#but ots out there.......somewhere
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[sexting u] ur 1960s kirk spock internalised homophobia analysis wouldnt make it 5 seconds on twitter
#spirk#shitposting#kind of problematic of u to think the scene where kirk hits spock for talking about his feelings is meaningful :/ it shouldnt exist :/#ok but tgis made me remember my fav this is problematic post on here in the golden age it was fuckig#''fuck camp camp it made me so uncomfortable when max yelled at the little hitler boy and gave him a panic attack im nauseous rn''#post of all fucking time i think of her often#tragically it wasnt a popular post i just found it on someones blog and it had like 3 notes so i will never find it again💔#but ots out there.......somewhere#but also like im glad it didnt get popular cus they were prolly like 15 and would be embarassed about it now#still a national treasure.......apple of my eye.......hitler panic attack post
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i’m so fucking done with this group assignment
#so basically i messaged my group about a week and a half ago saying ‘hey is there anything else i should do’#and they all left me on read#then last thursday i come to class and find out theres a whole part of the assignment not done and low and behold it gets assigned to me#and knowing i had a big weekend of social activities i decided to find somewhere before work and smash it out ya know#so already stressed with my 50 million other assignments and quizzes and stuff i do this#and then last night at wicked i get a message saying it’s not done even tho ot was never specified what i had to do#its not even like im doing all the work but its the last minuteness of this all that’s stressing me and the lack of communication#if we had just communicated with each other this wouldn’t have happened#moreover this should have been assigned to me in the first place
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Heading to work early, I might take a small break rn
#lost in the temple // ooc#;; sorry just#cw trauma#cw csa#cw abuse#;; thinking about my own identity and sexuality and the abuse of how it might have influenced me and if i even know how to define myself#;; question everything about it and what i am and do i even represent these labels or how does one know#;; im getting overwhelmed and falling back into somewhere id ont want ot be#;; i dont even know if im what isay i am because of how the abuse for years fucked me up man#;; i dont know how to define a character if i cant even figure out my own shit#;; i should have called into work but i cant now its too late to#;; i know ill never know what is me and what the abuse made me be
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Hi Nyah! Hope ur doing well <3 Here's a request since I haven't asked in a while! Can you write HCs for Kaz reassuring his S/O who is afraid of him leaving/feels kinda unlovable? Sorry if it's angsty, my mental health has been iffy lately and I could use a bit of comfort, hehe..Hope you had a good trip btw! ^_^ -🌱
I don't mind the angst at all, 🌱Kaz Anon! I'm happy to write this for you! My mind was going crazy with things to think about during this!
Do take care of yourself tho, 🌱Kaz Anon if possible. I understand the feeling of mental health being iffy and what I do to fix it is mainly listen to music. Its my best way of helping me feel better with anything. Of course, don't listen to sad music if you're sad! That can be bad on yourself! But if needed, I'm here for you. You can message me any time! Yet if you're uncomfortable with that, you can send me Anon asks just venting about your problems. Of course, I would not post them. I'd delete the asks after reading them since its all personal things!
The Headcanons are under the Read More <3!! This got a tad bit long but hopefully they're to your liking! If not, just tell me and I'll redo the Headcanons! I don't mind at all!
Kazuichi Soda reassuring his S/O who is afraid of him leaving and feels is unlovable.
✿ When your feelings appeared to you about your fear, it didn't take Kazuichi long at all to notice something was troubling you. Even if you had your feelings hidden so well to the point even you eventually forgot about them, Kazuichi would still have sensed something because he's so in tune with everything about you.
✿ He'll talk to you right away. He's worried about what is wrong and what is causing it. He wants you feeling your best and this boy will do anything in his power to make you feel your best.
✿ Now, even though he will talk to you right away, he'll actually lead a conversation into the direction of talking about what's troubling you. Instantly talking to you about your troubles could catch you off guard and make you panic. He doesn't want that at all.
✿ Kazuichi will sit down with you, lay down with you, whatever you're most comfortable with, and stay silent for a few moments. He's making sure you're comfortable before he begins the conversation. His voice is so gentle as he speaks.
✿ "I wanted to ask, how have you been feeling?"
✿ I said he was in tune with everything about you but at this moment, somehow his senses have never been so alert. He's worried about triggering you.
