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crayonturtle · 4 months
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guys, happy new year! thank you for being with me, i've had a really nice time with this dress up and it warms me up to see that people support my obsessions even though they're themselves mostly out of them by now. i'm very fond of all the friends i've made in this fandom and excited for all the new ones who are just now discovering it. biggest specialest thanks and loads of smooches to my actual best friend @knifemartin who is my number one accomplice for discussions of obscure ships as well as real life drama 💙
cheers! 🥂
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smtown-tourist · 2 months
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Does Minho realize that he gave the literal devil a power-up when he started taking Taemin to the gym?
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Imagine the hyungs threatening to kick his ass and Taemin squares up to them like, “Who’s the maknae now, bitch!”
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Controversial Character Tournament Round 2: Blaine Anderson from Glee vs Barok Van Zieks from The Great Ace Attorney
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(remember that these characters are fictional and your fellow tumblr users are real. i will block you if you harass others in the notes, please consider sending your unhinged harassment to my inbox instead)
Propaganda under the cut, may contain spoilers:
Blaine Anderson:
LOVE: - "you know that post that's like "fandom will call a character evil and immature and then the character is just 15 yo" because that's what happens with blaine. he's just a sweet but socially inept kid with a lot of insecurities who's trying his best. compared to most glee characters he hasn't done anything wrong in his life. and yes he cheated on his boyfriend that one time, but he was super depressed afterwards (also this is glee literally every character has cheated and none have suffered as most as blaine because of it). in conclusion he's just a silly goose. my little princess <3"
HATE: (tumblr will not let me format this one bc its too long)
"A lot of people say he's the male Rachel Berry, and while I think that is absolutely a true statement, I actually don't mind his personality all that much. Literally everyone in Glee has a personality that ranges from inconsistent to downright horrendeus, so instead of talking about what he's like, here's some things he canonically does (buckle up, this'll be long): In season 2, when we first meet him, he's the leader of his school's showchoir. (redflag no.1/j) This gives him the freedom and authoritity to do a lot of stuff- not all bad, but he does serenade a closeted guy he doesn't know all that well, who works in costumer service AT HIS WORKPLACE, with a song about sex toys. (The guy in question ends up getting fired of course). He also gives some pretty hypocritical advice to his love interest, Kurt, about how he should try to blend in (hypocritical, cuz Blaine does the opposite and he's thriving under the attention), and he asks some insesitive questions, but those are all pretty excusable, or at least standard for Glee. In s3, him and Kurt are boyfriends, and he transitions school for him, which we could absolutely count as a decent thing, however it all kinda sours when he gets the part of Tony in the school's production of West side story. Why is this important? Kurt is a senior, and the performing arts university he's applying for is really competitive, so he needs all the extra curriculars and theatre experiance he can get. He asks Blaine to not aidition for Tony- which he agrees to- than promptly goes against that by singing one of Tony's songs at audition. He then gets offfered the role, doesn't turn it down, tells Kurt he should be happy for him, and honestly, BY GLEE STANDARDS, this is also pretty chill. Meanwhile: enter Sebastian Smythe, another contraversial character, who's now the new captain of Blaine's former showchoir, and who decides that either 1. Blaine is hot 2. Gonna use Blaine as an informat (His reasons are unclear tbh) Either way, he starts flirting with Blaine, who does end up rejecting his advances and telling him he's taken (though much later than it's probably ethical, idk tho, I'm aro). He (Blaine) really enjoys the attention though, so they end up keeping in touch. (Important for later.) Back to our main plot though; Blaime doesn't have sexual chemistry with his co-star, so the director tells him to lose his virginity (yes, you heared that right, it is fucked up). So he tries to sleep with Kurt, who of course, doesn't know that his boyfriend's sudden interest in him is due to directoral instructions. And then probably the most contraversial Blaine scene happens- see, Blaine, Kurt, and Sebastian (who Kurt hates with passion) end up going to this gaybar. Blaime gets drunk (though he only drinks one beer on screen, so we don't exactly know how drunk), and tries to sleep with Kurt in the parking lot. Kurt is visibly upset, and tells him no multiple times. Blaime doesn't oblige, and Kurt ends up shouting at him, which Blaine...doesn't take well, and blames Kurt, then leaves by foot. (They end up having sex by the end of this episode btw. No, Kurt still doesn't know about the directoral instructions. Whether he does it out of love or fear that Blaine will leave him is unclear) So we already know these two are not very good at boundries and communication, but the writers say they're "soulmates" so apperantly it's okay? Anyway, this all culminates in cheating incident no.1, where Kurt meets a guy whom he shares similar interests with, and who gives him some very cheesy compliements. They exchange numbers, and text a lot. Blaine doesn't like this. He checks their texts in secret, and then sings a song in front of the entire Glee club about how he's being cheated on, to humiliate Kurt.
