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idk how many times i can say this but: it CANNOT BE QUEERBAIT IF THE CHARACTERS ARE QUEER!!! please stop this "i saw the leak and im worried it still might be queerbait" ????? HOW ??? they're both NON BINARY!! HOW can it be queerbait if they're, in canon, genderless beings?? SHUT TF UP EVERYONE PLEASE
#how many times can neil say they're in love for u mfs to get it thru ur thick skulls#yeah yeah whatever they are not physically affection but genuinely how many times are we gonna have this argument? how many times are u#gonna say u r afraid of queerbait and how many times do i gotta pop a vein before u understand that they're CANONICALLY non binary#AND were wrote as a love story. like what tf else do u need ESPECIALLY if u saw the leak?? like i get it some bullshit article called them#up to interpretation but how actually gives a flying fuck? was it the writer of the show who said that? was it the actors who played the#fucking characters??? no??? then calm down its fine#like pls stop dismissing trans rep just cause its not the rep u want#good omens#azicrow#good omens s2#good omens season 2
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Hi if you're here for my Hazbin Hotel stuff I have bad news for y'alls.......
#my hatzgang hyperfixation already came back earlier#but I was afraid to go#yeahh guyssssss changed again#so yeah#HATZGANG!!!!#(mostly roy)#pls gimme excuses to talk abt them both tickle related or not#tickle#tickling#tickle community#spooky month#hatzgang#roy#ross#robert
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hi hi !! loveee your blog so far, it’s v nice to see more hetalia writers popping up again. if you’re interested in tackling this request, i’d like to see your take on how a yandere romano would deal with feelings of jealousy in regards to his darling getting a little too close than what his insecure brain’s comfortable with to his brother veneziano? 🫶💕
tysm! these are still yandere hcs, but i actually ended up also doing a small character study. i’ve been wanting to do those more recently so if you’re interested send in a request! bonus points if it’s not a super popular character. + this came out a lot longer than intended, so enjoy.
This is something Lovino would not be able to handle.
He has spent centuries trying to navigate the minefield that is the relationship with his brother--with varying degrees of success. One thing that has remained constant, however, is the fact that people overwhelmingly prefer his younger brother.
Romano has seemingly tried everything. Careful imitation, acting the complete opposite, sabotaging from the shadows, acting as right-hand man, you name it. Nothing has seemed to stick.
Even now, he’s invisible. Reduced to the lesser half a whole. Forever shackled to his brother, effectively prevented from exercising his own agency.
It’s never fun to be stuck in someone's shadow, but for the person whose shadow you're stuck in to be so unflinchingly blasé about it? For one to be as stuck as long as Lovino has? Being forcefully denied your own personhood like that often breeds contempt. Hatred like that can simmer under the surface for decades, even centuries before bubbling over and being noticed by others. Holding hatred like that for so long as he has? It’s almost enough to drive someone mad.
But when he gets you and has something of his own for once he relaxes a bit. There’s no need to be on edge, to constantly put on airs, because he has someone in his corner. Someone who has taken the time to know him on a deep, personal level. Someone, who despite his faults, is willing to love him, and in turn trusts him enough to love them back. That alone is enough to satiate him, to quiet his restless mind, and dull the sharp blade of self-hatred that’s been lingering within him for so long.
So when he discovers you calmly conversing with the man who has unknowingly tormented him for so long, he almost does not know what to do with himself.
It’s almost as if he’s on autopilot, mindlessly drifting over to where the two of you stand, immediately trying to assess the situation.
In your eyes, the conversation with Veneziano was just much overdue. It was impolite to not introduce yourself to someone so close to your partner. Lovino would never say so, but sometimes the refusal to introduce you to his loved ones felt intentional. Whenever you would press the issue, he would hastily arrange a meeting to calm you down. It worked a few times; you got to meet a few of his friends, and even his pseudo-guardian/older brother/ mentor (you never were quite sure of the nature of their relationship), but you never got the chance to meet Veneziano. Occasions where you two were set to meet would mysteriously get canceled due to unforeseen circumstances. You also noticed that he would always get strangely cagey at the mention of his younger brother.
