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ikosburneraccount · 1 year
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I can still see your account!!! U ok?????
YAYYYYYYYY THANK U ZHEN đŸ„°â€ïž yes im okay my blog just wasn’t working and i googled it and it turns out i got shadowbanned 😭😭😭
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strniohoeee · 5 months
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could u do one where its readers birthday and matt has a bunch of surprises for her and like spoils her the whole day and its really fluffy and cute and then they go home after dinner and matt looks after her and they have like soft sex
Pure
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Pairing: Matt Sturniolo X Female Reader
Synopsis: Matt showed Y/N just how much he loved her when he made her birthday extra special. Feeling overwhelmed by love, Y/N decides she’s ready for more in the relationship.đŸŒș
Warnings⚠: SMUTTTTT, loss of virginity on both parts. Just some cute ass love makingđŸ„ș
I also combined this with this request : “can you write a Matt smut where the reader and Matt are both virgins and they both have to figure out how to do it together (Matt and reader and dating in this) “
Song for the imagine: Can I Call You Rose?- The Sacred Souls
⚠This is an 18+ imagine, so minors do not interact, or do??⚠
Can I call you rose?
Cause you’re sweet like a flower in blue
Can I call you rose?
Cause your fragrance takes over the room
A sunflower field, a clear blue sky and Matt
.this was all so beautiful. Running through the field as I let the wind brush through my hair. My fingers dancing along the flowers as Matt stood in front of me glancing back at me with a smile.
*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
My brows furrowed and I stirred in my sleep
*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
I jumped out of my bed and looked at the clock 8:00am
.ughhh who’s at my door this early on a Saturday morning.
I opened my bedroom door and walked towards my living room.
*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
“IM COMINGGGGG” I yelled a little annoyed at my slumber being interrupted
I opened the door with a sour face, messy hair and smeared mascara.
“Y/N Y/L/N” the guy asked
“Umm yes” I said squinting my eyes
“Perfect here’s a delivery for you frommmm actually it doesn’t say who” the guy said looking up from his screen
He bent over next to my door and handed me a large bouquet of red roses
.my favorite flowers
“Woah
thanks” I said grabbing the bouquet and laughing
“You’re welcome, you gave a good day now bye” he said smiling and walking away
I kicked the door closed with my foot and put the bouquet down on the counter. Grabbing a vase for it and filling it with water.
I lifted them back up and looked at the tag, a smile growing on my face
“For my lovely girl, Happy Birthday<3! Can’t wait to see you later-Love Matt”
My heart melted at this
.I was never given roses by any previous boyfriends, and to get a large bouquet of my favorite flowers with a note from Matt made me giddy inside.
I placed the flowers in the vase and decided to text Matt since I wasn’t sure if he was awake or not.
To MattđŸŒč
Good morning my love! I just received the flowersđŸ„č thank you sooo much I love you❀
From MattđŸŒč
Good morning baby! You’re very welcome. Anything for my gorgeous lady, especially on her birthday:)
To MattđŸŒč
You’re the bestđŸ«¶đŸœ coming over today??
From MattđŸŒč
I have some things planned 😏
To MattđŸŒč
You creep😀 â€Šïżœïżœ. Can’t wait to see you though😋
From MattđŸŒč
I’m going to get ready now! I’m taking you to breakfast I’ll be over in like 40 minutes ❀
To MattđŸŒč
Okay my love! Drive safe and see you soonâŁïž
I showered, did some makeup, did my hair and got dressed all in 40 minutes, and at the 45 minute mark I heard a knock at my front door.
I opened the door for Matt and immediately smiled at him. Pulling him in by his arm and placing a kiss to his lips
“Happy birthday baby” he said hugging me
“Thank you my love” I said kissing his cheek and running to my room to grab a pair of shoes
I occasionally went home for my birthdays, but since making friends here I began to spend my birthdays with them.
But this year I decided to spend my birthday with Matt. Well it was more like his decision, but I didn’t mind at all.
