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jaynovz · 8 months

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if yall ever want like serious advice from me about how to solve burnout as a creative it's like...

literally ignore it. stop pushing. go do something else, enjoy your life, fill it with other things, do what brings you joy in the moment if you can.

go to the gym, take a walk to touch grass and look at dogs and smell flowers, cook dinner, watch tv with your friends, talk about your feelings as needed with ppl you trust, take a drive and blast your music, do the chores you need to do, the job hunting slog you need to do, read books that aren't for research, stop cordoning off your brain for The Craft or The Draft or whatever the fuck

forget about the project, stop thinking about it for as long as it takes to be excited again.

fuckin rest, basically

#thoughts #writing stuff #personal #wish there was better advice than Stop Pushing and Rest and Ignore It #but sure haven't found any #and the time in between sucks a lot #jay prescribes a nice beverage four orgasms and a good movie with friends for your burnout #hope that helps #jay philosophies

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bird-inacage · 8 months

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Only Friends Episode 5 | 'Friendship': According to Ray (The Denial Sequel)

Spoiler: It's complete bullshit.

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crescentfool · 21 days

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having the hc that minato is ace is incredibly funny sometimes when you think about how ryoji is oh so very bi because it's like. "ah. death stole my ability to be attracted to people," in the same way that ryoji stole minato's eye color and energy level. like wow, thanks ryoji, you just keep finding things to steal from minato!

#persona 3 spoilers #minato arisato #hc and au nonsense #lizzy speaks #happy international asexuality day to my fellow aces out there i hope you know that you are loved!!! 🎊🎉🥳#i like viewing minato with the lens of him being gay / ace. esp bc it stems from my own experiences so it's fun to look at-#him from that perspective even if that's not what was intended by atlus y'know?#and im sure others have other hcs from me that are informed by their own life experiences and i think that's great ^_^#something that i found interesting while playing FES was how. stilted? minato's animations felt when hugging the girls #you could definitely go with the perspective that it's a graphical limitation or they didn't have time to polish the animations #and that's def true!! but sometimes i see the hug @ yakushima beach + the other hugs and then i compare it to the sou/yo hug in p4 #and there's like... a noticeable difference to me with how intimate and close together the hugs are...#that said i do know that the animations for reload are updated and the hugs are much more natural (good on them tbh!)#the other thing is (pensive sigh). the way you couldn't reject any of the girls when doing their social links in FES #objectively speaking i'm glad that they did away with that and i like how the rejections were handled in reload. it feels naturally written #but also a part of me enjoyed looking at the “hey atlus what the FUCK” moment and thought of how to interpret it differently #specifically with the idea of minato having like.. little to no autonomy and kind of going along with the relationship #it kind of reminded me of myself tbh with like going along with the rship without considering what you want bc #it's what others want or expect out of you... LOL. i dont think atlus intended for someone to interpret it this way but #eh i think that's the fun part of hcs and looking at characters with certain lenses!#regardless of how you perceive minato i do think there's something to be said about him being the kind of guy who molds himself-#into someone that is needed. not wanted. but needed. important distinction here.#the one caveat my brain runs into when im like “minato is ace!” is when i remember thanatos exists and i go #“you know what these ideas can exist simultaneously” GKLHFHDFHD when in doubt schrodinger's headcanons #anyway that's all i've had this thought in my brain in awhile and haven't sat down to share it properly until now 👍#have an excellent weekend everyone !!! lizzy loves you all lets all nurture our inner yippee!!! 🥺💙

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blorbosinmyheadcentral · 5 months

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Really curious to know where in the heck people got this "Caine is an old man" thing from

#rambles #Really. Where is this information from. I know gooseworx revealed all of the humans' ages but there is nothing on Caine or any of the AIs #It makes sense why that is because he's a frickin BOT. Are you going to tell me chatGPT is a middle aged man??#But sure he has a “coded age” or whatever; let's entertain the thought.#He clearly reads as an adult. But OLD???#What supports this???? We don't know how much time people have been in the Digital Circus or how long it has existed #“Years” is too damn vague. There is no specific sense for the passage of time #There's no way to determine his age that way #He could very well be younger than everyone in that place #Then is it his mannerisms??? HE'S A FREAKIN RINGMASTER #Are people just collectively assuming Caine is old just because????#I haven't found ANY basis for this ANYWHERE. GODDD #And it's annoying especially when people use this to justify antagonizing shippers #end rant #*hits edit button* AND ANOTHER THING #Look. Even if Caine IS old. That's okay #Everyone in the show is canonically an adult #I'm just baffled at this because people assume it's an absolute truth when we just. don't know.