At first, he would try to covertly sow discord between the two of you, in hopes that you would have a falling-out. In his mind, if he could manufacture situations to make you see his brother’s shortcomings, you wouldn’t want to be around him.
When he discovers, to his horror, that you have grown closer to his brother despite the careful machinations, he would spiral.
To you and Veneziano, your friendship is as right as rain, completely unforced, and a natural progression. After knowing each other peripherally for so long, making friends with you just makes sense.
But to Romano, this is yet another event point, in a seemingly infinite pattern of behavior. Time and time again, Romano finds something of his own, takes a liking to it, starts to cherish it, but only until Veneziano comes along and tries to take it. He always manages, because he is always successful in everything that he does. Afterwards, Romano is then left with nothing but more hatred to swallow and another large bruise on his ego. He can’t let it happen again, not this time, not after cultivating a relationship so pure, not like this, not-
He devises to stop it. Whatever it is between the two of you. Immediately.
Lovino, who has always been romantic, will up the ante. You suddenly find yourself whisked away on trips abroad more often than you are sat at home. How could you find the time to catch up with his brother when you have a date that night, another trip to pack for? To you, it seems as though you have entered a second honeymoon phase in your relationship. Unbeknownst to you, he’s tirelessly working to separate you. He shall get Veneziano away before he tries to take what is rightfully his for the umpteenth time.
Before your increased contact with Veneziano, your relationship was, by all accounts, normal.
You met Lovino by happenstance, and your romance blossomed at a pace that felt comfortable and right. He was nothing but loving and attentive, if a bit temperamental at times. But after you meet his brother, you notice a palpable shift in his attitude. He snaps at people more and always seems to be in deep thought. But he’s kinder in some ways as well. He’s now always concerned about your safety and likes to know where you’re going beforehand, not after the fact like you used to do. He figured out that you love the gifts he gets you, so you now receive way more of them. He’s more appreciative of everything you do as well. So much so that one day, after a particularly elaborate meal, he suggests you quit your job to take care of the home. To his delight, you eventually agree, but any joy is quickly stamped out when he hears you happily explaining your new living arrangement to his brother.
He can’t stand it really, as his mind sails through countless scenarios, unearthing trauma he thought had been resolved (or safely buried) since the early Renaissance. He doesn't know why his mind takes him in this direction, but then again he doesn't know a lot of things. He doesn't know why efforts to separate the two of you don't work, or why nothing he does ever seems to work. Why is it that he is never enough? Why, after so many attempts and failures, did Grandfather never really seem to grow fond of him?
After yet another night of being forced to confront these long-dormant worries, he decides enough is enough. If you cannot take the hints he has so kindly given you, then he will separate the two of you by force.
Long gone are your days of exploring the city alone. No more impromptu cafe trips, walks around the park, or unsupervised trips to the post office. You are expected to stay at home, and at home you stay.
“Amore mio, it’s too dangerous out there,” he says. “There’s nothing nearby worth seeing, and you know how I feel about you driving.”
And you believe him because why wouldn’t you? He cares for you more than anyone! More than your coworkers, your friends who stopped visiting, or even your family who mysteriously don’t care enough to call anymore…
And just like that, you have been delegated to remain in the domicile. Showering him and only him with your seemingly infinite divine grace for as long as time permits it.
It’s so simple that he regrets not doing it sooner.
As for his ingrate brother, he will do anything to ensure he does not go sniffing anywhere he need not be.
It takes nothing to ruin Veneziano’s reputation. To oust him as an incompetent womanizer. Someone whose words of concern should never be taken seriously.
To Lovino, it is well worth it. He’ll put an end to the madness, he must. Even if it means making you unhappy, or betraying his own blood, or dirtying his hands with sin, or being at the receiving end of your icy gaze for the rest of eternity.
But you aren’t unhappy, are you now? You’re over the moon, and why wouldn’t you be? You are given everything you need and more. Besides, Lovino doesn't like it when you frown.
