Yeah I think I’ll not support the Camily Anymore

thanks for @leopardprintismybrown for the info about how cam and the camfam is

YOU CRYiN’ . . . ?

reblogs + interactions always appreciated :)

all works owned by kazushawty. song recs are for you to listen to while reading for extra immersion !!

| key: [ ★ ] = fan fav | 18+ | f! reader | in chronological order |

| key: [ 🔞 ] = smut [ 💢 ] = angst [ 🌀 ] = fluff

# — ONESHOTS / FICS . . !

[ ★ ] PSYCHOLOG-SPOT + approx. wc = 5.1k / estimated reading time / 25 minutes / college au! / ex-bf! gojo / tutor! gojo / switch! gojo / 🔞 /

SUMMARY: perhaps maybe having your ex-boyfriend satoru as your “tutor” wasn’t the best idea.

SONG REC: freaky deaky

[ ★ ] WWW.PIXELATED.STARBOY + approx. wc = 5.1k / estimated reading time / 25 minutes / cam! au / roommate gojo / camboy! gojo / switch gojo & switch reader / 🔞 /

SUMMARY: you wanted to surprise your roommate on his birthday but end up getting surprised yourself and find out he’s a popular camboy streamer.

SONG REC: need to know

SUNSETZ + approx. wc = 5.1k / estimated reading time / 25+ minutes / exes to lovers trope / ex-husband! gojo / angst ending / 🔞 / 💢 /

SUMMARY: maybe next time you should trust your gut instead of seeing your ex-husband in the middle of the night. save yourself the sheer heartbreak.

SONG REC: sunsetz

[ ★ ] DOUBLE-STUFFED: OREO STYLE + approx. wc = 4.6k estimated reading time / 19 mins 33 secs / college! au / roomate gojo! & roomate! getō / modern! au / crack / 🔞 /

SUMMARY: adult films are always so boring and overly dramatic. eye roll after eye roll when the woman “climaxes.” yet what happens when all three of you grow curious?

SONG REC: like that

[ ★ ] PUSSYCAT-PRIMADONNA + approx. wc = 6k estimated reading time / 22.67 minutes / modern! au / stripper! reader / best friend trope / crack / 🔞 /

SUMMARY: gojo visits his local strip club out of boredom. yet it’s his surprise to see the top paying girl is no one other than his pretty best friend, you.

SONG REC: buttons

SEVEN-DAY-SLUT + approx. wc = 4.9k estimated reading time / (?) / college! au + modern / ex! bf trope / crack / 🔞 / 💢 /

SUMMARY: you and your ex decide to spend halloween together for old times sake. yet a single watch of a videotape leads to an eerie phone call that says you both have seven days to live. might as well fuck each other for the last time, right?

SONG REC: turn off the light

# — THIRSTS / ASKS . . !

gojo with a low patience and a sassy gf [🔞]

king gojo + queen reader on wedding night [🔞]

spin the bottle feat. toji [🔞]

s!x deprived reader x gojo [🔞]

gojo with a spit kink [🔞]

stripper!gojo [🔞]

what karma thinks gojo’s loads are like [🔞]

stripper!gojo [🔞]

handsy make out sesh [suggestive]

what karma thinks gojo smells like

ridin gojo after he comes back from a workout [🔞] — ★

whiney gojo trying full nelson for the first time [🔞] — ★

turning satoru into a mess by telling him how good he feels [🔞]

this is your weak spot, right? [🔞] — ★

gojo makes a bet to make u squirt for the first time [🔞]

vampire gojo imagine [🔞]

what’s gojo tinder account

rockstars gojo & geto [🔞]

# — DRABBLES . . !

🐱drunk gojo who can’t help but touch himself [🔞]

gojo and how much of a moaner he is [🔞] — ★

gojo + mating press [🔞] — ★

gojo + prone bone [🔞] — ★

riding gojo while he whimpers [🔞] — ★

needy gojo [🔞] — ★

thigh riding gojo after he comes home from work [🔞]

sneaky link gojo with breed!ng kink [🔞] — ★

gojo squirting kink [🔞] — ★

gojo rubbing ur 🐱 aggressively [🔞] — ★

gojo eating u out [🔞] — ★

gojo fucking u dumb [🔞] — ★

gojo favorite positions [🔞]

fuckin u hard after callin him “honored one” [🔞] — ★

hate fucking w gojo [🔞]

gojo being horny + filling u up with his c*m [🔞] — ★

reducing strongest sorcerer 2 a whiney mess [🔞] — ★

prone bone w gojo + arm around your neck [🔞] — ★

gojo comes home to reader doing yoga [🔞] — ★

safe word with gojo [🌀]

gojo helps reader find g*spot [🔞] — ★

gojo manhandling 5’0 gf [🔞] — ★

post battle s*x [🔞]

gojo fucking you with his blindfold on you [🔞] — ★

fushiguro toji.