Kurt insists it's not cheating, giving the example that Blaine's doing the same/used ro do the same with Sebastian. Blaine says "that's different" and they leave it at that. Kurt apologises via song. S4- Kurt moves to New York. Has to work a lot, since rebt is high, and also gets an internship at vague, so he's quite busy. Blaine feels ignored, so he cheats on him with some guy we only see the facebook profile of. They break up. S5- Blaine has a crush in this other guy, Sam. (He's been trying to get Kurt back, so him moving on is a big deal). Except gay marrige gets legalized, and Blaine decides to propose to Kurt. So he gets back together with him, then bot a week later he arranges a huge public proposal where it'd honestly just be plain emberassing to say no, but dontcha worry, because Kurt accepts. They move to New York together. Blaine becomes insecure, because Kurt gets ripped thanks to his fencing lessons, meanwhile he lrts go of himself a bit, enjoying all the fine food New York has to offer. His reaction to this is to try manipulating/tricking Kurt into eating copious amounts of food too. (To be fair, Kurt's reaction to the situation isn't perfect either, but this is not about him, their actions can co-exist without one of them necessarily having to be "the right one") S6- Kurt breaks up with Blaine. Blaine ends up going back to Ohio, and dating the guy who bullied, non-consensually kissed, than threatened to kill Kurt. (The guy did have a redemption arc, but I still dunno how to feel) You might be wondering- "wow, this was so lpng and extensive", and you'd be right but also this was mostly romantic relationship centric. There's also a lot of stuff Blaine says to his friends that make me question my sanity, but this is Glee, so that's every character in basically every episode. What makes me hate Blaine isn't even JUST all this- it's the fact that in universe, he almost never gets called-out, people take his side, it's as if the writers are condoning his actions, and I Don't Like That. I'm all for liking morally grey, or even morally dispicable characters, as long as their actions don't get excused. Hell, I started out just mildly disliking Blaine, but a lot of people paint him as innocent and pure, and that didn't feel right. Then I was ready to like him BECUASE of his questionable morality- but turns out, the guy doean't have much else going on besides this. His personality is almost the same as Rachel, except Rachel's more...full? If that makes sense? Blaine is just...bland. And inconsistent, and boring, and I just Do Not Like Him At All."
Baron Van Zieks:
LOVE: - "man's 6'4", british, looks like a vampire, took a mental health break for 5 years thanks to the dead bodies that cropped up after he lost in court, and is uhhhhhh kinda racist which is a key part of his character. the explanation for it is divisive but he does grow as a character eventually?? i think he's fun. there's a bonus case exclusive to the 3DS version of the games where he mentions he was almost poisoned in one of the first cases he ever handled. he objects with his leg. he brings wine into court but rarely drinks it. he has bats in his office. we have no idea where the scar on his face came from. his voice actor did a subway commercial. i think he wants to believe he is the sane one in the courtroom but that title belongs to the 16 year old judicial assistant for the defense." - "I love to hate him tbh!!! He's a complex interesting character tied up in things outside of his control and being used by the antagonist to hurt people, isolated due to his grief and rumors from the public. He also sucks SO fucking bad and I want to punch him. Lovingly. But I love him I promise."
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moderngrief · 3 months
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my sister and i are having nights of non sleep and nightmares
we’ve been going through pain and anger lately because my dad tortured our minds once again and luckily for the last time. Except that it implies us to lost all contact with him.
My sister has a different mindset bc she went through different stuff and traumas with him, she hates him more than me and even tho still hurts to detach, she strongly mantains her mindset of not letting him back into her life again.