“Look happy now. You have no reason not to,” he always says.
#hetalia x reader#yandere hetalia#hetalia headcanons#hws romano#hws italy#if you caught any of the references to dante's inferno i love you#but if you caught any of the references to purgatorio...ik what you are...#i’ll be so honest with you#romano is soooooo interesting to me#like he has lived a life marred by such deep trauma#which is to be expected bc of what he is (an eldritch abomination)#but on top of that he grew up fundementally unloved#or at least not as coddled or well-regarded as his peers#and that's done such a number on his psyche you can even see it in canon#he is so full of spite#you can't tell me that he doesn't actively root against feli#i want to watch him snap and really beat his brothers ass i'll be so honest with u#also yeah one might argue referencing an italian poet in a post abt the italy brothers is corny but idc SUE ME#if you like posts like this pls let me know!#requests are open don’t be afraid to send smth in
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Do you feel like Ashton and Orym are avoiding speaking to each other? I've seen a few others mention it and it feels like they have plenty of opportunities to talk but don't
OH YEAH ABSOLUTELY.
i feel like ever since their talk in ep 40 there's been smth off between them versus before. extremely long rambling under the cut i am so sorry these two change my brain chemistry
personally i think on orym's side he doesn't like someone who's able to read him this well. i think it's esp interesting cause ashton in ep 40 said "i know you're not okay." rather than asking if orym was okay, feel like that makes orym uncomfortable. someone not evening giving him a chance to continuing putting on his strong exterior. probably last person able to read past his bullshit was well...will, derrig or his mother.
ashton i think seems afraid of how easily they open up to orym. just like ashton sees through orym's, orym sees through ashton's bullshit. they've almost started to say things to orym & just abruptly cut off (and it's killing me!!! ashton i am shaking you by the shoulders what were you gonna say!!!). they want to be ready to talk to him but they aren't cause once they start i don't think they'll be able to keep everything in. knowing how much this group is players who embody their character nearly 24/7 (i do it too agfgh), i was esp sad seeing ashton after the battle. look like they were holding back fuckin tears man (orym too).
both of them are feeling small and lost and i think once they do talk? it'll be big for them internally because they read eachother so well and are a lot more similar than they originally thought. ESP seeing even slivers of how orym copes with things this awful. seems like ash & him cope more similarly than i would've figured. also makes me worried for those 6 years orym was lost for....girl what happened...
in general i think their talk in ep 40 made all their similairties and abilities to just see straight through eachother more apparent to them both. and that's sorta scary for both of them, hence why they're just avoiding it. easier to ignore it than sit down and talk to someone who you know will see a very vulnerable version of you whether you like it or not.
#asks#anon#liam i am BEGGING you to see the motherfucker right infront of orym#you went insane for essek & his similarities to caleb pls do the same for my punk rock#also been losing my mind at the FACES ashton keeps making when orym talks they look so sad for him#i have an inkling ashton was gonna talk to orym before bor'dor ended up doing so#tal was doing that Thing he does before he wants to do rp where he like rapidly looks at matt and the person he wants to rp with#girl calm down it's ok#but YEAH they're driving me insane TALK TO EACHOTHER U COWARDS#WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? REALIZING YOU CAN BE VULNERABLE WITH EACHOTHER? MAYBE HAVING FEELINGS?#COWARDS !!!#also saw someone say ashton might be feeling a lil hurt seeing orym go talk to all these other people after they offered their shoulder#i can very much see that
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Hσɾυʂ Mҽɳԋσʂҽƚ IX
#guys! we need more mummy cc for masc. finding just this was such a pain!#so yeah#(:#Horus Menhoset IX#sims 4 mummy#from ts2 ds/gba#sims 2 to sims 4#randomly deciding to make Horus is the only thing I've had energy for I'm afraid.#I discovered that I have an original ship... him & Ava...why don't more pl like them together? I think their cute...👉👈
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actually you know whose reaction I'd be really curious about, potentially coming across fourteen in the shops? Francine!