✿ He'll wait for your response. Nothing in the world matters right now except for you. However long you take, he'll wait. He will, however, throw in some more words as a hopeful comfort while he waits for your response.
✿ "If you ever felt sad or anything, you could tell me, ya know? I care about you and knowing there's a chance you're hurting, it makes me feel bad. I want to help. When we fell in love, I promised myself to always help you. That includes everything.. Why?"
✿ He originally was waiting for you to answer but hes on a roll now that he wants to finish. Something in him knew this is what you needed to hear.
✿ He hopes his voice carries the passion he has for you.
✿ "Because I love you."
✿ Kazuichi never sounded so serious about any statement he has ever made to you or to anyone. He looked at you. If you looked back and into his eyes, you could see the love in them.
✿ "A couple is called a couple because it means two, right? We're a couple. You can't have one without the other. We're in this together."
✿ He's holding your hand now. His grasp is gentle but strong. If you don't like to be touched, this one time he will step over that boundary. Not because he is trying to make you uncomfortable or hurt you, but because his touch will hopefully show his love to you.
✿ "I'm with you with any pain you could have. Happy pain, sad pain, angry pain. I'm with you because I love you. Like what people say! I love you to the moon and back!"
✿ He's smiling now, trying to hold back a laugh.
✿ "But my moon is so far away that you can't even see it!"
✿ His face softens and his voice becomes a whisper, only for you to hear. Theres no one else around at this moment but still, his words right now are for you only.
✿ "I love you, Y/N."
✿ He didn't know how you felt, yet he still said these words. He said them because he knew being as truthful as possible (even tho he wouldn't lie to you, unless he was doing something such as holding a surprise birthday party for you) is what is best. You're not in the best of states and so he's giving you his rawest emotions and words.
✿ If you end up shaking, crying, doing both, or something else because your emotions are coming forward, if you let him, his arms are around you in an instant. His hold will be strong but not hurtful. He will be your wall. Right now, nothing will get to you as you're in his arms. Nothing can overpower Kazuichi when he's holding you. This time, if you prefer to not be touched he'll let your hand go and speak instead, saying small words such as "You're alright. You're alright. I'm not leaving. Let it out."
✿ Hopefully you'll talk to him about how you were feeling and what was troubling you. He's happy that you're opening up to him. He's proud of you. So proud. He'll actually remind you randomly how proud he is for you opening up to him. He'll also remind you how much he loves you. He'll do this for days and days and days.
✿ What he said were words of true love and emotion. You didn't even have to say anything and his first thoughts were to remind you how loved you were. He can't leave you. You're the other 1 to his 1+1 =2. You're the other half to his couple. You put color and light into his life. You put an emotion in him that's stronger than happiness. Nothing can ever top it. Nothing will ever be better. Nothing will ever change his love for you. Nothing.
✿ Because of the feelings you had, Kazuichi has decided with himself to have a daily and nightly check up with you and how you're feeling, physically and emotionally (He once said "That's rad!" when you told him you were feeling good and now it stuck. He's saying rad at everything.). He'll be there for you for however long as you need, whenever you need, about whatever is troubling you. The love he has for you is just...its incredible. Its so beautiful. People say perfect doesn't exist but try telling him that and he will argue forever on why that's false and that there's someone in his life to prove that perfect does exist.
#🌱Kaz Anon!!#Nyah Answers#Im here if you ever need anything#Please dont be afraid to reach out and talk more about any issues you may have!#I LOVED WRITING THIS BY THE WAY CAN YOU TELL????#I'm also terrified I typoed his name even tho I reread this 100 times#Like I'm afraid somewhere autocorrect kicked in and made Kazuichi be Lazy I hi since it wants to do that#I'm always afraid of typos help#Kazuichi x Reader#Kazuichi Soda x Reader#Okay I'm also afraid my post broke since when I was fixing stuff#I deleted a small part and had to rewrite ot#tYPO#And I'm afraid its broken somewhere else fhdosjebf#Nyah scared#Danganronpa x Reader#My tags are all over the place
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just got a fuck ton of trash and things that are not mine out of my car ✨✨i want 2 deep clean her she deserves it
#that being said i need to get these bags of bottles/cans out of the backseat take the books im donating and put them in a bigger box with ot#other* things i plan on donating and get all those FUCKING canvases out of there#luv my oil painting of gerard way but i need to hang it up somewhere#also because. i would like to have my trunk available
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I will never let anyone forget that Clay never even wanted to consider the rest of the DOD as siblings and him being their bigwing is smth he literally cannot help .