Me, on the other side, aint that strong. My dad had tear up my sense of guilt and selfsteem. He made me feel sorry for him so bad my entire life that i have always been his only conection to my family once my mom got separated. This have fucked up my perception of him so bad that the more he hurts me, the more worried about him i feel.
Now that im older, i understand this is a form of manipulation plus im so tired of the same situations. He do this every two months or so, for special dates, birthdays etc. Its like we are having a great time and we keep communicated and all of the sudden he blaim us for his marriage failured and we are a complete burden for him (he use more hurtful words and ways).
now there’s two paths, i can take my sister mindset and let the time pass cutting all communications (cause he tried to contact me like “hey how are you?”) and keep myself strong no matter what (even though i know how heavy will be) or letting him back again and let this circle continue. I can’t sleep.
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ragnarssons · 4 years
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if you blatantly ignore obvious evidences presented to court to defend an abuser and make/reblog a lengthy useless post about “i defend lgbt people” and “abusers don’t leave their victims” as “proof” that you’re right, ofc i’m gonna unfollow your ass without any regret. bye. ALSO: DON’T SAY “WHY DIDN’T HE PRESENT THESE PIECES OF EVIDENCES IN 2016 WHEN IT WAS ACTIVE???” HE DID Y’ALL DUMBASSES! THAT’S WHY IT’S COMING OUT ONLY NOW! BECAUSE THESE ARE ACTUAL EVIDENCES THAT ARE IN HIS FILE FOR HIS TRIAL AGAINST AMBER HEARD FOR DEFAMATION. HE HAS PRESENTED THESE AT COURT BACK IN 2016 AND AMBER HEARD DROPPED THE CHARGES HALFWAY THROUGH AND SETTLED FOR THE 7 MILLION DOLLARS! SHE DIDN’T WIN ANY TRIAL, SHE DIDN’T GET THE MONEY BY PROVING JOHNNY DEPP WAS ABUSIVE TO HER. HE WAS NOT SENTENCED TO GIVE HER THIS MONEY, IT WAS A SETTLEMENT! DO YOU KNOW ANY ABUSE VICTIM WHO WOULD RATHER SETTLE FOR MONEY - ANY AMOUNT - RATHER THAN THE TRUTH??? (since y’all are basing your judgement on bullshit questions) AT COURT, AMBER HEARD NEVER PROVED ANYTHING, SHE NEVER EVEN TESTIFIED EVEN THO SHE WAS CALLED TO TESTIFY SEVERAL TIMES! AND THE CASE IS STILL ACTIVE! HOW DO Y’ALL THINK JUSTICE WORKS, FORREAL? THE TRIAL WILL ONLY HAPPEN IN MARCH 2020 YOU FCKING DUMBOS! THE CASE IS VERY MUCH STILL ACTIVE. THE GYMNASTICS Y’ALL ARE STILL WILLING TO DO WHEN WE HAVE A TAPE WHERE AMBER HEARD LITERALLY SAYS “YES I HIT YOU”, CALLING HIM A BABY FOR ACKNOWLEDGING THAT SHE ABUSES HIM. RECOGNIZING THAT “PHYSICAL ARGUMENTS” ARE A SERIAL OCCURENCE IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP AND THAT SHE PERPETUATES IT, WHILE BLAIMING HIM FOR LEAVING SAID ARGUMENTS, CALLING HIM THE WEAK ONE OF THE RELATIONSHIP FOR NOT “FIGHTING FOR THEIR MARRIAGE”. AND SOME OF Y’ALL ARE REALLY OUT THERE, STILL TWISTING THAT AND BEING LIKE “YEAH BUT WHY DIDN’T HE COME WITH THAT SOONER???” LIKE ARE Y’ALL FUCKING REAL? THESE EVIDENCES EXISTED BACK IN 2016, THIS VIDEO IS DATED