long fics. (5k+)

airplane airhead by kazushawty [ nsfw ]

www.pixelated.princess by kazushawty [ nsfw ]

fics. (2.5k+)

prove it by dejwrites [ college au ] [ nsfw ]

sweet and cruel by driftingrory [ business man!toji ] [ nsfw ]

tastiest revenge by satorubi [ dad's best friend!toji ] [ nsfw ]

tinder leg bender by kazushawty [ ex boyfriend!toji ] [ nsfw ]

what more can i say by dimepdf [ nsfw ]

wrath by satorini [ nsfw ]

short fics. (1k+)

a simple favour by ilyluffy [ nsfw ]

adding to the candy basket by getoswhore [ nsfw ]

break up with your boyfriend by dimepdf [ nsfw ]

death by sex by tiniella [ punk!toji ] [ nsfw ]

don't mess up my tempo by dimepdf [ nsfw ]

foml by toorusluvr [ college au ] [ coach!toji ] [ nsfw ]

; [ part two ]

hurt me more by dimepdf [ mafia au ] [ nsfw ; hurt/comfort ]

i don't want too, but i want you by dimepdf [ nsfw ]

into my flesh by tojisun [ nsfw ]

make it fit by saetoru [ nsfw ]

million dollar pervert by getoswhore [ nsfw ]

; fucking a fan on cam

trick or treat by tojisun [ sfw ; fluff ]

weak in the knees by dimepdf [ college au ] [ nsfw ]

drabbles.

aftercare by garoujo (+ gojo, geto, megumi, nanami, yuta, itadori) [ nsfw ]

baby, i'm jealous by dimepdf [ nsfw ]

brat tamer by dejwrites [ nsfw ]

can you stay up all night? by dimepdf (+ gojo, nanami, geto, itadori) [ nsfw ]

check the rack by dimepdf (+ gojo, nanami) [ nsfw ]

different type of payment by getoswhore [ mechanic!toji ] [ nsfw ]

double check the rack by dimepdf (+ gojo, nanami) [ nsfw ]

down n' dirty by munsonsins (+ gojo, sukuna, choso, geto) [ nsfw ]

exception by saetoru [ sfw ; fluff ]

feeling him up by saetoru [ nsfw ]

finding your spot by saetoru (+ gojo, geto, nanami, yuta) [ nsfw ]

first time, sweeheart? by thunderfaerie [ nsfw ]

five more minutes by satorini (+ gojo, nanami, geto, sukuna) [ nsfw ]

friends with benefits by ilyluffy (+ gojo, geto, nanami) [ nsfw ]

get you by dimepdf [ nsfw ]

he loves me, he gives me all his money by thunderfaerie [ sugar daddy au ] ( + gojo, sukuna, nanami, geto) [ nsfw ]

how they apologise after an argument by garoujo (+ gojo, megumi, itadori, geto ) [ sfw ]

how they eat it by garoujo (+ gojo, geto, itadori, megumi) [ nsfw ]

in my dreams by kentoberry [ nsfw ]

just the tip by getoswhore [ nsfw ]

make it fit by dimepdf [ nsfw ]

make it fit by ilyluffy [ nsfw ]

manhandled by getoswhore [ nsfw ]

numb by getoswhore [ nsfw ]

obsessed by thunderfaerie [ nsfw ]

or nah? by dimepdf [ nsfw ]

pretty by nezuscribe [ nsfw ]

quiet in class, please by satorini (+ nanami, geto, gojo, sukuna) [ college au ] [ nsfw ]

school dropout by starschasm [ nsfw ]

sending voicemails while jerking off by saetoru (+ gojo, nanami, yuta, geto) [ nsfw ]

sending you videos masturbating by saetoru (+ gojo, geto, megumi, yuta) [ nsfw ]

setting your wallpaper as an ugly photo of them by saetoru (+ gojo, geto, itadori, megumi) [ sfw ; fluff ]