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thottybrucewayne · 2 months

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No, real question. How you a transmed and nonbinary?

#thotty speaks #They said 'oh people don't take you tenderqueer nbs seriously cause yall won't get on hrt/get surgery to show us youre serious #Look I want to get on t. I wanna do a lot of things to make me feel more at home in my body that I'm not sure about yet #Safety wise etc and it just...as a Black person for you to not understand other Black trans people being hesitant abt jumping into surgery #or worrying about pricing and post surgery care and being under medicated etcetc #Not to mention that I shouldn't have to do these things at YOUR pace to prove that I'm trans like...#You got top surgery money? You tryin to nurse me back to health when I take days to try to heal?#I just hate this argument cause you can ask any nb who medically transitioned if people 'take them seriously' and usually the answer is #A resounding no! Most people see nbs who medically transition as 'just trans with extra prns' and 'still about clothing'#idk I just hate the idea that I have to 'earn' legitimacy by rushing into something I haven't even found a proper safety net for #I feel like if you doin all this yappin but you not going out of your way to look out for people just starting hrt or need help post op #just shut the fuck up #idk it just find it funny like you do not benefit from that transmed shit at all but do you ig

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hime-bee · 2 months

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hehe, admit it bee, you love yashiki bc he's a soggy pathetic scraggly little man (˵ ¬ᴗ¬˵) no judgment here, i adored yashiki and mashita a lot since they were such refreshing characters in the amnesiac protagonist and washed-out detective tropes <33

also since you want to get into the death mark franchise, really recommend manlybadasshero's playthroughs since he does all of the endings/choices and all three games cost 50 bucks on steam EACH,,

LISTEN-- MAYBE I DO MAYBE I DON'T 😭😭😭 I do, I'm so down bad for Mr. Pathetic Wet Cat, it's not even funny I wanna ride that man so bad, Mashita too-

The characters in the series really are refreshing, I love everyone's dynamic with each other! The dialogue and character designs too?? Pure peak 😩 Also, it's funny that you say that- I've been watching Manly's playthroughs on Death Mark since yesterday 👀 If I had the money, I'd buy the games myself, but I'll prolly just wait for them to go on sale 😌 For now though, watching is good enough, I just wanna see Yashiki doin' his thing 😳💞💗

#throughout the playthrough I've been trying to think of fanfic ideas #I'll come up with one eventually I'm sure #i haven't found any for Yashiki on AO3 so that's kinda sad #Death Mark

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hazele-omega · 8 months

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A challenge for NMS players

I had a thought.

There are over 18 quintillion planets in this game. Those planets make up a LOT of star systems. So there is a decent possibility that at least one of those systems will have planets in it whose colours in the Discovery tab make up/match a pride flag.

This is the challenge. We must locate our homeworlds. We must find the Gay Systems.

#/lh #this is mostly speculation and #i haven't actually found any myself lol #but surely there must be something out there right?#this is a joke post but if anyone does actually find one please show me #no man's pride #nms #no man's sky

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blueberrybluestar · 7 months

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GOTTEM

after 2 and a half years and over 1200 hours of playtime across all games, i now have all the achievements on every rgg title available on steam.

i don't regret a single one of those hours. these games showed me what it was like to actually have fun playing video games again. even with their flaws (some having more than others), i love all these games with all my heart and soul, and i'm sure i'll still be replaying them many times in the future.

special shoutout to Y:LaD for being one of the best things that ever happened to me, and to Y5 and Ishin for nearly destroying my soul with the 100% requirements <3

also mahjong is fun and i'm tired of pretending it's not.

now i'm all set for the next games - looking forward to adding gaiden and infinite wealth to this list!