“Okay baby, where do you want to go?” He asked me as I locked my front door
“Uhhh the diner by your house it’s my favorite” I said smiling at him
“To the diner it is” he said grabbing my hand
Matt had opened the passenger door for me as he always does and I hopped in. He headed towards the diner while we listened to music.
We sat for breakfast and talked the whole time.
“What do you have planned for today?” I asked him
“That’s for me to know and you to find out” he said winking
“Ohh come on Matt” I said rolling my eyes
“Well it wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you” he said taking a bite of his food
“Just tell me, and I’ll act surprised. I’m a great actress you know” I said winking at him
“I’m sure you are, but no” he said laughing
“Fineeeee” I said throwing my head back
We had finished breakfast and got back in the car. Driving for what felt like forever.
“Okay for first pit stop isss probably the best pit stop we’ll ever take” he said smiling at me
“I’m excited I can’t wait” I said clapping my hands together
Matt was driving for a good half and hour before he turned to me slightly
“I need you to close your eyes and open them when I tell you to” he said
“Okay” I said giggling
I had shut my eyes and I felt Matt park the car, he got out and came to my side helping me out of the car.
“Matt there’s no noise where are you taking me” I said laughing
“To my underground lair” he said
“Stop being annoying” I said sucking my teeth
“Just wait” he said pulling me further
Suddenly we stopped, and I felt him put me in front of him
“Okayyy now open” he said letting go of my hand
“Oh my god” I said looking around
He had taken me to a field of roses
.the fact that he truly understood how much I loved these flowers made my heart warm.
“You like it?” He said
“Matt of course I do, it’s so beautiful” I said touching a rose and smiling
We walked through the field looking and smelling at the roses.
We stopped and Matt plucked two roses from the bush
“We keep these two and let them dry out and then put them in a frame with a date” he said giving me one rose
“I like that idea” I said looking down at the rose
He put the rose in his sweater pocket
“I have something to give you” he said looking at me
“More?” I asked laughing
“Of course more” he said rolling his eyes
He took a small box out from his pants and my eyes widened
“Matt” I said looking at him
“I wanted to give you this promise ring to show that I’m devoted to you forever and always. And one day this ring will become a wedding ring” he said opening the box
“Matt you didn’t” I said covering my mouth
“I did” he said taking the ring out and putting it on my left ring finger
I looked at the ring and felt tears come to my eyes. I immediately kissed him and pulled away
“I have never ever had anyone love me as much as you do, and I’m so grateful for you. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you” I said letting some tears fall
“Don’t cry my love, I love you so much” he said wiping a tear away and pecking my lips again
After a while of walking we headed back to the car and made our way to our next location.
My eyes kept falling on my ring, a gold band with a small diamond in it. A smile automatically creeping on my face
Matt took me shopping, he got me a new purse, a new pair of shoes, and a few outfits. Then we had lunch and we ended up on the pier walking and talking
“Having a good time” he asked me
“A very good time, I’m so thankful for you. This is the best birthday anyone could ask for” I said as we walked with our hands interlocked
“You’re welcome pretty girl” he said kissing my hand and smiling at me
We sat on the beach as we watched the people walk by and the kids splash in the water.
“I don’t know how those kids can get in the water it’s so cold” I said laughing
“I know
.these kids are built different” he said laughing
“Tell me about it” I replied
“Where do you want to do dinner?” He asked
“No where, we can go back to my house, and we can make something together and watch a movie” I said smiling at him
“Are you sure?” He asked me
“I’m positive” I replied laying my head on his shoulder
Matt had taken me to a bookstore and then to a bakery to pick out my birthday cake.
We headed back home and it was an hour drive
.its LA I’m not shocked.
We finally got back to my apartment. I gave my matt my keys to unlock the door since I wanted to bring my own bags in.