"shh, be quiet now" by munsonsins (+ gojo, geto, sukuna, itadori, yuta) [ nsfw ]

sundress by utahimeow [ nsfw ]

too loud by thunderfaerie [ neighbour!toji ] [ nsfw ]

treating his girl so good by nezuscribe [ nsfw ]

under the full moon by ilyluff [ werewolf!toji ] [ nsfw ]

we are just sinners by ilykaveh [ nsfw ]

when they realise they're in love with you by saetoru (+ itadori, gojo, nanami) [ sfw ; fluff ]

you say you want a boyfriend by torustars (+ gojo, geto) [ suggestive ]

headcanons.

freaky deaky by dimepdf [ nsfw ]

if you can see it from the front by dimepdf (+ gojo, nanami) [ nsfw ]

in bed by starschasm [ nsfw ]

"so, should we bang or..." by thunderfaerie (+ itadori, megumi, gojo, sukuna, nanami ) [ nsfw ]

timestamps.

series.

smau.

smau series.

🐕 Please don't send me "private video/cam/show" requests. I'll follow everyone back but I'm not entering any freaky deaky private video chats anytime soon. 🐕

Who said Cameron had a fight with his parents? His mum was heard in his stream today and she was talking very nice to Cam

It was about a week ago, on discord Cam said he was really agry at his mom because they had an argument and she brought up Cams past suicide attempt. He was really mad and wanted to punch something and he said that he felt like he was starting to hate her. I could be understanding things wrong but I only know part of the story. Im glad he patched things up with her.

I'm in Cam Deacon's new video! Ahhh 😍

John in that livestream: CAMERON!!

*fandom meltdown*

John:

after considering all of the possible choices within the Queen fandom, and listening to I Want It All, I have determined that I am an Anita Dobson stan

when adam lambert was on glee and in the band w kurt they should have sung a queen song.... like kurt singing a queen song, I would die... but no they had fuckin blaine sing you're my best friend in the creepy puppet episode how dare they defile that song....

i don’t really keep up with cam or anything, but would you be comfortable sharing what he said about you? i’m just kinda curious about this whole situation 🤷‍♀️ if not, don’t worry about it :) i respect your decision

I want to share this because I want to explain why I made a parallelism with a cult, because these fans are brainwashed in a worrying way. What I am quoting now is what it's been said on the private chat. 

He was angry that people were calling him disrespectful on Tumblr and his adepts immediately came to the rescue:

“Cam, if you need anyone to fight for you, I’m your gal”

“CAMILY ARMY”

He encouraged people to “bunny block them haters” and he was saying that it was because of his celebrity parent that people on Tumblr are jealous of him and of the Camily friendship and that we want to be part of it inside.

Some comments of the fans after ignoring why I associated them to a cult i.e. for their toxic behaviour, for following another person’s orders, for looking for culprits to block, for making death threats:

“They’re even hating on the Camily, like what did we do?”

“Based on what they said you know how desperate and jealous they were”

“They had the audacity to call the Camily a brainwashed cult”

“I’ve also noticed certain people on the stream I’d consider blocking”

Cameron started to find the cult mention very funny without even understanding the reason behind the parallelism and how problematic some of his fans are for how they express their support for him. They told me he wore a cult leader vest in his live stream on IG, they're making memes about the situation, decontextualizing and twisting my words and mixing up things other people said or shared with me on my blog:

“Someone else said that I am my bro are problematic me for having a cult around me” (don’t ask me to translate) “and some people think I’m using my dad for fame. Bitch I’m not trying to do that. Just cuz I use the name Deaky. They were like oh they treat him like a saint and everything. They said I was quote feeding the fandom. Like people wanted that type of content.  And now I stopped it. So like? Do I post Queen videos anymore? Nope. People are only saying this stuff because I’m fucking related to a celebrity. Gonna go insta live for a rant”

Here comes another demonstration of their sick minds:

“Wait. If we’re being called a cult, let’s show up to their door with guns”

And after this affirmation to be proud of, they started to deny their own words and they were saying that they were obviously trying to get my Tumblr taken down because I was bullying Cameron:

“They are also giving death threats. THEY’RE ACTUALLY GIVING DEATH THREATHS FROM WHAT CAMERON HAS SAID” “Ours is a joke. Theirs is actual death threaths” “Cameron said they’ve been making threaths” They posted a screenshot of my blog adding comments like “I’m not surprised it’s a Rog stan tbh" I was told someone was asking Cameron to tell ROGER about what I did.

