#casual swiftie
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TLDR: everything is bad but also things are fine.
Everything in my life feels like it's just... bad. Like yes I'm depressed and all but like...
Last year my grandma died at 4 AM on the first day of my new job teaching. I was at work at 7:30, teaching kids by 8:30. I did that all year. It was the hardest year of my life. I didn't go home for her last Christmas and I'm going to regret it forever.
My mom was in and out of the hospital for the whole year. Last May, she went into the hospital and didn't get out until September. I left the amazing district and incredible school I was teaching at to move two states over and take care of my mom.
She had so many surgeries and procedures and who knows what during the 3+ months she was in the hospital. Her hand became necrotic and needed two surgeries. It's almost healed, 5 months later. She had an emergency open heart surgery because the doctor fucked her central line insertion and no one took an x-ray for 2 fucking days. She was bleeding into her chest for 2. Fucking. Days. But no lawyer will take the malpractice lawsuit because there isn't enough money in it for them.
I moved into my dead grandma's house. On the anniversary of her death. She had one of those marble bed frames that cannot be moved so now my husband and I literally sleep on the bed she literally died in. Also no one dealt with her earthly belongings so that's our job.
I thought I could come down here and substitute teach on days I wasn't helping my dad and brother take care of my mom. I've spent 6 days a week here, usually 8-10 hours a day. I can't find a job to pay for anything and I'm just falling further and further into credit card debt but what choice do I have? I'm taking care of my mom.
She doesn't know where she is half the time. She yells constantly. She doesn't sleep. She fights her physical and occupational therapists but then gets mad that she can't walk on her own. She won't eat then yells that she's hungry.
You know how you joke about which sibling will be wiping you parent's ass when they get old? The joke isn't funny when you're only 30 and you feel like your life isn't yours any more and you're literally cleaning shit off your hands. I'm the emotional catch all for my dad and my brother and I turn all my frustration on my husband who does not deserve it. And he loves me and feeds me and takes care of our pets.
But I have somewhere to live. I have a husband who supports me without reservation. I (mostly) have my own health. That's enough, right?
Anyway, I've been listening to #Midnights and @taylorswift has been helping me feel like the world isn't complete shit.
#drowning#life isn't fair#and i know that#but why is it so unfair?#i want to quit every day#venting#casual swiftie
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I’m not judging people who listen to the leaks but I will say that I don’t understand the appeal of listening before the official release bc for me the fun of it all is hearing the album for the first time all together and getting online and seeing everyone’s immediate reactions and knowing we’re all experiencing this rush of excitement together no matter where we are in the world. It just feels lonely to listen alone ahead of time.
#like I understand casual fans listening to leaks but I feel like as a devoted fun it’s so much more fun to listen all together?#ar the end of the day tho you do you like I’m not judging#it’s not like the leaks are gonna affect her sales lol#taylor swift#the tortured poets department#swifties
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taylor swift fans constantly setting that woman up by comparing her to black artists and saying she’s better than them is super funny,, like they very seriously think that she is leagues above BEYONCÉ or MJ as if swift’s whight mediocrity isn’t the root cause,,,, but here’s the kicker… let you say that Beyonce is the better singer, or dancer, or has better production, or more of a cultural impact… “oh, let’s not compare two queens who are killing it in the game” shut the fuck up- white feminism is a disease. this is my spirit when y’all fr bring up that whight woman:
#like Beyoncé sweetie I’m so sorry#and before anyone comes up here and be like well beyonce is a bad bad person listen put that off to the side for a second#I don’t care about that I’m talking about the QUALITY of the artist and to pretend Taylor’s quality is ABOVE beyonce???#I’m so sick of you swifties y’all need to be put down fr like do y’all HEAR yourselves???#can’t believe I’m making an anti tag like befofe it was just casual poking fun but now I cannot stand that woman or her cult members#anti blackness#anti swifties#anti taylor swift#beyonce#renaissance tour
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at least he’s good at hockey (?)
#this video alone has made me a gophers fan#does cooley usually look like that. like a baby#there is not a thought behind those eyes#HE ALSO SAID HE’S IN HIS 1989 SWIFTIE ERA ??? KID HAS TASTE!#claims his favourite goal song is the bruins one yet doesn’t know how it goes#also like. so weird that these two are just casually hobey baker finalists#logan cooley#matthew knies#minnesota golden gophers#gophers#frozen four
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me: "oh yeah I like some of taylor swift's music! :)"
yall: "OMG YOURE SO STUPID AND ACTUALLY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ART YOURE SO EMBARRASSING YOU LISTEN TO BAD MUSIC! CRINGE! BASIC! ALL OF HER MUSIC IS BAD AND I WOULD KNOW!!!! I HAVE THE POWER TO DECIDE WHAT ART IS OBJECTIVELY GOOD AND WHAT I SAY GOES!!! DONT YOU KNOW YOUR VALUE AND WORTH IS ONLY MEASURED BY HOW COOL AND UNIQUE YOU ARE WHICH YOU ARENT BUT I AM SOOOOOO COOL AND UNIQUE YOURE THE PROBLEM NOT ME!!!!!!!!"