He opened the door and turned the lights on. I walked in after him and my jaw dropped
My apartment is covered in rose petals, more gifts on the counter, party streamers and balloons that said Happy 20th Birthday


“Matt? When the fuck did you do this?” I asked putting my bags down
“I left your key back home so Nick and Chris could come back to decorate for me” he replied placing the cake in the fridge
“They did this?” I replied cocking an eyebrow
“Wellll I had to pay them 150 each” he replied laughing
“Mmm a good deal” I said laughing
“Very good deal” he said coming up behind me and hugging me
“Waitttt what if I said I wanted to eat at a restaurant” I said laughing
“Well either way you would’ve come home to this” he said
“Very true” I replied turning around and kissing him
“Let’s see what’s on the menu” he replied heading over to the fridge
“Ahhh pizza ingredients” he said taking the stuff out
“They know me so well” I said laughing
Matt washed his hands and began to preheat the oven, and make the pizza for us while he watched me open the gifts
He got me a gift basket of all my favorite skin care and beauty items, then he got me my favorite perfume and some gift cards.
“Matt thank you so much” I said opening the last gift
“You’re welcome baby” he said putting the pizza in the oven
After unwrapping the last gift my eyes widened and my jaw dropped
“Matthew Bernard” I said
“What baby?” He said laughing
I shook my head as I opened the Cartier box. He got me the necklace I had been dreaming of getting myself, but it was over $2,000 and I was saving up for it.
“Matt this is so expensive” I said looking up at him
“I worked for it okay, plus you never shut up about it, so I wanted to get it for you” he said smiling at me
“I have no words to express how thankful I am right now” I said taking the necklace out of the box
“Let me help you put it on” he said coming around the counter
I lifted my hair up as he helped put the necklace on for me.
I turned around on the stool to face him
“It looks gorgeous on you” he said smiling at me
“Thank you so much Matt I love you” I said pulling him in for a hug and a kiss
Matt and I had ate pizza and drank soda as we watched
Love and Basketball. My friend told me it was a cute romance movie, and it was a movie I’ve been wanting to watch so I figured today was the perfect time.
We had finished our dinner and cleaned up a bit before resuming the movie. Matt was leaning against the arm rest as I laid in between his legs with my back against his chest.
The movie was so cute at first. A friends to kinda lovers, but then it became an enemy to lovers. As they were both competing to be the best at basketball and one up another. However they were falling for each other at the same time without realizing it.
We were at the scene where it was post prom and they were outside by their windows talking to one another and realized they got into the same college.
Their feelings came out and they ended up making out on the grass, which then turned to them going to her room and you see a loss of innocence scene begin to play out.
I shifted my head a bit
.this becoming a bit awkward since I was a virgin and this scene hit a bit close to home.
I’m no idiot to sex, but Matt and I never had sex. We were together for a year and a half and we just never went more than making out and getting handsy.
We finished the movie that had one more scene like that, and I could tell the energy in the room changed between us.
We shut the tv off and decided to do the dishes.
“I really liked that movie” Matt said
“Yeah me too it was super cute, and I enjoyed the ending” I said smiling at him
“Me too I was scared they weren’t going to work out, but I’m glad they did” he replied
“Same” I replied
The silence becoming painfully awkward
“So ummm you know that one scene” I asked
“What scene?” He asked laughing and turning the water off
“The one where she’s clearly losing her virginity” I asked getting shy
“Uhh yeah
” he replied furrowing his brows
“Well is it true? Like is that how it goes down?” I asked him
“Uhhh I wouldn’t know” he said drying his hands
“Wouldn’t know?” I asked cocking my head to the side
“Well yeah Y/N I’m a virgin” he said smiling awkwardly
“What? You’re a virgin?” I asked shocked
“Are you shocked?” He asked laughing
“I mean a little bit, you always seemed to know what we’re doing” I replied
“I said I never had sex I didn’t say I don’t know how to kiss or touch” he replied getting red in the face
“Oh
.right” I said swallowing thickly
“I know you’re a virgin” he said
“Isn't it painfully obvious?” I asked laughing
“I wouldn’t say painfully, but yes it’s obvious” he replied laughing
“Heyy not nice” I said playfully pouting
“It’s okay we’re in the same boat here” he said laughing
“Awww virgin boy Matt” I said poking him
“You’re literally a virgin too” he said
“Exactly why we can make fun of each other” I said laughing
“Mmm I don’t think it works like that” he said coming around the counter
“Sureee sure” I said laughing
Matt and I had gone to my room slipping on our pajamas and laying in the bed. He was scrolling on TikTok while I was reading a book
.