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza #like a dragon #judgment #these 11 games are my top 11 video games of all time. i'm not joking #and i'm 100% sure with gaiden and infinite wealth they'll become the top 13 #rgg games have something that just... gets to me #and i can't even explain what it is. but it's something i haven't found in any other games #all i know is that they bring me so much joy and so many great feelings and i hope that never changes

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palettepainter · 7 months

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I've been looking/reading through my MHA posts and I've decided that if I come back to drawing art for the fandom, I'm just gonna focus on the silly, fun stuff.

As much as I love the stuff I've done with the bond between Higari and Hono, being in the Muppets fandom has taught me just how better it is for me mentally and emotionally to just focus on the fluffy, fun stuff. I may dabble into more serious topics occasionally, but all that stuff about Haiya's backstory before being adopted is now just additional stuff to his character, but it's not something I think I'm going to dive into beyond that he's adopted and no longer lives with his bio parents

It's just way more fun to think about Ectoplasm and Powerloader still being dorky and goofy like teens on a first date despite being married and in their forties, or imagining Chikara being a smug sister in law to Ecto after his marriage with Higari is official. Imagining Hono and Higari fixing all their issues and being bros again, with Hono carrying him under his arm just because he can and Higari wrestling him into a headlock because he can

I still love some angst, that's not going away, but from now on I think I'm gonna focus more on indulging in the stuff I wanna draw with my characters, not limited to just angst.

#Thinking about MHA today and starting to slowly get back into the fandom #Still a bit unsure but I miss my two favourite gay teachers and their gremlin children #I miss talking about the UA teachers bickering over who has the best UA child and being a big found family unit #Another reason for why I haven't posted a lot for MHA is cuz I'm still not sure how to draw humans in my style so for the most part I've #just been experiment with my MHA OC's in different styles when I'm not working on Hired Sparky #I don't think they'll be MHA art soon #maybe not this year #but I am starting to come back around to the fandom #To any MHA pals that are still following me hi!#I miss you #MHA

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helianthus21 · 5 months

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ayy gotta be honest fellas, not sure if i care enough about sweet home anymore with the remaining cast 🥳

#sure i love eun yu and hyun su #but are they enough to keep me going #🤔#they fucked up when they offed my girl so early sorry to say #sweet home #spoilers #i still haven't watched further than ep3 #look im here for the monsters yes but also for the found family #but there don't seem to be any community dynamics anymore #they got rid of too many good characters #hyun su + eun yu won't be reunited for a while yet #yi kyiung is doing her own thing anyways

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charlotterenaissance · 6 months

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having an almost comically bad couple days so i'm microdosing on all my fixations by alternating episodes of kids in the hall, night court, h2o just add water, and conan o'brien remotes. just having a normal one

#the fun part of being the child of my alcoholic dad and junkie mother is that my form of vice is old tv shows #as i try to zone out while stone-cold sober #i had a bad day at work which was the capstone to a rough couple weeks #which is why haven't really been on here #and i'm pretty sure i can't trust my own vision or whatever because i look at things and get told i'm wrong #and then i found richard moll died so i'm not doing so great #i am so sad #i'm just so so sad and scared #all the time and i hate this so much and i hate being a burden to the person i love #and i just feel so alone and not good at anything and not good enough for anything or anyone i'm just not worth anything #it's my fault for only being able to conceptualize relationships via the familial bond #so i take my boss who is normally sweet and patient with my stupid worthless self #yelling at me as rough as you can possibly imagine #she didn't even yell at me specifically but every time she came by i flinched and any time i said something she got mad and yelled at me #i don't know i'm sorry #i just want to disappear #i'm also on my period one more cosmic corkscrew of pain

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dazzelmethat · 5 months

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I bought 2 new plants and some floaters. The scape is still messy but I want it to have an overgrown forested look. I still need to add a hide or two somewhere in there. Ignore the photobombing barbs