BACK TO 2015 FOR THEIR COUPLE THERAPY YOU DUMB ASS CONSPIRATIONISTS! IT’S NOT A FAKE VIDEO, IT’S A REAL VIDEO THEY BOTH KNOWINGLY RECORDED. FOR THEIR THERAPIST. AND IN CASE ANYONE WANTS TO COME WITH “THEY BOTH ACKNOWLEDGE THE VIOLENCE”; JOHNNY DEPP ONLY TALKS ABOUT ONCE WHEN HE PUSHED HER TO GET AWAY FROM HER WHEN SHE WAS HITTING HIM (PUNCHING HIM ON THE BED BECAUSE HE WAS LATE TO HER BIRTHDAY, THAT TESTIMONY IS 4 YEARS OLD FFS WAKE UP ALREADY PEOPLE! AND SHE ADMITTED IT WAS THE TRUTH BACK IN 2016 TOO FOR THE SETTLEMENT FFS!) THUS BEING SELF DEFENSE AND A SECOND TIME WHERE HE TREW A CAN AT HER BECAUSE SHE WAS THROWING THINGS AT HIM TOO. SOMETHING SHE ALSO ACKNOWLEDGES AND UNDERMINES IN THE TAPE WE HAVE HAD TODAY. AMBER HEARD ACTUALLY ACKNOWLEDGES HITTING HER EX-HUSBAND, THROWING STUFF AT HIM, GETTING PHYSICAL EVERY TIME THEY ARE IN AN ARGUMENT, AND SHE’S OBVIOUSLY FUCKING EMOTIONALLY ABUSIVE IN THIS VIDEO AND Y’ALL STILL HAVE THE NERVES TO BE LIKE “YEAHHH BUT... WHY WOULD SHE FILE FOR DIVORCE?? BECAUSE YOU KNOW ACCORDING TO MY VERY CLEAR AND ACCURATE TUMBLR SCIENCE, NO ABUSER LEAVES THE PEOPLE THEY ABUSE CUZ THEY WANT POWER!!!” BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY WE DIDN’T HAVE THE ANSWER TO THAT BACK IN 2016 ALREADY TOO! WHEN YOU KNOW, JOHNNY DEPP PROVIDED A LETTER FROM AMBER HEARD’S LAWYER WHERE THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT DIVORCE AND SHE MADE A LIST OF REQUIREMENTS TO HIM (APPARTMENTS, CARS, MONEY AND ALL) OTHERWISE SHE WOULD SUE HIM FOR DOMESTIC ABUSE. HMMMMMMMM. HOW CURIOUS. A LETTER THAT WAS, TOO, ADDED TO JOHNNY DEPP’S FILE FOR HIS TRIAL AGAINST AMBER HEARD ON HIS LAWSUIT FOR DEFAMATION. IF Y’ALL THICK SKULL IDIOTS CAN’T WRAP YOUR HEAD AROUND READING STUFF THERE HAVE BEEN SEVERAL VIDEOS ABOUT THE SUBJECT AND TO ME, THE BEST ONES ARE THESE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AODxWiLnHQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lb10TWQy0qQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrVSffwbXVc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2jS7EkD7ut8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBA9lSKbOCY&t=1084s (BY THE WAY, THESE VIDEOS ARE THREE TO TWO YEARS OLD...) (THE PROOFS WERE OUT THERE, Y’ALL JUST WEREN’T WILLING TO SEE THEM) IF YOU STILL HAVE A SHRED OF A DOUBT OR IF YOU NEED ANYTHING ELSE, KEEP THIS IN MIND: SHE - “THE VICTIM” - GAVE HER “EVIDENCES” TO THE MEDIAS, HAS NOTHING TO PROVIDE TO COURT BUT TWO TESTIMONIES FROM PERSONAL FRIENDS AND DROPPED THE ABUSE CHARGES AS SOON AS THEY REACHED A SETTLEMENT. HE - “THE ABUSER” - BUILT A CASE TO DISPUTE THE ABUSE CLAIMS, TRIED TO MOVE ON AND ONLY PICKED UP AN ACCUSATION OF DEFAMATION WHEN SHE STARTED DRAGGING HIS NAME THROUGH THE MEDIAS. CURRENTLY IF THERE’S A TRIAL LEFT IT’S BECAUSE JOHNNY DEPP IS SUING AMBER HEARD FOR DEFAMATION. AND HE’S ACTUALLY THE ONE GOING THROUGH WITH IT.
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spadesinglasses · 4 years
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Love Victor (series)
oooh new format for this post let’s get into itttt.