My mind couldn’t get off of the topic of sex. I mean I wanted to know what Matt thought and how he felt. I hadn’t realized I was shaking my leg till Matt grabbed my knee
“What’s wrong?” He asked laughing
“Huh? Nothings wrong” I said looking up from my book
“Something is wrong, you only shake your leg when you’re anxious” he replied
“I’m not anxious just thinking” I said shutting my book and placing it on the nightstand
“About??” He asked shutting his phone off and placing it on the other nightstand
“Just the movie” I said avoiding eye contact
“A 90s movie got you anxious?” He said laughing
“What? No” I said rolling my eyes
“It’s just I was thinking about sex and how we never really talk about it” I said looking at him
“I’m an open book what do you want to talk about” he asked me
“Well, have you ever thought of sex with me?” I asked shyly
“I have usually when I’m daydreaming in the shower or at night” he said giggling
“Matttt” I said laughing
“I’m sure you’ve thought of me” he said winking
Immediately my heart started racing and my cheeks flushed. I wasn’t sure how he was so confident right now because I was shitting bricks.
I’ve spent many nights over the course of our relationship fantasizing about Matt and what he’d be like in bed. Picturing his sweaty body panting over me as he moaned out my name
.. or maybe now
. whimpering since he’s inexperienced
“I have” I said looking down
“And what have you thought about?” He asked
“I’m not telling you that” I said looking at him
“I’ll go first then. I just think about you laying underneath me, moaning and sweating. Your cheeks flushed, your eyes screwed shut and your hair a mess” he said with hooded eyes
“Matt
.you can’t say stuff like that and expect me not to have a reaction” I said shaking my head
“I’m just being honest” he said
“What if
.what if we have sex right now” I said fiddling with my hands
“Right now?” He asked shocked
“I mean might as well” I said shrugging my shoulders
“I’ve never done this so I can't promise I’ll be any good or that I’ll last long” he said scratching the back of his neck
“Well that’s all right, for right now it’s the experience” I said
“Okay
yeah
.yeah” he said
“Well uhh you start it” I said sitting there
“Start it?” He said laughing
“I don’t know you make the first move” I said getting awkward
He leaned over and planted a kiss on my lips. His right hand caressing my cheek as we slowly began to make out. His lips moved down to my neck leaving sloppy kisses.
I grabbed his right hand and removed it from my face placing it on my boob. He firmly grabbed my breast, massaging and kneading as I moaned into the kiss
He got up and removed his shirt sitting on his heels, so I did the same. I sat on my heels in front of him and removed my shirt.
We were chest to chest and bare staring at one another. My hand caressed his jawline as it slowly ran down his neck and to his collarbone.
Leaning forward I placed a kiss on each side of his collarbone earning a sharp inhale from him. My hands run down his shoulders to his arms, and back up. Raking my nails up his arm and down his chest lightly. Goosebumps rising on his skin
I connected our lips in a heated kiss and slowly moved my lips down to his neck. Peppering kisses along the sensitive skin. Running my hands through his hair
“I love you Matt” I said looking into his eyes
“I love you too Y/N” he said looking at my face
He kissed down my neck and to my collarbone area trailing kisses from my shoulders to my collarbones. His lips meet near the valley of my breasts.
“You look so perfect like this, the necklace dazzling in the light while you’re bare in front of me
.like a goddess” he whispered ghosting his fingers over the necklace
“God Matt you have such a way with words” I whispered back and my chest rose and fell rapidly
He kissed the soft tissue of my breasts before moving his lips down and licking my nipples.
“Oh my god” I gasped out
Licking, sucking and swerving his tongue as he looked up at me.