#also like? the only other dod who considers the others as siblings is Sunny#Starflight was constantly alienated from the others#Tsunami literally never shuts up about how she wanted to be born a princess (until her book) also shes super racist towards Glory#and Glory was also super alienated from everyone and the other dod are constantly being an ass to her to her face lmao#like idk i feel weird when people forget how complex the dod's relationships actually are and just 'heehee found family uwu'#cause like no. they were forced together and ots even worst for Clay who has a built in big brother instinct that he literally laments#that he cannot share with his bio siblings instead#and this isn't me saying that like. family has to be blood or wtv but in rhe context of the canon like.#these guys were not raised as siblings#and in fact were stolen from their families and KNEW that. they KNEW they had families out there somewhere#families they were stolen from! families they never got to know!#and yeah they care about each other but like! its weird!#idk im sleep deprived rn#i just have a lot of feelings about the dod
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GOODmeowning
#very tired :( did not get much sleep and my dad decided itd a good idea to wake me up at 9 30 because we are going somewhere at 12#like. huh. didnt know i needed two and a half hours to get dressed and put on makeup to go out ot eat
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I don’t usually do AU and Earthsea in particular is so tightly written in a thematic sense that it’s not very suited. buuuuuuuuuuut like . I just want Lebannen to see him. ndfjdfhd.
#ged (earthsea)#Earthsea Cycle#lebannen (earthsea)#earthsea#I can't get out of my head the idea of Lebannen getting to meet him somewhere during the events of A Wizard#and tearing up and taking his hands and telling him how he wishes he could aid him and to have faith and strength etc etc#kissing his palms kissing his temples and tearfully leaving him to his fate... esp because the hunt goes unsung in the deed of ged#okay I will speak of it no more. I will either write it or attempt ot make a comic or whatever. it's fine#visual#doodle#semi-finished#queue
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#spent yesterday and today rereading a fic I wrote and the comments left on it#and I've spent a really long time avoiding even thinking about it too long bc it fucks with my anxiety too much bc of personal reasons#BUT it was such an overwhelming experience reading it this time and going through the comments#I've cried so many happy tears bc ppl can be so wonderful and the comments on that fic were almost always super nice#but it also reminded me that im capable of telling a good story#i feel like such an imposter most of the time when I try writing these days and just stop bc I feel like everything I write is trash#but really I just need to trust in myself and practice bc that writer is still in me#just buried beneath a whole lotta self doubt#maybe the first couple things I complete won't be that good -- bc I have really high standards for myself#but I grew as a writer before and I can do ot again with practice#and patience...but I've never really had much of that#anywaaaay im feeling things and needed to let it out somewhere
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also these are very ‘annie in her ST verse’
#the treehouse crash lands there when she's 10ish (somewhere in season one) and rots from the inside out bc of the upside down#and with no way to get back to her own timeline she and jack have ot just. stay there. they have to live there.#when she leaves her own timeline in the treehouse time freezes. no one is looking for them.#meaning if she were to ever go back she'd be OLDER and no time would have passed.#she knows she can't go back.#she and jack live in the woods for some time until someone takes them in
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I'm so stressed
#i know i haven't been here in forever#but I'm so stressed 😭#and i just needed to let ot out somewhere#I'm doing a group project and i never had such trouble communicating in my life#like 90% of my energy if wasted on trying to understand them and explain myself#and trying to stay patient even though two of them are really mean#but I don't want to get into arguments during projects#like i want to finish this with a positive feeling#and I've been really good at ignoring and not getting upset and trying to be nice to everyone no matter how they treat me#but we're nearing the end and everyone is stressed abd it's getting to me#and i feel pathetic because it's making me cry and i don't want to cry about school work ir about mean people#especially not while I'm studying abroad and having a good experience with everything else#i want to say fuck it abd laugh it off but i can't#😭😭#just needed to vent#just feel pretty alone right now and the only good friend I've made here is back to her county#so I'm feeling kinda lonely and frustrated that i can't seem ti comunicate better#even though i always thought it's what I'm best at#anyways#just a few more days#:')#personal
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i think its always important to note when the esp!local news run a panthers segment in their sports block because they hardly cover hockey if at all (this is what happens when heat get eliminated in r1 by boston and the marlins are currently ranked the 3rd worst team and traded away our last offensive hope to the pads)
trans: What's up, welcome to Sports. The Florida Panthers participate in the 2nd round of the playoffs tonight. And they will be hosting the Boston Bruins starting at 8. The Panthers reached this point after beating the Tampa Bay Lightning in 5 games. And Boston got here after beating the Toronto Maple Leafs in 7 games. Recall that the Panthers were able to recover from a 1-3 series deficit against Boston in last year's postseason.
