NONONONONONONO NOUAGHHHH GUYS GUYS SPAM RAZI CHILL RAZI CHILL (how i feel when i get artblock

felt like drawing kiryu how i dressed him up in gaiden... i havent drawn him in like 2 years i think. feels good to be back 🐉

wait does this mean you’ll be able to explore the update when it drops now? because of the new date? or is the case still the same?

no ok this answer is sooooo Funny bc uh

well apparently due to a Christmas Miracle i don't start working this week, today was just orientation. so i Would have been able to actually make it.

but now? WHO KNOWS!!!! WHO FUCKING KNOWS!!! i dont have my schedule yet!!! i'll get it by wednesday!!! so!!! with my continuously Dogshit luck! the case is still very much the same!

not me lying wide awake at 5:30am on a sunday on my day off bc after almost a full year I finally FINALLY realized the implication of the end of remember them from the cyclops saga

my friend and i booked such a nice place for our trip to warsaw and we're now staying longer than initially planned and im so excited!!! :D

Some math kink conjecture please and thank you my dearest 💖 (you know why 😏)

Oh Ryan my Beloved Bee 🐝 .... How can I refuse you - of all people - this fic!

So planning a ‘spontaneous’ trip to one of the local casinos this time? Without the wink wink hush hush of keeping details under lock and key from Buck? Totally not a means to an end. 

No sir, no hidden agenda here.

Except Eddie would be… stretching the truth, just a tiny bit. Playing loose with it, he’d acquiesce.

Getting back into those suits, only this time side-by-side in the dying evening light filtering through Eddie’s bedroom blinds, catching each other's eyes and allowing themselves to watch the other openly, longingly.

WIP Friday

god im tired

so im gonna go insane for a minute about kip (yet again) excuse me cause he posted something last night and i havent stopped thinking about that ever since

so heres the tweet in question (tumblr is being a bitch about previews so sorry links only jnsdkjasd), which made me finally look that quote up. its a riddle, and the answer very fittingly is “redemption”

which then led me to relisten the other promo from last week

“slayer of regrets, old and new, sought by many, found by few

clementine, zest friends - misunderstood

we’ve done this dance for far too long”

what i think he means by the ‘misunderstood’ line here is that kip is basically either accusing them of faking the zest or the best friendship. both valid options, possibly meaning both at the same time. it feels like a throwaway line, but idk i can make it fit lmao (in this context i doubt hes talking about himself, although in general that is fitting for his character too lol)

“we’ve done this dance for far too long” - ive touched on this before, but like. arcade anarchy was almost two years ago. im fairly sure kip was already injured at that point and on his way out, then that loss happened and then the betrayal with miro - so its been two years of basically the best friends living rent free in his head with the thought of redemption always being there. what we’ve seen has been barely a month and a half of program, but heres the deal - in reality its been nearly two years. pac was just a detour (or mayhaps a catalyst in the sense that him having the all-atlantic title before woke up kips real hunger), everything between that and what culminates this friday has just been a mere delaying of the inevitable

also sure in the past weeks we’ve seen effectively one avoiding the other in the case of the title shots and matches - the times they have faces have been fairly brief, tho eventful, but it has never truly been a wrestling match one on one. the most intimate dance if you will

im sure i had another thought about this but yeah. i’ll se you on friday when i lose my mind for real <3

fm funk fursday: jan 5th 2023

ok yeah its fm funk fursday now. ive decided because i can decide these things and what the hell am i supposed to do. not be insane about the new album i found yesterday? i am transfem; it's vital to my mental health that i do this. also im still on the initial wave of energy i get from my adderall. either way here's the song

I know its Bumbleby week :'3, I love them so much, I want to draw them but I have to do some commissions first since its my priority.

Also I been Sulemio brainrot recently

I can't concentrate at work. I just wanna go home and lay down on my bed, stare at the celing while I wait for youth MT on viu tonight

Every year, for a few days, these spaces fill up with live music, colours and laughter. The universal language connects us all, and leaves our throats and our feet sore, our minds at peace, and our hearts soaring. I can't wait to be a part of this again next year. Thank you Ostrava - extraordinary, as always!

look at my solar powered glass night lights 😭

Thinking abt how josh knows my gender so well

lol my dentist hmu today asking when im gonna make the next appointment

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