#francine jones#martha jones#the doctor#dw#doctor who#the (second?) last time they saw each other she nodded to him#and i tend to interpret that as a mix of 'thank you for talking me down' 'hey we survived hell together' and 'thank goodness#martha is coming back to us and you and i both know it's the right thing even though i know you're a fucking mess too but also pls go'#not in the sense that martha was trapped with ten but that ten maybe Could have convinced her to stay potentially#or even just that francine was afraid that ten might do so/martha could possibly choose ten over them#also just that in some ways the jones fam saw the doctor and the master being An Terrifying Other Species moreso than most#there's that relief when martha comes back like they weren't sure she'd be walking back inside#so they dont end it on Bad terms technically#but also potentially... sees fourteen and it's a trigger? sees fourteen and is afraid for martha?#sees fourteen and assumes the end of the world is coming back? sees fourteen and is just... oh... hoped id never see you again#sees fourteen and it's an awkward british 'how have things been? good. you? yeah good. got a garden now. oh that's nice'#(was francine there when martha was on that joint call -- she was wasnt she?#i cannot remember if there's any Looks between them there that indicate how she feels about ten at that point)#anyway i think francine should've been in martha's final scene i think francine was the most important part of martha's life#that symbolised the ways that ten had affected that life#and seeing how francine potentially felt after end of time would have been such a strong indicator of how that story ended there#the tenth doctor#the fourteenth doctor#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers
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actually??? didnt have a meltdown this easter??? like yeah yeah during lent and good friday, but actual easter day??? was good????
#franposting#anyway popping in to be like#things are good? mass was good? food was good?#only had to argue with shitty uncle abt politics once???#had a decent day (even if now have to slog thru meal planning for the week?)#read manga after church before dinner and like#yeah rock lee IS a metaphor for sanctification#yes i AM insane#but bryn is so right abt that#ANYWAY#sometimes things are good and im not afraid to die but im so happy to live#normally it's one or the other#my body hurts like shit and my friend's ltr ended suddenly today and there's A LOT im gonna have to handle#but still. it is good. still there is singing.#suggestions for lil giftboxes to send to a recently broken up person in a long term relationship pls#im thee most single
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people being like „what happened to rob omg look at how cute he was as a twink 🥺🥺🥺“ are so funny like. girl he aged
#and one day so will you and so will i. i know i dont like it either but we would be less afraid of it if we stopped treating it as awful#and saying its the plastic surgery is a cop out. if u want to say it say it with ur whole chest#like yeah steroids etc but i dont think those made his hairline regress 😭😭😭#i think he was cuter before too but lets not pretend like a guy getting older and less hot is some rare phenomenon#this is what twink death was coined for#i cant believe im defending rob i hate it here#i love hating on rob but lets do it right#some of u people are just doing old school mysogyny on kaitlin too ill be honest. like yea shes an awful person but criticise her for that#not for surgeries she might have gotten because of the standards placed on women in media#ur doing reddit bro mysoginy pls listen to urself. call her a bad person and stupid instead
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q. which entity from the mag/nus arch/ives would you serve?
a: the buried
choke. the center. too-close-i-cannot-breathe. forever deep below. creation. you try to take a deep breath but the walls around you are too tight. you try to move but there's nothing but dead ends. you are somewhere so deep beneath the earth there is no one else for miles and miles above you. there is dirt beneath your fingernails, in your eyelashes, spilling out of your mouth. you have always been under pressure. maybe you've put too much pressure on yourself your whole life, maybe this is your fault. maybe you've been crushed by the narrow plans someone else set out for you. buried under responsibilities, under worries, under the weight of the world, under the weight of expectations. but maybe this squeezing, this pressing, this dirt and damp and dark could be safe. maybe this could be security. a weighted blanket, a swaddle, the pressure of someone you love boxing you in against a wall. let yourself sink deeper down. this is safe, this is home, this is yours.
tagged by: @mindhallow <;33
tagging: @nerimoi @4ger @adlishar @theweave @starsblooded @karchol & whoever wants to!!