“How do you know how to do this?” I asked biting my bottom lip
“I’ve done my research” he replied with a smirk
He always words things so weirdly I thought to myself
He came back up snaking his right hand to the back of my head before crashing our lips together once more. Our tongues fighting for dominance as our teeth clashed together
Matt leaned me back on my pillows as he slid my pajama bottoms off.
“I’m new to this so I need you to tell me what you like” he said looking at me
I nodded my head and he slid his hand from my knee to my clothed pussy. Running his thumb over my soaked underwear.
“MATT” I gasped out as my thighs shut around his arm
“So you like that” he said smiling
“Yes” I whispered
Matt hooked his hands in my underwear and helped me slide out of them. My arousal basically soaked through them.
He brought his hand back down as he used his middle and ring finger to slide my arousal around from my clit to my entrance causing me to gasp
“Holy shit Matt” I moaned out looking down at him
“Have you ever fingered yourself before?” He asked
“I have, but your fingers are longer and thicker” I said licking my lips
“This might hurt” he said in a whisper and I nodded
He rubbed my clit with his thumb before inserting his middle finger into me. Gasping loudly at the new burning stretch
“Am I hurting you?” He asked looking at me
“No” I said as my brows furrowed and my eyes shut
Matt slowly pumped his finger in and out of me, if I wasn’t so turned on right now the sound of my arousal would have me embarrassed.
As his finger slid in and out I became more and more wet. Matt slid his ring finger in and I gripped the sheets harder.
“Oh my god” I moaned out
He rubbed my clit with his thumb as he pumped his fingers in and out of me.
“Matt matt matt please I need more” I moaned out looking at him
“Okay baby” he said rubbing my thigh with his left hand
He removed his fingers from me and I whimpered at the loss of contact. I propped myself up on my elbows.
Matt removed his pajama bottoms and his boxers, and my
Mouth dropped at the sight. After a year and a half I’m just now finding out that Matt is hung??
“Woah?” I said looking up at him
“What?” He said scared
“Matt your dick is huge” I said laughing and covering my mouth
“Alright enough” he said blushing and rolling his eyes
“I’m sorry I’m sorry” I said shaking my head
Matt put his fingers in his mouth to collect spit and spread it along his dick. My pussy clenching at the site of that.
“Do you always use spit?” I randomly blurted out
“Uhh no usually lotion, but spit gets the job done” he said looking at me
“Carry on then” I said winking at him
He slowly spread the spit on his cock, stroking his dick effortlessly while looking down at me.
“Like I said I might not last a long time, so in advance I’m sorry” he said looking down
“Matt it’s alright plus now that I know your fingers make me shudder I’m good” I said smiling at him
“Right” he said chuckling
Matt leaned forward in between my legs slowly hiking them up. He was a bit shaky but I began to place my hands on his back as he lined himself up with my entrance
“God I’m so nervous” he blurted out
“Matt just do it” I said laughing
“Sorry I’m sorry you make me nervous” he said looking at me
“I know when you’re all alone in your room you’re a little slut, so just do it” I said laughing
“Fine fine” he said laughing a bit
Slowly he slid into me, my nails gripping onto him as my eyes screwed shut.
“Fuck Matt” I winced out
“Too much” he asked looking at me
“It hurts but I’ll be okay just keep going” I said looking at him
Matt connected our lips as he pushed the rest of himself into me. Both gasping at the feeling as we locked eyes.
“You can move” I said to him
He nodded his head and slowly rocked back and forth into me. His breathing already getting shaky as his hips moved faster
“Fuck Y/N” he moaned out as his mouth fell open
“Matt you feel so good” I moaned out pulling him as close as humanly possible
Matt was panting in my ear as his hips snapped into me causing my nails to rake up and down his back.
Matt’s lips moving down my chest as he peppered kissed across my breast as his hips snapped into me.
“Matt baby I’m so close already” I moaned out
I wasn’t sure if it was because I was craving sex for so long, or if it was because Matt’s dick curved perfectly or if it was because Matt fucked good
.but all I know is I was about to cum so hard I just needed a little push
I brought my right hand up to Matt’s mouth
“Suck please” I said in a moan
Matt’s mouth opened his mouth and he sucked on my middle and ring finger, swirling his tongue around them while he held eye contact with me
..like a slut

I pulled my fingers from his mouth and brought them down to my clit. Rubbing faster as he pounded into me.