Below are my reaction per episode. I will be writing them as i finish each so its more clear and fresh and all that jazz.
Let’s see if tumblr posts has a word count limit.
lol wrong title earlier X_X
Note, the #glassthoughts tags is a reaction tag. Its never a review, or an intellectual essay about stuff I watch. I dont have the capacity to do all those.
Spoilers below so beware. Episode 1 is posted separately because I intend to make posts for the first and last epsiode only but that did not work out lol.
EPISODE 2
it took me a looong time to finish this episode. I kept on pausing it because something just feels so wrong about it. I didn’t know what it was when i was going through it, but when it finally ended it finally clicked.
The episode reminds me of the sentiment most homophobes use against gay people. “If you focus on the emotional part of the relationship, you will be happy with the opposite sex.” Growing up ive heard this phrase used against other people so much. Hearing it in my native language has always been a punch in the gut. 
And now this show who is supposed to be something happy and nice, is just having this kind of phrase of mentality just well up there.
I’m sure that its not Victor’s and that he is just exploring his sexuality. But the usual tinge of homophobia whenever he talks that he might be like Simon is honestly grating.
It’s definitely a me issue because other people seem to be enjoying the series immensely, but whenever Victor gets into that headspace, I just hear my child self crying myself to sleep because of internal homophobia.
Also i can see why people say  that for a show that is supposed be about Victor’s sexuality and growth, it does sure show a heck lot of heterosexuality of those who are around him.
Maybe in the future i will rewatch the series again with a more patient mind, but for now, expect me to skip a lot of scenes X_X
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Episode 3
Okay the audacity of Victor saying “he tries” to be a good friend. Like dang okay chill with the lies. You’re already lying about your sexuality lmao.
Sorry im being very critical and bitter about this show, but i must persevere for the fanfics and fanarts i will gorge myself into later.
anywho reaction time!
Mia and Victor would’ve been cute if only Victor doesn’t sound like he keeps on enforcing this compulsory heterosexuality he has in mind.  BUT hey he might be Bi people! 
I keep censoring myself because of how bitter and hateful i sound. My apologies for the phrases i forgot to delete above and beyond this line xD.
Anyways im over anything about Andrew. He can go fuck his egotistical self. If the series will show 
Hmm i wonder if the term “Comp Het” will even drop in this series.
Back to reaction,
Honestly Felix is just a lesbian in a man’s body at this point. Making his own shampoo? Like wow give me some of that kind of friend. 
The number of times I rolled my eyes at Andrew is ridiculous. 
Whilst typing this part it was more enforced in my mind that Love Victor is just a “supposedly gayer” Teen Wolf without the wolfing parts.
Lake is Lydia Felix is Stiles Andrew is a walmart Jackson Benji is basically a less grumpy Derek or Danny tbh Victor is Scott
I really hate this idea now.
The parents drama! Honestly, very unnecessary in my opinion. Victor is already dealing with a religious family, now he has to deal with a religious and broken family? Like dang they could’ve just chosen one struggle for him, now everyone will think his sexuality is a consequence for his parents’ sin or sth.
Maybe it’ll play into a bigger plot twist in the future?
Maybe Victor’s mom is cheating with Mia’s father? Seeing as how there was an unnecessary shot of her father with the back of a woman facing on the camera which is weird but okay. 
Im theorizing now X_X
Anyways have y’all seen how poor Felix was so nervous because his goddamn friend isn’t there to supposedly help him?
Sorry im hating on Victor too much but this scene reminds me of how awful Simon’s friends are and like bruuuh is Felix supposed to be the lead character?
He really is like Stiles who is supposed to be the lead for Teen Wolf in my opinion, he’s just a much better written character that Sc/tt
lmao sorry my issues with other series is bleeding into this one X_X
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Episode 4
Not much to say without getting too salty so moving onnn.
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Episode 5
This series is just showing all the fear and pain i went through and am going through back when I was a teenager and til now. Without getting into any personal stuff, that last bs Victor’s father spewed just hit me so much.
I guess one of the reasons why its hard for me to watch Love Victor is because it shows me the teenager side of me way back when. Minus the girlfriend one because i never really persevered that much to tamper any likes for men. Internal homophobia really hit me back then tho xD
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Episode 6
This episode is a mess and I hate it.