#❈ ( study. ) i am afraid that if i open myself i will not stop pouring#arghh two of my obsessions combined 🥰🥰#& yeah tbh buried makes sense to me :)))#also if there are other tma fans here pls let me love you fjkdshgfdjsk
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who doesn't love some mutual obsession <3
#also nayuta. your being down bad for ren is showing i'm afraid#he literally doesn't give a fuck about anything but his music AND REN#yeah he's just that kind of silly guy 💗#(get a room you guys. pls.)#argopro
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🥑🥑🥑
IM BACK HOES
#OH MY GOD#IDK WHAT TO SAY#IM NOT DEAD#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#OK SO HERE'S THE SITUATION#...#there is no situation ngl#i just kinda “wooshed” into non existence#abandoned the internet and uh#yeah#:D#OK BUT LISTEN UP#IM KIND OF SHY BC IM LOOKING THRU MY DRAFTS AND MY OLD POSTS AND I HAD SO MANY WONDERFUL MOOTS#AND WHY DO I HAVE 338 FOLLOWERS#I WAS LITERALLY DEAD#GUYS IM AFRAID TO POST ALL THE DRAFTS IVE JUST DISCOVERED BC SOME ARE TAG GAMES AND IDEK IF YALL REMEMBER ME#SOB#anyways prepare yourselves for responses to things that are literally 2 years old#IM USING BUNNY HAT TACHIHARA TO MAKE YALL FORGIVE ME PLS#IM SO SORRY#I JUST WANT TO SAY THREE THINGS#1 I AM SO SORRY I DIED LIKE THAT#2 PLS DO NOT HESITATE TO DM OR MSG ME ABT LITERALLY ANYTHING I WILL RESPOND I PROMISE IM BACK DARLINGS#3 ummmm what kind of content am i supposed to be making on this thing#I WILL FINISH AND POST THAT PART 2 SADISM ANALYSIS IF ANYONE REMEMBERS IT???#lol it's not like it was 2 years in the making or smth#ALSO I JUST BINGED EVERY CHAPTER I MISSED AND WATCHED ALL OF S4 THERE'S S5 NOW??? WHAT??? WHAT HAS OCCURED BRO#PLS SOMEONE INTERACT I FEEL BAD#i will dump a bunch of incorrect quotes and tag the ones that already exist for yall as an apology 🛐🛐🛐#NAYWAYS HOES IM BACK
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Good night and casual reminder that I fucking love my husband--
#can't believe the thing making me at least somewhat active again is being not afraid to talk about piers anymore /hj#seriously the piers incident ™️ still haunts me sometimes lmao#but thankfully it'll probably never happen again! and I think like what??? almost 2 and a half years of radio silence about him even though#he's been a main since 2019? cause of that shit?? yeah I think it's finally his turn on the Xbox <3#wait omg I should do another f/o poll since the last one I did was on my old blog#that'll be fun yeeeeeees I gotta start deciding the brackets then#ANYWAY GOODNIGHT LOVE YALL MWAH MWAH IF IT'S LATE FOR YOU PLS GO TO BED AND GET SOME REST!!!#data log: personal#punk king of spikemuth
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Sorry for another vent post but here goes
#like i'm not looking for a relationship ok ? but i met this guy and we've been hooking yp#but like he is being all sweet and caring and he is great don't get me wrong#he's like eddie munson i'm not gonna lie#but at the same time he doesn't get my jokes and when i make a sarcastic comment or something funny he always thinks i'm being honest#and then he's too sweet if it makes sense in normal convos? BUT if i am ganuinely distressed (which i am a lot you guys know)#he is just not very emotionally intelligent 😬 and like it's all fun and wtv but i feel like he might like me more than i like him#and i called him babe once bc i had this girl friend who calls everyone babe and i spent like 3 days with her so i called him that#and now he always calls me babe and i'm like 😐 pls stop but i can't tell him to stop bc it will seem rude#and yeah my friends that know him are like he's such a cool guy and so sweet and everything and it looks like we're dating#but like we're not man we're not i met him a few weeks ago#anyway i think in reality i'm trying to find bad things about him just so i can justify not liking him and sabotage the whole thing bc +#+ i'm too afraid lmao#i think i'm emotionally unavailable and don't want a relationship or feel ready for it at all#i feel like i'm starting that age most ppl have at 18/19 of exploring and just vibing except i should have gone through that then#but i never got the change bc of abusive relationships and being at home and not having freedom to just exist#and now i do and i feel like if i start dating someone i'll lose my freedom again#which should not even happen in a healthy relationship but that's how i feel#maybe will talk about this to my therapist see what he says#i think i know what he will say like 'you're just afraid don't think about it too much tell him how you feel'#and i HAVE told him generally how i feel and that i don't want to move mad about it and he was like 'no were just getting to know eachother
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Me, before I the Pete/Vegas dynamic was introduced in the show but seeing rumors of it: Ugh, this sounds awful??? Who would be into this??????