“Fuck fuck fuck” I moaned out as I looked into Matt’s eyes
“I’m going to cum soon” Matt said in a moan as his jaw fell slack
“Me too” I said hitting my lip
I rubbed faster and soon enough I began to clench around Matt, my body shuttering. My thighs began to shake as I held eye contact with Matt
My orgasm crashed over me so powerfully. My mouth fell open as I rubbed faster while Matt pounded into me.
Coming down from my high as I breathe in and out heavily.
“Fuck Matt that felt so good” I moaned out as he slid out of me
He began to pump himself at a quick speed as his chest rose and fell rapidly.
“I’m going to cum” he said looking down at me
Suddenly his lower abdomen contracted and his jaw fell slack as he looked at me
“Oh my goddd” he moaned out as he painted my lower abdomen in his cum
Shutting his eyes and licking his lips as he came down from his high
Falling next to me and looking at me
“That was amazing” he said breathing heavily
“It was and I’m so grateful I did it with you” I said looking over at him
“I love you so much Y/N” he said leaning over and kissing me
“I love you too Matt” I said biting my bottom lip
“Lets go shower” he said sitting up
I got my bathtub running for a hot bubble bath, and Matt put the bed sheets to wash

He joined me in the hot bubbles and we sat together talking about what just happened
“Can we do that again” I asked him
“Of course” he said kissing me
“I’m talking about now” I said smiling at him
“Now? We still have your birthday cake in the fridge” he said laughing
“The night is still young” I said
“You’re an animal” he said
“You created this
.with that massive dick of yours” I said laughing
“Alright okay” he said covering his face and blushing
“I love teasing you” I said poking him
That night we had many many rounds, and no birthday cake
.We washed the sheets for nothing
.
The End
Whewww this one was long, andddd it was my last request AHHHH. I hope you enjoyed itđŸ€­đŸ€­. Love you guys thođŸ„čđŸ–€đŸ–€
-JđŸ’…đŸœ
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pretty-purpple · 1 year
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thanks for the luck :D
good luck to you tooo, i think you'll do good
(i was gonna put a cat pic but cant do that on anon asks shm)
(and nope, im not a mutual, just a follower :P)
Welcome and thanks to you too ^^ !!! It's okay , you can come off anon , i love cat memes hehe , ohhh so u r a follower , you can talk to me in dms too if u ever feel like it , but i appreciate that you communicated with me , thanks a lot *hugs* âŁïžđŸ„ș!!
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sungbeam · 2 years
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baby no, don't even think abt being insecure about your posting! you're so sweet for posting a lot and for sharing your thoughts with us, answering asks, etc!! you honestly light up my mood when i receive a notif that you've posted please đŸ€§đŸ€§ you're posting the right amount, don't be insecure abt that 🩆đŸ„ș also are you okay?? đŸ„șđŸ„ș - 🩋
thank uu 😞 sorry i don't have a lot to say this time, but i appreciate uâŁïž
i think i just need more sleep tbh (and ig im not satisfied w a few things? but it's just quantitative things i really shouldn't be so worried abt it bc i overthink too much)
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writemywaytoyourheart · 7 months
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youre so talented i always cry while reading bedeviled 😭😭 since you started this beautiful story ive been around and always checking for updates but this one i missed it bc ive been busy and ive been going through a quite sad potato phase in my life that i forgot to check and today i was like hm let me go see if theres any update for bedeviled and omg there is and i missed it 😭
this story of yours is one of the most beautiful and brutal ive ever read its giving tess duberville
your mind should be studied because the way you use your words affects me in a way that i can only explain (after ive cried buckets while reading the latest chapter and trying to find the words to write this) as empathy for the them and their situation bc in my eyes shes holding all their love and its killing her and compared to her he is hollow and its killing him too
im enamoured by your story and i love the fact is supernatural it brings memories from my prepubescent years when i only read stuff about demons and scary stuff hehe