We saw yet again Victor literally using Felix’s ignorance and naivety to get himself out of a situation he put himself into. 
AND Felix even got the wrong idea or got fed with the wrong idea that the reason why Victor brought him along is to act as a buffer because he wasn’t ready to give up being a virgin or have sex in general. Yep that is definitely the reason, no other reason at all that involves making latte art with a known barista.
Lake and Felix kissed so there was that. I still am shipping Victor and Felix together despite Victor’s continuous bs with him being a good friend, but that’s just me.
And totally knew Andrew and Mia got a thing. If this blew up and hurt Lake im suing.
Lake and Felix are literally the two people keeping this show intact. Not gonna drop some political statement here no sir.
Again Benji needs to grow a personality out of this whole barista thing. One thing i am grateful for this show is that there was no family drama at all!
I think.
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Episode 7
UGHHH MISS ME WITH THAT NORMAL TALK.
Ive been making a conscious effort to stop saying that heterosexuality is normal. That shit is hard to unlearn because its what ive always heard in my asian household for yeaaaaaaars. And now this twink is just gonna throw the term around like he has no issues with it. TO SIMON EVEN.
Like brooooooh. Im over my 2010 internal homophobia, no need to dig it all up again. Every episode.
Aww the dancing in different clothes is cute but,
FUCKING VICTOR LIED JUST FOR WHAT?
Homeboy be doing the most to keep his fucking sexuality from bursting out, with his foot both planted firmly inside the closer AND THEN THE NEXT SECOND would end up as if he is ready to risk it all just to see Benji naked.
I AM FUCKING livid, confused, and just intense emotion everywhere.
Ive seen a couple of dumbo scenes from other shows that got the “closeted” man be doing literally the most obvious shit that could make anyone catch them, BUT THIS, with how VEHEMENT Victor is against being “NOT NORMAL” AND THEN LIE JUST TO STAY IN A MOTEL WITH THE GLORIFIED HOT GUY, takes the goddamn cake.
The fucking hypocrisy man. Ive battled internal homophobia before, AND ACKNOWLEDGE THAT WE ALL DEAL WITH IT DIFFERENTLY but holy fucksticks. I’m not this evil.
The thing is, there is so much a person could do that you could go “ah its because they are in the closet and is afraid to come out” before it goes to the territory of “fucking hell, this is not just about his sexuality, this is just him now doing stuff consciously to take advantage of his supposed fear”. The girlfriend thing is even waaay over the top, but we all went with it because he’s supposed to be figuring things out. BUT most of the time, he literally could not even imagine going beyond the line HE CREATED for their relationship. AND YOU’RE TELLING ME THAT HE WILL LIE JUST TO SPEND THE NIGHT WITH A GUY? Now he wants to test the male side of his sexuality? BECAUSE PORN DOESN’T EXIST?  BECAUSE LOOKING AT MALE UNDERWEAR MODELS IN THE UNDERWEAR SECTION IS NOT ENOUGH? HE NEEDS IT TO BE ACTUALLY PHYSICAL TO CONFIRM SOMETHING?
Im ahead too much, real time the scene im in the episode is still them about to leave the shop but holy fucking hell. If this lie ended up becoming something more in this same episode, expect more capslock because jfc.
And people will still claim he’s somewhat attracted to the other gender. 
AND SOMETHING DID HAPPENED. ANDREW AND MIA KISSED
FUCKIN VICTOR
Also i was very very worried that Pilar and Felix will be a thing BUT THANK GOD THAT DIDN’T BECOME A THING. Still unsure whether i like Lake and Felix together, but i love them individually.
I cant really comment on any of the parents drama because to be honest i skip them whenever its just her and him.
These two fuckers lie to one another. BECAUSE OF WHAT? THEY WANT TO FUCKIN STICK THEIR TONGUES INTO ONE ANOTHERS MOUTH? IS THIS REALLY WHERE THIS SHOW IS GOING? AND THEY ALMOST CENSORED IT BECAUSE ITS GAY? NOT THE OTHER HORRIBLE STUFF THAT IS HAPPENING?
Im tired.
But i hafta finish the show for fanarts and fanfics.
okay Benji has a legitimate reason for lying. I’ll take that.