#fish tank #aquarium #i never post my escapades into fishkeeping but i've been trying to git gud at it for like 3 years.#i haven't found a fish that i really like like yet.. i tried barbs last year and i still have some barbs left but--#but i didn't like their personality much. they were not as fun to watch as the platties were and my barbs--#my barbs tended to overeat and messs up their ability to swim until they digested their food --#((which i know is overeating but at the time i had cories so i wanted to make sure they got to eat))#i had platties before the barbs and while i liked platties they started getting tumors because of the incest (i think)#so i'm kinda turned off from any livebearers for the moment ..#i wanted a honey gourami for a while so i'll try that next

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gracefireheart · 4 hours

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Sometimes I look back at my middle school days and ask myself "why the fuck did I try-hard so much during story-making writing assignments by writing at least 10k words???????"

#I don't remember any of the stories I wrote back then lol #But I'm 100% sure that. if I found and read them today. I would (obv) find so many mistakes that would make me not finish reading it #Also. I'm pretty sure most- if not all- of my classmates didn't write as much as that. 'cause we weren't required to.#I just did it 'cause I liked writing shit.#I still do here and there. but not as much as 10k words lol #Most of the time it's about characters of whatever fandom I'm part of. but sometimes I try making a story about a pokemon nuzlocke of mine #I haven't done the latter one in a while tho' (and I honestly should try continuing the pokemon y normal type monolocke I was doing)#my thoughts

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deplcythebattery · 1 month

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we're getting me hospital insurance bc i have this unnerving feeling i'm gonna end up in the hospital sooner rather than later 💀 i don't feel like i'm gonna Die right now but i do absolutely feel awful and it's been in my head for days now that i need hospital insurance in case i have to go in. and i've had gut feelings enough to know this is one of those which is fucking terrifying

#i feel awful currently and hospital won't leave my brain #kinda similar but the thought that i might have cancer also won't leave me be #that one is less intense and more of a fear since i found a weird mole and i've been deteriorating fast #been getting so bad so fast i think it's my brain just trying to find something wrong with me that's tangible #i haven't had any weird weight loss so i'm just gonna assume i don't have cancer #but it's scarily close to a gut feeling too.#not as nagging as the hospital feeling but still in the back of my head a lot #idek what symptoms cancers have so i'm sure it's not that

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skrunksthatwunk · 2 months

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i just finished saw v and i don't have high hopes for the rest of the franchise (based on what ive heard) but im in too deep to stop now

#no i haven't enjoyed the last two no i don't expect to get much out of the next five or so movies. but i need to know.#i guess saw v mightve suffered bc i watched it basically immediately after iv #something i didnt do with any of the others #but i was told v was one of the good ones so i was looking forward to it. i dont think it was burnout yknow #but uh. i didn't like it. i think i liked iv more honestly. strahm and hoffman do absolutely nothing for me #i liked the traps. that was it though #it felt so pointless and empty. it was the first one where i genuinely wondered why they made it. why did they decide to keep going with #this. i think ii and iv both function more/better as setup for their following films but like. at least iii was pretty good yknow #like both amanda and hoffman's accomplicing feels kinda retconned in but at least amanda's an interesting character #what does hoffman have. what does strahm have. nothing. and no i don't think they have much in the way of homoeroticism either.#i don't tend to be so negative and im sorry if someone goes in the saw tags and feels bad about me talking shit about something they like #because i know that doesn't feel good. honestly i'd love to hear why people like v. maybe it'll change my opinion of it if i look at it a #different way yknow? but for now im just annoyed by it. iv was engaging in the moment but very forgettable #i liked riggs well enough but we barely learned a thing about him. he wasn't a deep character at all and i think that's a shame #but v was just a paperwork-based cat and mouse chase. 90 minutes and it still felt like they were wasting my time #why did strahm go to the old trap locations? i don't think he found anything out there. likr it was just a framing device for the flashback #but he didn't actually have a reason to go there. waste of my time #not an original critique im sure but saw ii on seems to be more focused on scale and layers of shit (i.e. having two games going at once)#than using the traps to examine the characters. i mean you go from two guys in a bathroom for a couple hours #learning about who they are gradually at a slow pace vs like 8 people in a house plus cop stuff plus 90 second traps of dubious fairness #hoffman has no real relationship with kramer (unlike amanda) and basically everyone who'd been following jigsaw is dead and so are jigsaw #and (presumably) amanda. what am i supposed to be here for? the vague outline of a saw trap? the type of torture happening?#im not even opposed to that per se but frankly the more they focus on the cops surrounding this shit the less fun it is #why are you making all the traps like 15 seconds long and tied to characters who aren't the primary focus. it's saw #ughh i miss adam. i miss amanda. hell i miss kramer and he was pretty present in this one (flashbackwise)#whateverrr. anyway that poll comparing chainshippng shotgunnshippng and coffinshippng where shotgun was last? lesbophobic.#im only half joking about that. im sure ppl have their reasons for coffin but i also think it's the tendency fandom bias for “two white guy #ships. but hey maybe vi and onwards will add more context to that that'll make me reconsider. i mean i wouldn't have liked the amanda #accomplice thing That much if i'd only seen ii. i think iii really makes it mesh better and it leads to fun character stuff #(though i still think i would've liked it more bc like. amanda was always grateful to jigsaw right? again hoffman comes outta nowhere)