Me now, a fool: *laughing and crying whilst 500 words into a Beauty and the Beast AU poem!fic while spewing headcanons and digging into symbolism with a friend*
#KinnPorsche#KinnPorsche the Series#VegasPete#PeteVegas#Pete x Vegas#Vegas x Pete#Pls help me fandom what's the ship name here#I am new and afraid to hop into the fandom#But yeah#It's me I'm the fool for judging this before we got to it#Props to the acting for fucking KILLING this role to make me believe he's unlovable for so long AND THEN PROVING ME WRONG#(For Vegas)#Got they're both so messed up but they're inspiring each other to heal and accept themselves and AHHHHHHHHHHHH#Anyway#I know it's not a genre most people care to read but I'm DOING IT because they INSPIRED ME#IT'S! SO!!! COMPELLING!!!!!!#FUCKED UP AND COMPELLING!!!!!!!!
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(人*´∀｀)｡*ﾟ+ !!
#pls dont be afraid to interact with me!!!#im just a silly little guy... :333!!! I love talking to people#even asks...#kinda random but yeah ...
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Also another thing that’s fucked up is that my parents told me to not be outwardly angry at school because then someone would call like the equivalent of CPS in Canada, genuinely don’t know what it’s called, and take me away. I being like. 12. thought “yeah no seems legit” or more accurately, “i don’t want to get taken away from my family.”
And then, and then, this other time, when my dad just fucking left, we were talked to by a person from I guess the Canadian equivalent of CPS and I, even though I knew it was wrong at that point, kept my mouth shut. My mom told us to keep our mouths shut. And my sister didn’t, she told them and they did nothing.
Thinking thoughts. Having feelings. Idk.
#landscaping your mind chapter one#like what the fuck.#what the actual fuck.#i should probably make a tag for this lol#the last post wasnt a vent. i shared an anecdote and connected it to a problem i see#this post is a vent. i’m saying ‘what the fuck’ over and over in my head#somehow it’s very hard to deal with trauma when you’re actively living it. who’d’ve thought#/s#i want to leaveee#and yeah it’s like ‘kris just tell a teacher they legally have to report it’ and?? i don’t have citizenship im a dependent and most likely#they’ll just talk to my parents and decide theyre fine. bc they’re nice a lot of the time#most likely my parents will get angry at me even more for reporting them#and hey! when i told the councillor that my mom hit me in 2021 she made the call to kids help and they said it wasnt big enough#this was… before they hit me more. this year. yippee /s#i just. im so hashtag jonathan sims coded. there’s a way out. there’s a way out but i don’t think i can take it.#there’s a way out but i’m afraid. there’s a way out but this is the only life i’ve ever known. they’re the only parents i’ve ever known.#i love them. i love my sisters. i just… i have to wait for a better out#hey! at least i have an end date for this!#18th birthday babyyyyy#(pls dont be concerned im fine)#vent#child abuse#tw child abuse#cw child abuse
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