31/08/2023

~Don't mind me I'm just gonna spill my brains here.~

This week has been such a mental toil. It's crazy because it was only a handful of things going on so the overwhelming feeling i've been suffering feels like such an over exaggeration. I think it was because I had something going on every day since last friday that it is why it's runned me down so much. As a spoonie I am not use to having something required from me every day.

I can't wait to recover after this week, recharge my spoons so I can start drawing again! I miss drawing T_T

I had my second counselling session this week which always leaves me feeling confused. I spent most of it talking about my family and ranting about social media and politics. Heh.

I don't know, I think I was expecting bit more from counselling. Maybe had expectations of therapy? I just wanted something a bit more, yknow? Like guidence or advice? What's leaving me feel upset and confused after the sessions is I'm talking to this person for 45 mins like I'm having a conversation with a friend and then it gets cut abruptly. Like, you've been listening to me word vomit for 45 mins and no bounce back? Nothing? I don't know. I'm hoping future sessions develop.

Upside is, we're on top of the house. Most of the house work is done for this week, which is nice. I can breathe for a couple of days. I've been really enjoying music at present. The Baby Gravy 3 album slaps.

Got a project that needs my attention and I'm trying to figure out what to draw for myself. I've been so obsessed with Butch Deloria x F!LW fanfics that I just wanna replay Fallout 3 and draw Butch Deloria and F!LW. The brain rot for fanfics has been so strong recently, it's been really fun and refreshing. Especially when I find such a good writer! OMG I adore those writers so much.

I think that's it for now.

Inabit.

just a super quick sketch

i missed these two!

i changed Dawn’s hair temporarily. i kinda like it short

Chapters: 23/? Fandom: Fallout 3, Fallout (Video Games) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Underage, Rape/Non-Con Relationships: Butch DeLoria/Female Lone Wanderer, Butch DeLoria/Lone Wanderer Characters: Butch DeLoria, Female Lone Wanderer, Amata Almodovar, Wally Mack, Edwin Brotch, James (Fallout), Susie Mack, Freddie Gomez, Ellen DeLoria, Paul Hannon Jr Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Teasing, Wasteland, Teenagers, Teen Angst, Teen Romance, Denial of Feelings, Developing Relationship, Kissing, Fighting, Fist Fights, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Dream Sex, Mutual Masturbation, Hand Jobs, Vaginal Fingering, Making Out, Christmas, Friendship, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Cunnilingus, Self-Esteem Issues, Language, Oral Sex, Depression, Attempted Rape/Non-Con Summary:

This fic features Ivy Bailey, my Lone Wanderer, and Butch DeLoria. Their childhood conflict starts to subside when the two develop feelings for one another in the Vault and start finding out new things about themselves.

Peeples of teh Tumblr........ new chapter up!

why can’t I find the fics I want

I’m sorry if this the second time you’ve received this. Did you happen to get a butch x F! LW with an Elvis song?

I got it! I’ll upload it when it’s finished :)

Fic update no one reads: Started the Trouble on the Homefront story while in the middle of Prom Night (gonna rename it later. King and Queen Crybaby? Lmao jk) and the main story. Why do i do this? Some chapters are descriptive and detailed while others are not and idk how to write. Maybe next year I can finally release one of these stories. Halp

Just decided to use the song King Cry Baby from the movie Crybaby as a duet for Butch & LW when they're crowned Prom King & Queen because reasons 🐍👑👑🎶🎸