#like woah my guy sorry i had fun#and before yall start this isnt talking about genuine critique or people discussing her actions and selective political activism#be fr you know the people im talking about#im also not here to defend all swifties actions or words#im just a casual fan stanind in front of the internet begging to have nuanced conversations again#taylor swift#taylornation#ttpd#ts ttpd#the tortured poets department#ts11#swifties#music#new music#music criticism#internet etiquette
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So there’s a Taylor Swift album drop at the end of the month, which of course means my wife and I have designed a 1989 album dice collection!
New Romantics
Out of the woods
Style
Blank Space
Bad Blood
Wonderland
Shake it off
Wildest Dreams
There are also a few matching trays, and some d20-only full album sets!
Dice will go live October 29 at 5pm EST on my site.
#dice#dungeons and dragons#dnd dice#polyhedral dice#ttrpg dice#dicemaking#artisan dice#tiny dragon dice#resin art#dnd#Taylor swift#I’ve learned so much about Taylor Swift’s music through dicemaking#because I’m a casual fan#and my wife is very much a Swiftie through and through#1989 taylor's version
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Three little words pt. 3
5+1-esque thing with Bumswiftery, this time Swifty/Bumlets
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It was loud in the lodge this night. Kloppman wouldn’t be in tonight and had left the keys with Bumlets – he’d said he wouldn’t trust the others to run off with it – meaning there were no people around to complain about the noise or that they were staying up later than they should. Bumlets had, as promised, locked the doors – the only one that had gotten in five minutes after was Race but only because he’d had to run all the way from Brooklyn, and it had been raining cats and dogs – but he had never said that he would keep the others in bed early. Not like he would have succeeded anyways.
The others were well distracted by poker games and marbles, Bumlets and Swifty a bit to the side in a little nook that was difficult to look into. They had first gone in there to avoid getting roped into any games about money but had found it a nice spot to hold hands undetected. They weren’t sure who in the lodge knew, if anything most probably ignored any signs to keep being oblivious, but they still didn’t want to be too obvious about it.
While Bumlets was sitting on a desk, feet swinging slowly under him, Swifty leant against the wall close to it, their joined hands hanging between them as they talked. What they were doing was still pretty new, but… they had found they liked it, no more of the uncertainty of what those feelings could be or if they ever could be reciprocated, just stolen sweet secret moments like this. They liked the others, of course, but getting to spend their time with just the two of them was sometimes even better.
“You really don’t want to play against Race to see who of you can cheat more money out of the others?”, asked Bumlets after a while, squeezing Swifty’s hand.
He shook his head, raising their joined hands and pressing a kiss to the back of it. “No, I’d rather stay here with you. And I earned more than enough today.”
Knowing him as well as he did, Bumlets knew that didn’t just mean profits from selling. “You know, I’d love you even more if you didn’t make me worry about you getting sent to the refuge for stealing all the time.” He only noticed after he said it that he’d basically just told Swifty he loved him – which was true, he just hadn’t been sure if the other was okay with it.
But he just grinned, tugging Bumlets a bit closer. “And I would love you even more if you didn’t berate me about stealing every two seconds.”
“It’s illegal.”
“So’s this.”
Bumlets looked to the ground, mood now more sombre than before. “I know. It could get us to the refuge just as easily. But I still worry, Vince.”
Swifty kissed his cheek and murmured, even quieter than their conversation up until now: “There’s no one I’d rather be illegal with.”
They didn’t go back to the others, just went upstairs when they felt tired, giving each other a good night kiss and then going to their bunks.
It wasn’t always easy, but at least they had each other.