poor apple and poor jk theyre just two lost souls and the fact theyre in hell isnt helping neither one of them right now
i cant wait for the next chapter and im also sad that its ending soon
<3
OMG thank you đŸ„șđŸ„ș
This is an older ask but you made my weeks so much better with this, it meant so much then and still means so much now 💞
It's okay to go through sad potato phase, I was in one for a hot minute myself bby iz Okie đŸ‘ŒđŸ„”đŸ’– gorgeous gorgeous girls are sad potatoes sometimes ✋
I hope the ending is just as meaningful and striking as the rest has been! I wish you all the luck in reading it haha đŸ˜‚âŁïžâŁïž
Most of the time I don't even understand my own brain or how it works lolol but thank u!! What a compliment â˜ș
ILY 😙
-chip
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fallinforgyu · 2 years
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HAPPY STAR WARS DAY FROM ME AND THE ESB POSTER ON MY WALL TO CHERRYHEE AND YN I GUESS ALSO AND YOU MAYBE IF YOU LIKE STAR WARS TOO đŸ™đŸ˜đŸ’ŒđŸ«€đŸ«¶â˜șïžâ­ïžđŸ’•â€Œïž
also i saw you’ve been feeling anxious lately and i hope you’re not putting too much pressure on yourself to get on here and answer asks and stuff, you work so hard and absolutely deserve a break and time to yourself !!! we (especially me) love and appreciate you more than you know and want more than anything for you to be happy and look after yourself !!! đŸ«‚đŸ’ȘđŸ„‡
SAX IM SO SORRY IM ANSWERING THIS TWO DAYS LATE BUT HAPPY STAR WARS DAY!!!! 😭💔💔 i love star wars so much and i watched in on may 4th and thought of cherry hee the whole time đŸ„ș💞💞
and you're an actual angel i think!!!! thank you so so much for always being so sweet and supportive đŸ„ș💓 and please make sure you're taking care of yourself too, okay?? i love u so so much and i hope you get all the good things in the world because that's what you deserve đŸ˜€đŸ’—âŁïž
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Hello đŸ‘‹đŸ»âŁïžâŁïžâŁïž i read the smut part and i really love hyunjin especially the part when he was inside her lol hahahah yes like hyunjin always take care of his wife like he dont really care about sex and just wanted to make his wife feel better đŸ„ș XD if thats not true love then idk what is (again pardon my eng/ im still learning hehehehehe i love u)
Thank you so much for sending this in!! this ask made me all 😭💕I'm always very nervous when I write smut because I usually do it at either like 2am and I'm afraid it's out of control or I end up writing it at like 8am on a tuesday and I'm afraid it's too chaste 😅I definitely put a lot of thought into how the smut went in this chapter so I'm glad it turned out okay 😊Also I'm going to go on a little character ramble here and it might get a little ~spicy~ so I'm going to put it under the cut
The smut in this chapter is definitely much more about caregiving/intimacy than giving/receiving pleasure. I think Hyunjin would have loved to reunite with reader and absolutely rail her, but he realizes pretty much immediately that is not what she needs from him at this point. She's tired and super stressed out and kind of locked in this mindset where she feels like she can't relax because for the last ~2 months it really was all on her. So Hyunjin is really trying to not only comfort her and soothe her but also help her relax into allowing herself to let go and start relying on him as a partner and co-parent (hence him being thrilled by/praising her for ahem letting go in that moment)
Also Hyunjin has basically been told his whole life that his only value lies in what his sexuality can be traded for. He hasn't really been given the opportunity to build up confidence in other aspects of his life, so I think he definitely has this moment of - who am I if my sexuality isn't useful in that way anymore? So I think to find that he can choose to use his sexuality to care for his wife is a profoundly intimate, meaningful moment for him. So he's very much happy to do it, particularly after seeing how much her body has changed (and therefore how much her body has gone through) that he hasn't been there to support her through. Our boy has some major guilt he's working through
Sorry this got long, I just love talking about characters 😅
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devilbrakers · 3 years
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hiii ezraâŁïžfrom the prompt list:
“I wanted to say “I love you” for the first time without stuttering, but that failed.”