At this point Cameron read a screenshot somebody sent him (probably about an anon I received talking about his brother) and he said: “She’s harassing me by posting about it. She was reposting slandering things about me and my brother. Like if my brother saw those comments as well I’m sure he’d be really humiliated and upset too”

One of the adepts' comments:

“She was slandering and talking abt John n not respecting privacy”

Cameron decided that: “If nothings done about it they’ll just continue. Clearly they came to my stream again”

Reaction of the adepts:

“We work out who it is in stream tonight and block them”

I also want to explain why I panicked yesterday. Someone from this discord was making me read everything, and not only I was clearly stressed for what I was reading and because they twisted every single word I wrote, but I was also witnessing live these fanatics commenting on my blog and providing a screenshot of my username and homepage and reporting me in mass. At the same time, the person that was only trying to help me was begging me to change my username repeatedly. "They're going to pile on you, change the url" I was confused and I didn't know what to do. Ironically, I was having a problem with my internet connection and couldn't access to my Tumblr so I was afraid they were already taking down my account (I don't know how these things work) and that I couldn't ask for help, justify myself or warn someone. In addition to this, I was getting bunny emojis and other anons saying that Cameron was roasting me on his IG live, something I think went on for hours because friends of mine were sending me stuff the whole night. 

I didn't obviously watch the stream so I cannot tell you what he said about me but I was told that he would keep on venting about it in the next days. Just to say that I am having a public persona with thousands of followers easy to manipulate publicly mocking me, encouraging people to cancel me, block me, report me by using his influence. This is bullying, ignorance, abuse of power, mind manipulation of teenagers from a 27 year old. He needs someone to monitor him. What hurts  me even more is that he's related to someone I respect.

I also got many messages from fans who are on that chat saying that they are sorry for what happened to me but that they are afraid to defend me because they don’t want to be called “traitors” and that the people on the chat feel like they have to go by what Cameron says. People apologized to me because they realized they said awful things about me but didn’t know the full story. Other people that defended me were blocked and are still asking me to not make their names public. 

What would you call this atmosphere?