[barkov post practise media scrum from 5.5.24]
"It means a lot, I try to do my job in every area," affirmed Aleksander Barkov, member of the Panthers.
He is a finalist, for the third time in 4 years, for the [Frank J.] Selke trophy, the very same [trophy] given to forwards who stand out defensively.
Telemundo 51 | 5.6.24
#florida panthers#mention: aleksander barkov#translation#cats on t51#2324#playoffs 24#apparently after the cats ot winner against the bolts game 2 they ran a segment recapping it#i didnt catch it but my mother did tell it to me secondhand after the fact#and she came up to me like so whos the panther called the “sunrise killer?”#and i was HUH WHAT ARE YOU ASKING ME#and she was like theres a panther player that they just called that#and i was like mother i wish i knew what you were talking about but eng nicknames are differe-#*a window shattering in the distance*#oh my god theyre talking about carter verhaeghe arent they#and she doesnt know their names so she cant confirm or deny it#so now im haunted by the idea that swagu is just known as “el asesino de sunrise” somewhere out there
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YOU CAN MAKE THE PINBORD BIGGER I CAN PUT SO MUCH crap DO you like the color of the BOB? Let's think about this
#memory posts#Hmmm... Hmmmm..#OHHH it would also be fun to have a pinboard that was like adopts styled after Pet Sims (Guy who doesn't make adopts voice)#PLANS: MAKE MY view on stickfigures available somewhere in a journal or other.#make scary pinboard collage. i think BOB on my hand like spongeob would be awesome#Uhhhh. figure out the rest of it#have a BOB's knife pointer maybe..#i wonder how you put gifs on sheezy. whenever i put one it doesnt really move. maybe its cuz its a gif file?#ANYWAY. EXCITING developments. I love websites.#ANyway im going ot go to sleep now probably and hopeuflly entry tomorrow. (SIGH)#i was supposed to drink coffee today THATS probably why. everything fell through because i had icecream instead#GOODNIGHT :3
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experiencing a sudden wave of nostalgia for no.6 😭💕
#no.6#i watched that anime when it came out#and ot completely altered my brain chemistry#it*#wish i could find somewhere to download it
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Tbh since im gonna have alot of extra spending money soon i might just buy library of souls and donate it....
#not that id mind owning it but 1. itd be weird to Only have the last book in the first trilogy + since the living situation is so..gestures#im trying not 2 buy a ton of new stuff bc ots judt more stuff ill have 2. figure out#once i get my own place thoughhh brother you bet your ass i am going to be buying my own books again.. FOR FUN!!!!#and when i own my own books i can annotate them itll be the best#1st book im planning on buying is house of leaves.. i rly wanna read it but i also rly want to be annotating and taking notes and such bc#ik its that kind of book lol. thats the appeal to me is its a book where you analyze and take notes and etc. so i want 2 have my own copy#to get sillayy with..#eeeppp im so excited to have my own place Guysss itll be so awesome. still up in the air on which state ill be in LOL but ill figure it out#historically moving somewhere on short notice without rly thinking abt the long term effects of it or considering how ill handle it psyche#wise has worked out PRETTY WELL for me. (^_^)#that was sarcastic. if u couldnt tell. i live in a garage idk if u guys knew. i moved across the country for love and then he dumped me and#now i live in a garage and i share a bathroom with the cats and i cant take a shower anytime other than 8-9pm unless i ask permission#from my ex. so yeah its going pretty awesome.
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seeing nerdy prunes must die live would fix me i tjink
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