#92sies#swifty newsies#bumlets newsies#bumswiftery newsies#5+1#5+1 things#first I love you for them is so casual I am sobbing#also I think Skittery is at this point not there#partly because of a wonderful cannon era fic where he is the last to join them and it is so good trust me#Angst but also so sweet when he realizes it is okay that he likes them even if they are already together
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the reputation polaroids
#these were so cute#reputation polaroids#reputation magazine#casual taylor swift#rep magazine#swiftie#taylor swift#taylorswift#taylor#ts#taylor swift eras#the eras tour#eras tour#taylornation#reputation#rep polaroids
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#my dumbest poll yet god bless#lowkey I think Roy would be a HUGE swiftie. secretly.#Jamie and keeley would be unabashed about their love for her but it would be more casual#IMO#royjamiekeeley#Roy Kent#Jamie Tartt#Keeley Jones#ted lasso#ted lasso polls#my polls
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saw this discourse on ig and it was really mixed. please join in. i know what id prefer but im curious what all of you think
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its so cute how taylor asks us to 'stream midnight pls' like blondie we've been dying to listen to it what else do you think we'd be doing
#midnight#taylorswift#taylor swift#midnights#ts10#october 21#casually freaking out#MIDNIGHTS GUYS MIDNIGHTS#4 days to go!!!!#swifties#taylornation
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idk if y'all have seen the clip of miss taylor swift mouthing the exact same words as matty healy in the middle of her concert on a jumbotron but it is quite literally giving me brain rot
maddoxmancers...watch out
#lil ramble#i am what you'd call a casual swiftie#but i fell down a rabbit hole#and i am now enthralled by this new pairing on the horizon#she's so unhinged for that
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My album ranking cuz why the fuck not
10. Debut- its not bad but I’m not a country girlie
9. Red- so much nostalgia but it doesn’t have much else going for me besides that when she’s got much better albums.
8. Fearless- this pains me but she’s just fine better. I still love it tho
7. Folklore- don’t come for me. I like this album but I’m just not a huge folk person. It’s still a masterpiece tho
6. Evermore- I FUCKING LOVE EVERMORE SO UNDERRATED LIKE YES GO OFF WITCH BITCH FALL GIRLIES
5. Speak Now- DROP EVERYTHING NOW. This album is such a fucking vibe. So much anger and I’m living for it.
4. Lover- this album is so sweet. So many bops. Believe it or not, I even like Me! I know it’s a silly song but it’s so cutesy! The Man is an all time fave tho
3. 1989- The pop classic. This album is a lifestyle. New Romantics, Wonderland and I know Places do things to me.
2. reputation- BIG REPUTATION BIG REPUTATION! I don’t care what anybody says, this album is tucking badass.
1. Midnights- this is the most relatable album to me, and it’s the first album to come out in my time as a hardcore swiftie so *shrug* besides, WOULD’VE COULD’VE SHOULD’VE?!?!??!?!!?
#music#taylor swift#fearless#speak now#red#1989#reputation#lover#folklore#evermore#midnights#swiftie#albums#album#album ranking#she has no bad albums#I’d give Taylor swift a kidney probably#I get casually more unhinged throughout this
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normal people: i went to a graveyard
taylor swift: how’s one to know i’d meet you where the spirit meets the bones in a faith forgotten land
normal people: we left the car and it was cold so you gave me your jacket
taylor allison swift: your midas touch on the chevy door, november flush and your flannel cure
normal people: you were mean on the phone
t swizzle: AND YOU CALL ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE—
#and we love her for it#swiftie#taylor swift#so silly ✨#SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST#taylor in all too well: 📑#not exactly crumpled but still#much love <3
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anybody else going insane thinking about how taylor has shared absolutely nothing with us about tour and it's only a week away?
#for the record i dont think she HAS to share anything#but knowing nothing makes me think about all the possibilities#i somehow went into rep tour without knowing anything about it#and i just cant do that again#i was a casual long time swiftie#but now im full blown tumblr swiftie#kara talks#the eras tour#taylor swift
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I went to the movie with swifties from my school who I had never met and we got dinner first, which was great. They were all very nice. And at one point during the evening they brought up Taylor noticing people online. I just sat there silently while they said things like “If Taylor ever noticed me, I would never shut up about it, I would tell everyone I know and it would always be my fun fact” and “I would print it out and hang it on my wall” and “it would be my greatest achievement in life.” And it kept going and going and I felt awkward sitting there silently and not contributing anything but it wasn’t like I could just agree with them without feeling deceitful. So finally I told them about tumblr and my Taylor notices. I’ve never received that many stunned looks at once before.
#I don’t really tell people irl about it so I didn’t know what to expect#but everyone’s jaws dropped#I was clearly the oldest swiftie there which was interesting because I don’t consider myself an old swiftie compared to a lot of you#but I’d say I really became a swiftie in 2015 after being a more casual fan for years#and that was 8 years ago#so there are definitely a lot of newer swifties
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