Now that Cam’s parents and brother has been discussed, we will get to what I find most disturbing, namely the accusations Leopard made of the Camily having parallelisms with a cult. I will start by giving some background on Leopard and how she got the Camily’s attention. Leopard blogged on tumblr where she mostly discussed Queen, particularly drummer Roger Taylor. She quickly got a reputation for not shying away from discussing many topics taboo with Queen fans, namely the fact that all four members had flaws and seem quite different than how they are widely perceived by fans. The biggest taboo with Queen (asides from Paul Prenter, but that’s a whole other mess) is John Deacon. John has made no public appearance since 1997. I honestly have no idea why. There’s a very infamous video out there on YouTube of John Deacon being swarmed by autograph seeking fans. John becomes overwhelmed and starting moaning into his hands. I admit, it was hard for me to watch as John seemed quite vulnerable. Some have suggested he was crying or saying “I’m scared!” but I think he was simply having a meltdown. This footage is over ten years old. If you read the comments, you will see examples of fan reactions, many showing disgust and anger at the video. One that stood out in my mind was “we need to form a Deaky Protection Squad” or “I wish I had some cheese on toast to give him”. This will be relevant later on. In the mean time, ask yourself, does John Deacon need fans to protect him from other fans? Why do people fixate on his favorite snack so much? Maybe it’s because Americans find it random but it’s a common food in England, especially for people who need something quick, cheap and easy to make. I cannot state anything as fact, but there is probably more to John Deacon than how he is perceived by fans of Queen. Because of her willingness to answer any question even if they were about uncomfortable topics, Leopard got many anonymous questions about John, the great Queen taboo. She did receive some backlash even though she was respectful in her answers, being careful to note that she doesn’t know what really happened as she is unable to answer any questions for sure. She eventually did get some asks about Cameron Deacon, one about his perceived lack of hygiene, the other suggesting he only had so many fans because of his famous father. I will have to agree, these asks were mean spirited. Regarding Cam’s hygiene, Leopard simply wrote she didn’t know how to respond as she said she only ever visited Cam’s page once and wasn’t interested. The second ask called Cameron’s content “cringe” and that he only had fans because of his famous father. Leopard replied with “Anon don’t be mean” and that there’s definitely followers who shared his interests but that he blew up in popularity after fans of the Bohemian Rhapsody movie found him. I think this is very fair. It’s undeniable that many fans found him through Queen. I’m sure his subscriber and view count exploded in the late 2018-2019 after the film came out. Do any of these statements made by Leopard suggest hate? She even defended him by pointing out that many children of celebrities use their famous parent’s image to sell merchandise, after Cam was criticized for selling t-shirts with the Deaky name on it. Does any of this sound like spreading hate and her being a bully to you? Does any of this justify death threats? Leopard began receiving death threats from the Camily. One, a “Larry the Dolphin” messaged Leopard that they “will have to break their neck” if they “had something to say“. Leopard claimed the Camily was like a cult, due to their unquestioning devotion to Cameron and their extreme aggression towards her simply because she answered some rude asks. Leopard had told me that Larry learned of her after Cam mentioned her blog on stream. In fact, her blog and her asks were discovered by Cameron himself. Rather than trying to contact Leopard directly, he chose to read them live on stream. Cam was (understandably) offended by the asks regarding him. He also was upset to see some rather uncomfortable discussions of his brother and father. There are two asks critical of Luke Deacon. One was an anon mentioning he followed sex workers on social media. Another addressed a serious accusation of Luke made on a public social media by an ex-girlfriend of Luke. If she was enabling untrue stories about John to be spread, why didn’t he reach out to her, debunking them rather than trying to silence her with bullying from his followers, many of them still children? Leopard’s blog isn’t the only blog to discuss John Deacon’s personal life, and certainly isn’t the first-or last. I get the impression that Cam and Luke have a strong bond as brothers and Cam wanted to protect him. It’s understandable for Cam to feel defensive, but if he felt so bothered couldn’t he have talked to his brother about it? If the accusations are false, both Luke and Cam could politely reach out to Leopard. Since many fans of Queen are young girls, Cameron needs to understand that such behavior, if Luke did treat his girlfriend that way, is unacceptable. Even if Cameron doesn’t have a tumblr account he could of easily created one to pm her, like many of his followers did. I understand Cam is put in a unique situation due to his father. John is both reclusive and famous, of course people are going to talk. But, Cameron has five older siblings. Surely they would understand what he is going through. In fact, since some are old enough to remember when Father was in Queen and even when the press was hounding Freddie Mercury and Queen with AIDS rumors. A blogger replying to some gossipy asks has nothing on Fleet Street! There are a number of adult, mature ways Cam could handled the situation. Instead, he not only allowed his followers to harass Leopard, but actually encouraged them to. Leopard received death threats, rabbit emojis spammed her inbox and there were threats of mass reporting of her blog in an attempt to have it removed. Remember, Leopard made it very clear that her knowledge of John, Luke and Cam is limited and that people should never take her word as fact. What I am saying is the Camily’s behavior is uncalled for. What is worst, Cameron has no remorse choosing instead to see himself as the victim. Any “Camily” members who objected to the cyber bullying or confronted him for his behavior was blocked. In a later post, I will discuss Leopard comparing the Camily to a cult, and why she isn’t wrong at all. I will also discuss the nature of cults, how they work, and how the Camily’s behavior can be considered “cultish”. If Cameron or his followers are reading this and feel offended, please pm me. These are all my words and not Leopard’s. If they feel the need to harass anyone who posts or shares this talk to me first.

Edit: Some of the events aren’t in chronological order, I will fix them as soon as I can

Ok I've had a look at the fan merch for Cam. Is it ethical for him to sell products that may tie him to his dad? E g. Wearing a crown or using the name deaky?

Well, Deacon is literally his surname, he has all the rights to be called Deaky- as for the crown sure he may use it as a Queen reference, but it's not a trade mark for the band and many other youtubers use it, so once again I don't see any problem. Even so, I'm quite sure he talked about it with his parents and if his dad gave him the okay then it's okay 🤷‍♀️ Personally I have no problems about any of that...

LOOK WHAT YOU'VE ALL DONE!

Luke and Cameron Deacon are the two parts of Deaky. Cam is the cute one and Luke is the one with six children.

