSTAND HOW FUCKING FERAL IM GOING OVER THIS JADE CANTRIP VENGEANCE ARC. I NEEEEEED XAVIERRRR TO SEE HER AGAINNNN JADE AND XAVIER'S FRIENDSHIP MEANS SO FUCKING MUCHHH TO MEEEEE
AND ATLAS? BRO POOR FUCKING ATLAS. he really could not catch a fucking break for the ENTIRE series. when bizly started describing the 'odd fizzling' i was like 'man this guy is just going THROUGH it with his career i feel kinda bad for him' and then.
he was dead.
i think grizzly said it best, how bizly has to 'keep reminding us that prime defenders is r-rated' cause yk. the sudden violence/gore. it was so impactful you were so right when you were talking about tonal whiplash because holy SHIT.
like we were just in mario kart hell chasing after le frog who stole pizza he couldnt even eat cause he was vegetarian. and then atlas' throat was slit and he was marked with an x. (x as in xavier's vigilante persona????????RTEHRTTT$YRJHTTETR)
im just AUGUGHGHGH so FUCKING UNWELLLL OVER THIS ENTIRE SERIES. I'M SO STOKED FOR WONDERLUST BUT ALSO THAT MEANS PRIME DEFENDERS PROBABLY WON'T RETURN UNTIL THE END OF THE YEAR OR EVEN LATER.
i need a prime defenders christmas episode. dearly.
the bright side of this is that now i can write a shit ton of fic + inhale every single fic under the prime defenders tag on ao3.
but GODDD this is the most gutwrenching piece of media ever. i've never had such a strong hyperfixation since 2020 because the world is just so good. every single character and npc means the world to me. even summer and doug are constant subjects of my brainrot. even fucking lightspeed and harlem and aughughugnjtr.
thank you for the ask endy lmao im FUCKING CLAWING AT THE WALLS OVER THIS SHOW. AIUKGHEJHW
JADE CANTRIP REVENGE ARC PLSPSLPLSPLSPLSPLSPLS. I NEED HER TO COME BACK AND I NEED HER TO COME BACK WRONG AND I NEED XAVIER TO BE TERRIFIED OF HIS BEST FRIEND EVEN THOUGH IT'LL EMOTIONALLY DESTROY ME AKTJHETRKJTRWKERE
okay that's. all i can say for now
#vixen rambles#vixen answers#jrwi pd#jrwi#WEKJTHETWKJGREHTITWJKREJTYIQKJEFWRE8T90OPQEF9GRET0OE#LOSINGGG MY MINDDDD
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Hi. I want to write something but idk what.
My life is pretty boring. I do the same 4 things - work, home, gym, C’s football.
Oh speaking of C’s football, he’s turned me into a sports mom. We went from tackle football, straight into wrestling, straight into flag football, and now we’re starting tackle and flag isn’t even over! Little boy keeps me busy. This was his first year doing wrestling. It was ok but I think Cayden is going to do basketball next winter.
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