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(pssst i played the kai follower mod YRS ago n im back playing skyrim again so ive redownloaded thanks to u 😋 also no pressure to fill !!)
Hiii jez đŸ„°đŸ„° thank you for the ask! And I'm glad I inspired you replay with him, I love him sm đŸ„șđŸ€š I hope you enjoy
Prompts from this post
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Valen feels like her heart was going to burst out of her chest if Kaidan smiles any harder. His fingertips brush across the Akaviri stonework of Sky Haven Temple as he tries to burn it into his memory with an absolutely mesmerized expression. She doesn't know how long she had been staring at him but she ceased once he turned his gaze towards her and winked, his smile never faltering.
The last time she had seen him smile like this was when she translated the Dovahzul on his sword. That was equally as heartwarming but what was off-putting was the thought of wanting to see it everyday. She'd never felt that way about anyone before she met him

"You seein' this stonework, Vay? It's incredible!"
She blinks, turning to look back at Alduin's wall. "Uh, yeah
 it's pretty impressive."
Truthfully, she'd barely looked at the damn thing even when Esburn was explaining the story behind it. At the time, she'd been too preoccupied with the fact that she had found her brother alive. Now, she's resisting the urge to brush the stray strand of hair on Kaidan's cheekbone.
"You okay, Vay? Seems like your head's been in the clouds all day."
There's a glint of concern in his russet eyes but still a fond smile on his face. Valen's heart churns as she longs to reach out to him.
"Uh, yeah. Just still thinking about Laz is all." She shot him a half-hearted smile.
"Aye, damn lucky you found him alive. I'm happy for you though, I know how worried you were."
"Thanks
" Her voice is barely above a whisper as she examined the stonework in front of her so she doesn't have to make eye contact.
"I feel like that's not the only thing bothering you though."
Valen shifts in her place, readjusting her grip on the torch in her hand. "Don't worry about it, Kai."
He raises an eyebrow at that, turning to face her. "Did something happen?"
His tone and expression are soft and Valen wants to retract into herself. She knows she's being ridiculous, he'd never admonish her for her feelings but on the other hand, does he feel the same way?
All she can manage is to shake her head which just confuses him further. She's always been adamant about communicating with him.
"You know you can talk to me about anything, Vay."
The words come out before she can stop them and she feels like she's going to vomit.
"I love you."
Her heart dropped to her feet and her voice nearly failed her, and she sounded like a stuttering child. Not all how she wanted this to go. By Mara, she's stupid. She wants to run away but it feels like her feet are stone weights holding her in place. So she stares at Kaidan's chest plate, digging her nails into the wooden handle of her torch. He's stammering, looking for the right words to say, probably to let her down gently she figures.
He finally settles on, "You what?"
A nervous laugh escapes Valen's lips before she says, "Well, I figured I could at least say it for the first time with stuttering but that failed."
"Valen
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"It's okay if you don't feel the same, Kai. I don't this to-"
"Valen."
She finally looks up at him with a pleading expression. "Gods, please just let me down easy."
"I love you too, thought that was obvious."
He lets out a hearty laugh as she visibly relaxes with a confused expression.
"What, really?"
"You doubtin' me, Dragonborn? You shouldn't."
Valen can't stop the grin that stretches across her lips as she lets out a soft laugh.
"By Mara, I'd kiss you if I wasn't holding this torch right now."
"You think that's gonna stop me?"
He steps towards her, moving her arm away from them before moving his hands to cup her face; he smiles even wider when she visibly melts and closes her eyes. She looks a bit ridiculous but adorable with her arm sticking out, her eyes closed, and her lips slightly puckered, ready for his. He laughs quietly before leaning down. He presses his lips to hers and for just a moment, all feels right in the world.
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chibifatou · 3 years
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