My new neighbor it's my crush (Deazzello week 2020)

Author's note: Hi people! I'm participating of this ship week hosted by @roger-taylors-car ❤️ I took the prompt "Neighbors" and kinda the one "First time" from day 2. First fic of this ship that I post! (I have a drabble from Christmas that I never posted lol)

Summary: the Mazzellos are now neighbors of the Deacon. The life of some of them it's about to change.

Warning: none. Just Joey and John being cute.

Word count: +1.6k

Permanent taglist: @warriorteam1924 @toomuchlove-willkillyou (sorry if you aren't comfortable with this ship! You can ignore this fic without problems). If anyone wants to be in my permanent taglist, send me an ask or msg! Warning: I haven't a fic posting schedule :/ lol

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Next to John's house, will have some new neighbors soon. They're a family from USA. The man and his wife were planning to open a dance studio in UK, after the success of their ones in USA. They thought that Europe would be a great new horizon to explore. With the couple came one of their offspring, the young Joseph. He was just 21 years old and he helped to their parents in the studio, also he was trying to have an acting career. He had straight red hair, green eyes and a wide smile in his face. He wasn't so tall, but he was thin.  He could be the funniest one but also the most serious man when it's necessary.

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Was a strangely sunny Saturday in the south of London when the move truck came near to his house. Just for mere curiosity, was to see through his porch. Meanwhile he was smoking a cigarette, with the another hand in his pocket and watching all, came mister Joseph to greet him.

"Oh hello sir. I'm Joseph and we came with our family to live for a while in London" he greeted him, extending his left hand through the railings.

"I'm John. Nice to meet you sir" replied him shaking hands.

After a couple of minutes where the men were talking, the young Joseph came there and he exclaimed so happy "HI MISTER IM JOE!"

His happiness was contagious for John, he smiled, even laughed a little. Joseph was upset.

"Hi Joe, I'm John", he responded with a wide smile.

After that, recognized who were him. That eye crackling was special. That soothing voice too.

"DAD YOU KNOW WHO IS HE?!?! HE'S A ROCK STAR!"

John laughed, half being nice and half uncomfortable.

His father saw to his son pretty upset.

"Joseph, I know who is him! Now, go and help to the movers. Surely will have opportunity to you to chat with him… of course if he wants" ended watching to the bassist.

"Of course, one day you and your family can come for tea time!" he said kindly.

Ronnie was watching the scene and decided to approach to it.

She exclaimed "oh, you're the new neighbors. I'm Veronica, but you can call me Ronnie".

Joseph shaked hand with the mistress just smiling politely. When was Joe's turn, he said "nice to meet you Ronnie. I'm Joe! Oh, lemme tell ya, you're pretty!"

Ronnie blushed a little for the unexpected compliment.

Ending the hand shake, she added "you're so sweet Joe!" Watching to John, she said "we should invite to this men and the rest of their family one day!". Her husband nodded and she, watching to the another men, told "tomorrow at 5 o'clock suits fine to you?"

The American men nodded, Joe pretty excitedly. He loved to meet new people, and more if it's one of his music idols. 

When the Mazzello men came back to the move, Joe exclaimed "Dad why you didn't told me that we would be deaky's neighbors?!"

Joseph watched to his son very serious.

"Joe, really you ask that? You acted like a fan! That man it's also a person, he deserves more respect!"

Joe stayed in silence.

His father continued talking.

"Tomorrow, behave please. Act like an adult."

"If act like an adult it's always being boring, I prefer to be a teen forever!" said Joe pissed.

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After a long day, Joe could rest in his room. He puts his old Queen posters and one of John closer to his bed. He wanted to be in that tea thing, but more for the man that will be the host. That 40-ish old man, with white-ish hair and simple clothes still make things to him. Perhaps more than when he discovered that pics with the white jumpsuit. That pics with the I want to break free video and song were his sexual awake. He recognized that he wasn't a straight boy. 

"I really want to hug him at least… feel that arms around me would make me happy" he thought , watching to the roof. A deep sigh escaped of him. A wide smile in his face.

Imagining romantic scenarios with that man made him sleep deeply, despite the remaining jet lag. 

John was trying to sleep and that redhead boy came to his mind. "Deaks, not that again… you love your family. Indeed you have a son that's near to the age of that guy. Don't be impulsive. What would happen if that guy it's straight or he just was nice? Try to sleep please" he was thinking. He was having an internal debate and that was noticeable to the outside. Ronnie noticed that.