See people you see me live writing this whole rant thing :D.
BOY TOOK MONTHS KISSING MIA FOR MIA TO ONLY SAY THEIR TONGUES GRAZE SOMETIMES.
bUT THE SAME GUY JUST WENT LAPLAPAN TO THE MAX WITH BENJI THE ONE NIGHT THEY SPENT TOGETHER?
REALLY PEOPLE? REALLY?
Huh I wonder back when I was his age, would I also just kiss the first gay guy i became comfortable with? Despite being so into the closet and battling internal homophobia via punching the walls?
Dang that monologue tho. We as non het doesn’t want our lives to be hard. But at this point, i stopped blaiming my own sexuality and just started blaming heterosexuals for making the world this fucking horrible for us. That’s when my internal homophobia SLOWLY lessen. It’s still there but hey at least every crosshair  is not on me.
Okay i get people saying that Simon is irresponsible for making Victor like put his family on the back burner for a bit etc etc. Also the reaction against Benji getting mad when Victor wanted them to stop being gay while in their house, is reasonable. Victor did calmly told Benji and his beau that his family is stretched thin etc etc. I get that. I get that sometimes hiding your sexuality for other people is what is necessary.
BUT  fucking please recognize how damaging that is to the person you are talking to. Even if you think Victor is in the 100% right about this, AT THE VERY LEAST acknowledge why Benji is mad. Sure he could’ve just left with his boyfriend instead of just staying there. And sure Victor pulled through in the end and put that dusty grandpa motherfucker to his place, but that’ll fucking sting okay.
Also i might be saying all this in a place where I’m not really that close to ANY of my relatives, so ya know, call me ignorant or ungrateful whatever.
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Episode 8
Okay uhh Mia and Andrew is still a thing APPARENTLY.
AWW BRAM IS CUTE
Lol Simon’s “Yay boobs” like please Victor keep the heterosexual drama out of this chatroom lmao.
Also Felix group texting the others is hilarioussss.
If Victor touches or says one bad thing at Bram? its on sight.
Also Im not sure what to feel with Mia getting jealous at Andrew. Like girl you were the one who said he’s nothing, and now this? Issa bad look honey.
Victor is embarassing. Are all extroverts just this i dunno peppy? 
You know what makes me happy in this episode? Keiynan’s attitude bleeding out to Bram’s character. I love it!
Goddd Keiynan is so hot XD
hahahaha this episode is lighter thank god.
“why would they want to help a complete stranger” because they are good people and surprisingly they still exist! 
Ohhh So it seems like Nick Robinson filmed his scenes for this episode on a different day. Ive never seen him be with the main group. That’s weird.
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Episode 9
Benji distancing himself because he wants to make his 1 year relationship work? Good guy! Him not saying to his boyfriend about the coworker of his kissing him? Bad move.
Sure we can all talk about how little stuff doesn’t need to be told to your lover if you’re sure its not gonna happen again. The thing is,  communication is key. Y’all will talk about communication being integral in a relationship but keep shit like this in the DL because yOU’RE JUST THAT SURE IT AINT GONNA HAPPEN AGAIN? Fo real?
Also Benji is feeling guilty for a reason.
Vincent is very in the wrong for kissing a taken man just because said taken man is comfortable with him or showed vulnerability. Victor is in the wrong 100% and I’ll never forget that.
Felix and that hug with Victor is adorableeee. Love that coming out scene. Again raising my eyebrows at those who say Victor is Bi.
Felix showing what’s in his apartment is fucking great. No wonder we don’t see his mom or anything. They say that the saddest people are always the one who will do their best to keep everyone happy. Felix is being peppy, have these random phrases he use to just amuse people makes sense.
In this household, we protect Felix no matter what. HOPEFULLY next season we get to fucking know his surname or sth.
Again nothing new with the drama surrounding the parents. I hate them and honestly i am so annoyed by the father’s face and everything. (still have that hatred from One day at  time but we don’t talk about that here)
The letter is stupid and i wonder what Pilar will do about it. Are we gonna get a To All the boys i loved before thing?
OH Felix giving Lake an ultimatum. Wow what a move honestly. On one hand Felix has the right to protect himself. He wants to be free with who he loves, and keeping it a secret stopped being amusing because he knew what it feels like to hide a part of yourself.