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moonsidesong · 1 year

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played the fangame danganronpa another with a friend and i didn't really like the ending but i very much enjoyed mekaru bc she's just woman byakuya togami. i'm going to talk a lot in the tags now

#the translation was kinda weird and bad but you get used to it after a while #i do plan on playing the sequel just cause me and my friends enjoy playing murder mysteries #oh uh spoilers beyond this point i'm gonna give some hot takes for. the 3 followers that care about dangit grandpa #anyway uh. ending. yeah i'm definitely biased bc i don't really like sad endings for the most part #but i didn't really. like it.#i'm not really opposed to the idea necessarily of the protagonist NOT being a survivor it's definitely interesting #but given that this game's take on hope vs despair is that 'hope is created not found'#i thought it kinda sucked that they just left maeda/utsuro to die despite obviously being the one suffering the most #also i didnt. like. kisaragi much. him/his alter ego being the epic savior in the end sucked bad not gonna lie #i thought he was really interesting in his initial appearance bc he was someone who Knew what was happening #but was rendered unable to communicate any of it bc of his brain damage #but then he dies (which was expected wasn't really upset about it) and from there you only have flashbacks to go off of #and then he's just kinda boring #it'd be one thing if he was a heroic reliable person we knew from the start but he's just this. guy that shows up in chapter 5 #and we get told he's like the best we should trust him and believe in him but. like. idk this guy! it didn't feel earned #anyway kinjou was. a character. for sure.#i liked his arc and all but when they revealed in the ending that Oh actually his beliefs on crime haven't changed at all lol<3 #he still only thinks in extremes even after all that mess about recognizing the murders were done in gray area circumstances #so like what was that all FOR #also. like. Goddddd. GODDDD. AKANE TAIRA. UGH #when she gets revealed as the mastermind and she's like going crazy off the walls sillygoofy despair lady I thought she was really fun!!!#i enjoyed her quite a lot!!!!#but then utsuro gets involved and she's just immediately extremely pathetic #she just immediately loses all presence bc she just stops taking any authority as the mastermind and is like ouwuoiuuh utsuro samaaaa #i thought her being a maid but actually is a girlboss would be a FUN SUBVERSION but nah we just have peko pekoyama 2: evil this time #like when are we gonna be done with the trope of Woman is cool and powerful until Man shes subservient to is involved and then she's a wuss #it sucks it SUUUUCKS #utsuro himself is. fine. he's basically just bootleg izuru but i didn't really mind that i thought his origins were kinda interesting #anyway i'm out of tags so i guess that's the end of my hot takes #i liked the individual cases! i liked mekaru! ending was kinda bad. goofbye

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