"John, are you okay?"

He couldn't be fully sincere, so he lied partially.

"I think that was pretty impulsive to let to that people come to our house… Isn't my style"

She watched to him "relax John, was so nice from you. Plus they look like a kind people".

John, trying to be funny, said "oh that's why the guy told a compliment to you, when you looks like a living disaster…" and smiled.

Ronnie didn't liked that joke and when she was about to respond, Cameron started to cry in the next room.

"Cam saved you this time John".

And he was alone with his own thoughts. 

"Better of that way…" he thought meanwhile his wife was to lull to their baby.

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Sunday Afternoon came and no one was lazing. Ronnie and John, meanwhile preparing the things for the tea time and care of their youngest children. Elder ones, were pissed for the visit. Except Laura. "A boy in the house that aren't my brothers, I hope that he looks cute" thought smiling the girl, meanwhile she was doing her outfit.

Her mom saw her and told to the girl "Laura, the guy haves like 20 years and you're only 14…"

"Don't care mum. Perhaps in some years we can be together…"

"Laura, you didn't saw him and you're already planning that kind of things… real life isn't like the movies"

"I SAID DON'T CARE MUM! LET ME BE HAPPY. YOU BETTER GO AND TAKE CARE OF LUKE AND CAM!" screamed the girl, really pissed.

"Behave Laura. You can't talk to me like that! One more of that and you will not have your new walkman to your next birthday!" and the woman was downstairs.

The little girl didn't suspected that also her father was interested in that guy. That chance never passed for her mind. Like her mom said, real life isn't like the movies shows. And was about to witness that, without knowing.

The Mazzellos were preparing their outfits. Joe one was a beautiful black shirt, denim jeans, white sneakers and wearing his favorite parfum. His mother saw him and told "Joey, why that parfum? That one it's for special occasions" 

"Mom, we will have tea time with him, that isn't enough reason?"

His mom smiled.

"Haha, I forgot how much you love that band and that man… as a musician of course. I hope you don't misunderstood me!" and leave to her son alone.

Meanwhile, he was putting in practice his acting lessons to rehearsal how to say his feelings to that man. His mirror was the witness. And he forgot the door slightly open...

His dad caught him saying "I really love you since a lot of time…" to the mirror and he hawked to make notorious his presence.

"Joe, practice your script for the audition in the night, now it's time for the tea with the neighbors".

"Yeah, script… was the script of my own life that I was practicing" thought the boy.

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The moment came. The tea time was there. 

Both families around the table of the living room, starting to have a nice time. Robert, Michael and Joshua were pretty upset. Laura was happy. "That guy looks so beautiful. It's so cute!" she thought meanwhile she greeted him. Same thing was thinking her dad…

In some moment of the tea time, Joe asked for the bathroom. Ronnie pointed the guest bathroom. Moments later, John get up of the couch with the excuse to bring more muffins.

Meanwhile Joe was going to the living, saw John in the kitchen. "It's now or never Joey" thought.

The redhead was in John's direction. 

"Mister… can I ask you something?"

Leaving the tray with muffins, John said "go ahead man" and smiled. That sweet smile that Joe always loved.

Joe blushed a little.

"Can I hug you?"

John was surprised for that question. But also kinda happy.

"Of course" and he extended his arms.

Both hugged. Joe embraced to the old man tight.

And remembering his acting classes to cover his fear, he whispered something to the ear of the man. "I like you. But not like a musician. Thank you for I want to break free, because I knew what really I want… a man like you".

John had his answer. And responded, kinda nervous, in Joe's ear "you're a cute boy. I wanna know you more".

They left the embrace and watched to the another one smiling. When Joey was about to give a kiss in the cheek of John, Laura came to the kitchen.

"What the fuck?!"

"I was about to hug your dad! He's my idol, y'know" Joe replied, winking an eye to the girl.

"Oh sorry!" she exclaimed, blushing a little. And watching now to her dad, she continued "Mum sent to me because you were delaying a lot, dad!".

The men had another hug, but this one was less tighter.

The three were going to the living. Laura in front of them. John watched mischievously to Joe for a moment and made that smirk. 

The three already in the living again. The men pretending like nothing unusual happened. But both of them knew that their lives changed since that moment. And they were prepared to live something that they really wanted…

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-Lily