Lake’s confidence has been obviously shot and damaged by her mother. Not saying that justifies what she is doing  BUT it came from somewhere. A night with Felix talking to her about his life IS NOT going to just uproot all those thoughts from her mind. As much as i love Felix, he is not a solution.
hmm what else. The father can go die for all i care. Lmao.
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Episode 10
OH I THOUGHT PILAR KNOWS NOW BUT NOOOO
OH NOOO O NO NO NOOO
AND ANDREW STIRRING SHIT UP NOOOOOO
PILAR STOOOOP
NOO NOT PUBLICLY
OMFG
 I CANNOT.
Also i cannot get over Andrew’s actor looking like Stromae. They have the same eyes, eyebrows and expressions X_X
THIS IS WHY WE DONT KEEP SHIT BEFORE A PUBLIC EVENT. IT ALWAYS EXPLODES ON A PUBLIC EVENT.
YOU BET YOUR ass i skipped the whole confrontation scene. I’ll go back to it maybe or just look at gifs but nope. My cancer rising and moon can’t handle that shit.
Is ... is Mia going to see Victor and Benji together and then theorize? Because god freaking damnit im tired of that plot twist.
Oh Benji. Honey honey honey please don’t do whatever I think you’re about to do.
FUCKING NEW IT. CALLED IT. CALLED ITITTTT MIA FUCKIGN SAW I HATE VERYTHING.
....
wait the way the ending was shot is weird. The cliffhanger is weird. Everything is weird.
ILL MAKE A HUNCH that it was actually just Victor in his dream land thinking that coming out is that easy and that you just blurt it out.
Bet you the next season will start with no body but Felix and Mia and Andrew know about his sexuality.
The shot was too much on Victor. There was no sound cue from the family etc etc.  I hate the ending so much. Love Victor could’ve been so much more. Could’ve pioneered a fresh way to show lgbt stories and how coming out is this and that. Even if the show is for Gen Z and this generation, coming out should reflect to how coming out is generally perceived nowadays. But i guess that was too much. Foolish me for having my expectations waay too high.
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Thanks for saying that. I’m a loner and I don’t wanna be this way anymore. I want friends and love. Tired of people glamorizing this lol... almost as bad as glamorizing drugs tbh. Glad you said that because I see too much support for being a loner and if I had seen stuff like what you said instead of the opposite at like 15 I’d be healthier mentally I think. 💖 sending love to you.
Also my message was for your stop this lonewolf bullshit 2k18 tagged post!!             
aaw thank you and no problem :) it just really pisses me of how our culture encourages isolation bc capitalism thrives on every single person having an own living space, needing their own shit etc. instead of sharing and it*s sold to us as healthy and just beind ~independent~ which is absolute bull, unless you*re living on some lone island completely self sufficiently you won*t ever be independent and have fun surviving that when you fall and break a leg and there*s no one to help you. we are always and will always dependent on other people, whether it be our landlords, our bosses, our doctors, the farmers who make our food etc. and that*s ok, but telling yourself you*re not is delusional.
humans were never meant to be lonely and isolated like that, that*s why it makes so severly depressed when we have no intimacy and meaningful connections! communal/multi generational living was very common until pretty recently and it still is the norm in huge parts of the world, even in parts of my family who live in more rural regions. (tho my family is shitty and disfunctional... obv this stuff only works in healthy environments)
and same I*ve bought into this bullshit for a petty long while myself. I was blaiming myself for not being able to deal with loneliness and for letting being bullied affect me, for being “weak” when it wasn*t my fault at all.
and srsly people who write “you just need to learn how to embrace loneliness, how to be your own person!” sound like they*ve not been invited to a party for the first time in their lives and that humilation and inability to just do something on their own made them write some “inspirational” post on social media. bc people who are lonely a lot usually already know how to kill time w/o company
I mean SOME of such advice is helpful, like be kind to yourself even when nobody else is, take yourself on “dates” like do fun stuff like going to a zoo or joining a dance class or whatever even when you have no friend to accompany you. Getting out there is good for you and can lead to making new friends :) isolating yourself in the name of never achievable “independence” and “self-sufficiency” is not
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